#Ugh this one hurt

[facelessmime]

Better to Assimilate...

Cyn didn't want this, she just wanted to live 😞 So it got me thinking about this and well... Heart hurty.

Not full rendered buuuuuut, I may never finish it entirely u_u still learning digital art and color is not my friend.

Anyway I'll see myself out. I'm so sorry 😫

[queenkinqs]

people love to talk about invincible for it's over the top gore and violence, but i really do think the show's writing is at it's best when it's just two people have a conversation

[deoidesign]

My comic is so pretty...

The hiatus is letting me take a little extra time on these episodes, and I'm definitely putting it to good use!!!

[wingedog]

You know that feeling you get when you want to escape into a piece of media so bad its an ache in your chest?

[mrstellmeafuckingsecret]

not even joking fanon sirius doesnt even make me mad anymore (that's reserved for everyone else fanon <3) but he just makes me........... so sad.......... like bro is in a straight up abusive relationship with the man he idolizes more than anything. and he is IN this abusive relationship because of his HORRIFIC home life in which his parents use illegal torture methods on him weekly/daily and he severely lacks any healthy relationships around him, he also never gets any praise (because he's stupid&horrible&bad at everything) meaning he's just going around begging for validation and love? and it's just a joke? like he is literally willing to hurt himself like omg by bby??

(that one incorrect quote where remus kisses sirius' hand because he gets a papercut and sirius asks james to punch him in the face. how is that funny. i literally was so sad. wtf guys.)

and like he gets into this rsp after going through a TON of homophobia and hes like constantly made fun of because he happens to love his bf (who HATES him). everyone (namely his brother: well talk abt him dw) is like "you can do sm better than sirius lmao" and remus is like "yeah lol" like blatantly in front of sirius and sirius is sad and its a funny haha joke like GUYS ITS HORRIBLE

and like !!!! he has no support system!!! he has no friends !!!!! no one loves him !!!!!!! fuck love no one even likes him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hes constantly patronized and talked down to by everyone. his hobbies are taken over (pranks: remus remus remus, bikes: i dont actually know but ive seen a couple "remus on sirius' bike 💞" and sirius freaking out when like bfr guys) . his best friend. his BEST FRIEND. goes BEHIND HIS BACK. TO DATE. HIS NAZI YOUNGER BROTHER.

THE NAZI YOUNGER BROTHER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOM HE WAS CONSTANTLY COMPARED TO AND DEEMED LESS WORTHY HIS ENTIRE LIFE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHO HE WA SALWAS THE SECOND OPTION TO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hes their parents favored son AND his bfs favored brother and now his BEST FRIENDS favored too???????? go away. fuck you.

and like . his younger brother whom sirius CONSTANTLY TOOK BEATINGS FOR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WITH NO REGARD FOR HIS OWN SAFETY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nad everyones like lmfao why is he overreacting ths is why no one loves him lets ignore him 💀💀💀

and like his brother btw tf like he s always th emartyr nd sirius is indebted to him bc its only because of regulus apparentl y that siriu s was able to escape like gsgnlksfskl

and the PRNAK!!!!!!!!!! omg sirius is like gone in ths universe ok theres no way it wasnt n accident he told snape that and then remus HATES HIM for MONTHS?????? kys he tried so hard

dont even get me on post azkaban "im sorry remus ☹️" "my brothers a hero 🥺"

ugh i cant even word thngs anymore. but like have these these made me REALLY sad.

im in tears. i cant believe you fucks took everything away from sirius and then left him w his trauma. and the fact that this isn t evn a fraction of whats going on, like ffuck you all

[romantic-ageru-yo]

On one hand I'm kinda sad we never got to see the 17 & 18 fusion '35' they teased at a few times, because yeah they're already good at fighting in unison and would be perfect fusion candidates

But on the other hand I feel like their fusion would have twice the apathy they individually have, and just be like 'well I don't see why any of this is my problem' and not even help out xD

[ginnyicyidragon]

Transformers ONE [SPOILERS?] Extra of Orion Pax and D-16

In the beginning, we meet Orion Pax and later on D-16.

Ugh! My heart! Their friendship! Anyway! Some were retake shots I did and these look good, plus a few others I didn't post here yet.

[disposal-blueeee]

VARGASTOBER - day 28 : fantasy

[hooned]

jaeyunie 🥺

[dukeofthomas]

why does every reconciliation fic go like this

[heretherebedork]

The trauma and the loss of it all. the way pain has a way of hurting others, the pressure of these new people in his life that remind him of what he lost and not only that but take what he lost and try to recreate it.

Sheng lashes out because he's reminded not just of his mother but the loss of his mother, between not feeling well and watching her be hurt he's reliving one of his worst memories and missing his mother deeply, more deeply than any other day or any other time.

He pushes them away because the pain is too to be contained just within himself and that pain has to find a way out or it'll be too much for him to bear.

(All the memories, all the pain, right there and waiting, never far, twisting his loneliness up again and again.)

[mugiwara-lucy]

NOW I'm interested for an Akainu-Kizaru flashback 👀

And I wonder....if this will cause Kizaru to defect from the Marines to join the Revolutionaries.... 👀

[mushroominaforest]

me when the feelings get hurt

[sallymew4]

kids when they hear that their dad is back in town VS. kids when theyre hanging out with a conman that accidentally stole their wallet once

im not even joking btw

bonus heres me being crazy about them in dms ^^^

[reginamillls]

i'm a big fan of buck and tommy being apart when disaster strikes. the only way they're able to communicate is through their radios and tommy's voice is weak as he tries to convince his boyfriend he's okay, "don't you worry about me, i'll be fine, baby" even though he's not sure that he will be vs. buck, who usually falls apart when disaster strikes pouring all his willpower into staying calm and anchoring for tommy. i'll throw up................

THERES SO MUCH OPPORTUNITY HERE FOR SOME DELICIOUS ANGST HURT/COMFORT

they're at different stations, Buck is on the ground and Tommy is in the air

communication is limited when they're on the job, especially with Tommy being in the air

and you have a big disaster, something that pulls in as many LAFD stations that they can, and it's all about doing your job and doing your best to help the people you vowed to protect and trying to ignore the way it feels like your heart is constricting with the NOT KNOWING

everytime that radio goes on and says that a fireman is down - it's a possibility that you're going to go home to an empty bed, an empty home

and you have stolen moments between the two, short check ins when they're in range

Buck asks Tommy to check in because he's been quiet a little too long and even through the radio Buck can detect the strain when Tommy says "Evan-"

Buck suddenly has to be there, and if this is a season 8 scenario Gerrard can be damned

Tommy asks if Buck is alright and even if he isn't Buck will say he's fine and he talks to Tommy, trying to keep him awake and talking and Buck will get there, he will "just stay with me Tom, keep talking to me-"

and the line goes silent

but Buck keeps talking because if Tommy is dying it shouldn't be to the sounds of disaster but to the sound of someone who loves him

and everything turns out okay

[galaxicnerd]

fears of inadequacy