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hes very funny to me

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this is a wip but my mama said i gotta do hw then i have to go bedtime brb fellas :(…

(pose n stuff was based off a ref i saw on pinterest but i cant find the og anywhere 😖)

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this is a wip but my mama said i gotta do hw then i have to go bedtime brb fellas :(…

(pose n stuff was based off a ref i saw on pinterest but i cant find the og anywhere 😖)

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errrmmm….. what the sigma is seb doing ???

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errrmmm….. what the sigma is seb doing ???

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feeding the 2 Alex stans one drawing at a time

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Vasilis Deerlington has AvPD!

Character and illustration by arcadekitten!!!!!

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Vasilis Deerlington has AvPD!

Character and illustration by arcadekitten!!!!!

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Vasilis Deerlington has AvPD!

Character and illustration by arcadekitten!!!!!

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i qinda look like a cuuuuuuuuunnttttt 😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅

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I was about to climb into bed but I had to turn my computer back on to draw this real quick

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Day 172: HAPPY (very late) HALLOWEEN!!!

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Kabru from Dungeon Meshi is Autistic and has AvPD!

so sorry for the inactivity 😓😓😓 i may be running out of characters

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Agent 4 from Splatoon is Autistic and has AvPD!

Their safe-persons are Captain 3 and Marie!

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wow what the fuck? CNN just interviewed Solrock

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Kinda old but hey again

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ranmaru has bpd or atleast in my opinion

yttd spoilers!!!!!!

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okay so firstly i just wanna say that this isnt me saying that hes totally bpd coded, and that alot of this is just me projecting hard onto him 😭😭😭😭 but despite that i do still think that he has alot of bpd symptoms from everything we saw of him in the short time he was in the game because bpdmaru is REAL TO ME!!!!!!!!

buckle up cause this is gonna be a long one

1. chronic feelings of emptiness

this can be seen in his reference sheet, where it states that he generally just goes to school and isnt passionate about anything, as well as sometimes going into spurts of worry

(sry for the terrible quality)

bpd and feelings of emptiness can come from many things, such as being abandoned (or having perceived being abandoned) but for ranmaru, i personally think it stems for an insecure sense of self

bpd can lead people into having a very unstable sense of image, which can also be accompanied by feelings of hopelessness and loneliness. and for me personally, this feeling just causes me to not feel anything, feel like nothing is important and that im just neutral about everything, but there is still a sense of dread in my chest, which i think could explain ranmarus spurts of worries.

its important to remember that this can present in a totally different way for one person than it would for the other, and that feelings of emptiness can last for a short while, or for a prolonged period of time. everyone with bpd is different and different situations can trigger different emotions ^_^

2. ranmarus relationship with sara

okay so first i just wanna clarify this ofcourse isnt canon and is just my own interpretation for ranmarus actions and his relationship witbsara 😭😭😭😭 but everytime someone calls him a yandere a majestic angel with beautiful prince disorder loses their wings

ranmarus behaviour towards sara is a MAJOR topic in the yttd fandom, and personally i do think it has to do with bpd

for alot of people with bpd, when they meet someone new who is kind, shows them genuine care and is overall just friendly towards them, the bpd person can view them veryyyyyyyyy highly, and can become attached very quickly. this is called idealisation

"Idealization is a psychological or mental process of attributing overly positive qualities to another person or thing. It's a way of coping with anxiety in which a person is viewed as perfect, or as having exaggerated positive qualities."

i do think this is what is happening with ranmaru. having only met sara very recently (literally like. 2 Days or something) she makes him feel as if he wants to survive, basically saying that she gave his life a meaning. in my own experience, idealisation can happen EXTREMLEY quickly into meeting someone, and it can make me feel as if my life is suddenly lifted and that everything is great because of this person. not only that, but these feelings and this strong attachment can lead to the person doing alot for whoever they feel this way about, which is what i think could tie into ranmaru saying he would kill for sara. i think this could also be tied to impulsivity

trigger warning for next part for sewerslide, so pls be careful ^_^ ⚠️

3. suicidal ideation

its basically already canon that ranmaru is suicidal.

he said that being with sara makes him feel as though he wants to live, implying that he didnt feel that way before.

suicidal ideation is extremely common for people who have bpd

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this is just my own analysis of ranmaru as a character and i ofcourse could be overlooking things. i also havent played ytts yet so if theres anything else in there that could be seen as a symptom of bpd pls lmk!!! :333

But dear god please stop calling ranmaru a yandere You owe everyone with bpd a fat check for contributing to the stigma

conclusion ranmaru is bpd cored and awesome