#Trauma goes brrrrr

[itzcherrybonbon]

Sad and very long fact about Iris:

"Iris" isn't even her real name. Her personality isn't even the real her. She had a twin sister with the same name. The twin sister was two minutes older than her. The two found a gun one day and were toying around with it, thinking it had no bullets. But when it was her turn to pretend to shoot the bad guy, BAM. Turns out it did have one bullet stuck in it for a while. It shot through her sister's head, and since the sister was a little too close to a set of stairs, her body fell down the stairs as well and kinda bled to death there. They were both 5 when it happened. So what did she do? Cried in pain and guilt for her sister, put her on the couch with a white cloth over her head and prayed for her to go to heaven, then more guilt overtook her as she thought her sister would hate her. So she ran away from home and climbed up the mountain, hoping that if she fell, she would die and join her sister so she could apologize to her.

She didn't die. The more she travelled through the underground, the more terrifying monsters she met, the more was she changing and slowly losing it, because she kept hearing voices and seeing hallucinations of her sister.

Being trapped in the Doodle Sphere made it worse. She lost touch with reality and forgot who she was. She thought she was the vessel to her sister, therefore began to act like her and used her name.

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Lizzy was gone. Now, there was only Iris..

@angels-dreamings

Thoughts on this? <3

[cherrybombfangirlwrites]

9 lines, 9 people (tag game)

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religious trauma goes brrrr, Aaron and Evie have to pretend that Aaron caught her and bring her right into the heart of the witch hunter's operations 🤪

Many of the members of The Society gave Aaron proud or satisfactory nods as they made their way deeper into the caverns. All of them bore the same mark on their necks.

Evie whispered under her breath to Aaron as they turned a corner, “Are those marks-”

“Branded?” Aaron whispered back, “Yes.”

“Do all of them- all of you… get them?”

“Once we come of age or join The Society, yes, we all get them.”

Evie hesitated as they went down several more hallways and around more corners through the maze into the heart of the caverns.

Finally, she asked him under her breath, “How… how did you get your’s?”

“When I came of age. I was still young when me and Miriam joined. She was old enough so she got her’s right when she was initiated in.”

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[characteroulette]

ACTUALLY I HAVE REASONINGS FOR THESE (and also Slither Wing!!)

And that is: Apollo has been othered since he was a baby. Born out of place, raised by strangers (basically), sent across the world and abandoned a second time, unwanted and never finding a real home to belong to, he's an outsider. Hisui form Pokemon tie him to a home he can never return to, tie him to being just off enough that others always notice.

Hence his prickliness. He's stand-offish and a hard coconut to crack, defending his inner soft and sweet core because he's been abandoned too many times now. He accepts where he is finally, but it's a scar he has to live with. It's a wound that never healed properly that makes him show his fangs when backed into a corner.

(I mean also I had an idea that Khura'in was another world that Apollo got booted out of and is desperately trying to claw his way back to, but that's a different au idea lol)

for a thing, do you have any pokemon team ideas for the RGB puzzlers? I may be doing something

Ooohh!!! I love creating Pokemon teams!! Hold up I'm about to go full nerd mode --

Okay so I crafted one for Luke on a whim since he's so connected with animals all ready. We got

Toppy the Rattata,

Theo the Teddiursa,

a Ducklett,

a Chatot,

a Slurpuff,

and a Carbink! (Though Bunnelby, Buneary, or either Nidoran would also work)

(As a bonus, Layton's team includes an Unown, a Sigilyph, and a Galarian Weezing. Phoenix has a Talonflame, a Masquerain, a Sigilyph, and either a Dragonite or a Salamance. Just some sort of Dragon.) (Bonus bonus, Claire has a Chingling/Chimecho on her team.)

Apollo team is a lot harder a think for me. I am coming up with this on the fly okay here we go

Hisuian Arcanine,

a Litleo,

a Larvesta (or maybe even a Slither Wing?),

a Basculin (evolves into Basculegion, of course),

a Goomy (also Hisuian form),

and then maybe a Cacnea. Because prickly jokes.

And then Snufkin team can go one of several ways!! Either he has no traditional team (but there is a Celebi always following him around...), he has an entirely Fish team (Arrokuda, Veluza, Finneon, Bruxish, Magikarp, Barboach), OR he has the team I built for him in ScarVio

a Dragonite (his Moominite, if you will),

a Smoliv,

a Finneon (/Basculin; would tie him to Apollo more),

a Dedenne,

a Klefki,

and either a Larvitar or Bramblin, I can't decide. (Sudowoodo also good.)

Hopefully my theming comes through on Snufkin and Apollo's teams lol thanks for asking this!!!

[actuallynickels]

Hello there!

I just wanted to tell you that I adore your art and I loved the Hunicast! They were some of the best videos I watched throughout 2020, they cheered me up! I think you’re an inspiring artist and I hope your series goes far!!

If I had a question, I guess I would ask what your favorite thing to draw is! Whether it be emotions or character design or anything!

I hope you have a great day! Thank you! 😁

Hey! Thank you so much!!

If I'm being honest I'm at kinda a weird place with art right now. Trying to rediscover why I like drawing or why I started drawing in the first place. A lot of trauma happened in the last few years that really messed up my relationship with art and my depression and anxiety have probably played big roles in that as well.

Honestly right now I like drawing most whatever day to day thing brings me a spark of inspiration. Some days that's fanart, other days that's making new OCs, and some days I just wanna draw random nonsense. Generally the same theme that rings through tho is pretty colors, rough textures, and round shapes. Those make brain go brrrrr.

[ao3feed-stingue]

all was golden, when the day met the night (when the moon fell in love with the sun)

by ninjnerd_Anaklusmos

Sting's fingers twitched, their melodic dancing halted by Rogue's own shaky fingers. It felt more right than anything else he had ever done before, taking Sting's hand. It felt different from the last time they had held hands, like it meant more. Sting didn't seem to mind, leaning against him a little harder, shifting his head to be closer, and breathing slowly. Rogue's face felt hot, and he did his best to ignore it as he tightened his grip on Sting's hand.

He didn't want to move anyway. His shadows had always loved Sting's light, and now was no different.

Or, Rogue and Sting growing up together in Sabertooth, and all the awkward hand holding that entails.

Words: 4712, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Series: Part 1 of guilds of misfits (and assorted criminals)

Fandoms: Fairy Tail

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: Gen, M/M

Characters: Rogue Cheney, Sting Eucliffe, Orga Nanagear

Relationships: Rogue Cheney/Sting Eucliffe, Rogue Cheney & Sting Eucliffe

Additional Tags: Mentioned Jiemma (Fairy Tail), Mentioned Minerva Orland (Fairy Tail), Mentioned Yukino Aguria (Fairy Tail), Homophobia, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Implied/Referenced Abuse, Blood and Injury, Minor Injuries, Mentioned Lector (Fairy Tail), Mentioned Frosch (Fairy Tail), Holding Hands, Cuddling & Snuggling, Shy Rogue Cheney, Hurt/Comfort, Childhood Sweethearts, Antisocial Rogue Cheney, Awkward Rogue Cheney, Self-Doubt, Self-Worth Issues, Toxic Jiemma (Fairy Tail), Idiot Sting Eucliffe, Mean Orga Nanagear, he's young and impresionable okay, he matures, Pretty Sting Eucliffe, Childhood Trauma, Trauma, Mutual Pining, Rouge Cheney is in Love with Sting Eucliffe, oh my god they were roomates, Cute Kids, Overworking, Self-Defense, I'm Bad At Tagging, Blushing, Anxious Sting Eucliffe, Anxiety, Forehead Touching, Power Imbalance, Crying, Minor Character Death, it's jiemma lmao, light and dark dynamic goes brrrrr in my brain, They are so soft for each other, each other's ride or dies fr fr, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, but i can't think of any rn

Source:https://archiveofourown.org/works/54367774

[harley-style]

Back on my TWEWY!VBS au bullshit

Featuring headcanons post-Game!!

Toya is less reserved and does things without a hint of shame to the embarrassment of the others

He randomly kisses his teammates (akito corner of mouth, kohane's fingers, an's cheeks) just to see them redden. He enjoys it immensely.

Hes still rlly kind and earnest and genuine but the game kinda fucked with him yanno he's adopted a yolo kinda mindset

Akito is more or less settled in his own skin. Hes had to get some help from others but ultimately he realizes that even without his passion/dream or talent, he is still a very good person and someone important to his team. Hes more of a live for the people you love kinda guy now

Hes still temperamental and moody but around his team he's less harsh and moreso just blunt

When hes embarrassed, he will find kohane first to bury his head in her hair, if he cant find her its an's shoulder, and when those two arent around toya's jacket it is. (Toya does most of the teasing to him, so more than likely akito's trying to hide from him)

An turns up the physical affection a lot. You will now see her hanging off toya and akito's shoulders, linking arms with kohane or just in general having an arm wrapped around their waists

Shes scared if she lets go of them theyll disappear haha abandonment issues go brrrrr

She likes changing up her hairstyle a lot, and lets kohane and akito mess with it. Kohane likes brushing an's hair a lot

Kohane goes nonverbal a lot bc she forgets she has her voice again

When it happens in a show she somehow finds a way to make sure the audience is still engaged haha. She might force herself to make sounds just to backup their song vocals, but this is rare. An akito and toya can tell when she cant speak so taking over her lines is seamless

Though toya once done goofed by doing his funky kohane voice like he does in the hollow song. He thought itd be funny....akito didnt talk to him for a day

All four of them get odd when ppl ask them about their incident and the one week hospitalization

Toya is the most normal, you ask him about it and he just goes quiet and doesnt want to talk about it. Its like attributed to a regular trauma response, bc to everyone else vbs DID nearly die so like.

Akito kinda avoids the issue. When ena corners him about it he shifts to his more polite persona except its jarring bc you can feel him glaring at you. Ena of course is confrontational so another fight breaks out between them

An gets super weird. She starts acting like Nagi -- it was never noticeable at first but the longer she did it ppl started to get concerned.

Kohane suddenly goes Akito Mode, getting all grumpy and huffy haha. Just dont ask about the game to her, it wont end well

Did i mention Joshua becomes Toya's music teacher? Harumichi goes bug eyed at this bc Joshua is kinda famous with classical musicians. That toya managed to ask him for lessons is insane. He starts thinking that toya is back on the classical music grind

Joshua shoots that down pretty quick and says hes a music teacher, not a classical only teacher. Hes got a condition for toya to come to him for lessons, and thats to continue his activities with VBS and succeed at them. Harumichi is stunned lmao

Kohane pesters Neku a lot, as more visually creative people. He helps her create a tag for VBS bc surprise graffitti artist kohane wheeee

She has An or Akito spot her a lot.

No one knows if VBS is dating or not and tbh neither do they, they just like being close.

Akito gets annoyed with some of the reaper uniforms and drags mizuki to help him redesign them (mizuki doesnt know about reapers lol)

An learns breakdancing! She puts a blush on her partners' faces everytime she makes a move, bc goddamn An is fucking gorgeous

They all take commissions and requests from shibuya to perform haha. Ken is surprised when some well known person goes into Weekend Garage to ask specifically for VBS

Ken somehow also becomes their manager. An has tried to tell him he doesnt have to, they can manage, but goddamnit Ken nearly lost his daughter and her friends (ppl he considers his own kids at this point) he really doesnt want to let them out of his sight

The SEKAI changes too. Its still a street sekai, but now there are more...people, kinda? Like in stage sekai theres an audience, the livehouses in Street Sekai have audiences too, which delight the vocaloids

Somehow there are also shops and stores containing the kids' interests

The changes are honestly due to the influences the twewy cast has on VBS. Their souls are unnaturally strong, so some part of their soul latches onto the VBS squad and sorta imprints on the sekai.

Its like fragment sekais but it anchors to the street sekai itself so it becomes stable

So now VBS goes exploring their sekai a lot. Kohane likes going to the rooftops, toya tours the livehouses, an and akito go through the stores

[melodygatesauthor]

Writer Self-Rec Fics Ask Game

Rules: writers list your top 5 favorite fics of yours and then send this to 5 writers! :)

I got this from both you and @runa-falls hehe. Thank you both for sending this in!

Goooooood question...

I'm not picking "nostalgic" ones. Like I won't pic the first one I wrote just because it's the first. I'll go solely based on the feels. Also these are in no particular order.

And you KNOW I have to say a little blurb about each one. Sorry (not sorry).

Not a Doctor - Still, in my opinion, one of my more underrated fics. It might be my top fave I haven't decided. I think it's because it is so "me" coded as far as personality goes. Jake snuck up on me. I didn't write about him for the longest time because I didn't love him the way I thought I loved Steven and Marc. Then when I fell for Jake I was GONE - OBSESSED - KILL ME NOW. So this fic is just that feeling in one.

A Bit Dodgy - Not only is my bestie @whatthefishh editing this for me, it's the first big idea I had for an MK fic. I've been working on this fic since December 2022 and I just love the idea so much still. It's fun, angsty, sexy, and makes my brain go brrrrr.

The Fractured Moon - I mean HELLO. Yandere? Check. Moon boys? Check. SMUT? Check check check! It's filthy, horrible, disturbing, and all the things I love more than I should because it's depraved.

Worth the Risk - My first dive into the bfd/dbf scene. It's a little dark, definitely depraved, forbidden, and all of the above. Give me some corruption kink mixed with an age gap and a forbidden relationship and I'm here with my bib on bitch.

Forever Bittersweet or Save Us - I really couldn't decide. Both of these fics were very cathartic for me. Forever Bittersweet crept up and took me by surprise when the idea hit. It took me some internal thinking in order to really figure out why I was writing it, but I wrote it at the almost 2 year anniversary of my childhood friend (a guy I'd known since I was born) taking his own life, and I think in a way it was a tribute to him. The story is in no way the same as the story he and I shared but it was that "I'd do anything for you" feel that really got be, because that's how we were. - Save Us was symbolic for the toxic relationship I left. My ex was abusive mentally and emotionally. Steven and Jake represented the sides of him that made me stay so long, the good sides, and Marc was the part that made everything hard. It does NOT paint Marc in a good light and I'm sorry for that, but it wasn't about Marc, it was about me working through my trauma!

Sorry I like to share the things no one asked for! Lol <3

[fauxsandd]

childhood memories

"you don't have a heart, am I right?"

[lord-squiggletits]

IDW Megs having a sympathetic backstory is cool and all but I also think that he was a cool character during those years of his life when he was just an evil murder husband. Like come on you can’t look at moments like him ripping out a Quintesson’s spark to beat up the Terrorcons or basically everything he does with the stealth bomber frame and not go “aw man that’s badass man” lmao

[kanene-yaaay-o-retorno]

OH GOSH!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE I FINALLY FOUND THIS AGAIN!!!! OHHH GOSH!

I-

I am without words. This is so well planned and written and holy gosh, the drawings? Beautiful. Truly fabulous and wonderful! Without mentioning all the files, the conversations, description... Bruh it was all so amazing and interesting that I couldn't bring myself to stop reading!!! What a ride!!!

Okay okay okay, now about Logan? Oh boi, oh mah boi. I wanna hug him. I am on the floor. Poor being, he is clearly so traumatized with all of this and he just want to go away, to stop hurting people and two years????? Of being experimented over and over again? F u c k. This was definitely a hellhole!

And gosh, reading the interviewer's getting gradually more forgetful to the point where Logan just loses it all gets all the memories wow. WOW

W o o o o w

Also, reading first about Logan's power (anomaly?) and THEN seeing it in action is very special! I mean, it hurts but ajcagvsicsmvsucs it's really really impressive!!

And don't even get me started about The Child. Oh my gosh, Thomas please help and adopt him. Actually, ADOPT ALL OF THEM!! THAT IS WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT, BABE!!! KICK this company on its F A C E!!!!!!

He protecc, he loves, he FIGHT!

[I finally finished it and I think the updates to his file are even better than before! I hope you like it, I didn’t make the PDF have the fancy texture because that just takes so long and I need to draw Roman because his file is done as well. Anyways Logan is stressed. XD Warning- mentions of child abuse but there are no details about it, only that it happened.]

[Patton] [Logan] [Roman/Remus] [Virgil] [Janus] [Thomas]

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SCP-110315 - [Logan “The Memory Storage”]

Item #: SCP-110315

Object Class: Euclid KETER

Special Containment Procedures: SCP-110315 is considered to be too knowledgeable on the Foundation and its whereabouts, practices and test findings, and the O5 Council have decreed that under no circumstances may it be allowed to escape, which it is prone to attempt on a semi-standard basis if not regularly given mild sedatives and provided with numerous distractions. Long-term containment procedures for SCP-110315 are currently unknown and testing is prohibited. As the Foundation has been unable to terminate SCP-110315 by any means so far available to the Foundation, subject class has been redesignated Keter and will be monitored appropriately. See ███ ██████████ ██████ █████ ██ ████ ████ ███████ ██████████ ███ █████ ██ █████████ for any updated procedures. As of ████ all current and new information about SCP-110315 has been Clearance Level 5 Restricted. Nonadherence to these restrictions is grounds for immediate termination…….

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Or look in the read-more for a transcription.

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[fvcking-panda]

Okay so

Will x Gareth. A.k.a greatwise

Brain is going brrrrr with them rn, i hope this makes sense.

First encounter

• Will comes back to Hawkins and realizes there is a d&d club now that doesn't have a DM anymore because Eddie graduated (because he did, we don't accept the last episode in this account thank u very much).

• So on the first day of school, everyone in the table are discussing about what they're gonna do now without Eddie, and my sweet child raise his hand with shyness like: "I can plan a campaign if you all want to-". And Gareth is fucking excited because neither him, Jeff or freak #1 (which i decided to named Frank because that dude doesn't have a name) make great campaigns, and Mike doesn't make them anymore since season 2, so he's curious and has high expectations because Dustin talked about Will the entire time BECAUSE HE'S A GREAT PERSON AND HE DEFINITELY WORSHIP HIS BESTIE IN FRONT THE ENTIRE HELLFIRE CLUB.

• So Will is fucking nervous because he want to impress them, especially 'cause even if Mike is his best friend, they're growing apart and he know is not the same anymore, so this is his oportunity to make more friends in high school, Will doesn't want to ruin it.

• So he spends all his free time writing it, having Eddie's help of course, but Eddie doesn't have the entire information about it because he's gonna be part of the first session and Will want to impress him too.

• But sweet Will doesn't understand the concept of have some rest and he starts to fall asleep on class, which unfortunately for him and perfect for the plot, made him walk down the last room at the end of the day for detention.

• You will not guess who's also there.

• Is Gareth, ofc, my boy ended there for the third fight of the week, and it's Tuesday.

• He's on the last desk of the classroom playing with his pencils like they're drumsticks. He also has an ugly injury on the lip for the fight, and he has that bitch face who make everyone around him avoid any near seat.

• But Will is relieved for a familiar face, especially because he's in Hellfire club so maybe he can bond the time talking about the campaign (and definitely he'll talk about the subject to make notes about what they're expecting).

• So he sits right next to Gareth, who didn't reacted because he was more focused on remember the "master of puppers" drum solo than the other poor soul trapped in detention too.

• "Another fight?". Will asks, trying to look friendly, he almost regret it because Gareth turn around annoyed by the interruption, but Emerson smiles brightly when he realizes is the new kid.

• He explains the reason of the fight was another person insulting the Hellfire club, naming them a cult especially because they told that now was complete because the "zombie boy" joined and that somehow sounded like the human sacrifice all cults needs to.

• Gareth is upset when he's telling it and Will would be sad if he was focused on it, but he's more shocked because they barely know each other, the only thing they have in common is the Hellfire club and that both goes to the same school, they are not even in the same grade and he wasnt there with the upside down combo so no trauma-bonding. So why he got into a fight to defend him?

• Gareth of course realizes the silent he's inmersed into, and missinterpret it like he's affected about it, so he tries to cheer him. "Don't pay attention, they're douchebags who wouldn't recognize greatness even if it punched on their faces, I know, I tried".

• Will just smiles, "did you just made a pun with your nickname, Gareth the great?".

• They spend the rest of the detention talking and they realize how much they have in common. The d&d is just the surface of the iceberg, because they also share similar music taste, and that my dudes and duddetes and everything in between is a new world for them.

• Will only had Johnathan to talk about it before, and Gareth's taste is slightly different than the rest of Corroded Coffin, he's interested in metal of course, but he likes rock a little bit more. And Will starts to ramble about the his especial vinyl collection on his house.

• "no way, Queen? Do you have the newest already?" Will tell him how he made Argyle and Johnathan stay with him outside the music shop one day before to be the first one to adquire it.

• "You can go at my house if you want to".

• "Sure! Give me your address".

• Will opens a notebook to write in it and his sketchbook falls, Gareth immediately bend down to grab it but the sketchbook is opened at the middle and he cannot avoid to look at it.

• "Did you draw this?"

• Will is embarrased, first of all because that's a David Bowie portrait with pencil and is not his best one, but also because he cannot think in a straight explanation of why he draw him without clothes (even if he swear is for practicing purposes in human anatomy).

• But Gareth is really impressed, like, legitimately amazed by Will's skills. The drawing is so cool and he cannot believe is made with pencil only. He assures at Will how much talented he is, and a blushed Byers just smiles brightly, both relieved and flattered because Gareth is cool with it.

• So Will trust him enought to let Gareth look at the rest of the sketchbook. Will has a lot of different things in there: ideas for paints, color test with his new set of watercolors, the party's portraits, some backgrounds of California, previous campaign notes and the characters he returned to write again since he left Hawkins, now with different backstories that he wrote on little stick notes on the corners of the pages.

• Gareth starts to ask about the drawings, and Will is happy because he's really respectful with them, like, he's not passing the pages quickly, he is actually admiring it, following with the gaze the traces, and he's curious about what he has to say, so Byers spoil him talking about little details too. "I was actually listening this specific song on that one", "El is actually a great model, she let me draw her often and doesn't move a lot", "i've been stuck in what colors i want to paint that one", "that's an old character that i was thinking to use in the new campaign".

• Will cannot remember what was the last time someone outside his family showed interest in the things he liked. And Gareth is a great listener. He also has a cute smile, Will likes the dimples specially.

• But hear me out, Will's intern monologe is that he's just admiring him like an artist, because objectively artists are used to watch people intensily to decode the principal gestures on them to translate it in paper. So Will is there like "im admiring him for artistic purposes".

• ...Besides, Gareth looks unaware because he's really concentrated on the sketchbook, so It doesn't hurt anyone, right?

• And he has a soft hair, it looks even softer than Steve's. Also his hands are cute, they're probably smaller than his actually, but way strongest too. And his lips-

• Will's face is red and tries to shake those thoughts by writing his adress on the back of a stupid doodle (a little demon dancing) and gave it to Gareth.

• Detention is over, and both are kind of dissapointed because they were actually enjoying it.

• "until Friday, Will the wise!". Gareth's smile is really soft, and contrast with his usual bitch face really well. He just waves and return to his house.

• Will tries to concentrate in the campaign right before he head off to bed, but his brain is exhausted, so he starts to draw randomly on the paper trying to relax.

• Is until the fourth doodle he realizes he's drawing Gareth.

• But is really abstract, is mostly different details he noted before, he doesn't dare to draw his entire face because that could be weird, right?

• So he just fill the rest of the page with a Queen's song lyrics before turn off the light and decides to try and sleep.

• And he pass out immediatly, and for the first time in weeks, he feels relaxed enought to sleep without any dream about the Upside Down.

• Because for the first time in years he felt a little bit of what a teenage normal life looked like, having someone interested in him besides the Upside Down thing, having someone actually listening, having someone who... Who wanted to meet him more, another teenager who was really cool and for some reason wanted to defend him without the overprotection. Someone who didnt make it because he knew about Vecna, just because he found Will worth it for being himself.

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(Im not planning of writing a fanfic because i can't take that responsability atm. But if anyone is interested to properly write it please go ahead! Just give me credits and send me the link!)

[ninja-knox-ur-sox-off]

Monkey King isn't in a rush to teach Mk.

He knows he isn't going anywhere, hes immortal for crying out loud, it's not like there's a deadline.

Monkey King teaches Mk gradually and works on building him up in the ways he knows how. He intends to be there to keep an eye on him and to watch and make sure he's there to step in and take care of anything he can't handle because he doesn't expect Mk to be perfect and he's fully prepared to be his mentor for as long as he needs him; an idea that he doesn't really cominicate cause he just doesn't think to share a lot of stuff. Or maybe he doesn't know how.

That plan changes however the moment that the Lady Bone Demon steps into the picture. Because Mk is still learning. He's not ready, and he's not supposed to be ready either. Not for this.

Suddenly, for the first time in the show, Monkey King is rushing. He packs his bags, barely says goodbye and takes off faster than the speed of sound. He needs to take care of this before it reaches Mk because he's his successor but he never meant him to face her. She's supposed to be gone and it's not Mk's responsibility. It's his.

So off he goes to handle it himself and he teaches Mk via mail and messages because he is still responsible for this person and he doesn't want him to worry or know anythings wrong because this is a thousand times worse than Sun Wukong ever thought it could get.

Except try as he might he's never told Mk he isn't leaving, that it's okay if he's not perfect right away, and that he's not leaving cause it's gonna take him a while to get the hang of everything, heck it took him seven years to learn all his transformations, and even if he tried to reassure him--"so you'll still teach me?" "Of course bud!" "Your hearts in the right place. We can work on the rest,"--Mk doesn't take it the way he means it and it really seems actions speak louder than words for him. And suddenly Monkey King leaves and Mk thinks he's done something wrong, his doubts amplified by LBD's and Macaque's influence on him. Because despite what Monkey King says his actions to Mk say otherwise.

I'm just thinking about how Monkey King is actually a pretty good mentor. He's not perfect by any means, but he really does know where Mk's limits are at and what he is ready and isn't ready to take on, and he never throws him into a situation he isn't sure he can handle. And even if he knows he's got it, he still lingers nearby out of sight to make sure. Any time they face a bigger threat (Spider Queens mech, LBD, Macaque-) he never makes Mk take care of it himself. He drops him on a rooftop, he shields him with his own body and he goes off to handle the big bad issue on his own so Mk doesn't have to.

What Sun Wukong is saying by doing these things is that he won't abandon Mk to face the bigger things alone. That he's there and he's going to help and handle things that he can't and he doesn't even have to worry about it. He is his successor and Monkey King is his teacher and he's not going anywhere. But he's only one dude, as powerful as he is. He's treating Mk too much like a person to protect (*coughs* Tripitaka *coughs*) and not as someone he needs to communicate his thoughts with. (He honestly doesn't seem to be able to really comunicate his thoughts really, trauma go brrrrr)

Mk he thinks he doesn't trust him, doesn't believe in him. That maybe he doesn't even want him. But that's not the case.

Monkey Kings got a lot of flaws but he really is doing his absolute best. Like with all families, miscommunication happens and assumptions are made that aren't true but that does not change the fact that Monkey King really cares about Mk (maybe more than he expected he would) and they've both been through some pretty messed up stuff that makes it hard to comunicate. They'll figure it out though. It might take a while and things will get messy more than a few times, but they're family, and family grows and changes and learns together.

[sumoannoy]

【𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘤𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘔𝘏𝘈 𝘮𝘦𝘯…】

𝗜𝘇𝘂𝗸𝘂 𝗠𝗶𝗱𝗼𝗿𝗶𝘆𝗮 would just be the sweetest guy. Putting you first, making sure you’re comfortable over everything else. Bro could deadass have a broken arm and would still wanna cuddle with you in the hospital bed—can’t change my mind.

He’d also hug you anywhere. In public? Loves it when you hug his arm or stick to his side. In the UA dorms? Will cuddle you on the couch while watching a movie, or hug your waist while you’re making food. In his dorm room? Man’s not even letting you touch the ground at that point.

He’d also be so clingy with it, as long as it didn’t annoy you. He could grip onto you like a koala in bed and would happily be stuck there for the rest of the day, no questions asked. I feel like he’d really like the heat you give off, that you’re just so warm and cozy all the time. It gives him this warm fuzzy feeling that forces a simple to creep up on to his face just thinking about it.

Overall, Izuku just want some love and attention. Especially from his sweetheart.

𝗦𝗵𝗼𝘁𝗼 𝗧𝗼𝗱𝗼𝗿𝗼𝗸𝗶 however, would be a bit less keen. Don’t get me wrong, he loves you to death and back. But touching isn’t really his thing.

Especially at the start of the relationship, he wasn’t too touchy-feely. And it’s not some deep ridden trauma issue or anything, it just doesn’t appeal to him as much.

But, the minute you flash him those big, sparkling doe eyes at him he crumbles, completely wrapping you up in his arms right there and then. Practically trying to absorb you in every conceivable way. Man’s goes from no physical contact to smothering you real quick.

I can also see him wanting a hug when you’re both in private. It would be late at night, you’re in bed together and he just tugs you over to his side of the bed, casting an arm around to waist while still leaving room for you to move away if you wanted.

Or you’re both in his room, studying at his huge desk when he’ll suddenly just put his arm around your shoulder. Mf has no clue what he’s doing but also has no shame.

Later in your relationship, he’d start to just randomly want to touch you. He’ll just grab your hand or lean into you, and your just sitting there like “mf we in gym class”

Overall, Shoto doesn’t love physical touch, but he’ll definitely make an exception for his princess.

𝗞𝗮𝘁𝘀𝘂𝗸𝗶 𝗕𝗮𝗸𝘂𝗴𝗼𝘂 acts like he hates cuddling. Proclaims it on a daily basis, that it’s the most rotten and painfully sickening thing in the world, and he wouldn’t be caught dead doing it.

Buuuuutttttt…

Of course this mf loves to cuddle. Any time in private, catch him clinging on like he’d die if he’s not at least holding your hand. Mr big tough guy is turned into a puddle the minute you get his arms around him.

And he literally melts. Deflates down into you, all of his body weight pushed onto you as his mind goes hazy for a second. He’s secretly a big ol’ softy, especially for you.

He literally wants you to smother him. Would kill just to lay on top of you all day in bed, strong arms practically trapping you against him, his head firmly pressed against your chest or neck, just absorbing your scent and warmth. If you really want his mind to go brrrrr then run your fingers through his hair.

I 100% will subscribe to the fact that Bakugou would sell an organ just to have you rub his hair. Puts him right to sleep aswell.

He’s like a big man child behind closed doors, but as long as his dumbass doesn’t say anything he doesn’t mind.

𝕋𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕜 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖!

ᔕᑌᗰOᗩᑎᑎOY (っ◔◡◔)っ

[a-wrenling]

Ofmd Izzy centric fanfic stupid idea one

Okay so I’ve read so way too many ofmd fics with Izzy and a dead lover (usually Sam Bellamy tbh) and that got me thinking. I may be a bit tipsy and a lot insane but brain go brrrrr. Imma hide the long bs under the cut but otherwise hear me out (also I wrote way too much so here’s idea one)

Also no i did not proof read or even reread this

Idea 1: the revenge is raiding and as per usual it’s fucking wild. Only this crew knows how to fight pirates and is slowly gaining the upper hand. Izzy, protecting the idiots his captain has taking a unhealthy liking to, is fighting like a feral cat but is slowly loosing ground until he turns to a gun pointed right at his head. Cue cinematic slow motion where time goes fucky and dramatic and before the gun can fire the enemy’s hand suddenly isn’t there anymore. Cries of alarm come from the gaggle of enemies left as a hat and long coat wearing figure enters battle and drastically turns the tide in the revenge’s favor. When the battle is one, bonnet thanks the person and asks who they are only to get smth vague like “well I couldn’t let basilica die” and Izzy nearly coughs up a king in shock. And of course bonnet and Ed are like “who tf is basilica?” Only for the figure to look at Izzy and ignore them. As the angry gremlin and stranger have a stare down, with bonnet trying to ask what is happening in the back, Izzy finally goes “how the fuck do you know that name?” Stranger: “your husband told me.” And so on. Izzy eventually demands who the stranger is and what they want only for it to be revealed that the stranger is Mary Hallet (historically she’s the closest thing Sam had to a wife I thing) and she’s come to tell Izzy his husband is dead. Cut to angsty Izzy with totally not his dead-husband’s wife as they and the revenge go and seek to put Sam and his memory to rest. Including Mary being sam’s quartermaster (because Sam would never replace his husband as his first mate), Izzy finally opening up about his trauma, ring lore, Mary denying sam’s proposal because he’d have to ask his husband first (and maybe that’s why he had sailed off and got caught in the storm), the appearance of some of sam’s crew, a treasure hunt, and sam’s not actual death and subsequent polycule of izzyxsamxmary

N e ways if ya enjoyed and/or understood this bs look out for idea 2 that’s totally gonna be uploaded right after this

[elvisabutler]

“#that gif is me at this fic #we’re fucking in a church do do do” um bestie im gonna need u to expand on this POSTHASTE bc the religious trauma kink goes brrrrr

I can't expand too much without writing it all out (and I'm cooking dinner so not actually by the laptop) but I have referred to Elvis as a "good church going boy", a "good southern boy", and had the reader mention that it's Sunday so of course she'd find him at church.

Basically we're defiling 50s Austin Elvis in a church and I have no regrets.

[masochismustango]

HAHA, the first post here goes BRRRRR…~

To be honest, this is NOT the first time, when I draw self-inserts, but this IS the first time, when I upload such thing. I’m still embarrassed a little, but I have a goddamn right to do so, since such thing’s pretty popular now, don’t I? And, yeah, I’m not just a simple fan-girl, who’s in love with a fictional character, no, no way - Salvatore means a lot to me. His words echo deep in my heart, his tragedy is terribly similar to my traumas and… we’re always have been ignored and treated badly. Our feelings are misunderstood as well.

Also, the small sketch over here! I don’t feel like editing this one, ‘cause I find it pretty in its original form. It… looks alive to me. And flawless too.