#This was started as vent art originally but i got better so i was just left with crusty mad akechi. enjoy
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bengustown-art · 1 year ago
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TO HELL WITH THAT!
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anniflamma · 2 months ago
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AnniFlamma, we all love your fanart and animatics of Epic: The Musical, please don't let a few shitty people demotivate when 100x those people love and adore the stuff you make, along with all other animators!
Stay safe and take care, we will always be here and I can't seem to repeat this enough but we love your art
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Thank you and everyone for reaching out to me. I will be honest with you all that what happened did upset me a lot, but I am very lucky to have people to go to for support. I will even blame some of them for making me cry, my friends, I mean, because if I am upset and if someone asks me if I am okay, I just break down. 😅 But I used our little server as a ground to vent, and right now I feel much better now.
But I will still be honest that I meant what I said that my interest in making Epic fan content has reduced a lot. I still love Epic, and I still really want to do the whole Ithaca saga, but I have also realized that posting content about it has caused me to feel anxious.
An example is when I finished The Challenge animatic, I felt an extreme wave of anxiety when I was going to press the upload button. And the worst thing? My anxiety confirmed the fears. I have gotten tiktok comments saying that I am a freak for drawing Penelope nude despite it being in a non-sexual way. Apparently, I have to be constantly reminded that female bodies are icky and the world hates women. Aaaaaaand then to get hit by that TikTok video of thousands of people shitting on me, Duvetbox, Gigi, Mircy, Neal, and so many more…
If you have noticed, I have posted less, all types of content for Epic. I don’t do my headcanons anymore, I never wrote that full review of Epic, I feel less keen on drawing fanart, let alone joking about shipping here online. I remember when I made a joke about shipping Aphrodite and Athea because they were the only female characters interacting with each other (ignoring Hera), and then I took it as a critique that Epic failed the Bechdel test. After that, I got plenty of anonymous messages about how I am an evil person for shipping those two goddesses… Just say that you don’t know what the Bechdel test is and block me... 😑
I also hate how my first negative experience with the Epic fandom was pure homophobia toward my Bible animatics. Like, they used negative language toward gay people to tell me to make Epic content instead. There is this weird obsession where people expect me and other artists to only do one thing, which is Epic, and if we dare to do something else, we get punished or infantilized, like we didn’t have any say when Casper commissioned us for Stories of Styx. Don’t get me started on how fucking awful people were to Casper and Teagan….
I hate how people easily tell others things, only for them to unquestionably believe everything said about me. Like the amount of "Anni made Ody/Circe porn, uwaaaa!!" And then, the moment someone questions them and forces them to realize I never made such a thing, they double down and say that I shouldn't have made Circe nude in the original animatic "cuz female bodies are icky" or the classic "Well, I haven’t seen the porn video, but someone told me it existed, so I’m going to believe it exsits." Like, you could tell these people that the sky is green, and they would believe you.
Then there’s that whole "Anni supports rape" or "Anni felt bad for the suitors and wanted Penelope to get raped" insanity. Those quotes stems from ppl was crashing out when I made a post criticizing Epic’s way of addressing the topic of rape. In that post, I was suggesting that I would like the story better if Odysseus were actually morally ambiguous when killing the suitors. How could anyone even think Ody was in the wrong for killing the suitors because he wanted to protect Penelope? How can he be a monster after that? I don’t know, I support a husband protecting his wife from gang rapists, but I guess that was the worst thing for me to ever say, huh? Like, how dare I criticize their almighty Jorge…
It’s insane that I have an easier time handling hateful Christians compared to TikTok Epic fans. 😅
Oh well... I’ve had so many bad experiences with the TikTok Epic fandom over the past two years. And eventually, you just want to log off.
I’m thinking of stopping posting Epic content at all on TikTok as a first step. If TikTok Epic fans hate my fanart that much, then I’ll do them the favor of never seeing it from my account. I will, however, continue posting my Bible animatics there. And if I continue working on my Hold Them Down animatic and if I ever finish it… I will only be active here on Tumblr and on YouTube.
And so, at this moment, I will take a pause from Epic. It probably won’t be that long because, despite everything, I love that musical. But I also have to remind myself that, despite there being so many negative remarks toward not only me but the other artists, there is a lot of love from you actual fans. I have about 138K subscribers on YouTube. That’s 138K individuals who love my work so much that they want to see more of it. THAT IS TOTALY INSANE! And I will never forget that! And I am so thankful for all of you and your support. Thank you and I love you guys! 💕
I’m also planning on making a better-formulated post about this another day. All of this is just me ranting and want to take a short break, focusing on something else.... Maybe... Venice the musical? 😅
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the-sinister-story-teller · 10 months ago
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BR0KEN COLORS & YBG HEADCANONS (P1)
~~~~~~~~ A/N: This post is being made because whilst I was looking through Br0ken colors headcanons for Rasmus for...No particular reason (I SIMP YES IT IS TRUE ToT). Anyways, this is going to be a mash up of all sorts of characters from both Your Boyfriend and Br0ken Colors!
Mentions: both games have possessive stalkers so...bare in mind this will have HEAVY gore, mentions of sexual interactions, stalking, characters kinks, obsessiveness, possessiveness, stockholm syndrome if you SQUINT hard enough, GN!Reader, and murder.
! ALL ART USED FOR CHARACTERS IS NOT MINE AND BELONGS TO THE ARTIST/ORIGINAL CREATOR !
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Damon:
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Oh my fucking god- How do I start? Uh- Well, he is...OUTRAGEOUSLY smitten for you.
I mean, this man has left roses at your doorstep every single day, morning and night. When you leave for work and when you come back, there's always, ALWAYS, a rose.
The only reason he KNOWS where you live is due to DG. He begged DG to give your address to him so he could...leave gifts.
He has a whole wall dedicated to photos of you, items of yours, your FAVORITE items, and even a bit of clothing.
When he interacted with you, he was bright red. Red as can be from just SEEING you in his flower shop.
He made it his POINT to get to know you. Well...pretend to get to know you.
Assuming you're COMPLETELY oblivious to him stalking you, ect, he takes you out on 'dates' on the regular.
DG helps keep track of all the people you interact with.
This helps Damon know who he needs to take out. That one guy from the convenience store? He went missing a LONG time ago.
Once he finally gets to dates you, oh lord...
He has done ANYTHING for you. Top, Bottom, BOTH! Anything.
However he only did it on ONE condition.
You let him carve his name on your body. Could be ANYWHERE.
He loves seeing the crimson run down your body, it's a gorgeous color on you.
BITE. HIM. OMFG IT WILL MAKE THIS MAN WEAK IN THE KNEES!! Mark him UP with bites. All over him, he loves to show them off.
Dominate him. He will call you mommy, daddy, baby, ANYTHING.
Whimpers so FUCKING much.
He gives or receives, either way, HAIR PULLING. If you're into it, he'll yank your hair back, if not though he'll be soft with his touch. Pull his hair as HARD as you want, he'll go fucking feral.
"Mmh...You taste like heaven...Pull my hair harder lovie, I can take it...I love it when you push me around~ "
Rasmus:
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LAWD...You either got bullied by him, OR he met you at a party. Either way, he was down. Down BAD.
Once dating, he seeks CONSTANT affection when alone.
PDA is ok, but keep it to a minimal of cheek kisses and hand holding, that's about it.
But the moment you two are behind closed doors, he's ALL over you.
Whether that be him just venting about his step-mother and the pressure his father is (albeit not TRYING to) putting on him.
Run your fingers through his hair and he'll melt like putty in your arms.
He's a thigh guy, NOBODY IS CHANGING MY MIND ON THIS I WILL THROW HANDS OVER THIS! (jk obviously)
He fucking loves piercings, on you OR him. He adores them, he thinks they're hot and a sign of 'independence'.
He will take you to lingerie stores and help pick out lingerie with you, with ZERO shame.
He isn't obsessive like Damon or DG, but he is protective. It can be overbearing sometimes, ESPECIALLY when you drive.
Due to what happened with his mother, he doesn't like when you drive by yourself. He wouldn't live with himself knowing you could get hurt.
He isn't one to be topped, but ask him to top you and oh lord you'll get that and SO much more.
He'd pile drive into you in front of a mirror, just to humiliate and fluster you.
You've met his dad but he has yet to introduce you to his step-mother...
You better bet your happy ass he's using his claws on you. He definitely uses his iron claws when he's feeling extremely antsy.
Gentle sex is a thing with him, he loves both rough and gentle sex equally.
He'll let you BE on top and ride him, but don't expect him to be submissive.
Demisexual! (according to his character page!)
"Taking me so fucking well...Wonder how long it'll take before you pass out gorgeous...You think you can stay awake a bit longer~? "
Peter:
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It's Peter.
I dunno what you want from me-
He's as psychotic as they get girlies, boys, all the in between and above.
HOOOOOWEVER...
Jk there's no HOWEVER.
He has every article of clothing. T-shirt, pants, sweatpants, shorts, undergarments, fucking EVERYTHING. At least, one of each.
Shockingly, it's all your favorites (it's not very shocking is it?).
He does it because it's the clothing you wear the most, and though it's OBVIOUS and could get him CAUGHT, but lord...He loves your smell. Addicted to it, even.
Smother him. Like it or not, you're his. It sucks for a bit, but you should learn to get used to him.
He purrs, constantly around you.
He also cuddles you everyday when you wake up and when you fall asleep.
Expect breakfast in bed and dinner! You never have to lift a finger around the house, he does it all for you.
Sex with Peter is...strange.
On one hand, he can be loving, romantic, and gentle, prioritizing your pleasure.
On the other hand, if he's feeling particularly jealous, he'll pile drive into you till the both of you are tearing up from overstimulation.
He's carved your name onto his chest, and carved his name into your chest, or stomach.
He's down to try anything with you. ANYTHING.
He's more than happy to get topped by you, he loves the thought of you taking control over him.
Don't call him Peter in bed, use pet names like 'baby' or 'honey', or something along the lines of that. With him hating his name, it doesn't end well.
Granted he kinda likes hearing his name from you, but not during sex. He likes pet names better, kinky or not.
"C'mon baby one more? Let me tear one more orgasm from that pretty body from yours...I love the way you squeal and squirm~ "
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A/n: I'm definitely making a part 2. List some characters you wanna see, and I'll see if I can do 'em! (LEEVI IS GONNA BE IN THE NEXT ON IT'S DEFINITE!!)
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emeraldsfanfics · 5 months ago
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Hi. I just stumbled upon your page and loved the Rise! Turtles x Dark Knight Reader! If possible, is it okay for me to request TMNT2012! X Older Sibling Reader, where during Master Splinter was still taking care of the turtle tots reader was just a quiet kid when he found her in the sewer, took her as part of the family and she also helped took care of the turtles since she was a few years older. The rest continued as usual until the turtles were big enough. Reader being the supportive sibling but still strict when it comes to their safety. Very disciplined when it comes to learning martial arts. The turtles admired her strength and courage. Didn't become a full time kunoichi because she still an online college student. A reliable person to ask for second person advice after Master Splinter. Gentle and caring. A safe person for the turtles to vent and be with when needed. (Spoiler) After Master Splinter died, reader also become a guide for the turtles if they needed another perspective at heavy decision making like a big mission or something. Overall, just one of the pillars in the family. (My apologies if this is too long. You can add or subtract anything from here if you want!) Thank you 🧡
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●A 2012!TMNTBrothers and older sister reader●
I ADORE this request! As a older sister and eldest of all sides of the family this touched my heart strings 🥲 thank you so much for requesting 🧡annon
If you want to request, rules here!
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Hamato Yoshi was still adjusting to his new form and life in the sewers. It was still odd. Add four mutants turtles you found into the mix and you got a mutated life. However, those turtles are the best thing that happened to him. And he knew that those turtles are what has his love.
But, however, there is a daughter who will later have the man's heart.
Hamato Y/n.
During one of his outings with his sons. Through the sewers, where they'd play and just be kids. Until he heard Footsteps ahead. Perhaps construction? But there would be more chaotic sounds of machinery.
Going to investigate with protecting his sons, he sees a young girl. Human, a child. Looking around, confused, scared. Your heart pounding violently.
He didn't know how to approach you at all, he never wanted to frighten you. That is, until Lil Raphael made his way to your leg. You jumped slightly, wondering what it was. Until you saw...an adorable human turtle?
Then another one, then another. All so happy and joyful around you. Which made you feel insanely better.
That's when you seen him, hesitant to approach you. You froze, almost observing him and his actions.
"Hello little one." He greeted, you slyly gave him a wave. "Do you know where your guardian is?"
You simply gave him a nod no.
•And that was the start of your new family life. First, he was hesitant to call you a daughter. His heart still aching the loss of his own biological daughter.
•In time, he developed unconditional fatherly love for you. He had a desire to protect you and to teach you how to protect yourself.
•At a very young age, he started training you. He gave you a bow and arrow, engraved with your name. You hugged him in thanks, you were a fast learner after all.
•Later in time, even though you weren't a full Kunoichi, he also taught you how to use the Tessen. Giving you the one that was originally for his biological daughter. It was better off in your hands instead.
•Splinter is very proud of your work and determination. Even now working to get a degree in college online.
•Something also known, you would do anything for your younger brothers. Growing up, you were always another caretaker of theirs. Even playing with them and their little games.
•When older, you are always the one resolving their conflicts and the peacemaker
•They all look up to you, ESPIACALLY Leo
•Leo admires how organized you are how easily you can get the others to listen to you.
•He is also slightly scared of you...
"Now we have to make sure Y/n isn't awake."
"It is late, she's usually done with classes and homework at this time."
"Besides,if Splinter won't know, she won't know"
*appears out of nowhere* "Know about what green beans?"
"AHHHH-"
•It is confirmed you have older sister senses, including for April and Casey?
Casey: "we're not even related-"
Wash your hands and eat.
Casey: Yes Y/n...
April: amature
•You are one of the only people who can put Raph in his place when necessary. He has a soft spot for his older sister
"Want to tell me what happened?"
"Nothing happened."
"Remeber what I told you, your emotions are reactions to something greater. Take your time."
"Okay here's what happened-"
•Yeah. Out of everyone Raph is most protective over you. And you will always be proud of him.
•Also you let him swear when no one is around >:p
•If you can't get groceries then the turtles go and get them
•Donatello learned his sarcasm from you. You're the one who introduced him to engineering and science.
"I know bait doesn't talk back."
*sniff*
"What's wrong N/n?"
"That was a beautiful smart-ass response" *still crying* "im so proud."
•You're one of the only people he'll ever ask for input on for his experiments
•Leo is sometimes hesitant to ask for advice, but you can tell when he wants to, mainly about being a leader when you aren't there
"Don't throw out your teenage years for being the perfect leader. That would hurt me. You have courage and good intentions. Just be the best leader YOU can be."
"But it's hard with brothers like ours. I feel like, I'm not good enough."
"I understand, be a leader worth trusting. If they aren't being a team worth leading, I'll help you, okay?"
"Okay. Thank you, Y/n."
•He trusts you, a lot.
•Mikey is clingy to you the most. In a platonic way. He'll randomly stick on your arm or leg. You don't even know why.
"Mikey."
"Yes?"
"I need to do homework."
"Then do it."
*crashes out*
•You are actually the one who got him the skateboard. And even taught him how it's used!
•Raph won't dare do anything to Mikey or anyone when you're in the room
•You and your brothers are extremely competitive. It only escalates when you enter, and it's a full on war. Especially video games.
•Pillow fights are on a whole other level with the five of you, betrayal, backstabbing and broken hearts happen...
•Training is another thing when you are there to spar
"How hard can princess be to beat?"
*Has him on the floor* "I don't know you tell me princess"
*April, Casey, Leo, Mikey and Donnie about to die in the corner*
•Yup, just like your father
•Lectures are frequent when they first came with injuries. And you couldn't get a hold of them.
"You all are idiotic! Why would you do that?! Just blindly going into that without a plan! PLAN!" *you say as you're giving them medical attention*
•When Splinter died, you felt your whole world collapse. Your father...dead? Can't be right. In a way, you were in denial.
•This meant you had to step up, you couldn't be weak right now. Your brothers need you. So, that's the role you took up.
•You provided emotional support and the guidance they need, which you did and they were thankful for you
•Your brothers had noticed your obvious masking, you and Splinter were close like the rest of them
•And you working so hard, they started feeling bad for not noticed earlier
•So they did what good brothers would do. A TV marathon of space heros.
•A day of self care! Which took them a while to research ANYTHING about that. Even asking April for input.
•Which was thoughtful and made you wanna cry, like what do you mean these idiots thought of something so sweet 😭
•The turtles love you as their older sister and will always protect you <3
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biblically-accurate-dca · 4 months ago
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assorted dca wips i probably won't ever touch again (sorted from newest to oldest!)
very rambly explainations for each image under the cut ^_^
1.) aug 28th, 2024 -- i started this around the time where i'd just gotten into something else and basically just detached myself from the dca... and therefore all my art with them got way more experimental and personal to me and my tastes bc i'd just stopped caring about them LOL
i do wish i'd finished this one though because i love how the body looks! i don't remember ever starting this with much of a plan though and i very visibly got bored once i drew all the fun parts (i hate drawing their legs)
2.) oct 1st, 2024 -- this could technically be considered vent artwork? i wanted to make something purposefully grotesque and unnerving because i was just really angry at the fandom all the time... and it doesnt help that whenever i get into something new i go through a weird breakup phase with my old interest (which might not make sense to some people lol) which causes some weird feelings.
a less angsty thing i can mention is that i was also very purposefully trying to be more relaxed about the way i paint things here! i usually strictly adhere to a set palette i make for myself, so this drawing was me pushing myself out of that comfort zone and forcing myself to freestyle the colors a bit... the result didnt really end up how i wanted it to be though (^^;; )
3.) oct 9th, 2024 -- iirc this was me elaborating on a physical sketch i made where i was playing around with their face... i actually still really, really like this style and this drawing might've been the best way i've ever done it. fluid and expressive but still grotesque enough for it to stay true to their original design! this is the thing i reference whenever i draw them this way (and if you look at my most recent post you might notice some similarities?)
4.) may 11th, 2024 -- MANN i wish i'd finished this one!!! it was a redraw of this drawing based off of "chimera" by deco*27!! i've always associated that song with the dca but i didn't give it justice the first time i drew it due to the time constraints so i wanted to do it better!!! but then i got stuck on the hands 😭
if i was ever going to pick one of these back up again there's a good chance it'd be this one
5.) jul 18th, 2024 -- nothing truly profound to say here as this was actually just a test... never got around to adding a body to it, mainly because i just like drawing their face more than i like drawing the rest of them. you can probably look at all of these and realize that for yourself though LMAO
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calamaroo · 7 months ago
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KWAZII RACKHAM REDESIGN 🐈
& IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT��️
(please read, I'd appreciate it)
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EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH 🧡
Here lately, as you can tell if you've been around for my blog, I've been struggling to post. Part of the reason is I've just not been happy with my art style and designs. SO, in hopes to remedy this, I wanted to redesign my little meow meow man!!
I feel like I struggle really badly with same face syndrome, so I want my new style to focus more on different face and body structures/types!
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Design Elements :
The green eyes stuck out too much to me (sensory overload kinda deal), so I made them yellow! I feel it flows better with the oranges everywhere else!
Sharper angles that point inwards!
Actually looks like a human that can turn into a cat! --- I want my "human" designs to have more animal features because that's what I like about them the most! (My human designs are meant to be shifters/can turn back into the original animal species, but I forget to say that a lot)
I haven't liked the way the uniforms look, so that may also change, too. I just haven't gotten to it yet.
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IMPORTANT‼️ (at least to me)
Now, on a more serious note. Since I started tumblr, I got decently popular way quicker than I expected, and the little bit of stardom and fame got to my head. I loved (and still do) seeing people interacting with my art, especially the bigger name people of the Octo-fandom. Not to get too personal, but I've struggled with my self-esteem for as long as I can remember (sucks ass, but it is what it is). On top of that, seasonal depression is kicking my ass, and it started to seriously stress me out seeing the notifications decline. It's silly, and I'm super embarrassed about it, but it's better to let it out than bottle it in, and I've already done damn well enough of that, and I'm sick of pretending.
I love all the support and praise I get about my art. It feels like that's the only thing I'm good at, so it's very personal to me. It's my way of coping with a shitty world. I've thought a lot about it, and I want to start not caring so much about seeing the notes and stuff. I still LOVE and appreciate them. It's nice beyond words to see people actually like my stuff.
IM NOT LEAVING TUMBLR, btw. I love it WAY too much to do that 😅 I just felt like finally saying something. I shouldn't feel the need to explain myself to randoms on the internet, but eh, it is what it is. Can't win them all.
If you read all that, thank you so much!!! Please do not feel responsible for my mental health, it's mine, and I need to fix it my own way.
I hope you liked my Kwazii redesign! I want to redo everyone eventually, but I'm not sure how soon I'll get to it. Tryna focus on mental sanity rn
Byeeee, and thanks for reading my goofy little half silly cat man half vent post !
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artsymeeshee · 10 months ago
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It isn't much of an ask, as more of a thank you.
Your heavier toned sea grunk comic with Stan discussing his thoughts of suicide has always held a place in my heart.
I started into the fandom around January 2022, and was pretty introverted getting into it. At that time, I was around 13 years into my undiagnosed depression, and failed one attempt to end it in that span. My introverted nature and being so warped kept me from wanting to engage with others from the fandom. I figured I was an outsider with more issues than what could be handled, and no one would be there for me(and I wouldn't blame them).
I didn't think that around July 2022, people would begin reaching out to me, understanding me, and accepting me. I found kindred spirits and my family. And in September, my best friend found me. She is the Ford to my Stan. She has stuck by me and loved me when I have been unlovable and it wasn't required. And we bonded over our favorite guys of course. She got me into Tumblr, and this was one of the first comics that I saw, and it made me bawl. It felt like talking to my best friend face to face, even 500 miles apart.
Then, shifting into December 17, 2023, I tried again to go, standing in the freezing night on the edge of the local bridge, seeing the dark, and waiting to embrace it. And everything that I loved flooded me in that darkness: My best friend, all my friends I had made, my family, and this comic. Stan felt that way, but he held on, because he got Ford back. It was part of why I stepped down, and just sat for awhile, and took the time to finally get help. Those feelings are now distant and rare when I reached out for proper help.
Even now, I'm struggling, but not wanting to be in that place again. Just feeling like I'm inadequate as a spouse, but we are both working through it. It has been difficult the last few weeks, and this comic emerges again today, and flooded me all over again with the reminder that Stan chose to live, even if it was hell for a long time, and I can do it too.
So, if you haven't fallen asleep on me yet, I just wanted to thank you for making this comic. And for all of them. It resonates with me deeply, and frequently more than you'll ever know, and at points, has kept me here.
Thank you 👉👈
🥺🥺 Oh wow. I don't know what to really say but thank you for opening up and telling your story. I know it can be really hard to open up like that. It makes me happy to hear that things have gotten a lot better, even if it's not 100%.
That comic was a spur of the moment kind of thing because I was originally going to make just a vent post of myself but then something about wanting to get out particular thoughts I've had through Stan seemed like a better approach. Perhaps this could come as a bit of surprise to some but as much art of Ford I've done, Stan is actually the favorite of the two.
I kind of thought that comic was going to be my last at the time. My mind spiraled pretty bad during that time last year and figured that it wasn't worth trying to say how I've been and just leave because I genuinely believed I was better off no longer being part of the Fandom. I still think I do on some days but seeing messages like these or even small encouraging ones is enough to think I am still worthy enough to stay.
❤️
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spiritsbgdoodles · 14 days ago
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Okay, i've finally made an info page for my sbg oc, i've got two but we'll start with Luna, the main character of my sbg fan fic!
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Hmm how to describe her… well to start she's more introverted but she had forced socialization with Layla around. She's also an archer! Well she was, was till she got an injury about six months before sbg starts, so she had to stop. It also left her with a scar under her right eye that stretches down to her neck.
She has insomnia here and there, and has a distaste for hospital smell, but she's doing better now. (not really but she won't address it.) And she's off to her first day of school- oh what the hell is this? Yeah she has to deal with the phantom stuff now so great. She takes on the role of protector when she can and scout sometimes.
Let's talk about weapons! technically she uses a compound bow and throwing knives as her main thing, but she's pretty versatile. As in anything can become a projectile or a bludgeoning tool. Not the best with close combat but she'll still swing if given the chance.
Now let's talk relationships! Well she's got supportive parents that like to give her shit. They're dorks but Luna loves em lots. Layla is her adoptive sister, but they've known each other since they were 5, Layla joined Luna family when she was 10. So they've had years to get to know each other. Two peas in a pod, even if Layla messes with her all the time.
As for dynamics with the sbg group, here's a few things they do together.
🌙 + ashlyn- Luna’s pretty aware of ash's boundaries so they usually just chill in nonverbal time together. Luna notices how much ash tends to take on the brunt of the responsibility. So Luna tries to help out when she can. Later they both know that if one of them are in trouble the other will try their best to help.
🌙 + taylor- Luna is introverted but she like the noise when people talk, so of course Taylor gets to have her time to tell stories when they pair up. Lalala/okokok vibes, but Luna know a thing or two about the happy ones. (*cough* Layla *cough*) She'll be there to lend a shoulder for Taylor to vent when she needs it.
🌙 + tyler- They're both pretty hard headed in their own ways, but they both know how to cook good meals. Once they found out they started sharing recipes and having silent feuds on who could make what better. Everyone else always says they tie when they ask because it's good yeah, but mostly so they keep getting snacks.
🌙 + aiden- Similarly to Taylor she doesn't mind his talking even if it's a lot at first. And sometimes he's still a little too much, so instead she suggests they play games together. Stuff like minecraft and trying to beat each other's balatro scores lol. They're both insomniacs so they bond by memes and binging shows at 3am.
🌙 + ben- y'know that art red made with the gang messing around in the kitchen? Y'know how Ben lit the pan on fire 💀 yeah Luna started giving Ben cooking lessons after that. Ben doesn't need too many lessons though he's smart and soon enough he's added to the recipe share group chat.
🌙 + logan- Her dad is a gardener on the side so she tags along to visit Logan when he goes out to buy stuff. Luna wants to know more about astronomy so Logan starts teaching her ^ v ^ gives Logan pointers on how to stay steady when aiming since they both use long range weapons.
Onto relationship talk. In my fic I'm writing Luna x ashlyn x Taylor, and it's gonna be a love triangle not a love corner lol. Originally it was supposed to be just with ash but I saw that Taylor doesn't get too much x oc stuff. So I'm changing it, I also couldn't take her girlfriend lol. Besides i want my child (luna) to be happy.
That's all i'll say without spoiling stuff, If you guys want later i'll post an info page with spoilers for both girls. However in the meantime…promo time!
Now if you've read this far and want to read the story yourself you're welcome to, I promise it's not just the same plot with my characters tossed in. They actually affect/change the plot obviously not too much, but I like to make it feel like they're Actual characters. (Not dissing anyone!) Anyways its called moonlight and you can read it on these platforms:
Wattpad (the origin of the fic & I interact more there)
Ao3 ver lacks a little flavor aka my art and formatting (since I don't know how to use it too well/ I'm a bit lazy) but it's the same otherwise.
Link to Layla's page!
Their fits for lilly's b-day party!
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gribok-art · 8 months ago
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My drawing list I'm so excited to do or try in the near future Because I've got a much longer list but I gotta focus on something and aaaaahhhhh I wish I had more time Tried to put in order of priority
✦ Finish my Snufmin comic and admire it and print it with my new printer that will arrive this weekend, a little treat for myself <3 ✦ Togafuka challenge obviously not gonna be able to do in time but it's gonna be there I promise I have gooood ideas 🤌 ✦ Really wanna adapt the Blue Wagon song from "Crocodile Gena" into a Moominvalley AU illustration/comic ✦ Wall-e illustrations I gotta finish if I find inspiration. Otherwise I won't force myself and leave it until I find a better idea that excites me. ✦ There's this idea of a Moomin comic that I've just written down the dialogues for but I don't wanna make it too long and I'm stuck at writing Little My. It's Snufmin coded but there's all the characters. ✦ Gotta draw more of my OCs or at least design them... ✦ Maybe 1 redraw of an oooold art since I'm going through them right now for my portfolio and for the sake of nostalgia ✦ Maybe draw some photos of myself when I was a kid that I love. They are are rare, but I've got two, that represent me good, I think it'd be neat ✦ Start a new comic, this time something original, come up with a 10-20 page story like Moomin. It's a priority goal before the end of the year but I gotta organize all the rest first. ✦ It's been a while since I made angst huh... since my last Togafuka chapter where everybody cried... hmmmm... I really really wanna break hearts with a Moomin comic this time... but I've got no ideas yet, and I already have enough on my plate, but know... be prepared... because one day, you'll cry (I hope). I really want to come up with a good realistic one. So until then, I'll have to read all the comics and buy the novels to learn the characters in depth.
Boy I have so much more I wanna do Wall-e I wanna pay tribute with illustrations of a niche Wii game that was all my childhood I wanna maybe get back into the old "On the ship" comic I put on hiatus but it's been so long since DR2 but I had such a long list of ideas for that too I wanna try some illustrations that take random stuff that are not even characters just to try pretty things out aaaahhhhh
For once not a vent
We'll see how I'll be feeling next week, because boy oh boy there are things that could happen, or not, and I won't be calm until next weekend comes.
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kazooku · 11 days ago
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More images under the cut just a bit of rambling before that (relevant ti tags)
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This was a vent lmao but I honestly can't remember what for. Okay looked back at some texts I convinced myself that I was genuinely about to fail multiple classes which I did not!! Passed them all even though one was barely a pass I stilled passed it and got sick art out of the anxiety it caused me (never taking a fucking math again). It's not perfect (the legs 💀) but I still really like how this came out.
Tbh this is a more hopeful version of a vent I drew back in October. Which I will not be showing because 1. It's personal and 2. I don't want to have to put trigger warnings lol 3. I am okay now. I think the fact that this is a vent and still hopeful reflects how much mentally better I am than the start of the school year.
I bought ohuhu alcohol markers from my campus store and have been having so much fun with them. They had 2 different 48 packs and originally I only bought one but I liked them so much I bought the other pack during a sale. Lmao the 1st pack when I bought it the building caught on fire and I only couldn't buy it but they put it out quickly and I was able to buy it. Maybe that was a sign?
Honestly I got attached to the Pikachu bits I added to Dipshit's design for my birthday art and decided to keep it permanently despite intending to have it as a one off thing.
Next images are some of my first tests with the markers. I really really love how they blend. I only like abusing the shit out of my white paint pen on top of them.
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This was supposed to post yesterday???? Idk what happened.
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knifedog-machina · 1 year ago
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Dogs As Narrative, Through The Lens Of Abuse Recovery
Written by Jude Rook-Machina on March 4th, 2024.
J: so I got into the Archetropers’ Guild discord server, saw a prompt, and immediately started writing answers because wow talking about myself is fun, I need to do that more? definitely a more informal essay than the last one, I really just copied it from discord!
Content Warning: mentions of past abuse, but it’s pretty vague and has a hopeful swing to it!
I identify with dogs, as a dog, in the metaphorical sense of like - a dog as shorthand for a beloved tool? Being a bad actor's attack dog, being used and abused, biting the hand that fed and hit you. Dogs in the way they're used in vent art, as a metaphor for loving and trusting the wrong person.
But I also identify with dogs as beloved companions, as sweet and loyal and playful and loved. I know people who adore their dogs even if they came from horrible circumstances and have bad habits from abuse, and like - it's a narrative identity for me, something that ties together very different parts of my life, the before and after.
Like, yeah okay, I'm a dog. I unquestioningly love and trust people I care about. Of course an abuser took advantage of me, I didn't know better, and she promised to love me but she wouldn't even comfort me when I was scared of the rain. But also, there are way more people in the world who love me and want me to be happy, and that's good to remember as I recover and heal and grow! Calling myself a dog means accepting the way I adore people as a neutral to positive trait, instead of becoming a paranoid mess who refuses to be vulnerable again.
I don't know how much it's a species thing, because whenever I try to picture myself as a dog it's more like the shadow of a dog, pricked ears and bushy tail and all black, no detailing. I feel Wrong about picturing myself as a more realistic dog, instead of an artistic rendering of a black dog - like for dog photography to Resonate with me, it cannot be someone's candid pics of their pet German shepherd rolling around, it has to have some kind of message intended for use, otherwise it's like. That's a normal dog! I do not identify with you, normal dog, you're very cute but that's it. You’re unrelated to my life narrative!
And I don't generally feel the need to introduce myself to people as a dog when new people hear about me, because that feels like it's more personal? like hey, I’m a dog, you wanna know why? It's The Traumas! I’m open enough about it, but I don’t want to be pushed into thinking about it, and sometimes alterhuman spaces grill you about the origin of your identity too much for my comfort? I’m talking about it now because I want to, not because I’m being pressured into sharing.
I say all that, but I do really like cultivating my doggish traits, because they're kind of just things I like already - exercise, chewing and biting as a stim, play-fighting, getting scritched, curling up in a little ball to sleep. And sometimes I like giving myself phantom ears or tail or fangs for the expressiveness of them. I feel perfectly complete without them, but I like having them sometimes! They're fun!
And I don’t know if it just has to be an archetrope? I can describe it in other ways! Poppy (@aestherians) coined a term on rair website, here, about something being an alterhuman simile if you relate to it so strongly because it reflects your lived experiences, and I think I could call dogs my simile just as naturally as calling them my archetrope. It's a useful word and I haven't seen it around much!
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solarroseart · 4 months ago
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a vent about creation and sharing art and ideas online. nothing heavy but feel free to skip, just felt like it would be good of me to get my thoughts out somewhere.
tl;dr: I saw a post talking about how artists need to share their ocs more. I want to share my ocs more, but I feel like my ideas are disjointed, that I draw too slowly, and I just don't know how to share them. Rest of it is under the cut.
I have always felt like there's so much in my head that feels impossible to get out. By the time I figure out how to fully articulate my ideas, I've grown bored of whatever it is that I was sooo into for a few months and have moved on.
Genuinely, the longest stretch I had with something was when I was obsessed with my Star Wars OC Astreya which lasted for a bit under a year. Only certain friends of mine know everything about her, I was too scared to post her because my drawings were disjointed and I didn't know how to properly "present" her in a way that made sense to someone seeing her for the first time. There's still art I haven't shared of her because I'm stuck on the "how do I share this and give context to this story moment that I care so much about?"
And now I've moved onto something else that I'm also keeping locked up because I genuinely have nothing to share aside from some ideas.
I will never stop loving any of my OCs and that's also part of the issue, because I'm always making new ones. My attention is so divided between all of them, I would love to give them all the love they deserve but I just feel like I'll never be able to do that. I have ocs for like 5-6 different fandoms at varying levels of development, sometimes more than one OC for each. And then on top of that I have my own original headworld that I have been developing for years and finally started making something of it, only to get distracted with Astreya-
It's just very overwhelming and I feel like something has got to give. I can't just keep imagining these scenarios in my head all of the time and then not making anything of them because I find interest in a new thing so quickly. I start a comic and quit halfway through because I'm bored, I start an illustration and quit halfway through because I'm bored, it happens all the time and it's so frustrating. I can't even keep my own attention, so why would anybody else bother getting invested? Maybe I just need better discipline.
But again it just feels like there's so much in my head and I don't know how to let it all out. I feel like I draw so slowly. I know you're not supposed to compare yourself to others, but I feel like I draw a LOT slower than everybody else. Sometimes it takes me 6 hours just to do a silly doodle. That just seems way too long to me. If I drew a bit faster, then I'd probably have less of these worries.
I have dabbled in writing fic a little bit, but I'm still not very confident in my abilities. And because I'm still learning, I feel like it makes me even slower than drawing. Dialogue I think I have a good handle on but description kills me. And I'm not saying that writing fic is "easier" by any means- I just think that writing is a better format for larger ideas.
I think sharing Athena really helped me learn that if I MAKE something while I'm still passionate about that thing and then sharing it, it's a positive feedback loop. I share this thing I love, people like it, then I am inspired to make more.
But the thing is that even thought I was inspired to make more, I didn't have any ideas :'). Every idea usually doesn't make sense without context, but adding context makes the idea too big. It's very hard to strike a balance between substance and conciseness and I am still struggling with it.
And even getting past all of that, I still just have this fear of sharing my art that I truly need to get over. I don't know why I'm so afraid. Maybe its because I didn't have a lot of people to share my art with growing up and I'm still struggling to figure out how. Maybe it's a fear of confusing people or being rejected, I'm not sure.
I just have this sense of shame that feels insurmountable sometimes. Will people see right through my influences. Will they think I'm some pathetic loser- I say, worrying about this on the website where everyone shares the kind of art that I want to share LMAO. And obviously I don't think anyone else is a loser, I think those people are way braver than me, but the irrational fear persists. It doesn't make sense, I know it doesn't make sense, and yet-
I see the people who post their headcanons, their fic, their ocxcanon ships or just fun oc content in general and I really envy them. Not in a negative way, I really love that other people can share their characters and stuff so easily but I have a lot of trouble with it.
Anyways if you read all this, thank you. I hope I am not alone with these feelings. I want to try and improve myself, sharing my art really does bring me a lot of joy and I want to get better at it.
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emilithia · 4 months ago
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Content uploads update, or lack thereof
Like said in the description of the latest first-new video, I will be taking the time of the day to get things in my real life sorted.
I've been fighting for fame and recognition for 8 years, probably 6 even, as at the start I was doing stuff for the fun of it, if anything. However, since 2019 I've been desperately longing for recognition, fame, and what comes with it- possible income, and, unfortunately, nothing was achieved. Now, I've been standing still for 3 years, waiting for something to change, in cost of my health, mental and physical, and, well, something certainly did change, as in, well, threats to shut down everything I have left.
There's a lot that needs to be said, however, it appeared to be a lot more than I originally intended. However, if you're interested in some insights, partial venting, etc., you're welcome to keep reading.
I haven't grown as a person since, when I certainly should have, more so, as stuff has been getting worse. I thought social media would be all I ever needed, in the means of income, entertainment, socializing, etc., but it's been proven time and time again not to be true. I've met some good people here, for sure, but bad ones as well, more even, if I'm being honest, and some really helped to plant the idea of not needing any changes, at all. And in the end, for cutting ties with them, all I've got was constant weird obsessive behavior, online harassment, stalking, doxxing at some point even, false allegations, and much more. I thought venting it out in animation and art would do the work, just like it did before, however, being in this constant negative state, remembering all the shit that went down, basically living through it again and again, is not productive, not for me, not for people I still live with. My mental breakdowns came from once every few months, to once a month, to a thing that can stick up for a week, and it's really awful, being in this state of despair, questioning whether or my life has any value in it, or thinking about the inevitable.
I've always tried to live by following my dreams, however, it just recently occurred to me, that most if not all people saying that either worked harder than anyone could imagine, or had it given to them on a silver platter by pure luck of being born in a rich family and/or having connections to some, who can do everything for them, of which I happened to have none. As much as I would've wanted it to be otherwise, I'm just another person in this world, where next to none care about my dreams, what I'm capable of, and so on. It hurts, but it's the way it is.
The past two months I've been working to get better, in small things, for now. Right now, I have not that much of a choice, but to help my parents at work, and I'll be starting to learn fourth language, to adapt, get higher ed., and basically survive here, as much as I would've wanted to get back in my home country, despite the situation out there.
Only time will tell how well it all would go.
As far as my plans go, I don't plan to leave permanently, at least for now. I have too much planned in store, to just leave and never get a chance to tell the stories that I've got. These past two months of self digging and discovering made me realize a lot, about the projects, themes, and so much more, and what they tell not only about themselves, but also me. It would be only a pleasure to let y'all into these worlds of mine, but, like I said, not now. I've got a work to do.
I really needed to get this out. Thank you for reading this brain-storm. I value your attention!
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squillbee · 2 months ago
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alright this is just a temporary thing to pin while i figure out stuff lmao
Hello :D my name is Squill/Squillbee/Bee, I am 22 y/o pronouns she/any,, right now i LOVE jrwi and dnd in general
I got into jrwi because i started first-time DMing for my friends in a pirate campaign setting, and one of them basically convinced me to start Riptide lol
Was watching originally just for inspiration and to get better at dming but i got obsessed and here we are now
At the time of posting this I have finished/caught up on Riptide, The Suckening, Apotheosis, BITB, Wonderlust, Judgement and Prime Defenders
Anyway here’s my strawpage for more info: https://squillbee.straw.page
Explanation of tags:
squill yapping - talking about random stuff or ideas
squill venting - talking about stuff but in a more sad way i guess lmao
squill garden - replies to asks/sketch requests
sketchbee - any kind of sketches that i’ll post
finishedsketchbee - any kind of finished art that i’ll post (probably very infrequent lol)
jrwi sketches - self explanatory
eternal deep - name of my personal campaign so anything that has to do with that
oc posting - self explanatory
squill tries writing - tag for future drabbles or any kind of writing (emphasis on tries)
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dballzposting · 1 year ago
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Vent Post
This is the best gift I ever received and so funny and crazy as well becasue when I was young there just WASNT toys or clothing or any merchandise available for Cartoons or Vdoeo Games or what have you. If you wanted to see your favorite character you would have to go to Google Images on your DSi (wi-fi permitting) and look at the same Deviantart drawings over and over
Super Mario and Pokemon plushes were like items of royalty (other than Pikachu. Pikachus were highly respected but nonetheless common. Kind of like cats in real life). They were rare and impossible to find and my brother had some Mario pluishies and we wer elike WOOOWOWHWOWHWO HOW DID YOU EVEN FIND THOSE ?!?!?! Honestly we probbaly just didnt know how to use the internet. But nonetheless that was the first impression of life that i got when it came to video game or cartoon stuff. What you wanted most just simply did not exists
Nopwadays of course it's completely different and I stil find myself reeling. You can go online and customize stickers and clothing EASILY !!!!!!!! You can go to the mall and find a store that sells Waluigi plushies like it's No Big Deal. They propbably have him in 3 different sizes
So when I got into dragon ball I was delighted (and contonue to be delioghted) at how EASY it is to just ... FIND IT ANYWHERE ??? You go into any random store and there's a chance of finding some sweatshirt with goku on it. For no reason. AND I'M ALWAYS THRILLED TO SEE IT !!!!!
And I was disappinted but Not Surpised when I find out that they just dont really make Goten & Trunks merchandise like they do with anyone else. Plenty of Gohan, plenty of Future Trunks, and that's swag. But you're not gonna find little Goten or Trunks (with the exception of those crappy 1999-2000 series figurines of them WHICH I DID ACQUIRE two years ago at my local Goku store and yes I did immediately tear the original packaging asunder. Actually I'm not religious but tearing them open did feel like a holy and careful thing to do and so I felt strongly compelled to get in the shower and thoroughly wash my feet first???? I don't now why. But I did do that)
And when the Superhero movie was announced it was like AIEEEEE New Goten & Trunks designs !!!
But then even a while after the movie came out I was struggling to find screenshots. No official art was even appearing on google images for a while and the movie wasn't on any of my sites, but I did find some yourube videos with them in it. But I wanted better refs of Goten & Trunks and I was just having trouble. But then a while after that they DID start appearing on Google Images and that was enough to MAKE ME HAPPY!!!!!!!
But i wasnt expecting MERCHANIDSE. Like OF COURS ENOT !!! Like DBZ is crazy popualr but you can't find EOZ merch anywhere, OF COURSE I won't find Goten & Trunks mercfh.
But I mean. THEY WANT TO MILK THIS CASH COW FOR AS LONG AS THEY CAN !!!! They put Goten & Trunks in the manga. Merchanise of them started to appear and i was stunned when my attention was directed toward it but it was still few. A month ago I acidentially found a blind bag of DBS:SH bag clips online and Goten & Trunks were there and I was like OOUGH...HAA....HUH !?!? I recovered thoguh and did not buy any.
DESPITE THE GLARING EVIDENCE THOUHG I JUST DIDNT BELEIVE THAT I COULD EVER ACQUIRE A NICE FIGURINE OF GOTEN ????
I Did Not Know this existed and I don't think it has existed for long. Most thoughtful gift. I'M SO THRILLED !!!!
Very funny to receive JUST Goten. It's never JUST Goten. It's a;lways Goten & Trunks. Goten & Gohan. Goten & His GT Girlfriend. It's never JUST Goten. BUT HERE HE IS!!! JUST HIM!!!!!
And he looks Dumb too he looks stupid the shadows on his face make him look ill. He's got shitty doodoo hair. This is so dumb but they are milking this cash cow baby. AND I'M SO GLAD TO HAVE HIM !!
It's COOL becasue it's a unique design for him. That's probaby why theyre putting out DBS:SH Goten & Trunks merchandise. Becasue there's something to put out there.
Goten only had like 2 designs that were unique and interesting. Here's what I mean:
When he's little he has a few differnt outfits that are colorful and interesting but we don't remeber them and they don't stand out becasue he's not in them long. Gohan had some different outfits throughout his childhood too but we don't remeber them for the same reason.
Goten's most recognizable outfit is his gi and he looks pretty much exactly like Goku so no one cares.
In DB Super he's got an outfit that we';ve actually seen him in beforer only now he's wearing it 24/7. This is more noteworrthty but there's still no merch of him (EXCEPT FOR A BAG CLIP THAT I WAS FORTUNATE ENOUHG TO ACQUIRE.. FOREVE RTHNAKFUL...). Ultimately it's not necessarily UNIQUE becasue like yeah his mother dressed him so what. It's nothing we haven't seen before already
His GT appearance is ..... SO... UNNOTEWORTHY. The whole appeal of his character is that he has a phone and a gilrfinred. HE LOOKS LESS VISUALLY INTERESTING THAN THE TOWNIES. It's especially comical when you see him standing amongst the rest of the cast. PROOF
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When i saw his scene I had to pause and laugh for a while. HE'S SUCH A NOBODY!!!!! HE LOOKS LIKE A RANDO WHO JUST WALKED IN. Like some store clerk or something
HIS ONLY INTERESTING AND UNIQUE DESIGNS ARE:
HIS INFAMOUS "SON GOTEN" SHIRT, which he wore for ONE EPISODE at EOZ. Noteworthy mostly due to his new height and long hair
HIS DBS:SH OUTFIT. Noteworhty becasue he's FINALLY growing up and his hair is getting long.
... ^ WE DIDNT GET THE LATTER UNTIL THE SUMMER OF 2022. All we had for a long time was his purple man jeans in GT and his SON GOTEN pride shirt in EOZ. And there's NO merch of those, in all of these years.
His outfit in DBS:SH is sort of superb in how it links the tradsitonal clothes he's always worn and the cityboy fits he gravitates towards later. His mother picked that shirt out but you know that he bought those pants at Kohl's
He's just so funny .... This figurine is so funny .. It came with bubble wrap wrapped ONLY around his head like a bag of shame and im honestly gonna put it back on becasaue he is so ugly.
PEACE AND LOVE !!!!
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vikthrowaway · 4 months ago
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vik wants attention again so here's more misconduct
you want me to air out more of your shit? cant wait? ok i can air out more shit i got you. this one's gonna be a little less professional cause at this point i've proven this guy doesn't deserve my professionalism
ok so where were we whats new. lets start with its tumblr, @k9poetry
ooh a vent
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ok, ok, cool, but like... no one's contacted you or even mentioned you since my last post which was like two weeks ago, aka when you finally managed the bare minimum, and not even everything i asked you for bro i gave you leeway and you're still crying? if there's a single example you can give of us "not leaving you alone" after that i would love to see it. also i see you took my suggestion of stealing from the actually shitty ex. thank god do more of that and leave us alone
also...... your simply plural template
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cool, cool.... so, why's it on emojicombos? someone's stealing here, and i'll be honest with your history.... hmmmmm
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hmmmmmmmm.
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also, put it back. you know better. come on man. stop calling it bluescreen. timer reset again. you know better. or maybe you don't you don't exactly seem to have a moral compass
i got more shit to say, i'll do that later i'm waiting on some people but for now i gotta remind you what i know real quick. vik, you know what you've been saying about your exes (AND CURRENT PARTNER! WHOA!) in private? you'll never guess, but i know. i've got proof, actually. i wonder if your partner knows about you saying you want to beat the fuck out of them and calling them a "retarded bitch?" hmmm. i wonder. and over your polyamory again. the polyamory you've used to justify cheating multiple times... no wonder they don't trust you! lol
also whats with your 21+yo qpp hanging out with pro-c minors and talking about being a MAP with them in their public server? what's up with that? be real awkward if everyone knew what you were doing in private, wouldn't it? it'd be real awkward if people knew you were talking to a minor about them touching themselves when they were 10 in a public server.
yeah...
also what's with you saying you're jewish? hello? do you even know anything about judaism? i don't think so, cause i've got proof of you calling a star of david a pentagram. to someone who's actually jewish. that's not something someone who's jewish would do, vik.
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is that what the hebrew names are about? or did you just happen across them? just like you happened upon hayvin? while stealing your exes art?? did you just happen upon your exes art? twice??? we ignoring the fact you did that?
ok back into shit you should do if you want even an inch of room to say you've changed at all as a person. and, you know, if you really wanna be left alone so bad... if you're trying so hard... even though i have screenshots showing that you're not actually doing that <3
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also, take their art off your pinterest. i've got a screenshot from a month ago that shows you've still got the login. change the image. i know you can.
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this is the same playlist as the original synth's, i've got screenshotted proof, delete or private it. or get your own music taste there's an idea
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also yo why are we using your ex's username on twitter? change it. you seemed to like undeadogs, use that. all yours buddy.
yeah okay that's it. change it or i'll release a dump of screenshots you do NOT want public on the internet for anyone to stumble across or use against you. look i'm just threatening you at this point i have full right to publicize them cause i've got consent from the people who took them. i'm not playing anymore ok get a life and stop leeching off your exes.
also you know how you said it would only take one callout post in return? do it. do it. i have been saying for you to do it this whole time. go on. make accusations. see how easily i disprove them. it'd be so funny. please. please do. don't pretend you're not doing it out of a moral obligation, you have no morals, you're in a queerplatonic relationship with a 21+ year old who talks about being a pedophile around minors and encourages them to make jokes about it in a public server. pro-c "youth liberation" minors. be so fucking for real. please god make a callout post. you will look like a total idiot. bonus points if you let me reblog it directly. but you won't because you're a coward who knows hy has no ground to stand on <3
also on your "i'm being stalked you're stalking me i hate my stalkers!!" bs, riddle me this: when have we ever contacted you about something that wasn't public? when have i ever posted anything that wasn't either public information or something you sent to people who gave me the screenshots to post here? something i only ever started doing to stop you from harassing your exes and stealing their art? are you saying like ten people are stalking you for letting me have those screenshots? is that what you're claiming? especially when i also have a screenshot of you admitting you used to use your pinterest to stalk, and you have an entire board section dedicated to the art from my old profile picture? which you decided to use for your poob kin like the day after i argued with you? did you just happen upon that drawing too? 🤨
take your permamuzzled ass and use that muzzle to shut up about your exes!!! thanks!!!
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