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#WHATEVER good night or something ๐ŸŒƒ
liebelesbe ยท 8 months
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I'm simply not made to have friends
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STARTING ANEW โ˜… CL16
PAIRING โœฆ charles leclerc x fem!ex girlfriend!reader ; niall horan x fem!reader
SUMMARY โœฆ when your relationship with charles ends up falling through, you find comfort in a certain singer's arms [ SMAU ]
WARNINGS โœฆ cursing, some hate comments here and there but idk if that's actually a warning
REQUESTED โœฆ here!
NOTES โœฆ to preface: i usually don't write for anyone other than f1 drivers & football players, but i liked the idea of this so i decided to go ahead with it! for the plot of this, charlotte & charles broke up september 2022, and the dating timeline for charles & y/n is nov 2022-dec 2023. the logistics honestly make not a lot of sense but BARE WITH ME PLEASE. the fc i've used is hailee steinfeld, but feel free to picture whoever you want! my requests are open so feel free to leave a request :)
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yourusername bigger and better things are coming in 2024 ๐Ÿชฉ
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user4 oh she is glowinggg!!
user5 y/n is living her best life and we love to see it!
yourbsf nyc was sooo much fun w you ๐Ÿ˜˜
yourusername had the best timeee ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—
user6 SHE'S IN NEW YORK RN??
user7 OKAY SHE'S STRAIGHT FIREE ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ
charlottesiine you're sooo perfect! ๐Ÿค
yourusername all you cha!! ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—
user8 MOTHERS SPOTTED TOGETHER??
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( caption one: the only cha i need ๐Ÿ˜˜ | caption two: night out ๐ŸŒƒ )
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yourusername idk this weekend's been kinda fun!
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user13 THIS FRIENDSHIP IS SOMETHING IM ABSOLUTELY HERE FOR.
user14 charlotte x y/n WE LOVE TO SEE IT!!
user15 okay but the mysterious guy in the third pic??
user16 she's in another relationship??
user17 how has she already moved on that quickly tf... neither of them deserved charles.
user18 shut uppp!! you have no clue about y/n's personal life, for all we knew that literally COULD be charles, or it could be someone else! she should be able to do whatever she wants without some troll deciding they have a relevant opinion โค๏ธ
charlottesiine the best weekend everrr!!
yourusername love you ๐Ÿ’—
user19 CUTIESSS
user20 the way charles liked this โ˜น๏ธโ˜น๏ธ
user21 missing them hours
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charles_leclerc testing is all doneee - let's smash the race next week!
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user22 MY OH MYYYY
user23 he knows what he's doing w those pictures of himself
user24 no real im sweating over here.
user25 sooo...are you ever going to mention the breakup??
user26 or the new pics of y/n and her mystery man??
user27 to everyone asking charles to speak on his breakup: leave him alone! it's clear him and y/n are still on good terms as they're still liking each other's insta posts, but that doesn't necessarily mean they're together! they're people too, i think we all need to just leave them alone to process their breakup โค๏ธ
user28 okay but y/n clearly is over him?? she's already processed the breakup, so why shouldn't he have?
user29 everyone needs to honestly just leave them be. this is sooo old rn and they're probably tired of it.
carlossainz55 all ready for the new season ๐ŸŽ๏ธ๐ŸŽ๏ธ
charles_leclerc ๐Ÿ‘Š๐Ÿ‘Š
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yourusername sitting still, looking pretty! ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ’—
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user30 OH SHE'S STRAIGHT FIREEE
user31 THE DRESS THE MAKEUP IT'S ALL SO PERFECT
user32 i needdd a grwm asap ur gorgeous girl!!
user33 okay but the second pic??
user34 we already knew she was over charles?
user33 yeahhh its just so strange to see her soft launching another guy
user35 idc what anyone says i LOVE that y/n has found another man she's happy with!!
user36 sooo real for this!! she deserves all the happiness in the world ๐Ÿ’—
charlottesiine ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜
yourusername chaaa!! ๐Ÿ’—
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( caption: heyy just came on here to say that me and charles are still broken up. iโ€™ve seen a lot of rumours floating around the internet about the nature of our relationship, and while it is no oneโ€™s business except our own, i would like to just say that the break up, as previously stated, WAS mutual & we are still friends. mine and charlotteโ€™s friendship also seems to be coming under a lot of fire recently, for whatever reason. she is an amazing woman and has been so supportive during this time of my life, so i kindly ask you stop bashing us on social media for simply being friends. thank you to all of the people sending me lovely messages - ur support isnโ€™t going unnoticed ๐Ÿ’— )
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yourusername the best thing life could've thrown at me ๐Ÿ’—
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niallhoran and who's that handsome fella ๐Ÿ˜˜
yourusername just some annoying irish guy i met, idk how to get rid of him
yourbsf Y/N!! ๐Ÿ˜
yourusername MY REAL LOVER ๐Ÿ˜˜
charles_leclerc โค๏ธ
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charlottesiine me when i have to third wheel now โ˜น๏ธ
yourusername no neverrr ur my baby angel he can third wheel us ๐Ÿ˜
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just-a-carrot ยท 9 months
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Good night, Carrot!
Topic on OFW (oh, my favorite, Hehe):How would Imp!Orlam react if he found out that a sort of Guild was created in his honor, where he is the โ€œchiefโ€, although he himself was not aware of it. Would he accept it, considering that Orlam loves everything in his name?
Just remembering your past answers, it seems to me that he would gladly accept this โ€œfreebieโ€.
He donโ€™t even need to create anything, they found him themselves and will do whatever he says. ๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ
(I imagine Orlam will be bragging to Genzou that he has his own Secret Guild in his honor. Hehehe, happy Imp โœจ)
P.s. I wanted to draw a doodle comic of Imp! Orlam and Halfling!Genzou talking, but I wasted my energy. Good night ๐ŸŒƒโœจ
LMAO hmmm....
i think there might be different stages. at the very beginning, he might be kind of confused and weirded out. if he sees that the guild would do whatever he wanted however, he might feel somewhat proud of himself. and then he would probably command them to go out and do things for him lakdjfakds like to go out and get materials for new crafting and weapons or to help him get intel for his missions, etc. he'd probably take great advantage of that ๐Ÿคฃ
and indeed i could definitely see him bragging about it and the others being like, perturbed about it. unless ofc something the guild did also benefited them, then i think they might like it as well
however if the guild got a little bit too intense and was always bothering him or getting too close to him, i could see orlam starting to get annoyed and weirded out again, as he might start feeling a bit claustrophobic from it, so he'd probably start sending them out on even longer and farther and more dangerous missions just so he wouldn't have to deal with them LMAO
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Hi, before I explain my post, I want to say something important.
โ€ข What you see my blog has become a major overhaul. And despite the changes, I decided that my 2nd account will be now my artwork blog with a secret twist.
โš ๏ธNEW RULE!ย (W/ BIGGER TEXT!)โš ๏ธ
โš ๏ธย SO PLEASE DO NOT SHARE MY 2nd ACCOUNT TO EVERYONE! THIS SECRECY BLOG OF MINE IS FOR CLOSES FRIENDS ONLY!โš ๏ธ
โ€ข AND FOR MY CLOSES FRIENDS, DONโ€™T REBLOG IT. INSTEAD, JUST COPY MY LINK AND PASTE IT ON YOUR TUMBLR POST! JUST BE SURE THE IMAGE WILL BE REMOVED AND THE ONLY LEFT WAS THE TEXT.
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Okay? Capiche? Make sense? Good, now back to the postโ€ฆโ†“
Title: Happy 28th Birthday Bryan360
Hello, September! ๐Ÿ‚๐Ÿ I had no plans on sharing my throwback artworks (a.k.a. #OnThisDay post) because it is time for another celebrating a birthday! Its my A-Pal's 28th birthday! ๐ŸŽ‚๐ŸŽ๐Ÿฅณ
IMPORTANT NOTE #1: No Art Trade this month, with my A-Pal. ๐Ÿ˜Š So, you know, give him a chance to relax while he's celebrating like my previous Bday? Yeah. โ˜บ
โ€ข "First" off, I want to apologize for missing out on the respective anniversaries of Bryan360's three main OCs; Maxwell ๐Ÿฐ๐Ÿ–Œ๏ธ, May ๐Ÿ’ฅ๐Ÿ‘Š๐Ÿฐ, and Sam โšฝ๐ŸฆŠ. That's because, I was dealing with my emotions on my mistakes and mishaps, not to mention I missed using my PC desktop since June 2024. I'm still using my mom's laptop... *sigh* ๐Ÿ˜”Furthermore, when I try to apply for a job on my current social media, I've sort of made a mistake but I dodge the bullet from a job scam. Thanks, Mom for reminding me from 2019. I'm still a helper at my parents' small rug business without pay.๐Ÿ˜ฅ So much for getting the opportunity for a real-life job and purchasing whatever I want (including my dream plush I like is that legit "DogDay" plushie doll ๐Ÿถโ˜€๏ธ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿค—)
โ€ข And "Second", my OCs never get a chance to see me wearing PJs, including the ones that were gifted by Bryan360's OCs. So, I thought to myself "Why not I combine his upcoming birthday & my OCs wearing PJs into one celebratorily artwork package?" ๐Ÿค” And thus, an ultimate yet unique birthday slumber for his 28th-year birthday! ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿฅณ๐ŸŽŠ๐ŸŒ™๐ŸŒƒ After all, night day is ALWAYS a perfect way to celebrate any occasion! And the cherry on top of his birthday cake is adding pillow mattresses with their clothes gifted by the Rabbit-Fox family! What's not to love? ๐Ÿ‘•๐Ÿ‘–๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿค—
Spot ๐Ÿถ๐ŸŽ๏ธ [wearing his owned PJs from Maxwell]: Yeah! Nice idea, creator! ๐Ÿ˜ I bet, he'll likes your gift art just like he did to you! ๐Ÿ˜Š Right now, we could stay up night for a nice midnight Birthday Slumber Party! ๐Ÿ›๏ธ๐ŸŒ™๐Ÿฅณ๐ŸŽ‚
Riya ๐Ÿฐ๐ŸŽ๏ธ [wearing her owned PJs from May]: Yes, sir! A unique kind of birthday celebration is something interesting than a regular celebration! ๐Ÿ˜ *hugging, rubbing, and squeezing on her pillow mattress* ๐Ÿ‘•๐Ÿ‘–๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿค—
Cude ๐Ÿฐ๐Ÿค– [wearing his owned PJs from Sam]: I could agree your statements, twins! On behalf on our creator and their family, have a wonderful birthday to you, Mr. Bryan! ๐Ÿ˜Š
IMPORTANT NOTE #2: His gift art โ†’ [CLICK ME!] from my 31st birthday's cake supposedly be written as "Maligayang Kaarawan" ๐ŸŽ‚๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ญ, instead he wrote it in a Spanish words. I would say, that this a error in mistranslation of sorts. So, I have to do something the same thing as he did to me for a fair mistake. ๐Ÿ˜…
Fun Fact โ˜๏ธ๐Ÿ˜ฎ: The Philippines in their ancient times used to have an official "Spanish" language owing to the historic colonization. ๐Ÿ‡ช๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ญ However, by the time when the WWII ended, the Philippines already gained their independence from the United States, and the official "Spanish" language for the Philippines was removed. ๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ญ๐Ÿ“– Nevertheless...
Well, that's all for now! And once again, Happy Birthday, A-Pal! ๐Ÿ‡บ๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ท๐Ÿค—๐Ÿฅณ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ‚๐ŸŽŠ
Cude (HTF OC) and the Speedster Twins (Spot & Riya; Chowder OCs) - created by ME! Maxwell, May, and Sam (Rabbits and Fox OCs) - owned by @bryan360
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Cali & Ronali
Ali: [Private at Carly, clearly not the second we leave this Halloween party but still early enough that you will have these messages whenever you wake up tomorrow]
Ali: ๐ŸŒ„โฐ๐Ÿฆ๐Ÿชฑ๐Ÿ“๐ŸŒ„
Ali: โ˜•๏ธ๐Ÿ‘ธ how was the rest of the party, vvitch?
Carly: no need to ? how it went for u ๐Ÿงœ๐Ÿผโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ”ฎ
Carly: mustve proper lured the lad to his death for me to get a text out of you
Ali: Ugh, as if it wasnโ€™t shaming enough how ๐ŸŒƒ n ๐ŸŒ‡ the mood is with me, Iโ€™m always the cliche of turning into the WORST friend ๐Ÿ’”
Carly: nah youโ€™re the best
Carly: & hey now no talk of shame or cliches before youre ๐Ÿ’” @ me for what I turned into
Ali: Youโ€™re the one turning them all into ๐Ÿธ๐Ÿธ๐Ÿธs
Ali: no shame in your game ๐Ÿง™โ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ”ฎ
Carly: if I had myself some real ๐Ÿ”ฎ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿงฟ๐Ÿ’™
Carly: but fuck us talking about my ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ญ always
Carly: youโ€™re ๐Ÿฅฐ๐ŸŒน๐Ÿ˜๐ŸŒž๐ŸŒป
Ali: thereโ€™s always room for every ๐ŸŒˆโ˜€๏ธโ›…๏ธโ˜๏ธโ„๏ธ๐Ÿ’จ๐Ÿ’งโ˜”๏ธ
Ali: but if I have to come back and knock some teeth out, I will be doing double for them ruining both our weekendsย 
Ali: [send a picture of whatever stop youโ€™ve hit so far]
Carly: sure but theres not for every โžก๏ธโฌ…๏ธโฌ†๏ธโฌ‡๏ธโ†—๏ธโ†˜๏ธโ†™๏ธโ†–๏ธ
Carly: dont you dare fetch yourself back here til hes work on or weโ€™ll be the ones having a fall out baby
Ali: Promise?
Ali: because ๐Ÿฅฐ๐ŸŒน๐Ÿ˜๐ŸŒž๐ŸŒป
Carly: ๐Ÿธ๐Ÿธ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝโ€™ll still be where i left em when youre after doing your own spellsย 
Carly: & Iโ€™ll be grand
Ali: Mosey was on one, I know that much
Ali: was basically hiding from him when Johnny found me
Carly: yea he wanted me to find you myself 1st but I said no like
Ali: well, he was only after that because he got embarrassed in the chat ๐Ÿ™„
Ali: not at all transparent and very flattering, boy
Carly: i offered him ๐ŸงŸโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ’š but he was off the poor girl soon as she showed herself, werenโ€™t gonna drop it had to be u
Ali: Heโ€™d think it a power move
Ali: at least you made sure she still had a time worth coming out for
Carly: aw sheโ€™s so cute & ill not see her again now hes acting the gobshite ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ‘‹
Ali: him not reckoning he can chat me up himself is hilarious though, as well as true but never thought Iโ€™d see the day with that ego
Carly: have to do everything myself but ah i reckon its a decent habit to get into w how things was left
Ali: You can invite ๐ŸงŸโ€โ™€๏ธ over, you know where she worked
Ali: shop shouldnโ€™t be packed up and gone quite yet
Carly: idk i dont have his ego
Ali: you were getting on great though
Carly: wes meant to be talking about how youre getting on w yer man there
Ali: Oh, right ๐Ÿ˜‹
Ali: itโ€™s weird, weโ€™ve barely talked about it even
Carly: course no, heโ€™d only be after saying something about it if u hurt him never shut the boy up then but when its he done wrong to you theres another story & closed ๐Ÿ“™๐Ÿงก
Carly: did he at least trouble himself to say some of what I taught you?
Ali: Loads
Ali: Weโ€™ll have to have more lessons but I got some of itย 
Ali: I donโ€™t think any of it was an apology, no, like but he said some things that are as good as, to me anywayย 
Carly: ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ’›๐ŸŒž๐Ÿ’›
Carly: I was ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ”ฎ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿคž๐ŸŒ  on everything I could
Ali: Your magick worked, baby
Ali: Heโ€™s never been that real with meย 
Carly: yours ๐Ÿงœ๐Ÿผโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿงšโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ‘ผ๐Ÿ‘ธ๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ‘ฉ๐Ÿผโ€๐ŸŽค๐Ÿง™๐Ÿผโ€โ™€๏ธ
Carly: unlike mine it never fails
Ali: the ๐Ÿธ just like being slimy ๐Ÿธs, itโ€™s 1000000% them
Ali: Do you reckon Iโ€™m to believe him, if he says he hasnโ€™t slept with anyone since then?
Carly: Iโ€™d
Carly: hes not been 1 to whore himself round like moses even back in the day before you was bringing yourself round
Ali: I did believe him when he said it, sโ€™only talking about it now I realised I mightโ€™ve not but fuck it, I do
Carly: be his way to go about ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ญ from that there night w the full knowing of what hed lost himself hes no dope for all he is
Ali: He thought Iโ€™d got with Caleb and/or Drew, that was obvious, however trashed I was that night, and how mortifying the reread was
Carly: yea you was hammered enough to want to let him ๐Ÿ’ญ it til that went wrong
Carly: I shouldve had your phone off you Iโ€™m sorry
Ali: ๐Ÿคฆโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿคฆโ€โ™€๏ธ I shouldโ€™ve thought of a less pathetic plan to get his attention in the first place
Ali: Itโ€™s all over now and heโ€™s so ๐Ÿ™ƒ
Ali: We understand how to do this better
Carly: off timing can send the best to the bad but itโ€™s on your side now
Carly: fate decided he had to lose u for proper for a bit to decide he for proper wanted you too ๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿ’ž
Ali: So what are we to decide for you and Moses, is it a yes or is it a no
Ali: or a maybe
Carly: theres no me & moses
Carly: forces intervened to show me what he for proper ๐Ÿ’ญ of me & its not ๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿ’ž ill never unknow it even though he don't know I do
Ali: What do you know ๐Ÿ‡
Carly: I cant be telling you cos youโ€™ll ๐Ÿ’ช๐ŸฅŠ๐Ÿค•
Carly: he can keep his ๐Ÿฆท๐Ÿฆท to keep you ๐Ÿฅฐ๐ŸŒน๐Ÿ˜๐ŸŒž๐ŸŒป idc youre away thats what matters
Ali: I know you can handle yourself as well as him
Ali: I promise I wonโ€™t ๐Ÿ’ช๐ŸฅŠ๐Ÿค• until Iโ€™m naturally in the same place as him
Carly: it hurt so much idc how im still here to be ๐Ÿ˜ถ๐Ÿ’™
Ali: no ๐Ÿฅบ
Carly: how am I to look @ myself?ย 
Ali: Youโ€™re perfect, in every way I can think of
Ali: heโ€™s been on some absolute gobshite nonsense if heโ€™s made you think any different
Carly: hes a point what he said in the group on ros bday about how thick I am, must be
Ali: his only point was being a cunt, often is
Carly: & ive always said hes not that bad, there then I am stupid for not knowing already he reckons im [whatever he said when he rated her horrifically]
Ali: who did he say that shit to?
Ali: For it to get back to you
Carly: all the lads
Carly: I thought he liked me for what he liked me for at least but turns out ive - craic & nothing to offer nobody like
Ali: Heโ€™s a freak whoโ€™s rating every sexual experience he has against his own made-up ranking and scale
Ali: itโ€™s meant to be personal, and different, not comparable, heโ€™s just wrong from the start
Ali: as well as a total, total cunt who doesnโ€™t care if the girls he sleeps with hears this shit
Carly: yea well im not meant to have the knowing, forget i said a word, k?
Ali: but you do, if he tells every lad who he can, heโ€™s aware thatโ€™s a possibility
Carly: its only a ๐Ÿ˜ขโ˜”๏ธ๐Ÿ˜ญ day for me donโ€™t let it โ˜๏ธ yours
Ali: donโ€™t let him โ˜๏ธ you
Carly: ive got ๐Ÿญ๐Ÿฌ left still iโ€™ll be grand when the sugar rush hits same as last night
Ali: Youโ€™d never done it before, how many times has he? Heโ€™s the only one with anything to be worrying about
Carly: idk idc
Carly: our tally stops on [idk what the number of times youโ€™ve slept with this boy is, I dread to think]ย 
Ali: ๐Ÿญ๐Ÿฌ are gonna treat you better than that moron
Carly: ๐Ÿฅณโœจ๐ŸŽ‡๐ŸŽŠโšก๏ธ๐ŸŽ†๐ŸŽ‰
Carly: have your own fun baby dont bother yourself w me
Ali: Iโ€™m always gonna, itโ€™s not optional
Carly: nor is keeping that boy waiting โŒš๏ธโฑโฒโฐโŒ›๏ธโณ
Carly: not for me when he hates me enough
Ali: I wonโ€™t tell him any of this, you said you werenโ€™t to know
Ali: Moses deserves revenge but if thatโ€™s not what you want then ๐Ÿ˜ถ I swear
Carly: johno wouldnt smack him for calling me worse I know that
Carly: not his fave you are ๐Ÿ€๐Ÿ‡๐ŸŒ 
Ali: I donโ€™t need his opinion on this, itโ€™s clear and thereโ€™s right and thereโ€™s wrong
Ali: imagine the fuss if you compared him and Ro, except youโ€™d literally never do that because youโ€™re a nice person
Carly: theres no comparison how you said
Carly: it was only different how they are
Ali: Thatโ€™s how it should be, even I know that and my tally is just the one right now
Carly: but what a 1
Carly: theres no comparison but you chose better
Ali: Heโ€™s as mean to you
Ali: it does make me a bad friend
Carly: long as hes not to you again
Ali: he was worried about me when we went away, thatโ€™s more than I can say for my parents so
Carly: & hes making you happy which is all I want for u ever
Ali: Iโ€™ll try and have all the self-respect if heโ€™s not again and walk away ๐Ÿ˜ค
Carly: johnos learnt youโ€™re not gonna have to walk yourself nowhere no more
Ali: God I love this bike ๐Ÿฅด
Carly: you know he loves u when he lets you on the front to have aย  drive of it instead of only the back ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ”ฎ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿคž๐ŸŒ 
Ali: โ€ฆ
Carly: my god
Carly: youre not coming back, Iโ€™m to never see you again
Ali: Sounds like youโ€™re doubting my riding abilityย 
Carly: Iโ€™m saying watch he donโ€™t drive you past no ๐Ÿ’’๐Ÿ’
Ali: Now you know heโ€™d never ๐Ÿ˜
Carly: hed have no girl driving him, johno I know
Carly: to be sure cant doubt your other riding ability at all ๐Ÿ†๐Ÿ”ฎ๐Ÿ’œ
Ali: only for a ๐Ÿค
Ali: Was going to say now heโ€™s seen my own bike but just sounds like some weird euphemism ๐Ÿ˜น
Carly: ๐Ÿ˜…
Carly: i love when people reckon theyre up to something gas calling me a bike but it just sounds cute ๐Ÿšฒ๐Ÿ’
Ali: The insults just donโ€™t hit like they used to, I swear, if it was at least ๐Ÿ˜… Iโ€™d have to pretend to be slightly offended for โ€˜em
Carly: Iโ€™ll give it a lash thinking of some decent when u leave me here cos youre away ๐Ÿ’’๐Ÿ’
Ali: Behave yourself, not even old enough to get myself the pill
Carly: do you need it? Ill send [her mum] off soon as youre back like
Ali: I think itโ€™ll be too late but we can try
Ali: Iโ€™m not, Iโ€™d be able to tell ๐Ÿ”ฎ
Carly: Iโ€™ll busy myself w magic of my own to try & keep u safe how hes not, must be I love u moreย 
Ali: No doubt about it ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’œ
Carly: ill miss you ๐Ÿฅบโค๏ธ๐Ÿงก๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿฅบ
Ali: Heโ€™s got work like you said, can only keep him that longย 
Ali: will we not go to school and have a day to ourselves
Carly: [her mum] swears herself by gin & a hot bath so thats a date there or we can take ourselves off up the mountain & roll you down?
Ali: gravitys sure to save me ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ
Carly: iโ€™d save you baby
Ali: ๐Ÿฅบ
Carly: will we go get new clothes for bonfire night? youve some english in u we can celebrate it
Ali: ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿฆ‹๐Ÿ‘ ๐Ÿ„๐Ÿฆ”๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿฅ๐Ÿงจ๐Ÿช“๐Ÿ๐Ÿ‘ข๐ŸŽ๐Ÿงš๐Ÿ‚๐ŸฆŠ๐Ÿช๐Ÿ”ฅ
Ali: we gotta
Carly: @ your house or are you to tell ro cos heโ€™ll listen to you?
Ali: See the mood anyone @ mine is in by thenโ€ฆย 
Carly: ah fuck youโ€™ll be in disgrace for your ๐Ÿ’’๐Ÿ’ true enough
Ali: Might be that my ma will think itโ€™s a killer idea if it gets Ro interested, girl Ro, btw
Carly: I canโ€™t w em having the same name, Iโ€™ll have to call her something else, itโ€™s been said when me & he celebrated his bday together Iโ€™d be ๐Ÿ˜ณ๐Ÿจ
Ali: ๐Ÿคฃ
Ali: We can invite boy Ro, and Bart, theyโ€™d both come
Carly: might be heโ€™ll be after seeing or bringing his girl idk
Ali: I saw the ๐Ÿ˜˜ but Idk who she is, do I?
Carly: I think her nameโ€™s [something it either is or isnโ€™t but unlike Moses we genuinely think it is and arenโ€™t just trying to be funny or shady] but thats all I know of her
Ali: The more the merrier, anyway, the guestlist is lacking these days
Carly: long as I can party w my ๐Ÿ‘ถ fave
Ali: ๐Ÿ’›๐ŸŽ‡๐Ÿ˜ˆ๐ŸŽ†๐Ÿ’›
Ali: Heโ€™s guaranteed to be there, he canโ€™t make an excuse yet
Carly: what we dressing him up as?
Ali: Gonna need a Guy for the bonfire
Carly: aw ๐Ÿ‘ถ๐Ÿงจ๐Ÿ’ฅ
Ali: Heโ€™ll love the threat of violence, for sure
Ali: Thatโ€™s settled
Carly: you said u ๐Ÿ‘€ the ๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ’˜ whatd u ๐Ÿ’ญ to ๐Ÿค ๐ŸคŽ?ย 
Ali: Hmm, heโ€™s very considerate, Iโ€™d say
Ali: would be better in a private setting, undoubtedly, without all the ๐Ÿ’ฌ
Carly: yea
Ali: What are you ๐Ÿ’ญ of ๐Ÿค ๐ŸคŽ?
Carly: i told him he was to keep seeing this girl cos he was telling me to keep myself from moses but maybe I was not to
Carly: things still dont feel the same between me & ro for my getting myself involved idk
Ali: You were only pointing out it wasnโ€™t his place, thatโ€™s what I would ๐Ÿ’ญ if I were him
Ali: They never do anything they donโ€™t want to do, yeah
Carly: it was him told me about the ratings
Ali: Oh
Ali: did it feel like he was telling you like a friend or that he was trying to be a dick with it like Moses?
Carly: he was being nice to me before & he didnt wanna say but Iโ€™d not shut up about it
Ali: It would make sense for him caring about you going with Moses, him knowing and not liking that he rates you all
Carly: ive never known him as ๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ˜  @ me, yea ๐Ÿ˜ก๐Ÿคฌ
Ali: I think he likes you
Carly: what?
Carly: no
Ali: Hmm, Iโ€™m keeping my ๐Ÿ‘€ peeled
Carly: why do u think hed like me?
Ali: If he was just a friend looking out for you, he wouldnโ€™t need to be all ๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ˜ ๐Ÿ˜ก๐Ÿคฌ
Ali: Ro wouldnโ€™t be, would he?
Carly: ro never is
Ali: Right
Carly: he said im to behave more like a sister though
Carly: he cant like me if hes saying that
Ali: Okay, odd choice of words
Ali: but you know heโ€™s not meant to like you, heโ€™s Johnnyโ€™s brother, like
Carly: k true
Ali: It would add up, Iโ€™m not saying 100% but he wouldโ€™ve joined in harder after the whole birthday thing, I think, if he didnโ€™t like you
Carly: he troubled himself when I was crying
Carly: ohย 
Ali: yeah
Ali: Do you like him?
Carly: idk hes always slagging me, 1st to, ive never ever ๐Ÿ’ญ
Carly: god i told him to keep on w that girl heโ€™ll think im a massive bitch if he likes me & im there like hey cute couple yous
Ali: Nah, you donโ€™t have to like him back, little awkward, sure but youโ€™re not obligated
Carly: ive just remembered ive gone on about girls hes fucked too ๐Ÿ˜ณ๐Ÿจ wow
Ali: ๐Ÿ˜ถ
Carly: im chucking myself in the bonfire likeย 
Ali: youโ€™ll do no such thing, the costumeโ€™ll be off
Carly: hes been trying to help me this entire time ๐Ÿฅบ & what did I do? I hate myself ๐Ÿคข๐Ÿคฎ
Ali: Heโ€™s been far from perfect, if it was obvious, you wouldnโ€™t have said any of those things
Ali: and youโ€™ll be more embarrassed than him at this point
Carly: ๐Ÿญ๐Ÿฌ would kick in this minute
Ali: breathe, baby
Carly: ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ
Ali: Thereโ€™s not a thing for you to worry about, if he does like you, itโ€™s a mostly nice thing and you can handle it, if he doesnโ€™t, then thereโ€™s nothing for you to think on now
Carly: & youโ€™ll keep an eye how you said?
Carly: I donโ€™t wanna make it no worse for the poor lad than Iโ€™ve already either way
Ali: Of course
Ali: you arenโ€™t going to, you were just clueless, which is obviously how he wanted it, in fairness
Carly: i feel bad for being when Iโ€™m meant to know these boys better than most & it turns out I dont
Ali: I think thatโ€™s growing up
Ali: none of us know each other as well as weโ€™d think
Carly: promise we know each other though
Ali: โ€˜course
Ali: Weโ€™re not claiming to know each other since ๐Ÿ‘ถ๐Ÿ‘ถs though
Ali: sometimes I think theyโ€™re the people you know the least
Carly: yea, I reckon youre ๐ŸŽฏ w that 1
Ali: Sorry, downer
Ali: you wouldnโ€™t know I was ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ˜˜
Carly: i was who started it sorry
Ali: donโ€™t be sorry, Iโ€™ll have to prepare for the comedown of leaving himย 
Carly: ill bring the ๐ŸŒˆ๐ŸŒž when youre ๐Ÿ˜ขโ˜”๏ธ๐Ÿ˜ญ swear
Ali: โค๏ธ๐Ÿงก๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’œ
Carly: whatever ive to take
Ali: Makes a case for showing at school just to get the plug but nah
Ali: we donโ€™t need them, got our own fun of rolling me down hills and into baths to contend with
Carly: I love you
Carly: itโ€™ll be fun ๐Ÿคžโค๏ธ๐Ÿงก๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿคž
Ali: Always, angel
Carly: but go have loads w out me 1st ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ˜˜
Ali: I canโ€™t stop
Ali: I will find you when Iโ€™m backย 
Carly: til he finds u on his lunch break sure
Ali: ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™
Ali: think Iโ€™ll go insane if he tries to leave me waiting
Carly: hed b insane to
Ali: I know I canโ€™t message him, heโ€™ll be fuming
Carly: youll have no need trust me im not clueless on that
Ali: It isnโ€™t going to be two months, not again
Carly: itll not be 2 days โŒš๏ธโฑโฒโฐโŒ›๏ธโณ
Carly: youll be counting it in hours
Ali: I just love him
Carly: I know baby & we both do he loves u too
Ali: He likes me a lot
Carly: k if thats what you wanna act like I said
Ali: Thatโ€™s just what he says
Carly: well he would
Ali: I donโ€™t see it as a copout, he says it like he means it
Carly: its no copout course he means it same as what he cant say & sโ€™only to show in what he does
Ali: Iโ€™m glad heโ€™s only 16, that we have time
Carly: youve donkeyโ€™s for it to be unreal
Ali: ๐ŸคŽ๐ŸคŽ๐Ÿš€๐Ÿฏ๐Ÿบ๐Ÿ”‘๐ŸŽ ๐Ÿฅพโšก๏ธ๐ŸŽฒ๐Ÿญโ˜„๏ธ๐ŸคŽ
Ali: I need to invite him back over mine, erase that memory with it
Carly: soon as
Carly: have him do all he did cept this time hes to stay
Ali: ๐Ÿค” and make sure I pick up his clothes from the stairs this time, note to self
Carly: yea ๐Ÿ˜…
Ali: Poor, poor Thomas
Carly: whats he to dress up as? Iโ€™ll ask him while youre too busy to talk to me no more
Ali: replaced, shocking behaviour ๐Ÿ˜š
Carly: yoursย 
Carly: im here behaving as a wifey waiting on u back
Ali: We all knew I behaved shockingly
Ali: ๐Ÿ˜Ž๐Ÿค˜
Carly: y your my forever & ever fave ๐Ÿ…๐Ÿงก dont change ๐Ÿ†๐Ÿ–ค
Ali: and youโ€™re why Iโ€™ll come back, even though I could let him drive and drive until weโ€™re ๐ŸŒŠ
Carly: ๐Ÿฅบ will I ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ญ til youre back for the want of u?
Ali: you mustnโ€™t, youโ€™ve got so many outfits to plan
Carly: & lads to keep myself from
Ali: Iโ€™ll plot my revenge heโ€™ll not even know is from us
Carly: no youre busy
Ali: when thereโ€™s room in my head for it
Ali: have to drive sometimes if weโ€™re to reach [however far yous are going]
Carly: u heard me theres donkeyโ€™s before u need room in your head for nothing else quit your driving too far ahead of yourself
Ali: ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’› okay
Carly: or ill have the outfit back on & put you under a spell like
Ali: Iโ€™m so under it
Carly: grand, thats more as it should be
Carly: ๐ŸคŽ๐ŸคŽ๐Ÿš€๐Ÿฏ๐Ÿบ๐Ÿ”‘๐ŸŽ ๐Ÿฅพโšก๏ธ๐ŸŽฒ๐Ÿญโ˜„๏ธ๐ŸคŽ
Ali: ๐Ÿ’€ RIP me
Carly: youre living too ๐Ÿฅฐ๐ŸŒน๐Ÿ˜๐ŸŒž๐ŸŒป to die & sure the bikes too fast as well ๐Ÿ’จ๐ŸŒ ๐Ÿš€โ˜„๏ธ
Ali: Thereโ€™s too much left to see and feel
Carly: so on ye go ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿงšโค๏ธ๐Ÿž๐Ÿƒ๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ‘ผ๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿฆ‹๐Ÿงก
Ronan: [@ Ali at some point when she vanishes from this party and has been gone long enough for him to notice that isnโ€™t like at a stalker level of where is she?]
Ronan: Hey
Ronan: you reckoning on hiding yourself all night?
Ali: [When you really did]
Ali: ๐Ÿ‘ป antics are seasonally appropriate but still proper bad craic
Ronan: Mosey and his bad craicโ€™s not so scary
Ronan: and he gave it up to take Carls off before long, you know
Ali: Ah, donโ€™t you be putting it about that Iโ€™m scared of that boy
Ronan: What was it happened? Too many sweets?
Ronan: she said youโ€™re not feeling yourself when I saw her the now but not you
Ali: This time of year does make me think about my sister and brother
Ali: ended up needing some peace and quiet, like
Ronan: Yeah โ€˜course
Ronan: I shouldโ€™ve reckoned on that, but we know where each other is if you need something else, youโ€™ve only to say and Iโ€™ll bring it โ€˜round there, no bother
Ali: Youโ€™re a good mate, too good of one to subject to a deep and meaningful about all my bullshit but Iโ€™ll keep that in mind
Ali: how was the rest then, what did I miss?
Ronan: [tell her the kind of stories you always get from teen parties, nothing too drama Iโ€™m sure because youโ€™re trying to cheer her, more like silly antics from friends and peeps sheโ€™d also know]
Ali: ๐Ÿ˜…
Ali: I saw your ๐ŸŽ†
Ronan: Ah well, I had myself crossed you would, knowing how much you like โ€˜em
Ali: A fellow pyro after my own heart
Ronan: Partyโ€™s to go with a bang, eh? Or how much of one would it be, like?
Ali: Do yous have any left? Speaking of
Ronan: Some, but I can get more if needs
Ali: Might be having my own little shindig next weekend, providing my parents arenโ€™t on at me over this or that
Ronan: At yours? Iโ€™ve never had an invite there before when the rest are in
Ali: You donโ€™t have to, but theyโ€™re not total dickheads, I swear
Ronan: Are your parents going to be about?
Ali: Itโ€™s bonfire night, you know, food, sparklers, that kind of family-friendly content
Ronan: So theyโ€™re about and youโ€™re after me meeting them?
Ali: Oh my God, donโ€™t make it sound like that ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ˜ณ
Ali: Carls and Bart are invited too, obviously
Ronan: Right then, weโ€™ll all of us come
Ali: ๐Ÿ˜
Ali: and bring fireworks, lots of
Ronan: Many as we can all of us carry, swear
Ali: My little brother will be made up ๐Ÿคฉ
Ronan: Mine act up for โ€˜em too, I donโ€™t know how it is thereโ€™s any left or theyโ€™ve fingers
Ali: Do not let him help, whatever he tries to say, no sense yet that one
Ronan: Come on, heโ€™ll not have sense โ€˜til he learns it, and Iโ€™ll not let him get himself blown to bits
Ali: Heโ€™s 3, boyo
Ali: take it up with my ma, if youโ€™re so inclined ๐Ÿ˜‰
Ronan: Be a grand impression to make on her that would, Iโ€™ll behave decent, donโ€™t you worry
Ali: Iโ€™m not, theyโ€™re pretty chill and youโ€™re a good boy really
Ronan: Iโ€™ll really try
Ali: aw shucks
Ali: Donโ€™t try too hard, theyโ€™ll be after replacing me with you
Ronan: You couldnโ€™t be replaced by nobody
Ali: FINE, Iโ€™ll make [something swag she has clearly made before that is somehow seasonably appropriate, you get my vibe lol]
Ronan: Fireworks for [this thing]โ€™s a fair enough trade
Ali: Fireworks and compliments, youโ€™re out of pocket
Ronan: Only called you irreplaceable, barely even counts asย 
Ali: Trueโ€ฆ thought you said you were trying
Ronan: At the weekend
Ronan: you canโ€™t expect it morning after
Ali: Youโ€™re only at your full potential on a ๐ŸŒ• I know
Ronan: Yeah, might be
Ali: You remembered to declaw and defur yourself yet?
Ronan: [a selfie there is no need of except his blatant crush]
Ali: ๐Ÿ‘‹๐Ÿบย 
Ali: Your costume was sickย 
Ronan: Shop was cool, shame Mosey boy got that girl out of it for nothing but werenโ€™t a wasted trip for me, canโ€™t say that
Ronan: you looked best out of everyone though and you never went down
Ali: Sure sheโ€™ll survive without his attentions, be better for it no doubt
Ali: Iโ€™d been planning ages
Ronan: Could tell, it proper showed
Ali: Cheers ๐Ÿงœโ€โ™€๏ธ๐ŸŒŠ๐Ÿ’š
Ali: Bit gutted I accidentally matched Mosey, no meet-cute like Bartley and that lass
Ronan: Was bad luck for you
Ronan: thought Iโ€™d had a touch of my own turning Carls onto girls herself โ€˜til she set me and herself straight going with him again
Ali: You dope ๐Ÿ˜… she were only cheering her for bothering to come out, like you said
Ronan: I donโ€™t know, seemed more to me
Ali: Really?
Ali: I mean, if she ended up going with Moses, easy way to get his attention ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™€๏ธ
Ronan: True, itโ€™ll be that
Ali: Did you think ๐ŸงŸโ€โ™€๏ธ was cute?
Ronan: Mosey and Carls both being all over her she mustโ€™ve had something going on, but I never noticed what
Ali: Me either
Ronan: Be green for days her, whoโ€™s after troubling themselves scrubbing her back? A job and a half Iโ€™m not signing up for
Ali: Be alright if she was still working in that shop, not fuck knows where now
Ronan: I was told [somewhere itโ€™s hilariously inappropriate for her to still be green, for the lols, soz girl]
Ali: ๐Ÿ˜ฑ๐Ÿ˜ฑ๐Ÿ˜ฑ Makes me wanna rock up and see, that does
Ronan: Iโ€™ll take you now
Ali: Ah, canโ€™t
Ronan: Why? She mightโ€™ve got it all off tomorrow
Ali: Not at home atm
Ronan: Sheโ€™ll probably be working โ€˜til [a time] when are you? Iโ€™ll come for you and we can go over
Ali: On an adventure ๐ŸŒ„
Ali: Photographic evidence if you go, please
Ronan: Iโ€™ll be on my way to go get a selfie with her
Ali: Can see what you reckon in the cold light of day
Ronan: Canโ€™t be falling out with Carls over it, took ages for us to be friends again
Ali: Iโ€™m so glad youโ€™re sorted though
Ronan: And me
Ali: You handled it good
Ronan: You reckon? Cheers
Ali: Trust, Iโ€™d feel insanely awkward in the middle if you hadnโ€™t
Ronan: Trust, I donโ€™t want it to be like that, for none of us
Ali: None of us do, thatโ€™s why we get on so well
Ronan: Yeah
Ali: Weโ€™re alright, arenโ€™t we?
Ronan: What do you mean? โ€˜Course we are
Ali: Just checking, wouldnโ€™t want my party dip to have you holding a grudge
Ronan: I shouldโ€™ve checked on you better myself, seen you was alright
Ali: Nah, not at all
Ronan: Iโ€™ll be able to keep a closer eye on you at the next
Ali: Well, thatโ€™s true
Ali: canโ€™t get quite as hectic but weโ€™ll try
Ronan: Itโ€™ll be good
Ali: Match your behaviour, yeah
Ronan: Youโ€™re not promising to be?
Ali: Whereโ€™s my incentive to do that?
Ronan: I canโ€™t say I know what that word is, not going school no more
Ali: ๐Ÿ˜ Iโ€™m not promising, is the long and short of it
Ronan: You want me to make you, is why, is it?
Ali: ๐Ÿ˜† Shut up, you
Ronan: Yeah, youโ€™re after me giving you something to behave, Iโ€™ve worked it out
Ali: Youโ€™re such a wind-up, you sound like your brother
Ronan: Me? You with your big words and wanting of presents
Ali: Touche ๐Ÿ˜ฌ
Ronan: We donโ€™t neither of us need to follow his way for nothing
Ali: Iโ€™m certainly not planning to, donโ€™t you worry
Ronan: Iโ€™m not, you go your own, have since Iโ€™ve known you
Ali: And Iโ€™d only ever compare you to Moses to take the piss, not to be an absolute bitch, promise
Ronan: He goes his own too, less of a compliment in it there
Ali: Was going to say youโ€™re too fair for your own good
Ronan: But heโ€™s still my brother, end of the day
Ali: Yeah, canโ€™t pick โ€˜em, I get it
Ronan: And he might grow up out of it, others have
Ali: Thereโ€™s always time for that
Ronan: Time for Carly to walk away from him
Ali: Sheโ€™s done with him
Ronan: Sheโ€™s said?
Ali: Yeah, Iโ€™ve spoken to her
Ali: Unsurprising he managed to fuck it up again, obviously
Ronan: How do you know she means it when thereโ€™s been a before?
Ali: I canโ€™t see the future that well but sheโ€™s even more upset with him right now so
Ronan: Least heโ€™ll not be there at your party, canโ€™t tempt her back
Ali: Couldnโ€™t imagine heโ€™d be after no invite
Ronan: I could, how he were looking for you last night
Ali: Thatโ€™s probably mostly because Johnny called him a cunt, looking for ways to win back some rep, or whatever nonsense
Ronan: And heโ€™ll still be trying, didnโ€™t manage to win nothing sleeping with Carls, not to John Boy
Ali: Either way, heโ€™s not invited to have no [whatever we said weโ€™re making]
Ronan: He donโ€™t have no clue where you live to crash it
Ali: Thank God
Ronan: Iโ€™d not tell him, nor would she
Ali: Do you know if Bartley likes Carly?
Ronan: Likes? Iโ€™ve to check I saw what I reckon you wrote
Ali: I know, but donโ€™t you think he dislikes her a little TOO hard? Think about it
Ronan: Johno donโ€™t like her that hard, theyโ€™re brothers, thereโ€™s sense heโ€™d follow feeling the same, weโ€™re all of us meant to
Ali: I suppose so
Ronan: That why heโ€™s invited?ย 
Ali: No, heโ€™s just pretty chill too
Ronan: I donโ€™t reckon he likes that girl Mosey brought over to him
Ali: No, duh, that was just him looking for more ways to piss Johnny off
Ali: sure sheโ€™s nice and all but
Ronan: But he donโ€™t bother himself with most girls, now Iโ€™m thinking how you said to
Ali: He probably likes someone then, even if it ainโ€™t Carls ๐Ÿ’ญ
Ronan: I canโ€™t remember when he has before last night, ages then
Ali: Donโ€™t tell him, will you, Iโ€™m just wondering out loud
Ronan: And me, youโ€™ve started me off
Ali: Donโ€™t ๐Ÿคฏ boy
Ronan: Who elseโ€™d he like?
Ronan: [just suggesting some girls it could be lol]
Ali: Do you boys not talk?
Ronan: He donโ€™t talk about that โ€˜cept to join in with how the others are, might be thereโ€™s good reason if heโ€™s after her
Ali: Do you join in?
Ronan: When I have to, thereโ€™s no getting out of it some of the time
Ali: Yeah, boys will be boys
Ronan: Itโ€™s harmless, more or less
Ali: Itโ€™s what you do, anyway
Ronan: Donโ€™t girls?
Ali: Sure, some do
Ronan: Nothingโ€™s been said about you
Ali: Iโ€™m not worried about myself, youโ€™re alright
Ali: whatโ€™s there to be said, anyway?
Ronan: Carls isnโ€™t worried about herself neither
Ali: Must be all good then
Ronan: Look, I donโ€™t know why youโ€™re off with me for this
Ali: Iโ€™m not just change the subject, itโ€™s not your fault
Ronan: What arenโ€™t you telling me?
Ali: I said I wouldnโ€™t ๐Ÿค
Ronan: Ali
Ali: Donโ€™t first name me, Mr Serious
Ali: itโ€™s okay, itโ€™s handled
Ronan: Quit your leaving me out of whatโ€™s to be handled
Ali: I told you sheโ€™s upset with Moses, connect those dots, think of the many reasons that could be
Ali: thatโ€™s all you need to know, and why sheโ€™s done with him
Ronan: Fuck, who told her?
Ronan: he canโ€™t have done
Ali: Surprisingly not, hardly outside of his remit but nah
Ali: I donโ€™t know, I wasnโ€™t there when she found out
Ronan: She never said where she heard it?
Ali: She doesnโ€™t want a fuss, itโ€™s embarrassing enough
Ronan: Yeah, why she werenโ€™t to know
Ali: If you chat shit, you canโ€™t assume it isnโ€™t going to be heard by other people
Ronan: Jesus, howโ€™s she?
Ali: Crappy, you could try and cheer her up without making it dead obvious you know
Ali: as I canโ€™t get home to be there quick enough
Ronan: Iโ€™ll get myself over to see her
Ali: Good man
Ronan: Iโ€™ll try, like
Ronan: to be less of a messer
Ali: Youโ€™re not the only one
Ronan: Donโ€™t mean itโ€™s cool for me to be one of
Ali: No, not really but itโ€™s your life and your shit to figure out
Ronan: Itโ€™s not easy living here
Ali: Thereโ€™s plenty of expectation
Ronan: Nor having him for a brother, but you know weโ€™re not the same
Ali: Of course, itโ€™s his rating system, not yours
Ronan: I treat her as decent as I can
Ali: I know that too, so does she
Ronan: Are we alright?ย 
Ali: Yes, weโ€™re all good, Ro
Ronan: Iโ€™ll be going to cheer up Carly then
Ali: I appreciate it, Iโ€™ll be back Monday, sheโ€™s got that planned and booked in
Ronan: Iโ€™m gonna be about โ€˜til work sends me off
Ali: Maybe Iโ€™ll see you then, if we happen to catch each other
Ronan: Maybe
Ali: Are we alright?
Ronan: I asked you, how am I to have the answer? I donโ€™t
Ali: I havenโ€™t been judgy about your locker room talk, what you have to do to fit in
Ronan: No, but youโ€™re still mad about it
Ali: I canโ€™t change my worldview to think itโ€™s alright, doesnโ€™t mean we need to fight
Ronan: I canโ€™t fight with all of the lads about theirs, not all the time
Ali: I understand that
Ronan: You donโ€™t, youโ€™ve no clue how it is
Ali: I didnโ€™t say Iโ€™ve been through it, I know that you do, the toll it can take
Ronan: Thereโ€™s just constant grief and aggro for not calling her a whore or wanting her to leave
Ali: Youโ€™ve a part to play
Ronan: It was meant to get better for doing what Moses said to on my birthday, but itโ€™s not
Ali: like you said, no one is going to be satisfied until sheโ€™s gone
Ronan: Her ma wonโ€™t, sheโ€™s stuck โ€˜round this long
Ali: God knows why
Ronan: What am I to do?
Ali: Why would I have the answer? If only, like
Ronan: Youโ€™re smart, smarter than me
Ali: Iโ€™m not, and itโ€™s about your life and what you have to do for yourself, I couldnโ€™t begin to tell you
Ronan: Iโ€™ll go to Carly, itโ€™s all there is to do at the minute
Ali: Itโ€™s a start, isnโ€™t it
Ronan: See you Monday, maybe
Ali: Iโ€™m sorry youโ€™re stressed out now too, I wish I could help
Ronan: Youโ€™ve a point, itโ€™s not your problem
Ali: I didnโ€™t mean it how that sounds, I care, I just donโ€™t know what you can or should do
Ronan: Yeah, I know
Ali: Okay, Iโ€™ll let you go then
Ronan: Later, like
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mrjuupiter ยท 2 years
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Good night ๐ŸŒƒ๐ŸŒŒโœจ
Today I am here to say something that I have been thinking for a few months and I finally find the way: Masaru & Mitsuki Bakugou aren't bad parents, and yes, I know how she acts like ๐Ÿ’ฉ when Katsuki was kidnapped, and I know that Katsuki is rude and very narcissist because how his parents was during his childhood.
Now if we are honest and serious what Katsuki did was that bad? I mean he was bullying Deku during many years, but everyone else do the same, so katsuki was mean but the rest was mean too.
In the same way we have seen katsuki pushing Deku on the floor many times or exploits Deku's things but he has never done something unforgivable if my memory is okay (I am not saying that bullying is okay or Katsuki behaves is okay, I am just saying that he acts like a normal buller). Continuing whit the explanation so if Katsuki acts like the others he is as bad as the others , nothing especial.
Now Katsuki is how he is because his parents always made he feel that he can do whatever he wants because he was an especial child, and they always support him. When Katsuki star to feel that he wasn't enough? When he started UA, (the high school), and this is totally normal for the typical talented guys who growth up without problems (because their parents solve it for them) and in the "fictional dream world" where everything is like their wants, does it make bakugou's bad parents? In my opinion totally no, it just make them like normal parents from a single son. Make your son feel powerful, safe and loved is what parents have to do, protect him until he became into a adult and have to go out to the real world and learn how work the real life, is normal that is happen during the adolescences. I can imagine like Katsuki was the "baby boy" of his parents and they give him every thing, then he became into a bad big boy who yell at him mother and doesn't hear his father, but does is normal too.
He starts to growths up, when Katsuki didn't past the exam for his hero license the first time, this was a normal way to make him realizes that he has to improve his way to deal with people. It was something terrible for him, but normal for a teenager, in that moment he admitted his mistakes and star to change, like a normal boy with a pretty normal family.
The point is Bakugou's aren't bad parents they are just normal parents who has a turbulent teenager at home.
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Sorry if you can't understand what I mean English isn't mother language and I am learning it. Thanks for reading โœจ๐Ÿ’›
And please don't think that I'm supporting bullying I am just trying to objective about his behaviour
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goldenguillotines ยท 2 years
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I'm violently demanding all of the emojis for Kou, actually
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"Ah.. Curious are we friend?"
๐ŸŒ…- Do you have a certain routine for starting your night?
"I usually have a cup of coffee and read whatever emails have come in.. Usually I'm coherent early in morning.. so I try and get to the inquiries that people send during the morning time.. Sometimes some of the managers don't get around to sending their correspondence until later."
๐Ÿ‘ฝ- What is your stance on aliens? Should they be treated just like mutants?
" Hmm.. I don't have much of a stance on that. I think regardless of mutations or origins.. you should be treated with respect and equally.. Along as you aren't causing problems for anyone else or hurting Alternia itself."
๐ŸŒž- Have you ever gone out or gotten caught out of your hive during daylight? What happened?
"No I haven't. I don't know if I would.. not sure if I'm safe to go out there.. but even if I was. The undead would certainly eat me alive."
๐Ÿ’€- Are you strong enough to face shadow droppers on your own if faced with them?
"Maybe. Maybe.. I'm not sure. I'm not particularly versed in a fight. Even if their only goal is to kill me. I certainly wouldn't allow them to take me down with them.. and I would definitely run. I'm rather quick on my feet believe it or not."
๐Ÿ›Œ- Do you sleep in a recuperacoon or do you rest in other accommodations?
"Recuperacoons are for grubs, no? Retired mine a very long long time ago.. and no use of having it in my place.. I have a bed. Rather small though I have been meaning to get a queen maybe."
๐Ÿคณ- Do you use trollian? If so, what is your handle? If not, do you use any messaging system?
"I have one.. but I don't use it. Please warn if you send me a message. glisteningComposure.. I think I've had a few before.."
๐Ÿ’…- Do you have time or resources for self care or small luxuries?
"I don't have much free time.. I'm not struggling with money or such.. Just my time. I do think a little bit of self care that I do is making sure I eat and maintain my spaces I work with.. I don't also enjoy frivolous things or much decor. So.. maybe with some time that can change?"
๐ŸŒŒ- Have you ever wanted to travel intergalactically? What would you look for in a place to visit off planet?
"Not particularly a thought I've had. I know some that travel tell me they wish they could ge feet down back on Alternia.. after all. Isn't your first home always your true home?"
๐Ÿณ- What sort of cuisine do you normally eat? Are you openly okay with items labelled only as grubsauce or grubloaf?
"I usually make something quick or light. More like cut up fruits and vegetables.. or maybe a soup out of a can. I'm not gifted with cooking.. but I'm not awful either."
๐ŸšŒ- How do you normally get around/travel? Would they ever be able to afford their own scuttlebuggy?
"Walking or public transportation believe it or not. I could purchase purchase a vehicle of some kind.. however I don't believe it would be of too much use to me. Just another thing I have to keep track of."
๐ŸŒƒ- Do you prefer to live in a rural area or more populated places with communal hive stems?
"I prefer city living in all honesty. It eases some of my worries and concerns. I find that in mote heavily concentrated areas like the one I live in... Some do ignore me or dont notice me. Which is a good thing. Usually there is a fair bit of gawking and staring.. Plus.. I've found most places in the cities a bit more progressive than what I first believed."
๐ŸŽญ- How do you access entertainment? What is available to you to do for fun?
"We all have our television and such... access to the internet. I do find myself enjoying those cafes with open mic poetry occasionally or a movie. Though most of the time.. I opt for a film in a separate window and my work in another."
๐Ÿฉบ- How do you access healthcare? Do you have access to doctors or do you have to rely on other forms of medicine?
"If I do feel bad.. Usually I self medicate or use my intuition to avoid most if not all of my visits to the doctors or hospitals. If worse does come to worse.. I have a friend I can ask for some assistance even if they might not enjoy seeing blood."
๐Ÿ”ฎ- Do you believe those who claim to be gifted with the ability to see ghosts or talk to lusii telepathically? Or do you think they are lying?
"I think anything is fairly possible. I've seen odder powers.. and besides. Chuckle voodoos are a thing.. along with Ceruleans manipulation. Why wouldn't that be a thing?"
"There must be minor influences of everything. Such as lusii being drawn to someone.. spiritually drawn without exactly being able to see the spirits.. I think it depends."
๐Ÿงฟ- Do you believe in horrorterrors? Or do you believe they're just scary stories?
"I'm doubtful but I leave myself open to changing my mind about these things. I've been told some of Alternia's older generations are more knowledgeable.. such as The Threadweaver. He apparently is knowledgeable of such.. Which is quite funny for someone like himself."
๐Ÿค–- How do you feel about drones? Do you try to avoid them when they come around?
"I do have my thoughts.. though I never cross them. I try to make myself a little bit scarce. Last thing you need is to be chased by a drone in broad moonlight for looking at it a little funny."
โ™ฅ๏ธ- Do you think that pity should still be considered the normal feelings for a red or would you say love is a more common practice to look for in a mate?
"For some reason.. I've never considered pity in red the 'common' thing.. Or maybe times have changed. Usually most I've seen, have genuinely had love on the forefront of their minds when chasing after someone for their red. Would ge a miserable relationship if the other was putting pity into these feelings."
โ™ฆ๏ธ- Do you think it's dangerous for lowbloods to be pale with highbloods?
"I think it depends on what caste.. I know when Purple, Violet and Fuschia's tempers flair.. If you aren't physically prepared for that. Might be a bit messy.. Though. Not all lower bloods are pushovers or weak. Not exactly on par with their castes strength.. but enough to defend one's self.. and how about the reverse? What if that lower blood was stronger than the high blood? Wouldn't that be dangerous as well?"
โ™ฃ๏ธ- Do you have any interest in an ashen, or do you see it as obsolete in current day?
"Ashen is rather childish.. No? If you need someone to interject on your spades.. I believe that says a lot about your relationship than anything... and I certainly couldn't imagine having to do that either."
โ™ ๏ธ- Do you think pitches should only be based on hate, or do you believe they should also be based on a strong rivalry as well?
"Im no spades expert. But there is challenge between spades and romance. A type of love behind it.. even if people would get colored in the face about it. They certainly love that person.. but not in red nor pale of course. I believe there's a type of rivalry and a bit of care that goes hand in hand. Not particularly full blown hate.. Of course there's loathing.. I just don't think defining it so starkly is correct."
๐Ÿ”ฑ- How different do you think Alternia would be if the planet wasnt ruled as a tyranny? Would it be better or worse?
"Alternians would always revert back.. I feel it... Another event for history before another Sea dweller sits on that throne. They'll out live all of us and then some. I suppose it makes sense why it's always been this way."
๐Ÿชฆ- Do you believe everyone should be given a proper burial or is it a waste of time to have gravediggers?
"In a perfect world. Yes. However don't you think it's funny? The ones who do get burials are all higher bloods.. and if they're lower.. I usually find them at unmarked Graves being reclaimed by nature.."
๐Ÿช–- How do you feel about the ever looming threat of being put into the fleet if called upon by the empress to do so?
"If the emperor for some reason called apon me of all people. I believe I could dodge it.. by providing other assistance where necessary or maybe just becoming scarce. I'm not much of a fighter."
โš–๏ธ- Do you believe the justice system works, or do you feel justice has to be taken into your own hands?
"Sometimes justice comes after the fact in unexpecting ways. Though our system helps occasion. Most is swayed by what lines others pockets or even who has the most clout.. It is a tricky line. But innocent blood should not be spilled in the pursuit of what is right."
๐Ÿƒ- What are your thoughts on organized religion?
"To each their own. If it allows them to feel more comfortable with the inevitable without harming others.. so be it."
๐ŸŽ„- Do you celebrate holidays of any sort? If so, what ones?
"Not particularly.. though if I was invited to an event or maybe even a gift during the times. I would not make a fuss. Certainly seems pointless as I have no one to celebrate with."
๐Ÿš- Are you afraid of the beach or ocean? If so, what reasons?
"I actually enjoy the beach. It's rather calm and pleasent."
๐Ÿพ- What is your lusus like? Are/were they around often or do/did they normally leave you all by yourself?
"Hm. I don't believe I recall my lusus in all honesty. I do remember most of my grubhood was spend by myself. I was never in danger.. but suspicion tells me perhaps my lusus was poached."
๐Ÿ”ฅ- Have you ever done something (outside of murder) that most likely should be considered a criminal act, but either wasn't or was just swept under the rug due to your status?
"Nothing that I'm aware of. Perhaps hiding my blood color could be considered one.. but otherwise. No."
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gauravp01 ยท 1 year
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Thurs, 6 Apr 2023; 11:55 PM
It's been more than two weeks and I am on my blog #04.
Maybe I don't feel to write anything these days. Is it the platform that matters to me while writing?? Idk.
Since I left Tumblr, it's not the same. There used to be a strong feeling to write something there, maybe because people had started reading them... But whatever it was, I think I was liking it
The fonts, format and the whole interface was just amazing.
I think when I will upload the blog here, it will look completely different from what I am looking right now...
But I think I will continue blogger only...
I also have decided to upload some of the Tumblr blogs on blogger, on the educational blog. The blogs about my B.Ed. internship would be there...
I will also share my journey to clear the IIT JAM exam in 2020... Although I didn't took admission in any institute on the basis of it, but it gave me a chance to build a career in online teaching through Unacademy... Will talk about it in detail in that blog....
If you still don't know, it is MyStudyTable.in that I have recently launched ...
A few more interviews of the students from IIT Ropar are awaiting...
It's not going so consistent...
But ya, I have joined the academy again, it's the first week and my body hurts so bad.... Get ready to study 2-3 hours after waking up. Don't know why I feel so lazy these days... I had analysed that using mobile phone just before sleeping might be a reason and I had decided to not do so again... But it's 12:03 now and I am writing a blog, that too after watching some YouTube videos..
Nothing, but it shows how consistent and how punctual I am... Maybe I need some more introspection...
Daily diary writing is a way to introspect yourself without a dear of being judged by someone else...
Will try to be more regular and said this hundreds of time earlier๐Ÿฅฒ๐Ÿ˜…
I had tried to be on a routine and had fixed a routine in my mind as well, but seems Little bit difficult until I work on a few habits of mine...
I just remembered about my decision of "almost" quitting the fast food, soft drinks, bcz these are enough to make someone feel lazy throughout the day...
These things decrease the productivity upto a great level...
So will try to stay away from them as much as possible...
Good Night ๐ŸŒƒ
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awritingcaitlin ยท 2 years
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๐Ÿ”ฅFind the Word๐Ÿ’ฅ
Thank you @mjjune for the tag!
My words are: sun, fight, burn, sting, cool
All snippets are from Siege of Berthingtonn (Book 2)!
๐Ÿ”†SUN๐Ÿ”†
Rinnieโ€™s eyes opened to stare at a peaceful wooden ceiling. Light drifted in from the window. It was nearly midday based on the sun. She went to check her watch only to find it not on her wrist.
She hadnโ€™t been wearing it to the banquet.
She sat up, noting sheโ€™d been put into a nightgown. At the foot of the bed, someoneโ€”probably Mama Cassโ€”had left a blouse and skirt that looked like theyโ€™d fit. Her own clothes, holster, and shoes were next to the heating vent. She reclaimed the panties and cursed the lack of brassiere as she stared at the clean blouse.
โ€œLet them stare,โ€ she muttered after a moment. โ€œIโ€™ve got other fish to skin.โ€
She left the dress, deciding sheโ€™d dispose of it as soon as she found out how to best do so, and put on the clean clothes.
๐Ÿ’‹FIGHT๐Ÿบ
โ€œI have a plan.โ€ Rinnie wet her hands in the sink and ran them through her hair to freshen it. โ€œIโ€™m going to ask Evianne to force some honesty into this conflict and make the cleric stop cheating. Once thatโ€™s taken care of, itโ€™ll turn into her being pretty versus me being pretty. And then weโ€™ll see whose flirting game is better.โ€ She smoothed her skirts. โ€œAnd ladies and gentlemen, no one beats my flirting.โ€
โ€œWerenโ€™t you worried about them recognizing you?โ€ Nathaniel asked.
โ€œWell, if they do before I can do my thing, itโ€™s going to be a fight. But we were preparing ourselves for that anyway. As it is, Iโ€™m banking on her chalking her problems up to an off-night and moving on.โ€
โ€œSteep bet,โ€ Nathaniel warned.
โ€œGot anything better that doesnโ€™t involve a gunfight in a bar?โ€ Rinnie asked.
๐ŸBURN๐Ÿ”ฅ
โ€œDo either of you know how to keep Karin from lighting meals on fire?โ€ Riela growled.
โ€œSheโ€ฆ what?โ€ Rinnie asked.
โ€œShe lit someoneโ€™s meal on fire,โ€ Riela repeated, crossing her arms over her chest. โ€œNo one was hurt butโ€ฆโ€
โ€œDid she burn the food?โ€ Nathaniel asked.
โ€œOf course she burned the food!โ€ Riela said. โ€œFire is fire.โ€
โ€œThereโ€™s actually a way to do it that doesnโ€™t turn the food to charcoal,โ€ Rinnie said.
โ€œWell, she didnโ€™t do it that way,โ€ Riela huffed.
๐Ÿš˜STING๐ŸŒƒ
They turned a corner and Paulโ€™s motions between the pedals and the shifter seemed to shudder. The truck lurched before continuing.
โ€œSorry,โ€ Paul said. โ€œI usually shift better.โ€
โ€œItโ€™s okay,โ€ Rinnie said. โ€œI donโ€™t drive at all.โ€
โ€œYou spoiled elf,โ€ Killian muttered. โ€œAt least Riela lived in a part of town where walking was the norm.โ€
โ€œThe Islands are all about bikes and trains,โ€ Rinnie replied.
Still, Killian tutted.
Rinnie stiffened as she sensed some Nidtrins. Killian sat up straighter as well. They came from a cross-street and were clearly optimistic, because they tried to chase the car down by foot. Killian rolled down the window and shot the leader through the eyes. The rest ran.
The rest of the ride was silent.
Rinnieโ€™s mind drifted to thinking about [REDACTED]. But it didnโ€™t take long for those thoughts to start stinging. To keep her composure, she started thinking about math to distract herself.
๐ŸงชCOOL๐Ÿ’“
โ€œWell, if this stuffโ€™s a ticking-time-bomb, I better make use of it while I can,โ€ she said, interrupting whatever Mica was saying about finding the balance between body mass and thaumaturgical potential.
โ€œItโ€™s not aโ€ฆโ€ Mica began. Then realization dawned. โ€œOh!โ€ She put a forefinger on her nose. โ€œI get what youโ€™re saying!โ€
โ€œCool,โ€ Riela said. โ€œIโ€™m gonna find Nathaniel.โ€
Mica took off her own headset and looked at Riela with wide eyes. โ€œDo you need The Potion?โ€ she asked, her mouth crinkling into a smile.
Riela paused, blinking. She hadnโ€™t considered.
Mica was already digging in her bag. โ€œHere, I have one right here thatโ€™s good for an even balance of human and elf, which you are unless you have some astral or something in you that you havenโ€™t told me about.โ€
โ€œMica, we went over this when you were making me personalized painkillers.โ€
Tagging: @mjjune, @sentfromwolves, @pinespittinink, @baroquesse, and @mr-writes
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waitingformyfavoritesongs ยท 2 years
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3:09 pm pdt 1 December 2022
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{{7:03 pm pdt this is kikyo from inuyasha. Sheโ€™s dead & being burned ๐Ÿ”ฅ w/the shikon jewel ๐Ÿ’Ž, she purified it. I think sheโ€™s a miko? Priestess? I read online prob within last 5 years that kikyo means Chinese bell ๐Ÿ”” flower ๐ŸŒบ (coughing , sternum is hot ๐Ÿฅต have to lean back from being on my side) ๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ซmore anus pain stinging from incontinence & incubus) earlier this year the incubus did spiritual warfare on my bladder sphincter it was excruciatingly painful ๐Ÿ˜–) 7:09 pm pdt I might be ethnically ambiguous looking ๐Ÿ‘€ or the demon lord changed ๐Ÿ”ผ my face multiple times. A Chinese woman ๐Ÿ‘ฉ said I looked Chinese. Mexican looking people asked if I was Mexican. A guy who looked maybe Native American ๐Ÿ‡บ๐Ÿ‡ธ told me I looked Native American ๐Ÿ‡บ๐Ÿ‡ธ. Nigerians ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ช told me I looked white but not white. & then I asked in the dark do I look black? & they said โ€œyeahโ€ I donโ€™t know ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ if they were serious though. 7:17 pm pdt}}
{{ updating 6:28 am pdt there was a thing about astronauts someone told me about that they become infertile when they come back from space. I think it has something to do with heat. Friction from entering the atmosphere. I wonder if hot tubs are too hot ๐Ÿฅต?? I once went into hot tub maybe ๐Ÿค” maybe when I was 11 or 12? It was at momโ€™s boyfriendโ€™s house ๐Ÿ  his name was Michael & he had a tattoo of a heartbeat line on his arm?? I think they probably might have insisted I try it?? I feel like I did. I donโ€™t remember any more but I feel like I did & maybe younger sister didnโ€™t. I really cannot believe the incubus about the children after watching good night goodnight again. The incubus messes with the internet & made me see at least 2 different versions. I think maybe sheโ€™s really the real mother, not me. & heโ€™s a liar/phony who doesnโ€™t care about breaking other peopleโ€™s hearts ๐Ÿ’• 2 get what he wants. & he broke my trust this week by what felt like him setting me on fire ๐Ÿ”ฅ 6:38 pm pdt }}
days ago, after got second Covid shot/jab my whole body felt like it was on fire ๐Ÿ”ฅ flamingo ๐Ÿฆฉ . I had hot ๐Ÿฅต flashes in 2020 winter โ„๏ธ Maybe ? And 2021. & all this year I was burning up ๐Ÿฅต without feeling sick, but I had nausea on/off since 2017, vomited ๐Ÿคฎ in 2019? & this summer, a lot of #3 very painful ๐Ÿ˜– on top of other chronic pain since 2017. But all my life I had pains of one kind or another. I had little rashes when I was probably 4 years old & 5 years old (definitely, before moving to king ๐Ÿ‘‘ city ๐ŸŒƒ. Then when we moved back to the Bay Area I scratched myself in my sleep ๐Ÿ›Œ when I woke up ๐Ÿ†™ I was covered in scabs up ๐Ÿ†™ & down legs ๐Ÿฆต & arms & my bedsheets (my mom said I picked out myself with a line of geese @ the top ๐Ÿ”) was stained with generous lines of blood ๐Ÿฉธ (did I pre-crucify? Myself in my sleep?? ๐Ÿ˜ด) . I might have been 6 or 7 years old. I remember being afraid ๐Ÿ˜ฑ of the dark & not getting out of bed ๐Ÿ›Œ to get lotion ๐Ÿงด even though felt dry? I think I felt dry? Trying to remember. I think I remember... now not sure... whatever. Might have been 2nd or 3rd grade I washed ๐Ÿงผ my hands ๐Ÿ™Œ a lot bcz I didnโ€™t have lotion ๐Ÿงด, hands were dry & I thought washing would make it undry & smooth bcz thatโ€™s what it seemed/looked like happened. Then Iโ€™m that same classroom I think I remember getting rashes inside my elbows then behind knees @ the same time. It weeped/oozed stung itched cracked tightened uncomfortably giving way to more itching as it dried. My mom wasnโ€™t happy that I had it, it felt almost like she blamed me for having it in retrospect with the way she seemed irritated ๐Ÿ˜ค. I remember it got gray cold & very windy ๐ŸŒฌ & I still wore shorts ๐Ÿฉณ bcz my mom told me to wear it until I healed. A yard duty asked me if I could wear pants ๐Ÿ‘– and I told her that I will ask my mom. This part I remember she really seemed irritated ๐Ÿ˜ค with me for asking - I probably sounded dumb to her. I remember when I was 6? In king city and they bought Nintendo entertainment machine w/duck hunt Mario bros & when we were @ the store ๐Ÿฌ I asked mom are we going to wrap it in wrapping paper when we get home. & she answered me back in a way I used to remember but now I donโ€™t but it made me see my mom differently. It didnโ€™t feel nice the way she answered but she said no because you already know what it is. I think the way she said it kinda stung. 3:54 pm pdt. The tone. My mom is a hard worker I think. She said she had a rough life. She had to work & start learning the value of money ๐Ÿ’ฐ & accounting since she was 7 years old? Very young. She had to help with shopping & beg relatives for rice ๐Ÿš when her father gambled away his paycheck. She also lived a part of her childhood w/out electricity โšก๏ธ & learned to do payroll on a relatives farm when she was a kid. She said she was always getting good grades in school ๐Ÿซ & had to help take care of her younger siblings (she was the oldest of 8!) she had to gather wood ๐Ÿชต & wash laundry ๐Ÿงบ in the river. She said she usually got in trouble & caught? If she ever tried to go out for fun, so it was probably rare for her to get out & do it. When she worked for a Japanese man ๐Ÿ‘จ she got drunk at a company party ๐ŸŽ‰ blacked out, & when she woke up she was pregnant ๐Ÿคฐ with my oldest sister. I was told she was my aunt, but after I met her for the second time in my life when I was 13 years old & came back home from their home country she told me finally that she was my sister. When I met her when I was 7 the first time I thought she was so pretty and I for a strange reason I wished that she could be my sister- very strange. When 7 years old, too naรฏve to realize that it was probably god giving me hints? Now Iโ€™m wondering if it did occur to me.... whatever. I remember being happy when she told me I think. But she didnโ€™t seem to respond much to me. I guess it wasnโ€™t the right time. I had issues. I think I rubbed people the wrong way when I was 13. I donโ€™t remember if it was before I hit my head very hard or after during that trip.
There are too many things to recall & write โœ๏ธ & I donโ€™t know ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ if it would change peopleโ€™s opinions about me. All my relatives are distant in mileage wise & in communication on both sides of my family.
anyway I guess a chunk @ a time. A lot of this is very personal & itโ€™s difficult for me to feel comfortable putting this out there. Thereโ€™s a part of me that believes I should keep it 2 myself bcz my belief about myself is that Iโ€™m phony. All this stuff did happen, to the best of my knowledge.
growing up with a family like mine probably wasnโ€™t healthy plus thereโ€™s the demon lord, who controls everything. People say โ€œgod willing โ€œ 4 a reason. When I was about 6/7 years old & moved back to the Bay Area someone had bought me the Disneyโ€™s sleeping beauty doll. I remember dad me & lil sis went 2 the toy store ๐Ÿฌ 2 buy prince ๐Ÿ‘‘ Eric 4 her. B4 we get 2 the doll aisle? My dad says I cannot tell him what I want I can only hint. Iโ€™m starting to realize at this moment this is like Ariel losing her voice to the sea ๐ŸŒŠ witch ๐Ÿง™โ€โ™€๏ธ. Haha ha funny dad! So I see prince Phillip but I think I donโ€™t say anything! I donโ€™t remember saying anything! We grab Eric & we might have left in 5 minutes. I think I remember hinting at a Barbie dress being pretty- I think it was pink??? But at Christmas ๐ŸŽ„? He got me different outfits that wasnโ€™t pink that time. All wrapped. under the tree? I have a picture of me holding a blue & black one, & I remember a yellow (& gold ?) dress ๐Ÿ‘— w/ green decorations. 4:58 pm pdt.
After my parents separated there were times it seemed I irritated my mom & I remember one time I was trying to figure out what to say to not get her angry ๐Ÿ˜ค & it only seemed to make her more angry. I had bad timing โฑ I guess & didnโ€™t follow directions ๐Ÿงญ I guess.. she said not now I guess I should have took it at that. I only wanted a yea or no answer if it was going to happen at all that day not at that moment I didnโ€™t expect us to run out the door ๐Ÿšช in 5 minutes I guess I wanted to know maybe I wanted something to look forward to that day?? With out realizing it?? She said probably many days before or longer time ago 2 remind her to take us out for donuts ๐Ÿฉ & hot chocolate. I only wanted an answer if I should not expect it today. I even tried to say it with out throwing a tantrum or being forceful/demanding. I even remember hanging my head, maybe looking down. I think she might have pulled me by my T-shirt that time & slapped ๐Ÿ‘‹ me. I donโ€™t know ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ if I got my memories mixed up.
how dare Adam Levine put donuts ๐Ÿฉ in beautiful mistakes! ๐Ÿ˜ก heโ€™s (the incubus ๐Ÿ˜ต๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜ฃ hurt my ribs front right, under chest๐Ÿ‘ฟ) been giving me #3 a part of this year whenever I ate bread ๐Ÿฅ–, & my name in one language means beautiful & rose ๐ŸŒน & lily.
I guess I have more reasons to not be proud of myself... like when I was in king ๐Ÿ‘‘ city ๐ŸŒƒ I edited a girlโ€™s (neighbor) little mermaid ๐Ÿงœโ€โ™€๏ธ book ๐Ÿ“– with a silver color pencil โœ๏ธ & colored in silver mermaid tail scales โš–๏ธ to imitate the Disneyโ€™s Ariel doll tail. With out permission. I ate a lot of their cheese ๐Ÿง€ (they gave it to me). & I accidentally killed a brown butterfly ๐Ÿฆ‹ I think I felt bad about it. 5:23 am pdt. ๐Ÿ˜ž this is not a joke to me.
I thought I remember a Ted talk of a woman in a wheel chair ๐Ÿช‘ who married a man ๐Ÿ‘จ because her father told her to? She did things that her parents wanted her to do. That man she married I think she said he tried to kill her & a car ๐Ÿš— wreck made her need a wheel chair ๐Ÿช‘. A rough way to learn to do things you want to do not what your parents want. I cannot find it though web search ๐Ÿ”ฆ & Ted talk website search ๐Ÿ”ฆ. I also cannot find a case that I saw on tv ๐Ÿ“บ probably when I was a teen.
{{ 6:41 pm pdt. I had to go to the bathroom ๐Ÿšฝ โ‰ˆ5:39 pm ? About the case {Iโ€™m coughing & heโ€™s hurting my forehead} there was a woman ๐Ÿ‘ฉ who worked at Walmart or Kmart & a best friend-a guy - who worked there, too. Now Iโ€™m questioning ๐Ÿคจ my memory but Iโ€™m going 2 write โœ๏ธ anyway. & a rich man ๐Ÿ‘จ who was only rich bcz of his parents. She dated him, he impregnated her. He didnโ€™t care for her but she kept on going back to him. He was bad though. I think he probably leaded her on. But still kept her at a distance? How to explain. I think the reporters called him a playboy. Her mom told her she should ask 4 child ๐Ÿ‘ถ support . She was reluctant but did it anyway like her mom told her to. Fast forward โฉ sheโ€™s dead โ˜ ๏ธ. The rich ๐Ÿค‘ playboy murdered her & tried 2 make it look like her best friend did it. He tried to frame ๐Ÿ–ผ him. I forget how. Why I cannot find the case?? Maybe bcz itโ€™s old now? Maybe bcz search ๐Ÿ”ฆ engines arenโ€™t good. Maybe bcz demon lord donโ€™t want rich ๐Ÿค‘ people to look bad so he hid it from sight. Bcz of manifest destiny wouldnโ€™t look valid anymore. ๐Ÿ˜ต๐ŸคŒ๐ŸคŒ๐ŸคŒ๐Ÿ–•we are screwed. Thereโ€™s no future of real change. Only martyrs and surface level/fake change. 6:54 pm pdt ๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซincubus is hurting my anus w/ spikes & acid 6:55 pm pdt let them do what they want thereโ€™s no point in fighting them or doing anything for change. Change = martyrs = death โ˜ ๏ธ ๐Ÿ˜ต 6:57 pm pdt}}
if god or demon lord was giving me signs ๐Ÿชง I was going to die like Lucia, maybe he was also giving me signs ๐Ÿชง with the Disneyโ€™s movies, like sleeping beauty briar rose ๐ŸŒน & the toy ๐Ÿงธ store ๐Ÿฌ & younger sister getting prince ๐Ÿคด Eric- somehow I think she got 2 erics & 2 Aladdins & 2 jasmines. & I had 1 regular Ariel & she had a Christmas Ariel doll. We had a lot of dolls ๐Ÿ˜…. I notice I didnโ€™t get any of the Disney prince dolls, I think I had 2 ken dolls. I remember reading an article online that Barbie & ken broke up ๐Ÿ†™ & never actually married & started dating a new guy from Australia ๐Ÿ‡ฆ๐Ÿ‡บ. All the bride ๐Ÿ‘ฐโ€โ™€๏ธ Barbie dolls was only Barbie fantasies about getting married. 5:39 pm pdt
7:25 pm pdt the Bible is a trick to the naรฏve. Spelling? To trick us into dying. & heโ€™s laughing at us while he hugs dead cow carcasses. If heโ€™s supposedly my prince ๐Ÿคด Philip, to the briar rose ๐ŸŒน ๐Ÿฅ€, I have to rethink the betrothal idea ๐Ÿ’ก. The Disneyโ€™s movie ๐ŸŽฅ makes it look like itโ€™s a good union, but the guy might actually be too old 4 briar rose. Either way, we should not assume that betrothals are any good. Maybe ๐Ÿค” it was an obligation. & his free will choices are reflected in all his music videos & movies. 7:31 pm pdt.
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I want Heath ledger minus the paint ball โšฝ๏ธ. Whyโ€™s he dead โ˜ ๏ธ? Overdosed? I wonder if he was a good man. He looks like a good man ๐Ÿ‘จ. Did all the good non-cheating men die of Covid? Would make the incubus look bad if there were actually good men around.
<blockquote class="twitter-tweet"><p lang="en" dir="ltr"><a href="https://t.co/BOJEs6Z2Vk">https://t.co/BOJEs6Z2Vk</a><br>โ€œInstinctively, monogamy is not in our genetic makeup. People cheat. I have cheated. And you know what? There is nothing worse than the feeling of doing it.โ€ Unless you find someone who makes you so horny in the moment- does it feel good to feel horny?๐Ÿง๐Ÿค”</p>โ€” Nana Nana (parody?) (@NanaNan65672979) <a href="https://twitter.com/NanaNan65672979/status/1580032141328412672?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">October 12, 2022</a></blockquote> <script async src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script>
{{inserting 5:43 am pdt 2 December 2022 Friday {{{ I had made this big gap here originally bcz I had issues with space at the bottom when I inserted a picture. Now itโ€™s starting to look like this ... might be an appropriate spot 4 this addition}}}
medical news today website on split personality disorder. Tried 2 paste it would not. I have 2 clear more memory again.
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6:02 am pdt 2 December 2022 Friday
still canโ€™t copy & paste url. Took too many screenshots again ๐Ÿ˜…
Cannot get to bottom of browser again to switch btwn websites while in this editing post mode. 6:05 am pdt. I thought I read that a pinky finger means girlfriend/boyfriend in Japanese ๐Ÿ‡ฏ๐Ÿ‡ต ?? Many years ago. In America ๐Ÿ‡บ๐Ÿ‡ธ People say pinky promise. If Iโ€™m a slave incubus he probably has powers to stupefy ? What is stupefy? To make stupid? Control memory? Bcz he can paralyze to rape you in your sleep ๐Ÿ›Œ so he has date rape drug like powers to make you black out like drunk ๐Ÿ˜ต & make you not remember. So he might have wanted me to think ๐Ÿค” girlfriend/ boyfriend from first time or recently until he burned me/ felt like set me on fire ๐Ÿ”ฅ literally; not a figure of speech ๐ŸŽค. 6:11 am pdt. All to manipulate me, to use me; not love me. 6:12 am pdt }}
I h*te you incubus. The page ๐Ÿ“„ refreshed bcz of an error. 12:03 pm pdt . I lost all of my new writing โœ๏ธ including immediately notations of pain with time. I donโ€™t see a reason for it to happen since I didnโ€™t touch any links. I think itโ€™s a special code incubus friends like to do to automatically refresh like automatically time out. If youโ€™re bored or thinking of a way to keep/lose your job, beware of incubus friends that will make it come true. It seems my text ainโ€™t welcomed here. No one will talk to me directly. I get spam. Dating service messages. Probably incubus friends making fun of me. 12:08 pm pdt.
Cleveland jersey in same series of pictures (have to find if pinky promise looking pictures. 12:20 pm) aneurysm might have been created below belly button painful stretching feeling. โ‰ˆ 11:19 & again minutes later. Same thing might have happened to sisterโ€™ friend also Aries โ™ˆ๏ธ โ‰ˆ2014/2015/2016? Died in hospital ๐Ÿฅ From it. She felt her insides abdominal area was being ripped apart. Mom gave her tough love. ๐Ÿ’•. Her older sis Was a nurse ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โš•๏ธ. When I met her in high school ๐Ÿซ she had a swollen looking body. I think I was told her body thinks it is pregnant ๐Ÿคฐ when not. 12:14 pm pdt. 12:17 pm pdt cell phone is getting hot ๐Ÿฅต a few years before she died she finally got cured of it by a witch ๐Ÿง™โ€โ™€๏ธ doc I think ๐Ÿค”????? I heard???? 12:21 pm pdt I thought she was a funny kind person. I have never seen her be unkind or rude. 12:22 pm pdt. Iโ€™m guessing now retrospect she probably had an incubus spiritual husband. ๐Ÿ˜ถ12:23 pm pdt. Does Microsoft make it difficult to set up new accounts on computer ๐Ÿ‘ฉ๐Ÿปโ€๐Ÿ’ป to make efficient use of parental controlled accounts โ€”> parental controlled access to internet?? 12:25 pm pdt.
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jack in titanic . Me kikyo inuyasha. 9:50 pm pdt
I remember a caption in one of his pictures in his Instagram saying something about king ๐Ÿคด of the world ๐ŸŒŽ reminded me of titanic movie ๐ŸŽฅ. 9:51 pm pdt.
3:19 pm pdt Friday 2 December 2022
anniversary of ghost ๐Ÿ‘ป ship ๐Ÿ›ณ fire ๐Ÿ”ฅ in Oakland. I believe on the news ๐Ÿ“ฐ on tv ๐Ÿ“บ I saw ๐Ÿ‘€ a brother of acquaintance from college passed away in the fire ๐Ÿ”ฅ. Also the anniversary of something else. But I will only focus ๐Ÿง˜๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ on this now. He was studying ๐Ÿ“š computer ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป science ๐Ÿงช ? European languages? & neuroscience? He looked like he was special . Probably someone the government would have wanted to hire? A triple major was he?? Someone in my family knew someone who married a man ๐Ÿ‘จ whose father was considered a national treasure & protected by the government bcz of his invention showed his mind was valuable to the country. Long are the days of that is gone. The man passed away I guess in old age. 3:33 am pdt . None of my family are geniuses. ๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ซ probably makes it easier for incubus to take advantage of us. Incubus, do you ever allow me to be who I really am??? Probably any after pain. So he knows how much pain Iโ€™m in. Whenever I say it is low he raises it immediately afterwards. 3:38 am pdt. In high school ๐Ÿซ I also met someone whose name is like a character of a book ๐Ÿ“–? 3:40 am pdt if a man makes a woman ๐Ÿ‘ฉ into cattle ๐Ÿ„ treats her like one, pretends to be in-love (chemical cocktail ๐Ÿธ? Or only faรงade manipulation?/acting. Saw on news ๐Ÿ“ฐ? Can do a scan? & see the brain ๐Ÿง  in-love? Is it true???) then dumps her after he gets her to make babies ๐Ÿ‘ถ with him , is this considered a wicked act?? Especially if he tortures her to death โ˜ ๏ธ?? & she might have had capacity to really love ๐Ÿ’— someone?? If she were allowed to ?? Does love โค๏ธ = good? Does breeding for power/control = wicked?? I could imagine it would lead to a destructive world ๐ŸŒŽ without real change, a vicious cycle. If genes ๐Ÿงฌ give us personality & genius smarts that maybe ๐Ÿค” not every human possesses, a combination of genes ๐Ÿงฌ (song lyrics Iโ€™ve loved ๐Ÿฅฐ you lifetimes before ๐ŸŽผ???. Legend of the blue sea ๐ŸŒŠ?? Title?? Korean dramady ๐ŸŽญ w/ my sassy girl actress) if this is true, could we consider Mother Nature ๐ŸŒฌ to be a nebulous? Kind of spirit? That would endow specific people to be president for a while ? Not something that should be controlled like cattle ๐Ÿ„, reduced to, by cowardly truly unloving schemes? D*mned to repeat ๐Ÿ” history like Martin Luther king juniorโ€™s death โ˜ ๏ธ? Would you say then that incubus has no good character & not worthy of being or having any sort of super natural powers that would essentially & honestly make him a rapist without such powers ๐Ÿ’ฅ???????????????????????????????????????????!!!!!
3:58 am pdt 2 December 2022 Friday. Stop ๐Ÿ›‘.
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4:05 am pdt 2 December 2022 Friday.
4:28 am pdt my dad is 20 years older than mom. He was probably not in love with my mom when he married her. He told me he had a fiancรฉ b4 who was โ€œstolenโ€ from him. He probably really tried to find someone his own age but failed. He was not rich ๐Ÿค‘. His fiancรฉ left him for someone who was rich ๐Ÿค‘. 4:33 #3 feeling, PAIN ๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ซ
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going to bed when the sun isn't even fully down yet... guess that early phone call yesterday DID fuck me up a little
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Staycation at the SMDC Jazz Residences (w/ my paper dolls) [Recorded: May 18th to 19th, 2024] - Part 3
Hello, May! ๐ŸŒโ˜€๏ธ Last Sat and Sun, we're at the SMDC Jazz Residence with my family for celebrating my little brother's birthday, and not to mention ME as a belated birthday! ๐Ÿ˜Š๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ‚๐Ÿฅณ๐ŸŽŠ And I can't take snapshots without my two beloved paper dolls (that we all know)! ๐Ÿ“ธ๐Ÿ“ฒ๐Ÿ˜Š
IMPORTANT NOTE: No #OnThisDay throwback post for this date.
If you haven't seen my "Part 1" and "Part 2", then I'll provide some links down below: โ†“ โ€ข Part 1 [May 18th, 2024] โ€ข Part 2 [May 18th, 2024]
So, without further ado, here's "Part 3" of our experience! ๐Ÿ˜Š
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โ€ข Check out how high the condo building was. It might not be the tallest in the world, but it's love to see it, especially at night, which you'll see it in my next photos. ๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿข
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โ€ข Before we go back to our condo room, we could at least sit on these chairs in the lounge near the pool. ๐Ÿ’บ๐Ÿ˜Œ If only we brought something to eat, then it's going to be a nice appetite. ๐Ÿฅ—๐Ÿท๐Ÿด๐Ÿ˜‹
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โ€ข At 7:44 PM, nighttime falls ๐ŸŒƒ๐ŸŒ™ and you can see the lights around the pool and the cityscape. Okay, that first one didn't light up the entire pool because it was still dark. Don't know why? ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿคทโ€โ™€๏ธ On the bright side, at least the lights from the pool we're pretty calm to dip in, especially when we go outside once more for a relief of fresh air. ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ’ก๐Ÿ’ง
I have so many snapshots, that won't fit in owing to the limitation of 30 photos per post. So, If you want to proceed, then please โ†’ [CLICK ME!]. ๐Ÿ™‚
Well, that's all for now! ๐Ÿ˜Š
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Hi, before I explain my post, I want to say something important.
โ€ข What you see my blog has become a major overhaul. And despite the changes, I decided that my 2nd account will be now my artwork blog with a secret twist.
โš ๏ธNEW RULE!ย (W/ BIGGER TEXT!)โš ๏ธ
โš ๏ธย SO PLEASE DO NOT SHARE MY 2nd ACCOUNT TO EVERYONE! THIS SECRECY BLOG OF MINE IS FOR CLOSES FRIENDS ONLY!โš ๏ธ
โ€ข AND FOR MY CLOSES FRIENDS, DONโ€™T REBLOG IT. INSTEAD, JUST COPY MY LINK AND PASTE IT ON YOUR TUMBLR POST! JUST BE SURE THE IMAGE WILL BE REMOVED AND THE ONLY LEFT WAS THE TEXT.
โš ๏ธย SHARING LINKS, LIKE POSTS, REBLOG POSTS, STEALING MY SNAPSHOT PHOTOS/RECORDED VIDEOS/ARTWORKS (a.k.a. ART THIEVES) OR PLAGIARIZING FROM UNKNOWN TUMBLR STRANGERS WILL IMMEDIATELY BE BLOCKED, RIGHT AWAY!โš ๏ธ
๐Ÿ˜กย WHATEVER YOU DO, DO NOT EVER LIKED & REBLOG MY SECRET POST! THIS IS FOR MY SECRET FRIENDS ONLY, NOT YOU!ย ๐Ÿ˜ก
Okay? Capiche? Make sense? Good, now back to the postโ€ฆโ†“
Take a Taste: with delicious meals at the Valenzuela Food Fiesta Christmas Bazaar 2023 [Recorded: Dec. 10th, 2023]
Hello! Itโ€™s time for another โ€œTake a Tasteโ€! The series is about delicious food with my two paper dolls.
So uhh... So sorry for the long delay. I have SO MANY photos that need to be upload by the end of 2023. But, because I'm using my mom's laptop and not my custom PC, my life's change... ๐Ÿ˜Ÿ๐Ÿ˜ž But c'mon, I need to turn my frown upside down because its the spirit of the Holidays ๐ŸŽ„๐Ÿ˜Š, so I want to wipe my negative thoughts away. Nonetheless, maybe January 2024 will be start uploading my 2023 photos once I have my new GPU is equipped, so I can get back we're I left of. Except these photos, so let's go! ๐Ÿ˜
If you havenโ€™t seen my previous episode, then please click here โ†’ [CLICK ME!].
So, without further ado, letโ€™s get started:
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โ€ข So, here we are at the nicely busy night street! ๐ŸŒƒ๐Ÿ’ก You may wondering, why are the people gathered here?๐Ÿค”Because of the annual "Valenzuela Food Fiesta Christmas Bazaar" ๐ŸŽ„๐Ÿ—๐Ÿด๐Ÿ˜‹, and on top of that, its my mom's 59th birthday! ๐Ÿฅณ๐ŸŽ‚๐ŸŽ๐Ÿ‘ฉ So, happy birthday, mom! I love you! ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿค— (From me and my paper dolls) So, in this food bazaar, we can choose any delicious meals from a selected independent food stands before someone else to seat down on the table to occupy. Luckily for us, a lot of people we're leave from the table after their done eating and we're occupy it. Isn't it beautiful lights, you two? ๐Ÿ˜Š
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โ€ข Hours later, our meal has finally arrived and I ordered a delicious 'Texas Cheese Burger' courtesy of 'Lucky Garage Burger' ๐Ÿ”๐Ÿ˜‹ (Price: โ‚ฑ95), and a refreshing 'Graham Mango Shake' from a random shake stand! ๐Ÿฅค๐Ÿฅญ๐Ÿ˜‹ Yum-yum! My paper dolls are mouthwatering to see what's inside?! ๐Ÿคค Sure thing! Let's open it! ๐Ÿ˜
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โ€ข Whoa! ๐Ÿ˜ฎ๐Ÿ˜‹ This burger looks scrumptious! ๐Ÿคค Let alone, that the sauce was a bit mess but that's alright; It is still scrumptious!๐Ÿ˜‹Don't ya, you two!? Okay, let's not waste our time, and let's dig in! ๐Ÿ˜„
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โ€ข [8th & 9th Images] Here's a closer look at my 'Texas Cheese Burger'. It may sloppy because of the packaging, but the BBQ spicy sauce never disappoint my taste buds! ๐Ÿ˜› Yeah, I tried their sauce and they used a legit Texas sauce ๐Ÿค . My paper dolls certainly tried to taste the sauce, as well. And its pretty BBQ hot! ๐Ÿ–๐ŸŒถ๏ธ Okay, enough for that, let's have a bite! ๐Ÿ˜
โ€ข [10th & 11th Images] Mmmmm! Wow! ๐Ÿ˜‹ My tongue sensed that their patty was grilled (which is nice than a traditional flat surface), with their juicy fresh mushrooms, and their smoked bacon spot on! Also, I didn't realized, that their using signature style Pandesal buns for their different burger variants, which is fitting for us. What do you think. you two? Have you taste it? Sure you are, and I know you're enjoying it! ๐Ÿ˜
โ€ข [12th to 15th Images] Here are more snapshots after numerous bites from my mouth! So tasty, I could have another try, or any burger variant that the restaurant has to offer! Yum-yum! ๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿคค๐Ÿ”
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โ€ข [16th & 17th Images] Next, time to washed up my mouth with a sweet refreshment of 'Graham Mango Shake'. It was ordered by my lil' bro and my mom, so thanks a bunch! ๐Ÿฅค๐Ÿฅญ Time to sip! ๐Ÿ˜‹
โ€ข [18th & 19th Images] Mmmmm... This ain't bad. Not too sweet, but pretty good! My paper dolls attempts to sip, as well. And they say, they want it add a little pinch of sugar, and some more graham dusts. ๐Ÿ™‚ Okay, I get it. You want some adjustments for the mango graham shake, I see. Don't worry, maybe someday we could find the perfect 'graham mango shake'. Promise! ๐Ÿฅค๐Ÿฅญ๐Ÿ˜Š
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โ€ข [20th & 21st Images] You thought, that the graham mango shake is the end of our meal? Nope! My fam ordered us two pizzas from 'Krusty Bites'! ๐Ÿ•๐Ÿ•๐Ÿ˜‹
โ€ข [22nd to 25th Images] Tada! We have Hawaiian ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ• and Garlic Cheese Pizza flavors ๐Ÿง„๐Ÿง€๐Ÿ•! Unfortunately, my paper dolls dislikes Hawaiian pizza, despite some mixed reactions after eating it. ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿ˜•Yeah, still debacle to this day. But c'mon, let's give another chance, okay? ๐Ÿ˜‰
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โ€ข [26th & 27th Images] Here, let's have a slice per each pizza flavors! You're gonna love it! ๐Ÿ•๐Ÿ•๐Ÿ˜‹ Let's try the Hawaiian, first. ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ•๐Ÿ˜„
โ€ข [28th to 30th Images] Mmmm... Okay... You know, I have no problem eating Hawaiian, but this is bland. ๐Ÿ˜• Yeah, I don't think that you're gonna eat it. So, its all mine now (I guess). ๐Ÿ˜… As for the Garlic Cheese Pizza, this is decent. ๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ‘Œ I think, my paper dolls should stick with the latter than the bland Hawaiian one. However, we've ended up take these pizzas to our home as our midnight snacks. ๐Ÿ•๐ŸŒ™๐Ÿ 
Overall:
โ€ข Bland Hawaiian โœŒ Piz-aside โœŒ(I made confuse pun here), hanging out with my fam at the annual food bazaar while celebrating my mom's birthday was quite relaxing, and enjoying our delicious meals (except one, that I've mentioned). ๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿฅณ We wish, that we could do this, not just every year, though. After all, the quarantine is over (for now), and restrictions we're already loose, so we can explore different places. ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ™๏ธ Also, the only satisfy my appetite is the 'Texas Cheese Burger' from 'Lucky Garage Burger' ๐Ÿ”๐Ÿ˜‹, and that 'Graham Mango Shake' ๐Ÿฅค๐Ÿฅญ๐Ÿ˜Š. The latter was just right for me, and I promise that we'll find the perfect G.M.S. for my beloved paper dolls, very soon. ๐Ÿ˜‰
SIDE NOTE: Although... Rumors, I have a funny feeling that there's another harmful virus that will approaching, very soon. It'll be much harsher than the OG corona virus. So, be prepared for much tighter pandemic lockdown, when another virus hits the world (, ONE MORE TIME).๐Ÿฆ ๐Ÿค’๐Ÿ˜ท
Well, that's all for now. And Happy Holidays! ๐Ÿ˜Š๐ŸŽ„๐ŸŽ…
If you havenโ€™t seen my previous episodes, then Iโ€™ll provide some links down below.โ†“๐Ÿ˜‰
Take a Taste:
โ—‹ย 2021 Food Reviews:ย โ—‹
โ€ขย Popeyes U.S. Spicy Chicken Sandwich [Dec 6, 2021]
โ€ข Jollibee Chick'nwich & Crisscut Fries [Dec 21, 2021]:ย Part 1 [CLICK ME! #1],ย Part 2 [CLICK ME! #2]
โ—‹ย 2022 Food Reviews:ย โ—‹
โ€ขย Mini Stop Chicken Fillet XL Sandwich [Feb 7, 2022]
โ€ขย Minute Burger Cheese Burger(s) [Mar 1, 2022]
โ€ขย Pepper Lunch Teriyaki Beef Pepper Rice w/ Egg (& Honey Brown Sauce) [Mar 5, 2022]
โ€ขย Bacsilogโ€™s Sulit Combo Bacon-Tocino & Samgyup Dayโ€™s Pork Herbsย [Mar 12, 2022]
โ€ขย Burgerย Kingย Whopperย w/ Sides & Drink [May 6, 2022]
โ€ขย Marshmelloโ€™s Limited Editionย Coca-Cola Zero [Aug 26, 2022]
โ€ขย Cheesy Burger McDo with Lettuce & Tomatoes Mealย [Recorded: Sept 16, 2022]
โ€ขย Mcdonaldโ€™s PH McSpicy & Apple Pie (featuring their World Famous Fries) [Nov 14, 2022]
โ€ขย Mcdonaldโ€™s McCrispy Hamonado Sandwich [Dec 31st, 2022]
โ—‹ย 2023 Food Reviews:ย โ—‹
โ€ขย Foods from Delicious Restaurant & 1919 Grand Cafe [Jan 8th, 2023]
โ€ขย Homemade Churros by my lilโ€™ bro [Feb 12th, 2023]
โ€ขย Lugaw Sisig from Mang Boy Alfredo Lugawan Restaurant [Recorded: Feb 18th, 2023]
โ€ขย La Prato Stakehouse [Recorded: Apr 10th, 2023]
โ€ข Salt โ€˜n Light Snack Shackโ€™s Cheesy Bacon Burger & Fries [Recorded: Apr 14th, 2023] (Published on May 5th, 2023)
โ€ข Delicious burger meal at Tokyo Tokyo Restaurant [Recorded: May 6th, 2023]
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Fri/Sat, 20/21 Jan 2023; 12:32 AM
Internship Day 37
Heard a Krishna-Sudama story that tells how devotion towards the supreme god, Shri Krishna, can change everything. Sudama's devotion towards his childhood friend, Dwarakadheesh Bhagwan Shri Krishna, changed his fate and took him out of misery.
This is not necessary to be devoted towards any god. We can go with the "Work is Worship" principle... Devotion towards our work is also possible. Whatever we do, a full hearted dedication is a must. This can change our fate too. Keep working hard, keep pushing your limits... Keep growing each day... Keep learning and keep inspiring others.
Krishna himself says in Geeta to go for Karma, and that too, Anasakt Karma, i.e. to work free from any attachments... Attachment with anyone or anything might be a distraction and sometimes resists us from taking tough decisions... I've gone too far maybe.... And working free from any expectations from it...
"Focus on 'Means', not 'Ends'." Says Mahatma Gandhi. So focus on the work... Focus on the path we are going on, enjoying each step in the journey...
Let's talk about today... I think this is the moment without any noise in the whole day... Continuous music, irritating noise, then tv for a few hours... Finally silence "outside"...
It was after lockdown, when I almost lost interest in everything... Now I want to be busy in myself... Busy in random stuff... With minimal interaction with others...
Surroundings may change the behaviour of an individual suddenly. A mature person sometimes, then suddenly a childish behaviour... A talkative person turns into an introvert in a fraction of seconds...and vice versa... Depends on the surroundings and the behaviour and response from others...
I won't blame anyone for this... This is the situation that takes me there every time... Things don't go as per the plan...
Maybe it's not about me only...
...you are accused of something that you don't even know...
...and the ego problem, which, I think, is not a problem in my case. But when it triggers, I become so "immature" and even after knowing the behaviour might be wrong, it seems completely fine to go with.
Let's not overreact to everything and be normal... Had to talk about it for days but got the right choice of words today...
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Good Night ๐ŸŒƒโœจ
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