#UGH i'll get there eventually

[joelscruff]

idk if it's just cause my brain is still all muddled from covid but everything i write just doesn't seem very good 😭😭 i've been working on the new FoF chapter for 2 days and idek if i even like where it's going or how the smut is written. i just feel so disconnected from my writing right now. pls bear with me, i'm not sure when it'll be ready. just gotta push past this last bit of covid i guess.

[romantic-ageru-yo]

On one hand I'm kinda sad we never got to see the 17 & 18 fusion '35' they teased at a few times, because yeah they're already good at fighting in unison and would be perfect fusion candidates

But on the other hand I feel like their fusion would have twice the apathy they individually have, and just be like 'well I don't see why any of this is my problem' and not even help out xD

[inkskinned]

you told me there was this way of exploring our own memories that was "over-distanced" - the idea that we can learn to stand so far away from our lives that it cannot hurt us. the problems shrink when they are so far away. we can keep our souls tethered at the end of a long leash, holding them above where the sharp things can reach.

i said - oh, i always just say "that thing is too hot to touch right now." my life like learning to stand as far from the fire as possible. my life like watching the pot boil over. my life, a little scattered. the air up here is so thin; it is almost froth. it's a little sad trade off - down there is joy, i know. but that is also where sorrow stalks.

don't i want to be happy? don't i want to be whole?

on the phone, i heard your breath catch a moment. for a horrible, terrible instant, i thought you were going to notice the truth of it: that i haven't been on this earth in a while. if this is all happening to me, i've felt exactly none of it.

oh, my beautiful life is changing again. oh, my one beautiful life. the way it turns in the wind; wild and frantic - so funny, at this angle, at this distance: it kind of looks like a fevered & caught animal, doesn't it?

[dazais-guardian-angel]

kinda wild to me that one of the most compelling aspects of both Chuuya and Kunikida's characters to me, that I never really see talked about, is how they're heavily set on a doomed crash course towards complete and utter destruction, and how I am so, so worried for them both.....

[wolfsong-the-bloody-beast]

There are two wolves fighting in me:

I want to make a tiny, tiny gnome to romance Karlach, because the size difference would be so funny and cute.

I want to make the biggest, beefiest male character possible to romance Karlach, especially to see if he can pick her up in her romance scene in Act 3, because she picks regular sized characters up regardless of gender, and I want to make her seem small for once.

[astralprisms]

New gith who dis?

Saving her for patch 7 since I'm finally going to run Durge. Haven't settled on a name yet but I'm very into this look.

[smilingmxsk]

((Collecting more inspiration for Possessed Margaret..................))

[smolsaltypan]

Oog do you know how fuckin;,,fun and maybe kinda tragic it would be if with the destruction of the amulet of kings and the mantling of akatosh by Martin, the vast majority of the empire's wealth was sealed off? The amulet as far as I understand it represented the divine right to rule of the dragonborn, and with magic being very real on nirn, it could stand that losing what proves they have the right to rule also locks off the wealth of generations of conquerors,,,,,so when the medes get to the capitol and take over and maybe expect all this newfound wealth they're entitled to,,,many thoughts 👀

[blueskittlesart]

my god grinding in persona 5 sucks ass

[iamfuckingsorry]

God, I am *so* tired

But it's time to write the entire last section of my thesis overnight because I promised I would, and I was supposed to work on it this weekend but I did fuck all instead :))))

[silverselfshippingchaos]

r.une is so awesome! he's the kindest guy ever and I always drop by the thieves guild whenever I'm not doing anything just to hear his pretty voice

[toadstoolillustrations]

I hate. Emotions

[kanerallels]

Hate it when I have no less than FIVE long form WIPs to work on and NONE OF THEM SOUND GOOD RIGHT NOW

[desperatepleasures]

actually life would be simpler if i just had the one BofA acct since i only use it for business stuff BUT that checking/savings situation are my oldest accts so it would affect my credit score to close one of them :(

[ghostfacetheballfondler]

any sweetheart anons wanna be nice to me? i could use the supply right now. haha. fuck.

[orcelito]

i miss akechi goro so much. maybe even enough to finally finish that ladue chapter 3