#Toxic jimin

[vinetae]

Full Circle - PJM

Chapter 5: He loves me, He loves me not.

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Summary: after spending the night sobbing into Jungkook's arms, you decide to finally be the bigger person.

Genre: Angst, Anger, Smut, Hurt no comfort, Hurt/Comfort, Pregnancy!AU, Roomates!AU

Word Count: 16k

Warnings: Toxic Traits, Hurt comfort, Angst, toxicity, Toxic relationship, unrequited love, stubborn Jimin, Toxic stuff, heavy makeout session with JUNGKOOK, soft!Jungkook, best friend!Jungkook, best friend!Namjoon, Roomate!Namjoon

A/n: had this in my drafts too. Jimin's giving me weird vibes in this..

Full Circle -> masterlist

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Once you've settled in the warmth of Jungkook’s burning fireplace, your mind slowly starts to mute itself. Jungkook joined you on the marbled fireplace floor, hand extending outwards to offer you a small mug of tea.

You happily accept, letting out a deep sigh while admiring the fire’s crackles of color. A hushed lull flows over the atmosphere, before Jungkook’s awkward throat clearing cut through the silence.

“It’s been a while..” He shifts in his spot, switching to prop one knee above the other. You nod slowly, eyes still trained on the way the fire’s light illuminates the small stone box it had been entrapped in.

His head leans towards you, tilting at the set out quieted tears dripping from your glassy eyes. Your somber aura broke his heart at the sight.

“Y/n.. Are you okay?” Your eyes take a glance to his, sporting the same sadness yours mirrored.

You sniff, the nod your head kept had faltered to a shake instead. More tears spill from your ducts. Feel his warm embrace tuck you between the safety of his large arms.

Your head nudges against his chest, feeling bad about soaking his navy green T-shirt. Once your pity party fit is over, you pull away, locking eyes with his softened chocolatey ones.

His plump lips curve downwards in a relaxed state. He faints a small, pitiful smile, thumbing away your salty, emotional evidence of your pain.

“Are you good now?”

You softly chuckle, nodding. He takes a deep breath, leaning against the couch’s end with you in arms. Your eyes lull sleepily at the warm sensation, daring to let all of this go and just fall asleep right here and now.

Your ear pressed against his chest can feel and hear every single of his heart beats. Drumming a soft melody that makes your mind feel as if you’re wrapped in a security blanket. His long fingers toy with the middles of your hair, petting your crown gently as a soothing motion.

“Wanna talk about it?”

You shake your head, falling deep into the security he promised you with every embrace. You felt safe in his arms. In a world where you felt so cold and alone, he felt so familiar. His darkened locks fall effortlessly in front of his lashed eyes, the fire’s small ignites brightening his features to a beautiful, artsy like-painting style.

You turn around, still being securely held in his arms. Your eyes lock, noticing no rush, no ulterior motive in his dark, doe-like irises. He felt like home.

Carding his fingers through your own dampened locks, your lips pull closer in an unplanned scene. His breath rolls down your padded, bottom lip, tickling at the sensitive, rounded edges.

A certain aura fills the room, like the aroma of freshly baked cookies creeping into someone’s house when they bake. Your palm comes to rest upon his cheek, daring to just get a little closer.

Maybe you’ll feel safer.

Maybe you’d forget all of your problems.

“Y/n..” He hums lightly, lips barely grazing over yours. His chest beats a little faster at your proximity. You push back, just wanting to forget. Even if it’s only for just a second. Soon, your lips are intertwined with one another's. There had been no underlying sensations in this exchange. Just the comfort, familiarity with it all. His kiss had been gentle and soothing. As if someone had swiped your soul away from its turmoil.

However, as the kiss prolonged, it had been harder to resist in noticing how close your bodies had actually become. His hand sat carefully along the dips of your waist, holding you in place as if like a seatbelt for your security.

He moans against the kiss gently, testing the dangerous waters called you. His once settled grasp on your waist had lowered, guiding you into the comfort of his lap. Your legs sit on each side, straddling his body in want.

Your hands had returned the need, trailing up the plains of his chest. His back arches, pressing his body against yours even more in a sad attempt at closing the imaginary gap between the two of you.

Your chest hums from semi-satisfaction, unconsciously guiding your hips to press themselves firmly down onto his. He lets out a deep groan, before pulling away quickly.

You’re caught off guard by the sudden refusal.

“I- wait Y/n..” He tries to calm the situation, even though his head had been spinning like a thousand miles. You try catching your breath, hands kneading through his soft locks. His gentle gaze locks with yours once more, looking for something in your eyes that agrees with what he was trying to send.

Though, there was nothing he saw that would keep him from this moment.

Still, he was a gentleman.

No matter how hard his dick was hurting right now.

“A-Are you sure you don’t wanna talk about it first?” He questions, studying your multi-faced expressions.

You hesitate before leaning back down to capture his lips once more. His breath heavies, pulling away from another breath of words.

“We- Y/n, I just don’t want you to do anything you’ll regret..”

You take in a deep breath, trying to recollect your mind from this passionate fog. After a few seconds, you dismount from his lap, sitting yourself next to his body instead. Another wave of silence washes over the two of you.

“I’m pregnant.”

His head whips to you, eyes blowing wide at the confession. His mouth opens, looking for something to respond with.

“I- Uh- C..Congratulations..” Your head cranes to keep his gaze, eyes blanking with no feeling.

“The father hates me.” He goes silent. You continue, chuckling hysterically at the situation. Tears slipping from your grasp once more.

“I tried killing myself… Fucking jumping from the balcony. Crazy, right?” He doesn’t do anything but nod gently. His features had no reaction, but his eyes said it all.

“Are you… Still feeling that way?”

You think for a second before shrugging. “I don’t know.”

A beat of silence rings before he continues.

“So, who’s the dad?”

You suck in a deep breath, letting go as you answer.

“Park Jimin.”

He nods, trying to put a face to the name.

Then, it hits him.

“The Park Jimin? The son of the biggest skincare’s brand in Korea?” You nod, shoving your face in the dark of your tucked knees. Jungkook lets out a slight scoff, eyes glancing around the room, trying to understand the whole info dump.

“Did sex Ed not teach us anything?” Your head lifts, giving him a sarcastic chuckle.

“We didn’t sleep together. It was an accidental insemination.” His eyes widened like saucers for the second time today.

“Accidental insemination? How does someone accidentally stick a random girl with someone else’s jizz?”

You chuckle, shaking your head at his commentary.

“He was a donor a while back. A couple was going to do it, but they accidentally got the name mixed up. It’s like- a one in a million chance, okay?”

He blows out a breath, eyebrows quirked up in surprise.

“That's just- crazy.” His head cranes back to you, a different aura striking the atmosphere.

“So, I’m guessing he wasn’t very happy about the news, huh.”

You nod, leaning onto his shoulder gently.

“I’m living with my friend right now, and they just happen to be roommates. And-” Tears start welling up again, making your vision go a little blurry. You wipe away the stupid salty pity for yourself, cuddling closer to his arm.

“He brought another girl to the apartment.” He sighs, pulling you closer to his side. Your voice starts to choke, being reminded of the horrible things the two of you had exchanged.

“Hey, hey..” He coos, pulling you back into his lap. This time, in a more soothing way, rocking you back and forth.

“I just- was wanting my baby to have a normal life, you know?”

You chuckle in a failed attempt at covering your voice cracks.

“I know, I know.”

His soothing voice calms you down with every gentle second. Your eyelids flutter in exhaustion.

“Then we had this really bad fight..” He nods, tucking the crown of your head under his chin.

“Maybe you should just give it some time.” You shake your head, closing your eyes gently.

Being pulled into his calming rocks and embrace. The fire’s crackles and his patterned beats had relaxed your body more than you had felt in these past few years. Your head tilts, sleep threatens to shut down your body for the night. He smiles, pecking your forehead gently.

“We can talk more in the morning, Y/n” You nod, nuzzling into the comfort of his chest. His fingers toy with your toussels, lulling you into a gentle transe of slumber. The last thing your ears picked up on was the fire’s crack and his soft register cooing at your exhausted figure, assuring you of the safety you held him to.

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Feet trudge through the empty halls. A pitch black stains the atsmopshere, like paint blantently thrown against the canvas. Hours had dripped by, finding yourself in the comfort of solitude.

Your chest rolls out a deep breath, body slinging forwards lifelessly onto the small padded mattress. Your mind trails into it’s preferred conscious.

None.

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Morning falls in the air, sun rising to greet you a taunting smile. Your body aches with pains you’d never even felt. However, the strongest pain had been in your chest. Heart felt as if it had been drug through the mud of a drag strip track.

You rise off the mattress, shuffling over to reach for the doorknob. Your hands halt on the handle, a hushed conversation echoes through the small complex.

“Yeah, she’s sleeping.”

“Yes, hyung. She passed out last night. Yes, she’s fine. Okay, see you in a bit.”

You shuffle out from behind the wall’s pointed corner, holding the flat surface for a sense of false security as to not topple over from sleep inertia.

Jungkook’s head cranes back, flashing a quick smile before setting his phone onto the counter.

“Morning.” You rub the sleep from your eyes, settling against the counter’s edges for support.

Hips pressed flush against the surface. Your features droop to a sleep-affected slope. Baring no emotions towards the situation. His smile fades at the lack of reaction.

“I left you some eggs.” His bouncy locks spiral with a little sheen of dampness from his early morning shower. You hadn’t been aware, and he’d hadn’t shown it, but his heart ached just as much as yours did over this stupid situation.

You had so many dreams, goals. You two used to sit up all night with a few drinks, night dreamin about the lives you wished you had. How you were going to go into animations and designs, get hired by this super famous animator company and make six-figures a year. He knew your plans had been as big as your heart. So that’s why this pained him to see even more.

“Who was that?”

“Hmm?”

Your hand extends, finger pointing towards his phone on the counter.

“On the phone.”

“Ah..”

You watch as he flips the omlet sizzling in the frying pan.

“Namjoon.”

Jungkook had some history with Namjoon. They’d started working out at the same gym at the time you two had met. Some information was exchanged, and a few years later, they had become friends.

“Yeah? What’d he want?” Your voice registers low, sleep still very prominent. Jungkook quicks a smile, sliding the plate of fuel towards your side of the counter. He leans against the counter, turning the stove’s hot dial off.

“He’s coming by later to let me borrow some of his canvases.” His eyes set on the tiny licks you’d been slurping up on the whipped cream’s tip. His throat dries at the sight. Your stomach had been protruding quite a bit now, but still had just looked as if you had a big meal.

“You? Painting?” He groans, watching as your laugh lines fade into your cheeks, joining in on the smile fits. “Yes, me. And it’s for my sister.”

“Mmmm, I don’t think you can really borrow canvases.”

“No shit, dummy.”

“Then why say borrow?”

“Just eat your eggs.”

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“Joonie!”

“Y/n!"

His arm open wide to receive your hug, as you tumble into his wide chest. Your own small limbs wrapping around his large frame, as if holding for dear life. Namjoon let's out a chuckle, patting the top of your head before pressing a kiss to the crowd. His hand slides into yours, as you make your way down the street. Turning back, waving to Jungkook goodbye.

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"You hungry?" Namjoon had been a lot nicer this morning. No jabs towards the way you look and smell like shit. Having lips cracked from hydration, as he slides the large Figi water over to your side, digging into his Chow Mein noodles. You slouch, pinching your nose in disgust.

The smell of something had caught your attention, making the sense of pile crawl up your throat. Pushing away from the table, you stand, walking away.

"Y-Y/n! Just hold on a- ow!" His body collides into your small one. He leans to the side chewing you out.

"Damn it, Y/n, you have to watch where you're go-"

Then, he sees it.

A little baby stroller being pushed back and forth by it's mother, as she coos towards the small child. Your hand comes to slowly clutch at your belly, rubbing small, unconscious circles.

A smile tugs your lips. "I'm having a baby, Joonie.."

He chuckles, nodding as he wraps you up in a tight back bear hug, pressing a light peck to your cheek.

"And you'll be the greatest mom, Y/n."

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"Apologize."

"No."

"Jimin-"

His arms cross, turning his body away from you.

"What do I have to apologize for? Im right."

"For fuck's sake, Jimin, stop acting like a whiny little bitch and grow up. You're going to be a father." Namjoon's commanding voice had sent shivers up your spine. Hand reaching low to cuddle your belly, thumbing gently over its protruding bump. Soft coos fall from your lips, in attempt to calm both you and your child's nerves.

Jimin's head turns, heart clenching at the sight. No, jimin. We're still mad. Furious. How dare she come into your room, uninvited, ruining your night.

Baby or not, she's a bitch.

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Day had fallen doen from the skies. Being hung with night time's easential and light glows instead. Your hand hesitantly grips onto the handle of his door, waiting for something in your body to tell you 'turn around'.

Nothing.

Before you know if, your knuckles knock thrice against the wooden door.

After a few seconds drip by, it opens. His voice is flat and cold.

"What do you want."

Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry-

With shaky hands and tears threatening to spill over, you awnser.

"I-I wanted to talk."

His arms fold, keeping the door proped open with just one foot. Eyebrow raised.

"Well?"

Reaching into your jackets zipped pocket, you pull out the peice of paper Jungkook had helped you write out to help with the ache you felt in your heart. You didn't want to be mad at him. You didn't want him mad at you. You wanted to be a family.

Your hands trembled, voice beginning to break in confidence as you read off the words like a script.

"J-Jimin, I know we m-might not be the closest of friends, and I-"

Don't cry, Y/n. This is already pathetic enough.

His head tilts, huffing In a deep breath, awaiting.

"And?"

You continue with a tremble in your voice. Barely even being able to keep it high in confidence enough for him to hear.

"And I know that you didn't w-want.." You choke up. Curse these tears. Jimin scoffs, eyes evolving at the pitiful sight.

"Why do women always love playing the victim card, hm?"

Your eyes look up to meet his. His expression changing immediately once he sees the genuine tears that had painted your cheeks. Face flushed red, as your free hand gripped at your baby bump. Mouth dropping, but only cut offs of words spill out.

"I-I'm-"

His arms extending, pulling your small frame into a loose side hug.

"Hey.. it's okay, Y/n." His body comes to front yours, kneeling down to take your hands into his. Eyes focusing on only yours now. Great. He made a pregnant woman cry.

"Just breathe, Y/n.. You're okay." Your whole body felt like it had been on a wild roller coaster ride.

Stomach sore from your dry heaving fits of this morning, throat pinched and coiled as you try and speak, but only small whimpers exit.

You felt weak. Useless. Helpless.

Jimin sighs, standing to pull you close to his chest. Tucking your head under his chin, as he sways the three of you side to side gently. Palms rubbing soothing circles along the center of your back.

"It's okay..

I forgive you."

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[yankpop]

Yandere BTS: Punishment - Maknae Line

DISCLAIMER: This is a FICTION work only made for entertainment purposes that includes yandere/dark. I do not support or encourage any type of abusive behaviour. 

Check more: Masterlist.

Female reader

WARNINGS: Toxic/Unhealthy Relations; Implied Kidnapping (Jimin/Jk) ; Violence.  

AN: Hope you guys like it 💖 Let me know!

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Jimin

“No, no, no, please… Jimin, please!” you desperately plead, fear striking deep as his hand slowly stalks towards your ankle, his fingers teasing the soft skin with a cruel smirk on his lips at watching your reaction.

“Oh, baby, where’s the tough girl attitude now? Gone?”

You keep your lips tightly closed, eyes wide open, anxious over what is coming. 

“So sad, I was enjoying seeing you pretend to be someone that you clearly aren’t.” Jimin pouts his lips, mimicking a baby voice as he makes fun of you. 

But immediately his amusement soon dies, the smile scarily slipping from his face as irritation replaces it.

You hate how bipolar Jimin seems at times. 

“You should've never - never - had gone against my word. Had you been a good girl to me, there would be no need to be putten back into your place."

"But you’re a stupid, dumb girl.” he spits to your face as his fingers dangerously narrow around your ankle, making you wince in distress. 

You shake your head, eyes watering with silent pleas that go by ignored. 

“Bad girls don’t deserve rewards. They deserve pain. That’s what you deserve, you little bitch.” 

An ear-curdling scream escapes from your lips as Jimin snaps your ankle, the bone cracking with a sickening sound.   

“I wanna see how far you will run away from me with a broken foot.”

V

Access denied. 

You almost choke when the notification shows up. It can’t be real. It’s a glitch or a mistake.

It has to be. 

But no matter how many times you log into your bank account, the app warning is the same. 

You simply don’t have access to the money in the bank account. Your own money. 

You’re so distraught by this that you don’t even notice Taehyung leaning against the door, eyes carefully seeing you. 

“I suppose you’ve discovered it.”

You look up, a frown on your face. 

“The bank… my account... it’s not-”

“I cut your access to it.” the words leave his mouth as if it’s no big deal. 

“What? Why? It’s my money!” your voice wavers when he raises his brows, slightly annoyed at your burst. 

“And you’re my girlfriend, so your money is mine too.” Taehyung solemnly declares, tongue poking in his cheek. 

Your mouth drops open at his words. A flame of anger ignites inside you, only to be quickly smothered underneath his hard gaze.

“You need to-”

“No, you need to start behaving like you actually have a brain in that head of yours.” he interrupts you, raising his voice above yours, shutting you down. “You’re nothing without me. You can’t even control your own life, let alone your bank account.”

Taehyung’s tone gets meaner with every step he takes, slowly moving forwards towards you. 

“Anyways, why do you even need money if I’m here to provide for you, babe? You need me and nothing else.”

Jungkook

A pained cry escapes your lips as the belt roughly connects with your sore ass. Your hand grip the sheets tighter, pain spreading through your back, making it harder to ignore.

The deep breaths you attempt to take are a failed exercise that doesn't help you at all, if anything it only makes your pain worse. 

“This one is for lying to me.” Jungkook declares, voice filled with contained anger. You can only cry as the skin of your arse burns, sobbing when he twists your wrist to keep you from writhing around. 

Another sharp hit has you burying your face into the bed sheets, muffling down your sobs. But you’re still able to hear him speak. 

“This one is for betraying my trust.” 

“This one is for being disrespectful to me.”

“This one is for spitting on my face.”

By the time Jungkook is finally over with the punishment, you’re dissolved into a complete mess of tears and snot, shaking and flinching at every movement you take. 

Your ass is literally on fire, the skin too sensitive to handle the punishment you just received. 

He pushes your limp body against his, forcing you into an unwanted hug. Jungkook presses a loving kiss to your sweaty forehead, humming as you cry. 

“You know that I didn’t want to do this, right? But you gave me no other option, love. If you had behaved, this wouldn’t have happened. It’s your own fault.” 

His tattooed hand gently pushes some hairs out of your wet cheek. 

“Hopefully you’ve learnt your lesson, babe. Cause I don’t mind repeating this punishment.” 

[akookminsupporter]

JIMIN AND JUNGKOOK AND THE HATE THEY DON'T DESERVE.

Being part of this fandom when your biases are Jimin and Jungkook is not easy. Forget about whether you believe there is something more between them; being a fan of them in this fandom is difficult. Every day is a new reason to feel helpless, upset, disappointed, and afraid that they see all the hatred they receive. Hatred they don't deserve, particularly Jimin.

I will never tire of saying how wonderful Jimin is and that, even though I don't know him, I can tell he is a good person, friend, and colleague. A respectful, affectionate, hardworking, dreamy person. One of those people who doesn't seem real, one of those people who are perfectly imperfect. And that's why I'll never understand why he receives so much hatred and why many in this fandom allow it.

Jimin has always been the number one enemy of Taekookers and many Solos, for different reasons but one in common: envy. These groups have always been able to say whatever they want about Jimin, and practically nothing, aside from his fans and Jikookers is said in response. And what's worse, when these fans say something to defend Jimin, they are labelled as Solos or reduced to mere shippers. Jimin cannot be defended, apparently.

The hatred they, particularly Jimin, have been receiving since their trip to Japan with Jungkook was announced is sad. What has happened since before the rumours that Jimin and Jungkook would enlist together in the army came out has crossed all kinds of limits. Jimin has been insulted in the vilest ways I have ever seen in my life, and virtually no one says anything—no one, except the usual ones, of course. When the rumours surfaced in the Korean press, the hatred intensified. Haters once again realized that they could say and do whatever they wanted, and nothing would happen to them because, once again, the fandom, in general, did nothing to defend Jimin, to silence the haters. Funny how that doesn't happen when it comes to another member.

After Big Hit confirmed that not only Jimin and Jungkook would enlist together but also that they would do it under a special program that guaranteed they would be together for the duration of their military service, hell broke loose. Disinformation became an everyday thing, insults, mockery too, and the target remains the same: Jimin.

You are guilty when you do something wrong, but you are also guilty when you do nothing when you see others doing something wrong. I believe even the latter is worse. Jimin and Jungkook decided to apply for a program that guarantees they will be together throughout their military service for reasons they only know and don't have to disclose, nor do they have to give explanations. That decision, which surely was not easy to make, must be respected by everyone, period. Not questioned, not belittled, not explained to fit into absurd narratives.

The way Taekookers always paint Jungkook as this manipulable person, incapable of making his own decisions, who always does what the company, according to them, tells him is deplorable, disrespectful, and further proof that they don't care about Jungkook. The way I've seen many diagnose Jungkook with different things, in treating Jimin as a helpless and weak being who needs a bodyguard with him to say that they applied to the program because they had to and not because they wanted to is insulting. And yet virtually no one says anything.

Jimin and Jungkook will never be the enemies that many want them to be. They will always be the two members who seem to be the closest. They will always be the ones who understand each other with just a look. They will always be the ones with the same sense of humour, who laugh in the same way, and who simply share more things in common. They will always be the ones who promised to go to the moon together and the ones who seem to have no secrets from each other. Those who comfort each other, who are there when one is sick etc.

JIMIN AND JUNGKOOK WILL NEVER BE THE ENEMIES MANY WISH THEM TO BE.

Reducing all the hatred they are receiving right now, and that they have always received, to a shipping issue is insulting, it's cowardly. If your conclusion is to blame Jikookers only, ignoring absolutely everything that Taekookers say daily, what Solos and akgaes say daily, let me tell you that you are a hater too. And you are, in a way, worse. YOU are the problem. If you are unable to stand up for them because you think it will make you a shipper, you are the problem because it goes beyond that. If you are afraid to defend the love, affection and trust that they obviously have for each other, if you are afraid to acknowledge that they are close, that they are great friends, you are the problem too. No one is asking you to accept that Jimin and Jungkook are married or anything like that, what many of us would expect from everyone who claims to be a fan of BTS, is to defend the members of EVERYTHING and EVERYONE. If you are incapable of doing that, you are the problem too. You are also a HATER.

I hope the time the boys are in the army serves to clean up this fandom from so much rubbish. I hope they find a fandom that supports all seven of them unconditionally when they return. That respects them and only wants the best for them.

But in this life, nothing is that easy, right? I'm afraid to think about what they will say when the documentary is released and what will happen when whatever Jimin and Jungkook filmed together is released. In a way, I'm glad they won't be here when all that comes out because the chances of them not seeing any of that will be high.

[arsonkoobi]

taekooker to jikooker: my personal experience.

this is merely how i felt and all the things i saw while being a hardcore taekooker for almost a year and a half. if you get offended, im sorry but the unfollow and block button is right there, i dont mind. i love taekook themselves, but i can no longer look at them in the way i used to. now they genuinely look like best friends to me. people change, and their perceptions and views on different aspects of life change. thats what happened to me.

I first joined this fandom 5 years ago in mid january 2018 through my friends. taehyung was my first ever bias, so most of the bts related yt recs i had were mostly of taehyung and ot7, and occasional ship videos among which taekook was the most prominent. me being a curious lil unsuspecting lamb, clicked on one, it also helped that my friends were taekookers as well so i dived pretty deep into the rabbit hole of taekook. im gonna be writing my thoughts and experiences on shipping taekook at different times of the year. i dont remember every single detail clearly (like this was 5 years ago) so forgive me if i sound vague at times plus this will only be a summary. without further ado, lets start, shall we?

february-march, 2018

by this time, i already watched quite a few taekook analysis videos, i also came across a few tkk_lives' videos(i think i came across her vids like much later but i just included it here) as well as other deluded channels. i fell even deeper into the rabbit hole. i thought taekook were the epitome of boyfriends silly in love, i felt like they had the best chemistry and that they were the ones whose ship actually made sense. i feel so embarrassed to admit this but one of my rather major reasons for shipping them was how good they looked tgthr🤦‍♀️(im a changed person now i promise). now i realise many tkk analysis channels tend to heavily edit things to make it look like theres something going on, overanalysing things to no end, it made me see them as if they were closer than they actually are, and as if theyre hiding something, but it was really just heavy and clever editing that forces your mind to get convinced. it was quite literally manipulative. plus back then, i was rather immature and hadnt even been in a rltnshp yet, so i blindly believed whatever they said. i believed every narrative and every theory they put out even if i knew lots of them didnt even make sense. they constantly also put out the jealous jungkook/taehyung whenever the other breathes next to another member..as i now realise, thats one of the biggest toxic traits a person can have. they were always pushing tkk as a toxic relationship without even knowing it(or just ignoring it). i also do not like jikook analysis vids where they are portrayed as the same territorial mfs who cant stand the other interacting with anyone else but himself. bc thats literally pushing their relationship as a toxic one and making them look toxic, and i would rather not do that.

march/april-september, 2018

i only watched taekook vids and funny bts moments for a long while as a baby army. i didnt watch official content very much, i ddint even know how to watch official content..i didnt know bangtantv existed yet💀 this tkk analysis watching continued for around 4 or so months after i became an army before i took an unintentional break from them(analysis vids) and i went on twitter. twitter, was so much worse(as i now realise). i didnt have an account at that time and learnt to browse on twt without one(it doesnt really let you do that anymore). at first, i found nothing weird or unusual and i enjoyed lurking on twitter, but slowly i started to see the ugly side of the community. i found multiple accounts directly or indirectly hating on jimin. i was weirded out. very weirded out. i was quite conflicted but..i only thought of it as jimin haters who were coincidentally tkkrs, maybe i refused to see tkk shippers in a bad light? probably, unfortunately i cant remember much and as i said, i was immature.

october-december, 2018

i stumbled across gcf in tokyo somewhere in october, i think it was in a fanwar on twitter and a jkkr said "at least we have this" or sumn along that line and put a link to gcft . idek how i didnt see it earlier. immediately after watching it, i felt..weird, conflicted, insecure. insecure about my ship. it seemed so romantic to me even then. but ofc i didnt let myself give up immediately, and i searched interviews + info about it, i found tkkrs saying vminkook were supposed to go tgthr and jikook only went bc they had a few days off and tae didnt. that gave me a lil bit of security and i held onto that thread of security and refused to believe or even hear out the actual fact(which i will come to later). as you can see, i was a stubborn mf. inside i knew that even if tae not having time off was the "only" reason behind jikook's japan trip, it was still unusual and suspicious to go on a trip with only your "bro" when said "bro" has told you and the world multiple times that they wanna go on a trip alone with you, when the hotel room you're staying at with your "bro" has a see-through glass wall for the bathroom and when you make a whole love confession in the guise of a travel log for your "bro" while your boyfie is waiting for you at home.

in conclusion, i was very insecure.

did i give up? no, not yet. we're getting there.

so as a masochist and out of curiosity caused by insecurity, i searched up jikook videos on yt, thinking "there's no way they could ever have more chemistry than taekook 🙄" - when i tell you i was wrong as fuck, i mean it. i was HUMBLED. the chemistry and tension between jungkook and jimin was undeniable. i felt uncomfortable watching some certain moments, felt things that i didnt feel while shipping taekook, saw things i didnt see in taekook.

i was confused plus the sinking feeling you get when you've been too loud about what you think and your opinions but then it turns out you were a stupid ass bitch.

there was a plethora of jikook vids, and i think my first jikook video was from Made in Busan, ig it was the "serendipity" analysis? back then it made lots of sense to me, but now it looks slightly overanalyzed (i still believe "serendipity" is very much connected to jikook tho). i slowly got more introduced to jikook in general. this mainly occured in like the first week of october and december as i had my boards in november.

december/january-february, 2019

so its been more or less of a year since ive become a tkkr, gcft is still in the back of my head screaming at me. and then jikook drop another bomb. that is, 2018 MMA.

this..was just, just..i cant explain it in words. jungkook had every bit of his attention directed towards jimin, they were giving each other loving glances, jimin giving jungkook a flying kiss, jungkook giving jimin a finger heart, jungkook subconsciously massaging jimins nape..it was just so domestic and coupley. i've never third wheeled so bad in my life. i felt like i was interrupting something by watching them. imagine how hyunjae next to them felt😔✊not to mention how it very much looked like jungkook was saying "남편"[ nampyeon] meaning "husband" and "형의 남친"[ hyung-ui namchin ] meaning " hyung's boyfriend" in their conversation after jimin pointed to himself and jungkook (forgive me if the spellings/romanizations are not accurate enough, im not fully fluent in korean). plus, after jungkook said it, jimin smiles and shyly looks down..LIKE??

watch from 31:00 to see for yourself. im not kidding.(p.s i love this video so much)

i was bamboozled. i was shocked. i was frustrated. i was feeling stupid. i was begging for taekook to drop something mindblowing or sumn that would regain my secuity in the ship and i found some moments during other award shows but, it didnt feel the same. to me it was really looking like taekook had boundaries and limits between each other, the limits that apply when you're good friends. but with jikook, i couldnt see how their gazes towards each other could be passed off as anything platonic, how their actions+body language could ever be seen as platonic.

so what did i do? did i give up? oh hell no im stubborn as fuck. but we're getting there.

i ignored every jikook moment and brought my focus back on taekook, i started watching analysis and moments again. in a span of a few weeks, the security around my ship had improved after pretending that i didnt feel like a stupid mf after MMA 2018. haha. it sorta worked lol. sorta.

march-may, 2019

these were my last months as a taekooker.

after all that shit, all i wanted was more taekook moments to make me feel better about myself. and i did get quite a few. however, as i said before, they looked like they had boundaries. i couldnt look at them exactly the same.

i was busy in april with my class tests, i doubt i had much time to catch up with the boys. so when the tests ended, it was most likely in the last week of april or the first few days of may.

we all know what happened in the first few days of may, don't we? in case you don't, this is what happened.

surprisingly, i clearly remember the first time i got to know about it.

it was in class, i just arrived and then one of my friends and i start talking and she goes [this convo is all translated from bengali]

"hey did you see what jungkook did at the latest concert?"

"no, i didn’t, what did he do?"

"he went and literally sucked on jimins ear!"

i was shocked once again, my eyes went wide, my heart did a backflip..all that shit. i didnt believe it at first.

"don't joke around like that, you're being absurd" i said.

"im not kidding bro, he sucked jimins ear in the rosebowl concert last week, ill send you a link too"

when i got back home, sure enough, the link was there and i saw jungkooks ear nibbling in all its glory, albeit a bit low quality. but no doubt he took that ear into his mouth and i knew it.

surely i must've given up now? no, but im this🤏 close we're almost there i promise

i went online and found lots of tkkrs denying that jungkook ever took jimin's ear into his mouth and that jimin's ear only got caught on jk's chin. but..if it got caught on jk's chin then that means his chin was behind jimin's ear, and his lips must have been at least kissing jimin's ear, given that we couldnt see them very well. the lip we could see was the upper lip, which again lead me to be believe that jungkook did indeed, suck jimin's ear.

yeah, my faith in tkk was crumbling into millions of pieces. because i couldnt see how jungkook, being in a supposed relationship with taehyung, could do that with tae's best friend. i sure as hell wouldnt let my partner get away with that, nor would i ever do that myself with someone else other than my partner. even if its to comfort them. it just goes way over platonic boundaries.

i was seriously considering shifting over to jikook by now. but before that, i searched lots of shit up abt jikook.

there i saw an interview where jimin talked about the tokyo trip with jungkook. what i believed until now was that vminkook were supposed to go tgthr but jikook were the ones with time off, and tae didnt have time off. jimin said he told taehyung and jungkook that he wants to go on a trip to Japan. he didnt say he wanted to go on a trip WITH taehyung and jungkook. yall, ive told my wishes to go to japan and turkey multiple times to my friends, does that mean im taking their asses with me? no. mind you, jimin has said he wanted to go on a trip alone with jungkook multiple times in their rookie era. on jimin's bday of 2017, jungkook tweeted a pic of him(jimin) with the caption "Its not over yet.." and shortly after, we find out jikook went on a tokyo trip by THEMSELVES with no staff, no managers and no other members. dropped off at the airport by jungkook's dad and brother and jimin's dad. jungkook paid for everything and put a hell lot of time into making the masterpiece that is gcf in tokyo WITH a bgm of a gay fucking song by a queer fucking artist and showed the fucking rainbow colored ferris wheel at the line "love is a road that goes both ways".

also

its clear who the main model of gcf is.

you can deny the trip being only for jikook, but you can not deny the symbolism and significance shown in gcf in tokyo. saying "jungkook didnt understand the song, hes not fluent in english" - is so small minded and belittling.

saying he didnt show jimin on the parts "boy, im holding onto something, wont let go of you for nothing, im running, running just to keep my hands on you" on purpose is not only straight up denial but also understimating jungkook's intelligence and artistic capabilities, saying that jungkook isnt smart enough to get the meaning behind these words. and just because hes korean. thats fucking racist if you ask me.

then i discovered the iconic osaka vlives, i was convinced. it was my last straw along with rosebowl.

alas, after around a week of denial, i gave up and became a jikooker in mid may of 2019. ive never looked back. over the years they've only given us more and more evidence and i doubt my beliefs will ever change soon.

i hope this was kinda fun to read, i had been planning to do this for a long time. im glad i finally got to say my thoughts out here. thank you for taking the time to read this<3

[lokisasylum]

The same armys who dragged and wanted to cancel Jimin over "Filter" now pretending to give a shit about the song because their flop-faves allegedly did backing vocals in it is such peak FAKE-ass fan behavior.

[luvismenu]

Three Way || Maknae Line

chap: 20 (talk)

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[swmeltem]

I thought I was too mature a woman to like vagrant men, but I would do anything to have a toxic relationship with this Agust D💘

[bangthemsonyeondamn]

⭒𝑹𝑬𝑵𝑬𝑮𝑨𝑫𝑬⭒ᝰ 𝑷𝑱𝑴

Renegade : Traitor/ Betrayer

Pairing : Jimin x Reader

Word Count : 2.5k

Summary : You got lied and trapped by your own beloved now it's on you how to escape him but it won't be easy as you think.

INSPIRED by the song 'renegade' by Aaryan Shah.

Warnings : ONLY ADULT AUDIANCE PERMITTED! MINORS PLEASE SKIP. TOXIC THEME, dark, yandere, obsessive, narcissistic personality, sociopath, manipulation, dollification. (nothing smutty), Mentions of fire, burns, torture, cuss words and more.

If not comfortable while reading reading kindly exit :)

I woke up gasping for air, my breathing was not steady. I had a nightmare again it's like a daily routine at this point.

Every time it feels he'll be the cause of my death no not the romantic one. He really will be the cause of my death in reality.

He?

My boyfriend

Yes you read it correct.

My own boyfriend of one year

My eyes looked around the room. Nothing changed the same shabby, dark, dull place he has kept me here, he kept me here against my will.

Psychoish? Murderer? Maniac? Insane? Obsessed? Delusional? out of his head?

You don't know what he is. He claims to be your boyfriend but his behaviour it's like he owns you or something. And the way he calls you doll? Gives you creeps. Just by hearing his voice can make anyone have goosebumps within seconds. His voice is like a siren alluring, seductive and sexy.

After being trapped here for 6 months you know he is anything but humane, he has no compassion whatsoever no sympathy for anyone not even his own girlfriend. Do you think a sane boyfriend will keep his girlfriend trapped for so long?

He talks to you like you are a non living thing, like a doll hence the nickname. Being captive here for 6 months or more you don't know, it's been a while since you were free. No he doesn't allow clock, calendar, television, or anything in your room.

He expects you to be silent like a doll, no expression just completely quite. Ofcourse no human can be like that you did expressed so many emotions like anger, depressed, gloomy, miserable yet nothing worked on him. He lacked empathy. If you make him mad he is gonna teach you a lesson so you don't repeat the mistakes again ever and trust me he is very cruel. Especially with you since he thinks you are a doll and you aren't supposed to feel anything.

You tried to escape, multiple times but all went down in the dumps. He might lack empathy but he is very sharp and skilled related to technology. Every door in his house can open only with his fingerprints. This is completely secret but he has a tracker in your pendent. It can't be removed from your neck as it's short and made up of core hardened steel alloy.

You remember the last time you tried to escape. Jimin left the door of your room open, purposely to see what will you do. You had promised him that you won't try to escape anymore or do anything that makes him angry.

He went to the room next to you to see in his tablet what your next move will be. He smirks as he sees you walking towards the door almost in disbelief. You can't believe he left the door open. Is he testing me?

Your heart told you to stay but your mind told you to take a chance what if he actually by mistake left the door open? You don't want to waste any possible chances to escape.

You ran as fast as you could your pace has slowed because he gives you only limited food that is enough to keep you awake. You stand infront of the main door hoping for a miracle at this point. You know you are stupid but you still have silly hopes. Hopes to meet your friends. They are your only family. You don't have any blood related family your friends are your companions in your lonely life.

You think of ways to open the door as tears streamed down your face. You just miss your friends you want to go back to how it was, how happy you were. Somewhere the back of your mind tells you that you did this to yourself. You are the cause of your fate, you are the culprit.

"You need any help?" He asks as you freeze in your place. Should have listened to your heart and not went out of the room. You are terrified of him and shit scared to turn around and face him.

"You tried to go away from ME? I'm disappointed I thought you promised me that you won't fuck around"

His voice deep and slow but I know how much mad he is.

"Since you broke your promise I don't think I should keep mine too. It's unfair right?"

He promised to not hurt you In return you promised to not run away.

You made a mistake. You agreeing to live with jimin was a mistake, you meeting jimin was a mistake, you being born was also mistake. You don't know your parents they just gave you up. You're not upset with them. Who would want to have a child like you. Jimin has messed up your brain. You couldn't think rationally and just keep blaming yourself because he blames you for his loss or if something bad happens.

He looks at you straight in the eye you don't what is going through his sick head. He sure is thinking of doing something fun. It might be fun for him but for you, you are done.

He drags you to the kitchen counter and makes you sit there. You could have ran away and hide in your room but do you really want to make him more mad. Mad than he already is?

He turns on the stove and puts a kettle filled with water. You're confused is he making tea right now?

He didn't even turned back to look at you he keeps looking at the boiling water as if it's calming him down but is he really calm or just so mad that he doesn't even want to face you.

You open your mouth to say something but no words are ready to escape. Do you really want to apologise to him? You brain tells you apologise if you want to escape and your heart tells you not beg from a deranged person like him. Is he even a person?

You are in your own thoughts when jimin is standing infront of you. Weird fact is he is not glaring at you. It's like he us trying to study what you were thinking about escaping.

Park Jimin never lets anyone know his true emotions he hides them covers them up. He thinks Everyone will try to hurt him because his thoughts are different they are far from humanity. They are filled with dark, toxic, twisted things no one could imagine.

But he lets you see his thoughts. Why? one might ask? Because he thinks you are doll a lifeless thing which can't speak. His only doll, the only one who can understand him. The only one who knows the real him. His doll

His eyes studies your face and a tear drops from his eyes.

"My pretty doll....are you a renegade?"

You are confused by this. Why is he suddenly calling you a traitor when he is the one who betrayed you trapped you here?

" In order to be a renegade, you have to be prepared to walk alone and follow your own path"

His hands slightly brush against your calf then moves up carefully to your thighs as he grips them tightly.

"How will you walk alone when you are my doll? I'm the one who owns you, I am the one who controls you, I'm the one who knows the best for you, your goal is to satisfy me and only me."

He takes a the kettle in one hand and looks at me

"Your legs which carried you to the door should be cauterised" he says he pours the hot boiling water on my feets. I tried to scram away but his body infront of me kept me trapped to suffer in agony from the burning pain.

He grabbed by the nape and forced me to walk towards the stove I didn't noticed but the stove was on and the fire was still going on. I couldn't walk properly due to new developed burns but he kept dragging me there. I knew this might happen still I did this he is right I'm dumb to even try to escape.

He had my wrist in his right grip as I kept crying begging for him to let me go. This was pure torture.

"Your hands which tried to open the door these ridiculous hands if I want I would have incinerate them. I'm being Kind to a worthless doll like you instead of being obedient you are causing trouble. You don't even deserve to roam around the room"

He pressed my hands on the fire causing my palms to burn it hurts like hell. Almost a third degree burn I'm sure.

You look at his face to see he is crying too....

Both are crying from different pains

Difference is one is physical and other is mental. He looks as if he is the one getting the burns. He us feeling so many emotions at once. Anger, sadness, jealousy, disappointed.

Too bad He only thinks of his emotions he doesn't give a fuck about how others think that's how his personality is.

He lets your hand goes as you're really on the verge of fainting. You fall on the ground as he kneels to match your height. He cups both of your cheeks while his thumb caress your cheekbones. He gives you a forehead kiss and stays there for a second. He breathes deeply and says.

"This is your fault you deserve this my doll. Next time it will be harder than this I promise"

You can't look at him as you faint in his arms while he carried you back to your room to medicate you. He lays your body on the bed while he begans to treat your palms and feet.

Now in present you look at your bandages. these burns was done by him two weeks ago. You stopped talking to him and he didn't seem to mind ofcourse thats what he wants.

You wonder if your friends ever miss you. Jimin has told all of them that you both are shifting far away but he lied. Obviously.

Your friends warned to multiple times to not roam around him, to not trust him and what you did the complete opposite. You trusted him with you life and ended up here trapped. Your consciousness tells you "you are wrong your friends were right, they were always right. They knew there was something shady about the park jimin but you shushed them told them not to talk bad about him"

Ofcourse Jimin wasn't like this or he maybe was but just he used a facade to get you right into his trap. He took the perfect opportunity to make you fall for him. He also knew how you don't have a family who might look for you. Everything perfect.

As I'm scaning my room waiting for him to enter. During this time he comes in my room to feed me. The door unlockes and I freeze in my spot.

He enters and again locked the doors, his face is too serious as if he is mad somewhat. When he is around me he shows too much emotions.

His yes meet mine and he walks closer to sit near my bed on a chair. He settles the plates and glass down. He picks up the spoon to feed me, he never let's me eat remember I'm here like a non living thing.

As he is feeding me he keeps his eyes at me as if noticing my every move. I quietly eat what he is feeding because thats all for the day. I never spoke anything with him neither did he weird because he always talks to me sometimes less or more but he does. Today he didn't said a word as if his mind is busy somewhere else.

Once I'm done he cleans everything and gets the medical box to switch my bandages. He still doesn't say a word. I'm scared. What is he thinking.... his thoughts scare me.

When he is done with the bandages he caress my hand playing with my fingers. It's like he wants to say something but he is fighting himself.

"You know how insecure I feel when you prefer your friends over me? You make me insecure, you make me feel weak. You make Park Jimin do things for you no one ever did. That's how much you mean to me but you just want to get away from me. Are your friends really that precious to you and not me? Am I not even worth for your attention? Why are you so selfish only thinking about yourself? Why don't you ever once think about what I feel? Yeah my doll didn't you promised to understand me, to help me, to always support my decision?"

He is crying again.

"Jimin-ah please one time let me meet my friends one time ?! Then I'll listen to whatever you want I'll forever live here with you I promise"

"Promise and you? You seem to love breaking promises that you keep making them to me. I'm afraid this promise can't be accepted and about your friends-"

"Jimin you won't hurt them you promised me!"

"Doll what about the millions promise you broke I can't break one?"

"What happened my dolly? Why the sulky face? Ah I get it you miss your friends right? "

He leaned closer to me. So much that there was only some centimetres gap away from each other his lips grazed my ears so slightly giving me shivers. His heavy breath on my neck making me scared because I know he is planning something shady, he is having fun.

"Don't worry my doll I'll bring your friends here too so you won't feel lonely okay? But promise me you have to be a good girl hmm? Will you do that for me?"

My eyes turned teary watching him smirk at me while he pickes up the plates and glass. He leans one more time to give me a kiss on my forehead. His face agains hardens the same way he entered.

Before he was about to go I called him.

"Please Jimin let me go I'll never tell a single soul about this I'll forget all this just please let me go"

He turns around and stares at me like I was the one who did a crime. He looks dead serious as he glares at me with an unexplainable emotion. Love? Hatred? Anger? Care? I don't know all I know is his eyes making me understood that I'm stuck here. Forever.

His lips move to speak before he turns around and slams the door shut making me a crying mess. Making me regret my whole life.

"Should've listen to them

Don't you know what I am?"

[bonsai-maze]

watching straight masc cis men freak the fuck out over seeing Jimin for the first time is such gold

like damn right y'all ain't straight

[ask-serendipity-sky]

"I cannot for the love of the gods come up with a theory on why Jk is ok with getting all this nice promo while Jimin got nothing". How about u try to change your solo perspective that makes u look at jimin like a victim all the time? Jimin GOT promotions, and a big one, money related. He had 2 mv that took a lot of budget and preparations: the 2 mv needed sets to be created, and SMFPT2 set was HUGE. He promoted at korean music shows, which too took a lot of money to build those giant sets. Yes, he did have a short promotion period, for reasons we dont know but my guess is that Suga needed to do his comeback because of the tour and i hate the person who came up with those dates but ok... We all know Face promotions got some biiiig problems and im still mad about it, we just dont know what really happened, but i'm sure jimin would fight back if he thought he was being mistreated. But to say that jm got zero promotions... nah

Face, Like Crazy and Seven r different projects, with different visions and different goals. Jimin wanted to tell his story of when he was going through a hard time, and he wanted to do it in korean, promoting more in Korea, with songs that, in the end, only him and people close to him know the meaning. Yet, he did AMAZING and made history (is still making). It seems to me that the #1 on hot100 was unexpected to the company and even jm, but yet they did provided to us 2 versions of Like Crazy, one of them being an eng. ver, and promoted at Jimmy Fallon... So maybe they still hoped that the song would do well internationally? (pdogg tho... he just KNEW face would be massive and destroy kpop). But Jungkook... i think that, for a long time now, he aims to achieve western recognition, way more than jm, and thats ok. So Seven obviously is a song to the US market, and all of us know that. The song is in english, is very pop, written and produced by an american guy that is responsable to other huge hits. It is made to be stuck in our heads, not to make us think about deep things. It is breaking and will break so many records just like LC, but the difference is that the success is THE GOAL (remember all of that Scooter posts on his ig?). Jimin wanted to tell his truth with Face, Jk wants to be closer to being a big pop star with Seven. So, of course Seven would get a different type of promotion.

And btw, just because the song is doing really good and is aiming to the US market, doesnt mean it is by having deals and paying for playing. Its the Jeon Jungkook, of BTS, we are talking about. Jk seems very happy and jimin seems happy for him. I dont think jimin would support jk if he thought he was doing wrong. He didnt post anything, but he did not post about L&R and Dreamers too. He supported jk with Dreamers by posting about his presentation at Qatar, and now he supported seven by going all the way to NYC to be with him.

All of this to say: Jimin is not a victim, he is a badass and he knows how to stand up for himself. When will you come out as a solo, btw? its getting old...

Hi anon,

When will you try thinking for once instead of being a parrot and writing what you've read in other blogs?

Your entire ask is wrong. I don't even know where to start.

YOU sound like a jjk solo or delusional jikooker or Jk biased jikooker.

But you know what? Call me a solo. I don't mind. Anyone who ever defends Jimin or loves Jimin is always called a solo. Why? Because no body else defends him or loves him like solos do. So, sure. Call me a solo.

First of all, we are talking about THE Park Jimin. Of BTS. That's who are talking about.

I'm done with people who, somehow for some delusional reason, think Jimin is inferior to Jungkook. You know nothing about Jimin if you think this.

I've NEVER said that Jimin got 0 promotions. I've been screaming (into the void, apparently) that Jimin only got 9 days of promo that were too hard on his body and had to wear it kt tape for weeks after. I've been screaming that the company is sabotaging him and it's true. People who actually know things about the company know this quite well too.

Take a look at everything and the sabotage is obvious. But look let's start here:

This same guy posts on DC gallery:

Yes, Jimin's promo costs money. But so did everyone's. How much do you think payola costs? That's much pricier than what Jimin's promo costs. And either way, Jimin was a return investment.

Not only did Jimin's place on the charts affect Hybe. It also affected other companies.

And right now the stock at Hybe at decreasing and foreign shareholders are selling to make it seem like Jk's position on the chart will have a bigger impact than it actually will:

Just watch.

You are proving me right with everything else:

So sure, let's sacrifice Jimin's promo time for Suga even though Suga was the one that postponed his album because it wasn't ready.

Jimin had 2 mvs. Suga had how many? And he had a whole tour too.

Jimin didn't have any visualizers. Jk had how many?

Jimin had 5 versions of Like Crazy. Jk has how many?

Jimin's Like Crazy cd was never stocked. Jk's has been stocked how many times?

You think Jimin doesn't want international recognition? Like Crazy was released in ENGLISH for a purpose.

After Jimin's no.1, if they wanted Like Crazy to succeed in the US market, they would have at least sent it to radio. This would have avoided freefall. They would have also shipped albums on time. They would have also informed us of the rule change for online sales instead of waiting until Suga's album was coming out.

It was the fans that were begging radio to play Like Crazy and the only way to play it was from the mv on YouTube:

There are so many things they could have done differently. They can still do them but they choose not to.

Did you see what was trending today?

Did you trend this, anon? Since you are so "mad about this"?

You think FACE wasn't created with success in mind? Pdogg came out and said it would break kpop because Pdogg knew what masterpiece FACE is.

You don't have to think deep with Like Crazy or any of the song...um just listen to them?

And don't be daft about Seven:

And other things. Search "Seven payola" on twitter and you will find it.

So yeah. You are wrong.

If you don't see it, that's because you choose to not see it.

Stop pretending that you "are still mad about it". You don't care about Jimin and only want him for your stupid ship and for him to be Jk's cheerleader.

Ah and he went to NYC for a work thing and to support Jungkook. But he hasn't posted a single thing about Seven. He did post about Dreamers and Left and Right. But no Seven.

You think Jimin only wanted those close to him to listen to his music and know the meaning? He spent 10 months working on this album, hours practicing choreography, dieting, for stupid fans like you to say things like these?

I don't even want to see when he releases new music, appears in stuff with Jungkook, or leaves for military service. All these fake fans will be crying and uwuing when they couldn't lift a finger for him during all this.

To those that try to send others on guilt trips because we defend Jimin or point out the injustices: Are you guys even streaming Seven and Like Crazy to "support them equally"?

At least taekookers have taekook playlists and streaming parties for Jk and Tae. I haven't seen a single playlist around here that has both Jk and Jimin. But yeah, you all are supporters of jikook.

You all come and try to send me on a guilt trip but you all are worse than me. For reals.

You don't deserve Jimin. You and all the people who keep saying all this bullshit because it fits their stupid theories and shipping fantasies don't deserve him.

Jimin deserves so much more than this.

So just stop. Don't come to my blog.

[entropic-fantasy]

I'm going to say it a million times until all these butt-hurt solo stans and akgaes get it:

Just because Jungkook got a treatment that seems preferential (I'll add to this later), doesn't mean that none of the other members got a similar offer from Hybe nor that the company is preparing to turn from a BTS focus to a JK one.

We don't know ANYTHING about the behind the scenes negotiations, but we know something:

All members re-signed with Hybe, even having shares in the company. BTS could've split and made an unbelievably beneficial deal with one of the other companies because they're BTS. They are incredibly powerful, and you bet they have just as incredible lawyers. They could've founded their own label easily, if nothing would have been to their liking. BUT THEY STAYED. BTS aren't weak teens, unable to fend for themselves. They never had issues with standing up for their beliefs, which is why they stood out, and still continue to, from other Kpop acts.

The relationship between OT7 hasn't fallen apart. I've seen so many speculations about "oh, Vmin aren't close anymore" because of ONE hug. A speculation that was promptly debunked in a BangtanBomb. They all support one another whenever they can, and especially behind the scenes. No matter what Canon and motives certain parts of this fandom are trying to establish. I'm adding shippers onto the Solo-Stans and akgaes here, because it often are the more accepted shipping spaces that seem to give a platform to a lot of the harmful rethorics (i.e. the mistreatment of Jimin and Tae in comparison to Jungkook etc).

Every member has had his moment to shine. All 7 of them could've gone on a world tour like Yoongi did, and sold out. With ease. All 7 of them would've slayed a more US focused album promotion like Jungkook. Yes, there was certainly forecasts and finance meetings because Hybe are a company which BTS are employed by. But, again, BTS aren't mindless puppets. They didn't get where they are if they didn't stand up for themselves. So, at some point, they said no. What I find especially insidious are the people constantly focusing on the maknae line and trying to prove mistreatment while ignoring the releases of the hyungs/rapline. For certain issues people keep pointing out (restocking CDs) I have also seen posts from other fandoms saying similar things. Also: dear US-Army, the world doesn't revolve around you. Sincerely, an EU-Army that hasn't seen BTS live since before the pandemic.

Sorry to everyone who disagrees but I see Jungkook's success as a bonus to the entirety of BTS. A win for one of them is a win for the team. Everyone from OT7 had that effect, bringing in different subgroups and music fans into the fold. And no matter how much I myself f.e. love D-Day and Face, I also know that Jungkook has by far the biggest starpower apart from the group. They're ALL charismatic and beautiful, talented and intelligent, yet it's always Jungkook that has been shoved into the limelight by everyone else. It wasn't Hybe that gave him so many followers on Instagram, or TikTok. So many people online are quick to make his success a character flaw, assigning narratives and traits onto him, when we should be celebrating him like his hyungs are celebrating him.

Hybe isn't perfect. But there's no reason to vilify them or Jungkook until there is factual, irrefutable evidence and not just "trust me bro" rumours.

We don't even know what the JK brand is going to be - as far as I'm aware, at least. So let's hold our collective horses and not jump the gun.

I trust BTS 100%. I trust these full grown adults, who have been fighting their way upwards through an industry stacked against them for 10 years.

I trust Namjoon's intelligence.

I trust Seokjin no-bullshit attitude.

I trust Yoongi's tenacity.

I trust Hoseok's austerity.

I trust Jimin's fighting spirit.

I trust Tae's quiet strength.

And I trust Jungkook's perfectionism.

BTS don't do inequality - not after they fought so much to become the very sunbaenims they never had in the cutthroat industry of kpop. They run, and fight and pave the way.

To quote Haegeum:

Endless influx of information prohibits freedom of imagination, and seeks conformity of thought

All these painful noises blind you, and

Now it even infringes on freedom of thought

All the controversy incessantly

Triggers confusion in judgment uh

Really, what is it exactly that’s been restricting us?

Maybe we do it to ourselves

Slaves to capitalism, slaves to money

Slaves to hatred and prejudice

Slaves to YouTube, slaves to flexin’

Selfishness and greed have gone off the rails

I close my eyes and it's easy, it’s all so obvious

Opinions clearly split depending on what's to gain

Everyone's been blinded by envy and jealousy

Without realizing that they're putting shackles on each other

[arsonkoobi]

to,

tkkrs,

if the hug really meant nothing then why the fuck are yall so pressed? do the world a favor and get a life. if you dont think jikook are a couple, dont, i dont care but PLEASE stop hating on jimin for having a healthy relationship with someone he's been very close to for the past decade. its not even ship wars anymore, this is just looking for an excuse to hate on jimin (an unreasonable and fucking stupid excuse at that)

ive also seen some certain tkkrs portraying jk more or less as a cheater, it really seems like you care abt the idea of your ship more than the actual ppl you ship, assholes.

jimin hugs jk and you bitches go haywire and babble bs abt how they're forced to do this bc of fanservice. WAKE TF UP. no one looks this happy while doing something they were forced to.

the crinkle in jk's eyes? yeah, hes smiling so hard under that mask.

you have to be blind to say this is forced, theres genuine happiness radiating off of this picture.

in short, jikook are jikooking and they dgaf abt your irrelevant nasty opinions.

sincerely,

a fed up zeyvi.

edit: i am talking abt only some specific tkkrs who dont really care abt the grp at all and are mostly focused on their ship or the tkkrs who anti jm. this is not directed to all tkkrs or to generalize all tkkrs ik most are ppl who respect the members equally. I hope i made that clear!

[lokisasylum]

They try to take credits for his songs, they try to take away his titles which he has earned and is known for in the industry, the fandom USES him to promote others songs.

Now they're trying to give credits from his tattoos to another member. HAVE SOME SHAME.

Jimin was the FIRST member who started getting tattoos quietly back in 2018, we were kept in suspense for almost 2 years wondering if they were real or not. Even when we knew he didnt address them. It was HIS CHOICE to get them, no one else. Stop trying to tie everything he does to shipping!

[luvismenu]

Three Way || Maknae Line

chap: 21 (complicated)

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[solarwynd]

armyz first reaction to jimins enlistment is to make him look weak and need saving is so fucked. I know jimin has voiced his discomfort of being seen as manly, but he is mainly talking about toxic masculinity. It doesn't warrant people to start associting his femininity and softness with weakness. He is still a man at the end of the day and a very strong one, physically and emotionally. It’s almost like they strip that part of him to confine him in a box he never wanted to be (very much on theme with his song set me free), When people compare daintiness and femininity to weakness, it breaks the purpose of him shrugging toxic masculinity away and only perpetuating the narrative of feminine men being seen as weak and need saving.

.💯

[mrs-monaghan]

from our favorite jm anti : @/mimikoolover

since the asshole blocked me mrs-monaghan let me just say everyone knows you showed your ass as a jk and taehyung hater numerous times. stop pretending you're not a jimin solo and fuck off

and

the honest to god truth is that these fucking jokers harass me for for being a 'jimin anti' while continuously droning on about how like crazy deserves more than seven, is a better song than seven, seven doesn't deserve a grammy, like crazy would have been more successful than seven, jk wants bang pd and scooter to sabotage jimin, jk wants to ditch enlisting - (BLAMING JUNGKOOK FOR SOMETHING HE DOESN'T EVEN DO, AS USUAL), don't celebrate seven because jimin is mistreated AND NEVER GET CALLED A JK ANTI.

Aaaaaah. This is the drama? Bitch please. What happened between me and this anti was a back and forth that was actually cordial until she said "fuck you" to me and then blocked me. I know this because I was trying to reply to her and suddenly all her comments were gone and I couldn't click on her name or tag her. I didn't block her but it would have been a great idea.

Y'all have seen my posts I'd like to see someone show me when I hated on JK or V for that matter. She's mad because I stated facts. How is it hating when you say JK got more support than Jimin? JK solos always get triggered by this statement because its true. Everyone and their mama knows he got all the push and others didn't. Not just Jimin. Its not debatable. It is what it is.

Saying this is not hating on JK and if you get sensitive over it then you're the one who needs to work on you.

Thanks anon (and the other one in my ask) for enlightening me on what's going on. Whoever is gonna report back to her because there is always that one person, please tell them to change their fucking name! They are not a Jikooker and they know it. People like her pretend to be one so they can get into people's heads and get more people to hate on Jimin.

Coz if a naive person thinks "oh a Jikooker is saying this?" Then they're more likely to start seeing things their way. Same with Jkkrs who hate JK. Tkkrs have been using this tactic forever. Pretending to be Jimin fans so they can set him up for hate.

So Mimikoo you ain't fooling nobody. Drop the mimi part of your name we all know you hate Jimin. And tell your friend Mina to fuck off too while you're at it. All you Jimin antis are the fucking same! 🖕🏽🖕🏽