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Self-Degradation {Part 1}
TyKal - Tyler Jones x Kaliis Gilwraeth
Summary - Tyler having his ass saved by Saedii + the Andarael, then he fails to hit on Kal. Kal proceeds to have a mental breakdown.
Warnings - Mature language ??, angst, slight abuse (Saedii to Kal), self degrading/self hate (obviously), self harm (head hitting), destructive behaviour, me attempting to write a BPD/autism meltdown (self projection), internalised homophobia if you read between the lines
WC (wordcount) - ~1.5k (1492)
‘ He decides that, as much as he wants to follow him, the best choice is to leave Kal some breathing room. ’
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“Saedii. Saedii! Pick up!” Tyler shouts down the comm channel. The escape pod is hurtling through the endless span of the galaxy at an alarming rate, and his ally is unresponsive.
A green flash emits from the comm unit, signalling that the channel was picked up by a new ship.
“Tyler.” A familiar voice, Saedii’s voice, echoes throughout the escape pod.
“Saedii.” He breathes. “Where are you? I can’t.. I can’t see your pod?”
“The Andarael picked me up.”
“Isn’t that your ship? who’s piloting?”
“Kaliis.”
“Oh.. Oh. As in your brother?”
“No, Tyler”
“Oh-”
“Yes, as in my brother.”
Saedii cusses something under her breath in Slydrathi, most likely an insult.
“For now. I’m going to tear him out of the captains chair the second you’re safe.”
“Oh?”
“Yes. We are approaching you. Latch onto my ship, we’re going to land in under two minutes.”
Once latched onto the Andarael, Tyler takes a glance through the windshield of his escape pod. He’s not sure what planet they’re approaching, but Saedii definitely wasn’t underestimating when she said under two minutes.
In fact, pretty much as soon as Tyler gets his thoughts in order, they touch down on whatever planet it is.
“Detach from my ship. My brother and I will meet you on the planet’s surface.”
The comms disconnect immediately after, so Tyler does as Saedii commands. He detaches from the Andarael, and exits the escape pod.
The airlock of the Andarael falls open, and Kal and Saedii exit the ship. Kal follows, soft-footed, behind his sister, with his eyes glued to the ground.
Tyler overs a slight wave, as Saedii slaps her brother on the back of the head. It looks soft enough, but judging by the way Kal’s features contort, it wasn’t.
“Kallis. Don’t be rude.”
He looks up, and nods softly, out of respect. “Tyler.” He acknowledges his presence, satisfying his sister just enough to escape another hit.
“Kal.” Tyler responds, nodding in return with a smile on his face.
“Follow us.” Saedii instructs. “Keep your eyes on the ground.”
The Slydrathi turn, and enter the ship. Tyler follows, adhering to Saedii’s warning. He tails them to the bridge and stands by the doorway while Kal takes a seat in the captains chair.
Well, tries to. Saedii is true to her word, grabbing him by the collar and actually throwing him to the ground.
Kal is to his feet before Tyler can even process the thought of moving towards him to help him up, and Kal takes a standing position next to him.
“Hi,” Tyler mutters under his breath, stepping closer to Kal as he speaks.
“Hi..” Kal whispers, slightly glancing down to the man standing next to him.
“Is Saedii always this.. this violent with you?”
“I believe so. I properly reunited with her recently, for the first time since I was 12, but I’m unsure if she’s gotten worse.”
“Oh. I- I’m.. sorry?”
“Don’t, Tyler. Don’t be. I bring it upon myself.”
“Wh- What?”
Tyler grabs Kal’s arm, trying to tug him out of the room. Kal stays put, his feet planted, until Tyler shoots him a rough glare, and he decides to let Tyler pull him away.
Kal slumps against the wall, sliding to the floor. “I deserve this, Tyler.”
“No you don’t. Kal, you don’t. You deserve to be happy.”
“I.. do not. This is my fault. I have brought this onto myself. It is not yours to worry about.”
“It is. It’s mine to worry about. Because you are my tank. You get hurt, it’s under my watch. It’s my responsibility. You are my responsibility.”
“I wish not to burden you.”
Tyler loses it then. The idea that Kal thinks of himself as a burden, the fact that he genuinely believes Tyler sees him as anything but a relieving presence, that he thinks Tyler would rather be anywhere but here with anyone but him, makes him fucking lose it.
Nearly. Nearly lose it. Tyler breathes in, with the so-called amazing self regulation that the legion councillor constantly praised, the so-called flawless self regulation that the Gilwraeth siblings could win the olympics in pushing the limits of. And he lets out that breath, kneeling next to the spot where Kal
sits.
Kal locks eyes with him, his brow furrowed. Tyler’s too close. And he knows he’s too close.
“You’re not a burden, Kal.”
“Fine.”
Tyler knows this isn’t over, at least not in Kal’s head. Mentally, he would have insisted he was a burden, placing the weight of the world onto the shoulders of anyone who dared to care for him. Would’ve repeated himself until Tyler agreed.
And of course, of course, he would agree. Because not even in the depths of Kal’s brain, not for one second, could he possibly believe that somebody could care about him. Not for one second would he even begin to come close to realising what Tyler is actually feeling.
“You’re not a burden”
“I’m agreeing with you.”
“No you aren’t”
“Fine. Convince me I’m not a burden. Tell me how I’m a decent person that deserves a decent life with decent people who like me a decent amount. Decent, Tyler, is the word that is used for someone when everybody knows they aren’t good enough to get anywhere in life. It’s the only word I’ve ever heard.”
“You don’t get it, Kal.”
“No, Tyler, of course I don’t get it. Because how could the golden boy and I ever have an equal understanding of the same concept.”
“That’s not what I meant.”
“Then what did you mean Tyler. What don’t I get?” He mocks.
“What you don’t get, Kal, is that I’m fucking in love with you.” Tyler practically snarls, despite himself.
Kal doesn’t believe it. At least not totally. His expression reads anger, yet Tyler has grown to understand that it means confusion.
“I love you, Kal. I have since I’ve meet you. As soon as I saw you, I knew that even though I missed the draft I still got the most perfect tank I could ever ask for.”
“Tyler.”
“Yes?” Tyler bites his lip, ready to back away if need be.
“I think, I think I might love you too.”
“You think?”
“Hmm, yes.”
Tyler lets out a breath he didn’t know he was holding, and relaxes his posture. Kal looks up at him, his brow once again furrowed.
Tyler meets his eyes, and moves closer to him. As he does, Kal places his hand on Tyler’s lower back, pushing him closer. Their eyes meet, and Tyler’s face turns bright red.
Kal moves his hand away, sliding himself to the side to put distance between them. “Tyler. Um, I’m going to go to my quarters. I need to.. sit down for a bit, okay? Ask Saedii where to find me.. if you want.. I just. Whatever.” He stands, walking away.
Tyler quickly comes to his feet, debating whether or not he should chase after Kal. He decides that, as much as he wants to follow him, the best choice is to leave Kal some breathing room. He’ll ask Saedii where to go later.
Kal crosses his arms over his chest as he walks, strutting his way to his room. He steps through the doorway, slamming the door before falling back onto it.
He sinks to the floor, his hands resting on the top of his head. “Fuck. fuck. fuck!” He breaths, tugging on his hair.
He jumps back to his feet, walking to his bed just to kick it, then turning back to rest his crossed arms on the wall, just above his head, right next to the door.
He bashes his fist against the wall. A couple times. Multiple times. So, many, times.
“What the fuck was the point of that? what the FUCK. was I hoping to achieve?” Kal growls, slamming his head against the wall.
He kicks the wall, hard. “WHY THE FUCK WOULD I SAY ANY OF THAT?? WHY WOULD I DO ANY OF THAT. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG IN MY HEAD TO THINK THAT ANY, ANY OF THAT IS OKAY.”
He kicks the wall again.
“Why the fuck would I tell him that I think I love him. What is.. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?”
Kal sinks to his knees, bashing his head on the wall many, many times. His palms come to rest on his face, as he leans himself parallel to the ground, panting.
“What is wrong with me?” he chokes, the feeling in his throat nearly cutting of his airways, the feeling in his stomach hinting that he’s about to puke.
He begins to sob, and he doesn’t completely know why. It’s certainly not because of the pain he seems to have inflicted on himself. No, he barely feels it. Because warriors do not get hurt that simply. He doesn’t think that it’s Tyler though. It shouldn’t be.
It shouldn’t be.
Why shouldn’t it be, exactly?
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2024 JGP Solidarity Cup Entries
Entries are updated as of September 19th.
Tadeas Vaclavik (CZE) OUT / Jakub Tykal (CZE) IN
Daiya Ebihara (JPN) OUT
Hugo Bostedt (SWE) OUT / Casper Johansson (SWE) IN
Sofi Karapetyan (ARM) OUT / Sofya Titova (ARM) IN
Chiara Hristova (BUL) OUT / Krista Georgieva (BUL)
Ava Kemp / Yonathan Elizarov (CAN) OUT
Sonja Lowenherz / Robert Lowenherz (GER) OUT
Elizabeth Havers / Leo Havers (AUT) OUT
Sumire Yoshida / Ibuki Ogahara (JPN) OUT
Josephine Lee (USA) OUT / Cleo Park (USA) IN
Nora Marleen Rothenbuehler / Mozes Jozsef Berei (HUN) OUT
Sofya Titova (ARM) OUT
Weronika Ferlin (POL) OUT / Julia Kasprzyc (POL) IN
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caly czas slysze jakis dzwiek w domu taki jakby zegar tykal ale u mnie nie ma tykajacych zegarow zaraz sobie vos zrobie przez to
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2023 Standings | Federation Internationale de l'Automobile ... #usa #uk #ireland
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More likely his full name is
Jakand’r Jacob Giovanni Grayson Lloyd Tykal
So I’m now wondering if Jake Grayson’s birth name is actually Jak’i and Jake is just the nickname.
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My biggest problem with Kory’s “costume” in red hood in the outlaws isn’t the fact that it’s revealing because kory has always had revealing costumes. It’s the fact that it’s just not a good design
Compare this with her looks in the injustice comics and the news teen titans
Both of these costumes are plenty revealing but there are 3 things that injustice and news teen titans has that red hood and the outlaws doesn’t.
1. The designs in injustice and ntt are actually nice where as the rhato look is just not
2. Kory actually has organs in injustice and ntt and isn’t just there to be a sex object
3. Kory is one of 3 main female characters in ntt and she’s the only one who costume is really revealing and literally every female character that dc has is in injustice and they have a wide range of costumes. Where as in red hood and the outlaws vol 1 Kory is the ONLY main female character and her costume is nothing but metal underwear, pasties, boots, and weird shoulder covers.
#red hood and the outlaws#kory anders#koriand'r#starfire#rhato#kori anders#Koriand’r tykal#dc#dc comics#injustice#new teen titans#ntt#injustice comic#female characters in comics
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Tykal, Toa of Iron
Scorzen's friend and former roommate (hutmate?), Tykal was an aspiring inventor, albeit one whose inventions had never really caught on. Still, it was more interesting to him than his day-job of making and doing maintenance on tools used by Bo-Matoran farmers. Honest and hard-working, he's got a more difficult past than he's willing to tell others about, though in effect his body does it for him: he spent his early years in the mines where he was subjected part-time to an early version of the protodermic cycling scheme that was introduced in full shortly after he left. Though the effects that this had on his body were nowhere near as pronounced as they are on Po-, Fe- and some Ba-Matoran coming of age today, Tykal was still rather small in stature compared to most Matoran and now compared to the other Toa. He packs a lot of strength and armor onto his frame, though, and his elemental power lets him shift his armor about to some extent to make it all the more effective. It also makes him the only one able to use his particular choice of weapon: two iron ingots on a stick, which in combat he shapes into whatever tool he believes will be most useful for the engagement. Though not antisocial by nature, his background of working in the mines has left him with some very entrenched views of certain tribes that make it very difficult for him to work with one other Toa in particular. After years of being dismissed as an oddball or crackpot, he's also overly eager to prove himself a worthy Toa, which at times can make him ignore danger or even relish the possibility of it rather more than is healthy.
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50s Zig Zag Boomerang Atomic Lamp by Greg Tykal Via Flickr: The Majestic Z's little Sister !
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No one:
Me: Its Tikal. Not tykal
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You know what time it is!
Ship name time. I figure, the more contribution I can give to this *hopefully* expanding fandom the better, so let's go
Cat x Tyler: Tycat, Catyler, Tycatler
Kal x Aurora: Kalauri, Aurkal, Kalaurora
Tyler x Aurora: Tyaura, tyauri, Auryler
Finian x Scarlette: Scarfinian, Finlette, Scarlian
Kal x Tyler (unlikely I know): Kalyler, Tykal, Kaltyler
Tyler x Finian: Tyfinian, Finlyer, Tylfin
Tell me if you want more added!
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Ginny desperately wanted to join in with the killin' but she wasn't allowed out of the trailer until she became mid-century slim, and agreed to wear trousers. [Source: Greg Tykal.]
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Baby Boy TYkal !!!👶🏻 (at Capitol University Medical Center) https://www.instagram.com/p/CNFoCYpJJkY/?igshid=dd83niyjyyr0
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May 27, 1720 - Newly-Arrived Shipment Of Cider
Arrived at Billingsgate, a Vessel, Joseph Tykall Master, loaden with Herefordshire Red-Streak Cyder, in London-shaped Bottles, at 6s. 6d. per Dozen, Bottles and all. Sold by Abraham Skelton at the George under the Piazza at Billingsgate.
Daily Courant (May 27, 1720)
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Michael Gates Gill - Jak mi Starbucks zachránil život
Michael Gates Gill (dále jen MGG) byl svého času docela velký hajzlík. Žil si životem horních deseti tisíc, tykal si se společenskou smetánkou své doby, kupoval si drahá auta a na ne tak „šťastné“ jedince se díval dost skrz prsty. Typ člověka, kterého můžte mít buď chuť napodobit, nebo kopnout do zadku (případně oboje). Jenže žádné…- Více na https://www.kritiky.cz/michael-gates-gill-jak-mi-starbucks-zachranil-zivot/
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Conseils pour planifier un événement réussi - Chloe Tykal
Conseils pour planifier un événement réussi – Chloe Tykal
Conseils pour planifier un événement réussi - Chloe Tykal
Personne ne veut planifier un événement raté (ou du moins ne l’espérons pas), mais comme le savent la plupart des organisateurs d’événements professionnels, il arrive que des choses se détériorent. Parfois, les choses ne se passent pas comme prévu.
Cependant, vous pouvez prendre certaines mesures pour atténuer les effets des catastrophes…
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