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yeonban · 2 months

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At the moment, you want...

TOBIAS: to be seen.

it is so, so loud. everyone around you is talking, crowded together. despite how loud it is, you cannot hear them, even when they talk to you. you try to talk to them, but you can't hear their responses. you take this as no response at all. it feels lonely, and dark, despite you all sitting in the sun together, and everyone's having a great time except you. you keep trying to get their attention, and when you do, it never feels like enough. you can't keep doing more. it's tiring. you see yourself floating in space, it's cold, and dark. they're still down on earth, laughing, so loud. you desire to be seen right now. you feel unappreciated, you feel left out.

ELIJAH: to run away.

your heart at the moment desires to run. it's haunting, chasing you, booming louder. sometimes it's distant enough that you can handle ignoring it, but now, it's so loud. maybe you've tried to face it before, even fight it. you may have failed, or possibly succeeded, but you spared its life, and now it has returned. maybe you never fought it, and simply kept running. and now more than ever, this feels like your last resort. your mind is telling you that you need to run, to run, to run, faster and faster, to lose sight of this. to shake it, because you couldn't shake it before. but is that the right solution? will it really solve anything?

TAGGED BY: @malumitare TYYY!!! TAGGING: Everyone seeing this! <3

#◜✧ . ❪ muse. tobias. ❫#◜✧ . ❪ tobias ; meta. ❫#◜✧ . ❪ muse. elijah. ❫#◜✧ . ❪ elijah ; meta. ❫#◜✧ . ❪ dash games. ❫#Tbf I was shocked at Tobias' result at first but after a bit of contemplation it's pretty on the nose!#Not because of his personality per se but bc of the way he's wired. No one he's met has EVER understood (seen) him completely!#He also very much does feel left out of everything bc he can't relate to normal people OR to the people in the underground!#He's neither good (like Wammy's House) nor fully evil (like the people he's bringing to justice); he's just in limbo between the two #He's an outlier at Wammy's and he's an outlier everywhere else. He doesn't necessarily CARE about that but it does show how #he's all that he has. Even when others try to get to know him; they still fail! They might hear his answers but fail to understand him!#'Everyone around you is crowded together' 'Despite you all sitting in the sun together; and everyone's having a great time except you'#Those ^ were wild to read. They perfectly describe the Tobias (and aspd in general) experience!!#And then Elijah's was expected but it's so :(........ he's been trying to run away his Whole life but in the end chose not to!#bc suffer as he might; at least it helps OTHER people not suffer anymore and that's a sacrifice he's willing to make!#He still wants to run away & leave his shitty life behind every time he's on a mission and facing the worst of humanity #but he's 'learned' that's not smth he Should do (girl wake up!!!) so he's going along w Wammy's House & Tobias' plans regardless

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