#Unsent

[viceandmature]

Overkill breaks the damage limit in Final Fantasy X and King of Fighters AllStar

[theloulouge]

[taxman-talkman]

🕯️

[ inner thoughts meme from Here. ]

Every time we talk privately, I feel like I'm going to be sick. I'm so fucking scared of you. I have to keep retyping shit over and over and over again just to talk to you. I shake so bad whenever you talk to me. But I keep talking because you have answers and I need to know what the fuck is happening. I don't know what's going on. I need to know.

But I'm so fucking scared of you. I'm so scared. I never want you to know that. But you're going to know the type of person I am. I'm so mad at you because you're like "oh you're my friend Vesser" and I'm like this and I'm not. I. You're just going to find out. The Tenno are supposed to be good. I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop. I'm waiting to go back to the box. I'm waiting to fuck up again.

And I can feel it on the back of my neck. Like you're looking at me. You think you like me and I wanna just yell at you. I'm bad. I'm a bad person. I'm going to fuck everything up. I'm going to get worse. I'm going to be bad. It's going to be bad.

I don't think you're my friend. I think you want something from me and I'm scared because I'm not smart enough to know what it is. I'm too fucking exhausted all the time to figure it out and I feel like such a fucking baby because you're nice to me most of the time and I don't know what it is. I'm just scared. I don't know why I'm scared. But I just know you're not in my corner. No one is. No one should be. No one can be.

So I just sit here and I fucking shake and I get mad and I get upset and I get scared and I'm such a fucking baby for it. Maybe I can buy myself more time but I know. I know it's not gonna be enough. I'm sorry I'm such a fuck up. You weren't as good a judge of character as you thought you were.

[phie04]

whatever you do don’t read the unsent project when you’re sad

[random-xpressions]

Read please my unsent letters too that were too shy to leave my desk...

Random Xpressions

[alpha--arietis]

how much person meat can get into a product after an industrial accident until you’re considered a cannibal btw go go go

[hunger--endured]

one of those funny things that they don’t teach you about in school is when it comes to grief and guilt, you’ll always thing you’re doing it wrong

honestly gauss should be alive instead of me. he would have handled this situation a lot better than i have. he would have never let this happen. he wouldn’t have upset everyone so much. and yes maybe i’m living with the idealized version of him in his head. this version of him where he’s alive and makes no mistakes and is just as perfect and great as i saw him as when we were kids but also. also

also. like. that is the last thing i remember him as. that’s it. after that point, there isn’t gauss anymore. i do everything wrong. it’s all my fault. and i can handle the consequences but i kind of just wish everyone would give up on me so i wouldn’t feel like i’m just disappointing them constantly.

dissel still looks at me like she’s so upset. and i keep thinking about what arrioe said. “when are you going to leave me to.” i don’t mean to be this way. i regret everything ive ever done

[fearhims3lf]

[pm, in Spanish] Please come help me sleep again. I miss you so much [no message sent]

[no message received]

[holy-market]

Yes he’s a huge loser. And you all love him.

[bittersweet-t3aya]

Even though I’m the one who stayed until I broke, I want to get so drunk that I call you up and tell you every sick, desperate, and doe-eyed thing that I never got the chance to tell you before.

[betweenthings2]

girl. the unsent project one goes hard you are so creative

Thank you so much!! 💚💚 I'm really excited about it--I've wanted to do something with the Unsent Project from a long time. Originally, I was just going to use if for one-shot prompts, but I think letters will be so much more interesting and way more fun for me to write. It's going to have chapters and I think it's going to be fictional!George's POV with a letter and his reaction or recollection of whatever fictional!Matty wrote about. The fic itself will be immediately post rehab, so they're unsent letters. I was going to do emails, back and forth, but that was the wrong vibe. I hope we all feel good about vaguely epistolary fic because I will not be dissuaded from writing this.

[mortemoppetere]

[pm] [deleted: Do you] [deleted: Would you kill me?] [deleted: You think I'm a monster, right?] [deleted: I don't hurt people. I especially don't hurt Wynne] [deleted: I'm a monster. You] [deleted: I'm sorry] [deleted: Please don't kill me. I'll do anything to convince you. I --]

[no message received.]

[taxman-talkman]

🕯️ oaaa

[ inner thoughts meme from Here. ] I'm so scared of fucking this up. I hope you never know the kind of person I am. I hope you never know what's happened to me. I hope that you can get everything you need out of me and then I can fade out of your life like I'm nothing. I hope I'll never be someone important to you because I can't think of anything worse. I get frustrated, I guess, sometimes. Thinking about all the shit that's happened to you. Thinking about all the ways that the Corpus took advantage of you and your standing. I think about that shit and, you know what? I just feel sorry for myself. Sorry because you just had it so much worse and I was nothing. I was just nothing. You kept getting hurt over and over again and that's all I hear about. You getting hurt over and over again. And you're so much better than all of that. You came out of it just nice. You came out of it softer. And I feel so fucked up because I just feel like I've gotten worse. I'm scared, I guess. I'm really scared. I hope you keep being good. You're surrounded by a lot of people who care about you and I hope that keeps being the case. I hope you keep getting better. I hope you get to be better than anything that has ever happened to you. I'm so nervous to talk to you. Like how bad I am is going to rub off on you some way. I'm so embarrassed because one day it's all going to come spilling out. About everything that I did. About the kind of person I am. I'm sorry. I wish I could tell you how sorry I was. Everytime you talk about how nice I am, I just want to rip my hair out. The truth is, Florix, you should never talk to me again. There's ex-Corpus and then there's what I am. There's people who got hurt and then there's me, the person who did it. I think of you, and I just get sad. You've been through way worse than I ever did. At the same time though I really I didn't have friends before. I don't know if I deserve them now.

[theloulouge]

[random-xpressions]

Angels have raised the red alert. My love letters to you have exceeded my prayers directed to heavens. But for now I'm spared of the punishment as all of them are still in the category of unsent...

Random Xpressions

[alpha--arietis]

immortality but not even in a fun way. like in a “i can still feel it” kind of way. fuuuuuuuuuck dude can’t have SHIT