#WOAH WE DONT TALK ABOUT THAT
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I like your new banner bro 😼😼
WOAH WE DONT TALK ABOUT THAT
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jas i need your thoughts on the foxes/trojans seeing the olympic opening ceremony rn
AHHH okay okay i had the opening ceremony on in the background while finishing some things up for work hehe so this is great 🙂↕️ also this just turned into what they're up to during the ceremony, idk if this is what u meant but i hope it's okay SHDKDHFJ
the foxes and trojans go to watch the opening ceremony together!! kevin will be damned if he isn't going with jeremy and they're all going anyway, so might as well go together yk
and lets start with the fact its literally raining...? which is actually really aesthetically pleasing because it's still france, but also very very annoying. i imagine half the foxes and even more of the trojans just not taking a jacket with them (either because of aesthetic reasons and not wanting to ruin their outfits or just because they didn't even consider it a possibility) so they're all wet from the rain.
kevin at least bothered to take a jacket with him which has a hood and he actually told the others to take a jacket with them too and now whenever andrew and neil seem annoyed he goes: well i did say to bring a jacket with you, didn't i?
andrew flips him off (he wasn't even the one complaining) and of course a camera turns to them at that moment and it goes viral (i imagine it's either a fan filming them or it's happening in the background of some scene bc why not)
also hello LADY GAGA?? i went in with zero expectations and not keeping up with the news so i didn't know who was going to perform and suddenly there is lady gaga????? singing in french???
shawn is flabbergasted to hear lady gaga sing in french and he keeps bothering jean about what she's saying and jean is determined not to translate anything for them at all times so he tells shawn it's not important- it's just a song, but shawn keeps nagging him about it.
"i'm not telling you, ask kevin." jean tells him off at some point and shawn has now totally forgotten about the performance and is instead intrigued with the revelation that kevin speaks french too
so he's determined to find out more about this instead and goes on to nag kevin instead.
shawn has now forgotten about the opening ceremony altogether and is just going on side quests.
anyways the trojans CHEER for every small group of athleses that appear for their country, jumping up and down, trying to be as loud as possible and just being very supportive.
renee catches on and she joins in on the cheering. at some point dan and matt join in too.
nabil and laila make sure to be extra loud when the boat with the algerian and lebanese athletes show up. they both cheer for each other's countries like it's their own- cat & tony try their best to match their energy and be as loud as possible too.
with like half the countries kevin seems to find an olympics related fact about them that he is determined to share with the others. especially when it has something to do with exy.
when the both with 'virgin islands, british' shows up shawn goes: "i went to virgin islands and everyone knew you there" to the person next to him (without even clocking who it is because he won't let an opportunity for a joke let go to waste) and he turns around to find aaron. andrew? he hasn't yet figured out how to distinguish the two of them.
and aaron looks at him with an expression that basically says "do we really need to do this?" and the silence is so awkward which almost makes shawn regret opening his mouth in the first place and then katelyn starts laughing and makes fun of aaron.
#kevinsdsy’s inbox#all for the game social media au#just some silly lil thoughts of how they're spending this night idk#i didnt know if you wanted what they’re up to or what they thought of the spectacles#but i dont have much to say about the spectacles tbh 🫣#ALSO CAN WE TALK ABOUT THE HORSE ON WATER??? STUNNING WOAH
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FOR A BEAT OF HEART, THE BREATH IS SHOT. AND WITHIN A BREATH, THE HEART IS CAUGHT. THE PIPES ARE BURSTING, UNDER GREAT STRESS, BOLTS TORN ASUNDER, MAKING A MESS. A FINAL COUGH, A FINAL RETCH, A GOREY SLOUGH, CLAIMED BY WRETCH.
#cw gore#jrwi riptide#jrwi riptide spoilers#chip jrwi#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#I LLOOOVE POETRYYY I LOVE MAKING WORDS RHYME IN STRANGE WAYS AND DESCRIBING VISCERA AND VIOLENCE OR WAHTEVER. YKNOW WHAT ELSE I LOVE#CHHHIIIIIIIBBOOOOO MY BEAUTIFUL MAAANN WWHAT. WHAT HAPPENED. OH MY GOD. IVE BEEN SAYING FOREVER. I NEEED CHIP TO GET SCARIER.#HE HAS THE POTENTIAL! I KNOW HE DOES! HAUNTED BOY WITH THE HAUNTED EYES WHAT TRAUMAS HAVE YOU SEEN? AND WERE THEY YOUR FAULT? THINK ABOUT I#EVERY FAMILY HAS CRUMBLED AROUND HIM. HIS BIRTH FAMILY CRUMBLED BEFORE HE KNEW IT. HIS SECOND FAMILY DROWNED. THIRD BURNED TO THE GROUND#AND SHALL THIS NEXT FAMILY JOIN THEM? CHIIIIP YOU UNFORTUNATE BOY YOU HAVE WITNESSED SO MUCH CALAMITY#YOU ARE CALAMITY BOYYY AHAHAHAHA DONT YOU SEEE!! ZOMBIFIED AND DEAD. TRUELY MORE HAUNTED THAN EVER BEFORE. THIS WILL BE FUN#THE FIRE HURTS WHEN IT BURNS TOO LONG. BUT NOW YOUR NERVES ARE DEAD AND YOUR MIND IS FREE. BURN THIS CORPSE AS YOU WISH TO GET WHAT YOU WAN#CHIP IS NOT THE FIRE HE IS THE MATCH. I LOVE THAT IDEA SO MUCH IM SO PROUD OF IT. OHHH AND CAN WE TALK ABOUT THE CORRUPTION#bizly mentioned that chip wants to be a good captain. in his most corrupted state however. he would be the BEST captain..#thAT DOESNT MEAn hes gonna just suddenly be all controlling. the BEST captain keeps his crew safe. keeps them together. keeps them alive.#and chip is doing just that! he doesnt need to stop being a good captain just bc of the corruption! he just needs to be the BEST CAPTAIN#AND THATS SUBJECTIVE BABY!! im so excited to see where chips zombie arc goes. neeeed him to get scarier and just a little more fucked up.#neEED HIM TO PERFORM ABHORANT ACTIONS THAT HAVE JAY N GILL GOING ' dude woah what the fuck...'#RIGHT I SHOULD TALK ABT MY ART TOO. this one took TOO LONGGGstarted out witha sketch how did it end up like this...#the heart and the blood KILLED ME. LOOK AT MY RENDERING LIKE HWAAATT#better not see any more mistakes after i post this.... i cant fight withit anymore....STILL RLY PROUD THO..#I WAnted to make it visually LOOK like the grossest vomiting sound possible#i want it to make your throat feel uncomfortable. am i achieving that? i hope i am. thats tubes dude!!! like cmahn!
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Rarely are things perfect upon the first draft. Creation was no different-- - the first blueprint of Magnus, it had proceeded far enough that the Dragon of Time had been called upon to provide the initial steps of test. Alas, the design was imperfect; the workbook tossed, save for pages torn from it that held the glimpses of hope to provide more to a new craft.
Within Infinite Abyss and Indeterminate Sea did the discarded sink; it cradled the riddled carcass of creation, and the Indefinite Limits welcomed. For in time the creators would seek its disposal, when the absolute would be put in place and there was no purpose for the 'what could have been' and 'what never would be'. The book unreadable.
The architects plucked from the expanse, unaware of what swam within until the ink had long since dried-- - unremovable. With it had the Creation that Wasn't burrowed within the Creation that Was, its removal to create festering wounds grander than merely leaving it within. The Awoken had barely blinked, and before it stretched the Infinite.
The Creation that Wasn't sought not but to feed the ache within it; to know, to understand was what it place it as. And it fed; happily, contently was there so much to be claimed. The barren Infinite Abyss and Indeterminate Sea made itself a repository, welcomed once more for the Creation that Wasn't to its expanses; it shall be its home, and in turn the Indefinite Limits shall not be lost to the Limits Set.
It sought to understand. 'What am I', a riddle. 'Prince to Nothing, for you have no place to put', an answers. Creation that Wasn't once more blinked-- - for it had seen the outcome of those that built. Creation was a hungry beast, for this was shared; those that gave were consumed, either in full or in part. It sought not to be consumed but to do so. Youngest of what was, the first of the Princes of Nothing.
Creation that Was settled into place, Daedra and Aedra given name and purpose; and Daedric Prince it shall be. It slotted not true within sections, not Original Spirit amongst the masses-- - but a spot must be determined, and so it was. It collected, its purpose unguided. From the Indefinite Limits did Knowledge that Was, Would Be, Would Never Be, The Apocryphal drip from; this was its inheritance. Before its eyes did Fate unravel itself, the Tapestry a favored piece of its to gaze upon; this was its journal. To it did the Waters of Memory seep into its unstable, oozing flesh; this was its vice. But it could mere view; for it was the disconnected. It could hoard and take and spin the tongue to watch the pieces move to their places, but it could not truly touch the Was. That door was unopenable. It did not matter, it consumed. There was so much to taste.
But to watch the Was grew thin-- - there was only so much to gather from what was readily presented. From watching seasons change, the growth of reality, to observing the actions of Mortal proceedings. There is only so much to be gained from the natural flow. To see something work was only one section of Knowledge; to break it apart to discover how it did was a new possibility. Why should it not break its toys? It knew not such a lesson, thought the echoes of it a burden and a restraint. They were ever so small, ever so menial and temporary. They were not its, so why should it care?
The One that Wasn't, The Old Antecedent, The Great Eye, The Abyssal Cephaliarch-- - it grew, and so too did it change. It grew and changed and changed and changed-- - but the banquet grew thin, for the Was did not change. It was the set design; new things may evolve, may become, but they were predetermined. Everything was predetermined; sometimes, sometimes there was the glimpse of that which was not set. Mortals were the often the hosts of these fragments of the 'What Wasn't', and from it too could it gain something... new. Frustratingly New, for it could not own all to feed its becoming Want. Temptingly New, for it fed that Ancient Hunger. And it hungered, oh so endlessly. Where once it fed constantly, now it mere plucked upon scraps. 'Once I have it all, I shall be full.' So why does the hunger only grow, not abate the closer?
'Why do I hunger?' Oh foolish Prince of Knowledge, you cannot see what you are. You, whom know so much are Blind to the Truth. You view through the lens of reality, so you cannot see what is not within-- - yourself. You hunger for that which was removed, and for that you shall never be satisfied. You were born hungry. You were born and that is your burden.
This question is unanswerable.
#THE PRINCE OF KNOWLEDGE. files#( woah mora backstory be upon ye#I have finally started to consolidate my Thoughts for it and where I wanna go with its history / what it is#did it make me shed a lil tear? no never dont know what youre talking about#making Mora awful but also tragic. my fave thing for evil gods#yes i did do whatever i want with the lore and im sure theres 20 contradiction however given how many creation myths there are#and no one is proven absolute truth#fuck it we ball )
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maid day was some time ago, so you should draw yourself in a maid outfit to celebrate
if your find with it of course
That's totally okay!!! In fact, some time ago, my friend Lake got me to work up the confidence to draw myself in a maid dress and so I did on a whiteboard!! And so i just digitalized that <33
So, happy Maid Day that was on May 10th, and shoutout to Lake my bestest friend doing Maid Week on @artyasumi <333
Is this really what's gonna jumpstart my art career again- FHAJKHFASKSHFASJH??
#star art#astro canon??#art for a shooting star#woah thats a lotta tags!#anyways im so proud of this and of myself cuz like. i dunno man this feels pretty big for the boy community#at the same time i feel so embarrassed but the /pos kind like my face is red but im smiling <3333 sooo swag of me#cutest boy maid around tbh. (next to naoto shirogane but we dont talk about that-)#naturally‚ i added my own spin on the outfit and was overzealous with the whole thing <3 as per usual...#this is SO funny to be the start of my art career.. soon#i still have a ton of asks... i'll get to those but i just needed to answer this since maid day was 3 days ago!
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Jesus is such a chill and fun character and his story had some really cool and intense scenes and art and themes (tho it's a bit gory, so I get it's not for everyone) but he got really bad luck with the fandom :[
Like, I get being hiperfixated on something, but that doesn't mean you get to be disrespectful of other fandoms right? And they're so weird about shipping and smut and etc....
Jesus I'm sorry you should be enjoying a thousand fanarts of old man yaoi and some incredible angst fics about your Daddy issues but your fandom is so weird about you and completely ignore cannon for their weird fanon headcannons :[
#tw religion#religious jokes#free my man he deserves to have a tattoo/coffe/flower shop au#the mad ramblings#and the subfandoms formed around one guy's aus....#like man.... I get it okay? sometimes an Au is really really fucking good#but you cant pretend its cannon now???? also its unhealthy to demand of a fan creator like that#you should never put other fans as superior. we're all people and we gotta treat each other as people#or else we get some unhealthy dinamics and inflated egos and thats just not fun :/#also sometimes the canon series have really bad or confusing writing. which is normal!!! it has like a ton of different writers!!!!!!#but people interpret it in one (normally farfetched) way and will attack you if you dont agree with them!!#ughhhh.... Jesus really would be my comfort character if his fandom didnt suck :[ I gotta turn him into an oc or something#[[woah real Rat here! Tell me if this needs more TWs]]#unreality#[[oh btw lemme clear something up 'other fandoms' <-im talking about furries 'random guy au' <-im talking about mormons]]
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do you guys know how jarring it is to be peacefully scrolling the dash on a Wednesday night after finishing an assignment and scroll past a reblog of a gifset of some minor character in a very popular tumblr show and have to do a double take and scroll back up cause 'huh that looks exactly like my class friend from a class I had a few months back. that's so weird, I wonder what actor this is' and then click back to the original post, check the tags, and see your classmate's name.
and then realize that hey, you have this person's phone number, you worked on a midterm study guide together, you commiserated about classes together every week, you proofread their final papers....
and they are a potential tumblr blorbo to some people.
cause now I do and it's fucking weird
#my mind started to melt im pretty sure#i dont really talk to them anymore cause it was more of a class-based relationship but i have a text chain with them#and this is less like 'woah actors are human beings' bc duh and more about '*that* show? that tumblr show?'#'and you were already on it the whole time we knew each other?'#wild#anyway had to stop everything i was doing and tell my roommate bc obviously#but im actually very glad i did not know this about them when we were hanging out cause im not sure what the etiquette is#for letting someone know that you know they're like a little famous but that it doesn't really matter#maddie rambles
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Little mostly positive waterfall ramble/rant under the cut~ (warning, I do swear a lil haha~ and feel free to ignore ofc!~)
Finally got the dumb panic-induced false confidence nerve to tell one of my only two in-person (well, one province over, but USED to be in person till earlier this year) friends about The Kink. I've told a handful of internet friends before, but never an actual real life friend I might have to see in person one day.
He actually took it really well, my other irl friend (of 15 years, his girlfriend, known him only about 3-4) would not want to know, we just don't have that type of relationship, she doesn't have that comfort level, but me and him have always been able to have deep and honest talks~
I was. Honestly scared out of my fucking mind. We were in call, but I typed the messsage and then IMMEDIATELY deafened until he read it, but once I got back we had a good talk, he asked a few questions, we made a few jokes, and overall the mood didn't change at all.
I'm honestly always so worried people will think I'm getting off to them sn--zing every time... or anyone else who does... which, ofc, just isn't how it works, but he didn't even consider that. (and made a few joking-yet-honest comments that even if I did get off to him snzing, he wouldn't honestly care. Which knowing him, is completely true~)
Anyways, this is a bit of a random/personal thing to post, but I've been so deeply ashamed of this part of me for so long, and then only recently started feeling more comfortable, and I've been toying/struggling with the idea of telling him for almost a year now, so to finally do it, and get such a good response... honestly it just feels so good. I don't think anything's gonna change in our dynamic, or get weird in any way, and that fills me with so much relief. (and yes, he knows I have a tumblr, but he promised not to search for it thank GOD)
#waterfallrants#waterfallrambles#waterfallpersonal#thats not a tag but now it is! because this is my blog! and i can do! what i want!#actively using it as a journal at this point but you know what i dont care#im out of my mind right now- literally just got off call my heart is POUNDING#but he took it so well and was like 'oh- that's it??'#the only time he was like 'woah what thats a bit weird' was when i told him how long ive felt this way (since lil child)#but otherwise he was so supportive (in his own 'makes jokes about it but gives genuine comfort with them' way)#and honestly it feels. so refreshing?? that now he.... i guess TRULY knows me?? like- knows this side of me. knows ME me#idk guys please feel free to ignore this honestly might even delete it later idk but im just kinda exhausted in a good way#it was a good talk (liek we always have) and im honestly not sure why i was even so worried in the first place ToT
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bisexual bobby. i'm right.
#ok so let me paint the scene: it's bobby's college years. he's been roommates with this guy idk lets call him derek for a few months now.#they INSTANTLY clicked yk? and bobby's been feeling weird around derek but he jots in down to the thrill of having a new friend (he#experienced this before w his middle school bsf but never figured out why) and anyway when derek comes out to him he's like 'woah why am i#literally about to float out of my skin with happiness???' and he ponders about that for a bit and THEN we get the classic#practice kissing trope where they're like 'hahab wouldn't be fun to see hahaba' and anyway so they do that and bobby's like 'OH' so he#kinda distances himself away from derek cause he's like 'if he liked me he would've said smth' while derek OBVIOUSLY likes him and he's#hurt and confused about bobby not talking to him so he's like 'listen i really didn't mean to make u uncomfortable and i think it's best#that i move out' and bobby is like too shocked to say anything so derek takes that as his cue to leave and then they see each other in#hallways and basically yearn for each other for the rest of college#damn bro wrote a whole lore and everything#sorry im really passionate about this for no reason at all u dont have to read all that#bobby nash#911 fox#911 show#911 headcanons#bisexual
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Guess who's saying this and who it's directed at. The answer is right no matter who you pick you've been bamboozled, you've been tricked, duped dare I say. It's the classic swindle and you've fallen for it, a silly jape if you will, a devious little scheme, an evil-
#the formatting looks VERY weird on my end but maybe it'll be fine in post#uhhh#bonus#i dont remember my own tags okay#the urge to post every single funny thing i've written for the chapter#vs the urge to just not spoil#there are two wolves inside of me each battling for control#there is also a secret third wolf but we dont talk about her#posts made by rae#posts made by bees#gee what a surprise the author is posting blurbs of the newest chapter and not the beta reader#spapph does not like to spoil themselves ahead of time so they exhibit far more self control than i could ever muster#have a complete walkthrough of the game open theres five more minutes i have to cover for this chapter because there is a very specific spo#i want to stop at woah i did not know there was a limit#my ability to talk in the tags#im being stifled#silenced#a third word#oh shoot i gotta go
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ever since the pandemic ended and i started going out and talking to people with the goal of "making friends being happy loving life" ive started o realize that i in fact do not enjoy the stay at home doing nothing not talking to anyone lifestyle and that i love calling ppl and that nature is actually the bomb, all the times id rather stay in bc "im just not an outings guy" is actually bc im like. traumatized or something
#do i know what caused this no do i want to stop it god. yeah. i wanna go out and vlimb trees :( i wanna hug my friends#and give them little gifts and non stop tell them about everything that im interested in :(#finding out im aromantic also just completely changed how i see my friendships and myself too#like yeah!!!!! friends!!!!!!!!#romantic tension is a lie i am just quirky & chill like that#anyways i AM looking forward to the thing were havong on monday HOWEVER the fact that its happening on my exs house is#unfortunate. like maybe im not gonna be so chill while there. but thats ok im still gonna try and im gonna be mature about it#is it weird hes already after someone else wohin less of a month yeah but its none of my business anymore#i dont want to confront him thats his own mess im being normal about it. i am handling this correctly#if anyone asks me i will be honest if he asks me i will be honest#i have no problem with the girl i only have a problem with him. i actually really really enjoy the girls company#shes so chill. like she says she loves me sometimes and im like woah! i dont rlly know you!#but its a warm feeling i enjoy it#i wanna start saying i love my friends too#i wanna make her a bracelet actually#thatd be so slay#o should invite her and some friends over just to make bracelets#we could make each other little things !!!!#i wanna draw stuff to my friends#yayayayayayayay i love my friends i wanna talk to them so bad omg omg omg what do i talk about#im gonna ask them about their day !!!!!#sg.txt
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I was tagged by @lovehael to share 4 albums (and 1 EP cause I said so) I've been listening to lately! ^_^ Thank you for tagging me!!! I love sharing music so much!
DEATHPROOF INC. 2022 - SKATE 4
Kaizo Slumber 2022 - The Kaizo Manifesto + Their EP Gengar Ecstasy / MOTHERFUCKING SPACE ANGELS FROM CYRENE!
System Of A Down 2001 - Toxicity
Psycho Nite Tape II 1993 - This one I don't actually have a real link for. Its a tape I picked up from a local spot and is a mix of older j-pop, noise and punk. The discogs page is linked though and all the songs can be found through YT. (Fun fact I found out after purchasing it- Boredoms is one of Yamantaka Eyes other projects; the noise artist who drove a bulldozer through the venue etc lol)
I tag @project-real @lemonlovemeanslove @audball @lilbongwater @oyster-mushroom @pu-li-ru-la annnd literally anyone else who wants to cause I also love new music to pick through (no pressure to anyone tagged btw)
#we dont talk about track b5 on the tape also lol#that shit didnt age well#i dont know if you can even find that one online though#oh and one last thing#first track on the ep is very machine girl#as is a bunch of other stuff by kaizo#but that one in particular i was like woah#anyways yeah#not listening to a ton of super new stuff recently
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Also I think kaito and his relationship with yagami is under developed
#bleh#judgement#this is just my opinion feel free to voice your hcs i dont see many people talking about this game but no hate pls!!#but how yagami gonna be like “i always thought we were just colleagues...i guess were Friends” and its like youve known each other 20 years?#taking the stereotype of mens friendships to the xtreme fr#and i feel like i dont know kaito well enough hes not around as much as i thought hed be for a sidekick#lmk if i skipped over smth#for example yagami telling a substory character that kaito is an animal with women was like woah ok so hes that kinda guy??#and he hates children but not really?#idk maybe bc his character focuses so much on the main plot that im not really seeing the full picture
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im. 💖
#having. a good night#i’m gonna. crash but. having. good converstions#feeling warm and fuzzy and comfortable#im.#i feel silly but im like. im falling in love i thinkkjjjjjjjjjj its great its wonderful#i have not felt this good and this pretty in a long time like im just. life is swell#im . tired and i know im doing the classic puppy love just. head over heels stuff thats known for in new and passionate relationships but it#feels so good and i like him so much and i just feel. real#i feel seen and understood and . loved its. huh its. yeah#but brain real fuzzy and warm. im just. i found someone so. just. so perfect for me its like. im :)#he treats me. really well and he’s so amazing and so fucking insanely talented at art and animation and im likeeee all dizzy and feeling#just . safe and comfortable like. i just feel. safe and its. not something i feel a lot#and like. its funny bc like theres a few irls who follow here who know both him and me and its like. haha you guys get the inside scoop on#just how infatuated we are with eachother like. surprise . but yknow.#its like. hhh. its just. im just. its nice#like. we all know im well aware that im pretty as it is but he just makes me feel. so pretty like just. gorgeous#and i mean he’s like . woah. like i know you guys dont know what he looks like besides my paintings but the paintings do not do him justice!#he’s got this like. great smile and he’s always laughing and giggling and this really pretty long hair i love and its like… 💖💖💖#like. he’s. very my type. i have a weakness for pretty guys and he’s just. so prettyyyyy and im :)#im sorry to my irls who see me just. gushing about him like. idk. im not sure if anyone saw it coming but i think it. makes sense. it makes#a lot of sense. and we’re. cute together. got that. opposing aesthetics stuff. but it’s. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#im just. oh i think im talking until the tags run out now i think so uh huh#yeah it’s . embarassing honestly to be. this into someone but it just. feels. good and natural and it makes sense like i said#i just. hm . im both so nervous around him and not nervous at all its. nice#and like. i just want to. be with him all of the time ever and it’s. probably whats gonna happen next semester#im just totally infatuated and he is. with me as well and it’s. really cool to be just. mutually losing it#like half of our calls involve us hiding our heads in our hands because its real nervous boy4nervous boy shit like. very much so#i often have to put my phone down and just. close my eyes and lie in the dark and go. oh my god oh my god oh my god#its just surreal to like someone so hard for so long and then a month after classes end and it’s real. its normal its happening
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i need the blue paintings of women being intimate together that used to hang in my gay homophobic catholic grandmothers house asap....
#i used to yearn for a womans touch while looking at them at my microscopic age of 10#aw little me for once i am looking at you endearingly instead of out of shame and embarrassment#yo why have i been so mean to that dude... theyre just a kid and we all have one in the noggin#we just erase them and pretend they dont exist fully identifying with being “adults” which is just a construct like stratification is a#collective flaw of earthly creatures and we're like gee i wonder why boom demiurge need for control and order over something with#a will of its own and everything is a projection of the physical world's creator so it reflects the ideologies perpetuated by them through#the way theyve ruled thus children being viewed as less than adults and adults attempt to control them its really just like the demiurge#was with the humans... at the end of the day we're all conscious beings with our own will and should be treated as such but seemingly the#world has been brainwashed into thinking we're so dissimilar from eachother thus individualism thriving and neuroticism being an epidemic#woah talk about losing the plot goddamn#mi writes
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I will read more books i promise though i cannot say if id talk as much as i do this.
#Many a media i will enjoy but not do all. This with#Im not sure if i can have more than one major one at a time but we shall see.#Floyd.txt#Im trying to get thru what i have...at the moment....#I do think the length of it fueled it a bit. A little. We spend so much time with this freak and see so much into his mind#And he intrigues and fascinates me so so much psychological stuff is so ohh ohhh ohh god#I could talk on everything that was so from the isolation and the the fucking whatever whatever#I have to wonder whats base level and what isnt i dont look around. Because i will see something stupid and talk about it too long.#Most of all hes so pathetic and sad and failguy and i see so much of my struggles in him i can't help but want to squeeze him tight like a#Teddy bearrrrr i wont overshare but man it was a little crazy to see some elements like WOAH okay. Cool. I understand him#Like no one fucking else. Thats a little unironic but i swear to god some stuff i could totally go oh yeah this is xyz and someone else wil#Just..ugh whatever IM SHUTTING UP NOW IM SHUTTING UP. THERES REASONS I WILL HAVE CERTAIN IDEAS ABOUT HIM IM JUST SAYING. BUDDY...#So many reasons it makes me mad when people see him as a cold heartless monster but ultimately did you fucking read the book at all im seri#THE PEOPLE WHO THOUGHT HE FELT NO GUILT OTL WHAT??? WHAT??? WHAT?????????#WHAT????
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