#TumblrPH

[angpasumala]

Pork Adobo Sa Gata for lunch!

[spotlessmiind]

i deactivated all my soc med . nakakapagod rin tumingin ng buhay ng iba. grabe

[pepaychi]

What a beautiful 5:37pm.

[khangaroobells]

These are raw shots from my CanonM50 with December 2022′s plot twist.

I’m so glad that I’m able to experience snow twice here in London in a span of 2 years (which don’t usually happen!) but I’m still hoping that my next snow experience would be in an actual cold country like Switzerland or Greenland. Aaaahhhh -- But for now, let me work hard again first and make that dream happen. :P

[seaiswhereifindyou]

Or maybe you could’ve said something rather than left me on ‘seen’ so you could break my heart by then I have reason to stop loving you.

[blueprintbelle]

I am Back!

Hi to my followers and everyone here on Tumblr! It's so fun to look back on all the progress I made while striving to finish my degree and claim the title of Civil Engineer.

Here's a quick recap of the years I missed posting on this digital diary of mine:

Back in November 2019, I finish my bachelor's degree in civil engineering. I tried my best to update this blog, posting my notes and other references to help other students with their studies.

In 2020, I wasn't able to take the civil engineering board examination due to the COVID-19 pandemic and started working in the field of electronics engineering. It wasn't long before I switched jobs related to my field. In 2021, I was hired at an interior fit-out firm as a Junior Cost Estimator, and I will be forever grateful for that opportunity since it opened doors for me today.

I took my civil engineering board examination last November 2022, after a year of working and getting hired at the subsidiary of the largest power distributor here in the Philippines. While I was working, I took the time to study and prepare for another board examination, the Master Plumbers.

I passed my Master Plumber examination last July 2023, and now I've been absorbed in an international company that caters to Middle East projects as a cost consultant.

Looking back at all the hard work and self-doubts, I'm so proud to say that I did not give up and more importantly, I gained opportunities that were beyond my expectations.

I'm sharing this because I want to return to the platform where all the inspiration came from.

I am very happy to share that I have been thinking about sharing again all my study contents and services in line with civil engineering and plumbing.

I'll be posting the details soon!!! For now, I hope my story will also inspire other to NOT GIVE UP and GO GET IT! :)

[jzzmnrndocx]

on starting my own blog!

Hey guys! I am currently experiencing my break from school and I am finding ways on how to spend my time in a more purposeful and meaningful way (’cause apparently going on TikTok for hours and playing Stardew Valley isn’t a productive way of spending you’re time). 

I guess I just wanted a place for my thoughts and feelings to go, and I picked this place! I hope to be able to express my thoughts and share my experiences here. (I also hope my writing improves.) 

See u later! 

[devendarko]

d i s t a n t

I noticed that I’ve been growing very distant with the things I mostly spend my time on. Whether it’s hanging out with my friends or just staying on social media. There’s a vast array of reasons why it has led to this. For starters, I may have not been very in tune with reality but to sum it all up, life sucks. And the weird thing about it is that I’m used to it. Maybe I’m just trying to escape responsibilities or even life itself. Can you just teleport me to another world were I can be a less anxious, handsome and more confident version of myself? I’ve been waking up with this heavy feeling and I have to drag myself and continue on. Being a an emotionless, walking, sleep deprived zombie. Would things be different if I didn’t go to Med? would my life be better if I passed my PLE on my first take? (oopsy I bet you didn’t know about that). 

These questions often come up when I wake up or I go to bed. Personally, maybe I’m still hurting with these circumstances. I can’t call it regret, maybe if I’m too focused on myself, these things just pop in my head and make think.

Regardless, staying away from social media for a while is therapy. No notifications, no doom scrolling or whatever and you know the most fun part of that is? I don’t have any idea what’s going on with people in their lives. Ignorance is truly a bliss. it’s liberating. And I don’t plan on coming back yet. I’m just gonna enjoy this for a while.

The other thing that I’ve been distance about is my friends. I know we all live very busy lives and I just think that hanging out with them to share my problems wouldn’t really help me. I don’t want to bother them and as far as I*m concerned, I’m okay. 

Okay, so this is just a random update and I didn’t expect this to be a long post. But anyways, one thing I really miss is writing. To see my thoughts put into words, it’s funny, weird (sometimes), and real. I could type all day if I wanted to but we have to wear our adult pants and go on living. I believe better days are coming for me, and you guys too. Just keep moving forward. 

[chiecandidato]

iloveyou girls <3

[antisosyalsocialclub]

i guess this is me talking to myself. reassuring that life is nothing but pointless achievements and peer pressure from a society that doesn't even care whether you drop dead in the middle of the street.

it's ridiculous how people paint themselves of someone they're not. im guilty of that as well. oh well, the irony.

#antisosyalsocialclub #pampanga #philippines #tumblrph

[angpasumala]

"Owning our story and loving ourselves through that process is the bravest thing we'll ever do" by Brené Brown

#sharewithpride 🏳️‍🌈

[spotlessmiind]

i just realize god punishes you by giving you everything you want

[bashabanana]

And then suddenly you get tired dealing with their shit. Sorry, I got no time for nonsense and unhealthy conversations anymore. You want games? Go play by yourself cos I’m no longer up to any of it.

[inginieur]

🗓 may 23, 2020

im working on accomplishing small tasks because im starting to feel overwhelmed with all the requirements that i need to do especially because our finals are coming up next week. im trying not to push myself too much and just check off my to-do list, one at a time.

remember to take things lightly, and don’t punish yourself or feel bad for not being productive. lightly, lightly, we’ll get there ✨

[tbsbfilipino]

God will not forgive you.

Masyado na tayong naging kampante na si Lord ay puno ng love, grace, and mercy kaya naaabuso na natin ito.

Yes, God will not forgive you if you are only confessing your sins and not repenting.

Magkaiba ang confession sa repentance. Confession ay pag-amin lang na kasalanan, samatalang ang repentance ay pagkaramdam ng guilt pagkatapos mong mag-confess ng kasalanan, may conviction ni Holy Spirit. Kaya kapag nanghihingi ka ng sorry kay Lord at parang wala lang sa'yo, hindi ka talaga nagre-repent, confession lang 'yan.

Repentance must come from the heart and not from the lips.

However, there are also two kinds of guilt when repenting. Legalistic Guilt and Holy Guilt. Legalistic Guilt kapag nakonsensya ka dahil nagkasala ka at iniisip mong nabawasan na ang points mo sa langit. Samantalang ang Holy Guilt ay kapag nakonsensya ka kasi alam mong nasaktan mo si Lord dahil sa pagkakasala mo.

Parehas na guilt pero magkaiba ng layunin. Kaya may posibilidad na kahit nagre-repent ka hindi ka pa rin patatawarin. Kaya importanteng lagi nating suriin ang ating mga puso. Baka kasi confession na lang ang ginagawa natin o nagre-repent nga tayo, iba naman ang motibo.

So, if you are asking for forgiveness, check if you are doing true repentance or just repentance.

John 9:31, "We know that God doesn’t listen to sinners, but he is ready to hear those who worship him and do his will."

Share this with your family and friends; you might change someone's life.

[seaiswhereifindyou]