#Today was a little loud
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#Today was a little loud#drawing helps#if life gives you lemons#do art#or SCIENCE#Im sure we can do both#donnie#donatello#donnie my beloved#donnie fanart#donnie rottmnt#autistic donnie#rottmnt donnie#donnie hamato#donatello rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#donatello rottmnt#donatello fanart#donatello tmnt#rotg fanart#rottmnt fanart#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt don#DONNIE VON RYAN
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I'd like to congratulate you on getting your CPR certification.
Now remember, when you’re going in for compressions, it should sound like somebody is standing behind you with the worlds largest Dorito and cracking it open!
Go in firm and hard and snap as many ribs as you can on the way down, that means you’re doing it right.
You save that life. Good luck.
Or... Or... Or kill them, I don’t fucking care.
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#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#congratulations this is misinformation and by listening to it you have actually gotten a bit dumber <3#you're welcome!#anyway. this is the first post using a new method for the filter. my second time completely redoing it lol#can anyone but me tell the difference? probably not! did i spend hours trying to figure it out? yes!#basically what i did was download an unedited audio from his patreon and compared it to the edited version (the srimp special if u care LOL#and did edits- then compared it to the edited version. over. and over. and over........ and over.......................#ANYWAY.#turns out i have been delaying too little#before i had done between .025 to .075 depending on the audio#its more around .1#i also downloaded reaper to add the bitcrush#so its about as close as i can get it without having the exact number that the filter is supposed to be delayed by#i could not for the life of me figure out why mine has less 'echo' but its close enough..#plus the audio from the streams is not the best quality and already has a slight filter on it anyway so like- theres only so much i can do#cough. so anyway i brought my laptop to work today and spent a long time figuring that out#paid to shitpost on company time~#also i have no idea if this is too loud or too quiet cause the audio levels on my laptop are weird#like anything over 10% volume is super loud#i was at 6% while editing but idk how that is going to translate over to other people uhhhhh idk let me know if its ok
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I know this is just a silly bad quality random screencap of a screencap that I found on facebook lol, BUT it's a succinct enough image to easily describe the concept in a quick/accessible way hopefully :
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(and of course, feel free to elaborate in tags, etc.! (especially elaborating about other senses as well.. can you "hear" in your mind just as well as you can "see"? taste? etc.) It's an interesting topic to me, as someone who's like a 4.5 at MOST lol. I'm curious what option will be the most common :0c )
#tumblr polls#hrmm... a little poll perhaps.. about a subject I find interesting.. since this image came across my facebook today#still really not feeling that well. no longer shaking violently and such but I still feel weird and weak much more than usual#They did say my markers for like infection or inflammation were elevated but that they werent sure of the cause so hopefully#it's nothing too serious. they did also say a lot of different things can cause that thing to be higher than normal but didn't go into spec#fics of what. maybe some of them are relatively benign or something. I still havent felt much back to normal since#I got really sick that one time though. I feel fine on and off but then little bouts of feeling weird and sick happen. hrmmm#ANYWAY.. looking for small ways to be productive. such as little doodles on evil ipad or editing game videos#or posting polls or cat pictures or some other like not very labor intensive things#I WISH I COULD FOCUS on writing HHRGGhh... I need to finish my game.. it would be so freeing.. a project that's been looming#over my head for like 5 years even though througouht that 5yrs I've probably spent a total of 3 months working on it lo.. ANYWAY#I still partially really cannot beleive that people CAN see stuff in their heads. There's always part of me that's thinking like. well mayb#e everyone DOES see the same exact thing but we just describe/conceptualize it so differently that we think we're talking about#different things when we're really not. But I have been assured by people I've talked to about it that they can GENUINELY really see#stuff in their heads like as vivid as an actual picture in real life or something. And the other senses are neat too. Like for exmaple I#can hear in my head much better than I can see imagery. I still CANNOT hear vividly like as if I were listening to actual music out loud..#but I think it's developed more than my sight. AND interesting how this varies the creative process. a friend I was talking to on the phone#said they write by literally just watching stuff play before them like a movie. where my process is COMPLETELY different. AND that affects#the content/what details we focus on as well as our individual styles of writing have differences that can be traced back to that.. hrmm
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1930s AU continued💓💓
#I tried SO HARD to take good picture but unfortunately the paper was pretty warped bahahahahahaha#hopefully you like it anyways🥰 in person I love it#but I separated the two pictures here bc together…the top is so saturated that Eloise looked washed out in comparison even though she ISNT😤#I love doing these little paintings so much😇😇😇#this was in honor of el festival aéreo in my city yesterday#like 4 hour long free plane show on the beach#I always love the old airplanes like this one#but the euro fighter is 😳 I’m obsessed with it !!!!#it breaks the sound barrier so maybe I am more deaf today than I was yesterday#but it’s soooooooooooo cool to see the pilot is just zooming around over the beach like 30 min making us all go deaf bc it’s SO LOUD#on Friday we also happened to see them practicing and he was right above us I’ve never had a plane so close to me before ever#tbh after thinfs like this I understand why hayao Miyazaki is also obsessed with flying#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x mc#oh also added the zoomed in so you can ACTUALLY SEE HER😤
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my seniors have been so quiet all year and it’s been fine cause we’ve had a lot of writing/research to do but I need them to talk to me now so i was hit by a bolt of inspiration two days ago and I made them all tell me their comfort level with sharing aloud, rating themselves on a scale of 1-10. I then averaged the class score and they’re a 4.5. I then told them yesterday we needed to raise the score the tiniest bit. And the 1’s and 2’s didn’t need to be 10’s just maybe 3’s and 4’s. And they tried! They talked more 😭
#it’s sooooo hard because when a class is quiet my default is to assume you hate me#which is so hard because I need a response. which is why I actually can handle a loud raucous class pretty well because it’s just about#holding their attention and redirecting#but when they’re quiet it’s so hard. but i’ve really forced myself to be like ‘they don’t hate you they’re just quiet’#and they ARE#and actually they are reading (not all of them lol) and a lot of them want to learn#it was really helpful going to try to capitalize on this today#I had a moment a few weeks ago where I taught them a poem and it was crickets and I was like sigh they hate it and me#but then I said wanna learn another one? and like—seven of them nodded at me with big eyes and quiet enthusiasm#and I was like okayyyyy there is something going on#it feels so different teaching them than any other class it’s been a real learning experience for me#also yesterday we were talking about Jane Fairfax and Emma hating her lolololol#and Emma being frustrated with Jane’s reserve and I teased them a little bit#I said you’re not cold but you ARE reserved and I am Emma trying to get you to tell me about Frank Churchill at Weymouth#literally lol#ALSO it hit me like a ton of bricks yesterday that this is the class where I need to tell them WHY I make them tell me all the plot details#and we go over it together#and the actual concrete purpose of it. cause it isn’t just book-clubbing it!#it has to do with guiding them through a novel but also teaching them how to do it themselves#I get so prickly when people think it’s just book club behavior#if I was in a book club i would be a tyrant which is why I belong in a classroom#ANYWAY I AM WASTING THE DAY AWAY#but i have woken up with great excitement because I’ve been mulling on the seniors all year#and I feel like I’m getting somewhere#teaching tag
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from tottenham to tokyo, this club means something to so many people 🤍
#tottenham#football#actually cried a bit at this 🥲 the way that spurs is so loved!!!!#the supporters were immense today you could hear them all around the stadium in such loud voice#this is why it pisses me off when ppl call supporters like these lot tourist and fairweather fans#it’s just not true is it? look at the diversity of kits there; the different players they all have on the back#from the lad in the green cl kit from 2019 with lucas’ name to the one with this year’s with archie’s …#these supporters have borne witness to our history just like any fan born and bred in tottenham#this is passion this is connection this is pure love#and the fact that they sang that mikey’s one of our own just proves that we’re all connected by this silly little club#no matter if we were born a stone’s throw from tottenham high road#or stay awake till 3am on the other side of the world to watch the matches#we are all tottenham. 🤍#rahul.txt#fave
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2023 Monaco Grand Prix - Qualifying - Fernando Alonso(ft. Max Verstappen & Charles Leclerc)
#having my own personal villain moment rn by listening to shostakovich's string quartet 8 while making these sdhjdkc iykyk#kidding kidding but i cant help but be a little bit morose but am very hopeful for tmr!!#okay now that im done i need to go ask my mom if i was screaming super loud hahaha#monaco yayyyyyy i love monaco guys :DDDDD its so funnnnnn#aston needs to drop that db12 vid btw WHERE IS IT#fernando alonso#fa14#max verstappen#charles leclerc#f1#formula 1#formula one#2023 monaco gp#2023 monaco grand prix#we do a little bit of f1#(i love max but aghhhh i am not particularly happy w him today)
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On a different note…
I can’t continue the main story because Rafayel’s slutty little waist keeps interrupting my concentration. JAIL FOR PUBLIC INDECENCY!
#i can’t do this today#he’s making a scene#he’s so loud with his little waist#he’s making me act up#RAFAYEL BEHAVE OR ELSE#HE IS SO PROVOCATIVE#I switch so fast I know#it’s his fault#love and deepspace#omi.ds#love & deepspace#l&ds#lads rafayel#lads#omi.rambles#omi.thirst
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ive been doing the most this past week and im so sneepy
#also feeling a little congested bcos the weather changed so drastically here#tho i an having a ton of fun w my friend !!!!!!!!!! ive missed them so much#we've also solidified today that both of us without saying it out loud had planned to move in together in the future#like my friends dream have always been to buy a house. mentally i prepared id just move in and pay rent#and they did so as well!!! mentally preparing to buy a house w space for me 😭😭😭😭🧡#my heart aches#nohr.txt
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BIG DAY TODAY FOR ME AND I JUST WANT TO SHOUT IT FROM THE ROOFTOPS ❤️
#i’ve been on a long recovery journey for the past 3+ years and after living with my mum for nearly two years#i moved back to my own flat today and i’m able to live independently again!!#i still have some way to go but this is a big step in my recovery and i couldn’t be happier#i’m feeling all the feels#i cried the whole way in the car and i burst into tears every now and then but only happy tears mixed with some tears of bafflement#it’s hard to believe this is real#also hearing my little brother tell me how proud he is teared me up even more ngl we don’t say those things out loud too often#i have the best family and i couldn’t have done this without them ❤️❤️❤️#there was also something very symbolic in that the last song that played on the radio in the car was Ruoska#and now i’m gonna boop the hell out of y’all <3#personal
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ik it’s kind of a hardcore blog, but i am still a person & talking to me like this isn’t okay😥 i blocked them after i said no, so they won’t bother me again but like PLEASE be aware that im actually human & should be treated & talked to like 1😥❤️
#if someone in the UK wants to beat him up that’s ok w me😪❤️#this happened way earlier today but i’ve been crazy busy0: but i wanted to post it so like i can give a little reminder#and a reminder that i’m not really into rp w complete strangers?#and literally don’t ask me why i said no lol like that’s literally just what i said out loud when i read what he sent & was kind of in shock#so i just sent what i said out loud lmao?#and it was so random too? like i was in the middle of typing something and then had to stop midway bc i couldn’t believe the notification ??#and like if i ignore your dms is really bc i either am busy or don’t know what to say back so like don’t be rude if i don’t reply#like it’s not something to be rude over#text#& ik i could’ve stood up for myself i guess? but why would i waste my time on someone like that yk? like why put thought into it?#so i just kinda blocked them & went back to what i was doing#rude dms#dms
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“All imma say is there’s two types of guys. Dudes who read books, and dudes who make women cum.”
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thinkin about camila. as i often do. it's been like over a year now so i think the fandom has cooled off enough for me to say this but. one of the Strangest discourses i've ever seen in any fandom Ever was. when ppl were passionately arguing about camila's finances circa thanks to them. it was Such a non-issue that it wrapped back around to me going ".....hm. might have some hurt feelings about this"
like. ok. she's a single-income earner with a daughter paying a mortgage on a house in a connecticut suburb, possibly with medical debt left over from manny's treatment, who is suddenly feeding and housing and clothing five extra teenagers. all of whom have Literally No Clothes Or Resources Whatsoever When They Arrive, who possibly have special dietary restrictions, and for whom she is not receiving Any government aid or fostering stipends because every single one of them is undocumented.
and yet. people were like. EARNESTLY going back-and-forth with LONG ESSAYS of Vicious discourse. asserting that the Only reason to think camila might struggle with money is........ because she's dominican.
and also. that her Literal Illustrated In Canon financial anxiety is just her.... being financially savvy. and showing that she's good at saving money. and that she's too smart and good at managing money to be poor.
like people broke down various vet salaries and connecticut mortgages on BOTH SIDES. to try to pretend this was a convo we even needed to be having.
and the whole time i was like.
i..... i honest to god can't tell, uh. if this is all coming from teens who completely misunderstand the material realities of the american economy (which would be reasonable, it's a show for teens)..... or.....
if you guys like. Actually Hate Poor People As Much As It Sounds Like You Do.
#the statement 'examine your headcanons/meta/etc to make sure youre not making racist assumptions or stereotyping' is GREAT#but like. I DID EXAMINE MY HEADCANONS... MY GUYS.... IT DIDNT EVEN TAKE LONG...#and then the like. the doubling-down on 'camila's too smart and good at money management to be poor'#LOUD WINCE. YEOWCH. that one actually hurt a little. like. okay!#i am gently taking your hand. if you're this concerned about stereotyping let's learn about classist stereotypes today too.#it was. SO STUPIDDDD it was so stupid. IT WAS SO STUPID oh my GOD#toh#camila noceda#unrebloggable because i actually am not sure if this is swinging at a hornet's nest or not. i don't THINK so but.
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#Wow. Mr Ayatsuji was right#I think it's the first chapter in the entirety of bsd that ever had me go “oh” and “wow” out loud#This is so cool. I mean not much to see yet but these were all such cool plot twists#For a moment I really feared Dostoyevsky had taken over Gogol? I'm a little glad that wasn't the case poor Gogol#I suppose Bram is now like‚ dead-dead? I'm sorry. Not overly sorry but still sorry. I liked him.#Today I took lunch with a friend and she's a big jj/k fan and was talking about how everyone dies and I was like#“lmao. No one in bsd ever dies. ever”#How to be proved wrong in the span of 2 hours pfftttttt#Anyways I'm SO SO SO SO SO ////////////SO//////////// GLAD THE ACTION IS BACK AT THE AIRPORT. Ss/kk for pride month 2024 I can FEEL it#I think... Maybe? The new mega three sided singularity will create a new ability-entity. It makes sense doesn't it?#Something so powerful to create a new being. Spawning from Fukuchi's body. The dude from the season 5 finale#You know. You saw the similarities with Fukuchi. Yeah It makes sense#Next chapter is going to introduce them then show everyone at loss and desperation–#and then in the last page Akutagawa's grand entrance as being alive#I'm not even joking btw. It sounds reasonable enough. Akutagawa kinda has a thing with last pages entrances#Gotta explain the new outfit though. Something something and magical girl tranformations#Anywayssssssss good chapter. Hope the next one is going to be even better <3 (sskk 🙏) (sskk 🙏) (sskk 🙏) (sskk 🙏) (sskk 🙏) (sskk 🙏)#random rambles
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Got to see my gorgeous talented beautiful spectacular baby tarantula come running out of her burrow to snatch up a cricket today and I cheered so loud and congratulated her so much because she deserves it and I love her
#usually i don't get to see her do it. I drop the cricket in. I look away for just a little bit. and I'd come back to see it gone#but today. I dropped. I watched. and saw her come RUNNING and go YOINK!!!!!#and i went YAAAY!! YAYYY YIPPIE!!!!!!#also I'm thinking of calling her Wisp. That or WhiskAway. The latter because she's. She does that a lot#and WhiskAway is just fun to say out loud#and yes WhiskAway as one word. not Whisk Away. Together. You have to say it as one word#to emphasize the SPEED#clamtalk#bugposting
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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.
#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void#shits rough dawg#I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts#haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier#it’s cold#saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours#guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left#even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are#I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh#my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week#maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting#woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside#hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning#can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience#anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments#I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now#ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever#you can ignore this#text
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