#UGH THIS IS SO WELL WRITTEN
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thinking about what armand said to lestat when nicki’s transformation went wrong.
“too fragile. i could’ve warned you.”
and then there was this scene:
i’m just THINKING man.
#this show is written so mf well UGH#iwtv#armand#louis de pointe du lac#ldpdl#lestat de lioncourt#nicki de lenfent
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This is totally how this scene went, right?
#APOLOGY TOUR DID NOT SAVE ME#BUT I LOVED EVERY SECOND OF IT#I LOVE YOU BLITZØ BUCKZO YOU ASSHOLE I ADORE YOUUUU#he’s so well written in this episode the way he’s so UGH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH#seeing his self destruction behaviors firsthand is so good mwah#he’s such a dick I wish him nothing but happiness in the future#apology tour spoilers#helluva boss spoilers#hb spoilers#stolitz#stolas x blitz#helluva boss stolas#stolas helluva boss#blitz buckzo#blitz helluva boss#helluva boss blitz#blitzø#nillyart#nillyfanart#helluva boss#hellaverse#helluva boss fanart#hellaverse fanart#apology tour
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this is the most adorable thing ever😭😭 pls i need them to cuddle me when i’m sick
Hey girl!
I just saw that you’re looking for Marauders requests so I thought I’d send one through! Maybe a poly! Marauders x reader where she is hurt or sick and the boys take care of her?
Hope you’re doing well 🥰
i hope you enjoy <33
poly!marauders x fem!reader, fluff - modern au
"where's she?" james asks in a hurry sirius doesn't understand.
"what-"
a sound of water comes from the bathroom and james rushes to the door. he knocks gently to not startle you. "sweetheart?"
"i'm okay." you say.
"i'm waiting here, take your time."
sirius comes next to him after leaving his jacket and phone on the couch. "what's happening?" he asks. "why are you guarding the door?"
james gives him a slow kiss to calm down any worry. it works very well. "she feels a bit sick." he explains. "she didn't want me to call you, thought you'd be worried and try to leave work early."
you open the bathroom door slowly. the first thing you see is sirius's huge eyes. "hey, baby." you say with a sick but soft voice. "how was your day?"
he reaches for your hand to inspect you. you seem tired- your eyes half closed and your voice coming out low. "my angel." he squeezes your fingers. "what happened to you?"
his tone is always dramatic, you give him a smile. "i'm fine." you say. "i just feel tired. my throat hurts. it might be 'cause of weather."
"take her to the couch, pads." james says with a fond smile. "i'll make us some tea."
"we should call remus." sirius says as he holds your hand on the short way to the couch.
"i'm okay." you insist. "he's working, he'll be worried if you tell him i'm sick."
sirius fixes your hair, he kneels in front of your place on couch. "you are sick." he says with a slow tease. "i don't know if you notice."
"i refuse to admit i'm sick." you tell him.
sirius has cuteness aggression. it has always been the case, and now he gets to take in the way you look. so soft and pretty without any make up on, your quiet voice and teary eyes, you look at him like you want him to hold you and he wants to drown you in his affection. he doesn't care if what you have is contagious.
"we can call remus." you say after a long minute of thinking. "i miss him."
your boyfriend smiles, he nods before leaving you to james's care. here he is with two cups of herbal tea you like drinking. he enjoys it too, but he knows sirius prefers coffee. when james is in charge of kitchen, everyone can drink their favorites. he already prepared the coffee.
"he's calling remus, right?" james settles down next to you. "you don't have fever, how's your head? are you hurting anywhere?"
you lean back against the pillows. "i feel tired. my head feels like it's full of cottons."
james rubs a big hand on your arm. you are grateful for the smell of tea and your boyfriend's warmth. careful with the mug in your hand, you settle down next to james, he accepts you into his chest.
"we can get you some painkillers after you finish your tea." he says. "you'll feel better when you get some good sleep."
you nod, taking a sip from your cup. sirius comes back with his coffee, he sits down next to james. "moony will be here soon. he also promised getting all of us soup, so we're free of cooking tonight."
james makes a sweet sound, he kisses your head. you take another sip. it's not like your throat's burning or hurting too much, but it feels sore. you don't want your sickness to grow into something more. closing your eyes, you give your tea cup to james. your head feels mushy like you can't form a single thought.
you don't know how much time passed but when you open your eyes, you're on someone's chest. more like someone who smells amazing and has big hands. you put your sleepy face on his neck, he gives you a few kisses on your head in response.
"remus?"
"hey." remus whispers. "hi, sweetheart. do you feel better?"
you hum, words are hard to form with your dry throat. "when did you get back?"
"almost an hour ago. you were sleeping. i wanted to stay with you in case you wake up."
"james and sirius were here."
"they are heating up the soup." remus says. "we can stay here a bit longer if you want."
you nod against his chest. he's warm and more cuddly than ever. he kisses your face, his lips make lovely paths on the side of your head. "hold me." you say, softly. you're always more hungry for touch when you feel poorly. "closer."
remus wraps his arms around you to pull you impossibly close. his lips stay pressed on your hair for a long minute. you feel so tired like you can sleep for an eternity. he rubs your back and you melt easy, go lax in his arms.
james comes into living room a few minutes later. he accepts a kiss from remus before checking you. "you must be hungry." he says to both of you. "soup is ready."
it takes a great amount of energy to leave your comfy spot to go to kitchen. james offers to bring your soup here but you want to sit at the table with them, to not let the sickness take over. he also offers to carry you and you refuse with a smile. he doesn't let go of your hand, though, helps you sit on your chair.
sirius places a bowl of steamy soup in front of you with a kiss on your head after. "enjoy, pretty girl." he says, settles down on his seat.
you eat your soup silently, feeling their gaze on your face. "don't look at me like that." you say, three pairs of worried eyes looking elsewhere immediately. "i'm fine, i promise. i'll be better when i sleep."
"well, of course you will." sirius says. "we wouldn't let our girl drown in sickness, would we?"
being taken care of is the nicest thing, you realize as you feel remus rubbing your thigh under the table. you're used to take care of yourself and you wouldn't let yourself be so vulnerable if they were other people, but no. the boys have different ways of showing their love, the common ground being you feeling how much they love you through everything they do. you feel better, thinking all these as you take your last sip from your soup.
"it was delicious." you say. "thank you, baby." the baby's directed at remus for getting the soup but you kiss james's cheek after that and give sirius a nice smile across the table.
"you're ready to go to bed then." james says. "i'll get you some painkillers."
the bed feels softer than ever under your body when you finally settle down. james leaves for kitchen to help his boyfriends clean up after he gives you pills and water. he promises they'll be with you shortly.
you feel the bed moving after a while, your eyes already closed on their own. you don't try to resist your sleep, snuggling into james's chest as he gets next to you.
remus and sirius are in their own bubble, chatting softly under the blankets. remus holds your hand, his other arm wrapped around sirius. james rubs your back and he makes wonders, you're asleep in a second.
#ugh this is so well written#i love them#poly!marauders x you#poly!marauders#poly!marauders x fem!reader#poly!marauders x reader#dae 🪽
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On top of being robbed of so much Juke content we’ll never get, what I think about alot is how Juke would have been approached more if it went further.
One of the (many) reasons I love jatp so much is it makes me believe their characters are real, that they have background, they have their own goals and ambitions to them, they’re fleshed out.
That moment of Flynn going “my girls got a crush and his name is Luke” and Julie going “what no?! Luke��s a ghost😳.” And Flynn saying “a cute ghost” and Julie giving in and saying “…with a perfect smile☺️” and adding that Luke is “cute air” which implies she has indeed given this Luke crush idea some thought.
That moment of just two best friends talking about the others potential crush like that’s such a good moment bc I genuinely believe that I am watching these two genuine besties just have that kind of talk with one another bc that happens!
Like that moment we have with our friends when they’re like “hey I got something to tell you 👀” or they approach you like “so… umm… I’ve been kind of noticing your behavior lately around this person.” It’s the realistic little things like that which is why I appreciate this show so much.
Julie having the line of “what no! Luke’s a ghost!” Means so much that, on top of acknowledging “hey he’s got a cute smile, and he himself is cute” she also acknowledged “…he is a ghost though…” but then our Julie being who she is (we love her for it) went “but he still do be cute though 🥰” like this is a genuine teen girl in high school having a crush
And then later on when Reggie and Alex bring up how Luke and Julie ooze chemistry (and the way that throughout the show when Julie and Luke are being cute and them, the looks that we see Reggie and Alex give like Juke and then each other is so good bc I genuinely believe like “yeah these boys are all friends with one another so of course they’d react that way to their other friend showing an interest in their fellow friend”) Luke’s like “no come on I have chemistry with everyone I sing with” HE DOES THE SAME THING JULIE DID WHEN THE EXACT SAME TOPIC EAS BROUGHT UP TO HER! (Soulmates your honor!)
Him denying it, like Julie did, implies too that he also had the thinking of “…she is alive though and I’m not” (I mean me personally I feel like Luke didn’t truly realize he liked her until later on even if there were signs earlier, just bc he seems like the kind of person where like music was his absolute everything like even if the Sunset Curve fangirls were always like ‘omg Luke is amazing 😍’, I just get the vibe that he would never really notice the advances towards him bc he is just so consumed in music and that is his whole existence, so when Reggie and Alex see that Luke appears to be falling for Julie it’s a big deal bc they’re probably like “Luke has NEVER shown any interest ever so the fact that a girl has replaced music in his life THIS IS A MASSIVE DEAL”)
And then the moment when they’re on Julie’s porch and she tries to hold his hand but ya know CANT (huge what a gut punched) and then she awkwardly looks away and he’s like “…this is an interesting little relationship you and I have” and they’re just there for a moment just looking and smiling at each other (THEY’RE FLIRTING SO MUCH WITHOUT SAYING ANY WORDS UGH TAKE ME 😩)
I am sat there genuinely believing that these are two teenagers who even though they know they’re not *supposed* to feel a way about each other, they still do. Like that scene is their confession to one another and it’s so sweet and genuine bc in that moment where Julie tries to hold his hand, they’re brought back to reality as to what they are and yet, they can’t help but still like one another and appreciate each other bc of what the other person has changed so much in their life.
AND THEN, that scene in the beginning of the last episode how Julie asks to talk to Luke (and Reggie and Alex immediately are like “oop leave them be 👀 they’re having a moment” being the greatest friends that they are) and they’re both standing there, in each others presence, it takes a moment for Julie to say what she wants to but they’re just two kids who ended up in each others lives and they know they like each other but they know they can’t act on those feelings yet they still just have this love for each other is so enduring and charming. The way Luke tells her “anything Julie you know that” MAKES ME MELT like ugh 😩 their dynamic and friendship has grown so much with each other from episode 1 to like now and it’s so just ugh it gets me
When I think how Juke could have been approached if we had gotten a chance, I would have loved to see the new like “glowing touch” development and how that would impact their dynamic. (I just imagine Reggie just hugs Julie all the time bc he can (he just seems like such a hugger and I feel like he’d give good ones🥺) and Alex also will gives her side hugs (they just take advantage of being able to physically touch her bc they don’t know how long they’re able to do it for with their new ghost development)) I feel like Luke and Julie would just be a bit apprehensive since the hand holding thing on the porch, and maybe their hug was just a one time thing.
Would have loved to see Carlos referring to Luke as “Julie’s boyfriend” (he was there for edge of great and stand tall THERES NO WAY he’s thinking anything of than “the sleeveless one is indeed my sisters boyfriend”) would be extra great too with like Luke being in the room and Carlos just says that and Julie quickly trying to make him not talk about it bc it’s embarrassing 💀 her just being like “Carlos, he’s a ghost” and him being like “…hey with you having a boyfriend are you going to have less time with Dad and I bc you’ll be busy kissing him?” And Julie’s face just goes pale as Luke takes the time to take himself out of room meanwhile his face his like bright red
Would have loved to see when Carrie’s redemption is happening and it’s Julie and Carrie and Carrie’s like “sooooo 👀 I’ve seen how you look at your guitarist” and she immediately tries to shut it down but Carrie is like “Jules, we may not have been that close in the past year and some but we’ve known each other for how long? I can see your tells!”
I just think a lot about how this ship, even though they’re not meant to like each other yet they do and still care about each other, would have been approached more if we got the chance
#I just wanted to yap I apologize 💀#OMG I forget to mention the locker scene …probably for the best I’ve been yapping too much already no one wants more of that 💀#probably could have been saved for a juke juedi but everyday is juke juedi to me#I know I kept repeating how I like genuinely believe these characters are real people but bc there are so many times where fictional#things like you’re watching it and are like ‘that would never happen’ or ‘no one would do that irl’ but with jatp there is not one point#at all where your brain goes to that which speaks volumes with how good the writing is and how good of performances are in it like UGH#I LOVE IT (also I took a ‘film as art’ class and in that there’s a term called ‘willfullness of disbelief’ where you as the viewer know#that these are actors playing charcaters and they’re on a set HOWEVER in the media you are viewing you are willing to put that aside and#view it as taking in the set as an actual place and the actors ARE their characters)#in Jatp it makes me believe that like all our gang are real people bc of how well they’re portrayed and written it’s just so cool to me 🥰#julie and the phantoms#jatp#jatp netflix#jatp julie#jatp luke#juke#jatp juke#jukebox
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Gojou Satoru taking a photo with his kouhai he so totally do not have a crush on, he swears! Print | Ko-fi
#jujutsu kaisen#nanago#gojou satoru#nanami kento#gojo satoru#gonana#my art#two spellings for gojou because most don't spell with a 'u' sdfsadf#but i am stubborn and add the 'u' just because it looks so nice as well XD#ANYWAY this was super fun to do because aside from them being my ship#gojou is just sooo crushing on nanami ever since and he's SO OBVIOUS about it that it's very embarrassing lmao#and he would ABSOLUTELY buy all the nanami merch#you can tell it's gojou who did all the stickers if all the kissy marks wasn't that obvious XD#how nanami tolerates him is beyond me which BASICALLY MEANS he also crushes on gojou because DUH#it was mutual and everyone and my mom knows it sdfasdfsdf#and i know gojou would do something so silly like this sdfasdf nanami hair moustache has gojou written all over it XD#i just love them sire ugh OTL
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WAIIIIIT WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT HOW DID I JUST NOW LEARN AFTER ALL THIS TIME--
Like, I've known about the religious aspect of Javert's death! Catholic theology taught that suicide was a mortal sin, meaning a sin that would send you to hell--Javert, who is described as exactingly religious (viewing religion as another authoritative structure, in contrast to Valjean's personal faith), was so distraught over the error and failure of his worldview, that he broke what he'd regarded as a sacred rule to punish himself and condemn himself to hell. I've known this! And it's agonizing!!
But then I read a YouTube comment of all things, and maybe this is an old take but it just eviscerated me:
At the time of Javert's death, suicide was a crime in France.
His last act was to break the law.
Mr. Hugo, I'd like to retire now, you're giving me too many emotions to process.
#javert#les mis#les miserables#spoilers#not sure if i need to tag that?? but it is ahead of where les mis letters is rn so might as well???#kay can i just catch my breath for a second#meta#my meta posts#kay is a classical literature nerd#like is this not AGONIZING TO YOU???????#not arguing he's a good person but just WOW that is some brutal contrast right there mr. hugo#that's how you right an antagonist that the audience aches for#if only he could have been redeemed!! but that would only have been possible if he were a different man#one who would choose it. one who would allow it--allow God to 'hold dominion over' him (to steal the musical's words)#aughhhhh someome had said it's a well-written character arc and ending because it makes you yearn for a different one#and that thought has been in my mind on loop for a week now#like man. if only it could have been different (it would never have been)#kay has a party in the tags#*write ugh
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Fanart for Mindcrank’s Dog of War! Binged it Soooo hard and I’m fully obsesseddddddddddddddddd go read it on ao3 now and forever amen
#dog of war#human domestication guide#hdg#my art#mindcrank#it’s soooooo goooodddddddd it’s so well written and the way it progresses UGH#AND THE REVEALS… THE DRAMATIC IRONY MAKES MEE EGGEHRHRHRHJDJDKMCJIVHFJDMSKMCMCD#frankly I’m not very confident in my colouring skills but I’m quite proud of the lineart for this one <3#tried to incorporate Princessess’ ‘’glazed over’’ eyes#or rather just show that they’ve been taken over by Camilla’s core. lol
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Force Jiratchapong Srisang as Top Tanin in Only Friends, ep. 6 (🥺🥺🥺)
#as always my top whump posts aren't for top haters keep scrolling and keep it to yourself aren't you embarrassed by now lol#anyway#his little unhappy chuckle... he knew they'd been on borrowed time#and now it's here and he can't defend himself in a way that mew would believe him#also the fact that he doesn't fight back until mew suggests that their whole relationship was a lie and top doesn't really love him#UGH#might write a whole post about that actually it's so well written and force does such an amazing job#top tanin#topmew#only friends#only friends series#only friends the series#force jiratchapong#rum edits#usercassi#mjtag#airforcewhump
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saw your tags on the romance poll dudes edition, im curious how the iron bull romance in your brain differs from the in game one if you wouldnt mind sharing!
hey, thank you so much for the ask!! i'm happy to talk about it, though im not sure i'm going to be the best in wording it, lol
my biggest gripe with the iron bull romance that we have in canon is that i just think its... not pulled off very well. it feels clunky, and a fair bit of the dialogue is more cringe-worthy or red-flagy than it is romantic or hot. i just don't think there were enough moments where the inquisitor and bull sit down and talk about their dynamic for it to be a healthy one to me. they kind of just jump into it with a few vague warnings from bull and then another conversation after they hook-up for the first time. the inquisitor is also locked in as being submissive to bull– he canonically won't switch with the inquisitor and let them take charge because, "it's not what they need.". it feels... idk, icky? for that choice to be made for the inquisitor.
and then, of course, there is the oversexualization/fetishization of the qunari and the racial stereotypes we see attached to them throughout the series. i think making iron bull, the first romancable qunari in the series, have such a sex-focused romance was a mistake. just as i think having taash's romance in datv be the "spicest" is a mistake. no matter how it is written, i think was a mistake. just because iron bull is aware of the stereotypes doesn't mean the fact that he plays into them is written well, i guess is what i'm trying to say. we see this even when dorian and bull get together and their banter surrounding their relationship.
that all being said! the romance In My Brain has more time dedicated to setting up the terms of their dynamic and does not lock the inquisitor in as being submissive. i think there should be some sort of choice between it being strictly sex between bull and the inquisitor, or if it eventually shifts into something else. or even if they start off hooking up and it shifts to not having sex at all but still being in some form of relationship. i know the game is limited for what it can do for various reasons, but i'd like for there to be more choices! and more soft moments. bull actually has a lot of them, but i would like More. i would also like for there to be a proper conversation between the inquisitor and bull about why, exactly, he feels the need to consistently play up the overly sexual/aggressive/clueless persona he presents. or some sort of option to return the care he gives the inquisitor beyond just giving him the dragon necklace. idk! im yapping and im not sure how well im explaining it lol, i'm a better writer than i am an explainer. i just wish it was different
#ask#symphorine#i misread your user as sympherobrine at first.. herobrine in my inbox#dai#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#the iron bull#iron bull#iron bull-critical#the iron bull-critical#i guess?? idk#i want to kiss bull so bad but his romance icks me a lot#i hate how the qunari are written#“here is an entire group of people who are stereotyped to he brutish and violent and guess what. they dont love romantically but the fuck#and they fuck a lot and HARD.“ is. well. it sure is. ugh.#i love bull. but bioware sucks ass#bioware-critical#unfortunately due to how the game is i just find a lot of the romances to be kind of.. shallow? or lacking in some way? which is fine#i can just fill stuff in#but it feels especially ehhh with bull
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what’s your take on zutara being “you’re the wind, i’m in the water”. i’ve heard k@t@@ngs saying it’s clearly about their ship bc their elements are air and water but isn’t that a very surface level of understanding of the lyrics?
anon, i adore you for this ask because i love chemtrails over the country club (and lana's music in general).
i'm not surprised that people would try to apply this song to katara and aang because yes, at a surface level it's relevant to them for obvious reasons (water vs. wind), but i agree that the lyrics have far more depth than this.
first, we have to look at the context of the lyrics within the song. "you're in the wind, i'm in the water" presents a romanticized view of the separation of two lovers, just as the two elements brush past each other but never become one. this theme of separation is seen throughout the rest of the song as lana contrasts the privileged bubble of suburbia with the harsh reality of society, the darkness lurking behind a beautiful front.
likewise, zuko and katara have similar character arcs that revolve around an awakening to the harsh truths of society. zuko learns that the beauty and the power of the fire nation is just a facade, hiding the extreme cruelty of its colonialism and imperalism that has hurt all people (which goes hand-in-hand with zuko unlearning the abuse from his father, the personification of the fire nation itself). katara's arc involves a similar type of awakening, as she unlearns some of the dichotomous thinking she's held around the fire nation. her experiences with jet, hama, the sexism of the northern water tribe, the fire nation village in the painted lady, and even zuko show her the complexities of the war and teach her that people aren't always as simple as "good" or "evil." essentially, both zuko and katara undergo parallel character arcs that fundamentally change their worldview, reflective of the theme of chemtrails over the country club.
additionally, the "wind" and "water" that symbolize the separation of the two lovers in the song is also reminiscent of zuko and katara's journey - the two characters that have been pitted against each other from the beginning of the show, their opposing goals of protecting the avatar vs. capturing the avatar, daughter of the chieftain of the southern water tribe vs. prince of the fire nation, and the two characters that end every season finale in an climactic fight scene (first on opposing sides, then on the same side). and if you want an even more bittersweet perspective, there's also the fact that they are doomed by the narrative, two lovers who never end up together in this lifetime, fated to be separated.
if we want to look further into the song, i've also seen the lyric "nobody's son, nobody's daughter" being superficially applied to aang and katara as they have both experienced loss, but again, in the context of the actual show, it's katara and zuko who are repeatedly paralleled with this connection of losing their mothers and being separated from their fathers. katara discusses her grief over losing kya with haru, jet, and aang, but it's only her and zuko's connection over this that carries actual narrative weight in the story. and katara is the only person that zuko discusses the loss of his mother with. so it only makes sense that all of these narrative parallels culminate in the southern raiders, an episode vital to katara's character arc in which zuko is a crucial supporting character. you could also argue this ties in with the overall theme of separation in the song - being separated from your parentage and having to forge your own path.
finally, as a fun little addition, one of the other lyrics in the song is "my moon's in leo, my cancer is sun." and hmm, who are the two characters we typically associate with the moon and sun? (hint: "you rise with the moon, i rise with the sun"). but wait - it goes even deeper than that. i am most definitely not an expert on zodiac signs, but according to some basic googling, leo (a fire element) is typically ruled by the sun, while cancer (a water element) is typically ruled by the moon. by switching up what elements we typically associate with the signs, lana is reflecting on the duality and the unpredictability of herself like how she reflects on the duality of society earlier in the song. and similarly, zuko and katara undergo dual character arcs bound by elemental symbolism. despite being a waterbender, katara also personifies the element of fire - the element of passion, power, and will - as she stands up against injustice and refuses to back down from a fight. and despite being a firebender, zuko's arc also personifies the element of water - the element of change and adaptability - as zuko's perception of himself, his father, and the fire nation changes over time. they are both water and fire, both moon and sun, both yin and yang.
#zutara#zuko x katara#zutara analysis#atla#my post#my meta#anti kataang#kataang critical#my asks#i'm sorry this took so long to answer anon!#writing this post almost convinced me lana wrote this song for zutara#i think it just goes to show how well written zuko and katara's parallel character arcs were#i've seen many a tiktok bashing zutara shippers for posting zuko and katara to these lyrics and arguing that k//ataang fits better#and ugh... it's just such a superficial analysis to compare just based on the elements of wind and water
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I realize I have a very specific type in people thanks to Karasu
#cocky men with smarts... a deadly combination for someone like me#i'm calling out to a god i don't even believe in at this point send fucking help#karasu the man you are#NOT EVEN IN A SIMPING SENSE. HIS CHARACTER MAKES ME DIZZY LIKE AAAAAAA RELATABLE (in terms of demeanor. not smarts exactly.)#AND SO WELL WRITTEN TOO#please please please let him shine in the main series someday too please please please#head empty no thoughts just karasu being an analyzer in general#ugh i cannot write a post about him without sounding like a lovesick guy (which i am)#karasu tabito#episode nagi#bllk episode nagi
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this might singlehandedly obliterate all my cred as a person with good opinions in this fanbase but across the void is. kind of not that bad.
#sorry i hated on it with the rest back in 2018 or whatever#i even kind of like. god i can’t even say it.#i kind of like pax and eos…………#like dont get me wrong they SUCK. they are AWFUL. the sight of eos’s stupid fucking smirk makes me want to shatter his skull#but like….i have sisters. that IS how it is. like it is so easy to immediately buy into their family dynamics#it’s. god. i might throw up just saying this. god might strike me down for not being a hater. waiting on the thunderbolt rn.#it’s a well written sibling relationship. that i fucking hate them both and yet am forced to peacekeep is so unbelievably real.#and titania is hot. and kepler is hot. UGH.#hardly the best thing they’ve ever written but i see her potential…….i can make her better i can fix her……..#maeve speaks#playchoices#choices#across the void#choices across the void#choices atv#eos elara#pax elara
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#it has been a hardddddd few weeks and my brain still feels like it might fall apart#but the thing that's making me want to cry tonight??m#i read a fic in a fandom i'm barely even participating in that was so good and just so well realised and i just feel so insecure#i haven't written much recently bc burn out and exhaustion and i'm weirdly scared that i'm not going to and it's so fucking stupid#it's just fic!! but it's been such a reason to be happy this last year and it's made me friends and shit and.....ugh#bad brain#personal
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i have so many thoughts for so many different fics maybe that's my problem
#🎐maddie speaks#jesus christ#i should've finished parfum d'etoiles before starting bllk#cos now i wanna write for bllk#oh man#i feell ike i haven't written for hq in ages (two days ago)#i think i just need to finish one fic at a time#cos i keep on thinking of new ideas while i write#nto to mention that writing requests is like the hardest thing ever im not JOKING#like i feel like i need to cater to what they asked but it really just doesn't resonate with how i've imagined the character#idk it's hard for me to write outside that imagination#i wanna open requests up again so bad but i really need to finish these ones first#god#i wanna js finish parfum d'etoiles asap#but it requires so much effort#i think i like writing one shots more but like#ugh#ppl r expectant of parfum as well#whatever i'll write tomorrow
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The Many Illustrators of A Tale of Two Cities 16: Richard M. Powers
...& I've saved the spookiest of this month for last...
Richard M. Powers was an illustrator best known for his many, many illustrations for the covers of science fiction novels.
For this last week of the spooky subseries, we look at his work on this 1962 edition of A Tale of Two Cities.
(As a brief note, some of the images have a blur in the edges of the pages - this is because the book was huge and barely fit on my scanner.)
"The figures of a horse and rider came slowly through the eddying mist, and came to the side of the mail, where the passenger stood."
"'Now your dinner is done,' Carton presently said, 'why don't you call a health, Mr. Darnay; why don't you give your toast?'"
"He threw out a gold coin for the valet to pick up, and all the heads craned forward that all the eyes might look down at it as it fell. The tall man called out again with a most unearthly cry, 'Dead!'"
"It lay back on the pillow of Monsieur the Marquis. It was like a fine mask, suddenly startled, made angry, and petrified.'"
"He had a strong idea that the coffin he had seen was running after him; and pictured as hopping on behind him, bolt upright, upon its narrow end."
"'I make a circuit by the prison, on my way to my work. There I see him, high up, behind the bars of a lofty iron cage, bloody and dusty as last night.'"
"The Château was left to itself to flame and burn."
"'We have borne this a long time,' said Madame Defarge, turning her eyes again upon Lucie. 'Judge you! Is it likely that the trouble of one wife and mother would be much to us now?'"
"'Her eyes were dilated and wild, and she constantly uttered piercing shrieks, and repeated the words, "My husband, my father, and my brother!" and then counted up to twelve, and said, "Hush!"'"
"The two stand in the fast-thinning throng of victims, but they speak as if they were alone. Eye to eye, voice to voice, hand to hand, heart to heart, these two children of the Universal Mother,"
And so we close out October. I've been so looking forward to sharing all three of these sets here this month - I hope you've enjoyed as much as I have!
& the standard endnote for all posts in this series:
This post is intended to act as the start of a forum on the given illustrator, so if anyone has anything to add - requests to see certain drawings in higher definition (since Tumblr compresses images), corrections to factual errors, sources for better-quality versions of the illustrations, further reading, fun facts, any questions, or just general commentary - simply do so on this post, be it in a comment/tags or the replies!💫
#A Tale of Two Cities#AToTC#dickens#charles dickens#bookblr#litblr#literature#classic literature#victorian literature#vintage illustration#illustration#illustrators#Richard M. Powers#1960s#my scans#atotc spoilers#yes i know how ironic it is that i said on the previous one that I was gonna keep it brief#and then this one is Actually brief#but anyway. i'd highly recommend clicking on the artist bio on this one because it was apparently written by the Powers's son🥺 so sweet#and that's it! god I really REALLY love these ones in particular#like just the style of painting.....ugh!! i could go on but I shan't#next month's is gonna be a double one#and a very unique and interesting one at that! see you then👀#(or well see you next week with an off-week post and Then then the week after. you get me)
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a sorta.... continuation..? Of my last snippet
(There has happener some stuff in between but I have no idea how to write it so I just.... won't.)
@almaprincess66 (@marsfingershurt @hamalicious-soup @imobsessedwiththeatre @potatosneevees)
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It has been a day since Jonathan had woken up. Earlier today, he got released with the order to rest his shoulder as much as possible.
Frederick had too much other to do. His sister and Little Friedchen had written him. And his father, too. Asking about his whereabouts and wellbeing. Of course he could not worry his dear father, so he just writ him that he was fine and told him about the latest happenings.
They had not seen each other for quite a while, with the nurses finally managing to chase Frederick out of the nurses tent after Jonathan had woken up and the farmer had hugged him quite tightly.
And spoken such.....
He folds his last letter to his family, be it by blood or not, and gets up. Outside the tent, quite surprisingly, Jonathan had been waiting.
The smaller of the two was quite surprised to see the brunette standing outsite in the cold instead of entering the tent as he usual would have.
"Smith? Why are you not inside? Do you want to catch a cold and pass at last?" Frederick asked with surprise and quite the resentment, although not as genuine as the love care he may feel for the nobleman before him.
The englishman took the scotamans hand and gently pulled him in direction of the forest. They had not spoken after Frederick had left the tent after he had spoken these damned words...
"May I ask why we are going to the forest?" The tailor asked curiously. Mainly to distract his mind from the fact that Jonathan had interlaced their fingers. And that Frederick had neither protested nor noticed such. It was as if this sort of contact was just... natural.
They had entered the forest and were now sitting on a tree that had fallen over, making quite the convenient bench.
"Frederick-" Jonathan began, but cut himself off. As if he wanted to say something but did not know how. But Frederick did not pay attention to such.
The way Jonathan had pronounced his name, the way it tumbled out of his mouth, had been so beautiful. He lov-... He liked how it sounded in combination with the british accent the other man possessed, let alone his silky smooth voice. It felt like those fabrics the wealthier womens husbands had brought into his shop in England for him to make a dress.
"Frederick, you are one of my dearest friends... more than a dear friend to me. But I have to ask,"
The tailor braced himself for every possible question.
"... was your confession a yesterday genuine, or was it the alcohol telling you untruths?" The nobleman asked, his face searching for some sign of insincerety on the tailors face.
That question surprised Frederick, and as such, he spoke before his rationality could catch up with his.... heart?
"Of course, Jonathan. Do not doubt my sincerety on such matters. I love you, anything else is no truth. I am infatuated with everything you are. You have stolen my heart ever since I have first exchanged a word with you." He rambled on, his hands holding Jonathans neck as he moved closer to the nobleman in hope that the missing distance would be another indicator of his sincere feelings. Feelings he had felt for years.
Frederick felt a silky and yet rough hand holding his jaw gently. His ocean blue eyes looked at Jonathan with wide eyes. There was so much care... so much love inside Jonathan's deep brown eyes.
"I had hoped such" the nobleman whispered as he leaned down further, his warm breath no more than a ghosts caress on Fredericks face. He should loathe how much he enjoyed this closeness to his dearest companion, but he doesn't. It just felt so right, as opposed to what the people had said all those years ago about how wrong and unnatural such affection is.
At once, Frederick felt he was not quite close enough. He wished for his lips to meet Jonathans, to finally seal the love he feels for that stupid and yet caring nobleman with the meeting of their lips with only the moon and the stars as their witness.
It seems Jonathan had the same thought, since the next moment Frederick felt a gentle pair of lips meeting his.
And, quite frankly, he could have been called the happiest man on earth this moment.
#amrev oc#amrev#redcoat alexander au#:3#gay#pansexual#fictional queer history#NobleFarm#fanfic writing#fanfic#hehehhe#Istfg the last bit made me cringe so bad#I have never written first kisses before#Ugh#Well at least they're finally out of the “We're just friends” phase#yippee
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