#Two Lonley Souls

[afaimsarrowverse]

"Lonley at the Top"-Reihe:

3-Teilige Reihe:

"Loney at the Top": Hauptfic. "Verzweifeln werde ich erst dann, wenn ich nicht mehr Volleyball spielen kann." Wer hätte je gedacht, dass diese Worte ihn einmal verfolgen würden? - Kageyama wacht in einer neuen bitteren Realität auf. KageHina. KuroKen. Backround IwaOi und BoukAka.

"Not so Lonley": Neben-Fic zu "Lonley at the Top". Kurzgeschichten und Momente aus diesem Universum. Kageyama ist gerne im Trainingscamp der japanischen Jugend, leider nur reicht seine soziale Kompetenz nicht aus um sich nicht von Miya Atsumu verwirren zu lassen, was eine ganze Welle von Ereignissen lostritt, die so keiner hatte kommen sehen. Die queeren Volleyball-Spieler von Japan und ihre Verwicklungen! Diverse Pairings.

"Two Lonley Souls": Spin-Off zu "Lonley at the Top". Kuroo fällt aus allen Wolken als Oikawa ihm eröffent, dass alle Zeichen für ihn und Iwaizumi auf Scheidung stehen. Aber vielleicht kann seine eigene Geschichte mit Kenma den beiden ja dabei helfen klar zu sehen, dass sie einander einfach nur wirklich zuhören müssen. Die IwaOi- und die KuroKen-Liebesgeschichten.

[analexthatexists]

Jotting down my UTMV AU Ideas because of this guy

@idkhowtoread-ink you’ve inspired me now pay the price

No clue if ANY OF THESE can make canon sense but does it look like I care? Lemme have my fun.

AMV!Ink / AMV-VERSE (AMVV?)

The idea is simple. At least, I hoped it was. Rather than the artistic AUs, fanart, and creative writing side of the community, there was an Ink made for the musical side of the community, like the AMVs, themes, vocaloid covers and what not. I’m sure Ink probably looks over ALL of that junk already but let’s be honest when was the last time you saw him doing it? Yeah I didn’t think so. Ink could be an unfinished animation meme or a vocaloid AMV like that Spring Storm one and eventually find a way to leave it and probably protect YouTube or inspire creators or something, gaining access to all the other things and people on the platform. Error could even tag along as some sort of flawed copyrighting system using Error’s body as a means of moving around rather that being confined to STRINGS of text. (Don’t ask me how he does that I don’t know) He would recognize everything as copyrighted or plagiarism or something and try to destroy it without seeing the creativity and originality in the work. Their designs could be based off the AMVs or covers they came from with Ink being from whatever the hell and Error being from…idk, probably ECHO. I wonder if Inks outfit would depend on which videos and content he delves into almost like Hatsune Miku or other Vocaloid.

LONLEY GUARDIAN

This one is just sad. A Dreamtale AU where, during a fight between Dream and Nightmare, Dream reaches out and gets a hold of Nightmare’s SOUL trying to uncorrupt it, sacrificing himself to be able to restore a part of the original Nightmare. Dream dies and the world is cast into absolute darkness, leaving Nightmare stranded in the cold world with nobody to seek comfort from, nobody to help him. Not anymore.

INK <——> NIGHTMARE SWAP AU

Random idea that I came up with after jokingly writing Nightmare getting drunk off of Ink’s vials. Would that actually work?What if the two got into such a dangerous fight that eventually Ink tried to teleport away but Nightmare lunges at him and two get their “goop” mixed together because Ink teleports via INK. And nightmare is made of a INK like substance. If Ink doesn’t instantly die from lead poisoning or something this mixing could mess up his brain while Nightmare just kind of shrugs it off and steals Ink’s vials. Ink would no longer need the vials and rely off Nightmare’s “blood” to feel real negative emotions, slowly craving the stuff more and more than his vials while Nightmare probably gets drunk off the vials or something and takes on Ink’s role. Error and Dream may have to team up to get them back to normal or at least try to.

SHATTERED DREAM BUT SCARIER

So looking at this post made me consider something. What if Dream tried to eat the apples and yknow do what he did in the original AU, but due to the overwhelming and clashing natures of his apple and the dark ones he just…MELTED AND DIED IN FRONT OF NIGHTMARE. He doesn’t even corrupt or anything (well sort of) he just DISSOLVES ALIVE RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM. Imagine trying to prove a point and failing THIS BADLY. Anyways, rather than Nightmare being haunted by his now corrupted brother, he’s just ACTUALLY HAUNTED. I was thinking this could be like Phantom Papyrus and Dust Sans and that this new “Dream” (going by Shattered) is just a horrible manifestation of this traumatic event. It’s design and personality wouldn’t be the EXACT same especially not the design (would look so much scarier) but it constantly make Nighty feel like garbage and all that. People like Swap and Ink would have to find and help Nightmare get past this trauma, where only then can he and his “brother” finally move on.

EVIL INK AU BECAUSE YES

I know, we literally JUST went over an Evil Ink AU but hear me out. Wouldn’t he WANT a soul again? Idk if it’s possible for him to reabsorb and claim a soul, he probably can’t, but what if he COULD? He’d probably go nuts over Error’s or something. Just ANYTHING to fill that void other than his vials.

wow most of these ideas involve characters getting traumatized or turning evil. I ain’t sorry though!

[thermodynamic-comedian]

Tma characters that I think are trans women:

Peter Lukas (Starts biting my own arm off) (she does not know) (isolation theme)

Mike Crew (shes awesome) (takes no hrt just vibes) (she/he/they probably)

Georgie Baker (she slayy) (she vibe) (Im obsessed with her)

Helen Richardson (this one is just canon)

That one coffin gal from episode two

Gerry Keay

Tma characters I think are trans FEM but do not id as women:

Jonathan Simz (Weird nonbinary girlfreakthing)

Melaine King (Self-explanatory honestly)

Helen Richardson again

Sasha James

Jane Prentiss

Tma's various nonbinaries:

Timothy Stoker if she had lived past the unknowing (haha! Got your gender cracked by an evil clown who killed your brother looser)

Oliver Banks (she is sooo cool honestly Im obsessed with them. Another day another slay, king)

Gertrude Robinson (no explanation needed)

Martin Blackwood (he left his gender behind in the lonley 🙏 rip king)

Mr Pitch (mostly because eye think its funny)

Jurgen Leitner (funny again)

The spider from a guest for mr spider

Nikola Orsinov

Basira Hussain (girl-ways)

Daisy (dog)

Wouldn't it be funny if I put Callum Brodie on this list

Callum Brodie

Annabelle Cane (yeahg)

Tma characters whom I think are transmasc but dont id as men:

Jonah Magnus (yeah) (you know) (you know the drill)

Gertrude Robinson again

Micheal Shelly (uh huh)

Oliver Banks is also here

Julia Montauk

Celia

Martin Backwood again

Tma characters whom I think are trans men:

Agnes Montague (bites my own arm off)

Gertrude Robinson (yeah. Again. Hes got complexities, okay)

Rosie (uh huh) (yeah) (I know him personally)

Simon Fairchild (funny) (honestly hes just like me forreal) (slash j)

Tma characters whom I think are cis (sorry guys)

Jude Perry

Elias Bouchard (..maybe in another universe. Wink wink.)

Maxwell R*yner

Manuela

Jered Hopworth

Breekon and Hope but not like, their men or anything. They were just born agender like the humble mollusk

If I forgot someone just assume their nonbinary. Okay. Thanx 👍

very respectable. may i humbly present. my own assorted headcanons

genderfluid transfem jonah magnus. but like. it changes very slowly. takes like a decade to load a new gender. also alterhuman.

absolute opposite of that simon fairchild. gender changes by the hour. insert terminal velocity joke here. almost pangender in nature

trans man peter lukas. idk i just like this one.

transmasc non-binary lesboy melanie king. i know in my soul.

it's the portion of the post where i project. cistrans not!sasha, cistrans nikola orsinov, cistrans jane prentiss. goodbye

[souls-festival]

Souls Festival!

A stage, surrounded by trees.. A lonley spotlight shins bright from fhe center. You see a familiar face, Venus, stand under the spotlight. She seems to be wearing a bright costume of the sorts. A microphone appears before her. She takes it off its pedestal and speaks into it.

"Welcome ladies, gentlemen, pokemon of all kinds, to the annual Festival of Souls! My fellow companions and I are filled with immense joy to see so many familiar and new faces this year~"

Venus begins to walk around the stage, her hand on her chest.

"It is truly such a treat, first of all, to see so many of you returning to participate in the Festival once again. Before I release you all though, I shall go over some simple rules, standards, and such for the new commers."

Who can attend?

"First of all, anyone is of course allowed to attend the event. Human and Pokémon alike are free to come! Though I highly suggest that you come in a costume, so that you may be allegible to enter the costume contest! Which I shall get into more detail later."

Starting & End Dates?

"The Souls Festival shall official open on October 5th, 2023, and will last until October 31st! Though, you are free to come into the Festival early, and come and go as you please."

Beverages & Food?

"We have a wide variety of stands, and food carts, all with different and wonderful fall food items to choose from! Though since we don't want any incidents to occur, Miriam will be passing passing out different wines and champagne to those of you who are above a certain age."

Entertainment?

"For this year's special entertainment, I have hired a local band known as the Vortexs', to comd and jam out all of your favorite "family friendly" Halloween tunes!"

Activities?

"There will be many wonderous activities for you to participate in if you come and join the festivities. Such as bobbing for apples, pie baking, hay rides, fortune telling, visitinh different booths, writng Souls Letters, and so much more! As well as the costume contest, which will be open to enter from the start of the festival on October 5th and end on October 27th. Where two winners will be announced. The winner with the best costume will receive the luxurious prize, of their very own bottle lf Souls Ink! With the Souls Ink, you will be able to wrote to your ancestors even when it is not October. That person or pokemon will also receive a spooky suprise message. The second best costume winner will also receive a special spooky message."

Rules, or Guidline?

"Lastly though, all I that I ask of you all, is to just have a good time! But please don't cause too much of a ruckus, or cause to much chaos If indeed myself or one of my companions were to find out you've cause some mischief I am afraid you will be banned from the Festival for five hundred years."

"Though despite the simplest rules, I truly just with for everyone to have fun! So let the Festival commence!"

...

"If you have any questions or concerns, don't be afraid to reach out and ask~"

Side note: Pls also tag your intro posts with #souls festival or tag the souls festival blog, o that I may you are joining the event.

And if you would also like to enter the costume contest. Whoever you are having enter must have a costume first off, and you must tag #mascarade I your intro post as well. ^^

[afaimscorner]

Masterliste meiner Fics:

Meine Fics findet ihr prinzipiell unter dem Namen Afaim in diesen drei Archiven:

Es folgt eine Aufstellung welche Fics wo zu finden sind. Kooperationen sind als Lieblingsautoren zu dem jeweiligen Profil verlinkt, der entsprechende User-Name ist in der Klammer angegeben.

Star Wars:

Sünden (ff.de)

Der Meisterplan (ff.de, abgebrochen)

Quer durch die Galaxis (ff.de, unfertig)

Das Dunkle Herz (ff.de)

Star Wars: Eine Parodie (ff.de, ff.net)

Erinnerungen an die Zukunft (Hiis, ff.de, ff.net)

Fehlende Erinnerungen an die Zukunft (Hiis, ff.de, ff.net)

Harry Potter:

Die Wahrheit über Harry Potter (ff.de, ff.net)

Die Geschichte der Rumtreiber (ff.de, ff.net)

Schutzengel (ff.de, ff.net)

Schutzengel II (ff.de, ff.net)

Schutzengel III (ff.de, ff.net)

Moonshadow (ff.net)

Und täglich grüßt (ff.net)

Harriet Potter (ff.net)

Harriet Potter 2 (ff.net)

Harriet Potter 3 (ff.net)

Harriet Potter 4 (ff.net)

Harriet Potter 5 (ff.net)

Harriet Potter 6 (ff.net)

Harriet Potters Geheime Abenteuer (ff.de)

Torchwood (und Doctor Who):

Der Luvar-Zwischenfall (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Acht (unter einigen) von Captain Jack (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

10 Leute, die Captain Jack geküsst hat (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Captain Jack und die Tardis (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Heroes (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Das Evangelium nach Captain Jack Harkness (ff.de, ff.net)

Glee:

The Times they are a changing (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

My Guitar lies bleeding in my arms (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

(Just) beam me up (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

On my Way to the End of the Road (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Scary Monsters (and Super Creeps) (ff.de, ff.net)

This ain’t a Love Song (ff.net, AO3)

Andromeda:

You’re my Sun (ff.de, ff.net)

Andromedas Drabblespeicher (ff.de, ff.net)

Tru Calling:

A Happy Tru Year (ff.de, ff.net)

Who wants to live forever? (ff.de, ff.net)

Stargate Atlantis:

Vertrauen (ff.de, ff.net)

Ghostdoc (ff.de, ff.net)

The 100:

Die Legende von Skaikru (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Yu gonplei ste odon (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Heroes:

Shanti (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Five Years Gone: The Remix (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Buffy/Angel:

Parallel Lives (ff.de)

Illyria (ff.net)

Prison Break:

The Things we do for Love (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Von dysfunktionalen Familien und Fragen der Liebe (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Point of View (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Der vorbestimmte Weg (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Haikyuu!!:

Von gebrochenen Flügeln und geheilten Herzen (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Lonley at the Top (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Not so Lonley (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Two Lonley Souls (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

All my troubles will be out of sight (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

House of the Dragon:

Der Untergang des Hauses der Drachen (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Der Untergang des Hauses der Drachen II: Brennender Absturz (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Der Untergang des Hauses der Drachen III: Der Tanz der Drachen (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Artus-Tagebücher-Reihe:

Die geheimen Tagebücher der Ritter der Tafelrunde (ff.de)

Die alles andere als geheimenen Facebook Posts der Ritter der Tafelrunde (ff.de)

Die Bar-Multi-Crossover Reihe:

Treffen in einer Bar (ff.de)

Weihnachten im Sommerloch (ff.de)

Die Rückkehr der Bar (ff.de)

Das Ende der Fanfictions (Der Boss, ff.de)

The Walking Dead:

Nach dem Ende der Welt (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Nach dem Ende der Hoffnung (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Nach dem Ende des Krieges (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Nach dem Ende: Weihnachten (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Arrowverse:

Legends of Tomorrow: Nennt uns Legenden: Prelude (AO3)

Legends of Tomorrow:  Nennt uns Legenden: Die Legende von Alpha, Beta und Omega (ff.de, ff.net, ohne Anfang AO3)

Arrow: Jemand Anderer werden (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Arrow:  Mein Name ist Oliver Queen (ff.de, ff.net, AO3 mit Zusatzkapiteln)

Legends of Tomorrow: Nennt uns Legenden II: Die Legende der Omegas (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

The Flash: Dinge, denen man nicht trauen kann (ff.de, ff.net, AO3 mit Zusatzkapiteln)

Legends of Tomorrow: Nennt uns Legenden III: Die Legende von Doomworld (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Legends of Tomorrow: Legenden auf Doomworld (gemischt, ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Supergirl: Kara Danvers ist meine Lieblingsperson (ff.de, ff.net, AO3 mit Zusatzkapiteln)

Legends of Tomorrow: Nennt uns Legenden IV: Die Legende vom Rudel (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Crisis on Earth-X (Crossover, ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Legends of Tomorrow:  Nennt uns Legenden V: Die Legende von Mallus (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Geschichten von Erde-X (gemischt, ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Supergirl: Capetricks (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

A/B/O-Oneshotsammlung (gemischt, ff.de, ff.net)

A/B/O-Verse One-Shots (gemischt, AO3)

Elseworlds (Crossover, ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Road to Finale Crisis (gemischt, ff.de, ff.net, AO3 andere Fassung)

Finale Crisis (Crossover, ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Beginnings and Endings (gemischt, ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Stranded on Earth-X (Crossover, ff.de, ff.net, AO3 mit Zusatzkapiteln)

The Flash: Alle lieben Barry Allen (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

The Flash: Speedster-Pheromone-Verse (AO3)

Infinite Earths One-Shots: Speedster Pheromone-Verse (Crossover, AO3)

Legends of Tomorrow: Kompass (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Legends of Tomorrow Shorts: Kompass-Verse (AO3)

The Flash Shorts: Kompass-Verse (AO3)

Infinite Earths One-Shots: Kompass-Verse (gemischt, AO3)

Die Menschen von Morgen (Crossover, ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Die Menschen von Morgen: Companion Piece (gemischt, ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Die Menschen von Morgen: One-Shots (gemischt, AO3)

Legends of Tomorrow: Dark Verse (AO3)

Infinite Earths One-Shots: Dark Verse (AO3)

Legends of Tomorrow: No Future, Just Legends (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

The Flash: Flashes of the Future (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Legends of Tomorrow: Es ist keine Romcom, oder vielleicht doch? (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Legends of Tomororw-Shorts-Sammlung (ff.de, ff.net)

Arrow: Erst der Anfang (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

The Flash-Shorts-Sammlung (ff.de, ff.net)

Infinite Earths Oneshots und Shorts Sammlung (gemischt, ff.de, ff.net)

Worlds Beyond Elseworlds (Crossover, ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Supergirl: Up Up and Away (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

The Flash: Paradox (gemischt, ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Polyam Adventure in the Arrowverse (Crossover, ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Injustice (Crossover, ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Die Entscheidung (und ihre Konsequenzen) (Crossover, AO3)

Arrowverse: One-Shots und Shorts-Sammlung (gemischt, AO3)

Einzelfics:

Spider-Man: Gedanken (ff.de)

Lost: Die Rückkehr (ff.de, ff.net)

The Hobbit: Die Ballade von Kili und Tauriel (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Sekaiichi Hatsukoi: Wege der Kommunikation (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

Good Omens: Lieblingskind (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

The Vampire Diaries: Still Standing (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

The Vampire Chronicles: Blood Connection: A Tale from the Vampire Chronicles (ff.de, AO3)

Cobra Kai: Drei Affen (ff.de, ff.net, AO3)

[pbs-theundeadmaggot]

Eternally yours

(slight AU) Eddie Munson x gn!reader

[a/n] who said metal can’t be romantic? this imagine is for all my lonley maggots cause who needs a significant other when you can have fictional people?… Also there are two versions of this song if you want to listent to the heavy but still soul destroying version click here and if you want to listen to the straight up midnight wedding vibes in sleepy hollow click here.

This is a short fic only really based on the chorus of the song Eternally yours by Motionless in White. (writers block is seriously messing with me rn but nonetheless enjoy!)

[Warnings] some sight religion bashing pls don’t take it personally and if you do well then you are on the wrong blog lmao go touch some dirt or something? mentions of bad parenting?

other works available here!

Blow the bridge to the past,

wipe the fingerprints,

melt your heart encased in wax, 

seal it with a kiss.

Eddie hadn’t had the conventional upbriging that every other average American family had. In fact, he was left behind by his deadbeat dad and forced into the care of his Uncle Wayne thanks to his absent mom. He was labelled the ’satanic freak’ by most and practically deemed unworthy of being treated like any other human in the small town of Hawkins. The whole town practically shunned him away like some virus that would infect the minds of anyone in contact, destroying what little life was left inside them. 

Ironic really, considering how most of the towns occupants were nothing but brainless minions following the word of some guy in the sky that would apparently save humans from their sins, while simultaneously punishing them for said sins. Either way it was a bunch of bullshit to Eddie, knowing that no belief in a higher power made you a better human than someone who didn’t believe or follow the ’norms'. 

From the day he was born until the day he would die Eddie truly believed he would be nothing but a nobody to anyone, until he met you. Somehow you had broken down the walls that enslaved his heart and set him free from the curse that had been bound to him for what felt like eternity. You had become the light on his darkest days, never dimming or wavering. Constantly surrounding him with what could only be described as hope; hope for his future, forgiveness for his past, excitement for what was in his present. 

As much as he tried to push you away and destroy whatever you gave him, you remained by his side through it all. Promising that you would never leave him unless he looked you in the eyes and told you so, trusting that as much as he believed he didn’t deserve your love, he would learn to accept and treasure it, which eventually he would.

Our fate engraved, scar enslaved, as we mutually destruct.

Repose, my love, I’ve sinned enough for the both of us.

Eddie’s past was often overlooked, people preferring to make their own assumptions and opinions based off of lies and tales conjured up by the ones who blamed him for his fathers actions, that saw him as nothing but a carbon copy of the original Munson who had stuck his claws into the land of Hawkins becoming an infectious pest that they couldn’t seem to get rid of. 

They never even gave him a chance. 

After all he’d endured he never seemed to get a break, instead opting to bury his feelings under his ego and confidence all in an attempt to keep it together for the sake of his family. The townsfolk never saw the tears he shed daily, burning scars into his memory of all the times he’d failed to keep his emotions at bay. Nightmares plaguing him of the times his mother had drilled into his head that “boys don’t cry”, it never was in the Munson name to have feelings and care for anyone but themselves (of course with the exception of Wayne), all Eddie had known was how to channel his energy into his negative coping mechanisms of sex, drugs and alcohol, the real rockstar lifestyle.

He never let anyone get close enough to see the real him, not that anyone was willing to do so in the first place. No-one saw the lonliness that bleed his soul dry, the light being sucked out and replaced by a dim worn out one that threatened to shatter at any given moment. The self hatred that overtook him, cosuming his being and burying itself in all the cracks and crevices of his vessel. 

and then you appeared. 

In the name of love…

You had met Eddie during the fall of 85, apart from the fact that you had moved in nextdoor to him you’d also seen him briefly in the hallways of Hawkins highschool. At the start you had simply admired from afar, you’d heard rumors around town that he was a ’troubled teen’ and a ‘bad influence’ yet you admired his ability to mask the pain it caused him, watching how he would do anything in his power to make his friends happy even if it meant sacrificing himself and his wellbeing. 

Although Eddie’s friends meant the world to him they weren’t necessarily the kind of people he could go to and lay his troubles on, to him they were just innocent kids who had a whole life ahead of them with bright and promising futures that needn’t be weighed down by him and the everlasting chaos that followed. 

it wasn’t until you approached him that he’d realised everything he’d been missing and unconsciously longing for. It was as if something had simply clicked within the universe’s workings, like something had aligned and brought you both together at that very moment. Everything just seemed right. While the friendship  at the begining had been slow and complicated at times you knew of the vile words people spoke about him yet that only made you more determined to prove them wrong, knowing first hand that looks could be deceiving and that even seemingly the toughest people needed someone to have their back.

I’m ready to bury all of my bones,

I’m ready to lie but say I won’t,

People say good things never come easy but loving Eddie was the easiest and bestest thing to happen to you, if only Eddie could see that love wasn’t as scary as it seemed. Within the months stacking up in your relationship things had begun to turn sour, of course that was bound to happen sooner or later. Much to peoples disbelief (or ignorance) traumatised and hurt people often suffer from the consequences of the events that occured. You knew this from the begining, never backing down from the moves Eddie made in an attempt to destroy the love you had handed to him. 

For sure it hurt when he would lie and purposely throw everything back in your face but he needed to understand that no matter how hard he tried to deny the connection you two had, you were not like (almost) everyone else in his life that would walk away the moment things got too hard. You were the person he so desperately wanted and needed, he just couldn’t believe it yet.

So tell me your secrets and join me in pieces,

to rot in this garden made of stones, 

Wayne had begun to see the difference in Eddie’s behaviour ever since you had wondered into his life, silently thanking his lucky stars for giving Eddie someone to believe in. He’d watched how the broken boy he once knew ever so slightly blossomed into a bright young man. The once damaged kid that was shoved aside like dirt on the bottom of your boots was slowly but surely being patched up little by little. 

What’s broken may not be able to be fixed but it sure as hell can be restored into something even better.

Eternally yours

[just-an-enby-lemon]

I was probably not gonna talk about my OUAT/DC AU were Emma is adopted by Bruce and becomes his first child/sideckick (witch in retrospect would likely improve Dick and Bruce's relationship at leaat a bit) because I just didn't like what I had planned and didn't have any better ideas. Until today more than one year later and out of nowhere I got two really good ideas:

1. Lilith. The thing is Lilith meeting Emma had to happen, they are soul-bond, is inevitable. And hey Lilith family are rich uncary people and the Waynes are rich. So this time instead of shoplifting Lilith meets Emma at 13, after Emma runs away because she thinks Bruce adopting Dick means he doesn't want her anymore (she knows it is unfair, she saw his parents die at the circus but she was abandoned to many times for the new younger kid).

Now normally Bruce would have found her already but it was the same day 10yo Dick Grayson runned away to kill Tony Zucco. And at least Emma knew how to protect herself. So she asked Babs to find her bestie and went to stop his newly acquired child from dying.

But these are the details. And details are nice. But the idea itself it's the thing: inspired by Emma by the end of their friendship Lilith decides to run away thinking it is easy. Emma thinks she suceeded in stopping her but after they big fight (in this universe because Lilith putted Dick in danger and if Dick wasn't Robin - I thing Lilith doesn't know, he would have died) Lilith decides to run away because fuck Emma that's why.

Now there is someone who has a soft spot for eager to learn, evil, lonley childrem who terrorize others and my headcannon that Lilith dragon biology makes her resistant to substances like alcohol, smilex... fear toxin. Yeah. Emma is a Wayne and Lilith is a Crane (Jonathan preffers the term apprendice)

Now this creates a new interresting connection between them but also a new flavour for their prexisting one. Can you imagine how complicated Regina and Emma's field trip would be? But more important Maleficent having the extra step of not only having to bond with her now adult lost daugther but learn how to co-parent with the "Master of Fear".

2. My other and favorite hc was: if Emma is raised by Bruce even if she gets pregnant too young, she would not be in jail and would have a support system and money. Now my first idea was to give Emma and Bruce a falling out. But that's a cope out. And I wanted to write "good parent Bruce" and that means that even if they fought Bruce wouldn't let his teen daugther on the streets.

In this timeline Emma still date Neal - Bruce didn't knew - and got pregnant but she kept Henry (except his middle name is Jason instead of Daniel). So who is the kid Regina adopts?

Damian. Now in Damian's debut story Talia did pretend to have had an unplanned abortion and gabe Damian to adoption. I am changing her motives: Jason had just died and Bruce just got Tim and Talia knew he wouldn't stop and Ra keept talking about an heir and Talia might be loyal but she is self aware and she wants the best for her son so she pretends she lost the baby and gave him to adoption. Her plan was to fake her own death, move and adopt her son back (and get money as a mercenary). She had contacts and bribes to stop her kid from being adopted and eyes everwhere to trail him and update her. Bur somehow it wasn't enough.

Someone got her baby and disapeared of the face of earth (Storybrook is hard to find) and after ten years trying to find him and failing. She decides to tell Emma. She doesn't want to tell Bruce that their child isn't dead and she lied and she is afraid one of her father spys pick up on the news about his heir surviving. And since Emma is the best member of the batfam in finding people and a mother herself can help Talia (that at this point only wants to know if her son is happy and well).

Also Damian Mills (Talia named him before giving him to adoption is aware of the fairy tale bs and that he is different than Henry in strategies.

[grazziella]

 @angelsweeps  /  connor  sent:  "  you  don't  know  me.  "

 she  doesn't  like  people  knowing  she's  lonely.  being  alone  is  a  weakness  that  she  isn't  willing  to  take  upon  herself.  at  school  she  surrounds  herself  with  people  for  that  extra  layer  of  protection.  ever  since  ricky  got  shipped  off,  the  crippling  loneliness  has  only  followed  her.  yet  in  the  middle  of  the  groups,  there's  a  little  bit  that  follows  her.  maybe  that's  why  grazie  finds  herself  trying  to  befriend  connor.  he  doesn't  seem  like  he  wants  anything  to  do  with  her,  but  that  only  makes  her  more  determined.  he's  lonley.  she  can  tell.  two  lonely  souls  might  as  well  find  each  other.  

 ❝  yeah?  maybe  that's  because  you  don't  let  no  one  know  you.  ❞  it's  said  with  a  huff  as  graziella  leans  herself  against  the  side  of  the  building.  she  crosses  her  arms  over  her  chest  with  a  roll  of  her  eyes.  ❝  i  wanna  know  you,  okay?  i  really  do,  connor.  but  you  gotta  put  in  some  effort  too.  it  can't  just  be  me.  it  takes  two  to  make  a  friendship.  and  don't  tell  me  some  crap  like  you  ain't  interested  in  having  people  around  you,  because  everyone  needs  someone.  ❞  she  sighs.  ❝  just  wanna  make  sure  you're  okay.  ❞

[heroesintheturtlepile]

I may have forgotten some so i went on a search

Warning this will be long

Bashing / ranting fics: Theres all scars tell a story, the infamous "unfamiliar familiar", no more excuses, uhh i guess see "b team is best team" by spectrumwriting i think it bashes leo and raph, the things i do to impress you is a fic about the croaking, lonley lonely lonely eyes is another thrcroaking fic, best laid plans to rest is a buried secrets fic, fed up is another buried secrets fic but i dont think there was bashing, "how much is that turtle in the window" is a fic ive been avoiding and putposely clicked on recent chapters to avoid everything that happened in the fic, Michaelangelo is adopted at 1 am, "silent." And "mute." by spectrumwriting

Now for non bashing

No bash: some dimension x fics from professor_anxietry, two souls,hey donnie for future reference? This is not how we handle things, two halves of a whole heart, heyassbuttimbatman did some fix it fics to explore the idea of donnie being a leader that they felt the show didnt expand, be like your brothers (and never like yourself), multiverse of michelangelo, boys will be bugs right explores raph and his anger issues and also his fear of bugs

And thats it i think i could come back to add more

Does anyone have 2012 bash fics or rants were Mikey Deserves better? I need to understand their perspective on why they think that way so I can write the April Fools Fanfic.

Crossovers are fine. Send some 2012 fanfics that aren’t bashed. I need something to distract myself from anger from my research

[starshiningsirius]

Lone fae (Yandere Malleus x reader)

To my favorite lonley dragon fae happy birthday!

Malleus had been told about a fae living in a town of humans for quite some time now. At first he had become angry seeing as he was King and someone would dare ally themselves with the enemy. He'd punish them himself. As if any traitor could stand against him and live was a mistake that'd cost them their lives. He told his advisor and guardian Lilia that'd he'd be back after dealing with said traitor.

Only to get to said town and notice a woman with pointy ears, beauty beyond belief, picking berries within the forest that surrounded the town. At first he kept his composure watching for a moment maybe a bit longer considering she acknowledged his presence.

"Ah, hello sir."

She didn't know who he was? That was surprising literally everyone whose anyone knew the Fae King and would tremble at the mention of his name. Yet this naive little fae knew nothing about who she spoke to. How cute.

'A fae in the village? How strange do they not know about our hatred towards humans?'

"Hello." He had his arms crossed and came out into the open.

She noticed the ears and instantly became curious.

"Our ears are similar." She murmured it under her breath, but Malleus still heard it. She noticed his horns too and realized that she must have been a bit different since she lacked them.

'So she hasn't met her own kind before?'

That was how their first encounter went. They chatted for a little while exchanging names as Malleus wanted to test if she knew him by that but got no reaction. Malleus watched her go back all the way to her house in secret of course. From high up in the air. As soon as he saw where she lived he went back home.

'This so called "traitor" would require a bit more inquiry.'

* * *

He decided to find out himself, her background by asking a different question to gain some information.

"Y/n do you have a family?"

"Hm? I have a little brother named Aiden at home but that's about it."

"What about your parents?"

"I can't recall when I was kid all I remember was waking up in an alley with Aiden crying in my arms. There was a- .... lot of blood about the place my dress that was once white had been stained. Anything before that isn't anything I probably want to remember considering that scene alone." She trembled for a second before continuing to pick herbs and berries from bushes. Malleus sided eyed her reaction feeling slight guilt towards it.

"I see, my apologies for bringing up troublesome memories." Malleus wasn't hard of hearing considering how she paused as if she didn't want to recall the gory scene. Yet still she smiled without much effort it was small but it did make him feel some what relieved.

"It's fine your the only person I've told. No one else talks to me in town and I'm not ready to tell Aiden yet with his innocence, I'd rather not taint. He's all I've got and I don't want to lose him."

* * *

He understood quite a bit now pertaining to their situation. He had to admit though, he had become fond of the female fae. Someone so innocent and docile couldn't be a traitor. Lilia saw that the situation was taking longer than expected and decided to accompany Malleus this go around.

He wanted to see for himself if Malleus was being fooled, though he doubted it. Not only that but for the sake of his own boredom in the castle and to satiate his own curiosity.

"Y/n this here, is a comrade of mine." Malleus stood next to his comrade, a short cheerful looking child with bright magenta stripes of hair under the black side. Two pointy ears stood on the side of his head too.

She was happy to say the least to know two new similar people to her at the very least. Today happened to be the day Malleus was going to meet Aiden. She didn't mind Lilia tagging along of course.

"Lilia Vanrouge, Ms. a pleasure." He looked rather young in her opinion but his voice signaled to not be fooled by his appearance. She shook hands with the male who brought a pleasant atmosphere with him.

* * *

"So your Malleus huh? My sister speaks very fondly of you sir. She's been talking about you for centuries!" The little boy exaggerated making Malleus's eyes widen and at first he felt an overwhelming amount of happiness with how he had made a good impression.

Both him and Lilia chuckled to themselves as the girl who had been in the same room blushed furiously from embarrassment. Taking her brother by the arm she glared at him.

"Aiden you know that isn't true, you asked where I had been and I answered." She strained her voice to try and put emphasis on her truth only to receive laughter from the boy.

Lilia came up to him patting his head with a smile.

"Fondly and centuries such large words for a child so young." Lilia had felt a slight connection to the energetic youngster. He thought it'd be fun to get to know him better.

"Sis is teaching me to read and write words from the dictionary! I'm very ingenious!" He was smug about the new words he was learning with a proud smile causing Lilia to laugh.

Malleus had a smile on his face small and affectionate but a few other thoughts came up to his mind upon thinking about the boys words. He looked toward his sister who was now in the kitchen making dinner.

"Aren't there schools about here he could go to?" His concern for the child was showing.

"There are but with his ears, I'd rather not take chances until his hair grows out, not to mention his abilities are still uncontrolled, and we're kinda barely keeping this house, so school isn't much of an option at the moment." She looked down chopping vegetables but was still focused. Until her brother spoke again.

"Look I can do magic!" He was so enthusiastic, but the dread look on his sister's face said it all.

"No! Don't you dare we can't hope to fix the ceiling!" She yelled but Lilia stopped her seeing as she yelled she covered her mouth in realization.

"Worry not my dear, let me see this young lad do magic. I'll make sure he doesn't damage anything." He was calm and collected which was shocked her but she let him do as he wished.

Aiden whose excitement had been on the rise at the thought of showing someone else raised his hand and emitted a large slew of green flames rising fast. Of course it actually shocked both Lilia and Malleus to see the color itself and how big the flames he conjured were.

Lilia had regained his composure for a split second and created some wind to dispell the flames before they could reach the ceiling and burn a hole. Malleus and Lilia looked at each other knowingly for a moment before Lilia showed a smile toward the young boy with his fangs gleaming in the light.

"I see the problem your letting out all of your mana at once young one, still your mind and channel the flow to ignite a single flame." He advised carefully with hand on Aiden's shoulder.

Malleus felt as if he was watching a younger version of himself seeing his guardian teach another. The young fae had followed Lilia's teachings to a tee and a small green flame became lit in front of him.

"Sister! Sister! Did you see I got it! I did it!" He was jumping up for joy at his achievement.

"Yes I see thank you Lilia. You thank him too Aiden." She was happy to say the least, it was as if good fortune was brought with them to have met these two.

"Thank you Lilia!"

"Your welcome dear child you can learn with me anytime. You have a lot of potential that shouldn't be wasted." That made his eyes light up in pure unadulterated excitement.

"Sister did you hear that!"

"I did." She was just relieved someone could teach him besides all her past failed attempts.

"So does that mean you can use magic too then?" Malleus had wandered closer to her without her knowledge it made her flinch. Seeing the anticipation of her answer in his eyes, she answered him.

"Yes though mine's is a bit more controlled. I can conjure wind and green flames. As well as levitate a multitude of things toward me at once but that's about it. I haven't had too much time to practice." She waved her hand with a slight glow and brought a couple of ingredients in cupboards down on to the counter letting them shut on their own again.

Holding put her hand she conjured a small green flame that wouldn't cause any damage over the palm of her hand.

"Seems like your well taught." Lilia mentioned.

"That's only because before we got this house we lived in the forest and magic made things a bit easier, but otherwise while we live here we don't have a use for it. Aiden still wants to learn but my teaching can only go so far as I don't know much on the subject." She looked somewhat frustrated at her own uselessness. Malleus could tell she wasn't lying about what she could do that's for sure.

* * *

After dinner both fae left the home walking out but saying goodbye to the siblings. At first they walked away from the house, but soon to prevent from being seen by any late night walkers they teleported to the castle.

"A pair of fae with royal blood is rare. I do wonder how the both of them ended up in that human village though." Lilia started off by saying.

Green flames were the insignia to regal blood for fae even Malleus knew that fact. Known to be the most powerful of all faes. Yet two were living in a human town right within the heart of the enemy and neither knew.

"Yes but from what I've been able to tell whoever had taken care of them is probably dead. Slaughtered by humans most likely. She said she wasn't able to remember anything before that. I'm assuming her and her brother come from some line thought to have been killed when the war against the humans started." Malleus recalled all he learned about her over the past few weeks he came to know her.

"Such a shame those two don't even know their own kind. Living their life in solitude as outcasts when they could be a lot more free if they lived here." Lilia did actually feel pity for the pair of souls having grown an attachment toward the younger sibling as he had taught Malleus when he was young as well. Those days were reminiscent for him. Aiden just happened to be similar to young Malleus in that regard.

"Malleus, if any humans discover royal fae over in that village they'll be killed. It's only a matter of when." He stated that matter of factly considering he was a general during the aforementioned war and many fae had been chased out of human villages. The ones left had been unfortunate to be victims that were sacrificed.

"I know, I won't let them lay a finger on either of them. Get Silver and Sebek have the staff prepare two rooms in the castle for our guests." Malleus walked away from Lilia without a second thought after saying what he wanted done.

"I was hoping you'd say that. Seems you've gotten attached to her in a different way. Ah, I'm so glad to see you chasing after someone, it feels like ages since you've been small so long ago. I'll have little Aiden to teach all the stuff I once taught you. What a joyous occasion to think someone will finally sit on the throne next to you." Lilia smiled feeling eager and chipper at the future ahead.

He went to go get the two knights that would always await orders from their master. Skipping down the halls all the while humming an unknown tune.

* * *

Something has been different with Malleus as of today. He was fiddling with his fingers a bit more often than usual. He didn't want to meet her gaze at the time either.

"Malleus is there something wrong?" Worry laced in her tone for the man sitting next to her.

"Yes." He replied rather swiftly but ended it there.

"Would you like to tell me what about?" She at least wanted to try and comfort him however she could.

That's what made her different than most fae, most feared him, she didn't of course she and that oblivious little head of hers didn't. Before she could even grasp how much power she could have held it was taken from her.

Malleus had turned his head and looked her directly in the eye.

"You."

"Me?" She was surprised and confused about what he meant by that, lowering her head for a second to think.

Of course it didn't last long, as Malleus directed her chin to gaze at him instead of the forest soil.

"Y/n, my alluring little darling, would you do me the honor of staying with me?"

He said with a gentle smile. The proximity and his words had her face red within seconds. She still had to give him a reply and sadly she didn't want to upset him but she didn't have much of a choice.

"I'm sorry Malleus I can't. This place is all I've ever known. Going somewhere else with all that could happen, ... It's not that I don't like you but my own fears are holding me back." She was trying to come up with the right words so he'd hopefully understand.

It stung, it truly did. The rejection wasn't something he hypothesized but it was still an option. It was fine though, all would be well. That sheltered mindset of hers would just have to broken a bit. She'd come to rely on him, she'd have no other choice afterall.

She hadn't experienced much of human cruelty, he'd just have to show her how cruel they could really be and then she would have to seek his aid.

* * *

Everyone in town today had been on edge it seemed. She left Aiden at home sound asleep, while she went out to go and buy veggies and meat she couldn't get in the forest. As she walked toward a thrifter many people side eyed her. She was the only person to walk with a hood on. In fact many people generations before this one too when asked had seen her.

As she got up to the vegetable thrifter the man in front of her had scowled. She saw this but just thought he was having a bad day. That's when someone came behind her and pulled her hood down abruptly.

"A fae! A fae in the village!"

"She's the one who cursed the crops! If we kill her the curse will end!"

"Someone grab her!"

Before she knew it she ran, someone did lay a hand on her but she pushed them away with wind magic. It wasn't on purpose, but fear overtook her person and magic required self control.

She wanted to run back to her house but with how fast the mob was chasing she couldn't put Aiden at risk like that. Maybe just maybe if she went back to the forest, he'd be there. He could help her, or Lilia either would do.

* * *

She didn't see him. Maybe her words struck a cord. She should have agreed. A stupid decision on her own part, he could've probably taken them somewhere where people like her were accepted. Where magic was used and no worries to be had.

She just narrowly dodged an arrow fired at her. It seemed the mob had caught up. Turning her attention back toward their screeches, what could she do?

In a last ditch effort attempt she called his name.

"Malleus!" The crowd closing in on her arrows knocked and aimed. So this was it huh?

Suddenly something slithers around her body, her waist to be more precise and holds her in a vice grip.

A tail? Of long reach with a purple scales of a dark pigment.

Before it pulled her into the darkness of the forest behind her. Until she felt a chest that placed her gently to the ground freeing her from the grip the of the tail that had once gripped her tightly.

She saw a light emitted from where she had once been, green flames took its place in her stead.

"I do hope you'll accept my offer to stay with me now, my love." Malleus's voice brought her out of her stupor, a frown seeing her in such fear. He didn't want to go so far but he would rather have liked her to willingly agree to living with him as his Queen. She wouldn't have any worries should she live her life on the throne worshipped by everyone.

"Wait! Wait! Please let me bring Aiden I can't leave my brother behind!" She had gripped his clothing turning around desperate tears spilling.

Speaking of said boy who popped his head from behind the fae that stood in front of her, smiled and ran to hug his sister.

"Y/n! Malleus let me up on his shoulders he was so tall! Wait why are you crying?" Her brother's happiness went away for a moment at the tears he saw from his older sibling.

She was shocked, since when had he been here. He was asleep before, she was sure. It didn't make any sense.

"Aiden how, ... why are you here?"

"Lilia offered to teach me more magic! He said it was dangerous to teach me inside the house so we came out here." For a second she thought it was a dream. A bad dream turned good.

"Were you worried? Sorry, I'll tell you next time I promise." Aiden hugged her after finishing his sentence trying comfort his sister from her state of fear. It worked a little having her shoulders relax.

Malleus had stroked her head to sooth her worries as well. A small smile graced his lips at the scene before him.

"Worry not my dear, I'll accept all parts of you. Of course I'd never forget your dear brother. Will you accept my proposal now?" He was awaiting an answer, the same look in his eyes akin to when he asked if she could use magic.

"Yes I do, it was my mistake for denying your offer in the first place. I'm sorry Malleus."

He was happy that the situation had caused her to regret her answer. Of course he didn't outwardly show it. But he was internally pleased. His new queen and energetic little brother would make a wonderful addition to the Draconian line.

As they disappeared instantly to where their new home would be, Malleus left behind some what one would call fireflies by the looks of it. They were just traces of his magic to other faes. It was a calling for someone else though.

The town the two faes once called home was being destroyed as soon as they left. Screams upon screams could be heard one after another. Flames of red and orange to destroy and have no one alive to recall the prescene of two royal clan faes.

All done by three, one wise fae, and two knights that served to do everything their master asked of them. It would all be gone while Malleus would help them settle into their new lives, the one they deserved from the beginning, if humans hadn't taken it from them.

Masterlist

[thechangeling]

Enough.

So a while ago I made a headcannon post about Ty's sexuality and the autistic exploration of sex and sexual desire. I have now written a fic about it. This ones for Alex @bedspells my very own Alyssa. Also side note I want to make it clear that yes, I still ship kitty 100%. But I've seen plenty of people write fics and headcannons about Kit exploring things with other people. There's no reason why Ty can't do the same.

Edit: Ok a long time ago this fic actually got a hate comment on Ao3 saying that I was erasing Ty's sexuality by having him hook up with a girl because he was cannonly gay due to a tweet CC made in 2013. Now I don't even have twitter and I wasn't a part of the fandom back then. Despite all of that I actually don't really consider that to be the basis of canon? And in the books he doesn't really express interest in anyone except for Kit. So as far as I'm concerned this was fair game. Not to mention gay people sometimes experiment before they realize they're gay. Especially autistic people!! And that was actually kind of the point of this fic. So maybe just keep that in mind going forward. Thanks!

Tw for mentions and discussions of sex.

Ty could count the instances he hadn't been bothered by another person's touch on one hand. This was certainly one of them. It was so late into the night it could certainly be considered the next morning. Anush, Ty and Alyssa had been doing research on Livvy and the effect she seemed to be having on a serge of demonic activity in the area.

Ty was fairly stressed about the possibility to say the least. It felt like everything was spilling away from him. Livvy, his family, his career.

Kit.

He really didn't want to think about Kit but it was difficult. It was like trying to ignore a bleeding wound that everyone kept referring to as a paper cut.

The shining lights in all of this were Anush and Alyssa. Befriending both of them had been the best part of coming to the scholomance.

Especially Alyssa.

Meeting someone who shared some of his thoughts, feelings and experiences was more then refreshing. It was liberating. Talking, laughing and crying with Alyssa about the things that no one else would understand was like a balm for Ty's soul.

At a certain point Anush had announced that he was retiring to bed and they should both probably do the same. Livvy was still floating around the room observing their work. But as time went on Ty had stopped paying as much attention to her. Now he was resting against Alyssa with his head in her lap. She was sitting on the couch in the library, carefully running her fingers through his hair and rambling on about something, Ty wasn't exactly sure what.

Ty reached up to wrap a lock of her long dark hair around his finger, then watched it spring back into place again. Alyssa's hair was wavy but not curly like- like some peoples. So it didn't spring and bounce very well. That was the interesting thing about Ali in general. So many parts of her dress and appearance were so neat and polished and well put together that Ty almost wondered what it would be like to see her more disheveled. What would it be like to grab and twist and pull until she was left with something that wasn't glossy perfect waves.

Ty panicked a little at that thought. Where exactly had that come from? He was now more then ever painfully aware of the fact that he was lying in an attractive person's lap. And his sister was still in the same room.

Ty looked up to search for Livvy but realized that she was gone. Guiltily he realized she could have been gone for awhile now. But he hadn't noticed. Lately he had been feeling further and further away from his twin and he hated it.

"Do you think stars have feelings?" Alyssa asked wistfully. Ty laughed joyfully, feeling so light and and so far away from every bad thing that had happened three years ago.

"Because I was just thinking," she continued. "Like, what if they're lonley you know?" Ty had to smile at the Alyssa charm of it all. Also the autistic perspective might have had something to do with it.

"I don't know," Ty said, sitting up. "Maybe they're like us. Maybe they like being alone." Alyssa pondered this for awhile.

"Well no one can be alone forever," she pointed out, then laughed, rolling her eyes. "God how did we get here? Remember when we were supposed to be doing actual work Ty?"

"Well we were stupid to think that would last," Ty announced matter of factly. Alyssa shrugged and leaned back against the sofa.

"Probably. Once the neurotypical left it was all downhill from there."

"I disagree, Ty said softly, meeting her gaze. "I enjoy spending time with you." Alyssa instantly smiled, the kind of beautiful, honest, heartfelt smile that allistic people wrote poetry about.

Instantly Ty was reminded of someone else, another brilliant smile.

He shook it off.

"Me too," Alyssa finally answered. Then she shook her head. "Ugh feelings. Gross."

Ty rolled his eyes at her and laughed.

Then Alyssa sat up again as she seemed to remember something. "Oh yeah I meant to ask you about Anush. Do you like him?"

Ty shrugged. "Yeah he's really nice. He's become a good friend."

Alyssa shook her head. "No, no Ty, I mean-" She paused. "I mean do you like him like you wanna date him? Or do you have romantic feelings for him?" She asked.

Ty paused. He honestly wasn't sure. He had been trying to avoid thoughts of those types of feelings for a very specific reason. A Herondale reason. But the truth was he did like really like Anush. He enjoyed being around him. Ty just wasn't sure what that meant.

"I'm not sure," he answered honestly. "Maybe." Alyssa fiddled with her hair, rubbing it between her fingers.

"Hmm. Well do you even like boys?" She asked. "I just realised I've known you for five months now and I dont really know what your deal is," she said contemplating. "Like sexual orientation wise. I mean not that it matters, it totally doesn't," she stammered.

Ty shrugged. "It was never really relevant before. But I'm not really sure. I guess I'm fine with whatever." Alyssa beamed.

"So I guess that means you're kinda like me huh? She said happily. "I'm pansexual. Women are so beautiful and angelic and soft and squishy and awesome, but men can be good too," she mused. "I mean men are......men, but some of them aren't so bad. I mean look at you!" Alyssa tossed her hair back over her shoulder.

"Thanks," Ty responded dryly.

"Anyways you know what I mean," Alyssa waved her hand. "So are you attracted to him at least?" Ty sighed.

"Yeah I am," he admitted. "But I don't- I don't want a relationship Ali. I just can't."

Alyssa studied him for a moment. "Does this have anything to do with the Herondale pendent you wear that you always tell me never to ask questions about?"

Ty scowled. "Yes, but I don't want to talk about it." Alyssa rolled her eyes and put her hands up in surrender.

"Fucking shit fuck! Fine!" She complained. "Anyways, my point is you dont need to date him neccesarily. Just have sex with him and see how you feel?"

Ty sat up and faced her. "What?"

Alyssa laughed. "You heard me. There's nothing wrong with causal sex between consenting adults. I mean, if you want to."

Ty felt the urge to stand up to try and aliviate some of the anxiety he was feeling, but he stayed sitting.

"I've never done it before," he admitted. Ty was 19, he knew most of the people his age had already had some sort of sexual experience. But he had always been too afraid. Too afraid of people touching him and demanding things from him with harsh vague bullshit. In Ty's mind it was just another social interaction that he could screw up and then pay the price for it.

Alyssa shrugged. "It's no big deal. Virginity is just a social construct anyways." Alyssa was playing with her hair casually and biting her lip slightly, to indicate that she was mulling something over.

Ty shook his head trying to explain it. "No, it's- I mean see, you say that, but, one of the things I've learned about this world is that social constructs kind of matter to a lot of people." Ty was taping his fingers against his leg and trying to stop himself from shaking. Alyssa noticed this.

"Because people tell you that's it's no big deal and not to worry, and then other people make it into a big deal like it means something, and then everyone's telling you to do something different," Ty explained with a panicked, rushed voice. "I don't know who you listen to, or what to do!" He was moving his hands frantically while he spoke to emphasize his points.

"Hey it's ok," she cooed, inching towards him. "Trust yourself. Or if you feel like you can't, then trust me." Ty felt a pang in his chest. A cacophony of conflicting emotions erupted within him. But mostly he found that despite his better judgement he actually believed her.

They had created something different between the two of them. Something that almost transcended labels or rules or traditional allistic boundaries. Alyssa was like the armor he put on every morning, with the strength and confidence that he wasn't alone in this world. In the midst of all of their jokes and late night heartbreaking conversations. In the midst of this fragile peace they had created, there was something there. Something indescribable.

Something like the sound of the page being turned in one of his Sherlock novels, or the sound of their favourite songs. A connection. A lifeline.

Ty looked over at Alyssa's concerned face and smiled softly. "I trust you," he promised. "I don't really trust many people, but I've always trusted you," he admitted. Alyssa inhaled sharply. She made an interesting facial expression that might have been a facial stim and then gaped for awhile before finally closing her mouth and avoiding Ty's gaze.

"Yeah that's cool. I trust you too," she said casually. She had gone back to pulling at her poor hair which was shedding everywhere. Anush always joked that he could always tell where Alyssa was by following the trail of hair.

"So, about the whole sex thing," she continued rather unceremoniously. Ty had to laugh a little. "Do you think it's something you're actually interested in? Or do you just feel like you have to?" She asked.

Ty pondered this for a moment. "I think I might want to. I just want to be with someone that I trust. Someone who will be considerate of my boundries, you know?" Ty did a quick glance around the room to make sure Livvy was still gone.

"Wait she's not here right?" Alyssa asked anxiously, catching on. Ty shook his head.

Alyssa paused for a moment, looking lost in thought. She was flicking her fingernails against each other and continuing to murder her bottom lip by chewing on it. Finally she looked up at him, looking rather amused.

"Ok. This might just be the exhaustion talking, or the autism, or a combination of both. So if you feel uncomfortable with what I'm about to say, then afterwards we can just forget it ok?" Alyssa sounded serious. Ty just nodded, trying not to be concerned.

Alyssa gave him an interesting look, one that he was pretty sure he had never recieved before. Her eyes scanned him up and down, then she smirked.

"I could potentially offer my services," she said innocently. Ty blinked a few times, then continued to stare at her. She stared back unflinching.

Wait. What?

Ty shook his head in confusion. "Hold on. Wait. You mean-?" He cut himself off. Alyssa nodded with that same smirk. "Yeah I mean why not right?" She shrugged, relaxing back against the sofa. "But if you dont want to then that's totally fine."

"Wait." Ty attempted to clear his head and stay focused. He stayed frozen for awhile, thinking. Then he folded his arms around himself, applying pressure. "Why exactly?"

Alyssa shrugged again. "Well why not? You're hot. I'm hot, and besides you know me," she pointed out. She paused, and then giggled.

"Four hours into investigating the paranormal phenomenon of his dead twin sister and chill, then she offers to take his virginity," she cackled. "I so enjoy our quality time together."

"The way your mind works really concerns me sometimes, you know that?" He asked playfully. Alyssa rolled her eyes at him and shoved him gently.

"Hey you don't have to, it was just an idea," she said, raising her hands in defense. Ty was silent. He was still thinking about it.

"Most people don't really do stuff like this right?" He asked warily. "Like most friends don't just randomly hook up and then laugh it off later."

Alyssa shook her head slowly. "Honey do you see me laughing?"

Ty was conflicted. There was something in him, a new, complicated feeling. A burning desire that nagged at the back of his mind everytime Alyssa bit her lip or pouted.

If he was really honest with himself. Ty could remember another time when he felt this way. But that was different, that was-.

He shook his head. No. Ty wasn't thinking about that anymore. He needed a distraction.

"God I can practically hear you thinking over here Ty," Alyssa teased. "Listen. If it freaks you out to much then we can forget about it. But-." She paused and reached towards him. Their fingertips met and she slowly dragged her fingertips down the top of Ty's hand.

"I want to do this for you because I care about you," she said solemnly. "I want make you feel good. Because you're special, and I dont mean that in the bullshit ableist way. I mean I think that you're special because you have such a big heart and you care so much," she said with a laugh.

Ty felt like he was about to cry. He was taking in long deep breaths trying not to get overwhelmed. He didnt know how to respond to this, this kind of attention and praise. His heart felt warm and tight absorbed in so much fondness and melancholy and regret all at once.

He knew this wasn't anything like what had happened that day on the beach. This wasn't that kind of love that he was feeling for Alyssa and that was a good thing. Romantic love, he decided, was too complicated.

"You deserve good things and good experiences. You deserve to have your first time be somewhere familiar. Somewhere you feel safe, and with someone who loves you." Alyssa wiped her eyes on the back of her hand.

"God sorry for getting all emotional like that," she joked.

Ty couldn't speak, so he just squeezed her hand. He hoped she would understand.

I love you too.

Ty took a breath, then nodded. "Yeah," he admitted. "Yeah I want that. I want you."

Alyssa exhaled, then grinned. "Ok then. Great. I'll see if I can pencil you in sometime this week," she joked. Ty cocked his head to the side in confusion.

"Oh," he murmered, suprised with how disappointed he felt. "You mean later?" Alyssa laughed.

"Well yeah, I mean aren't you tired?"

"Are you?" Ty countered.

Alyssa shrugged. "Hey you know how it is, autistic sleep cycle. I'm gonna be up for awhile. I just figured you might want some time to think."

Ty shook his head. "No I don't want to think anymore. I'm tired of thinking Ali. I'm tired of worrying and overanalyzing everything." His eyes met hers, she seemed a little worried.

She moved closer to him so that she was practically in his lap. "You need a distraction," she said matter of factly. "It's ok." She moved her hands from his arms to grasp his waist.

"Is this good?"

Ty flinched. "More pressure," he replied in a tone that was hopefully not too demanding. Alyssa pressed her fingertips down harder into his skin. A soothing feeling washed over him.

"Good?" She asked, scratching his skin with her fingernails. Ty just nodded, feeling slightly dazed.

Alyssa smiled, lowering herself gracefully into his lap. Everything she did was with precision and grace. Alyssa was a dancer. It was one of her special interests. She had stopped taking lessons a long time ago though because she found it challenging to dance in a group.

She could never copy what everyone else was doing exactly on count when she was supposed to. She was always going off and improvising on her own. There was probably a metaphor in there somewhere.

Alyssa's weight against him was comforting. She was moving her hands up and down his back underneath his shirt while still applying pressure. Ty felt heat beginning to pool in the base of his stomach. He stared at her curiously, taking in her soft curves and her smooth golden skin.

"Can I touch you?" Ty asked, feeling his fingers twitch.

Alyssa moved her hands to his chest. "Sure." She said softly. "Just be careful. Remember pressure and all of that, and try to avoid my stomach area. For some reason it's really sensitive." Ty nodded, instantly reaching for her long wavy dark hair and twisting his fingers around it, pulling slightly. She laughed.

This drew Ty's attention to her mouth. Her lips were cracked and rough looking from Alyssa constantly biting them, but Ty still wanted to kiss her. He had never kissed anyone before. He needed to know what it felt like.

He moved his hands to her shoulders and then to her sides, pulling Alyssa even closer. "Can you teach me how to kiss?" He asked looking her in the eye briefly. She snorted.

"I don't think you'll like it very much," she murmered. "It's not really a good sensory experience. At least not for me. Allistic people seem to like it though."

Ty nodded. "Exactly that's my point," he said, using one hand to cradle the side of her neck. "I need to learn for other people later on." He absentmindedly pressed his thumb into one of the divots in her neck, just to fill the space. Alyssa sighed and dug her fingernails into his chest.

"Ok fine but you're gonna hate the tounge thing," she breathed. She leaned down very slowly and then carefully pressed her lips to Ty's, kissing him softly.

It was a weird sensation but not entirely unpleasant. Ty happily slid his hands back into her hair and began to fiddle with a few thick pieces. Alyssa moved her own hands up his chest to cradle her face, applying pressure with thumbs against his cheekbones.

Alyssa deepened the kiss and slid her tounge into his mouth. Instantly Ty winced and felt every cell in his body seize up. But he didn't stop. He was determined to figure this out. If he wanted to kiss someone who wasn't autistic in the future then he would need to. Ty relaxed his body and kissed her back forcefully, making out with Alyssa until the uncomfortable noise in his head was too much and he broke the kiss.

Ty shook his head and Ali laughed, stroking his hair. "I fucking told you so," she exclaimed. Ty shut his eyes and allowed his breathing to return to normal.

"Ok so that's something we can forget about for now, thank god. The beauty of this whole situation is that we dont have to follow any allistic script for this sort of thing." Ty opened his eyes. Alyssa was watching him carefully, still only centimeters away from his face.

"So is there anything you want to do?" She asked him. "Just tell me and I'll see if we can make it happen."

Ty saw no need to maintain any sort of filter. "Well there are a lot of things actually, but for some reason I really want to bite you," he said pointedly, glancing down at her neck. Alyssa burst out laughing, nearly falling over.

Ty glared at her. "I'm sorry," she gasped breathlessly. "I'm sorry it's just,-," she regained her composure, shaking her head. "I just love how we all used to be the weird kids who growled and hissed at people on the playground if they bothered us and now as adults we're just super kinky. Like it's kind of poetic in a way," she laughed.

Ty rolled his eyes. There was no need to ask what she meant by we. When Alyssa said we, it only referred to one thing.

"I'm sure it's not absolutely every autistic person," he protested. "Also we should move, on account of the fact that this is still a public setting." Alysza's eyes widened as if she had just remembered that.

"Oh right. Shit, as if these people needed any more reasons to hate me. Let's go!" She rolled off of Ty and stood in front if him, holding out her hand. "We can use my room." Ty stayed sitting, taking a moment to fully absorb it all.

He couldn't help but feel the weight of the Herondale pendent against his chest as a heavy reminder. He willed himself not to get distracted. Alyssa smiled at him slightly, almost as if she knew.

"Enough," she said softly.

Ty didn't know what to say to that. He wasn't even sure if their was anything he wanted say. Then finally he understood.

"Enough," he echoed back.

He took her outstretched hand and let her take him away.

@ti-bae-rius @eutony-in-whisper @dianasarrow @dianasarrow @stxr-thxif @talia-lightwood @doitforthecarstairs @thelandunderthehilll @zfoxdraws @waterlillies

[afaimsarrowverse]

Two Lonley Souls:

Haikyuu!-Fic,Spin-Off von „Lonley at the Top“

Pairings: IwaOi, KuroKen, Backround KageHina und Bokuto/Akaashi

Warnings: Manga- und Film-Spoiler, Japanische Schreibweise der Namen, Angst, homophobes Umfeld, asexuelle Panik, Depression, viel Interdating wird erwähnt, erforscht Kenmas Demisxexualität und Oikawas Minderwertigkeitskomplex

Inhalt: Kuroo fällt aus allen Wolken als Oikawa ihm eröffent, dass alle Zeichen für ihn und Iwaizumi auf Scheidung stehen. Aber vielleicht kann seine eigene Geschichte mit Kenma den beiden ja dabei helfen klar zu sehen, dass sie einander einfach nur wirklich zuhören müssen. Die IwaOi- und die KuroKen-Liebesgeschichten.

Leseprobe:

„Also schön“, meinte Kuroo nach einiger Zeit, „Wie schlimm ist es?“

Tooru lachte bitter. Sehr schlimm wäre eine Untertreibung. „Ich denke, dass wir uns scheiden lassen werden“, sagte er dann leise.

Kuroo blickte ihn einen Moment lang überrascht an. „Scheiße, Tooru“, entfuhr es ihm dann, „Das kann doch nicht dein Ernst sein?!“

Lest weiter:

Meine „Haikyuu!!“-Fics:

Von gebrochenen Flügeln und geheilten Herzen

A/B/O-AU, Kagehina, Oikawa/Iwa, Kenma/Kuroo, Bokuto/Akaashi, Asahi/Noya, Takeda/Ukai, A/B/O-Dynamik,  Angst, Seximus, Intersex (in Bezug aus das sekundäre Geschlecht), Verbitterung. Spoiler für Staffel 4, die OVAs, sowie Manga-Spoiler, Für Hinata Shouyou ging es nicht um Volleyball an sich, nicht wirklich. Oikawa Tooru hatte sich Volleyball nicht ausgesucht, Volleyball hatte sich ihn ausgesucht. Kozume Kenma war immer schon etwas anders als die meisten anderen gewesen. Akaashi Keiji war sich durchaus der Tatsache bewusst, dass er sich glücklich schätzen konnte, dass er als Beta geboren worden war. Takeda Ittetsu war sich durchaus darüber im Klaren, dass seine Beharrlichkeit seine beste Charaktereigenschaft war. Sekundäre Geschlechter im modernen Japan ändern den Canon ein wenig zum Besseren, vielleicht.

Lonley at the Top

Verzweifeln werde ich erst dann, wenn ich nicht mehr Volleyball spielen kann. Wer hätte je gedacht, dass diese Worte ihn einmal verfolgen würden? Kageyamas Leben ändert sich mit einem Schlag, was ihn und Hinata vor neue Herausforderungen stellt und sie einander wieder näher kommen lässt. Spoiler für Staffel 4, die OVAs, sowie Manga-Spoiler, Angst, Schwere Verletzung, Depression, Kagehina, sowie die anderen obligatorischen Zuspieler/Angreifer-Pairings (die kommen später noch vor), außerdem viel Inter-„Dating“ in der queeren japanischen Volleyballgemeinschaft.

All Our Troubles Will Be Out of Sight

Weihnachtsfic im Stil einer Rom-Com. Kageyamas Herz ist gebrochen, und die bevorstehenden Feiertage machen alles nur noch schlimmer. Und die Tatsache, dass aus verschiedensten Gründen jeder zu denken scheint, dass er in Ushijima seine neue Liebe gefunden hat, macht die Dinge auch nicht besser. Kagehina, Hinata/Astumu, Ushijima/Oikawa, Kageyama/Ushijma (nicht wirklich), Manga-Spoiler, Angst, Pretend Relationship, Missverständnisse (eine Menge davon).

[return-to-monke-kid]

Made a lil drabble for Lunar, it’ll be under the cut for anyone who wants to read it!

She didn't even know why she bothered staying anymore.

Her whole family was dead or gone. No mother, no father, no siblings to speak of.

Being the final heir in a long line of seers isn't a fun job, and Lunar knew this all too well. The Black Moths were a well known and respected family of fortune tellers, and just about every single one of them had predicted and stopped a major disaster.

Every one of them, that is, except Lunar.

She was the last one standing in the family. A single soul, destined to carry out a legacy she herself had no desire to be a part of. Lunar Black Moth lived all alone in the mountains, only speaking to those who wished to get a glimpse into the future. With how her family's legacy had dwindled into obscurity and myth over the years however, those visitors were now few and far between.

Lunar was starting to have doubts about her lonley life. She'd only ever lived to continue her family's legacy, but she was the only "family" left. What was the point?

So many days, months, and years spent living with absolutley no one. Doing absolutely nothing. The only ones coming to get futures anymore were the ones who wanted to get rich quick and heard about Lunar from some distant old relative. Of course, it didn't work that way, Lunar couldn't "see" on command unless it was utterly dire.

As the moth seer contemplated all these doubts that swam around in her head, there was the sound of someone....no, two someones, entering her little abode. Lunar looked up, quite surprised at the sight of her newest visitors.

"Ey there love, got a bit o' "fortune"  to tell for us?"

[fishybehavior]

Prince and the Gecko AU

Ok, so this is basically the Princess and the Frog, but with the ninja.

Jay (or as me and samd have been calling him, Twink Jay) is the main villian, taking the role of Dr. Falcilier. A silver-tonged magician man, who’s sold his soul to obtain his powers. He’s a jerk, enjoys ruining peoples lives, and will never break a deal (but it wont be in your favor)

Kai has the role of prince Navin (the guy who turns into a frog, well a gecko in this case) I dont have much for him yet. But he’s cocky, brash, and easily flustered.

Cole takes the role of Lawerence, (Kai’s advisor/bodygaurd?) He hates his lonley life, and how he gets pushed around, and wants a change. A change that Jay promises to deliver.

Zane has the role of Tiana (yes opposite shipping!) A hard working waiter, whos trying to make enough money to (do something, I haven't decided yet. I'm inbetween two choices at the moment)

I've really only drawn jay, so here's the twink.

[sierratheory]

Ugh I hate rich people, they don't take this shit serious. I haven't left my apartment for two weeks, tomorrow is going to be the first time I'm going to the supermarket again. I'm a college student but I refuse to go home bc my grandpa lives with my parents and he currently recovers from his cancer surgery. I'm all by myself, I'm lonley but I won't put others in danger. People like Calum or Michael are the reason this situation is going on longer than needed.

Up until I had to go to the hospital I hadn’t left my house in 3 weeks. Even though my asthma is mild, people with only ‘mild’ asthma have died from COVID-19 already. But also my fear is giving it to someone’s grandparents. My grandma is my whole entire world, and I can tear up just thinking about losing her. She’s the warmest kindest soul in the whole world and she’s my rock. If anything happened to her I would be devastated, and I don’t want to inflict that kind of pain on anyone.

As I mentioned before it really shows their privilege imo. I mean that’s not to say not rich people aren’t being shitty either but it’s just different. Cause they would be able to afford testing, and given their status I’m sure they’d be able to get it. While others die without even being tested. And also 5sos asking people to spend money on them and then they’ll donate it rather than just donating their own money. Or cash-app/venmo etc giving money to fans in need like so many others, donating to food banks etc. There’s so much they could be doing but they aren’t. They are plugging their album and breaking social distancing rules. I’ve never felt so disconnected and uncomfortable with their behaviour (with the exception of the RS article).

[rogers-greasegun]

28 Question

I was tagged by @instantezra thank u bb i luh uuuu

Rules: tag the person who tagged you, answer the questions, tag 20 people

1. How tall are you?

5′5″ aka very very average

2. What color and what style is your hair?

right now its dark brown almost black. Naturally i’m a super light mousy brown and this color was a mistake, I tried to dye my blue hair back to a natural color for a musical I was in but i forget bleached hair takes super quickly so it turned out pitch black, but I like it. It’s been a few months since I dyed it so it’s faded and my roots are hella grown out but I’m thinking of keeping it black.

Stylewise it just barely touches my shoulders and its all one length, no layers or anything, just a straight bob. I usually just wear it down

3. What color are your eyes?

a pale blue that’s darker around the edges 

4. Do you wear glasses?

nope! 

5. Do you wear braces?

i did from like 13-15 now i have a top and bottom permanent retainer

6. What is your fashion style?

i lean kinda 90s grunge ish. like every pair of jeans I own, except for 1, is ripped. usually with a t-shirt that’s usually a dark color. I wear black top converse 90% of the time if I don’t wear those its vans

i’ve never put my fashion style into works now i feel like a fanfic character in 2009 im so sorry 

7. Full name?

Kristie Lynn [LAST NAME] idk if I wanna give out my last name to all of tumblr so uh yeah. but Kristie is my full name people always think its short for something but it’s just my name

8. When were you born?

July 17th 1998

9. Where are you from and where do you live now?

i’m a small town in central FL, like an hour north of Orlando, now I live on the space coast of florida!

10. What school do you go to?

Florida Institute of Technology 

11. What kind of student are you?

I’m decent i think? I plan a lot but following through is another deal. my first like 3 semester of college were rough but now i’m on my 6th and i got the hang out it. my best quality is i usually try and start studying a week before an exam so i’m super prepared

12. Do you like school?

mostly?? I enjoy most of my classes, I just dont like the stress that it puts me under 

13. What are your favorite school subjects?

in hs I loved history and english so much, but I also adored chemsitry, which is what I’m majoring in now! Under the realm of chemistry I absolutely love organic chem with my soul. im want a PhD in chem eventually and im leaning toward a specialty in organic analytical chem is really ineteresting too. 

14. Favorite TV shows?

Brookyln 99, Parks and Rec, The Office, Cutthroat Kitchen, SCRUBS, uh i can’t think of anything else

15. Favorite Movies?

oh man. Game Night, Bohemian Rhapsody (obviously), Ratatouille, Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban and uh idk man this is hard

16. Favorite Books

The Things They Carried by Tim O’Brian, Elenor And Park by Rainbow Rowell, the Harry Potter series (OOP is my fav) Cats Cradle by Kurt Vonnegut, again there’s more but I can’t think of any

17. Favorite pastime?

I like hanging with pals, watching tv and movies, crosstiching, reading books ( i need to get back into that), playing video games

18. Do you have any regrets?

oof i mean yeah

19. Dream job?

leading a lab where i’m fully funded and i can research whatever i want. Id also love to be an actor 

20. Would you like to get married someday?

not for a long time but i’d love to once i find somone i know i can spend my life with 

21. Would you like to have kids someday?

right now no, but who knows it may change. id like to adopt

22. How many?

if i do two? I knda grew up an only child cause my brother is 12 years older than me and my sister lived in a different state so i would want my kids to have siblings cause I was lonley as a kid and I dont want that for them

23. Do you like shopping?

oh boy yeah

24. What countries have you visited?

haven’t really left the states so rip

25. What is the scariest nightmare you’ve ever had?

probably those ones where nobody i know knows me and i’m all alone, but i can’t remember any specifically thank god

26. Do you have any enemies?

i hope not?? I mean me and my moms bf 1000% dont get along but idk if thats an enemy

27. Do you have a s/o?

NOPE

28. Do you believe in miracles?

i more believe that people can come together and make miraculous things happen, but they’re not random they’re because of hard work 

so 28 is a lot ppl so we’re not doing that. I’m tagging @killeerrqueenn, @languagebarnes, @chriscornell1991, @deacydeacy, @smile-nine and uh i know there’s more bbut if anyone wants to do it feel free!