#UNAPOLOGETICALLY QUEER TO ME
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I like to think Matt constantly has that queer urge to run away to a mountain and disappear under mysterious circumstances.
He wants that level of drama in life, he wants that gay mythos, that TENSION, and the only thing stopping him is Tom blocking the door and dragging him back inside the house.
#eddsworld#eddsworld headcanons#ew matt#IM SO SORRY BUT#MATT WILL ALWAYS BE UNEQUIVOCALLY#UNAPOLOGETICALLY QUEER TO ME#I hold him near and dear to my gay heart#Go kween go be the level of drama in life you want to be#Matthew ‘If you wont let me rule the world I’ll cause as much drama as possible’ Prince#Thomas ‘My best friend keeps wanting a shakspearean end and I dont respect that’ Thompson#anyway this is what I’m doing for him in the stay au#BUT TEN TIMES MORE#but this is also a gen hc so teehee#ew Stay AU
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I’m so late to this but i started watching ofmd and jim has stolen my whole heart 🍊
(no reposts; reblogs appreciated)
#my art#artists on tumblr#art#fanart#digital art#ofmd#our flag means death#ofmd jim#jim jimenez#vico ortiz#jim can stab me actually#i know the jim/oranges art has been done a billion times but that's because it's a lovely take so here's mine#this was overall a super fun piece to work on#especially during finals week...#im actually insane for starting a painting during exams#but we don't talk about that#what we do talk about: this entire show oh my god#currently on s2 and the part where jim says life used to mean something??? and later when archie tells them it's just life??#tore my bleeding heart out!!! peeled it like an orange!#there's also just so much unapologetic queer joy in this show and i love it
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Honestly, the "gay voice" and the "tranny voice" are both so fucking beautiful and stunning. Frankly, those are the voices I would rather hear than somebody who is complaining about the way queer people exist and speak. Those voices are what I want to hear serenaded to me, to hear express joy and pain and love, and hear exist. Those are the voices that are most gorgeous.
#queer#lgbt#lgbtq#watching a video by somebody with a 'gay voice' and it's refreshing. like a pitcher of ice-cold lemonade on a 100°F/37°C afternoon#it's just weird because people who complain about 'stereotypical' queer voices act like it's a crime???#like its a genuine horrific experience that somebody has a voice that is deemed 'stereotypical'#i was a section leader with a guy with THE gayest voice and i adored that his gayness bled into the way he spoke#i just loved the idea of being So Understanding of yourself that you let it overcome you#and at the time i was starting to internalize so much transphobia and homophobia...#...and i prevented myself from existing so boldly. part of me envied him for his unapologetic gayness#i thought that kind of openess wasn't to be afforded to me because i hadn't earned it
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ok but like anyone here gay
#me irl#selfie#feel free to reblog if you want#there will probably be a better post later with the full outfit#this is just an unapologetic thirst trap because party number one is so far me drinking a beer alone in a hair salon#so i would like some assurance that it wasn't dumb to come here with a square foot of upper thigh showing#trans#transmasc#gay#queer
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I genuinely used to think that NO FANDOM could EVER rival my love for the marauders fandom, but then I watched Dead Boy Detectives.
#dead boy detectives#marauders#save dead boy detectives#revive dead boy detectives#idek how but i live eat and breathe for this fandom now#i love how welcoming and sweet people are#i love how the positivity outweighs the negativity#queer#i love how unapologetically queer everyone is#makes me feel at home
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i feel some sort of queer euphoria in this chili's tonight
#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#i can't explain it#but you prob get me#i think it's also the combination of having watched a lot of new queer shows lately and then this big name family show.. being so#unapologetically queer in the best way#i just!!!!!!!#idk i get a little emotional about it
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Ok no more white people can watch amc iwtv we've had enough we've reached the quota thank you....
#drama txt#if I may get a lil mean here.#this is partially the fault of people en masse billing it as an “unapologetically queer” show#bc to very many white queer people queerness is White. they can only view it through a white gaze#and don't realize the protag is a whole ass nigga from the Jim Crow south LIKE?????#there are many people coming to this show just lacking the perspective to actually engage with it#missing like half the damn show#and yeah I'll say it if you aren't watching for Louis why are you here.#its interview with THE vampire he's THE vampire#if you lack the ability to be engaged with him literally just don't watch at this point#AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HOW THESE PEOPLE TALK ABOUT CLAUDIA
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Being as you were a Percy Jackson kid, which god/dess do you think would be your parent if you were a demi-god?
I have not taken those buzzfeed quizzes since like ninth grade lol but I remember I always either got Aphrodite or Poseidon. I'm so rusty on these books because it's been so long, but I remember feeling very seen by the whole Poseidon thing. It's hard to tell how much of that was relating to poseidon stuff specifically and how much of it was just, like, Percy ALSO being an at-the-time middle schooler with authority issues lmfao. A lot of the percy jackson books rang true for me, especially the first series- I had one teacher who called me 'defiant and oppositional' and 'my own worst enemy' at every single turn, so I really related to the whole 'troubled kid' thing. It felt 1:1 and I think a lot of the kinship I felt with the poseidon cabin placement was probably moreso just 13 year old me feeling seen by a character for the first real time, and that character (Percy) was also in the poseidon cabin.
Sort of piggybacking off of the context of this ask and what prompted it though (HP, see my last post), this is why good representation and caring portrayals is IMPORTANT. I had a positive experience with the PJO series- it showed a troubled kid with a weird home life that was able to find strengths in the things that previously just got him in trouble most of the time. I was a little too old for this next experience (already knew I was bi for years before the nico stuff) but I know that a LOT of queer kids found solidarity with Nico DiAngelo as their first real introduction to queerness. I haven't kept up much but I know Rick Riordan has written a lot of queer and bipoc characters since and really leaned into his role of 'guy who makes middle schoolers whose best friends are their librarians feel understood'. I think contrasting that with other authors who have leaned more into 'I think trans people shouldn't exist', it's... you know. A stark difference. I think my positive experience of having been a PJO kid is part of why I feel so strongly about the HP thing. I've been on the receiving end of why good rep is important, and I can't imagine how I would have felt if I'd loved these books and Rick then went on twitter eight years later like 'yeah i think [group of people] should be denied medical care and not exist btw'. Ya know?
#long post#I got so fucking off topic but that is quite notably what I do here lol.#that squidward meme. 'sir. we serve off topic posts that get long & cringe but unapologetically genuine and heartfelt here.'#I will say though. not joking with the 1:1 thing.#I also moved schools all the time and had father issues x2 and my mom was my only fighter for a long time. i loved these books for a reason#so again. it makes me feel even more strongly that queer middle schoolers of today deserve authors who care about them.#authors who want them to feel seen and loved and hopeful and not like a problem to be eradicated.#not just trans kids. fat and jewish kids too. there's antisemitism and fatphobia in hp too.#the og pjo books aren't perfect either but i remember them being more a product of the 2000s rather than actively malicious?
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Maybe Station 19 was like an experimental cubist painting.
There were too many stories to be told and too many people trying to tell them, from too many perspectives, with too many styles…
Each viewer saw a different picture.
It was the show that tried to capture the zeitgeist and represent the under-represented. Also the show that often struggled. With the tones and textures. With representing w/o tokenizing. B/w laughing with and laughing at. B/w realism and romanticizing. B/w deliberate and arbitrary. B/w educating and entertaining. B/w what they consider profane and sacrosanct.
At times, it touched our hearts deeply. At times, it frustrated us to no end.
Not every story was given the respect, sensitivity and intricacy it was due.
One moment could lead to a profound understanding of an aspect of a lived life some of us had never known; while the next could be a moment that was beyond confounding - about an aspect of ourselves that made us feel slighted, diminished and even erased.
It had often been an exercise in empathy to find our common humanity at the intersectionality of stories. Yet, the scale of empathy often skewed too far in favor of some characters with the differing standards, narrative frames and plot armors. Ironically yet reasonably turning people off these very characters they wanted people to root for. A persistent dissonance and disconnect.
But it was also the show that didn’t shy away from the ugly, the raw, the uncomfortable and messy parts of our shared human experience. The tribulations of oppression. The perils of ambition. The tests of morality. The trials of friendship and love. That we would make mistakes, but we could also make amends. That we're not defined by our worst. That our best lives could still be in front of us despite the current struggles. That sometimes life sucks but having your people with you makes it more bearable.
I would think it an interesting journey for the diversity of people behind, on, and in front of the screen. The evolving stories, evolving characters, evolving storytellers, an evolving fandom - all amidst an evolving media landscape.
It was probably not an easy show to make. The show had a bewilderingly lack of support from abc or shondaland. Diversity seemed to be both good for promotion (when there was any) and the reason for the prejudice against it.
Just as it had not been an easy show to watch - so biased, inconsistent and self-contradictory. Like when they kept telling us about the family spirit and deep friendships yet somehow spent more time showing otherwise. Or when the writing of systemic sexism was somehow inherently sexist.
Personally, I don’t think characters belong to the writers alone. Besides the usual constraints, the characters were often adjusted back and forth to fit the plots. We’ve also learnt how network execs' dislikes, writers’ personal experiences were factored into the stories. I fully respect the writers’ artistic rights. But actors who embodied the characters for years have a unique understanding too. Viewers also have their personal takes about what were true to characters. It's ok to agree to disagree.
There had been sparks of brilliance, but often extinguished too soon. It has been confounding how the greys-verse did not capitalise on its vast potential, esp. S19. Even while both shows share a show-runner. Grey's anatomy could have lent its scale while Station 19 could have injected renewed energy back into its mothership. Both shows could have been better for it.
Although the characters have the foundation of distinct and interesting backstories, their development often did not fully utilise the narrative potential and the talents of the cast. I’m sure the crew was also competent and hardworking. But somehow some elements b/w n within the shows seemed to just cancel each other out instead of amplifying their impact. IMO 704 and 709 were a few exceptions.
But I'll always be glad S19 existed and we got a S7. I believe they had tried their best to wrap up and give closure to everyone invested in the show. I truly appreciated the hard work given the circumstances even when I personally didn't agree with some takes.
In the end, I really do want to remember it as the show with heart, the show that made us laugh and cry and the show that tried. The show that's unique - in both its merits and flaws. I’ll definitely miss the characters. One last time - 19!
#rehashg some things seemed pointless#had this in my drafts for a while. lost momentum to go thru w it#catchg up on firenerds interviews#tags edited:#post sent accidentally b4 completion. deleted many of the original tags cos didn’t want to end this angry#but I think pp did made disingenuous bad faith arguments esp the disparity being imagined n was condescending#intention v execution v reactions often don’t align but I still think the framing and nuances matter#the fetishised yet censored transition being approved was worst than dg being unapologetically proud of realising his 13yo-self’s fantasy#then to hear pp say the cut w|w kisses obstructed the flow n were not integral to the scenes was worst when applied to this one#esp in contrast with the others’ in the montage and in the context of the episode#but anyway it is what it is even if I wished…#we had tonal appropriate buildups n payoffs of their own stories that didn’t decentralise them or just have wordless montages#n chs n relationships to have been more developed and consistent n not have so many gaps to leave imagination n nostalgia#the writing of some ch really didn’t speak to me or make me want to root for them but personally I would have wished to see that with vic n#n for them to interact more with maya n carina. they don’t have conflict of interest n I feel the queers would have been closer#travis n maya could have commiserate about their dads n their trauma. for maya career was triggering. travis it was his relationships.#maybe the interesting thing about the show is how your fav aspects might be s.o. else’s most hated. vice versa#this is such a conflicting show for me. one that I’m very invested in n would always have mixed feelings about.#I’ve missed the show n would continue to miss it. but really not those parts brought up again in the interview.#station 19 comments#station 19
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For the fic trope ask!
I've just read two of your age difference fics, Out of my head and Throw away the oars, which is a fic trope I LOVE. But I was curious what your opinion is on age difference as a reader? 😊
thank you, it means a lot to me that you read and liked them!! 💖
okay so first of all, i absolutely love this trope as a reader too, so it's an A or maybe even an A+:
A: Love it. Spend my time combing AO3 for it.
i want to elaborate a little on this though because it's actually something i've been thinking a lot about recently. my impression is that it's sort of a divisive trope, where most people either love it or actively avoid it - like, it either speaks to you or it doesn't. for ofmd specifically, middle-aged characters finding love is a core part of canon, and a lot of people (me included) love it for exactly that. i can absolutely understand that many will see de-aging one (or both) of the characters in a fic as unappealing for this reason (and i am not here to argue that they shouldn't - don't like, don't read). then, why do i like it so much? well, there's the obvious aspect of personally finding older people hot. wanting to fuck that old man and therefore writing how a guy fucks that old man lmao. but there's also the thing that adding an age difference introduces just a liiiittle bit of sexy power imbalance and conflict, similar to lots of classic romance novel tropes. the fantasy of having a more experienced guy show you the ropes while making you feel safe and desired. when writing, i put a lot of thought into 1) the older person not taking advantage of the younger person having less life experience (and usually making them struggle with their feelings because they don't target younger love interests in general) and 2) not infantilizing or taking away agency from the younger person (they're still a grown adult fully capable of making their own choices). when i write fanfic/AUs, i see it as a playground for exploring the characters in all sorts of ways, and i think it's interesting to change things i find fundamental about canon (and wouldn't want any other way in the source material), and changing their ages provides so many meaty things and opportunities to consider.
also, i have nothing but respect for giving a character a huge pile of daddy issues and either making them go "lalalalala i do not see it (as it's staring them right in the face)" or "obviously the only way to deal with this is to fuck that old man" 😌
send me a fanfic trope and i'll grade it!
#asks#xxprincess1x#ask game#this was wayyy beyond just a grade lmao sorry for rambling but i had some thoughts on this apparently#hope you give Bring the boat to shore a chance too i'm so proud of finally finishing their story <3#and Out of my head for a short fic where stede is the younger one!!#i have like 4 other age diff wips/aus that haunt me i keep getting ideas for them#shout out to those amazing fics in the humanized cars au where they're queer nascar drivers instead of actual cars#the kind of unapologetic age gap fics i aspire to write tbh (although with a much larger gap than i could imagine writing for ofmd)
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"Yeh Yung-chih (葉永鋕) [...] attended Gaoshu Junior High School in Pingtung County, Taiwan, and was often bullied by his classmates due to his gender non-conformity. In April 2000, Yeh Yung-chih was found lying in a pool of blood with serious injuries and died after being taken to the hospital. The incident led to extensive discussions about gender equality education in Taiwan."
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玫瑰少年 - 蔡依林
Womxnly - Jolin Tsai
谁把谁的灵魂 装进谁的身体
Who put which souls into which bodies
谁把谁的身体 变成囹圄囚禁自己
Who turned their bodies into prisons for the self
乱世总是最 不缺耳语
Troubled times are never short of whisperings
哪种美丽会 换来妒忌
What kind of beauty is rewarded with jealousy?
你并没有罪 有罪的是这世界
You did nothing wrong, the wrongs are with this world
生而为人无罪 你不需要抱歉
Nobody is born with sin, you have nothing to apologise for
One day I will be you, baby boy and you gon'be me
喧哗如果不停 让我陪你安静
If the noise won't stop, let me accompany you in silence
I wish I could hug you, till you're really really being free
哪朵玫瑰没有荆棘
What rose is not accompanied by thorns?
最好的 报复是 美丽
Your best revenge is beauty
最美的 盛开是 反击
Your greatest blooms are your retaliation
别让谁去 改变了你
Don't let anyone change who you are
你是你 或是妳 都行
You can be man or woman, it doesn't matter
会有人 全心的 爱你
There will be people who will truly love you
试着想像 you switched to his body
Try to imagine, you switched to his body
Sexuality 当心什么会伤你
Sexuality, be careful of what will hurt you
多少次的重伤 多少次的冷语
How many severe wounds, how many cold words
Drowning 谁会拉你
Who will pull you up when you're drowning?
Dreaming 谁会陪你
Who will be with you when you're dreaming?
Same shit happens every day
你离开后 世界可改变
Has the world changed after you are gone?
多少无知罪愆 事过不境迁
How many ignorant faults are forgotten as the world moves on?
永志不忘纪念 往事不如烟
Never forget Yung-chih, don't let the past fade away
生而为人无罪 你不需要抱歉
Nobody is born with sin, you have nothing to apologise for
One day I will be you, baby boy and you gon'be me
喧哗如果不停 让我陪你安静
If the noise won't stop, let me accompany you in silence
I wish I could hug you, till you're really really being free
哪朵玫瑰没有荆棘
What rose is not accompanied by thorns?
最好的 报复是 美丽
Your best revenge is beauty
最美的 盛开是 反击
Your greatest blooms are your retaliation
别让谁去 改变了你
Don't let anyone change who you are
你是你 或是妳 都行
You can be man or woman, it doesn't matter
会有人 全心的 爱你
There will be people who will truly love you
玫瑰少年 在我心里
The rose youth lives on in my heart
绽放著 鲜艳的 传奇
Blooming into a beautiful legends
我们都 从来没 忘记
That we have never forgotten
你的控诉 没有声音
Your accusations are silent
却倾诉 更多的 真理
Yet they convey greater truths
却唤醒 无数的 真心
Yet they have awoken countless hearts
哪朵玫瑰没有荆棘
What rose is not accompanied by thorns?
最好的 报复是 美丽
Your best revenge is beauty
最美的 盛开是 反击
Your greatest blooms are your retaliation
别让谁去 改变了你
Don't let anyone change who you are
你是�� 或是妳 都行
You can be man or woman, it doesn't matter
会有人 全心的 爱你
There will be people who will truly love you
玫瑰少年 在我心里
The rose youth lives on in my heart
玫瑰少年 在我心里
The rose youth lives on in my heart
#womxnly#jolin tsai#mayday#ugly beauty#cpop#cpop translation#chinese langblr#mandarin langblr#translations i made#first time im doing a somewhat bilingual song i hope the formatting makes sense#i was gonna put the spotify links to the jolin tsai and mayday versions of this song but then i found this performance and#idk i was just kinda caught off guard by how. unapologetically queer the background visuals are to be honest#if youre wondering the text in the back at the very end says born as a human without fear#its (i think?) a play on the lyric 生而为人无罪/nobody is born with sin (/born as a human without sin)#anyway inside me there are two wolves and one is desperately holding the other back by the scruff lest i go on another massive rant#about the ways people (presumably cishets) try to make this song like some. generic empowering anti bullying song idk#speaking as an east/southeast asian closeted trans guy like#do you have any idea how much power 'till you're really really being free' has for me#do you have any idea how much power this song has for me in general tbh#like no wonder the straights keep trying to steal this song it hits *so hard*#the entire 'dont you fucking DARE forget' tone of the second verse. like kinda darkly funny in context but god that shits powerful#side note yes i am aware of how clunky the you can be man or woman line sounds#ITS CUZ ENGLISH DOESNT HAVE GENDERED SECOND PERSON PRONOUNS#i mean in fairness nobody actually uses 妳 (female you) on the day to day but here it works SO WELL and im MAD that i couldnt make it work#Youtube
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THE STORY STARTS HERE.
Tomorrow This Dissonant Princess finally comes out. It’s a story for girls who are “too much,” theater kids, queer people coming together, and anyone whose healing has been nonlinear.
Look yall once again I don’t know how to work tumblr anymore but I’d like to think my book is worth reading 🫠
#unapologetically queer#celebration of queer stories#anyway. this one’s for little me#queer author#queer books#lgbt books#lgbt#lgbtqia
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Just my personal opinion but I think that if you are a Jew and also a TERF/rad-fem/transphobe then you're a fucking disgrace and a shame unto us all.
#personal#just peeved that I've discovered a depressing number of Jewish radfems#who say shit like 'i proclaim my dislike for dick as all lesbians do' and#talk about how they won't self-flagellate or whatever when what they mean by that is that they're unapologetic fucking bigots#and not normal about trans people and sexuality in general like#you're a fucking shande#you are a fucking disgrace#we were all once strangers in a strange land and now you are here just to be cruel to those you consider strangers who do not belong#we know all too well what it is to have others force their ways of life and their laws upon us#but now here you stand demanding that others follow YOUR laws about gender and who can be what and how we must live?#fuck than and fuck you#i am a queer Jew#I am a trans Jew- I am a transmasc Jew#I thank G-d every day for this gift#Hashem MADE me trans and I am gifted with being able to partake in the divine art of creation when I shape myself and my life#being a TERF/radfem/transphobic bigot is incompatible with the spirit of who we are as Jews
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sometimes I think if BG3 fans were as united as Bkdk fans the twitter fandom would be such a beautiful place
anyway.... I can't explain the wild fandom events of last night...
#when i tell you this big 40k followers youtubers came in spouted homophobic bullshit#attacked a small account of one of his queer fans and made a whole video about them attacking him#and then got piled up by the whole awake bkdk fandoms with his old ableist and homophobic tweets resurfacing#and he started deleting ALL last week tweets and replies to stop people from finding out he used to cater to the queer community on his onl#fans#he went from “I don't care about you queers I am unapologetically me and you are weird” to lockdown mode#now he is private
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Honestly I feel like I’ve been more visibly trans since the election. Like out of spite I’m becoming more trans masc just as a fuck you to the world.
#even though i live in a conservative area it borders a left leaning college city#and im also privileged enough to have a supportive family and am also white so like#i have the power to be unapologetically me and hopefully inspire and help other queer people near me#so they see they’re not alone#and i can help fight for all of us
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'the people who don't like your thing don't mean it as a personal attack' oh you sweet summer child do you know nothing about the internet
#personal crap#like. I think that and YOU think that but sadly we're not 'everyone'#shockingly this wasn't inspired by me seeing someone call sp fans bigots for the 8284737427th time#it's actually bc i saw someone debunking one of those old su hate videos#and claiming the creators are child predators for teaching kids it's ok to not act like the stereotype of your agab#(the person in the video he was debunking was saying that i mean)#genuinely though it's kinda vile how people treat 'cringe' media as 'acceptable targets'#especially when said media is unapologetically queer
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