#VERY SAD STRESSFUL news
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Can my family deliver news in a normal fashion PLEASE
#had to take a midnight stress walk cs in the span of ten minutes mum dropped both 'grandad is functionally cancer free'#FANTASTIC news#and 'great aunt patricias funeral/memorial service is in two weeks'#VERY SAD STRESSFUL news#girl its midnight on a sunday and im 3 pints in i need to walk this off or i wont aleep
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That one dumb tweet has put this outfit that HE ONLY EVER APPEARS IN ONCE IN THE ENTIRE SHOW into the forefocus of my brain for like 3 days now so have this
#He is SO silly it is UNREAL#And that color of purple looks so good on him they should bring smth like this back omg#It is criminal that he only has like. 4 minutes of screen time in this outfit. please lego please#Ignore how wonky some things are im eepy and stressed weewoo#lego monkie kid#monkie kid#lmk#tang lmk#pigsy lmk#freenoodleshipping#freenoodles#I don't think tang in this outfit has a specific tag very sad#THE NEW LEAKED OUTFITS AREN'T HELPING WITH MY DELIRIUM NOW I NEED TO DRAW HIM IN THAT ONE-#IMMEDIATELY TOO AUGHHH#If anything else cool drops before I get done with my exams I might actually just die#I just need things to hold off until may 20th after that I'm good pleaseeee Lego pleaseeeeeeee#Back to the scorpion outfit they should really put him in purple more often it's so good on him nfndhsnm#It's definitely just the floor length robe thing and the long sleeves but it gives me ao lie vibes#so silly it's criminal heehheehoo#Zaacoy art💫
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Everyone Introduced in Dimension 20's Fantasy High: Junior Year episode 17
#dimension 20 spoilers#dimension 20#d20 introductions#fhjy#fantasy high junior year#d20 fhjy#MAN what a ride#almost missed that ruben had a new intro card variant too. god bless the transcript search#that large ankarna was art scrolling on screen that i couldn't get in one go‚ so i put a few screencaps together to make that one#of which you can definitely see the lines of because it was actively glowing and moving which was VERY cool but hard to catch smoothly#i think if cait may posts the full Clean shot of ankarna themself i'll reblog that one too for posterity#(this one is also very off center because i had a corner of blank left over because i had to shift one of them to the side#because she was moved just a little bit to the side too#also MANNNNN that scene with bucky and kristen that was so sweet...... i'm really glad she's finally got the time to talk with him#he really needed it#GORGEOUS art this episode..... and oh god this next one is going to have me SO stressed#A BLUE DRAGON ATTACKING THE SHIP?? ALL THE VOTES NEEDING TO BE AT THE SCHOOL BY MIDNIGHT?????#lord HELP me#things are not going to go well i can feel it.#also sad that oisin might turn out to be a Very Not Good guy after all 😭#listen a dragonborn enjoyer can dream#also INSANE. INSANE THAT THE BAD GUY THIS WHOLE TIME WAS#i shan't say. but good GOD i can't believe it#shout out to notoriousmasc who got it right away like WEEKS ago
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pros of being mostly immune to online impulse purchases: I can save my money and use it on more necessary things, like rent and groceries
cons of being mostly immune to online impulse purchases: I don't get to have The Thing
#sobbing crying etc etc. I'm okay just dumb#ordered a custom thing but the colors ended up looking different from how I thought they would. 0 dead 1 dying of Stupid About It (me)#it's still very cool in its own right and it was Expensive for us. it was just me fucking up and choosing the wrong color...#and there's no real way to request a different version without just. buying a new one basically#but the site is still having a sale and it's chewing at me so bad right now. but it's not something I can afford to impulse buy#and even if somebody did just plop a big donation/order a big commission etc etc right now I still couldn't justify it#because there are other things I should take care of first#instead of replacing something that's not technically broken. it's literally just not the color I thought it would be but aaaUUUUUUUGHHHH.#I'm just mad and sad and tired and stressed and should go to bed and stop thinking about it. it's fine. it's literally fine.#just kicking myself for it and about a billion other tiny stupid things right now.#storm speaking
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Hello everyone!
I just wanted to give you a little update and let you know that, unfortunately, I won't have the time to host the DCMK secret santa event this year. Earlier this year, I've started working full time (+ still working my two mini jobs) and therefore, I just won't have the necessary time to host this event anymore. From my experience during the last six years of hosting this event, I just know how much time I usually need to put into this event to make it work as I want it to work and I know that this won't be possible this year with my current jobs.
I want to thank you all so so much for joining the event the last couple of year and for being such a great community to work with. I really had the best time hosting this event all these years and it does make me really sad that I won't have the capabilites to do it anymore.
If anyone wants to host another DCMK secret santa event on tumblr this year, feel free to do so (not that you were ever not free to do so lol just wanted to clarify it in case that anyone was apprehensive about it)! Feel free to let me know as well and I would love to signal boost (and join) it!
I'm wishing you all the best and once again, thank you all so much for the last couple of years!
#<3#I'm really sad because it feels like the end of an era to me#which I realize sounds very dramatic LOL#but I just really loved this event#and I always had a great time with it#but it also always was very stressful#and with all my current jobs I just don't want to put this kinda stress on me this year#and like I wouldn't have the time for it anyways#so it would be even more stress than usual haha#anyways#it was a great time <3#thank you all#I would love to enter a dcmk event myself though!!#i always feel a little unsure interacting with the fandom#especially outside of tumblr#but if anyone wants to host a general dcmk secret santa event on here#i would love to try it <3#news#news 23#event 23
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guy trapped in a hell of his own creation: haha ive never done anything wrong in my entire life. and im always right:] anyway. why did my little brother move out:(
its so funny to me that at first glance tashi seems like hed be the most 'normal' out of all the clones but at least all the others are slowly healing n shit while hes just getting more and more insane each day and one day hell snap and explode and maim someone
#my art#my funky guys#HES SO FUCKING STUPID.#tashi im sorry ily but youre literally the dumbes fucking motherfucker ive ever seen. and a cringe loser. never change king<3#like. this guy realised he was a clone when he was a month old and decided to base his new personality entirely#on the idealised version of the original he made up in his head.#like he did this to himself!!! he chose to revolve his entire personality around being a 'perfect flawless mom friend'!!!!!!!#in his head hes like the most selfless & altruistic person to ever walk the earth but in reality hes a sad selfish mess who just wants to#be loved.#he started out as a pretty nice and level headed guy who wanted to help ppl but then it just spiraled when he made that his entire#personality bc of his inability to move on from a lie he really wanted to be true.#he percieves shiro as this perfect flawless leader figure and he wants DESPERATELY to imitate that. deep down its not enough for him to#simply coparent and share responsibility w the others. no no no he has to be The Leader and do everything himself!#this mindset results in him later on starting to dismiss and undervalue his familys work and commitment to keeping them all alive-#esp soup. like sHE WAS THERE W HIM FROM THE VERY BEGINNING THEY ARE EQUALS THEY ARE BOTH EQUALLY IMPORTRANT#AND HES SO FAR UP HIS ASS HE FORGOT. somewhere along the line he forgot. he missed the point. he spiraled too deep.#and he knows. he knows but hes so terrified of change and growth and admitting he CANT do this alone.#he wants to be a cool epic capable solo leader AND he craves family and connection soooo badly he cant live w/o his loved ones.#so yeah. hes an angry little pathetic freak<3 i love him#despite all that hes not a bad person. just a flawed guy thrown into a situation so stressful and traumatising that he clinged to the only#coping mechanism he had at the time and just sorta. ran with it.#dw he gets better tho! it takes a lot and his and sticks relationship is strained for a LONG time but he slowly gets better. good for him
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james baldwin you sick son of a bitch </3
#I LOVE THIS BOOK SO MUCH i’m not even halfway through…. oh my godddd it’s so good#I’M SAD THOUGH BC :(((( i tried annotating it a bit and i ruined it . sniffle#i hate it so much why does my brain always act like this :’3 hhhhhhhhhh it genuinely stresses me out#i’m just gonna. read it w/o annotating…. maybe i will on some lines but only the ones i wanna post here#sniffle sniffle i’m so sorry you beautiful beautiful book…..#kinda wanna buy a new copy so i can annotate properly but that feels too mean to the book i have now#…. s … sigh…….#anyway. THIS BOOK IS VERY WONDERFUL it’s gonna ruin me i just know it….. and baldwin’s writing is so unbelievably pretty#ari noises ✩
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#these past two weeks have been so intense that ive just.. not spoken about it once i got home from work#blocked it all out#my beloved colleague whose desk is next to mine has cancer#breast and uterus. she needs two major surgeries#they just diagnosed her two weeks ago#so we've been trying to deal with that as colleagues and friends#because we love and miss her and i am so deeply sad as well#but i feel like i couldn't process that at all bc two days after the news of her diagnosis i was asked to take on half of her work#on top of my fulltime#which i agreed to do bc i like her tasks and i want to help her and i also know i can do it#but it does feel very off bc i know i don't earn enough money for this workload to be long term and it is def like this#for the coming four months at least#so i did tell my manager that i would like a raise and. that bitch told me to BUY MORE SECOND HAND SHIT.#i seriously thought i saw my life flash before my eyes#then the day after she asked one of my colleagues who's been with the firm for over 30 years whether she was looking for another job maybe?#which caused that colleague to instantly go home in tears and be home from basically a nervous breakdown the past 1.5 week#which is her full right and i support her with all my heart but bc my management sucks it meant that we had to also carry her tasks ofc#i felt soooo spread thin and super super angry actually but i didn't even realise how angry i was until last thursday my colleague w cancer#came by the office. and talked about all of it. and i suddenly realised how sad i was but then also how angry#but i was just blocking it all out trying to stay afloat#bc we told her about what the manager had said and she said “i hope that i get the chance to really tell her how it is someday.”#“because the stress she causes with people can actually kill you. just look at me.”#and the rest of the day i felt so ready to be done with everything actually#but seeing her anger made me see my own anger#and released me of my own pent up emotions bc i had actual leg pains this week and it was purely psychosomatic#i then managed to tell some friends yesterday about what was going on and their outrage spurred me on even more#so today i emailed hr. demanding a raise#doing this amount of work while constantly feeling like the house is on fire while also struggling financially seriously makes me suicidal#and i am not joking#so.. if nothing comes of that im leaving that job and not looking back
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Gale gets told he's got to go blow himself up to makes things right with his ex and the meal when we took a long rest was:
Apples. Just apples. Gale and Alfonso didn't feel like cooking and so the crew just said 'fuck it, we're apple boys tonight'.
#not even a single potato#no alcohol#just apples#its apples all the way down#you know Al is Big Sad right now#i need to do a write up of a few scene ideas ive had#just been stressed about new job so i havent been very creative#bg3
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i have enough fics posted now that i find myself going through my ao3 and rereading my things for fun!! :D forget my actual numbers goal, this feels like the win condition, honestly
#GUESS WHO CATERS MY TASTE THE BEST IT'S ME#the major benefit of Numbers is that it's easier to turn off editor's brain#because i've worked on a good number of others#sb and l rambles#sb and l is writing#i DO want to try to finish some of the older wips rather than continuously starting new ones but#hey if the new ones keep wanting to be written. i'll keep writing those#i have been so so so so so sad and stressed and depressed recently. i am very grateful to have something else to focus on
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SO UHHH IA GANG.... HOW WE FEELING ABOUT THIS
#homohollers#item asylum#10 hour burst man#dude 10hbm lore drop was not what i expected but#IM GONNA MAKE SO MUCH FUCKING ANGST OUT OF MY THEORIES FROM THIS.#i saw a comment in the description of the song saying this might be alluding to when you bird up in 10hbm??#i noticed some similar instruments from too many trumpets in the song too#they also pointed out that both the apocalypse bird and 10hbm live in a dark forest#and they both wield the twilight and its peace for all#im noticing some slight similarities to another leaked song i cant talk about#this definitely sounds like a 10 hour burst man stress theme though#it sounds sad but also panicked#as if hes having a breakdown in the form of a song#the melodies also sound slightly distorted and choppy#adding to the idea of this being a stressful song#apparently the original name of the song is also “sounds of the painted sword”#a painted sword/clayman p run song converted into 10 hour burst man??#thats certainly scary#the fact that the video is also filtered with red adds to the idea of a clayman connection here#this is honestly a pretty funny idea of there being a 10hbm/clayman song with painted sword connections because#i once. clutched a public server 10hbm round with painted sword. when he still had like 2000-1000 hp#i love LOVE 10 hour burst man more than any of the other bosses#and i love aden mayos music even more#i will forever be making theories about her music#im pretty sure now i have good reason to believe that new jgns bosses and possibly even updates to old bosses are coming in the next update#ive never been more excited#oh also something else#this gave me a new headcanon for 10hbm#he cant. speak very well. so he speaks slowly and slightly broken#the 10hbm activation voiceline also sounds very crunchy
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also what if i'm not nonbinary. what if i'm just a regular woman. what if nothing i thought about myself was real? what if i don't have body image issues of any kind anymore?
#am i happy? sad? content? stressed? idk#can my emotion just be confused???#will say i am very certain of being bisexual. i feel suprisingly settled in that in a way i never have. which is wonderful#and strangely freeing. it makes me happy :)#everything else though???? man i don't fucking know#i am bouncing between soooo many tv shows and youtube series and dnd podcasts and video games and different fanfics#i feel sooo all over the place and it's not fun and it's confusing and i don't feel like i know who i am anymore#(which has been building for a while. this isn't a new feeling. i just haven't talked about it)#IM NOT EVEN SURE I LIKE DRAGONS ANYMORE 😭😭#or that I want cats anymore 😭#like who am I if I don't????? 😭
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it has never been more over actually
#i'm? stressed and not coping <3 i am so tired of being in charge of my own life bc i keep fucking it up#i am on the road to diagnosis i know this to be true but i don't meet with my new gp until next month and then i have to wait for a referral#and then a test and then fight my way through convincing someone that i do in fact need meds bc i don't think i can actually continue with#school without them? genuinely. and my parents are going to kill me bc neither of them experienced symptoms to this degree so they still#think i'm being lazy after 10 fucking years of struggling? besties what can i say we are not slaying </3#sorry for the rant i just needed to get this out#you can really tell where i am in the quarter based on how sad i am in the tags <3 feeling cute feeling very roadkill core#a post
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WHY is moving house so stressful
#extreme nervous tummy this morning because I woke up and then remembered I put in an application for a new place yesterday#and i've been looking for months and it's the first thing i've liked anywhere near enough to even consider#but I feel deeply deeply sad at the thought of leaving my current place.#(well - not MY current place. my LANDLORD'S current place. which now belongs to the person who bought it. not me. thus the sadness)#I just wish the landlord would be a little more communicative about when I need to move out because she's refusing to tell me#(so i stay and keep paying her rent until the very last minute)#but at some point in the next couple of month's she's going to drop the “here's your notice get out in a month” bomb and that won't be fun#so here's to being proactive about problems I guess.#if you are the praying sort perhaps shoot one up that I find a really nice place quickly because this stress#along with my one million other significant stresses right now is just deeply bothersome
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graduating with my masters in 3 weeks! I feel nothing
#don’t get me wrong i’m proud of myself#but the immense stress and sleep deprivation ive felt for the past year and a half has been brutal#like to the point where I feel like a shell of a person#friendships have fallen by the wayside bc people just stopped inviting me out since I was always drowning with work#actually makes me very sad because I feel so so so so lonely#I haven’t done anything on the weekends in months and I feel insane#I miss connections and feeling excited about life#first priority when i’m done is to hang out with people and do as many things as I can#second is sleep#third is reinventing myself completely#new hair new clothes new tattoos new drive for life#so excited to be able to do things again! let’s hope not /everyone/ has forgotten about me#personal#otherwise i’ll have no one to celebrate with :D
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Random Fanta photos (24/?)
#fantastics from exile tribe#fantastics#sato taiki#jr exile#jpop#randomfnt#good morning have some morning taiki ig stories#i love his black hair in his face😇#i feel sad that i havent been very active lately but its bc im moving in a few weeks so i have been busy and stressed;;;#but soon i will be in my new apartment and im excited to decorate and put my fanta magazines everywhere hehe#and then maybe i can finally work on 100 questions translation!!!#but for now i am always watching and i will try to post more random things from my phone :'))
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