#WELL DONE GOOD AND FAITHFUL SERVANT!!!!!I HAVE FOUGHT THE GOOD FIGHT I HAVE FINISHED THE RACE I HAVE KEPT THE FAITH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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millionsknives · 2 years ago
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I HAVE NEVER CRIED SO HARD IN MY LIFE
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ngce · 1 year ago
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Death Rehearsal
You sweep them away as with a flood; they are like a dream, like grass that is renewed in the morning: in the morning it flourishes and is renewed; in the evening it fades and withers. . . . So teach us to number our days that we may get a heart of wisdom. (Psalm 90:5–6, 12)
For me, the end of a year is like the end of my life. And 11:59 pm on December 31 is like the moment of my death.
The 365 days of the year are like a miniature lifetime. And these final hours are like the last days in the hospital after the doctor has told me that the end is very near. And in these last hours, the lifetime of this year passes before my eyes, and I face the inevitable question: Did I live it well? Will Jesus Christ, the righteous Judge, say “Well done, good and faithful servant” (Matthew 25:21)?
I feel very fortunate that this is the way my year ends. And I pray that the year’s end might have the same significance for you.
The reason I feel fortunate is that it is a great advantage to have a trial run at my own dying. It is a great benefit to rehearse once a year in preparation for the last scene of your life. It is a great benefit because the morning of January 1 will find most of us still alive, at the brink of a whole new lifetime, able to start fresh all over again.
The great thing about rehearsals is that they show you where your weaknesses are, where your preparation was faulty; and they leave you time to change before the real play in front of a real audience.
I suppose for some of you the thought of dying is so morbid, so gloomy, so fraught with grief and pain that you do your best to keep it out of your minds, especially during holidays. I think that is unwise and that you do yourself a great disservice. I have found that there are few things more revolutionizing for my life than a periodic pondering of my own death.
How do you get a heart of wisdom so as to know how best to live? The psalmist answers:
You sweep them away as with a flood; they are like a dream, like grass that is renewed in the morning: in the morning it flourishes and is renewed; in the evening it fades and withers. . . . So teach us to number our days that we may get a heart of wisdom. (Psalm 90:5–6, 12)
Numbering your days simply means remembering that your life is short and your dying will be soon. Great wisdom — great, life-revolutionizing wisdom — comes from periodically pondering these things.
The criterion of success, that Paul used to measure his life, was whether he had kept the faith. “I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. Henceforth there is laid up for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous judge, will award to me on that day, and not only to me but also to all who have loved his appearing” (2 Timothy 4:7–8). Let this be our test at year’s end.
And if we discover that we did not keep the faith this past year, then we can be glad, as I am, that this year-end death is (probably) only a rehearsal, and a whole life of potential faith-keeping lies before us in the next year.
“I Have Kept the Faith”
by John Piper
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17th March >> Mass Readings (Except USA)
Solemnity of Saint Patrick, Bishop, Missionary
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Friday, Third Week of Lent.
Solemnity of Saint Patrick, Bishop, Missionary
(Liturgical Colour: White: Year A(1))
First Reading Ecclesiasticus 39:6-10 The wise man will be remembered for generations.
If it is the will of the great Lord, he will be filled with the spirit of understanding, he will shower forth words of wisdom, and in prayer give thanks to the Lord. He will grow upright in purpose and learning, he will ponder the Lord’s hidden mysteries. He will display the instruction he has received, taking his pride in the Law of the Lord’s covenant. Many will praise his understanding, and it will never be forgotten. His memory will not disappear, generation after generation his name will live. Nations will proclaim his wisdom, the assembly will celebrate his praises.
The Word of the Lord
R/ Thanks be to God.
Responsorial Psalm Psalm 115(116):12-19
R/ A thanksgiving sacrifice I make to you, O Lord. or R/ Alleluia!
How can I repay the Lord for his goodness to me? The cup of salvation I will raise; I will call on the Lord’s name.
R/ A thanksgiving sacrifice I make to you, O Lord. or R/ Alleluia!
My vows to the Lord I will fulfil before all his people. O precious in the eyes of the Lord is the death of his faithful.
R/ A thanksgiving sacrifice I make to you, O Lord. or R/ Alleluia!
Your servant, Lord, your servant am I; you have loosened my bonds. A thanksgiving sacrifice I make; I will call on the Lord’s name.
R/ A thanksgiving sacrifice I make to you, O Lord. or R/ Alleluia!
My vows to the Lord I will fulfil before all his people, in the courts of the house of the Lord, in your midst, O Jerusalem.
R/ A thanksgiving sacrifice I make to you, O Lord. or R/ Alleluia!
Second Reading 2 Timothy 4:1-8 I have run the race to the finish; I have kept the faith; it is time for me to be gone.
Before God and before Christ Jesus who is to be judge of the living and the dead, I put this duty to you, in the name of his Appearing and of his kingdom: proclaim the message and, welcome or unwelcome, insist on it. Refute falsehood, correct error, call to obedience – but do all with patience and with the intention of teaching. The time is sure to come when, far from being content with sound teaching, people will be avid for the latest novelty and collect themselves a whole series of teachers according to their own tastes; and then, instead of listening to the truth, they will turn to myths. Be careful always to choose the right course; be brave under trials; make the preaching of the Good News your life’s work, in thoroughgoing service. As for me, my life is already being poured away as a libation, and the time has come for me to be gone. I have fought the good fight to the end; I have run the race to the finish; I have kept the faith; all there is to come now is the crown of righteousness reserved for me, which the Lord, the righteous judge, will give to me on that Day; and not only to me but to all those who have longed for his Appearing.
The Word of the Lord
R/ Thanks be to God.
Gospel Acclamation Luke 4:17
Praise and honour to you, Lord Jesus! The Lord has sent me to bring the good news to the poor, to proclaim liberty to captives. Praise and honour to you, Lord Jesus!
Gospel Matthew 13:24-32 Let them both grow till the harvest.
Jesus put another parable before the crowds: ‘The kingdom of heaven may be compared to a man who sowed good seed in his field. While everybody was asleep his enemy came, sowed darnel all among the wheat, and made off. When the new wheat sprouted and ripened, the darnel appeared as well. The owner’s servants went to him and said, “Sir, was it not good seed that you sowed in your field? If so, where does the darnel come from?” “Some enemy has done this” he answered. And the servants said, “Do you want us to go and weed it out?” But he said, “No, because when you weed out the darnel you might pull up the wheat with it. Let them both grow till the harvest; and at harvest time I shall say to the reapers: First collect the darnel and tie it in bundles to be burnt, then gather the wheat into my barn.”’
He put another parable before them: ‘The kingdom of heaven is like a mustard seed which a man took and sowed in his field. It is the smallest of all the seeds, but when it has grown it is the biggest shrub of all and becomes a tree so that the birds of the air come and shelter in its branches.’
The Gospel of the Lord
R/ Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Friday, Third Week of Lent
(Liturgical Colour: Violet: Year A(1))
First Reading Hosea 14:2-10 A call to conversion and promise of safety
The Lord says this:
Israel, come back to the Lord your God; your iniquity was the cause of your downfall. Provide yourself with words and come back to the Lord. Say to him, ‘Take all iniquity away so that we may have happiness again and offer you our words of praise. Assyria cannot save us, we will not ride horses any more, or say, “Our God!” to what our own hands have made, for you are the one in whom orphans find compassion.’ – I will heal their disloyalty, I will love them with all my heart, for my anger has turned from them. I will fall like dew on Israel. He shall bloom like the lily, and thrust out roots like the poplar, his shoots will spread far; he will have the beauty of the olive and the fragrance of Lebanon. They will come back to live in my shade; they will grow corn that flourishes, they will cultivate vines as renowned as the wine of Helbon. What has Ephraim to do with idols any more when it is I who hear his prayer and care for him? I am like a cypress ever green, all your fruitfulness comes from me.
Let the wise man understand these words. Let the intelligent man grasp their meaning. For the ways of the Lord are straight, and virtuous men walk in them, but sinners stumble.
The Word of the Lord
R/ Thanks be to God.
Responsorial Psalm Psalm 80(81):6,8-11,14,17
R/ I am the Lord your God: listen to my warning.
A voice I did not know said to me: ‘I freed your shoulder from the burden; your hands were freed from the load. You called in distress and I saved you.
R/ I am the Lord your God: listen to my warning.
‘I answered, concealed in the storm cloud; at the waters of Meribah I tested you. Listen, my people, to my warning. O Israel, if only you would heed!
R/ I am the Lord your God: listen to my warning.
‘Let there be no foreign god among you, no worship of an alien god. I am the Lord your God, who brought you from the land of Egypt.
R/ I am the Lord your God: listen to my warning.
‘O that my people would heed me, that Israel would walk in my ways! But Israel I would feed with finest wheat and fill them with honey from the rock.’
R/ I am the Lord your God: listen to my warning.
Gospel Acclamation
Praise and honour to you, Lord Jesus! The seed is the word of God, Christ the sower; whoever finds this seed will remain for ever. Praise and honour to you, Lord Jesus!
Or:
Matthew 4:17
Praise and honour to you, Lord Jesus! Repent, says the Lord, for the kingdom of heaven is close at hand. Praise and honour to you, Lord Jesus!
Gospel Mark 12:28-34 'You are not far from the kingdom of God'.
One of the scribes came up to Jesus and put a question to him, ‘Which is the first of all the commandments?’ Jesus replied, ‘This is the first: Listen, Israel, the Lord our God is the one Lord, and you must love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind and with all your strength. The second is this: You must love your neighbour as yourself. There is no commandment greater than these.’ The scribe said to him, ‘Well spoken, Master; what you have said is true: that he is one and there is no other. To love him with all your heart, with all your understanding and strength, and to love your neighbour as yourself, this is far more important than any holocaust or sacrifice.’ Jesus, seeing how wisely he had spoken, said, ‘You are not far from the kingdom of God.’ And after that no one dared to question him any more.
The Gospel of the Lord
R/ Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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asthegirlturns · 2 years ago
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I cannot say I am saddened to hear that Pastor Jack Hayford has been promoted to glory, because Jesus is who he loved, lived for, and embodied in his life and ministry. So, like Enoch, he simply walked out of this earthly realm with Jesus into the Heavenly. I rejoice for that, as well as rejoice over the many years I was privileged to sit under Pastor Jack's ministry: first through radio and television when I lived in Chicago, and then as a member of The Church On The Way for almost two decades when I arrived in California in the late 1980s. Next to Billy Graham, I believe that no one has left a larger legacy of spiritual weight and substance, souls saved for the Kingdom, and equipping and impact on the Church of Jesus Christ than Jack Hayford. I hope to have a crown or two when I see Jesus, Pastor Jack probably has an entire wing of them, along with other heavenly rewards! But Pastor Jack has the only reward that matters: seeing Jesus face-to-face. What Pastor Jack embodied, taught us, and what I know he is now experiencing is THE ALL. He fought the good fight, he finished the race. He kept the faith. And Pastor Jack enabled others to be able to do the same. No longer seeing through that dim glass, Pastor Jack is now in the embrace of the Lord whom he loved above all else, and is hearing those beautiful words: "Well done, good and faithful servant. You have been faithful over a few things, I will make you ruler over many. Enter into the JOY of your Lord." Matthew 25:23 My prayers are with the Hayfords, Andersens, Bauers, and the spiritual families of Pastor Jack all around the globe. We grieve, but not as those who have no hope. (at The Church On The Way) https://www.instagram.com/p/CnKySx0yR3C/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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draven-imani · 3 years ago
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Journal 3
We met the First Descendants. They’re pretty cool, honestly. You have to get past some of them looking a bit…eh…but they’re exactly what their name says. They remember where they came from. Their leader upon hearing that the Wardstone broke asked that we put in a good word for them, to see if they could return to the surface and return to the fight against the demons to continue what the first crusaders, their ancestors, started. I like these guys.
I should start from the top, sorry, I got ahead of myself again. Listen it’s not every day you find an underground civilization descended from the original crusaders.
So we woke up at the Torag temple feeling refreshed and ready to go. Auriel had finished consecrating the temple, and…it looked nice. Really. I’m glad he did it. I don’t think I actually said anything, but I’m sure Torag and Iomedae were pleased. And I mean Auriel seemed happy with a job well done, so that’s plenty. That’s what the guy who died here didn’t get, so probably a lesson we’re supposed to take to heart. Or something like that.
Then we walked. And walked. And walked. For a long time. Until we came to a room where a bunch of darkmantles dropped on my head, because that’s just my luck, and a crazy dwarf who’d been farming them attacked us. We fought him off and continued on our way.
Not long after that we came upon a collapsed tower, with two people scrambling around it. We quickly realized they were the First Descendants. We decided to approach peacefully and try to parlay. They were nervous at first, worried that we were here to harm them and were with the crazed dwarf, but we assured them we weren’t enemies and that we’d dealt with him. They were relieved, and told us that we could pass through. We asked them if we could help with what they were doing. It turned out that yes, we could. One of their members was trapped under the rubble of the collapsed tower, which had fallen when the earth had shaken when the Wardstone broke. Three days ago. We’d…apparently been unconscious for quite a while.
We decided we’d deal with that later, and for now focused on helping with the rubble. Together we lifted, with Luna taking the lead and the rest of us assisting in removing the large stones, until we’d gotten the hole large enough for their companion to climb out. He was frankly quite the striking figure, a somewhat reptilian looking man with a single twisted horn and large clawed hands, by the name of Lann. He thanked us for helping to save him, and asked that we come with him back to their village to meet with their chief.
As we made our way forward we eventually came upon a cave. The First Descendants hesitated, saying there was a dangerous fungal creature within. However, they believed with our help we should be able to clear it out. We agreed, and the four of us plus Lann and his two ranger companions entered the cave. We found no creature to worry about, it had already been slain. There were two bodies alongside its corpse.
At first look, they appeared to be followers of Iomedae like myself and Auriel, although I was not familiar with the combination of lance and locked gauntlet they wielded. The reason why became quickly apparent when we found an unholy symbol of the demon lord Baphomet on their person.
It would appear we had spies in our ranks, Baphomet worshippers masquerading as the faithful, and they were responsible for setting up the destruction of Kenabres. Lann informed us that there were more false Iomedae worshippers working with a rebel clan of First Descendants, which is what he’d been bringing us to talk to their chieftain about. The rebels were blocking the only path to the surface, which meant one way or another we were going to have to go through them. Auriel and I swore that we would root out these worshippers of the minotaur and destroy them. Auriel even sounded a bit gleeful about it, wanting to see who could kill the most cultists between the two of us. I saw no reason to discourage his little blood sport—these cultists had visited so much death and suffering upon innocent people, I was actually looking forward to Auriel’s little contest.
Before that, however, we arrived at Neatholm, the city hidden below Kenabres. It was floating atop a subterranean lake, and inhabited entirely by First Descendants of countless forms. Like the first two we’d met, most of the members of the city were timid at first, but as Lann assured them that we were friends they began to show more curiosity at visiting outsiders, some even waving and welcoming. Lann led us to their chief, a much larger member of their people with somewhat rat-esc features. This is not me trying to be rude, the First Descendants have literal animal features so I’m describing him objectively. He introduced himself as Chief Sull.
He explained in a bit more detail what Lann had already told us. A rebel offshoot clan had joined with the worshippers of Baphomet in a grab for power, and were holed up in a nearby fortress that stands between Neatholm and the path to the surface. The chief said he was initially going to ask us to clear them out, but as we spoke, before he ever made the request, we already made it clear our intentions to get rid of the Baphomet cultists and get the rebels off his hands. It was our ticket back to the surface, and it was personal to myself and Auriel to deal with the cultists who were besmirching our order.
So he made one other request—the one I already mentioned, that we put in a good word for them up top, if anyone is left for us to report to. Anevia assured him that she would speak to her wife, and that times have changed since the days when they were banished down here. Commander Tirabade is a half-orc and in a position of great honor and renown, when once that was unheard of. I thought of Leto, too, doing so well for himself.
Fuck I hope Leto’s alright. I feel—bad when I think about it.
The chief gave us permission to use any of the town’s amenities we needed, provided us with what few supplies they had available here below ground, and provided a place to rest before heading out. I’m taking a nice rest by the lake writing this before bedding down.
I’ll probably wash my arm before I go to bed. It bled quite a bit the other day, my bandages are stained through. No one noticed of course, enough happened it just looked like all the rest of the blood and injuries. I’m going to change my bandages tonight before we go. I don’t know if it can get infected but that’s the last thing I need right now.
Baphomet first. Tomorrow we’re taking care of his cultists for what they did. Then Deskari’s servants are next.
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ijustgottasaysomething · 4 years ago
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Christianity is on the decline in America. In a poll that was taken, only about 50 percent of Americans said that they attend church as of right now. This is a huge deal. What exactly has happened? First of all, if you’re a Christian, you know that in the last days things that are good will be called evil and things that are evil will be called good. You can definitely see that happening all around us, all around the world. The other thing is that people are trading Christianity for a religion of fear. Everyone is fearful of everything around them, and I believe that includes our own government.
During the plandemic, we have seen the government spread panic across the nation over a virus that politicians and leaders were not actually afraid of. People complied and did exactly as they were told, as if our government knows better how to run our lives than we do. This is just not true. But, now, this fear runs so deep in people, they can’t see what really is going on. The government wants to become your god. This is why God has been taken out of schools, out of the government, and now you see God being taken out of the homes. The government knows that if you trust in God, than nothing they do or say will worry you. They have to create ways to make you fearful and rely solely on them. They have done a pretty good job.
However, more needs to be done. So, they start implementing new doctrines in the schools to create fear, hate and disobedience to parents. The education system doesn’t want your kids to do what you teach them at home, they want to twist and corrupt their minds to hate themselves, each other, their parents, their country, and most of all, God. Why are we allowing this to go on? God instituted the family unit for a purpose, and this isn’t what he wanted for the family. He instituted government for a purpose, but he never intended for it to be tyrannical or to become your God. We have every right to deny the government the power that they are actually stealing from the American people. Of course, we should obey laws, but when those laws contradict our Constitution and what God intended government to do, we do not have to fall in line and comply.
We need to stand up to these evil leaders. I know it’s hard, but nothing worth fighting for is easy. Sacrifices will have to be made, but is it really so hard to make those sacrifices, knowing that God made the biggest sacrifice of all? Sending his only begotten son to die on a cross for the sins of all, to pay debt that we couldn’t pay ourselves? This should be an easy decision. Do not let the mob scare you into submission…”because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world.” – 1 John 4:4.
God is with all Christians and will always stand with those of us who are fighting for what is right and for the truth. There is nothing to be afraid of. If you take that stand here and never back down, then think about what will happen when you get to heaven…the Lord will say to you “Well done, good and faithful servant;” – Matthew 25:23. There is a lot to be done here and we must all stick together, support each other, encourage each other, but most of all, pray for each other.
“I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith:” – 2 Timothy 4:7. This is what I want to be able to say when I die and meet Jesus. I am fighting the good fight, I will finish my course, whatever that may be, and I will keep my faith! Can you say the same for yourself? If you can’t, then you must turn back to Christ, cry out to him for strength to continue the fight, and if you do, I can promise that you will not be alone. Not only will God be with you every step of the way, but so will all faithful Christians that are fighting the same war that you are. God bless each and every Christian, Patriot, citizen, and human being around the world.
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darkficsyouneveraskedfor · 6 years ago
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Ungodly Prince
Warnings: non/dubcon sex
This is dark!Thor and explicit. 18+ only.
Summary: Thor is not himself when he drinks.
This was an idea that @smutfluffandstuff came up with and I just had to do it. So here ya go!
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You crossed your arms as you looked out across the banquet hall. You should have been sweeping the upper corridors but you had tarried in your journey to fetch broom and pan from the cellars. Nights like these never boded well for you. Or really any of the palace staff. The nobles were in their cups, fueling themselves to the point of debauchery. You sighed as you searched the long tables, your eyes falling to the golden prince. He was sat among his usual brood, doffing a foaming stein to the heavens. Gods, this was not good at all.
You hung your head and resigned yourself to your fate. You hated when he drank. Free of alcohol, he was a kind master. He greeted you kindly and left you to your duties. Unlike many others of his stature, he addressed you by name, almost treating you like a real person. But when he had ale in his stomach, he was not the same. You had learned that quite dramatically after his name day feast not months before. Your cheeks coloured even so long after.
It had been like any other night. You awaited his retirement, set to aid him in his nightly rituals. He stumbled in, nearly falling off his feet. You tried to catch him but he was much bigger than you so you held his arm awkwardly as he lumbered across to his bed. You offered him a bucket in case he should be sick but he waved away the suggestion. His stomach was as strong as he was, he boasted. You kept your irritation hidden and carried on.
You urged him to lay down and he offered for you to join him. Your flesh burned at the suggestion and you sternly told him to recline. He did not like your tone, he said as much then. You stood at a silent impasse. He touched your cheek, then your shoulder, hand inching towards your chest. You caught his large hand and held it at bay. He twisted his wrist, enclosing your small hand in his easily. You were caught, your strength nothing against his.
And then it happened so quickly. Your pleas of purity ignored; mercy a forgotten concept. This was not the prince you had served faithfully for years. This was a beast buried deep inside of him. When he finished, he had fallen into deep snores and you had dressed as best as you could in your torn dress, hiding most of the damage under your apron. Dried blood stained your thighs and you cried silently into your pillow, dreading the next day’s work.
But he had forgotten. He hadn’t even realized his offense but it did not keep him from committing it again. He had unleashed something within which could not be caged ever again. Every time the alcohol touched his wits and turned them to not, you were left to fend him off. You had yet to be the victor.
You drifted down from the memories. Reality dragged you deeper as you could shrug off thoughts but not Thor. If you were quick, you could be done and he would retire without noticing your absence. He’d be so intoxicated he’d barely know his own chamber from the next. You stepped back, pushing yourself to the wall as you let your head loll back. You closed your eyes and sighed. When was the last time you were so fortunate? Your plight in life was to pick up after others all while taking their spite with a smile on your face.
You forced yourself away from the wall and scurried away to the upper corridors. You could always try. You swept swiftly, your heart beating at every footstep and creak; finding it to be only another servant. You took your pail of dirt and returned to the cellars, dumping it out the back door with the rest, and tended to your final duties. Thor’s chamber were prepared for him, you needn’t return lest he call to you. By the looks of him, he barely recalled his own name.
So you finished up, listening as the hubbub began to break up and the nobles departed in little trickles for their chambers. You dipped down the next corridor, eager to reach the servants quarters quickly. You passed a few ladies but they barely noticed you before you turned the next corner. You were almost there; the eastern hallways were reserved for the help and rarely saw the pampered sole of a noble.
As you came to your door, a shadow formed in the corner of your eye and you turned, the dark spirit lurking. Your hand was on the handle, your body frozen as the broad shoulders came clearer and the prince’s golden tresses caught the dim light of lanterns hung along the wall. What was he doing here?
“I left the feast early for you,” He slurred, his thick hand on the door frame as he wobbled on his feet, “But you weren’t there.”
“My apologies, your majesty,” Your voice was a husk; hollow. “I was only doing my duties.”
“I’m your duty,” He snapped, “Me! Your prince!”
“Please,” You pressed yourself to the door as he loomed closer, “I did everything you asked of me. Your chambers are cleaned, linens fresh, your clothes readied for the morrow, a bottle on the table…”
“And no one in my bed,” He hiccuped. He grabbed your arm with his free hand, pushing himself flush to you. “Shall I take you here, then?”
“Get off of me,” You hissed, shoving his chest fruitlessly. “Leave me be. For once.”
“Oh, kitten, you know I can make you purr for me,” He slithered.
“No, no,” You beat on his chest, “You-you--you are a prince, Thor. You should act as such.”
“Pardon?” He pulled back suddenly, reeling, and you saw the anger bloom across his cheeks. He was rarely anything but jovial when sober, but he wasn’t the same god with ale in his veins. “You...a servant? Are lecturing me on my behaviour. I, a prince?” His footsteps were heavy, he was almost stomping back and forth as he sputtered.
“I didn’t...Your majesty,” You clasped your hands together, “You are drunk. You need to rest.”
“I am not!” He roared and you trembled, your legs like to collapse beneath you. “No, I am a prince and I will show you how a prince acts.” He seized you by your arm, pulling you sharply down the corridor. Your tried to resist but your sandals merely slid over the stone, threatening to trip you. “And you will act the dutiful servant!”
You grunted as you tried to fight him. He dragged you up the staircases, avoiding the more common passages. You clawed at him, trying to make him let you go. When he reached his floor, he turned and scooped you up over his shoulder. You were helpless, legs kicking against him to no effect. His large hand slapped your ass as he angled you through his doorway and you latched onto it desperately. In a moment, he had twisted you so that you were forced to release it. The door slammed and you were carried onward, falling onto the royal mattress with a whimper.
You sat up, shimmying across the bed and onto the floor as Thor worked at pulling his tunic over his head. “Please, your majesty,” You pleaded, knowing you could not physically elude him. “Please, I did not mean to insult you.” You were on your knees begging, hands clasped together.
“If you are truly repentant, you will remain as you are,” His hands went to the laces of his pants, his belt swiftly unbuckled. You were shaking, too afraid to rise, as you watched him pull open his fly. “And serve your king as the faithful servant you are.”
He pulled his cock from his undershorts, the fabric rolled down to his thighs. You tried to back away, your legs catching in your skirt as you caught yourself on your hands. Thor bent down, his thick hands on either side of your head as he drew you up. You were halfway off your knees in a limbo between kneeling and standing as he forced you closer. He pressed his cock to your lips as you slapped at his thighs, unable to turn away.
His left hand slipped down and squeezed your jaw until you were forced to open your mouth, the bone threatening to crack. He shoved himself past your lips as your nails dug into the fabric of his pants, tugging desperately as he filled your mouth. Your back ached as you tried to hold yourself up, one leg bent awkwardly forward as you struggled with gravity. Your eyes watered as he reached the back of your throat, a low moan rumbling from him.
He pushed deeper, so much that all air was blocked from you. He stayed there until your head pounded and finally pulled out. He worked himself into you in a steady motion, your breath ragged and painful. You could feel the drool as it spread along your lips, dribbling down your chin. His hand remained firm on your head, using you easily as you fought between the agony in both your throat and back.
Your body gave out as your breathing grew more laboured and he held you aloft life a rag doll. When your eyes closed and you felt close to blacking out, he removed himself from you entirely. His hand went to your throat and lifted you to the tip of your toes as he looked down at you with smokey blue eyes. He dragged you backward as your head lolled helplessly above his grasp.
He turned and pushed you against the wall, his other hand at the collar of your dress. He tore it down the middle so that your body was jarred in his grip. You groaned in your haze as he continued to rip the fabric, your shift easily rent in two as well. Pinned to the wall, you were helpless to fight his rough palm as it ran the expanse of your bare skin.
His hand snaked under the shorn fabric of your dress, along your ass, and pushed the back of your thigh so that your leg was bent. He hooked his fingers behind your knee as he held your leg in place. He pressed himself against you, bending his legs so that his cock was at your pussy. His tip entered you first, your pelvis tilted to ease the pain. Your hands were weakly at his around your neck, futilely bouncing off his bulky forearm.
As he impaled you, your feet left the floor, your back sliding up the wall. He wrapped your leg around his hip as he hissed. You clung to him only to keep yourself from moving. He pulled back and thrust into you so sharply you squeaked. He released your throat and threaded his fingers in your hair, his fingers spread over the back of your head. His hard body was pressed to yours, crushing you against the wall.
“Your majesty,” You whimpered, “Please, I kn-know this isn’t you.”
“It is,” He growled, His other hand trailing between your legs to run two fingers along your folds. He searched around and you felt the well of juices forming there as he worked in and out of you. “It is you too. You want me.” You closed your eyes and held back the moan he had stoked with his touch. “You’ve always wanted me.”
“Noooo,” The word was quiet, elongated as your breath hitched. It was as much a protest against him as it was yourself.
His thrusts grew rougher, deeper, so sharp that your spine ached. He was pounding into you so hard you could barely think. The clap of his flesh against yours filled the room, intermingled with your whines and his grunts; growing louder with each snap of his hips. You felt the river building, a dam forming as the pressure formed in your pelvis. As it burst forth, you let out a snarl; angry at him and your own body. 
He bent his head and his beard tickled your cheek right before his teeth sank into the tender flesh of your neck. You cried out as he bit down, his motion slowed to jagged, taunting jabs. He lifted you higher against the wall, his hand under your ass as he rutted into you. He growled into your flesh as he removed his mouth from you. 
He sank to his hilt and tossed his head back, pulling you from the wall as he held you aloft. You felt the heat spill within as he came, his cock twitched as his body trembled.
He staggered back until his knees met the edge of the mattress. He fell onto the bed with you atop him, still inside as you landed on him with a whimper. His arm wrapped around you, keeping you from parting from him. His hot breath rustled your hair as his large chest rose and fell. 
“I am your prince,” He rasped, “You do as I say.”
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ladyfogg · 5 years ago
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May I? - 16/?
May I? - 16/?
Fic Summary: Ensign Faith Diaz struggles to hide her mental illness from her fellow shipmates aboard the Enterprise until an intrigued Data goes out of his way to try to understand her behavior. At his insistence, Faith tries to figure out what she’s truly passionate about and eventually seeks the professional help she needs. Fic Masterpost.
Fic Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Data/Female OC
Warnings: tw: depression, tw: anxiety, fluff, friends to lovers, eventual smut
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Faith was distraught.
One minute she's curled up beside Data, falling asleep and the next she woke up groggy and disoriented in a strange room. 
It was a surprisingly nice room, with a large bed and all the furnishings of the guest room on a starship. Faith could see the blackness of space outside her window.
As her mind began to clear, she realized with a stab of fear that she was alone.
"Data? Data?!"
She tried to stand but her world spun and she fell back down onto the surprisingly comfortable bed. 
I've been drugged, she realized with a start. 
The after-effects were clear. Her brain felt like it was surrounded by fog and lifting even her hand was a chore.
"What is going on?" she asked herself, trying to remain upright. Even her words were slurred. 
She had to get out of there and find Data. He'd know what to do and more importantly, seeing him would let her know he was safe. She could feel the onset of an anxiety attack, but she pushed it down, repressed it because now was not the time.
The door to her room opened and a man marched in. He was clearly Zibalian and wore expensive-looking clothes, along with an expression of pure delight. He was shorter than her but held himself with such authority that she didn't realize it at first. 
"Hello there. Have a nice nap?" he asked, chuckling at his own joke.
"Who are you and where the hell am I?"
"My dear, I am the Kivas Fajo, at your service." He extended a bow her way as if waiting for recognition.
"Is that supposed to mean something?"
"I'm sure Mr. Data has spoken of me before."
Faith felt a sense of dread when he mentioned Data's name. "Can't say that he has."
Fajo paused. "Really? Not once."
"No." Faith forced herself to stand. "Where is he? What did you do to him?"
"Data is safe and sound, for the time being," Fajo said, folding his hands behind his back. 
"I don't believe you."
"Understandable. I figured you would need a visual."
He removed a remote from his pocket and pressed a button. The wall behind him changed into a view screen and Faith sighed with relief when she saw Data. He seemed unharmed and even turned towards the screen.
She couldn't hear him but the way his lips moved, she knew he had said her name. She made a move towards the screen when Fajo stopped her, throwing his arm around her waist and yanking her to his side.
"See? Completely unharmed. And both of you shall remain that way so long as Data does exactly what I ask of him."
Faith pushed Fajo away. "You have no idea what you've done! When Starfleet hears about this…"
Fajo groaned and waved his hand as he wandered away from her. "You sound just like Data the first time I collected him. Starfleet this and Starfleet that. Let me save you the trouble: they don't know where you are and aren't even looking for you. Neither of you is going anywhere."
"What do you want with us?"
"Nothing with you. Well, almost nothing. I didn't realize how important you could be."
She didn't like the way he sounded or his smirk. Her eyes went back to Data who watched them with his usual unreadable expression. Though his eyes tracked Fajo's movements. 
"See, Data and I have done this dance before. Since he failed to educate you, let me. I am a collector of rare, one-of-a-kind things. I tried to add Data to my collection three years ago and he managed to get me arrested. My collection was seized and I was thrown in prison."
His voice lost its amusement and his expression turned cold. When he looked back at her, there was anger in his eyes.
"Thankfully, it helps to have friends in high places. Well, one friend. I told Data that he would become part of my collection again and I've finally made that possible."
"How? I don't understand."
Fajo clapped. "That I am quite proud of. See while you were all busy searching the Enterprise for whatever was going on, you neglected to search the shuttles. My little friends were able to make some modifications to bring you to the right place at the right time. Then once the backup life supports kicked in, sleepy time for you. It was just lucky Data was powered down at the same time. Although, I've had a string of good luck lately."
"Friends? What friends?"
Fajo smirked and pressed a button on the comm panel on the wall. "Enter."
The doors open, an alien shuffled in carrying a tray. It was the same type of alien they had found aboard the Enterprise, though this one seemed more docile and subdued. 
"Faith, meet the Oz'ods. One of them at least. There are only a few left in existence. They were never really able to sustain their numbers and all but six perished. Their natural cloaking ability makes them hard to detect but I managed. And now, they serve me."
The Oz'od placed the tray of food down on a small table by the bed and remained there, waiting for further instruction.
"Thank you, that'll be all." Fajo waved them off.
The Oz'od shuffled out of the room.
"There's nothing impressive about keeping people as slaves," Faith said angrily. 
"Not slaves, servants. And sometimes trophies."
"Whatever you need to tell yourself so you can sleep at night."
"I sleep very well, thank you. Now, as I was saying, the Oz'ods are fantastic creatures. In exchange for their continued existence, they do as I say, including infiltrating the Federation's flagship. At first, it was purely to gather information and watch Data." Fajo paused his monologue to smile at Faith. "And then you came along. It was too perfect! I thought about trying to manipulate him into thinking you were working for me all along. But he's too smart for that. This way, I finally had a bargaining chip that would ensure Data did whatever I asked of him."
He began to circle her and Faith remained frozen, arms wrapped around herself. 
"So what? We've just supposed to do everything you say and stay here with you forever?"
Fajo smiled brightly. "Great, you get it."
"That's not going to happen. We're going to get out of here, with or without the Enterprise."
"I doubt Data would even try." Fajo got closer, reaching out to tug on her long braid. "Not if he wants to take care of you."
Anger welled in Faith and she couldn't contain it. The audacity of that man was overwhelming and she threw her elbow back, connecting squarely with his nose.
"Bold of you to assume I need to be taken care of," she snapped.
Fajo swore and drew out a phaser. The next thing she knew a searing pain ripped through her hip and she flew across the room, hitting the soft carpet before rolling into the wall. Through the pain, she lifted her head to stare at the view screen but it had been turned off.
Fajo wiped the blood from his nose, pointing the phaser at her again. "You get one of those," he growled. "Next time I won't be so lenient."
He left her there, curled in excruciating pain. 
Faith was in tears, both from emotion and the physical injury she now had. Every time she tried to move, it got worse and she fell back with a yell. It was like an electric heat coursing through her torso. Carefully, she peeled back the torn part of her jumpsuit to examine the wound. 
The second-degree burn made her panic return. All she could do was lay there hyperventilating. Try as she might, she couldn't take a deep breath, not until she shut her eyes and imagined Data was there with her, talking her through her attack as he had many times before.
The doors opened and the Oz'od from earlier shuffled back in with several items in their hands.
When they approached her, Faith tried to scramble away.
To her surprise, they spoke. Their voice was stilted and raspy, uncomfortable with English. "No harm. Help." 
He reached for her again and Faith fought her instinct to pull away. The Oz'od was surprisingly gentle as he placed a small bowl next to her along with a cloth bandage. In the bowl was a green paste which he began to apply to the burn.
It hurt at first but then it began to cool, easing the pain. Faith relaxed with a sigh, face streaked with tears.
"T-Thank you," she croaked.
"Me Soshi."
"I'm Faith."
He finished putting the paste on then sealed it with a bandage. "Fajo fine if you no fight."
"Fajo needs a fucking dose of reality," Faith said, smoothing her torn jumpsuit over the bandage. "How long have you guys been with him?"
"Two years. We would die alone."
"Starfleet can help you. And you wouldn't have to serve anyone."
Soshi hesitated, looking around as if they were afraid Fajo was watching. Faith wondered if he was somehow. "We like Fajo. Fajo protect Oz'ods."
Faith made a move to stand and Soshi helped her. "It's not protection, it's exploitation." It was a painful trek across the room back to the bed. When she finally made it, she eased herself down, wincing as her hip ached.
Soshi gathered their first aid supplies. "Eat food. Soshi made. Good and fresh."
They then left her alone. Faith poked at the tray but didn't feel even remotely hungry. She had no idea how she could escape her room or get to Data. She doubted she'd be able to overpower Fajo again. But Data could. She imagined he hadn't to spare her any pain from their captor.
If I could just get to him…
After her little stunt, that would probably be impossible.
Faith laid down on her uninjured side, watching the stars outside her window. If he really wanted Data for his collection, he wouldn't do anything to him. She had to believe that. The only thing she could think to do was nothing.
Literally, nothing. She wasn't going to eat anything they brought her and if Fajo came in, she wouldn't even look at him, let alone talk to him.
Eventually, she dozed off. 
It was a long time before anyone came to see her again. Soshi brought her another meal to replace the one she hadn't touched but did not say anything. When they replaced that meal as well, they spoke up.
"Faith must eat."
"I'm not eating anything."
"No like food? Want other food?"
"Fajo can force me to stay here but that's it. I'm not eating or drinking. He thinks I'm a bargaining chip, fine! Good luck trying to get Data to do what he wants if something happens to me."
Soshi looked scared and hurried out of the room. She suspected they had to report back to Fajo. She hoped he wouldn't take it out on them.
After the fifth untouched meal, Fajo stomped into her room. "Why must you both make this so difficult?" he asked, hands on his hips like a petulant child.
Faith could see his reflection in the window. She did not answer.
"I know you're not asleep. Answer me! What's wrong with you?"
Her only response was silence. 
"Oh for goodness sake!" Fajo moved to the other side of the bed, snapping his fingers to get her attention. "Earth to the human!"
She flipped him the bird.
"Oh, that's nice. Very lady-like." He softened his tone. "Come on, eat something. Pretty please?"
She turned her back on him. Fajo huffed and walked around the other side of the bed again. "You two are so damn difficult!"
"Because you're keeping us against our will, you jag!"
He reached for his phaser and despite herself, she flinched. "Watch it," he warned.
"How do I even know Data is okay?" she asked, heart aching for the android. She had been so worried about him. "You showed me one image and nothing else. For all I know I'm all alone here."
Fajo took a deep breath as if to recollect himself. "Lucky for you, I'm a merciful man." He walked over to the door and opened it.
To her relief, Data entered. He wore a hideous purple jumpsuit which obviously wasn't by choice. Regardless, when she saw him, Faith felt her body release its tension. She forced herself out of bed, stumbling as they hurried to embrace. 
"Thank the stars you're alright!" she said.
"I am fine. Are you?"
"I am now."
Data looked at Fajo. "May we have privacy?"
Fajo put his hands up as he backed out of the room. "Five minutes. We have that dinner with the Vangar delegates and we have to go over talking points."
Data nodded in understanding. As soon as Fajo left Faith asked, "You're going along with him?"
"For now," Data said, stroking her cheek. "I do not wish for him to hurt you again. Striking him was not a smart idea."
"I know. But it felt really good."
He gave her a small smile before hugging her once more. "Please do not attempt to harm him again. He has a personal force field activated that will harm you significantly. I suspect he did not think he would need to use it around you."
"His mistake. I take it that's why you haven't overpowered him."
"You are correct. Why will you not eat?"
"Passive resistance."
"Please eat. You will need your strength if we are to plan our escape."
"Data, how the hell are we going to get out of here?"
"I do not know yet. But I will find a way. In the meantime, do not underestimate Fajo. He will not hesitate to harm or kill. I have seen him do both."
A shiver ran down Faith's spine and she suddenly realized how lucky she had been to only receive a blaster to the hip.
"I'm scared," she admitted. "I'm trying to be a brave Starfleet officer but deep down I'm terrified."
Data cupped her face. "I will not let harm come to you. I will do as he says in the hope he leaves you be. However, I do not know if Fajo will allow another meeting between us. He only allowed this one when I negotiated for it."
"Kiss me then. I need to feel your lips."
He did, deeply. Faith kissed him back, not knowing when or even if she'd see him again. She couldn't bear to let him go.
"Alright, alright, break it up." Fajo's voice ruined the moment. "You'll decrease his value."
Faith glared at him but Data's hand fell to her lower back which calmed her down.
"Actually, Fajo, I believe Faith would only enhance my image to your friends."
Both of them looked at him in confusion. Though, Fajo looked entirely too interested in the notion. "How so?"
"I am the only sentient android in the galaxy. I possess no emotions and yet have found myself a romantic partner," Data explained. "I believe some would find that interesting."
Faith suddenly realized what Data was doing. He was trying to devise a way to satisfy Fajo's weird fixation while also keeping Faith close and extend their time together. 
She loathed the thought of having to sit through a dinner with rich creepy people she didn't know. But if it meant she could remain at Data's side, she'd bite her tongue and force a smile.
Fajo pointed at Data. "I see what you're trying to do," he said. "Oh, I forgot how clever you could be." He pondered Data's suggestion, looking Faith up and down. Finally, he clapped excitedly. "This will be so much better! Yes! Let's get your little girlfriend all gussied up for dinner. You two are going to make a splash!" He went to the door and waved Data over. "Come, Data. Let's go find something for her to wear while she washes up. She clearly needs it."
Faith took an angry step towards Fajo but Data held her back. 
"Perhaps I should stay to ensure she is made aware of her expectations," he suggested.
Fajo's smile faded. "I am being very generous, all things considered. Do not test me."
She could sense Data's disappointment but he didn't seem to want to push his luck. Not after seeing how Fajo hurt her so easily. 
"Very well," he said.
Fajo was delighted. "Had I known you would be so agreeable this way I would have kidnapped someone close to you the first time! Now, when we meet with the delegates, remember to tell them how we first met…"
Data followed him out of the room, casting Faith a reassuring nod before the doors closed. 
Thrown by the turn of events, she shuffled over the end of the room which had a partition for privacy. Behind it was a toilet, sink, and tiny shower stall that she could barely fit into. She turned the shower on and tested the water. Thankfully it was hot.
She peeled her torn clothes and bandage off before stepping into the stall. The water felt wonderful and she washed hours worth of sweat and tears away. The paste on her wound washed off as well, leaving smooth, fresh skin with no burn in sight. Her hip still ached however and probably would for a while.
Once she had washed up, Faith stepped out and wrapped a towel around herself. 
There was nothing for her to change into yet so she tried to comb her hair out with her fingers as she waited.
By the time they came back, her hair had dried into its natural thick waves. 
"Wear this," Fajo ordered, handing her a folded gown of deep purple. It complimented the jumpsuit Data wore except it was made of soft silk. 
Faith stepped behind the partition again and slipped into the dress. It was far too tight and showed too much skin for her liking. Her cleavage was on full display and the skirt's slit went almost to her thigh.
The shoes were worse. God awful heels that hurt her feet. She'd rather be barefoot. But she had to play her part just as Data played his.
When she stepped back out, Data's eyes went wide. He seemed to eye her with appreciation which did make her feel a little better. Only a little.
"Marvelous, breathtaking," Fajo said. "You clean up well. Data was sure you'd protest showing so much skin but we want to really wow everyone. Come come, give us a spin."
Faith clenched her jaw and spun in a slow circle. 
"Wonderful. Now, we mustn't keep our guests waiting for too long. Data remembers quite clearly what happened the last time he failed to entertain my friends. Come along you two." Fajo made a move to leave before turning back. "Oh, and if you could smile, Faith, you'd look so much prettier."
If Faith could rip out his throat she would. 
She slid her arm around Data's as they followed Fajo out of her room. "Imma kill him. I swear," she muttered so softly only he could hear it.
Data leaned in close. "Starfleet officers do not condone homicide."
"This one does."
Data sighed, bringing his free hand up to rest over hers. "Faith…"
"I know, I know. I was kidding. Mostly."
"No whispering you two!" Fajo barked over his shoulder. 
The halls of the ship were more standard than Faith expected. Clearly, Fajo liked the finer things in life. She expected his ship to reflect as much. But it seemed to be made more for function than comfort.
They arrived at the dining hall and he led them in with a bright smile.
"Kornok, Dulcer, Enil! My friends!" he greeted the three slender looking aliens with comically large round eyes and squared heads.
"Fajo!" The shortest of the three, Kornok, said as he approached the other man. "It has been far too long!"
Data and Faith hung back as Fajo made his greetings and small talk. The Vangar kept looking at them with interest until the female Dulcer pushed past Fajo and approached.
"Now what have we here?" she asked, circling the couple.
"My dear friends, meet the first in my new collection," Fajo said proudly. "Lieutenant Commander Data, the first and only sentient android in existence."
"Fascinating!" Kornok exclaimed and Dulcer continued her scrutiny. 
"Hello," Data said dutifully. "It is a pleasure to meet you all."
"My, how well he speaks!" Dulcer exclaimed. 
Faith clutched Data's arms tighter when she realized Enil was staring at her in an almost leering way.
"And the girl?" Enil asked.
"Oh, you'll get a kick out of this," Fajo said. "Faith is Mr. Data's girlfriend."
The Vangar began whispering excitedly in another language and suddenly all three were circling Faith and Data with rapt attention.
"A girlfriend? The android has a girlfriend?"
"Fascinating! But he doesn't have emotions! How does that work?"
"Is there an intimate nature to the relationship?"
Faith was already hating everything about the situation. The last question was asked by Enil and made Data speak up.
"That question is inappropriate," he said. "I do not mind answering questions that do not pertain to the intimacy of my relationship with Faith."
You tell him, babe, Faith thought to herself.
"Modesty! I love it!" Kornok laughed. 
Fajo laughed as well. "Come now, let's eat! We can discuss more over food. I'm sure you're all ravenous."
The three wandered away from the couple, firing all sorts of questions at Fajo as they took their seats.
"This is going to suck," Faith muttered as she and Data followed.
"Yes. Yes it will."
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wolfie-rood · 6 years ago
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Failure is Not an Option - Vaati x Reader ONESHOT
Wow, this was long as fuck. I really love Vaati, can ya tell? To be honest, this was a bit on the fluffy side, which might be a little out of character for our lovely mage. The reason for that is I wrote this in the same mindset as one of my OC's who is Vaati's closest attendant and friend (Though, their relationship is purely platonic). Her and Vaati get along better than milk and cereal, so they are pretty damn fluffy when nobody else is around. So, I mean, sorry for all the fluff this is my excuse??
Nahhh I'm never sorry for sweet fluffy Vaati!
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Limping down the dim candlelit hallway, you swore angrily under your breath. "That son of a bitch... Where is he?" In the far corners of your mind, you could sense a dark aura coming from Vaati's study at the end of the hall, so you picked up the pace to confront him. Then you slammed the door open with rage burning in your eyes. "Hey, asshole!" You yelled, gaining the attention of the sorcerer across the room.
Vaati sighed and looked up from his book. He took notice of your large burn marks and blood-covered figure but said nothing about it. "What now?" He asked with a bored expression. Obviously, he wasn't too happy about being interrupted so late at night.
"'What now'? Your fucking Wizzrobe buddies are getting on my last nerves!" You screamed in response. You could still hear their cackling in the distance "I just killed one of those fuckers, so don't blame me when they all end up dead by the end of the week!"
The wind mage's newly appointed (and extremely irritating) servants were starting to get violent, and even he could see that. Still, they were highly advanced in magic and it wasn't exactly easy getting them to the palace in the first place. Vaati was well aware of how much trouble they were for you, but he also knew they could be useful to him. He was hoping the benefits outweighed the consequences and that his efforts weren't just a waste of time. It was certainly starting to look that way, though. Especially after you barged in with multiple wounds and blood-stained clothes.
But even after seeing his faithful attendant in such disarray, he refused to admit he was wrong. "If you truly hate them that much, just avoid them," Vaati said dismissively. "Nobody told you to watch over them."
"Because nobody had to! They destroy everything in their path and then they think it's funny! When your palace goes up in smoke, you'll only have yourself to blame." You growled. With that, you left the room; slamming the door on your way out.
When you woke the next morning, you took your time fixing the bandages around your stomach and repatch your arm. Then, you downed a red potion just in case. Your wounds weren't as bad as they looked, but they could easily get infected if you didn't take care of them. You were immortal, not invincible. Once you were done taking care of your injuries and changing into clean clothes, you left the bedroom to start your morning.
In the large dining room, only two seats at the table were set for breakfast. A ghost of a smile crossed your lips when you realized Vaati had woken before you. Usually, you were the first to wake up and make something to eat, but it seems your master had you beat that day. "Enjoy sleeping in?"
You turned around to see Vaati carrying two plates of food from the kitchen. "I've actually been up for a while now." Then you gestured to your bandaged arm. "I had to fix these before I did anything else."
The mage walked past you to the table, subtly eyeing your injuries with a hint of guilt. Before you could notice, he turned away and placed your food on the table. You quickly sat down and started eating as Vaati just sat across from you. You were a bit surprised he could even cook since you've only ever eaten food made by you, but you weren't disappointed.
The room was quiet besides the tinking of silverware against the plates. You and Vaati usually enjoyed each other's company, even if neither of you talked (of course, the mage would never admit it out loud because of his deafening pride). But right now, it was almost an awkward silence. After your outburst last night, you were finding it difficult to start a conversation.
Usually, if someone were to even question Vaati's motives, they'd be killed on the spot. But the sorcerer was quite fond of you and would find it unfortunate if you were to die. At that thought, Vaati looked up at you only to find you were already staring at him intently. Great, now it's even more awkward...
Before you could figure out something to talk about, Vaati cleared his throat and decided to speak up first. "How are they? Your wounds, I mean."
"Oh, I'll live." You replied casually. Then you smirked. "You should see the other guy."
Vaati grinned slyly in response. "I did and I must say, it wasn't your best work."
"Oh, bullshit!" You accused with a laugh. You welcomed the happy feeling that drowned out the emotions from last night.
He shook his head with a devious smile. His crimson eyes narrowed at you. "Remember the poor guy from Labrynna?"
"Oooooh, that was the one that got messy. He should've never called for help..." You cringed, remembering just how much blood there was. "How about the chick from Holodrum? That was pretty bad, too."
Vaati chuckled slightly to himself. "That was a fun one."
You laughed and nodded in agreement. "We really should get out more. All the entertainment is out there."
"We'll do something soon. I know how you get when I keep you inside for too long. You're already starting to get... excited."
You leaned back in your chair and crossed your arms. "What, did the dead Wizzrobe by the palace entrance give it away?"
"It might've been a small hint."
The two of you went back and forth for most of the morning. It was nice to just forget about your differences for a few hours. You and Vaati were extremely close, and you only fought on rare occasions. To put it simply, you were his right-hand man willing to take an arrow for him. You really would do anything for him, to be honest. It was certainly a... complicated relationship you two had.
At some point during your conversation - long after the two of you finished eating - you heard a loud crash on the other side of the castle. Now, you were both on full alert. Vaati was the first to leave the dining room, you followed close behind.
Just outside the library was a huge mess of books littered throughout the hall. Some were even ripped up a bit. Pages were hanging on the walls like party banners. In the center of all the chaos was a single shattered vase. What didn't surprise you one bit was the sight of all the Wizzrobes sitting around the mess, giggling like children.
You shook your head, giving Vaati the "I fucking told you so" look. He scoffed at you and went ahead to confront his "servants". "What do you think you're doing?" He said in such a quiet voice, it almost scared even you.
One of the ice Wizzrobes spoke up with a laugh. "Kehahah! We're just having some fun!" It exclaimed, like having some fun was a valid excuse for emptying out the library. "Though if we're pinning blame on anyone, it was the summoner! Kehahahahah!!!"
"I don't care who did it!" He boomed with suppressed rage in his eyes. "Clean it! Now!" Before he could let his anger get the best of him, he vanished with a gust of wind.
As soon as Vaati was out of sight, the Wizzrobes looked at you expectantly. "Well? You heard him! Snap to it! Kehahahaha!!"
"Funny, but I think no." You turned away with an eye roll and began to leave. There was no point in trying to reason with them. It was better to just walk away.
You didn't get very far though, as a fire Wizzrobe thought it would be funny to burn you with its fireball spell. You weren't amused in the slightest, but the others thought it was absolutely hilarious.
You rubbed your burnt arm while giving the fire Wizzrobe your killer glare. "So that's how it's gonna be? Fine." Holding out your hand, a dark rapier appeared for you to grasp with confidence. "I'll play."
At first, you were fighting well on your own, especially against a large group of advanced magic users. A couple of the ice Wizzrobes collapsed onto the ground, dead. It was a good start, but the burns and frostbite, as well as the blood dripping down your arms, was becoming a concern.
That's when the tables turned and a fire Wizzrobe blasted you to the ground. At that point, you really couldn't tell whose spells were whose. All you knew was that it was so painful you could hardly breathe. You wanted to scream. You wanted to cry out in agony, but you knew better. Showing any negative emotion would give them the satisfaction, and you refused to let them have it. Plus, if Vaati heard you, you might as well just throw yourself off the Palace's edge. He could not see you in such a weak position, you wouldn't allow yourself to be a failure in front of him.
Still, you had no way of defending yourself, so all you could do was endure the pain until they gave up. Your vision slowly became blurred around the edges and your body felt numb. All the while, they laughed like there was no tomorrow.
Then it all... stopped.
The pain had ended, and the cackling had stopped. Your eyes cleared up just enough to see a purple cape drag in front of you.
"I think we're done here." He growled. "Leave now."
The Wizzrobes sighed and shrugged at each other. "Kehaha! Whatever you say, my lord!" The ice Wizzrobe exclaimed, its voice dripping with sarcasm. With that, they all disappeared together.
As soon as they were gone, you sighed in relief and relaxed your pained muscles on the ground. You took in a deep breath and tried to focus on anything but the scorching pain across your body. You could feel blood dripping down your neck, but you were too relieved to care. They're finally gone...
Vaati stared at you for a moment, his red eyes filled with regret. Hesitantly, he slid his arm under your knees and back, lifting you from the ground. You leaned your head on his chest as he carried you through the castle. Neither of you spoke while he took you into the bathroom. A trail of blood was made by your scarlet liquid that dripped from your arm, but Vaati didn't seem to care about the mess.
The mage carried you into a simplistic bathroom and gently put you down on the edge of the tub. Then, he removed his cape to keep it out of the way. The water started running behind you, but you couldn't really pay attention to anything. All you could feel was the shattering defeat in your heart. You got beaten half to death and your master had to save you... how pathetic.
Instead of feeling the crushing failure, you decided to feel... nothing. You let your mind drift away completely. That way, you could somehow be at peace with yourself. You hid any sort of feeling or emotion in your metaphorical boat of solitude. There, they would be shot on sight; never to bother you again.
The small part of your mind that wasn't dead was screaming at you to pay attention. Probably because the mage in front of you was quickly stripping you of your bloodied clothes. He wasted no time taking everything off and tossing it to the side. Though, Vaati wasn't exactly worried about your indecency. In fact, it was the last thing on his mind when he picked you back up to place you in the filled tub.
Slowly, he ran his hands through your hair, washing out some of the dried blood. Your locks were clumped together because of the dark red liquid, but you only stared ahead at the wall. You felt almost lifeless, you didn't even wince when his fingers grazed over one of your burns. It was so hard for you to accept the events of today. The two of you understood that you were a servant to Vaati before anything else, so failing in front of your master was such a sickening feeling that you could hardly breathe. A part of you wished you had been killed by the Wizzrobes. It would be much easier than having to deal with the wrath of your master.
As Vaati washed the blood out of your hair, all he could think about was the strange feeling in his chest. It was hard to find a way of describing it, but the word guilt kept coming up in his mind. He knew you were beating yourself up over the failure, but Vaati was more worried about you. He really did care about you, even if he had a strange way of showing it. He was standoffish and too proud for his own good, but he always had time for you.
"Turn around." He said in a surprisingly soft voice. You did as he said and turned to face him. He raised his hands up and started rubbing the blood off your face. You stared at him, but your gaze was so far off into space it was like you weren't even there. Vaati did his best to ignore it, but your pity party was starting to get on his nerves. He sighed irritatingly and stood up. "Finish up here. I'll find you something to wear."
Vaati grabbed his cape on the way out the door, and you were left alone. You let water drain, but you didn't move. You sat in silence with your knees pulled into your chest. Your mind wasn't working properly, and all you could think of was how much you hated yourself at that moment. There was so much self-hate in the corner of your mind that it consumed you.
"(Name)," Vaati called once he returned. "Get up."
You didn't even move an inch. Vaati glared at you even though he knew he wasn't mad. It was just difficult for him to show how he truly felt. He went up to the tub and took your hand. Slowly, you got off the floor and stepped out of the empty bath.
"Get dressed, (Name)." He commanded lightly. You didn't respond but instead just grabbed your clothes and began putting them on. Once you were done, you stared at him almost expectantly, but your eyes were completely devoid of any emotion. He noticed how unsteady your legs were, so he decided to pick you up again. He carried you back to your room without a word.
Shutting the door with his foot, he sat you down on your bed, handing you a bottle of red potion. You turned away from it, you didn't deserve it. It was your fault you were in the situation so you would live with your wounds and scars the way you wanted.
"Take it, (Name)." He commanded a little harsher than he intended. "Take it before I shove it down your throat."
Finally, you grasped the bottle and downed the drink, cringing slightly at the taste. As soon as your wounds started to heal and Vaati knew you'd be fine, you felt a sharp pain across your face. Glancing up, you caught Vaati rubbing the back of his hand, which was now turning red. "Stop that right now!" He yelled, finally fed up with you. "I will not have you sulking around anymore! Stop feeling sorry for yourself, that's an order!"
You stared at him in shock, not really sure how to feel. "I-I... um." Your mouth kept opening to say something, but your mind was still completely barren. Though, Vaati was smart enough to know what he was doing. It was hard to hate yourself when you were so taken aback by his sudden anger.
Vaati looked around with an annoyed expression before crouching in front of you. Even though he sat right in front of you, he hid his eyes with his hair. It was as though he was... ashamed. "I... I need you to stop. As my attendant, you are supposed to give me advice on how I should do things. When you warned me about the Wizzrobes, I... I should've listened to you."
You watched with wide eyes as his hand came up to caress your cheek. "What happened today was my fault, so stop moping already." Vaati finally looked at you with a playful smirk. "You've done worse than this, so just move on."
You wiped a few stray tears away and frowned. "I have not." You muttered like a child.
"Oh, so I guess you forgot the time you set me on fire."
With a small giggle, you rolled your eyes. "I won't apologize for that because it was hilarious."
"Of course it was..." He grumbled.
You smiled at his reaction, and you were actually starting to feel better. Even after what happened earlier, you could still be happy. "Hey, Vaati?" You asked, and he hummed questioningly. "Thank you."
"... Well, someone has to watch over you." He sighed and stood up. "Days like this make me wish it wasn't me... Come on, let's go wreak havoc somewhere."
You hopped up with joy. "Yay!"
You followed behind the Vaati with a large grin spread across your face, the mage hiding a smile of his own. Finally, you could breathe your silent sigh of relief.
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judecak · 5 years ago
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Maiko Fluff Week - Day 3
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She ate her dorayaki while she watched the brothers discuss, as usual. Ty Lee finished her tea and she offered to serve her more. Ty Lee smiled at her and gave her the plate full of *kabocha mochi. She denied with her head, she hadn't finished yet. 
Princess Ursa took the scroll off the hands of Azula, she got angry and stomped her feet.
"We don't want Love Among the Dragons" she declared sitting next to her.
Ty Lee denied with her head.
"I don't want *The Valley of the Lost Flowers" the prince crossed his arms and pouted. She liked that story, not boring battles neither insufferable romance.
"You're afraid Koh will appear with this weather?" Azula got near him and moved her fingers as claws.
Abundant raining started to fall in the afternoon, they had taken a meal and played two rounds of *Uta Garuta, however the rain had not stopped. The Prince had suggested to read a story meanwhile they waited.
"No" He decided to sat next to Ty Lee. "Why not *Momotaro?"
"We don't want to see you stab the air." Azula replied, taking some dango from the plate. "But if you want to act the *dance of the tigermonkey and the swansparrow, at least we will laugh."
She smiled behind her cup of tea as her mother had taught her. The Prince got angry as usual.
"I can dance with you" Ty Lee piped, making the Prince go red.
"You will do a great tigermonkey dance."
"You want to play a story then." Princess Ursa smiled and she felt sick immediately, she didn't want to. "Very well but to be fair it'll be one none of you have never heard before." She picked another scroll, sat in the corner of the room and started reading.
Long ago, before the Fire Nation even had its name, a beautiful girl was born from noble parents. She was so admired by the humans that even the spirits got curious and they came to visit her, finding her beautiful too, for her pure hearth. She always was kind to all the creatures and talked to everybody, even though her parents had warned her about the evil of the world.
Ty Lee volunteered to start, neither Azula or she complained. Strangely enough, of the three Ty Lee was the one who liked to act as a nice girl. Well she was a nice girl, odd but nice.
She didn’t had an inch of evilness in her hearth and she thought that kindness was those poor spirits needed. It’s one of those spirits she used to talk that felt madly in love with her, of course being an evil and corrupted spirit he didn’t know much of love, just obsession. And he thought of a plan to always being with her.
Azula annoyed the prince to act as the evil spirit, Mai volunteered, it's boring looking those two argue endlessly and she better be an evil being than a boring idiot girl.
In a full moon night, she woke up restless. As many nights she went to the pond to drink water, her mother had warned her many times, but she loved to go and watch the dancing fishes in the pond. That night the fishes were gone, just the purest white lilies glowed. They were so beautiful that she wished to have one of them and so she got into the lake. The blood came from her, the lilies had vines and thorns, tarnishing the water and the lilies.
The prince made a moon with his bending and almost burned her hair, again. Azula mocked him and he dared her to make the fishes. She felt confident but she couldn't, the prince laughed while he presented a nice flower to Ty Lee. The princess got angry and Princess Ursa had to stop the reading. After a few minutes, Mai gave her role as the evil spirit and let Azula have it.
"You have dared to soil my magical pond." He told her making the white lilies die.
She cried and promise him to do whatever was needed to brought the white lilies back. And so he cheated her into giving herself to him. When she realized the trick he had already transformed her into a brownish ugly bird, whose legs were small very difficult for her to run and couldn't flight. She now belonged to him. His power was stronger in the night and when the moon was full bright, but in the days he sleep and he did it more profoundly when there was no moon in the sky. In those weak days, he always stayed in places where the freshwater ruled, so she couldn't escape easily from him.
Ty Lee failed to represent a sad girl and she neither seemed upset to follow Azula wherever she wanted in the room. The prince served her tea and she did the same to him.
She spend her days crying, but her cries just scared the humans and animals alike. However one day a stranger was passing by, attracted by the strange sound. He disliked the ugly bird but he felt its sadness and he took it out of the odorous swap. She was confused by the stranger but she was being taken away from the clutches of the evil spirit so she kept quite. At the same time she was afraid that when the evil spirit didn't found her, he will got mad at the poor stranger.
The prince acted his part while eating his dango, Ty Lee picked some kabocha mochi. Both looked ridiculous but happy in a sense.
The men took her too far away from the water in a beautiful castle, made of rock, sand and beautiful trees. It was the castle of a powerful Lord loved by all his people for his fair hearth. He leaved her in a fountain, surrounded by sacred fire, because he was a faithful man of Agni.
Azula sat next to her, finishing her second dango "His room is a mess, he can't even kept his socks in the correct drawer, imagine what he will do with a Palace."
She smiled. Her mother was obsessed with cleaning and order, everything in her house had a place. Her clothes were lined by color then size. She never cared where she leaved her clothes but the servants hurry to had everything in order.
"Terrible isn't?" The Princess looked at her.
"Disgusting" She answered and both smirked.
Water from fountain is different than water from the pond, there were no flowers, no fishes or animals to share her sadness, just solid rock. Besides with the spirit away from her, his spell was weakening and some days she could regain her human form. But she kept hiding, sometimes as the ugly bird, sometimes as a dirty maid of the kitchen.
The Prince sat near his mother, who cared his head, he smiled. Ty Lee pretended to be a turtleduck in a pond. And later pretended to be a servant. Azula and her agreed she was not good at neither.
In the meanwhile the evil spirit had become furious for losing her. He had been plotting to enter the sacred place, but it is difficult to trespass sacred ground. Envy and evil plots always surround the great monarchs and so he found men willing to dishonor holy land. And so the war started, the Noble Lord fought bravely for his people and his Kingdome.
Azula drag her to become her ally to fight the Prince, she just stood around them, they liked to fight and she didn't like to mess into their drama.
One day, the Noble Lord got injured by a man possessed by the evil spirit, when she saw the injure she knew immediately who was behind all this madness.
Princess Ursa had to intervene again, both siblings had engaged in a fighting with the sticks of their remains of the dango, and that ended with the Prince being poke in the stomach and Azula just said "He's suppose to have an injury!" Princess Ursa narrowed her eyes, she never believed Azula.
She decided that it's enough of them playing the same roles. She offered Ty Lee the role as the Evil Spirit but she didn't dare, however she happily agree to let Mai be the boring heroine, and she became the follower. Azula offered to be the Noble Lord but the Princess didn't allow it, she argue it's unfair to Mai and Ty Lee. However Ty Lee replied that she was happy to be Azula's follower for a while. No one asked Mai if she was happy.
She had faith in the healers of the Kingdome but when he came back with more injures and they got no cure, she started to give him the right medicine. It's not easy to prepare, neither to get it, because it implied to get the scales of the vipersalamander and grind them, but she didn't mind to hurt herself in order to save the Noble Lord.
She didn't pretend the pain, she hated the role. Still she was praised by Ty Lee. The Prince was taking tea, while touching a part of his stomach, she guessed the part Azula had poked him.
He got better, he went back to battle and got injured again. Sometimes she could act quickly for it was new moon, but some days it's full moon and she spend more time as the ugly bird.
She didn't know how to be a turtleduck, but play the fool was pretty accurate in her opinion.
One day the injuries were so bad that everybody feared he wasn't going to survive, she spent as much time as she could at his side and caught more vipersalamander than usual. Her hands blistered and bleed but she kept working to save him, she was so tired that she drowsed near his bed. And so he found her, even thought he was still feverish, he finally found his savior.
He had bits of kabocha mochi in his lips and fingers. Still he gave her a smile and she thought that maybe she had bits of dorayaki too.
She got scare but he calmed her. He wanted to know how she found the cure to his injuries and why she hurt herself in order to save him. And so she told him the truth, she kowtowed three times for the evil she had brought but he told her: "I rather die saving the most beautiful woman in the world, than all the riches in it." He promised her to free her from the evil spirit and marry her. She promise to be the most faithful wife.
Both made a disgusting face for the whole part, it's ridiculous, stupid and absurd. No Fire Lord in the history ever leave the throne for a woman, they have fought viciously to sat there, even the good ones. The Fire Ladies had done almost the same, she didn't remember a single one who had not poisoned, plotted and murdered in all her life. A good daughter made a marriage for honor and status, her mother had taught her that.
He spoke with the Fire Sage to free her. He was suspicious and rendered as unfaithful and follower of dark paths. How come she could bare the pain of catching the hot animals and grind the hard scales. How come such a pure soul could bare so much dead and blood. The Noble Lord spoke wonderful words of her, the Fire Sage then said that if she had salvation only could have be achieved by  the purest of love, once the Evil Spirit died. And so the Noble Lord promise eternal love only to her.
The Fire Sages were a joke, no one will ask advice from them, except some countryside people who still believed in spirits and that old things. Not even the Avatar existed anymore.
He prepared for the last battle and she gave to him a Dou she had made with vipersalamander scales. One he used it with pride.
And so he went to free his love from the curse, he went directly to the Evil Spirit calling it by its name. The battle was cruel and long, thousands die that day. The Evil Spirit became afraid when he noticed that this time he couldn't hurt the man and became enrage when he realized what his precious bird had done. He realized too, what was supposed to happen.
She didn't gave him anything, he was very happy to go fighting with a serious look and crumbles of the doriyaki he had being eating. The brothers fought each other happily, just this time without the sticks of the dango. Ty Lee cheered for Azula and tried to made her cheer for the Prince.
"That's not in the story" she grumbled.
The Noble Lord fought bravely with all his might, to put an end to the curse. Both knew that one of them was suppose to die. And with the end of the day, the Noble Lord took his most defiant chance, throwing his most powerful attack to the possessed men and so the flames burned the body.
Azula rolled her eyes and complained that the battle had been stupid, nothing extraordinary like an Agni Kai. Hence the story was unworthy in her opinion. She stuffed herself with kabuchi mochis.
He was took by his surviving men to his Castle to celebrate, but what he really was anticipating was the welcome of his soon to be bride. In the town the festiveness could be felt, despite the tragedy, they have won over the evilness. The door of the Castle were opened to the whole town. And soon she found him, she was dress in a beautiful silk hanfu, like her status should be and not the usual one made of ramie.
They didn't pay too much attention to the victorious prince who walked with a puffed chess, even thought he was supposed to be injured. But Mai liked the way his hair swung behind him, it made her remember the colorful pigeonquetzals long ago her mother had in the garden.
Unusually Princess Ursa asked Ty Lee to play the part of the girl. Azula thought it wrong and inaccurate but her mother insisted.
"Your time as his lover was short and he didn't even complained." She told her. Mai rolled her eyes but it's annoyed that the prince didn't say a pip.
She danced and twirled with her long sleeves, showing her beauty to all. He smiled and cheered with the people around. She smiled to him cared his cheek, he hold her hand and gave her his jade*. She took the jade, then laughed and danced with it. He felt uncomfortable but maybe her long stay in the pools and lakes had made her forget proper manners.
Ty Lee twirled, sang a song and smiled at the Prince who observed her with his two brows raised. Probably he thought that she was some kind of exotic animal.
She danced until she thrown the jade. He became angered until he saw the body under her feet, and the woman transformed in a Kiyohime*. She was not his love but a minion of the Water Spirit. His love lied in the ground, with peaches* spread around her and her skin paled by the death.
Mai lied in the floor while eating dango and was thankful the idiot girl had died. She definitely was enjoying this part.
He had broken his word by declaring love to another, and she with it. He fought the spirit but it was too powerful, she laughed and laughed because her master had giving her part of himself in case he failed in the last battle and as protection against what treachery the ugly bird had prepared. He fought and fought with all his might, even thought he had the moon against him, because he didn't care for nothing else but to avenge his loved one.
Ty Lee made an strange smiling enemy who was difficult to attack because she always moved in the last second before the prince could even touch her. Ty Lee made the Prince circle the room several times, in her opinion Ty Lee was winning.
And so tired of his long battles he found himself at his end, the Kiyohime tried to use the water of the fountain to end him. And it seemed it was going to be that way, but in the last minute he felt the call of every firebender. Both attacked for the last time.
"Your Kingdome is in the night but mine is at day." He declared while the sun was rising and his fire increased.
Both felt into the ground, but only the Noble Lord raised, the Spirit had finally been banished. However his sadness was such that he didn't wanted to live in this world anymore, because he had broken his word. He decided to leave this world with honor and prepared to do it with his own sword. But such devotion should be rewarded and the Spirits did it. She opened her eyes and raised with him in the new dawn.
And as remainder of their love, the spirits gave the ugly birds a new form, instead of the brown color they were white or light yellow for the beauty of her warm soul and they had acquired too a hard shell to protect them from evilness...
They heard the sky tremble, it's getting late but the rain hasn't stop. Princess Ursa rose from her place.
"I don't think the storm will pass soon. I'll inform you parents that they don't need to worry, you can stay the night if needed." Ty Lee and Mai looked at each other, they have come to play with the princess several times but they never had spend the night."I'll bring more tea too." She said noticing the empty pot.
The kids watched her go in silence. Azula opened the window and searched something in the sky.
"The turtleducks!" The prince suddenly exclaimed. "It's the story of the turtleducks!" Azula rolled her eyes and made a gesture of repugnance. Ty Lee cued.
"What lame story for a lame animal."
It was.
The prince got angry. "It's about keeping your word!"
"The idiot couldn't distinguish between two women" the princess pointed. "How can that be praised?!"
"He's cheated by the evil spirit!"
"He was suppose to notice the different behavior" Azula argue. "She's always a weak, meek girl, how can she behave in that indecent manner? She could even have another appearance. He's a idiot."
"It's not true" Ty Lee intervened, Azula looked at her. "I have heard the story before, it's said that the Kiyohime spirit had the same appearance than the ugly duck."
Azula narrowed her eyes. "Still, the behavior was different." The Princess was right, the hero did a stupid mistake. "And he has problems fighting the water spirits with a dou of vipersalamander scales"
"If she knew of the scales, why she didn't fought before?" Mai asked.
"Yes, she could have gathered all the information necessary to streak him at his weakest point" Azula pointed. "Probably in a new moon in the summer. Surely she knew more about the spirit."
"She couldn't walk very fast, remember? It's until the Noble Lord took her out of the swap that she could be human again."
"She could have waited to escape in the most advantageous terrain." She replied with calmness. "The story says the Evil Spirit changed constantly of places to sleep." The princess seemed happy with her reasoning.
"He wasn't always in the swap." Ty Lee agree. "She could have escape by her own."
"She wasn't sure to accomplish that, she was afraid, he was very powerful. If she couldn't have pulled it by her own, it'd have been very difficult to escape a second time"
"She could have surprised him" The princess insisted. "Burned him."
"She wasn't a bender" The princess got annoyed with the prince reply "She didn't knew that she could regain her human form, as a bird she couldn't made weapons. That's why she had to wait."
"And it isn't kind of selfish she didn't do anything before the Water Spirit attacked?" She intervened. "People were fighting and she was cleaning the kitchen, when she knew things about the Evil Spirit."
"She was afraid the people gave her back to the Evil Spirit."
"The men almost die and she excuses herself with that?" Azula paced in the room. "Mai is right, she's very selfish a Kingdome was drag to war and she only cleans the kitchen." she crossed her arms. "If it's me, I wouldn't have care for the stupid flowers." Mai nodded, flowers could die. "What would have you done?"
"Cut his throat" she immediately answered.
"Paralyzed him." Ty Lee said. "Probably he'll drown." She shrugged.
"It'd have been great if I could lightingbend and fry him in the spot."
"Great!" Mai said. Ty Lee made the sound of the lighting and the thunder. The three laughed.
"But..." the Prince murmured.
A lighting illuminate the room, followed by a strong thunder. Ty Lee screamed and Azula run to opened the window. Mai closed her eyes however she still saw the white. Even if she covered her ears the sound of the thunder made her deaf for a while.
The Prince said something and Azula laughed, she opened the door of the room and went out. The Prince was going to follow her but he looked at them and decided to stay. Mai put a hand in Ty Lee shoulder who still had her hands covering her ears.
"It surprised me." She felt embarrassed. "I'm fine."
"Are you sure?" Mai asked. She nodded.
The Prince looked at the room, perhaps he felt uncomfortable, he was not used to be alone with them.
"Mom will come back soon, I'm sure" he said picking the scroll from the floor and watched it with a frown.
"I liked the story." Ty Lee told him. "It's about love."
He nodded. "With a strong devotion." Mai will disagree, the men basically cheated her with another woman. "And forgiveness, both do mistakes." Stupid mistakes.
Ty Lee nodded. "Indeed, my mom said that even if you love someone you can't hurt him, even if you don't want to." The Prince looked at her. Mai guessed that made sense, her parents reprimanded her for her own good. She needed to be a good girl and she had to learn how to do that. "That's why you should be very careful with the ones you love." He agreed.
"But in the end, everything goes fine." He smiled and put the book in the corner of the room.
"In an older version, she dies." Ty Lee reveled. The Prince made shocked expression. "And the spirits honored her with the turtleduck, the soft part is like her kind and tender soul, and the shell is like her strong faith in the love and goodness. The Noble Lord it's suppose to never fall in love with anyone and always takes care of the animals." He looked at the floor. "Mom said it's because relationships can be very fragile too. But people didn't like that end and so the one with a happy ending is more popular."
What a scam, the story could have been better if the girl had died.
"I think I prefer the happy one." He murmured.
"So do I" Ty Lee smiled at him. Both looked at her and she grimaced. "She prefers horror stories." Ty Lee confessed to the Prince after a long silence.
"I don't" she was scare of those, but they had little romance.
"The gory the better." That may have some true.
He shrugged. "I prefer stories with adventures and battles." He walked to the door and they followed him, probably he was going to look for his mother. "Some of them are gory."
Ty Lee giggled, Mai was going to roll her eyes but the smile of the Prince stopped her.
"Romantic stories aren't that bad" Ty Lee commented nonchalantly looking at them.
Both made a disgusting face.
"Just silly."
"They're not" Ty Lee complained.
"Have you ever meet a marriage who are madly in love?" Mai challenged them.
Ty Lee opened her mouth then closed it. Ty Lee's mother had been betrothed to her father since children, rarely they were seen together, her father dedicated to his job in the government and her mother was always throwing parties. Her own parents were a political match, two powerful families joining fortune and status. And Prince Ozai and Princess Ursa were a match for the benefit of the Nation. Even Prince Iroh married Princess Zhen Huan, the daughter of the powerful Asakura clan.
The Prince and Ty Lee looked at her.
"My mother believes in love" The prince mumbled. She cocked a brow. "But you're right."
She felt terrible.
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*Kabocha is a japanese pumking. Decided to stick with the mochis because Azula liked them in Smoke and Shadow.
*The valley of the lost flowers. Another story I created for another fanfic, features Koh.
*Uta Gurata. Japanese Card Game, contains 100 cards, with a waka poem written on each. I used to play a simplified game while studying japanese, it’s fun.
*Momotaro. A famous Japanese folklore story.
*The dance of the monkey and the sparrow is part of a japanese folklore story from Japanese Children’s favorite stories by Florence Sakade.
*Doriyaki and dango are japanese sweets.
*Jade and peaches. Reference to some poems from the Book of songs, ancient chinese poetry. But they are expression of love.
* Kiyohime. A japanese spirit, part woman part serpent. I just used the name because the story of the Kiyohime is different that the one I used here.
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ketch117 · 6 years ago
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The day had dawned, and the big, bearded northerners who had taken the city only a week before herded men and women to the thoroughfare, many of who needed very little encouragement. Elia knew she should have been frightened, but she was too exhausted to care anymore. For over a year now, she'd been reduced to a spectator in her own life, scarcely even a ghost inhabiting the castle. She’d been a figure of scorn, or of pity. Perhaps half of the citizens of the city had only the vaguest idea of why they were there - if they had any idea at all. All they knew was that the drink was supplied in plentiful quantities and the occupying Northerners who’d marched in a week or two ago didn't seem to mind that they took advantage of it. But there were many others who knew exactly what they were witnessing. Robert Baratheon. The Demon of The Trident. The Man Who Would Be King. Children were shoved by their parents to the front of the teeming crowds. Normally placid men pushed and gouged their way to get a better view. And when the procession came, it was no disappointment. Knights, resplendent in glittering armour, headed the cavalcade. Behind them, ranks of soldiers marched in full regalia. Most had never been so finely kitted out and were determined to make the most of it. The younger men's chins were laced with cuts where their shaving had been too vigorous, and the older ones had their facial hair arranged into ever more outlandish configurations. Each infantryman was cheered wildly by the crowd, even those who had no idea what they were celebrating. Flowers were strewn at their feet and kisses blown from maidens leaning from balconies. It didn't matter that the flowers were wilted and dead and that the 'maidens' generally charged upwards of six stags for their time. Appearances, after-all, had to be maintained. How did it come to this? She had asked herself that time and again, and come no closer to answering it. But of course, it had. One day at a time, it had come to this. She'd seen it happening, worn away, robbed of feeling. She thought of her son, and her daughter, the last obstacles between this man who was being cheered, the same crowd that had cheered just as loudly for her husband as he rode away to kill this man, and she felt very afraid. The cheering grew even louder, as the people yelled themselves hoarse for their conqueror as he rode sedately between the baying mob. He was wearing armour made of what looked like pure silver. It probably wasn't any such thing, but it blazed in the sun nonetheless. He was wearing no helmet, and he grinned and waved and blew kisses to show them he was not haughty, and they loved him for it - they loved him because he looked the part, he was tall and strong and handsome and chivalrous and his eye twinkled with a kind of roguish charm absolutely vital to a popular leader - people tended to be suspicious of virtue. And that was the dangerous difference, Elia thought grimly. Jon Arryn might have been the one to declare war, but this was the man the war was being named after, and with good reason. The old falcon had never been the type to strike passion in his followers, to evoke any emotion more intense than admiration. However upright his nature, or perhaps because of it, he had not the force of personality to captivate a city as Robert Baratheon had effortlessly captivated King's Landing with spectacle and a smile and wave. The crowd’s efforts grew more frenzied yet with his appearance. Dried flower petals showered down from the upper stories and a flock of baffled doves lurched into the air, joining the ravens who had been sent to every corner of the realm. The crowd surged forward behind him, eager for more. At the edges of the mob, scuffles broke out. They only grew worse as a number of his men began distributing coins, tossing handfuls of them into the crowd, and people fell onto their hands and knees to scoop them up. How ironic it was that the very factor they had all weighed so heavily against Robert should have been turned by him to such telling advantage - his youth. She'd seen him as they all had at first - an appendage of Jon Arryn's body, an arm to be lopped off before it could strike a lucky blow;. He wasn’t relevant, not really. They had all been so sure that he was just a pawn in a deeper game, that  he was just a piece on the board, a figurehead inherently replaceable, and once Jon Arryn fell, Robert would, must, follow, no more able to survive independently of him than the arm could exist without the body. Yet the victory at The Trident had gone to Robert, not to his foster father. As had the bulk of the victories it followed. Win or lose, Robert had ended every battle where he wanted to be, with more men, more momentum, and in a position of more strength. All men who counted themselves of noble blood studied the arts of war from early boyhood; it followed that some men would prove to be more apt pupils than others. But it was ill luck that Robert had shown himself to be such a man, one with a natural affinity for command and the ways of war. Yet what disturbed Elia the most about the young Stormlord was that he was seducer as well as soldier. There were others who could have won his battles, but now, now he was winning King's Landing even as she watched with his smile rather than his sword - as Jon Arryn could never have done. Robert Baratheon was proving as skilled in the dubious manoeuvres of rabble-rousing as he was with the hammer he’d used to kill her husband. He dismounted, bowed to the men, then walked up to the Red Keep. Six score Northerners parted for him, then closed behind him. On the steps, the Lord , the various Guildmasters and more wealthy merchants were waiting. Elia took a deep breath. She gathered the tattered remnants of her poise and royal dignity. Then she descended to the Small Council Chambers.
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"Princess." Robert said, already waiting for her, tall, dark and handsome, seated behind a table that is spread with papers, with his commanders clustered around. He did not look like a man who has just fought a bloody battle, killed some of the greatest warriors alive with his own two hands, and then led a desperate forced march to another battle to the death. He looked full of life, tireless. He got to his feet and inclined his head, in a mockery of a bow. "Your husband fought valiantly." "Did he?" She found herself asking vaguely. She would have had to have been blind to miss the gleam of triumph in Robert's eyes, as he gently shook his head. "No. I had thought to spare your feelings, but honestly he fought like my youngest brother, who is not yet ten, and I fear will never make much of a warrior. But it was over quickly, and he didn't suffer much." "Oh." If he meant to hurt her, and she thinks perhaps that he did, he missed the mark there. She thought that she still loved her husband, despite everything, even now. Yet she felt nothing. Not even for her children who will never know their father. Not even for herself. It's no longer in her to mourn Rhaegar. She is dry, she hasn't even tears for herself. “Is that all you have to say?” He sounded almost disappointed. “And what would you like to hear? Should I wail, and claw at my breast? Should I beseech the Gods for vengeance?” Robert chuckled and shook his head. "Gods aren’t fools, woman” he told her, "why should they fight when men do their killing for them?" “My thoughts exactly. My concern is for the living, For my son and daughter. Even for Viserys and Daenerys. I must be far from a saint, for I haven’t the heart to waste what I do mourning Rhaegar.” Robert nodded. “Then we understand each other.” He waved over a servant, and dispatched him to the kitchens for wine. The man didn't hesitate to obey - this was Robert's hour, he was ascendant, and in ordering servants who aught to have been hers around he demonstrated it casually. Then he waved away his own men, who departed from the Small Council Chambers, one at a time, without so much as a backwards glance, until they were alone at the table. There was no sign of Edward or Jon Arryn. “So since you’re here, and not on the throne, I have to ask. What do you want?" She asked, not having the patience to dissemble. Robert’s grim twitched, and his eyes turned cold and businesslike. “That's up to you" He replied quietly. “I’ve never made a secret of what I desire, but it’s not our only choice. We could fight some more,  of course.” “If I wish?” She was too drained to laugh, but she managed a kind of haughtier befitting a woman twice a princess. “You may wish as you will, but don’t rest it upon me. We” that was to say House Targaryen “yet have all the men of quality. There are those who have not forgotten their loyalties.” Elia replied, but she couldn’t get any conviction into her words. “Who still stand with my son, their rightful king.” Robert nodded, letting her finish, then got to his feet, looming above her. Robert spoke excitedly, gesticulating, walking up and down shaking the floor, beating the air with great swirls of his black cloak. “You do, do you? Well keep them. I have an army half mad with hunger, that hasn’t been paid in months. I have an army that has burned half the realm already, and will roast and eat your 'men of quality' in the ashes of the Red Keep!” He didn’t raise his voice more then a little, and Elia could only blink. Somehow, she got the impression that his anger, though genuine, was in some way calculated, that the coarseness of his language, so much in keeping with his appearance, was intended as proof of a rude good faith. He wasn’t the brute he acted the part of. He was a thinker, Robert Baratheon, despite his thuggish affectations, his grandiose posturings, and his youth. “If you desire we will, but better if I give you the chance to stop the killing and sit down around the table. Yourself, as all that is left of House Targaryen, and myself, because this is apparently my rebellion. Not because we no longer possess the strength to destroy each other, simply because talking will mean that no more soldiers kill the commons, burn their houses, kill the children rape their women or sell whole families into slavery." She sighed. “What do you want?” “Well, isn’t that the question? Now if it were up to me, I'd declare the war over, now that Rhaegar and Aerys have passed on unlamented. I’d stay a few days, reunite with my betrothed, see your son crowned, and then put this city behind me and never look back for as long as I live.” He continued, in what was like candour. "I hate this place, and I always have. Sadly, in order to obtain my army, to ensure the loyalty of my lords, I was forced to make certain assurances to my subjects. Concessions to get them on my side. Some wanted one thing, others another. I had a list drawn up." Elia blinked, slowly. She felt something like feeling for the first time in a long time. These negotiations were merely a form of trade, conducted in a near identical manner. Success was determined by the concessions obtained - something is given, something is lost. That was the way it was supposed to be. But it could hardly be called fair. Robert had an army occupying the city, her children at his mercy (which she sensed was a fragile thing) and his foot upon her throat. "This will ruin the Kingdoms." She said, shocked at the magnitude of what was demanded of her. His allies were to be granted princely title, to be free of taxation for a decade, and the borders had been creatively reinvented, expanded into the lands of those who had fought for her husband. The Stormlands would take a lot of Dorne, and the Reach, the Riverlands likewise, and reparations would be paid to the lords of each of those regions. The Tyrells would lose Highgarden, and in would be awarded to House Florent… she couldn’t keep reading, shocked to speechlessness by the unabashed brazenness of the demands. "No." Robert replied. "War will ruin the kingdoms. This will beggar the crown.” “We can’t pay.” “You’ll have to find a way to.” He replied, without sympathy. “Or your son will. Or there will be no peace between us, not until the rest of your ragged house hang from gibbets from your own towers, for the sport of your own ravens. Do I make myself clear?” She choked. “You should have been born a bandit.” She managed at last. “It’s but a short step from rebel to bandit.” He folded his arms. “It is the crown that robbed us, and it is the crown that will repay, or else it is the crown that will suffer the consequences. Now, where is Lyanna?” “You may find her… not as you remember. “I’ll be the judge of that.” “My husband and she… they were wed." Robert folded his arms. "She said the vows?" "Yes.” To his credit, Robert didn't even hesitate. "Then I will marry a widow, if she'll have me. Where is she?" "I don't know. She slipped away." Elia paused. “Though… She’d be a fool if she didn’t, Robert.”
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THE BELMONT LEGACY ft. TREVOR BELMONT . 
While I tend to follow the canon timeline, if there’s one thing I will always take away from the Netflixvania Adaptation is that Trevor Belmont is always the lone Belmont heir / survivor .
I felt it added a richness to his character and while a lot of his designs denote a very tough-as-hell person, rough around the edges  - it benefits for him to be given in one story outside that time-line, a very, very, very rough past and I keep that, because we know little of his background save he was a noble like every Belmont generally, and that the Church hired him in their time of need to slay Dracula despite fearing his family’s powers. If anything, I can’t think of anything more brutal in that series than what was done to the Belmonts . It’s subtle and not talked of often but Trevor literally embodies it . It’s in how guarded he talks; how stoic and unreadable he appears; how quick he is to flinch at any measure of affection . 
In the main time-line, and really every game / story the heart of Castlevania’s plot is there is a Belmont, the Belmont has the consecrated Vampire Killer, the only weapon that can defeat Dracula and kill holy god like beings / and all creatures of darkness - thus, making them the guardians of humanity. The Belmont scales the Vampire’s Castle. The Belmont destroys Dracula, and he’s revived as long as evil exists - and so the task is never finished. It’s a literal eternal war that makes the Belmonts invaluable and must be preserved. 
So where does a young twelve year old Trevor Belmont fit in? As a child, he grew up on tales of Leon Belmont, how he faced the Grim Reaper himself and wounded him with the whip that was made from his true love. 
It fascinated and filled him with awe.Surrounded by loving parents, harsh but strict, raised in the faith of his mother who still clung to the ‘real’ God and not the Church that excommunicated them - Trevor thrived as the oldest Belmont along with his baby sister, Helene - who did not have to bear the heavy mantle of destiny that fell upon Trevor should his Father, Auguste, fail or even Lisette, his Mother. 
Both valid hunters in their own right. Tradition and honor were quickly ingrained in him at a young age - as was compassion for those that were less fortunate because back then they were upper class nobles with a castle and a hold - and lands, servants, etc . They were literally light embodied in people, from the old to the young, and as expected of Belmonts, unparalleled warriors - training their youngest Son with the Vampire Killer. 
Trevor grew up on tales of how to kill vampires, how to slay ghouls, wicked faeries, all creatures which might haunt Romania, a home that was not even native to them - France was . He wore his crest proudly on his back; and took to training with a natural ease and quick-to-learn skill that made his Father especially proud, and someone he strove to emulate as much as he wanted to become a fraction of the man Leon Belmont was . 
He wanted to become his own warrior, and at an early age his eerily adept talent was keen - from hunting and hawking; horse-riding; what scarce time he had for tutors, he was a very serious, but loving boy with a huge capacity of ingrained integrity and heroism - as you’d expect from his Lineage . He didn’t think his legacy was a burden, his family was called to safeguard the world from any evil; and that filled him with pride and purpose. He’d prank his sister, sneak a piece of bread from the table, trick a tutor once or twice, get the scolding of a lifetime; all the while even immobilizing his own Father at eleven with an especially quick and cunning move he’d make on the fly with sheer natural talent - establishing his later strategist skills on the battlefield and his mission and his sheer skill as a prowess. Granted he didn’t often sneak up on Auguste, but he did it enough that it had his Father grinning with pride and wonder at what his son would become.
( He’d never live to see it or his greatness. )
It was a place of light and goodness - a place Trevor eagerly awaited the day he’d be able to visit the Hold and learn even more, learn ways to protect the people on their lands, the people who hadn’t yet scorned them, in the early stages before the unthinkable and unspeakable happened. 
And it did.
His family died suffocating either inside the Castle leaving him to be forced to see nieces and nephews own corpses, grandparents and uncles, aunts and cousins - but the majority were set on stakes, among them, his then seven year old sister Helene, along with his Father and Mother, who even in death were reaching out to each other with their flesh-tearing away hands. Most were not spared a suffocation - they died burning alive, like Lisa but multiplied by near twenties in numbers. They didn’t die, they were slaughtered, erased, culled, massacred.
And Trevor watched every second until every beloved face became a torn away skeleton that he couldn’t even bury because everything, everything he loved he had lost in a split of a second . At twelve, before Dracula ever planned his great war once more on humanity, Trevor’s world had already been eradicated - and in a sense, it was a complete massacre, even dying his family faced their murderers unflinchingly like Belmonts; fire in their eyes and no regret no remorse; no hatred for the people they had been put on the earth to save from any and all evil. The world’s saving light died that day - save for one, and most of him was as much of scattered ash as the family he couldn’t even honor in a monument.
Around his early twenties; Trevor struggles with an unwavering sense of purpose to hold to the light - despite holding bitterness just as much. He lives in a world where existing is a crime, and food often went without for days, as went sleep, as went comfort - as went kindness until literally forgot what it meant to be loved by others in any small goodness - every town spit at him, unaware that his was the Legacy of the very family that would deliver them from Dracula . He feels above all, that his parents, Uncles, Aunts, anyone but him should have survived - saying he has survivor’s guilt is an understatement and his pain can’t even be put into words, there isn’t a word for it.
He carries the legacy with desperate pride and purpose, and knows even more now, in agony, how even for all the hatred of the world he bears on his shoulders, he still bears a hateful world to save . He carries generations of good and honorable men and women who fought for light and salvation for all, not one race or creed, not any denomination or background or orientation . They fought because it was right - they fought because they had the power that made it critical for them to not stand idly by - because it is their duty to fight Dracula and the night, and anything else that stands in their way. 
So for how broken Trevor truly is, how much he wishes he at times could close his eyes and see not burnt away faces but the smiling thrall of his family; the mayhem and the diligence - he can’t. He can’t go back. He can’t play with his dogs, his cats, his hawks. He can’t train with his Father or pray with his Mother, he can’t kiss his sister’s hair anymore, get his hair ruffled by his uncles and aunts, dote on his grandparents, kiss his cousins and carry newborn babies of his relatives offspring - all he can do is carry the mantle that has existed since Leon Belmont’s day - and carry on, even if the world never thanks him, it is still his duty as a Belmont, to carry out the task only they can fulfill. And so it’s with pride and restrained bitterness that Trevor continues on, only hiding his crest to gain information - but mostly bearing it proudly, in a wild sort of grief. A brokenness, a bottomless well of sorrow and pain that will never mend. 
Somehow, the ingrained goodness he held as a child remains, mainly due to his relatives and parents, and so he isn’t a bitter, spit on corpses type of person - but a noble man, as they wanted of him - as confident as he is in his skills, his greatest fear likely is letting his entire clan down. Whether it’s failing to kill Dracula with the infamous Master Sword Vampire Killer or dishonoring their name, he would do anything secretly in his heart to ask his charred, not even bones left to remember them by family at the end of his quest:
‘Did I do us proud? Did you watch from heaven? Someone tell me I’ve done enough but no one is left to tell me anymore. ‘
Are you watching me? ‘ So for all they tried to do is break and emotionally kill Trevor, which, on a fair level they did, the legacy after the Belmont Massacre remains like a kindling fire in the surviving heir - and he can’t shake the cause or the calling, whether he wanted to drown in his pain or not, Trevor chooses to go forward, even if it’s visually limping from being half-buried with them. 
He’ll carry them on forever, and instill that same light in the Belmonts who follow after him that take up the cause . 
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Today's Daily Encounter 2nd March 2022
Faithfulness
The Apostle Paul, at life's end, said, "I have fought a
good fight. I have finished the course. I have kept the
faith."1
One of my favorite quotes, which I like to repeat from
time to time, is from Theodore Roosevelt who said: "It
is not the critic who counts; not the man who points
out how the strong man stumbled, or where the doer of
deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs
to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is
marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives
valiantly; who errs and comes short again and again;
who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions;
who spends himself in a worthy cause; who, at the best,
if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so
that his place shall never be with those timid souls
who know neither victory or defeat."2
My uncle passed away in early 2020. The cause of his
death was related to the many poor health choices he
had made, especially in his younger years. He had been
an alcoholic and heavy smoker for many years and this
had taken its toll. Because he and his wife had no
children of their own, I was able to be his "adopted
daughter" when he fell ill, and spent much time with
him in the hospital during his last months on earth.
One of his biggest regrets was that he had wasted so
many years and taken his health for granted. Now, at
the end of his life, he wished he could go back and
change that. However, we also talked about the
importance of ending life well and making the rest of
his life count. He would listen to worship music, we
would talk about God, and he was the most pleasant
person he had been in all his life! Although his bad
choices led him to a shorter life on earth than he had
hoped, he left me with many good memories and words of
wisdom.
The conversations I had with him were sobering and a
reminder that, when I get to the end of my journey and
stand before the Savior, I want to know that I have
invested my life wisely for eternity and have earned
the Savior's welcome words, "Well done, good and
faithful servant. Enter into the joy of your Lord."
Whether we live for forty, eighty, or a hundred years,
our time here on earth is but a drop in the ocean
compared to eternity. And as Amy Carmichael said, "We
have all eternity to celebrate the victories, but only
a few short hours to fight and win the battles." So,
let's keep daring greatly for God!
Suggested prayer: "Dear God, in glad surrender I yield
my life totally to You. Help me to live always for You
and invest my life wisely in eternity by being a part
of what You are doing in the world today. Thank You for
hearing and answering my prayer. Gratefully, in Jesus's
name, amen."
1. 2 Timothy 4:7.
2. Theodore Roosevelt.
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17th March >> Mass Readings (Europe, Africa, New Zealand, Australia & Canada)
Solemnity of Saint Patrick, Bishop, Missionary (Ireland)
      or
Second Sunday of Lent, Cycle C.
Solemnity of Saint Patrick, Bishop, Missionary (Ireland)
(Liturgical Colour: White)
Either:
First Reading
Amos 7:12-15
'Go, shepherd, and prophesy to my people Israel'
Amaziah, the priest of Bethel, said to Amos, ‘Go away, seer;’ get back to the land of Judah; earn your bread there, do your prophesying there. We want no more prophesying in Bethel; this is the royal sanctuary, the national temple.’ ‘I was no prophet, neither did I belong to any of the brotherhoods of prophets,’ Amos replied to Amaziah ‘I was a shepherd, and looked after sycamores: but it was the Lord who took me from herding the flock, and the Lord who said, “Go, prophesy to my people Israel.”’
The Word of the Lord
R/ Thanks be to God.
Or:
Alternative First Reading
Ecclesiasticus 39:6-10
The wise man will be remembered for generations
If it is the will of the great Lord,
he will be filled with the spirit of understanding,
he will shower forth words of wisdom,
and in prayer give thanks to the Lord.
He will grow upright in purpose and learning,
he will ponder the Lord’s hidden mysteries.
He will display the instruction he has received,
taking his pride in the Law of the Lord’s covenant.
Many will praise his understanding,
and it will never be forgotten.
His memory will not disappear,
generation after generation his name will live.
Nations will proclaim his wisdom,
the assembly will celebrate his praises.
The Word of the Lord
R/ Thanks be to God.
Either:
Responsorial Psalm
Psalm 138(139):1-3,7-10,13-14
R/ If I dwell at the sea’s furthest end, even there you watch over me.
O Lord, you search me and you know me,
you know my resting and my rising,
you discern my purpose from afar.
You mark when I walk or lie down,
all my ways lie open to you.
R/ If I dwell at the sea’s furthest end, even there you watch over me.
O where can I go from your spirit,
or where can I flee from your face?
If I climb the heavens, you are there.
If I lie in the grave, you are there.
R/ If I dwell at the sea’s furthest end, even there you watch over me.
If I take the wings of the dawn
and dwell at the sea’s furthest end,
even there your hand would lead me,
your right hand would hold me fast.
R/ If I dwell at the sea’s furthest end, even there you watch over me.
For it was you who created my being,
knit me together in my mother’s womb.
I thank you for the wonder of my being,
for the wonders of all your creation.
R/ If I dwell at the sea’s furthest end, even there you watch over me.
Or:
Alternative Responsorial Psalm
Psalm 115(116):12-19
R/ A thanksgiving sacrifice I make to you, O Lord.
or
R/ Alleluia!
How can I repay the Lord
for his goodness to me?
The cup of salvation I will raise;
I will call on the Lord’s name.
R/ A thanksgiving sacrifice I make to you, O Lord.
or
R/ Alleluia!
My vows to the Lord I will fulfil
before all his people.
O precious in the eyes of the Lord
is the death of his faithful.
R/ A thanksgiving sacrifice I make to you, O Lord.
or
R/ Alleluia!
Your servant, Lord, your servant am I;
you have loosened my bonds.
A thanksgiving sacrifice I make;
I will call on the Lord’s name.
R/ A thanksgiving sacrifice I make to you, O Lord.
or
R/ Alleluia!
My vows to the Lord I will fulfil
before all his people,
in the courts of the house of the Lord,
in your midst, O Jerusalem.
R/ A thanksgiving sacrifice I make to you, O Lord.
or
R/ Alleluia!
Either:
Second Reading
1 Thessalonians 2:2-8
We were eager to hand over to you not only the Good News but our whole lives
It was our God who gave us the courage to proclaim his Good News to you in the face of great opposition. We have not taken to preaching because we are deluded, or immoral, or trying to deceive anyone; it was God who decided that we were fit to be entrusted with the Good News, and when we are speaking, we are not trying to please men but God, who can read our inmost thoughts. You know very well, and we can swear it before God, that never at any time have our speeches been simply flattery, or a cover for trying to get money; nor have we ever looked for any special honour from men, either from you or anybody else, when we could have imposed ourselves on you with full weight, as apostles of Christ.
Instead, we were unassuming. Like a mother feeding and looking after her own children, we felt so devoted and protective towards you, and had come to love you so much, that we were eager to hand over to you not only the Good News but our whole lives as well.
The Word of the Lord
R/ Thanks be to God.
Or:
Alternative Second Reading
2 Timothy 4:1-8
I have run the race to the finish; I have kept the faith; it is time for me to be gone
Before God and before Christ Jesus who is to be judge of the living and the dead, I put this duty to you, in the name of his Appearing and of his kingdom: proclaim the message and, welcome or unwelcome, insist on it. Refute falsehood, correct error, call to obedience – but do all with patience and with the intention of teaching. The time is sure to come when, far from being content with sound teaching, people will be avid for the latest novelty and collect themselves a whole series of teachers according to their own tastes; and then, instead of listening to the truth, they will turn to myths. Be careful always to choose the right course; be brave under trials; make the preaching of the Good News your life’s work, in thoroughgoing service.
As for me, my life is already being poured away as a libation, and the time has come for me to be gone. I have fought the good fight to the end; I have run the race to the finish; I have kept the faith; all there is to come now is the crown of righteousness reserved for me, which the Lord, the righteous judge, will give to me on that Day; and not only to me but to all those who have longed for his Appearing.
The Word of the Lord
R/ Thanks be to God.
Gospel Acclamation
Luke 4:17
Praise and honour to you, Lord Jesus!
The Lord has sent me to bring the good news to the poor,
to proclaim liberty to captives.
Praise and honour to you, Lord Jesus!
Either:
Gospel
Luke 5:1-11
They left everything and followed him
Jesus was standing one day by the Lake of Gennesaret, with the crowd pressing round him listening to the word of God, when he caught sight of two boats close to the bank. The fishermen had gone out of them and were washing their nets. He got into one of the boats – it was Simon’s – and asked him to put out a little from the shore. Then he sat down and taught the crowds from the boat.
When he had finished speaking he said to Simon, ‘Put out into deep water and pay out your nets for a catch.’ ‘Master,’ Simon replied, ‘we worked hard all night long and caught nothing, but if you say so, I will pay out the nets.’ And when they had done this they netted such a huge number of fish that their nets began to tear, so they signalled to their companions in the other boat to come and help them; when these came, they filled the two boats to sinking point.
When Simon Peter saw this he fell at the knees of Jesus saying, ‘Leave me, Lord; I am a sinful man.’ For he and all his companions were completely overcome by the catch they had made; so also were James and John, sons of Zebedee, who were Simon’s partners. But Jesus said to Simon, ‘Do not be afraid; from now on it is men you will catch.’ Then, bringing their boats back to land, they left everything and followed him.
The Gospel of the Lord
R/ Praise to you Lord Jesus Christ.
Or:
Alternative Gospel
Matthew 13:24-32
Let them both grow till the harvest
Jesus put another parable before the crowds: ‘The kingdom of heaven may be compared to a man who sowed good seed in his field. While everybody was asleep his enemy came, sowed darnel all among the wheat, and made off. When the new wheat sprouted and ripened, the darnel appeared as well. The owner’s servants went to him and said, “Sir, was it not good seed that you sowed in your field? If so, where does the darnel come from?” “Some enemy has done this” he answered. And the servants said, “Do you want us to go and weed it out?” But he said, “No, because when you weed out the darnel you might pull up the wheat with it. Let them both grow till the harvest; and at harvest time I shall say to the reapers: First collect the darnel and tie it in bundles to be burnt, then gather the wheat into my barn.”’
He put another parable before them: ‘The kingdom of heaven is like a mustard seed which a man took and sowed in his field. It is the smallest of all the seeds, but when it has grown it is the biggest shrub of all and becomes a tree so that the birds of the air come and shelter in its branches.’
The Gospel of the Lord
R/ Praise to you Lord Jesus Christ.
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Second Sunday of Lent, Cycle C
(Liturgical Colour: Violet)
First Reading
Genesis 15:5-12,17-18
God enters into a Covenant with Abraham, the man of faith
Taking Abram outside, the Lord said, ‘Look up to heaven and count the stars if you can.’ ‘Such will be your descendants,’ he told him. Abram put his faith in the Lord, who counted this as making him justified.
‘I am the Lord’ he said to him ‘who brought you out of Ur of the Chaldaeans to make you heir to this land.’ ‘My Lord,’ Abram replied ‘how am I to know that I shall inherit it?’ He said to him, ‘Get me a three-year-old heifer, a three-year-old goat, a three-year-old ram, a turtledove and a young pigeon.’ He brought him all these, cut them in half and put half on one side and half facing it on the other; but the birds he did not cut in half. Birds of prey came down on the carcases but Abram drove them off.
When the sun had set and darkness had fallen, there appeared a smoking furnace and a firebrand that went between the halves. That day the Lord made a Covenant with Abram in these terms:
‘To your descendants I give this land,
from the wadi of Egypt to the Great River.’
The Word of the Lord
R/ Thanks be to God.
Responsorial Psalm
Psalm 26(27):1,7-9,13-14
R/ The Lord is my light and my help.
The Lord is my light and my help;
whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the stronghold of my life;
before whom shall I shrink?
R/ The Lord is my light and my help.
O Lord, hear my voice when I call;
have mercy and answer.
Of you my heart has spoken:
‘Seek his face.’
R/ The Lord is my light and my help.
It is your face, O Lord, that I seek;
hide not your face.
Dismiss not your servant in anger;
you have been my help.
R/ The Lord is my light and my help.
I am sure I shall see the Lord’s goodness
in the land of the living.
Hope in him, hold firm and take heart.
Hope in the Lord!
R/ The Lord is my light and my help.
Either:
Second Reading
Philippians 3:17-4:1
Our homeland is in heaven, and from heaven comes Christ to transfigure us
My brothers, be united in following my rule of life. Take as your models everybody who is already doing this and study them as you used to study us. I have told you often, and I repeat it today with tears, there are many who are behaving as the enemies of the cross of Christ. They are destined to be lost. They make foods into their god and they are proudest of something they ought to think shameful; the things they think important are earthly things. For us, our homeland is in heaven, and from heaven comes the saviour we are waiting for, the Lord Jesus Christ, and he will transfigure these wretched bodies of ours into copies of his glorious body. He will do that by the same power with which he can subdue the whole universe.
So then, my brothers and dear friends, do not give way but remain faithful in the Lord. I miss you very much, dear friends; you are my joy and my crown.
The Word of the Lord
R/ Thanks be to God.
Or:
Alternative Second Reading
Philippians 3:20-4:1
Christ will transfigure our bodies into copies of his glorious body
For us, our homeland is in heaven, and from heaven comes the saviour we are waiting for, the Lord Jesus Christ, and he will transfigure these wretched bodies of ours into copies of his glorious body. He will do that by the same power with which he can subdue the whole universe.
So then, my brothers and dear friends, do not give way but remain faithful in the Lord. I miss you very much, dear friends; you are my joy and my crown.
The Word of the Lord
R/ Thanks be to God.
Gospel Acclamation
Matthew 17:5
Glory and praise to you, O Christ!
From the bright cloud the Father’s voice was heard:
‘This is my Son, the Beloved. Listen to him.’
Glory and praise to you, O Christ!
Gospel
Luke 9:28-36
Jesus is transfigured before them
Jesus took with him Peter and John and James and went up the mountain to pray. As he prayed, the aspect of his face was changed and his clothing became brilliant as lightning. Suddenly there were two men there talking to him; they were Moses and Elijah appearing in glory, and they were speaking of his passing which he was to accomplish in Jerusalem. Peter and his companions were heavy with sleep, but they kept awake and saw his glory and the two men standing with him. As these were leaving him, Peter said to Jesus, ‘Master, it is wonderful for us to be here; so let us make three tents, one for you, one for Moses and one for Elijah.’ – He did not know what he was saying. As he spoke, a cloud came and covered them with shadow; and when they went into the cloud the disciples were afraid. And a voice came from the cloud saying, ‘This is my Son, the Chosen One. Listen to him.’ And after the voice had spoken, Jesus was found alone. The disciples kept silence and, at that time, told no one what they had seen.
The Gospel of the Lord
R/ Praise to you Lord Jesus Christ.
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Heather and Regina’s Past
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“-and you’ll need to sign off on the revised funding for road repairs so that I can include it in the new budget by the next council meeting.”
“Mmhmm.” Regina replied without looking up from the pages carefully arranged across her desk. “Which brings us to the budget for the Sheriff’s office.” the town of Storybrooke’s chief accountant – and her former Royal Exchequer before the curse – continued. “Right there.” “Err…” The balding man looked down at his own paperwork then back up at the Mayor. “Yes, right there on page eighteen of my report.” “Good.” “Yes, anyway, as I was saying, the budget for the Sheriff’s office-” “Wait.” Regina shuffled several of the pages around. “It’s not here.” The Accountant leaned forward in his seat. “Perhaps you can have your assistant- “ “She’s eating out.” Regina’s head snapped up as she cut him off. “We could both use my copy.” He said, already rising from to his feet to move around behind the desk. “No. I’ll have my assistant review the file and track down any and all missing pages, then review the numbers and send you my notes.” “I-” the unyielding look coming his way stopped his protest. “Yes. I’ll… await your notes then, Madam Mayor.” “Good-day.” Regina waited several seconds after the door to her office closed behind him before she pushed her seat back far enough to look down at the woman kneeling between her legs. “I have only one question for you, dear, did you leave those pages out intentionally?”
Heather blushed a little at Regina’s little pun, fighting back a laugh to keep herself from getting caught like that. She was a little nervous when Regina pushed her chair back, staring up at her and nodding. “I-I… No, Madame Mayor. I didn’t do it on purpose. I could have sworn they were in there somewhere.” She’d been Regina’s assistant for a while, long enough to know that upsetting Regina was not a good idea. There was a reason she was the mayor. She’d been a mouse in Cinderella’s home before the curse, one that had helped make dresses and get Cinderella dressed. Her name had been Suzy and she’d had friends, something she’d wanted since the curse was placed. She had ended up regaining her memories after the curse was broken. That day had been one of the most terrifying days of Heather’s life, since she had never met the Evil Queen before and finding out that she’d been working and pleasuring the Evil Queen the whole time was something that she hadn’t expected. But, she soon realized that she wanted to continue working for Regina. When the rest of the town fought her, Heather stood with them for a few days before deciding that she couldn’t handle not working for Regina. She had given her loyalty to Regina since her fall, deciding that she needed to follow someone and Snow nor her daughter were going to. They wanted her to make all kinds of choices that she wasn’t ready for.
A soft “Hmm” purred in Regina’s throat as she continued to look down at her pet – a term she’d learned was surprisingly accurate once the younger woman recovered her memories; Regina having been ignorant of Heather’s history as a mouse prior to the curse transforming her into the girl that had served as her faithful and dedicated assistant until that same curse had been broken.
Those few days without Heather after the curse had broken had surprised Regina, not for the loss of the other woman’s devotion – anything else would have been a surprise, really – but how much she missed her pet’s presence and not just her talented tongue. So when Heather returned all but begging to return to Regina’s side, it hadn’t taken much convincing for Regina to accept. Not that she didn’t place a few new conditions on their relationship, both professional and private, nor make Heather prove her dedication repeatedly over the following weeks. That is, when she wasn’t dealing with Swan and her idiot parents.
“Then I suppose I shall only have to punish you a little.” Regina declared, her voice quiet but firm as she tangled her fingers in Heather’s hair. “After you finish what you started, that is.” With a tug, she guided Heather’s face back to her sex as she let her own head drop back against the top of her seat. “And be quick about it. I want to have those notes ready for him by the end of the business day.”
She nodded, waiting as Regina tangled her fingers in her hair. Heather crawled along with the tug, willingly moving between Regina’s legs and staring up at her. After regaining her memories and returning, Heather always kept her eyes on Regina as often as she could. She had been the one to return to Regina, begging to be welcomed back. Before the curse, she’d worked and tried to take care of people while staying back and hidden. It had surprised her at first, finding out that she’d been a mouse living in Cinderella’s wall before and that Regina was the Evil Queen who had made life horrible for everyone. But, Regina wasn’t the Evil Queen anymore and Heather just needed to work. Heather was meek and she needed someone to be bossier with her, something Emma wasn’t willing to do. But, Regina was. She’d gotten a lot of hostility when she first started siding with Regina. She couldn’t help herself, she’d been the one with Regina the most since the curse. Heather went to work, knowing that Regina wanted her to hurry. She knew better than to stall Regina on something she wanted. Heather was a bit nervous about Regina punishing her later, but she was hoping to change Regina’s mind by pleasuring her now. Her tongue got to work, remaining on her hands and knees. It wasn’t like it was uncomfortable for her, she had kind of missed it.
“That’s my girl.” Regina sighed. Her other hand slipped beneath the desk to gently stroke the spot behind Heather’s ear. She wasn’t often this tender when it came to sex; too many years of it being used as a weapon against her or in her own arsenal combined with the emotional walls she’d built long ago to protect what little of her innocent, younger self remained made such a luxury both rare and somewhat disquieting but it was different with Heather.  She was always so eager to serve her that Regina would, occasionally, forget herself and drop her guard just enough to show that she wasn’t completely without some genuine affection for the younger woman.
The fact that Heather would never, and could never, present a threat to Regina’s full and completely control of their time together helped as well as did her skills as a lover, skills Regina had helped to hone over the decades the curse had kept time frozen.
“My very good, little, pet.”
She smiled a little as Regina stroked behind her ear. It felt nice and it was a bit of affection that not many knew Regina could even show. Heather relaxed, feeling a little better that Regina seemed in a more forgiving kind of mood. But, she didn’t let herself relax enough to forget that she’d been told to work fast for her. The last thing she wanted to do was make Regina late turning in those reports late. So, Heather kept her eyes up on Regina and worked as fast as she could to get her finished off. As far as Heather was concerned, this was the best place for her. Everyone else had chosen the ‘savior’ over Regina, but Regina hadn’t really hurt them all that badly. If they’d never remembered, they never would have noticed that they were missing anything. To Heather, it was better just not knowing. Sure, she’d had friends and was happy. But, she wasn’t a princess or a mother like Snow and Cinderella. She was just a mouse living in the wall and making dresses. This was much better and honestly Regina had done her a favor.
She loved the sound. Not nearly as much as the tongue pressing her ever closer to her climax as it worked along her slit and into her puss – and there was a thought that never failed to bring a smile to Regina’s lips ever since she’d found out about Heather’s past life in the Enchanted forest; the little mouse feasting on pussy – but still, the sound never failed to send her pulse racing or her lust rising. The wet, hungry slurps, the little burst of breath that had the added bonus of warm air against her slick folds even the soft shift of fabric against skin whenever Heather shifted position between her parted legs. It was a symphony of sex that never failed to please her.
Much like her pet.
Another “Mmmm” danced its way from Regina’s chest to her throat as she pushed all thoughts of work to the back of her mind and focused on play instead. It would only take a few minutes at this rate – Heather had been well trained over the years and was, in Regina’s opinion, more enthusiastic since the curse had been broken than while still under it –before the dominant brunette coated the younger woman’s tongue, lips, and chin in her release and she planned to enjoy every last second until then.
Her tongue worked harder, thrusting in deeper and harder as she tried to make Regina cum. She wanted to please her and she was determined to give Regina what she wanted. Not that the idea of doing whatever Regina asked for was a new thing, she didn’t really do much outside of Regina’s orders. She was only spurred on by Regina’s noise, working harder with every noise that she managed to get from Regina. It hadn’t really taken her long to understand how Regina worked, how her body worked. It was easier for her now, especially now that she knew this was the best thing that was going to happen to her. She was a servant no matter what universe they were in and she accepted that fully. Everyone else had trouble accepting their old lives, but Heather just knew that was another piece of her puzzle. Just like serving Regina.
It started with a hitch in Regina’s breath, a chocked gasp that preceded the tightening of her hands around a fistful of Heather’s hair. The hand that had been teasing the younger woman’s neck turned at the wrist to take a matching hold of the other side of her pet’s head.
“Don’t stop.” It was an unnecessary order, Regina knew that. Heather wouldn’t stop for anything short of the world opening beneath her and even then she half expected the girl would find someway to float in place before surrendering to gravity without Regina’s permission to move from between her legs. But she also knew it encouraged her assistant to hear the desire in her voice every bit as much as she savored the sounds Heather made while eating her out.
Another choked gasp caught in her throat, then a moan that started deep in her chest and slowly rose to her mouth even as it rose in pitch, both matching the growing strength of the tremble that shook her thighs.
“Don’t- UHHF- Don’t St-St- StoaaHHHH!” Regina’s hips thrust up, crushing her sex against Heather’s face as she came. In the past she hadn’t always been so vocal when she climaxed but with the return of magic, a privacy charm had given her the freedom to truly let herself go with her pet without the fear of accidental discovery.
…Though sometimes she wondered what Swan’s expression would be like if she ever walked in on the sight of Regina in the throes of sapphic ecstasy. But that was a fantasy for another day, and one that would no doubt be far less satisfying than the reality of her pet.
“Mmm, good girl.” Regina whispered as she settled back into her seat. “Very, very good.”
She considered Regina’s noises a good sign, a very good sign. Heather wasn’t planning to stop until Regina was finished and she wasn’t leaving her spot without permission. But, soon Regina was stuttering out partial sentences and Heather knew she was almost finished. It was a giant relief when Regina finished, allowing Heather to sit back once Regina settled back into her seat again. “Madame Mayor? Should I prepare the correct documents or did you want to punish me first? She didn’t want to leave her spot until given permission and orders on what to do next. That was how she knew where she was going and what Regina needed done. Guessing was not Heather’s strong suit and she decided it was easier to just wait for actual orders than trying to surprise or impress Regina. There was really no need, since Regina was more than willing to give her the orders she needed. That was why it was so much easier to give Regina her loyalty rather than Snow White or her ‘savior’ daughter. They wanted to worry about hurting her feelings or wounding her, but Heather just wanted someone to give her things to do.
The lazy, post-coital grin on Regina’s lips grew a little more. “Work first, Dear, I think we’ve spent enough time on pleasure for now.” She pushed her seat back a little further to make room for Heather to climb out from beneath her desk. “Besides, I think an hour or two of anticipating your punishment will only make the experience more enjoyable for both of us.”
Regina tilted her head slightly to one side, a touch of mischief added to her grin. “Well, for one of us anyway. Now come on out of there and get to work, Miss Gordon.” The use of her assistant’s surname was a signal that playtime, at least for now, was over just as Regina calling Heather by ‘girl’ or ‘pet’ meant the next words out of her mouth were going to involve something far more intimate than paperwork.
Not that Regina didn’t blur the line between the two at times. “And none of this.” She ordered, her hand slipping under Heather’s skirt once her pet had gotten to her feet, two fingers slipped into the other woman’s sex. “Or this.” Her thumb swiped across Heather’s clit. before she pulled her hand free, the fingers held out for Heather to clean.
Heather nodded, biting her lip and brushing herself as she stood. “Yes, Madame Mayor. I’m sorry.” She blushed, looking down and moaning softly. She’d wanted to continue, but she knew that she did have work to do. Looking at Regina’s fingers when she moved it from between her legs, she smiled and leaned down to suck her fingers clean before smiling at her. “Thank you, Madame Mayor. I’ll get these copied and sent over right away. Do you need anything else while I’m out?” She wanted to hurry back to Regina, wanting to stay close to her. Everyone looked at her like she had three heads since she decided to align herself with Regina instead of Emma. But, she didn’t want to side with Emma like the rest of the town. Maybe she wasn’t as much of a sheep as everyone assumed?
“Only your efficiency, Dear.” Regina pulled her seat back into place at her desk, then shifted her hips from side to side. “And perhaps a towel.” A smile curled half of her mouth as she picked up her discarded pen, the other reaching out to deliver a parting, playful, slap to Heather’s backside. “You’re dismissed, for now.”
Heather nodded, jumping a bit at the smack to her backside and hurrying to toss Regina a towel. “Your wish is my command, Madame Mayor.” She smiled, running off to get the papers copied and sent out. At least she was a good assistant, probably better than whoever was running Regina’s errands before the curse.
Regina smiled to herself as she caught the towel – and made a mental note to add tossing it to her rather than handing it to her to the list for determining Heather’s punishment later – then slipped the towel between her thighs and tucked it under her legs.
She would still need to see to it that the seat got a proper cleaning later, but this would do for now. Heather would no doubt take care of the rest. That was one thing about her that Regina would never find fault with. She may miss things once in a while but when she did, she went out of her way to make sure it didn’t happen again and after the years they’d been together, there wasn’t much that managed to slip through anymore. That was why Regina had felt the need to ask if the missing pages had been intentional.
That, and the worry that Heather may have acted out that way because she hadn’t been paying enough attention to her pet since the curse had been undone. Things had been more than a little hectic since the citizens of Storybrooke regained their memories of their former lives and it was possible that she she’d let some things – however pleasurable – slip while trying to keep the town running and her own head attached.
Either way, Regina made another mental note to give her girl something extra special after work, a sort of preemptive apology for any slight the younger woman may have felt but had yet to speak up about, directly or by acting out.
Heather ran her errand quickly, stopping at Granny’s to get something nice for Regina. She figured that food would please the mayor and she could earn back some good grace. Boxes of food were piled in Heather’s arms, leaving her a little blind. She bumped into Emma, blushing and quickly apologizing before hurrying to get back to Regina when Emma asked if they could talk. “Madame Mayor waits for no woman.” They all thought Heather was strange, but she was always the safest one in this ridiculous town. She put the boxes on Regina’s desk, smiling triumphantly and giggling softly out of excitement. “I didn’t dawdle. I promise. I got everything ordered while I was walking and Granny had it ready on my way back. I got you a present!” Heather bounced on her toes for a moment, opening the box. “See? Chicken parm and raspberry cheesecake. Do you like it? I just thought… Well, it’s getting late and you’re probably gonna eat here since Henry’s at Emma’s…”
The smile that had found its way to Regina’s mouth in response to Heather’s infectious excitement weakened at the mention of her son. Heather was second only to Henry on the short list of people in her life that she couldn’t imagine doing without and the distance that had grown between them after he’d found that blasted book had only gotten wider after the curse had ended. It was only recently that she and Swan had worked out a schedule that would allow her the time to bridge that divide and – as far as Regina was concerned – not nearly enough of it.
But with the town firmly behind the Heroes, and herself still firmly on the side of the Villains – at least in the minds of the people of Storybrooke, she wasn’t in a position to demand otherwise. Yet another reason she may have buried herself in her work to the detriment of the time she spent with the only other person in her life she cared to be with.
“It’s perfect, thank you.” She said, forcing her grin back to it’s former strength as she took the box from Heather to better examine the contents. “Did you get something for yourself, pet?”
Heather felt bad, watching Regina’s smile fade away when she mentioned Henry. She simply nodded to the question, gesturing to the other box. “Yeah, I got myself some chicken alfredo. It was Granny’s special today.” She went around to the other side of Regina’s desk, something she normally only did when she was asked to come over by Regina. Normally because she was going to pleasure her. But, she just went over and dropped to her knees so she could hug Regina around her waist. “It’s alright… I’m sorry for mentioning Henry. But, for what it’s worth, I still think you’re his mother. Emma didn’t raise him. And you’re not evil, Regina. People just aren’t going to see that because this stupid curse got broken. But, we were happy here. Sure, Snow didn’t have Charming anymore. But, I would still be living in Cinderella’s walls if you hadn’t done it. I’m grateful to you, Regina. The others will come around. I know they will.”
Regina’s hand moved unconsciously to brush her fingers through Heather’s hair and bit her tongue to keep herself from point out that mice – even magical mice – rarely live for thirty years.
Just the thought of Heather’s potential demise of rodent old age made Regina slip her other arm around the younger woman’s shoulders and pull her closer.
“Thank you, Dear.” In her heart, Regina wanted to believe Heather’s hopeful words but she knew first hand how hard forgiveness could be to come by from either side of the equation. They wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t. But Emma, for all her many, many faults seemed willing to work with her rather than against her when it comes to her son and so long as she had a chance to show Henry she wasn’t the monster his precious book made her out to be, she would have to trust that their past together would win out over her own.
“And you don’t need to apologize for that. The missing paperwork, yes, but never for bringing up my little prince.” She pulled her arm away and gave Heather’s head a final pat. “Speaking of which, one of us needs to review that paperwork so that we can call it a day and head home.”
Heather was a little confused by Regina wrapping her arm around her shoulders and even pulling her closer, but she assumed that it was just because Regina believed what she was saying. She believed it. After all, Heather thought that Regina was a great person. Sure, she was the Evil Queen and she’d done a lot wrong. But, it wasn’t like everyone was perfect. Nobody in this town could say they’d never done anything wrong. After all, everyone had something they had buried and just waiting to bubble out again. It was just a matter of time really. Regina had just happened to be the one who had it come up first. “I understand. I just feel bad for mentioning him when you’re already alone. I feel bad you’re living there by yourself. But… Maybe you should review them since I forgot them last time? I’m pretty sure it’s all there now and it shouldn’t be a problem anymore.” She smiled, biting her lip and reaching over to hand Regina the paperwork.
Regina nodded as she pulled away from her assistant and started shuffling through the paperwork on her desk to find the longer missing pages to look over. But her focus was split between her task and a oft-turned over thought older than Henry himself.
She had, for most of her time in Storybrooke, lived alone and even after Heather had become more than just her assistant, Regina had seen fit to keep her personal and public life separated. Heather and her extra attentions were for the office and if she ever felt the need to scratch that particular itch at home, well, that’s what Graham was for.  That didn’t mean she’d never considered having Heather move in to make their arrangement a little more permanent, she just never voiced it. Why should she. Heather would be there for her for as long as the curse held, never seeking out a deeper commitment or growing tired of her role and while she was secure that the curse would see to it that public opinion never turned against her to the point where she would need to leave office, there was nothing to gain by making Heather’s special status as her pet common knowledge.
And once Henry had entered her life, well… a twenty-four/seven live in sex slave wasn’t exactly the normal family environment she wanted to raise him in. But now that Henry was older, and more importantly, seeing her as more than just his mother – even if it was in a less than flattering light – perhaps it was time to reconsider her position.
There was, of course, the danger of further backlash against her when the full nature of her relationship with Heather got out, or worse, what tolerance storybrooke’s residents had shown Heather in spite of her continued service to Regina dissipated as a result and Heather became as large a target as she was.
It was something she’d have to discus with her pet at some point. But not right now.
“You’re dismissed.” She said without looking up from the papers, a pen delicately poised in one hand to comment on – or more often correct – what she was reading.
Heather pouted, nodding and standing up. “Yes, Madame Mayor. I’ll see you tomorrow morning.” She was worried about Regina, knowing it must be hard going home to an empty house when there was actually someone who was supposed to be there. And it wasn’t like Henry was in another place, but Regina had to see him every day. She nudged the food over, smiling weakly. “Remember to eat, please? Goodnight.” It was a little difficult to leave Regina when she seemed so upset though she was doing her best brave face. But, Heather knew that face and she also knew that there was no way she could possibly help. No matter how hard she tried. So, she didn’t know what to do other than leave Regina to collect herself before seeing Heather again in the morning.
The sigh that left Regina’s mouth was neither sad, nor angry, but amused. She laid her pen down on the desk to pick up the cutlery that Heather had brought with her meal and made a show of cutting off a small bite piercing it with her fork, and slipping it between her lips. “Delicious.” She flashed Heather a small smile before turning back to her work, fork still in one hand, pen reclaimed in the other.
She would talk to Heather about moving in. Just not yet “Good night, Miss Gordon.”
It would be another hour before she was finished her review and a further quarter hour for her to formalize her notes into the email she sent to the town’s accountant outline her position with a promise of a typed version delivered the following morning.
The remains of her meal, a few bites of cheesecake where quickly dropped into the trash to be dealt with in the morning as well and Regina soon found herself standing on the steps leading to the town hall.
And alone.
She still wasn’t sure she should broach the subject of moving in with Heather, but the thought of spending the night alone suddenly seemed even less appetizing than usual.
Regina pulled her phone from her purse as she made her way to her car and typed out a short message.
: My home. 5 minutes. dress lightly.
Heather had gotten home and ready for bed, hopping up when she got Regina’s message and rushing to get ready. She left her nightgown on, pulling on a jacket before hurrying to Regina. She really didn’t even knock, rushing inside and searching around for Regina. “Regina? Regina, are you alright? I got here as fast as I could… Oh, please be alright.” She almost never called Regina by her name, even addressing her as ‘Madame Mayor’ when Snow was mayor. That had mostly just been to show Regina she still had at least one follower and because she’d called her Regina in anger when the curse first broke. But, she was so worried that she didn’t have time to be horribly formal. Sure, the message had been a little casual, but Regina had asked her to come over and that was something they didn’t do. And she knew Henry not being home hurt Regina. She realized nothing was wrong, seeing Regina looking normal and suddenly feeling like an idiot. “I-I… Madame Mayor, I apologize for not knocking… I just… I thought something was wrong and I was so worried.” Reaching down, she nervously started tugging at her nightgown. It was such an ugly thing and she was sure Granny had something exactly like it in her closet. Not the best image to have.
Regina wasn’t sure if she wanted to laugh or cry at Heather’s antics, her concern both touching and worrying. It had been a long time – too long – since Regina felt as cared for as she did in that moment and for all the younger woman had come to mean to her and her own thoughts on expanding the scope and intimacy of their arrangement, seeing such clear and undeniable evidence of how attached Heather was to her was a sobering thought.
One that made the issue of her moving in even trickier than Regina had already thought it to be.
But that was a matter for later. Right now her pet was distressed and Regina couldn’t have that. It wasn’t good for Heather and, more to the point, it wasn’t why Regina had summoned her to her home.
“It’s alright, pet. I should have been clearer in my message and I forgive your slip in decorum. Now, come here.” Regina patted the spot next to her on the couch. “But first, take off that nightgown, you look far to uncomfortable in it.”
Heather nodded, biting her lip  and looking down at her feet as she stripped out of her nightgown. “I should have known better… I just know that Henry’s not home and I thought that maybe something was wrong. I just wanted to make sure you were alright. You just don’t normally call me over to your home and especially not late at night…” She put her jacket back on to cover herself and sat down, blushing at Regina and clutching the jacket closer. “What did you need, Madame Mayor?” She was still a little nervous, not completely understanding why she was there and wondering if Regina was maybe just lonely. After all, Heather had been dumb enough to mention it before in the office and then once again now. So, she wouldn’t really be surprised if Regina had just called to have someone to sit with or even do things with. There weren’t many people that still liked Heather and even fewer still liked Regina. It honestly seemed like she was the only one with anything good to say about Regina.
Regina reached over to loosen Heather’s grip on her coat with the goal of pushing the garment off the younger woman entirely. Her teeth worried at the inside of her lip before she answered Heather’s question with a soft “You, my pet.” It was the closest to a confession of love as Regina had ever come for her assistant and there was no doubt in her mind that if the curse was still in place she still wouldn’t have come even that close.
Even now she was already beginning to regret it.
“I… never gave you your punishment. Can’t have you thinking you can get away without one, can we?”
Heather blushed, letting Regina remove the coat easily. She had no issue showing Regina her body at will. “Yes, Madame Mayor. We can’t have me thinking that I can just get away with displeasing you.” She smiled widely, watching Regina closely and noticing her slight hesitation. So, she turned away from Regina and draped herself over the couch so her ass was offered to Regina. “Do as you please, Madame Mayor. I apologize for earlier.”
if only everyone in her life were so accommodating.
For a moment, Regina can’t help picturing Swan in the same position as Heather has taken, only with the addition of her official cuffs around the blonde’s wrists, but she’s quick to shake that image from her head. Even were Emma so inclined, it would be tantamount to committing suicide for her to treat Storybrooke’s precious savior in such a fashion.
… even if it would almost be worth it to see the look on the two idiots faces.
No, best to put such thoughts from her head. Especially when the only one she wanted to think about right now was the very willing woman in front of her.
“I think ten should suffice for now” Regina said as she got to her feet to move to the end of the couch to stand by Heather’s side. Instead of launching straight into her pets punishment, Regina slowly ran her hand down Heather’s back, finger tips lightly tickling the small indent just above her submissive assistant’s ass before spreading to cup and squeeze first one, then the other ass cheek.
“Perhaps twenty, just to be on the safe side.”
She nodded, relaxing and preparing to take anything Regina gave her. But, there was no spanking. Instead Regina was being gentle with her and even tickling her a bit. It felt so good and she was almost too distracted to reply when Regina raised the number. “Y-yes, Madame Mayor. Anything you want. I need to learn my lesson.” Heather was willing to give Regina everything, especially now that she knew she really owed Regina everything. But, Regina was acting strange and it confused her. “Madame Mayor, you’re acting strange… I don’t want to distract you, I know I deserve punishment. I’m just concerned about you. Please tell me you’re alright? I’ll do anything I can to make you feel better. Anything you need. Just tell me.” Heather wanted to help Regina, wanted to serve her in any way she could. She was just so worried that Regina was starting to sink after the curse and losing Henry. It was worrying and she just wanted to do what she could.
Regina’s tongue slipped out to wet her lips, lips that parted to assure her pet or possibly confess the thoughts tumbling about in her head but it was the crack of her palm against Heather’s ass that answered first.
The brunette looked down as she pulled her hand away to reveal a perfect, if quickly fading, imprint of the blow, then closed her lightly tingling fingers into a fist before outstretching them again.
“I need you… to count.”
Another smack punctuated her words, this time her hand rubbed in the sting rather than pull away. “Don’t keep me waiting, little one.”
She waited for Regina to give her something, anything that would help her. But, instead, Regina just told her to count. Which Heather was more than willing to do. She counted as the smacks came, starting with the first one that took her a minute.” I-I… One, Madame Mayor.” There was a part of her that felt bad that Regina wasn’t letting her help, but it wasn’t her place. Regina would do what she wanted and Heather would follow her to the end of the Earth, just thankful that Regina had saved her.
Even as Regina pulled her hand back for the next smack, a needle of guilt pierced her stomach. This was hardly the first time she’d punished Heather and she doubted it would be the last. True, her pet was good enough in both her roles to rarely warrant a proper punishment but sometimes, as today, she would fail in her duties and until now, Regina had never had second thoughts about taking her girl to task to ensure such failure would not repeat. Even after she’d started to accept that Heather meant more to her than a mere assistant or a simple sexual plaything.
But this time…
Her hand struck again, firm and hard and Regina savoured the sting against her palm.
This time it wasn’t just Heather that she wanted to punish. She wanted to punish herself for not stopping Emma before she could break the curse. She wanted to punish Henry for seeking out the aggravating blonde in the first place.
And most of all, she wanted to punish Emma. Not for the sensuality for it, not out of some tender concern or connection. But just to see Swan squirm. To reclaim some of the power that Emma had taken away.
And a part of her, that part of her that felt guilty, knew she was using Heather as a surrogate for the good sheriff.  
Heather counted the spanks out for Regina, not wanting to anger her. “Two, three…” She wiggled slightly, biting at her lip about halfway through. “Nine, ten…” It was a little difficult to sit still, but at least Regina gave her a goal. She just needed to get to twenty and then it would all be over. Closing her eyes, she just focused on making Regina happy. Regina was all that mattered and it made it easier to remember why she’d decided to go back to Regina in the first place. She relaxed, trying her best not to wiggle. Regina was alone other than her and she knew that could hurt a person badly. It wasn’t like Regina hadn’t been hurt before, she had and it was a horrible hurt. Heather understood to some extent why Regina did everything she did, but that didn’t mean the others understood. She was sure they would, they just didn’t need Regina as much as Heather did.
Regina made it as far as fourteen before she stopped and left her hand cupping one reddened cheek. Her tongue darted out to wet her lips, her other hand lightly scratching at Heather’s hips before running up the younger woman’s back to grab a hand full of Heather’s hair and gently but firmly pull Heather up so that Regina could look her eye to eye without having to bend over.
“Pet… I- I think there is something you can do for me but…” This was not the woman that commanded kingdoms, this was not the evil queen who had cast the curse to end all curses, this wasn’t even the mayor that could once terrify a council meeting into silence with nothing more than an arched eyebrow.
This was what happened to Regina when she let someone get close to her. This was a Regina afraid of losing something important to her.
This was Regina exposed every bit as much as the naked woman under her control.
“I… can you, would you be… her. Would you be her for me. Not for the whole night but just for now. Just for a few minutes. Would you let me make you Emma?”
She accepted Regina’s smacks as they came, counting them off before staring up at her in confusion once Regina stopped before hitting twenty. But, she wasn’t going to discourage Regina’s soft touches in any way. She bit her lip, moaning softly as Regina tugged her hair and blinking a bit before staring up at Regina with nothing but adoration. “Anything for you, Madame Mayor.” She was a little confused by Regina’s request, but she was more than willing to do whatever Regina wanted. “I will do my best to please you. Anything you need me to do. But, wh-what do you want me to do?” Heather would do anything for Regina, knowing that she would find a way to give Regina whatever she wanted. If she wasn’t completely positive that Emma could easily kick her ass, she’d give Regina the savior herself. But, Regina wanted Heather to be Emma and she would do whatever she could to please Regina. “I owe you everything, Madame Mayor. I’ll do whatever you ask.”
There it was again, that troubling tightness around her heart. Heather’s words touched Regina in a way she hadn’t been – or hadn’t allowed herself to be – touched in a very long time save for Henry and even there, Heather’s reach was different, finding it’s way into places no other ever had.
The urge to kiss her pet was nearly overwhelming but Regina resisted it, knowing that if she did, their night would take a very different path than the one she’d imagined when she’d sent her text or the one she’d just requested.
“Thank you.” The words were soft as Regina stepped back, releasing her hold on Heather’s hair to use both hands to cast the glamour over her assistant. Some things she had to use her imagination for having never seen Emma naked, the colour of her nipples for one, and the details of her nether regions for another so she left those bits of Heather as they were, magic blending them seamlessly together until all that was left in front of her was the saviour, naked and obedient.
“Stand up and give me a twirl.”
Heather bit her lip as Regina cast the spell, blushing and giggling as she twirled for Regina. She didn’t quite notice that she was different, but there was a small part of her that could tell. “The savior’s short, Madame. She’s practically one of the dwarves.” Heather just stood still, pausing for a second before dropping to her knees. She put her head down, hands behind her back so they could rest at the small of her back. She figured that Regina would want to see Emma submissive and obedient, how Heather normally acted. It was just a little weird, since she knew that she looked like someone else. But, Regina needed it and she’d meant it when she told Regina that she would do anything she was told. She owed Regina for giving her this life and she knew that losing everything to Emma was hard.
The laugh caught her by surprise and Regina was quick to cover her mouth until she got it back under control. “Yes, well, she gets it from her mother. But you of all people should know that size isn’t everything and even small things can do big things.”
It was both disturbing and satisfying to see her nemesis – or a reasonable facsimile – kneeling at her feet so completely exposed but the longer she took in the sight, the more Regina though she could get used to it. Not that she wanted to keep Heather like this and she might never use her this way again, but this memory would make dealing with Henry’s birth mother much easier in the future. As would the memory of what would come next.
“Kiss my feet, Swan.” Regina ordered as she slipped into her Mayoral tone. It was the least of what she wanted to put her surrogate Emma through, but it was as good a place to start as any.
Heather bit her lip, fighting back the urge to giggle at Regina’s request. No, she needed to take this seriously if Regina was going to get what she needed from it. She blushed, leaning down and kissing Regina’s feet. “Yes, Madame Mayor. Anything you ask.” Heather was doing her best to act more like Emma, but she honestly wasn’t sure how Emma handled everything she did. The same went from Regina as well. This town was full of strong people that honestly confused her. She was content to just be driven by those strong people, not wanting to be in the spotlight like Regina or Emma. She’d seen how easily the town could turn on someone if one little thing came to light.
It wasn’t quite as satisfying as Regina imagined the real thing would be, seeing Emma at her feet, knowing she had been broken by Regina with all the memories of turning Snow’s precious daughter into her willing slave would have made that sight so much more… delicious.
But for what it was, and judging by the damp lace sticking the the lips of her pussy, it was working.
“Higher.” Regina reached down to hike her skirt up to mid thigh and parted her feet, giving Heather access to the inside of her long, sculpted legs along with the front, side and back. “Worship your Queen.”
Heather nodded, kissing up her legs until she reached her thigh. “Yes, my queen.” She was honestly wondering exactly what was running through Regina’s mind at this point, wondering where she was in her head. Normally, she didn’t like a reminder that she’d been the queen. But, Heather wouldn’t fight Regina. No, Heather wouldn’t. But, Emma might. Maybe just a little bit? The thought made Heather’s skin crawl, but she wanted to help Regina. So, she stopped the kissing and sat back. She gave Regina her best defiant Emma look, shaking her head. “No. Go fuck yourself, evil queen.” Heather felt like she was on fire, just wanting to take it back and beg Regina’s forgiveness. But, she stuck it out.
Several expressions raced across Regina’s face; surprise, shock, anger, hurt, and guilt but to name a few and she fell back a step while trying to understand Heather’s sudden shift in tone.
And then realization dawned across her features. Her pet, who knew her better than anyone else, who knew her well enough to anticipate her needs professionally and personally almost before Regina herself knew them, was giving her what she needed most.
The chance to break Emma Swan.
A confidant sneer spread across her lips and  a tender warmth filled her heart as she stepped forward again. A twirl of fingers conjured a leash in her hand, the thin coil of purple magic drawing down towards the floor before curving up again to encircle Emma’s neck, leaving behind a glossy black collar with a stylized ‘RM’ in raised silver just above the matching silver loop to which the other end of the leash was attached.
“Oh you will in time, Swan. But first you’ll learn to obey me the way you should have from the start.”
Heather bit her lip, reaching down to touch the collar around her neck. It felt a little nice, if she was being completely honest. But, she knew Regina didn’t need Heather to be honest. She needed her to be Emma. “My parents will be coming for me.” Heather paused, unsure if she should use the card she knew Emma had to throw at Regina. But, she knew Emma wouldn’t hesitate. So, Heather squared her shoulders and glared up at Regina as she tried to yank the collar off. “You know Henry won’t let you do this, they’ll rescue me and they’ll all see what you really are.” Heather felt bad, she felt horrible. But, she could apologize later. She could apologize and remind Regina how much she adored her queen, her savior. All Emma had done for her was make her life more complicated and remind her that this life wasn’t real. She wasn’t always this happy girl, she wasn’t always a girl. But, she couldn’t think of her adoration for Regina. No, she needed to stay strong for Regina and do what she needed. “Nobody should obey you, Regina. And after this, my mother will take over mayor again and you’ll just be rotting in a cell.” She scowled at Regina, trying to look as strong and confident as she could. At least a little bit of wavering might be good, it might help Regina more.
Anger flashed in Regina’s eyes but so did delight. It had been so long since anyone had challenged her like this – the cries of the mobs out for her head after the curse broke didn’t count, that was simple revenge while this was so much more… personal.
“My son will never know, nor will your parents because by the time I’m done with you, miss swan, you’ll be begging to belong to me and you’ll be my obedient little bitch just like you should have been from day one.” Regina punctuated ‘bitch’ with a sharp tug on the leash in her hand. “And if your mother tries to stop me…” Regina’s sneer slipped into a sensual smirk. “I’ve owed her a good, hard spanking for a very, very long time. Perhaps I’ll turn her into my bitch too and have a matched set.”
A twirl of the fingers of her empty hand covered Regina in a thin layer of swirling smoke that faded to reveal her in a pair of knee high, high heeled black leather boots, a black trimmed, purple leather corset, and a tall, upturned collar framing her neck.
And nothing else.
“Now we can do this the hard way, or the easy way, and believe me when I say I want you to pick the hard way. It’ll be so much more enjoyable.”
Heather bit her lip, pausing for a second as Regina spoke. She raised up, glaring daggers at her. “He’s not your son, Regina. He’ll never be your son and we both know that. Henry knows that. Whether I’m here or not, he’s not your son.” She didn’t like being mean to Regina, but it seemed to be what she wanted from her. Heather stared up at Regina as the smoke cleared and her clothing changed. Regina looked incredible and Heather just wanted to tell her. She looked at the corset and the boots, not even daring to look at her bare skin between the two. Regina was so beautiful and it was making her want her, but she fought it. She had to play her part. “I’m not going to submit to you, Regina. You’re better off just going back to your sex puppet because you’re not getting anything from me. Unless even she’s realized that you’re not worth the time. Because you’re nothing but an evil witch, Regina.”
At the back of her mind, a part of Regina admired her pet’s commitment to the part and made a note to reward her accordingly once their little act was finished.
The rest of her, however, stayed locked in the scene the two of them were playing out.
“He’s more my son than he will ever be yours. I was the one that raised him, fed him, the one he called mother for ten years, the one he turned to when he was scared or hurt. The one who watched him learn how to crawl and walk and talk and become the incredible young man he is before your Mother and her little book took him away from me.”
The angry curl of her lip turned down into a mocking smile. “Though I must admit I’m surprised, sheriff, here I thought you were the most unobservant person I’d ever met but you know about my little pet – and it is pet, not puppet,” a smirk caressed Regina’s mouth, “though I do put my hand inside her at times and I can assure you, she thinks I’m anything but evil when I do. As for being my puppet, well…” Regina coiled  the leash around her wrist, pulling ‘Emma’ closer in the process. “You’re the one at the end of my string. perhaps I should add a few more to make your position clear enough that even you can detect it.”
Heather bit her lip, blushing and looking down to hide it. She shook it off slowly, looking up at Regina again. “Because he finally found out what you really are, Regina. Everyone knows you’re a horrible, evil person and this just proves it. Henry always knew you were evil and now everyone else does too.” It was hard for her to pretend to be Emma, but she knew that was what Regina wanted. Heather was more than willing to do anything that Regina needed from her. She was trying not to laugh or to just behave herself. “I’m not your anything, Regina. I’m just waiting this out until we can get rid of you for good. Then Henry can just spend time with his real mother instead of being forced to see you. So, you’d better enjoy this while you have the chance because you won’t have this for long. Henry found me once and he’ll find me again, Regina.”
A laugh that was almost a cackle burst from Regina’s throat. “Is that the only threat you have to make, Swan? My son. You’ve already taken him from me, you can’t do any worse than what you’ve already done.” She stepped forward, tightening her grip on the leash to stop Emma from pulling away, holding her close to her sex, the to scent of her arousal and the sight of her juices glistening on the fold now inches from her plaything’s face.
“And you are very much mine, dear. You can fight it all you want and I hope you do, I really do because that will make my victory all the more satisfying but don’t waste your time or breath trying to convince either of us that you aren’t mine… or that you want to be. You don’t think I’ve seen the way you look at me, Emma, the lingering glances, the little peaks at the chest whenever I show even a hint of cleavage?”
Regina bent at the waist to bring their faces closer. “Tell me, pet. Have you ever indulged your darker impulses? Ever given in to that side of you you try so hard to pretend you don’t have… Or am I honestly the first woman you’ve wanted to fuck? Not that it matters, once you have a taste of all being mine can offer you-” Regina slipped a single finger into her own sex, a soft moan vibrating in her chest as she pulled it back out to reveal it dripping in her juices as she held it up to admire the sight for a few moments before she held it next to the saviour’s mouth.
“Speaking of which… why don’t you have a taste? I’ll even make you a promise; if you can look me in the eye and tell me you don’t like it, I’ll let you go.”
Heather pouted, unable to really help herself. She whimpered and whined, wiggling slightly. She wanted to ask Regina if that was true. If Emma really looked at her chest. She’d never really noticed, always focusing on Regina and hiding from Emma whenever they were all in the room together. So, she honestly had to wonder. She wanted to take the finger into her mouth, something she normally did willingly for Regina. But, now she had to fight that urge. Maybe the struggle was renewed by Heather wanting to believe that Emma really had no desire for Regina, but she had that struggle back. Pulling away, Heather glared at her and tugging the leash out of her hand roughly. “I’m not your plaything, Regina. Just get that out of your mind.” She didn’t care if ripping the leash away from Regina had hurt or not, probably for the first time since coming back not caring about Regina’s comfort. Heather held the leash tightly, backing away on her knees as she yanked at the collar around her neck. It had been put there with magic Heather didn’t really understand, but she still yanked with everything she had. “I’m not yours, Regina. Let me go.”
Regina didn’t bother trying to stop Emma from pulling at the collar – magic was stronger than any leather the Saviour or Heather could tear through and the collar was thick enough that she’d have been surprised if it could have been torn through without magic preventing it.
“That’s where you’re wrong, dear.” Regina lifted her hand to shoulder height. “You are mine. Lock, “ a twirl of her fingers cause handcuffs to appear around Emma’s wrist, the chain between them shrinking by the second to pull her hands together until there was little more than a hands width of freedom between them, “stock, “ another swish of her fingers, and matching cuffs formed around Emma’s ankles, nearly pulling the other woman off her feet as the chain contracted to the same short distance, “And barrel.”
A final flick of her fingers teleported her pet back to the couch, leaving her positioned over an arm with her ass up.
“And if you try my patience again, slave, I’ll gag you as well… in fact, I might do it anyway just because I can. And I can because you… belong… to me.”
Heather whined quietly, tugging at the cuffs as they tightened around her wrists then her ankles. Before she even really knew what was happening, she was back on the couch and bent over the arm with her ass in the air. It felt strange to argue and fight, but she needed to. “Let me go, Regina! I’m not anyone’s puppet, but especially not yours.” She glared at Regina, unable to really move her wrists or ankles apart. That meant she had to roll over onto her side in order to get off the couch and continue to disobey Regina. The fall hurt like hell since she dropped down onto her side, but it was worth it and she still fought like hell to wiggle away from where Regina had placed her. Fighting her was difficult, but she was going to do this. She didn’t get very far, but she got far enough to feel like she’d actually done something.
A snap of her fingers and a large, black ball made of the same glossy leather as the collar around the other woman’s neck appeared between Emma’s lips, spread fingers pulling the cuffs out to leave the blonde with her arms stretched above her head before both sets of metal restraints locked to the floor, held in place as if by a powerful magnet.
“I did warn you, Swan.” Regina sneered as she walked over to her now pinned plaything and straddled her, one foot to either side of Emma’s waist. “You will learn your place, you will learn that you belong to me, you will learn the price of taking what is mine.”
Slowly, deliberately, Regina lowered herself to her knees, her thighs squeezed tight against her assistant’s sides. “But first, you will learn the price of disobedience.” The tip of the index finger on each of her hands traced a circle the edge of Emma’s areola, a small swirl of smoke rising higher with each swipe before reaching a few inches high and dissipated to reveal  a silver butterfly clamp attached to each nipple joined by a matching silver chain.
“I’m going to let you speak, pet, and for every word that isn’t ‘Yes Mistress’ or ‘I’m yours’ or some variation of either, I’m going to pull this chain a little higher. “ She gave the chain a tug in demonstration. “Nod if you understand.”
Heather glared up at Regina, struggling until the clamps appeared on her nipples. She knew better than to continue arguing with Regina at the point, knowing that she couldn’t struggle like this and that continuing to misbehave would only make this worse. So, Heather just nodded and whined. She didn’t like the idea of Emma looking at Regina in a sexual way, but she couldn’t say anything to Regina. Especially not now. Her arms were trapped above her head, which really gave her no more room to struggle. So, she would just give Regina what she knew she needed. That was why they were doing this whole thing. Because Regina needed it and Heather would give Regina anything she asked for. Even when she was mad at her, Heather couldn’t bring herself to fight Regina for too long.
A smile slowly spread across Regina’s lips at that little nod. She knew in her heart that the real Emma would never give up so easily but much like the memory of a naked saviour kneeling before her, this moment of Emma’s submission would make dealing with the true Swan so much easier in the future.
She really would need to reward her pet after all this.
“Good.” Regina gave another tug on the chain joining the clamps just because she could and leaned in to give the gag a light kiss, the ball evaporating under the contact. For a moment Regina was tempted to lean in a little closer and kiss the woman beneath her but she stopped herself. She had no love for Emma; the woman was a thorn in her side from the moment they’d met and while she delighted in this moment of dominance over her son’s birth mother; it didn’t change her feelings for Emma beyond making the Blonde slightly more tolerable.
No, kissing would wait till later, when she heather was back in her own body and Regina could thank her properly.
Leaning back, her naked ass resting just above Emma’s sex, Regina stared down at her prize. “Who owns you?”
Heather pouted a bit when the gag went away at Regina’s kiss. She looked up at her, trying to look like she was having a moral struggle. There was a part of her that honestly was. At the last second, Heather decided to give it one last act of disobedience. She shook her head, glaring up at Regina. “Not you, Regina. You’re only doing this because I took my son back and you’re jealous that he wanted to come back. You’re just a pissy little brat because I broke your spell. I’m stronger than you, Regina and that’ll just come back to bite you in the ass. Maybe not today or tomorrow, but eventually.” She turned her head from Regina, kicking her feet. It was the best she really had for defiance and she wanted to do something. Even if it was dumb. She honestly didn’t think Emma would have done anything differently and she could take what Regina doled out for this. “Go fuck yourself, Regina.”
Okay, that was a little to good a performance.
Eyes narrowed, Regina gave the chain a hard jerk, Emma’s breasts stretched into tight cones as the blonde’s nipples were pulled taut. “Oh I’ll be getting fucked, Swan, but it will be you and that willful tongue of yours that does it.” Regina gave another yank on the chain as she half rose into a crouch, then dropped the chain as she fell forward onto her hands and knees so that she could crawl up the other woman’s body.
With her pussy inches from Emma’s chin, Regina took a handful of the bound and naked woman’s hair and tugged. “You’re nothing to me, nothing worth being jealous of, nothing worth being scared of, nothing but a temporary diversion, another uppity little Charming bitch to be smacked down until she learns her place just like her mother and once you learn that your place is, and always will be, beneath me in every sense of the word, I will take my son back. And before you even think of trying something clever with your teeth, slave,” Regina hissed, “I’ll can do far worse to your ass than bite it.”
Heather whined and pouted, shivering a bit as she noticed Regina getting angry. She leaned forward, slowly and gently lapping at her pussy. She decided to let her anger toward Regina slide, focusing on what Regina needed instead of focusing on how much she actually kind of wanted to hurt her. But, she was willing to save that for later and just give Regina what she knew she needed. She just needed Emma to submit to her and to enjoy beating her. “Y-yes, Mistress… I’m yours. I belong…to you.” She was struggling a bit with the words. And not only to seem like Emma, but because she was still a bit angry. She was fighting that feeling, finally starting to act a bit more submissive for Regina.
The sneer slowly softened into a smirk. This would be a memory that would get her through many a lonely night, the vaunted Savior meekly proclaiming herself Regina’s while obediently licking at her sex.
“Yes you do…” She shifted her hips, pressing her slit down against Emma’s mouth; she had her victory, now she needed her release. “Tonight you’re mine and you will make me come like the submissive little slut you are.” her grip on the blonde’s hair tightened as she pulled Emma’s mouth even closer.
“And in the morning, I will send you back out into the world knowing that you are nothing but a toy to me. A pretty little bauble that I took for my pleasure from and then threw away.”
Regina’s eyes locked on the pair below her. “And the next time you see my little… what did you call her? Oh yes, my ‘sex puppet’. The next time you see her, you’ll know that you’re beneath her. Her, I care about. Her I keep. You…”
Regina reach behind herself with her free hand to find the chain and coiled it around her fingers before pulling it tight. “You’re not worth ten of her to me.”
Heather continued to lick at Regina’s pussy, pulling away when she mentioned her. The real Heather. She looked up at her, stopping her movements completely and starting to cry. Regina was so amazing and now she thought Heather was better than the savior. She wanted Heather and not Emma, which meant everything in the world to her. “R-Regina…” She’d forgotten their little game for a moment, just staring up at her as she spoke. It felt so amazing, but she needed to shake it off and get back to work. She moved her mouth back to Regina’s pussy, working her with everything she had. Hearing that Regina thought she was worth so much made her feel like she was the best thing since sliced bread. She was using that feeling to work harder at Regina’s pussy, wanting to give her all the pleasure she could possibly give any person.
The crying caught Regina by surprise. She never pictured the saviour as the type to shed a tear – not that a part of her didn’t enjoy the sight – but it was outside her expectations enough that her grip on the chain in her hand relaxed.
Before she could react further, Emma spoke. But while it was Swan’s voice that reached her ears, it was Heather’s voice that filled her head and with it, that damned tightness in her chest returned. Half of her wanted to pull the younger woman into her arms and comfort her, half of her wanted to hide from the feeling surrounding her heart and slip back into the fantasy that they’d been playing out.
But again, before Regina could do either, Heather’s mouth was back to working over her sex.
“I…” She whispered, then squeezed her eyes shut as the other woman’s enthusiasm hit her senses, her hips unconsciously thrusting her slit against her pet’s tongue. The chain was forgotten as she leaned forward, hands either side of a blonde head, her breath soon coming in short, rapid pants.
“Fu-fuck, pet. Don’t stop.”
Heather worked her mouth on Regina’s pussy, not at all caring that she looked like Emma and that Regina needed her to argue. She didn’t even care that Regina had mentioned Emma looking at her breasts. All she wanted was to pleasure Regina. Not only had she saved Heather before her curse, now she was putting her above Emma. Nobody ever put Heather above anyone, especially not the town’s precious savior. She had nothing against Emma, but she hated how much everyone fawned over her like she was the second coming. All Emma did was give Heather more questions. She just wanted Regina, not caring that everyone else wasn’t exactly fond of her. They all thought she was weird or just stupid for staying with Regina. They talked to her, but she knew. She’d been a mouse before and, even during the curse, she’d known how to be practically invisible. She had overheard enough to know what they really thought.
One wrist turned so that Regina could grip Heather by her hair and pull her eager tongue even deeper into her sex, her head thrown back as a sound caught between growl and moan passed through her parted lips.
The illusion of Emma may remain but it was little more than a distraction now, the motion and technique of her assistant’s oral assault on her pussy far too familiar to ever be mistaken for anyone else by Heather. And behind that pleasure, the tightness in Regina’s chest continued to grow, mirroring the tight ball of tension growing at her core with each twitch of her hips or flick of Heather’s tongue.
“Fuck!” She snapped out before bringing her head forward to stare down into her pet’s eyes through the mask of Emma’s peculiar blend of blue and green.
“Come. Come with me, my love.”
She nodded, smiling up at Regina as she continued to work her pussy wither tongue. “Anything for you, Madame Mayor.” Heather was willing to give Regina anything she ever wanted, only caring about her pleasure. “Cum whenever you need. I’ve got you.” All she could see was Regina and she wanted to be able to give her everything. There would be plenty if time for her stupid feelings later, right now was about Regina and giving her whatever she needed. Right now, she needed to cum and she’d needed to dominate Emma a little bit. However, she was sure this part wasn’t about Emma. There was just no way. Unless she was wrong.
Madame Mayor…
Regina blinked and for a moment, a heartbeat, a breath, she saw both Emma and her pet between her thighs, one who used her title more as a mocking epithet, and the other who spoke it as if the words formed the foundation of her world.
“Heather.” The name barely had time to slip from her lips before Regina’s legs clenched around the younger woman’s head and a wordless cry took control of her throat. Her hips jerked, grinding her sex against Heather’s face, coating it from chin to nose in her release, her breasts dancing on her chest with each broken breath that tried to fill them.
Finally, after what felt like forever and a moment in one, Regina relaxed, several ragged breaths needed before she could pull away enough to free the other woman’s head. With a wave of an unsteady hand the shackles, chains, and glamour disappeared.
“Thank you, my pet.” Regina whispered, another breath stretching her chest as she eased her leg over Heather’s torso to kneel beside her pet. Her hand returned to Heather’s hair to gently brush her fingers through the tangled strands. “You are too good to me. I would send you away before I grew too attached to you but I fear it is already to late for that.” A half smile pulled at Regina’s lips before she brought them down to Heather’s, tasting herself on the other woman’s tongue as she kissed her deeply.
“My pet… what would I do without you?”
She smiled, blushing and wiggling once she was free again. Heather kissed her back, slowly pulling away to stare at Regina. “I-I… You could have left th-the collar, I didn’t mind it.” Biting her lip, she crossed her arms and finally remembered that she was a bit angry with Regina before. “Does Emma really look at you? …Like, at your chest? You don’t… I mean, you don’t want her? You meant the stuff from before? I just… You only wanted Emma in a conquest kinda way. N-not a… I just mean… I’d stay even if you did have Emma. Because you’d still have use for me, right?” Heather wasn’t about to help Regina do anything, but she was still going to support her with whatever she wanted to do. Whether it was good or evil. It wasn’t like anyone else in town deserved anything more from her. “I’m sorry, Madame Mayor. I just… You said it and we did all of this… I’ll do anything you need, I just want to make sure I gave it to you.” She cared for Regina, even if nobody else understood. Whatever Regina wanted, Regina was going to get. Heather had always made that very clear. “I just… I know we’re not… You could have Emma if you wanted. I’d understand.”
A soft laugh slipped past her lips, first at her pet’s almost bashful reaction to losing the collar Emma had been wearing, and again at the babbling that followed Heather’s question about the good Sheriff’s habit of watching the Mayor a little too closely.
She stroked the back of two fingers against Heather’s cheek. “Oh you silly, silly, girl. I’m sorry for ever putting the thought in your head that I’d want anyone but you. You have nothing to fear from Emma. Even if I thought she would accept being my obedient little slut, which I don’t, I wouldn’t want her half as much as I want you.”
A sardonic smile pulled at her mouth. “And that’s before you consider that for all her heroic ideals, her mother would hunt me down and kill me if she thought for one second that I’d do to her precious daughter the sorts of things I do to you. No, my Pet, you are all I want and all I need. This-” She waved her free hand in the air. “was a fantasy, nothing more, and not one I’ve had before. Well, seeing Swan in chains has passed through my head more than once, but she was always dressed.”
Regina dipped her head down to steal a kiss. “That said, if there was anyone you wanted to play with, I’d be willing to share you on a very limited basis. Ruby, perhaps. I think I might enjoy watching her use that lapping tongue of hers on you almost as much as you might.” Another kiss. “But even then, you would be the only one wearing my collar, pet… that is, if you truly want it.”
Heather bit her lip, blushing and quietly giggling as she accepted the kiss from Regina. “I’d do anything for you, Madame Mayor. But, I don’t need anyone else. I’d do it if you asked, but I don’t… You’re enough.” She smiled, looking up at Regina. “I would wear your collar and anything else you wanted. I’d wear an ankle bracelet if you wanted me to. I don’t care.” She was a bit nervous, admitting that she would do anything after just being a bit bratty. But, she couldn’t help it. Thinking that Emma and Regina could happen scared her and she just wanted to pretend it could never happen. Which it couldn’t. Snow White would never allow her daughter to become the Evil Queen’s little pet plaything. No, that position was pretty safely Heather’s. It didn’t mean she didn’t worry. “Madame, did you still need me? O-or did you just need the Emma thing?” Looking over at her nightgown just reminded her how stupid she’d looked before, rushing in like she was going to find Regina on fire or something.
A soft, thoughtful, “Hmm.” teased the back or Regina’s throat at the mention of an ankle bracelet. It wouldn’t be quite as definitive as having Heather wear a collar but it would have the added advantage – and thrill – of being something her pet could wear in public without drawing undue attention while at the same time having the advantage of publicly marking Heather as hers.
In fact, the more Regina thought about it, the more she liked the idea and she was already starting to look forward to watching her pet the first time someone complimented her on the jewelry. The only thing what would make it more enjoyable would be if it was Snow or Emma doing the complimenting.
And there was nothing to stop Regina from slipping a proper collar around Heather’s neck when ever they were alone or indulging in some play time… Yes, this anklet idea was one she’d have to make into a reality. And not by simply conjuring up a piece of gold chain, no, after everything Heather had done for her tonight, the least Regina could do would be to put the time and effort into finding the perfect bracelet for her perfect girl.
The smile that had formed on Regina’s lips as she was lost in thought dimmed at the younger woman’s question and it took a few moments for Regina to decipher Heather’s meaning, at first wondering is her pet was asking if she was done with her forever and not just the night.
“I needed you, Pet. Not Emma. That… that was a flight of fancy, nothing more.” Regina smiled down at Heather as she moved the hand that had been stroking her cheek down to Heather’s chest and gently wrote her name in the space between her pet’s breasts.
“In fact…” Regina broke her smile as she pulled her lip between her teeth in an uncommon gesture of uncertainty.  “I… I wanted you here because I was lonely.”
She blushed, looking down and biting her lip as she felt Regina writing her name with her finger. “M-M… Regina, you don’t need to ever be lonely. I’d do anything for you and all you ever have to do is ask.” Heather giggled, crawling up into Regina’s lap though she was a bit uncertain since Regina hadn’t asked her to. She kissed Regina’s neck, holding her shoulders for balance. “Nobody would really miss me if you kept me here…” She was blushing wildly, growing brighter with each passing moment. “You could… I mean, I wouldn’t mind playing Emma for a bit longer. If you need it. O-or even Snow. O-or Ruby. Anyone at all. Anything you need. I could get better at pretending to hate you…” Heather smiled, pulling back despite desperately wanting to hide her bright blush at the idea of offering for Regina to keep her. Especially as someone who didn’t like Regina. But, she wanted to look at Regina more than she wanted to hide. She was serious. “I owe you everything, Madame. I owe you my life a-and I owe you my new body. Because I would still just be a mouse hiding from that demon cat and making dresses. So, I just… I know everyone else doesn’t see it, but you saved at least me. A-and… And I want to repay you as much as I possibly can. Because you gave me so much. Even if you just need me… Like, as me and not as other people, I’ll be here. But, if you need to get out a bit of Emma hate, I’m here for that too.” Heather only hesitated for a second, pulling Regina closer so her head rested on her chest. Regina would probably hate the coddling position, but Heather just wanted to try.
The fact that her pet had called her by name and not title didn’t go unnoticed but id did go by without comment as her hands moved instinctively to Heather’s hips, gently but firmly tightening their grip as the younger woman’s lips teased the flesh of her neck. Images of Heather curled up at the foot of her bed, or better yet, curled up against her filtered through Regina’s head, followed by images of waking to the sight and sensation of Heather as Emma kneeling between her thighs, tongue lightly drawing her from her slumber.
Snow followed; an image that made Regina’s eyebrows arch in a mix of curiosity and surprise. In all the years she’d pictured her ultimate revenge against her once step-daughter it had never occurred to Regina to turn Snow into her sex slave, willing or unwilling and she wasn’t sure how to feel about the thought now that it was in her head.
The same went for Ruby. For all the wolf bitch’s scandalous  dress and wanton behaviour, Regina had never thought of her as anything more than an annoying sidekick to her true enemy.
But her mind kept coming back to Heather, to her pet, her slave, her very willing companion in and out of the bedroom and the boardroom and at the mention of Heather owing her body to Regina, Regina’s  hands slipped from the other woman’s hips and started to slowly explore the very curves in question. One made it’s way to Heather’s head after she laid it against Regina’s chest.
Three words she never thought she would ever say again lodged in her throat and Regina had to swallow several times to clear away the blockage; the ache in her chest growing stronger with each attempt.
Habits born of necessity and honed by bitter experience told Regina to run, to send Heather away for all her loneliness wouldn’t hurt as much as letting the other woman into her life the way she wanted to. Even in a best case scenario it would be messy and complicated. Just trying to explain Heather’s place in her life to Henry would be a minefield where any misstep could forever cement her as the Evil Queen in her son’s head and give Emma all the leverage she needed to keep Henry away from her forever.
But Regina knew it was already too late. She could no more give Heather up than she could give up Henry. The only question was how she could have both in her life without risking either.
A sigh slide past her lips. “Tonight, all I want is you, Pet. We can worry about tomorrow, tomorrow.” Regina tangled her fingers in Heather’s hair to pull her head back before pressing a kiss to the other woman’s mouth, a kiss that said with actions what she still couldn’t say in words.
She was a little confused when Regina pulled her head up and kissed her. It was still a little new for Regina to be so affectionate, but Heather didn’t really mind it. It was actually pretty nice. “Alright, Regina. I just wanna stay here with y-” Heather paused, tossing clothing at Regina and getting her nightgown back on. “She knows! R-Madame Mayor, she knows.” She heard Emma coming up the sidewalk, dressing and jumping behind the couch to hide from Emma.
However, when Emma got there, she wasn’t angry and she was talking about needing Regina’s help to get rid of some kind of darkness. Heather thought about popping out from behind the couch, but she figured that Regina didn’t want everyone knowing that she was there. Especially Henry’s other mother. But, she couldn’t help being worried about Regina and wondering what they were talking about. That was hero stuff, not little mouse stuff. It was probably just better that she stayed out of the way.
It wasn’t until she heard the all to familiar knock that Regina had any clue who Heather was talking about and for a heartbeat, the Brunette was tempted to answer the door dressed – or undressed depending on how you looked at it – as she was just to teach Swan not to show up on her doorstep whenever she liked.
But she didn’t. For one, the only Emma she wanted to see her like this was the one that was currently cowering behind her couch if only because that way she could maintain the advantage of knowing what the other looked like naked. So a quick wave of her hand had her in something more suitable to greet her unwanted visitor.
Very unwanted as it turned out. If what Emma was telling her was true, and Regina had no reason to believe the Saviour would make something like this up, the whole town was in danger… especially her.
She glanced back over her shoulder. She couldn’t very well excuse herself to say good by to Heather or even explain what was going on. Not with Emma waiting and time rapidly ticking away.
Turning back, she gave Emma a nod as she grabbed her coat, a last twirl of her fingers as the door slipped shut behind her leaving a note on the couch that outlined the bare minimum.
Town in danger. I’ll be back as soon as I can. Don’t go outside, stay here where it’s safe.
Heather got up when the door closed, having heard the gist of what Emma was saying. She looked at the note, pausing before shaking her head. No way was she staying hidden at home when Regina was in trouble. She wasn’t a hero or anything, but Regina had done too much for her to ignore. If the darkness took her, Henry would never forget it. What little strides she had made toward goodness would be gone to him and she knew how important Henry was. Besides, Regina or Emma would be much more dangerous as the dark one than Heather would ever be. Heather was just a little nobody. She didn’t waste time trying to change out of her nightgown, figuring that she was probably going to explode or something anyway. Going outside, she ran after them and found Regina surrounded by the darkness. Emma had her band of merry men there, but of course the darkness had to aim for Regina despite having many other options. She bit her lip, grabbing the dagger from Emma as she debated saving Regina with her family. There wasn’t time for debate and she ignored everything they tried to say, especially because none of them really knew her well enough to have an argument other than the danger. Heather didn’t care about the danger, she cared about Regina. She thrust the dagger up into the darkness, smiling at Regina until it actually started to hurt a bit. Luckily for her, it swirled around her and lifted her up into the air before vanishing. The dagger had her name now.
It was hard enough watching Emma play the saviour for her, knowing that she’d be forever indebted to the blonde, knowing that the Charmings would blame her for this somehow.
Knowing Henry would too.
But as hard as that had been, watching Heather run up and snatch the dagger from Emma’s hand, knowing what her pet was about to do and unable to stop her… that was infinitely harder.
Her cry of “NO!” still echoed into her ears as she dropped to her knees in the middle of the road, eyes fixed on the Dark One’s dagger, Heather’s name carved in relief along the blade.
“…no.” Regina whispered. The memory of Heather’s smile starting to crack as the darkness claimed the younger woman burned into her mind, replaying over and over in all its painful glory.
Regina’s hand pressed against her chest, hot tears starting to sting at the corners of her eyes.
“Why didn’t you stop her?” She growled, eyes still fixed on the dagger. “You’re the Saviour, why didn’t you save her?” She lashed out as she scrambled to her feet enough to stumble over to the dagger and grab it by the hilt before she whirled on Emma. “She was no-one. She wasn’t even a person until I made her one. And now she’s… she’s…”
Regina could feel the tears start to slip from the corners of her eyes and she clutched the dagger tight to her chest, recoiling as Emma took a step towards her.
“Don’t. Everything you touch destroys my life. Every time you help, I’m the one that pays the price. No more, Swan!” With a flourish of her empty hand she disappeared in a cloud of smoke and reappeared in her vault.
“Why?” She asked as she slumped against the nearest wall before slowly sliding down to the floor the dagger cradled in her lap by both hands. “I would have been fine. You didn’t need to do this for me. You shouldn’t have. I told you to stay put. You’re supposed to obey me, dammit. You’d have been safe if you did. I never should have unchained you.”
Regina tightened her hold on the dagger, the blade cutting into the skin of her left hand.
“No. I should never have made you mine in the first place. I should have pushed you away. I should have known I couldn’t have anyone in my life without losing them. Daniel, my father, Henry… and now you.”
Regina opened her hand and admired the way her blood stained the polished metal. “I may have lost you, pet… but I still own you.” She pushed herself up the wall, her cut hand leaving a smear of scarlet along the dull grey stone. “Dark One, I summon thee.”
Heather appeared in a cloud of dark purple smoke, looking over Regina once it cleared. Her clothes had changed, the light pink nightgown changed to a dark purple dress that looked like the ones Regina used to wear when she was the Evil Queen only shorter on the bottom and the sleeves. “Regina… I can’t say I’m surprised. Though, I did expect Swan and her little group of wonder heroes to take the dagger.” She did a little spin, showing Regina her dress. “You like? I thought of you when I made it.” Heather stepped forward, cupping Regina’s cheek. “You’ve been crying. Don’t cry, Regina. Look at me. I’ve got power now. We can do whatever we want, we could destroy anyone that gets in our way and we can bring Henry back for you. You love Henry. I can make him love you back. I can make Emma forget she’s the savior, bring everything back for you.” She kissed Regina, taking control of a kiss for the first time since meeting Regina. “Come on, Regina. They all expect you to. Everyone still thinks you’re the Evil Queen.” It was honestly kind of true, Heather had been the only one to believe that Regina had changed and now she just wanted to have a bit of fun. “Just give me the dagger, Regina. Please? I just want to make you happy… I’ve always loved you and I’d never hurt you. I swear, even like this. I’d never let anything happen to you.”
The dress caught her attention but it was Heather’s attitude that truly surprised Regina. Gone was the meek little mouse that had scampered in haste to fulfill any order Regina had given her, to satisfy every whim professional or personal and in her place was a woman, confidant and sure of herself. Sure enough to talk to Regina like they were equals and not the submissive pet Heather had been for so many years.
Or perhaps not so equal. The kiss was unlike any they had shared and Heather was clearly the one in charge of it from start to finish. The shift in persona alone would have been enough to send Regina’s already conflicted head spinning, the kiss only increased the effect.
The promises that slipped past Heather’s lips when they weren’t laying claim to her own, guaranteed that Regina was lost in a confusion of mixed desires, impulses, worries.
“The dagger…?” She mumbled, her head dipping down well before her eyes followed to examine the blade still held in her hand. The power to control the Dark One. She could have it all and never have to lift a finger. Henry, Emma, her vengeance on Snow. Even Heather. The key to her happy ending lay tight against her palm…
And Heather was right, people did see her as the Evil Queen. Even now. Even her own son. If she gave the dagger to Heather she’d be blamed for what happened next just the same as if she’d used the dagger to order Heather to do it.
So why would she give it away. Even to Heather, with her promises of wanting to make her happy. Regina could use the dagger to command Heather to do what had to be done, no different from what they’d had before only now instead of filing paperwork or hiding beneath her desk Heather would be flinging fireballs and working magic with more than her tongue. At least then any blame fired at her would be deserved.
Only… could she do that to Heather. It was one thing to order her pet around when her pet could say no – not that she did – but the memory of Heather’s doubts over being replaced by Emma was still to fresh in Regina’s mind to dismiss the fact that the dagger took away what little freedom Heather had and just how much it had meant to Regina that Heather had used that freedom to chose her time and time again.
“I-” She looked up. “Heather, I… I want to. I want everything you said. All of it… but-” Regina looked back down at the dagger. “But what if Swan takes the dagger back from you. Yes,” She turn her gaze back to Heather, “yes, what if someone else took the dagger and used you against me. No. I think I’ll hold on to it for now. If you want to do those things for me, you can, I won’t stop you, but I’ll keep the dagger… to protect you.”
She pouted, looking down at the floor for a second before finally just sighing. “I don’t know what to do, Regina. How long do you think I’ll still be me before I turn into what Gold was?” She didn’t want to be like Gold, she didn’t want to hurt people she loved. Even if the only person that applied to was Regina. “I don’t want to hurt you. But, Gold hurt Belle.” Heather had never been more confused by her feelings for Regina, having mixed emotions on how to continue now that she was the dark one. “I could try to go back to what I was before… But, I’ve also got so much power now. I could use my magic to do anything. I could make you feel the same way I do. I could make you understand why I did all of this. Everyone could understand. I could be something now, Regina. I could rule Storybrooke and you could be at my side. I-I… Regina, I could make you queen again. Only this time, everything will be perfect. Snow, Charming and their daughter could all be kept in chains or I could use my magic to make them miserable. I can make Henry your son again. But, I don’t… I don’t know if that would make you happy. If that would make things better. But, I could force you to be happy. I could be a queen. This time, Cinderella would be making a dress for me and everyone will know exactly who I am.” Heather bit her lip, carefully reaching out for Regina. “But, I don’t know what to do. I’ve never mattered before… Please, help me? I don’t know what to do.”
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SW Rey Theory - Legacy of Light - Chapter 17
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(After A New Hope)
             Vader fumed silently as he returned to his fortress. He’d warned the Imperials to not put so much faith in their monstrous weapon. Only the force was powerful enough to destroy what the rebellion fought for. They mocked the force though, believing that he and the Emperor were devoted to it like it was an ancient religion. They’d never witnessed its true power, but they would know it now. Tarkin couldn’t hold him back anymore. They feared him, but not enough. That would change.
            He had bigger problems right now though. The Emperor had not been pleased that he’d failed to stop the rebellion pilot that destroyed the death star. Worse than that, the pilot was strong in the force; a fledging Jedi that had survived too long. If that wasn’t bad enough, the boy had his name; Luke Skywalker. His son. How Obi wan had hid him from him for so long, he had no idea, but the boy had to die. He was too powerful to be left alive. Too much of a hero to the rebellion. He was the Empire’s biggest threat. If he wouldn’t join them, he would die. There was no other way. 
            He paced his chambers in agitation, trying to work through how to trap him. The rebellion would be celebrating their short-lived victory; they think they won. Though the death star had failed to destroy their base on Yavin Four, they had probably abandoned it by now. It was part of what made trying to squash them so difficult; even with Empire eyes and ears everywhere, they were elusive.
            His servants steered clear of his room, but it wasn’t long before Starkiller appeared. He felt a burst of fury at his so-called apprentice. Where had he been during the fight for the death star? He threw him against the wall with the force before he’d spoken. It had barely registered he was injured. “You’ve failed me, apprentice!” he spat. “The death star was destroyed, the rebels claimed a victory today. Where were you?”
            Starkiller staggered to his feet. “I’m sorry, master!” he groveled. “I was executing a plan that would have pleased you greatly.” He dropped to his knees, holding his side and grimacing in pain. 
            “Explain yourself!” Vader demanded.
            “I set a trap for the rebels, and I caught one you might be interested in,” he breathed. “Ahsoka Tano.” 
            Now this was interesting. Her capture would definitely turn his day around. “Well, where is she?”
            “She got away,” he whispered reluctantly. Vader pulled his lightsaber from his belt and stopped it right by his neck. Starkiller looked up at him in fear, but didn’t move. 
            “I should kill you right now for your failure. Twice you’ve failed me today!” he growled at him, putting his lightsaber down and lifting him in a force choke. He dangled helplessly gasping for breath. “You are weak! You are not worthy to be my apprentice!”
            “I’m not worthy!” he repeated, hands reaching for his throat, mouth opening and closing trying to get air. Vader was about to put the final clamp of the force on him, but released him. Starkiller fell to the floor, coughing and rubbing his neck. “I know…” he gasped. “I know a way to stop her though, master! Give me another chance!” he begged. “She wanted me to give you a message.”
            “What?” he asked, momentarily distracted.
            “She said that Anakin Skywalker was stronger than you’d ever be…” Vader sent him flying across the room before he could finish his sentence. 
            “How dare you?” he yelled, throwing him against the wall again. “I never want to hear that name again!” He raised his lightsaber. “Fight me, you worthless worm!”
            Their battle barely lasted a couple of minutes. By the end of it, Starkiller could barely stand. He fled the fight as Vader yelled after him that he was no longer his apprentice. He should have killed him, but the condition he was in… he’d hardly last a few days. Perhaps he’d send an inquisitor after him later. The coward!
            As he immersed himself in the bacta tank to meditate, he hoped Ahsoka had the nerve to appear there tonight; like she’d done every other night since their meeting several years ago. He wanted to rage at her; sending her the hatred and anger that she deserved. She had humiliated him in every sense of the word. For awhile, he forgot about the death star and his son. His singular focus at the moment was on her. There was no way she was powerful enough to so easily defeat his apprentice. Starkiller had been meticulously trained in the dark side. Stronger than even himself in many ways. Not that he’d ever let him know that. Yet somehow Ahsoka continued to elude them, over and over again. 
            If he had to, he would tear the entire galaxy apart to find her. She could not be allowed to live. She knew too much. She was the only piece of his past he couldn’t kill. He sunk into the force, fueling his anger and hatred, preparing for her appearance. Tonight she’d get a storm like she’d never known. Maybe she’d finally give up on trying to save Skywalker. 
            The hours ticked by, but she never came; which only served to fuel his fire even more. How dare she not show? Starkiller said she’d escaped, but not that she’d been injured. Her abandoning him now meant only one thing, she couldn’t be trusted to keep her promises.
            He looked up excitedly ready to rage when someone appeared on the edges of his subconscious; only to be startled by a young girl he didn’t recognize. She panicked and was gone before he got a good look at her, but he stared at where she’d stood. Why did she seem familiar? Who was she and how did she get there? He’d felt her briefly in the force, which meant there was yet another Jedi threat that needed to be squashed. Ahsoka getting there was one thing; she was powerful and well trained. Had Ahsoka trained her?
            He felt his servants approach and reluctantly left his meditation behind. He was being summoned by the Emperor, and soon his thoughts were back on Luke and the next steps needed to crush the rebellion.
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             The explosion damaged the escape pod, she'd waited too long to get away from Starkiller. She hadn't wanted to kill him, but she had wanted to send a message back to Vader. Not that it mattered now though; Starkiller probably wasn't stupid enough to give it to him, and Vader wasn't the type to see someone injured and ask them if they were okay or what happened. 
            She was headed directly at the surface of a nearby moon. It had been awhile since she'd crashed a ship. That was usually Anakin's trick. On her own and no longer backed by the Jedi order or the Republic, she'd had to be a lot more careful about her vehicles. 
            There wasn't anything she could do to fix this pod before it crashed though, so she just had to hang on tight. She scanned the planet below her; uninhabited, great. She was getting tired of being stranded places, but maybe it was a good enough excuse to not get involved again. She could still feel the deaths of the rebels around her; her daughter's pain and fear... Ahsoka had lost so many people over the years, she should be numb to it by now. She felt responsible for their deaths. Everyone in the rebellion knew what they were getting into and chose to fight anyways, but that didn’t make the losses any easier. 
            She braced herself as the pod hit the ground, sliding for awhile across the landscape before finally coming to a stop. The door controls no longer worked, so she cut through it with her lightsabers. She stumbled from the pod and looked around. Closing her eyes, she sunk into the force to get her bearings. If she headed to the right, she was certain she’d find some mountains and maybe some caves. That was the best chance for shelter. She didn’t feel like exploring; she was going to be here awhile. There’d be plenty of time for that later. 
            She trekked across the landscape feeling disheartened. She wasn’t afraid for her daughter, she knew Rex was with her; she’d be safe. Far safer with him than she’d ever be with her. Maybe if she’d thought to send Rex after her sooner, none of this would have happened. She sensed going to Vader tonight would be pointless. She could feel his anger burning across her mind. At least that meant Luke and the rebels succeeded in destroying the death star; a consolation, she supposed. Tonight… was about survival. 
            After finding a place to settle, along with food and water sources, she finally sat down feeling heavy. She looked around at the wilds. She’d seen so many different planets, so many different worlds, but… her heart felt tight. She never expected to be so tired at her age. She was thirty-eight now, but she might as well be an old woman. Most of her life had been consumed by fighting and war, pain and loss. She indulged in the need to reminisce. 
            The war had been awful, there was no denying that fact, but they’d also been the best years of her life. Why? Because she’d had friends then, a purpose, a home… Ever since she’d left the temple twenty years before, she’d been a drifter; twenty years of moving from one place to another, of not belonging. Would it ever stop? Would it ever change? She might as well start calling this place home, the chance of getting off it was pretty slim. Anybody that cared about her or knew she was out here was long gone. 
            For so long, fighting to protect her daughter was the only thing that kept her going, but now… The truth was, she didn’t want to fight anymore. Could she call up Rex and have them come back here? Live out the remainder of their lives on this forgotten planet? She smirked at nothing. The idea was appealing, but Ashla deserved a chance to have a future. She could fall in love, have a family, make a home. All the things she herself, had never been able to do. Well maybe that wasn’t true, after leaving the order, she could have done all those things. She could have traded her lightsabers for a wooden spoon and turned a blind eye to the terror happening all around her. She could have settled down, pretended to be normal and raised Ashla to deny her heritage and her powers. Would that have been better?
            It wouldn’t have been with the person she wanted. How long would the charade have lasted before the force pulled her back into something? What about the need to help others, or to right the wrongs? Could she have stood by and watched the daughter of the most powerful Jedi ever, never know her potential? She’d been raised to believe that undisciplined power in the force might as well have been a dark side sentence for life. Though admittedly that didn’t make sense, because plenty of disciplined force users fell to the dark side. She’d never come across an untrained one that was inherently evil or naturally turned evil simply because they didn’t understand what they could do.
            She shivered and gathered some wood for a fire, staring blankly at the dancing flames. Tears fell down her face before she could stop them. Once upon a time she’d been so sure about life. She’d known how to navigate it, known where she was going. She’d even once known who she was. She couldn’t say that anymore. She missed her old life. She missed the time when life was simple. Maybe it never was, but at least it had seemed that way. Of all the things she missed, she missed him the most. 
            Her and Anakin had failed miserably at not forming attachments. Both with each other and with others. She disagreed that attachments led to suffering. It wasn’t the attachment that made you suffer, it was the absence of those you were attached to that hurt. After all this time, he was the one she suffered over the most. His absence and consequently the discovery of why he was now absent, was probably what drove her to the brink of insanity every night. Without fail, she reached out to him daily, traversing the wild and painful path to his soul. Meditating there in the face of raging emotion and hatred, because well… Anakin was home to her. Even this violent and angry version of him, was more home to her than anywhere she could go now. He hated her presence there. She still went even though he threw everything into blocking her light. She still held out hope that if she persisted long enough, maybe he’d give in. Maybe he’d come back. Maybe he’d love her too. 
            She laid back on the hard ground, blinking the water out of her eyes as she stared at the starry sky. “I used to know exactly how my life would turn out. I was going to be the best padawan ever. I was going to pass my trials and become a Jedi knight. I would earn the rank of master, and maybe someday, I’d sit on the council. I had it all planned out and then… I didn’t follow it at all. How could I, after what happened?” she asked hoarsely out loud to the nothingness around her. “I miss when everything was black and white; Republic versus Separatist, good versus evil, Jedi versus Sith. To know where to go, I only had to remember what side I was on. It was never that way, not really. There were good people amongst the enemy and bad people amongst the Republic. Every choice now has to be weighed and explored and calculated. I miss when everything was a game. When the only thing that got me down was the pre-mission jitters. I miss the way you'd comfort me; the way you stood by my side. I miss the way it felt, to know that somehow we'd be okay, because you were there.”
            She rolled over, pulling herself tightly together. Her eyes stung from crying so hard. She’d never let herself think about regrets, because there was nothing she could do about them, but now they washed over her like a violent rain. If she’d known then what she knew now… she would have done a lot of things differently. It probably wouldn’t have stopped the war. It probably wouldn’t have fixed or changed anything about where she was now, but at least she’d be able to look back and have a few happier memories. 
            “I'm tired, Anakin. I never thought I'd feel this way.” she whispered, her throat tight. “I don't want to fight anymore. I just want you back. I want to feel like we'll get through it. That it will be over soon. I want to go home.”
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             He listened to his master, bowing and nodding as necessary, but his mind kept wandering to her. Had it been her absence earlier that bothered him or something else? He stood when the holocall ended and he felt her reaching out to him. It was different than before however. It was a kind of buzzing in his head like a swarm of venomites. The more he struggled to ignore it, the louder it got. Something was off about it, or her…
            Finally, he couldn't stand it anymore and marched to his air chamber so he could meditate. He sunk into the force, but he couldn't find her. It had felt like her. It had hurt like her. But she wasn't here. 
            He looked up and saw her walking towards the edge of his consciousness, materializing out of the darkness as she always did. Except that this time she didn't stop on the outskirts to shine her annoying light. She moved forward, pushing through the fire. He stared in surprise at her boldness and rallied his defenses, but she effortlessly waved them aside. She stopped in front of him, her shoulders were heavy either from her travel here or something else. Without a word, she knelt down by his feet. 
            "You wanted me, well here I am. Strike me down, I won't fight you."
            He wasn't sure how to respond to her, he'd never heard her so despondent. Perhaps his apprentice had scored a victory after all. Yet he felt a different kind of anger bubble to the surface; he'd trained her better than this. To give up now was to fly in the face of every lesson he'd ever taught her. "Why?" 
            "I'm tired of people dying so you can get to me. I'm here, do what you will." He studied her, wondering what had changed. Her light wasn't as bright tonight. The flames licked at her body, burning her flesh, but she didn't react.
            "Noble, but stupid." She shrugged her shoulders in response, dropping her gaze to the ground. He summoned the power and hatred surrounding them and let it course through him as he readied the death blow. It was time to end this once and for all. He raised his arms and she closed her eyes in acceptance. Just as he brought them down to strike, he froze. 
            He'd sought nothing but revenge against all those that had hurt him. It had been a long time before she'd been included in that category, but she made him weak. He could not fully embrace who he'd become until she was destroyed. He'd believed the very same thing about Obi wan, but his death had brought him no satisfaction. He'd felt none of the power and purpose and peace Darth Sidious had promised him. If anything, it had left him empty and drained, struggling to find purpose again. If he destroyed everything he desired to, what would there be left to strive for?
            "No." He dropped his hands to his side, releasing the unused power. "I won't kill you."
            She blinked slowly, her long lashes brushing across her cheeks. There was an emptiness in her normally vivid blue eyes; a sense of lackluster and hopelessness. "Then you truly are a Sith," she sighed and dropped her hands to the ground. "If you'd rather leave me alive to suffer than let me rest in peace."
            He felt something stir deep inside him and he squashed it out. He didn't want to feel compassion. It was too late now. This was a victorious moment; his sworn enemy broken at his feet begging for death. He should revel in it, but... "Peace is a lie..."
            "Don't quote the Sith code to me, Anakin. I know it." She raised a hand to stop him, interrupting his speech. He stared at her in surprise. How could she, the strong light-aligned force user that she was, know the Sith code? What else didn't he know about her journey? "You once told me that slavery was a state of mind, not a position you were in. Well, I think we’re all slaves. Doesn’t matter who the master is; a Hutt, the Jedi order, the Republic, the Emperor… the force… We live to serve it. Well you’d think if the force is as powerful as we’ve been told, it wouldn’t need us puny lifeforms to act out its will. The Sith code claims that through victory, you find freedom, but I disagree. There is no freedom in victory, because you still have to live with all that you did to achieve it. The only freedom is perhaps in death, but even that is only a false sense of freedom, because you won’t even get to be aware that you’re free."
            Was she right? He shifted uncomfortably. He served the Emperor religiously, but why? He'd never delivered on what he'd promised. He was stronger in the dark side than he'd ever felt in the light, but even that came at a cost. There was more power, but more limitations. His master dictated his every move and he allowed him to, because he didn't care. He let him use him in any way he saw fit. How could she know such an experience? "Who is your master?"
            "The force."
            "We're all slaves..." he murmured to himself as he mulled over her words. "I serve the Emperor because I don't have a choice. You serve the force, because you don't have a choice. But even if I didn't serve the Emperor, I'd still be bound to the force...” The concern bubbled to the surface before he could fight it. Seeing her like this hurt more than he wanted to admit. Her fire had been what he'd loved about her. She was now a husk of what she'd once been, and now that he thought about it, so was he. All the power in the universe was his to command and it couldn't satiate him now. Any sense of freedom he'd ever felt had faded. Victory meant nothing if you no longer cared about the outcome. “What happened to you?"
            "I'm tired, Anakin," she rocked back onto her heels and looked up at him. There were no tears in her eyes, just a cold vacant stare. "I want to go home." She wrapped her arms around herself as though she was cold and he looked around at all the fire and lava that lived inside him. What did she consider home? And why did he care? "I know it won't matter now, but I love you. I’ve always loved you. What we did all those years ago, I wanted it. I loved you even though I knew I couldn’t have you, and for one night I let myself pretend you were mine, and only mine.”
            “I was married to Padmé.” She didn't even flinch at the words. 
            “I know,” she stared off into space. “I knew it then too. That’s why I knew you’d never be mine. Didn’t stop me from wishing for it though," she sighed. "Goodbye, Anakin. I hope you find a reason to break your chains.” She stood up. “And if you change your mind about killing me… I’ll be here.” She gestured to their surroundings. Even as she said goodbye, she planned to come back. Did she mean what she said? Did it matter anymore? The flames parted to let her through and she disappeared from sight, him still staring after her. He felt cold now too. 
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