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alright. novelember starts tomorrow. in the spirit of the Challenge, my goal is up from the 84k it’s been every month of the year so far to 100k. i will see you all on the other side
#working full time has got HANDS y’all#WISH ME LUCK I’LL NEED IT#novelember 2024#alex talks#novelember
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I haven’t read any more of white widow for my sanity’s sake but out of curiosity.. I have to..
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let trans men&mascs romanticize testosterone.
keep your “you’re not going to look like an anime boy or whatever, you’re just going to look like your dad” to yourself.
keep your “but what about the balding and the acne and the anger problems and the gross hair everywhere and the horrible painful bottom growth and and and” to yourself.
keep your “once you look like a man you will scare people and you can never stop thinking about that” to yourself.
keep your “testosterone is poison and don’t you dare even suggest that saying that might hurt you” to yourself.
we are not obligated to take on your fears and traumas around testosterone as our own, nor are we obligated to let them influence our relationship with it.
we are not obligated to sit here in a world that heavily restricts and constantly threatens our access to it and listen silently as you contribute to stigma around it.
we’re already tired of watching cis society as a whole try to rip it away from us; we don’t need fellow trans people and supposed allies giving credence to their cause.
for many of us testosterone is life-saving medicine, it’s liquid gold, it’s the nectar and ambrosia of the fucking gods.
is it so hard to just let us have that? to let us believe that and say it and celebrate it without being given a million reasons to question it? is that really too much to ask?
if you can find it in your heart to let other trans people romanticize their transitions, i promise you can let us do it to.
testosterone is a beautiful thing. it makes people hotter and even more importantly it makes them happier and anyone who wants it should be able to have it because it’s so life-changing and magical and wonderful and incredibly important to so many people who deserve the happiness it offers.
#got some screenshots from a post talking about the whole ‘testosterone is poison’ thing#and it just 100% confirmed to me that it’s so much more than the ‘just venting’ people try to play it off as#and im just thinking a lot about how all these things are tied together now#how so many people including people in our own community are committed to making us feel bad about wanting/needing t#i’ll probably post those screenshots at some point but for now here’s this#posts about t always seem to get people Passionate so uh. wish me luck#love when the stuff i need to live a happy life is also like. one of the most controversial and hated substances ever apparently#transandrophobia#transandromisia#transmisandry#virilmisia#virilphobia#anti transmasculinity#trans men#transmascs
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Pls draw Leboosh and Kavir kissing
I’m sorry this took forever but it’s done. I love them so much it’s actually sickening
#idk why but I need to draw them eeping#I have some weird thoughts about leboosh especially about how Derek describes him sleeping but I’ll probably make a separate post about it#I don’t know if this is what you meant#but I think they have bedtime rituals when they sleep together#also kavir is 100% a crop top guy I don’t make the rules#legends of avantris#avantris#stardust rhapsody#kavir stardust rhapsody#kavir#leboosh#kavir x leboosh#tree's art#as soon as this is posted I’m finishing ep 10 wish me luck
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sorry I’ve been on such a Dabi high lately but I almost croaked earlier at the thought of being his college gf and just being so opposite of each other!!!!!! you’re all good grades and perfect attendance, easily approachable and sweet smiles. and he’s all grumpy faced and dark clothing, makes people nervous whenever he stands outside smoking right by the doors.
who the hell would’ve thought you two would end up together? it just didn’t make a lick of sense seeing you two from the outside. but when they get a glimpse of you guys together, alone, everything just falls into place.
he’s so supportive of everything you do, no matter how dumb or nerdy he thinks it is. he keeps count of your stitches for you when you crotchet, doesn’t mind being your model for a cropped hot pink sweater you’re creating, wears the knitted beanie around campus that you made for him. he hates not having your attention but he takes some of the same classes you take so that he can help you study, quiz you when you’re not too sure of the subject, maybe even help you cheat if you want (you don’t, but he always offers).
he buys you your favorite drink at the cafes and always carries an extra laptop charger in case you forget. he helps you pick out your outfits when you’re unsure, and loves the opposite aesthetic whenever you stand hand in hand with him. he praises you when you succeed, and comforts you with your failures. he looks like a dirtbag that hangs around campus to be a creepy bum, but he’s there for you through and through <3
#sorry I just cannot get enough of him#I wanna write another fic for him which is terrible#bc I already have like 8 on my list :(#but he’s just so :(((((#I want him to be my opposite but so supportive bf so bad#he’s all cigarette smoke and I’m all strawberry scented lipgloss :(#why is talking about self shipping so hard for me AKSJDKDJDJ#I changed I’m to yours and back to I’m like nine times lmfao#BUT SERIOUSLY I need him so bad or else I’ll combust#I don’t need to write another college bf touya au I DONT!!!!!!!(?)#I’m being tempted……..he is my temptress in my hero journey……….and I am weak……#okay bye I wrote this at midnight but didn’t think anyone would see it until this morning anyway lol#I will attempt to do my own cluster lashes so wish me luck#if they fuck w my sensory issues then they are immediately coming AWF#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#dabi treats! 🍬
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Hello!!!!!!!! Hope you're having a nice day!!!! I'm insane about your SOMA au, it's so nice to see an au where Simon is spared from The Horrors
Your au has so much potential and I think that's really neat, was anyone there when Simon woke up? Imagine how scary it must be if you're a pathos employee just chilling and then one of the dive suits gains sentience and starts freaking out, I'd hate to be the one to explain to him that he's not human and he's 100 years in the future
You said in one of your posts that he becomes the poster guy for robot rights, what did he do to become that popular? I'm genuinely curious about what some guy at the bottom of the ocean can do to become a major figure in what sounds like a civil rights movement
*emerges from the salt marsh covered in conference presentation abstracts and barnacles* oml I haven’t thought deeply about my beloved Paranoid Android of Pathos II AU in too long… I’m so glad that goofy little concept has been fun for you too!
1. Was anyone there when Simon woke up?
Kind of? In my head the diving suit+scanner was an abandoned pet project of Catherine’s that was quite literally shoved in a closet somewhere when other projects began to take priority. (The world isn’t ending; research is just Like That sometimes.) The closet happened to have a structure gel leak which contaminated the suit and bam! Simon is Very Confused and concerned about suddenly being in a closet. Catherine is in her office at the time, so hyper focused on her work she doesn’t really hear him come out of the closet and when he asks where he is/what’s going on she kind of assumes he’s a technician that got lost until she turns around and promptly Nopes Out. Explaining to him that he’s not human and 100 years in the future is Ross’ job (AI psychologist - that’s kind of in his job title, right?)
2. Why does Simon have international acclaim for pioneering android rights?
I’m not gonna lie that was a joke based entirely on the crack premise of him getting arrested for stealing from the on-station Panera Bread restaurant (which is entirely my own ridiculous invention for silliness purposes). I guess the reason why the world would care is because like…you arrested a robot. Does the robot’s ‘creator’ get prosecuted or does the robot? I imagine the case was dropped because it was so absurd and had never happened before but it technically set the precedent that a) AI scans are independent of their physical ‘creators’ and b) are entitled to basic rights insofar as the legal system and its proceedings.
A bit of a stretch to call it a civil rights movement since Simon is the only scan that’s ‘awake’ although I’m sure the Carthage Industries Ethics Committee is having a hell of a time figuring out if they need to stop using such scans/should they try to make more androids like Simon for profit/etc. Bad day to be in the corporate offices.
…although I reiterate that factoid was born from the joke premise of Simon stealing from Panera. A restaurant on Pathos II. At the bottom of the ocean. Because Carthage Industries has taste. So this is all a goofy crack scenario anyway lol
#soma#soma game#soma (game)#answered asks#simon jarrett#paranoid android of pathos ii#long post#I have GOT to write more of that. I do have that like opening scene/Ross attempting to prove to Simon that he’s not human all written out#tbh I think the roadblock ended up being the wiki? I wanted a few key details for something but the wiki is sooo unreliable and full of#fanon that I just got too intimidated to replay the game and catalogue every detail I would need.#I’ll have to write more but. not today lol I’ve been at a conference all week talking about bugs and fungi and wow I’m tired.#I’m gonna try and repopulate this blog’s queue I’ve been neglecting it for so long….wish me luck o7
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while I’m very excited that I’m able to be happy while drawing again it’s at the expense of getting literally nothing else done. which is a problem.
#Got 2. Actually 3 [maybe a surprise 4th?] exams over the next 4 days…. Ah. I’ll be ok.#I’ve done nothing but draw and read frieren. So i also did not finish the bunny ask I wanted to finish…. Oh well.#Time management is really hard. Idk how it’s 9pm already. I need to go study.#I’ll probably cut myself off from art until all this is sorted out lol. Wish me luck
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hey everybody. Not feeling good! Probably won’t feel better for a good long while, so sketch dump for the win! (Just focusing on Artfight for now to conserve energy, will try to add descriptions for screen readers to the actual posts!)
Some disability pride works! Bit ironic that I don’t have the energy to complete them but oh well. I’ll try and get them done before the end of July! But hey if I don’t, disability pride month is every month so I win either way lol. (I can’t wait to share my headcannons and hear everybody else’s!)
Artfight sketches I’m slowly chipping away at, feel free to attack me! If I don’t get to you this month then I’ll try and get ya next year :) same user as here! Really like my new chibi style. Do NOT like perspective.
More disability mercs yayy. You might have seen these before, I always forget that people have been following my for a while lol. (Ask box anons I haven’t forgot about u! I love u anon who mentioned my harpy sniper, working on something nice for u) I will not finish these btw.
Various sketches. Some of them are real old, have no idea what the scout and bunny one is about. Also Garfield spyyy. Might finish some!
alright that’s all that I’m gonna share. I’ve got more that are closer to fruition! But you’re gonna have to wait lol. Dropping something big in 10 days, if I can finish it up in time. See you then!
#tf2#undertale#disability pride month#ruths doodles#fatigue is killing me dead. Trying desperately to get help but no dice. No dice is fun to say but I don’t know what it means.#people in my life are pushing me to get off my ass and get back to work but I don’t think I can do it this time.#I don’t think I will get better from this. I’ve never felt this bad before. This is the type of sick that kills you.#I won’t be okay. But I won’t drop dead. Just feel like I will lol#Wish me luck yeah? God knows I’ll need it.
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me waiting for my writer’s block to fuck off and leave me alone so i can finish this chapter:
#my creativity is just so dead rn and it makes me want to crawl out of my own skin#i’ve been waiting MONTHS to finally have a little bit of free time to breathe and catch up on writing stuff#and naturally now that i have i am so mentally and emotionally drained i can barely string a sentence together#i feel so distant and detached from my characters#and yes i know it’ll pass#but i just feel so caught in this headspace rn and needed to vent#i’m SO close to finishing this chapter for good but i have well and truly fallen at the final hurdle#the perfectionism has got me#ugh#also if anyone reading this is worried about four walls being updated#please don’t#i literally circle through this headspace every single chapter#and it hasn’t stopped me yet#(and it never will either. i couldn’t give up on this fic if i tried)#but it’s just hitting me particularly hard this last week#why is writing such an agonising process sometimes#anyway#enough rambling from me for one night#i’ll drag myself back to my laptop and see if i can work some magic#wish me luck#writing stuff#lulu posts
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well, today i read 100 pages of my book, made a (currently) complete calendar schedule for the entire year that encompasses work, school, and free time activities, and got myself completely set up to start the next semester on Monday, so i may not have gotten everything done that i wanted to, but i’m still proud of myself!
#also planned out my future restaurant trips in detail#because i want to go to new places but it also Scares Me#so if i plan exactly When i’m going and What to order - it becomes less scary#because i have a Plan then nothing is left up to chance#ideally in the future i’ll be more confident and won’t need this#but it’s helpful for now#and honestly pretty wise considering my food allergies#it’s really not a bad thing to plan ahead when possible#which is why i’ve also planned so many city trips and books and films#if i tell myself exactly what to do ahead of time - i can do it#but ONLY then#i need the structure and organization or it falls apart#and this is working and i’m so happy#i’d love to finish the book this week but i’m only about a sixth of the way done so there’s no way that’s happening#not with the Moby-Dick reading monopolizing my weekend#but getting it done in two weeks is the official goal#which i think is entirely manageable#so !!!!!!!!#wish me luck!!!!!
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so i’ve been rewatching community again and just. again. this show is so incredible and it deserved better than the way we’ve damn near forgotten it. shit is so fucking good both in terms of like. being so so fun to watch and also in terms of emotionally WRECKING you when you least expect it
#d speaks#community#yeah i just watched pillows and blankets#tbh troy and abed alone is something that is just. literally give me a show that has ever depicted friendship more beautifully#trobed#my BELOVEDS#anyways need to take a break for my sanity so i don’t get to s4 too quickly because then i’ll get to the END of s4 too quickly and be. so as#so sad* lol. anyways gonna go read hella community fanfic wish me luck. i imagine at some point i’ll have to dive onto ff.net…..#the sacrifices i make for my hyperfixation smdh
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I might be getting myself into something I can’t get out of
I’m wanting to do Zedaph cosplay and so I’ve been looking at YouTube tutorials for fursuit fawn legs…. I have never sewn anything in my life and I want to try to make them. Uhhh wish me luck??? Tips appreciated I will learn how to sew specifically for this moment
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finishing attack on titan for the first time ever and good lord the headaches i get from the extreme lore drops in one episode alone
#still a great show tho#i’m about to watch s4 wish me luck (my partner says i’ll need it)#i watched season 1 when it first came out and i was so worried s2 was gonna screw it up so i never watched it#but i’m glad im finishing it now because there’s a lot that my 2013 brain probably couldn’t comprehend#this show can do no wrong#i love the storytelling so so much#attack on titan#aot#shingeki no kyojin
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moving today eeee!!!!!
#sunspeak#i didn’t need to be up yet but that’s ok ^_^! i’ll clean my room and have some breakfast#wish me luck!!!!!
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Mental health shit is kicking my ass but at least I have my silly guys
#keese draws#eternal gales#oc art#oc#my birthday is in a few days btw wish me luck#I’m trying to be excited best I can but yknow#I’m hoping that my friends and family do a good job at distracting me from the horrors for all that#which I’m sure they will they do a great job at keeping me from losing my shit on days like that#we’re going to eat good food and play games and it’s going to be fun and I’ll be happy#just need to hold out and not freak out too much in the meantime lol#but yeah I’ve been considering tweaking a couple of the staliens antennae recently#hence the mason#but I’m not sure if I’ll commit#most of the cast has fairly distinct antennae from eachother with mason being the main problem child to me#if I was willing to draw more detailed antennae then I’d go absolutely ham with everyone’s antennae but I’m not so#I’m mostly thinking abt this because I drew odile as a stalien a few days ago and gave her some fancy antennae#in my minds eye her antennae are Huge and she uses the to help read carved languages#the actual main stalien cast have very normal not noteworthy antennae except for sorta beats but having two pairs isn’t even that uncommon#but admittedly I am half tempted to try giving one of them huge antennae simply because it’d be fun to draw#but none of them rly fit the bill for that except maybe butter but they already have long ass ears they don’t need both#I should rly go fill out everyone’s toyhouse bios at some point I did like two or three a few weeks ago then gave up#and I didn’t even do any of the staliens I think I just did aris and sier#I also need to fix their mini playlists I have on their profiles but that can wait#anyways I now need to do some fun 2 am cleaning I was supposed to do hours ago#I got distracted drawing
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This Saturday will be my first time going in public with a mobility aid- it’s at a ren faire (I absolutely would not be able to walk that entire time) and it’s this p nice wooden staff thing!
I’m still adjusting to the whole,,, not being able to walk normal thing, but this is at least a start to getting used to this :,]
#wish me luck bros#idk how it’s gonna end but it’s an inevitability that I’ll need a cane#words from the abyss
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