#This was just me talking to the void tbh
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I love talking about my fic and you have no idea the amount of joy I feel when someone comments on it.
There are so many things I want to talk about for it, like the cut paragraphs. Because man there were a few when writing how Percy and Io were not going to kill eachother while also being in character. Mostly because I had to rethink from them not fighting at all to just not killing each other.
And It's coming up with a escape plan myself was annoying but I'm kinda proud of myself because it kinda makes sense tbh. But thinking of the logistics of it ending the way I wanted it too for the next plot point was so unnecessarily hard. But that's all I'll say before I say any spoilers.
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Bacon: Just come like— just come like, vaguely close. We're not gonna jump you!
Ro: Somehow, I don't believe that! Trust— trust is hard to build and you have lost our [Ro and Planet's] trust.
#lifesteal#video#roshambogames#baconwaffles0#planetlord#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#this is at the very beginning of the void arc#a day after the abyss killed planet and ro the first time i think#and it should be noted ro was specifically talking abt herself and planet here#they were the ones who were hesitating to meet w the abyss people face to face. minute was already at spawn at that point#and they continued to mainly msg each other nd stick together up until ro had to relog#like they def trusted and relied on minute but they felt more close/familiar yk#anyways im Unwell abt ro and planet do i have to find a duo name for them or?#from this to planet being the Only lalas person to show up when ro was revived to greet her#and to make sure bacon mapicc and leo dont kill her or anything#to planet being the one to defend her and argue w minute ash and jumper over how critical they are of ro#after they had all given up on her bc it felt obvious that she had betrayed#OH AND DURING THE PLANET SELF BANNING STREAM. the fights before they banned themself#ro and planet kept dying and dying and DYING repeatedly during those fights#to the point that they had set their spawn in a nearby village to come back faster just to die#while minute escaped every single battle deathless#their relationship in s5 is so interesting and makes me wanna eat drywall#or chalk tbh. both r good#the tag monster is back btw :D
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Simon doodles I drew at like 1 AM or so recently. In an absolutely genius move, my dumbass started getting sleepy and decided to draw him being sleepy too about it instead of just going to bed 💀💀💀💀💀. Literally thought about The Guy before I realized I could (and should) go sleep
#castlevania#castlevania games#simon belmont#akumajo dracula#akumajou dracula#art post#my art#at this point I just determine which things I haven’t posted yet by what images don’t have a cropped version lol#he’s so eepy#yeah he’s got a plushie and nightgown of course—#haha the plushie totally isn’t a rabbit cause I collect rabbit plushies hahahaha no not at all erm uh—#and uh random microwaving the plushie so it’s warm image#he’s allowed to have a microwave in the 1600s as a treat :3#eh but honestly I just draw these characters in a random void and make them do whatever so it’s the character interaction void’s microwave#I usually draw him on his side or face when laying down cause I imagine laying on his back is probably uncomfortable#never healing scars are probably not very great to touch very much#this is totally me when i’m suffering from the curse#imagine having posture and back problems already and then Dracula goes ‘hehe I’m gonna make that worse :)’ 💀💀💀#uh dumping headcanons in the tags I guess lol#he’s probably an insomniac tbh like who else would be taking a week or more of no sleep like a champ like that#dude up walking around and talking to people for days and only gets like teeny tiny breaks at the church every so often???#yeah this guy already had sleep set on veteran difficulty#that being said I think when he does sleep he does like a rock don’t even bother trying getting him up#and why would you tbh he would be so sad :( it took him so long to do that :( let him sleep until 2 pm—#yeah anyway yippie doodles! of The Guy™️!!!#I can’t think of anything else
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#god i wish i believed in magic lol#it would be so fun to do little witch shit and believe herbs can fix my little problems i would love that#bc honestly the closest i get is believing that the placebo effect leads to people who do this stuff maybe experiencing like…#psychological peace because they feel protected by their rituals#love that#love things to bring people inner peace#im super curious about that kind of stuff like wicca and tarot and the like at least as like a fun thing but i just don’t believe in it#i really would love to study dietetics and i keep trying to but the schools in my area make it annoyingly difficult to have a clean route#Like going point A to point B is extremely difficult#but i feel like studying the effects of food on the human body is like the closest i could come to a belief in#some kind of herbal divinity and i understand that is probably just barely a component of any of this stuff but it’s what i#Was looking at on ig just now so it’s fresh on my mind lmao#sorry to any believers if anything i said came off as insensitive#if nothing else it looks fun from my little cynical armchair#idk i feel like this is the only place i can talk abt this stuff freely tbh lol#tumblr has always felt like a little cave to me i just come here to spew thoughts into a void and ig watch kpop boys be sexy#rip
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I've said this before but genuinely working with kids who love WOF for a solid 80% of my week for the past year/year and a half is what's actually killed my interest in WOF (tho I'm still here, obviously, and the ttrpg isn't going anywhere). Like,,,, idk man they have stickers on their water bottles of their fave guys and I think it's just made me detach a lot more from the rewriting I do bc as long as kids are having fun with it I kind of settle into a neutral tolerance instead of the like writing mania that this blog has operated on for the past,,,,,, jesus, it's been 8 years.
#I should start collecting retirement checks#shoutout to the 12 year olds who have developed enough opinions for us to talk abt shipping bc it's so cute and it warms my heart#like you go you funky little baby gay tell me about how much you like tamarin and anemone#I'm putting on my professional face but in my heart I'm packing you a rucksack and some soup so you can go out into the world happy#but ya I've never written from a place of anger at Tui like I've seen before- but I don't really want to write more when like-#-if the target audience is happy that's what matters more than anything else tbh??????#anyway this isn't like. going anywhere I'm just rambling into the void#curious what other adults in this little fandom bubble think#it's also especially weird when ur not a visual artist so it's not like I can just enjoy drawing dragons
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#still think abt the time an (adult) male relative told me (when i was 10) that I 'needed to lose weight or no man would ever find me sexy'#which IDK feels like a shitty thing to say to anyone but especially a girl who had yet to even reach puberty lmao#and who wasn't even That overweight at the time Nor had body image issues until that moment going forward lol#ironically... I ended up having some ED issues and gained a bunch of weight from then on#mainly bc i had some CSA trauma in my early childhood way before that conversation so I internalized the idea#that if I was fat no man would give me unwanted attention#however... this thought process (on top of other things) led me to believe for almost my entire life that no man would find me attractive#or like me or love me at ALL unless I either lose a bunch of weight and maybe not even then#which is kinda why I'm overall uninterested in men even if the attraction is technically there?#I lost interest in even male Friendships tbh bc i internalized this idea that no man would be interested in me even platonically 🤔#anyway. just something I'm working through in therapy but every once in a while I wonder why it's so hard for me to lose weight#and then I remember... ah yes.. '✨trauma✨' lol#funky's personal tag#delete later probs#anyway. I can't really talk about this stuff easily outside of therapy irl so I just be yelling into the void sorry guys :(
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I just realized I’m one month closer to flying out to Ireland and seeing @mylostloversbookmarks
if you see this, I miss you on this hellsite my love, but t minus 5 ish months 🥹
#cols i miss youuuuu#just talking into the void tbh#i got another email from my airline#and it just reminded me#also there’s another person joining us but idk if she’s announced it yet#don’t wanna ruin her moment#but i get to see my friendsssssss
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Mimi x Takeshi
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#mimi x yamamoto#LMAOOOO UM ANYWAYS FJDJDJKDKDJEJE#Back to regularly schedueled postings 🙂↕️#you will not be seeing a back and forth on the TL bc I blocked op after my reply lmaoooo#I was like 'well this is for the best' *blocked* dont wanna take over their posts again I guess???#honestly a part of me is annoyed and like 'is it that serious??' but I also think its annoying when my posts get derailed#but also it was in the tags??? and I feel like once a post is in the void its out of your hands#I say that bc I've had my posts derailed in a way that irked tf out of me but what can you do??#besides make it not reblogable lol#or block!!!#but like it IS also true that it sucks when you're talking about women and it gets derailed about men#not that this is that but op didnt know that and just read He Pronouns so 😭 its also a fact they arent Butch x Butch#another reason I just blocked op bc tbh I did not want to go into an explanation of my brainrot ship lmaooo#or have them snoop on my page to understand?? like this is my happy brainrot place please leave NSWJSK#reminder to just steal images that op most likely did not create instead of tagging I guess lmaoooo
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The ship I like: Finally Hugging each other after an eternal slow burn...
Me: Obviously I should stop watching and come to Tumblr to cry about it!
#what even is my life#why am i like this#tbh it's about all my ships#but right now it's about raya#aaaaagh#fandom woes#fandom tag#I be talking to the void#desiblr#raee watches bade acche lagte hain#we can all collectively cry over the fact that I am always late to fandoms#but who cares#plus technically I was not late I just was not strong enough#in 2011 to sit through it with all the added cringefest desi soap drama#now at least I can just skip to the parts that are actually important#to me duh#so yeah#tag ramblings#for ts
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just realised how i usually dislike or feel indifferent about shounen mcs but senku and gon hxh are the only ones who actually manage to enter my top fave characters of their respective fandoms... they're so well written
#like i dont consider every other character in dcst well written tbh theyre quite one dimensional#but it doesnt affect their likeability to me i still enjoy their characters v much#me being a danganronpa fan might play a part actually dcst characters r all talent based like them#but senkus the only dcst character who has rly good writing imo and im so glad for that#hes so hopeful but not in a way that i find annoying idk#he has such a deep trust in humanity despite his character being all like ughhh affection ugghh i only care abt science#but he loves humanity so much and i just RAHHGHHH cant relate but it makes me want to believe in it too#i wanna reread dr stone but i dont rly have time but i wanna re-experience that hope#senku's relationship with his dad.... the way his dad struggled for the future bc he believed in his son#and as for gon i could never be a gon haterrrrr#like ppl hate him for his selfish tendancies but that just makes him more unique to me#he is like. 10 and now 12. dudes a child he does things based on his emotions yeah#the way he lacks the gift of discernment bc of his childlike manner and all#just makes him better#rant post ig bc i rmbr i have this acc and now instead of annoying my irls w my talks and i can speak to the void here#what prompted this was seeing one of those x > y twt post involving senku#LIKE DO NOT SPEAK ON HIMMMM
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okay trying to learn actual color bass layering and Ough it's hard. im trying to make a cohesive chord + screechy bass mix, then add the color bass techniques but jesus do i need 1. a better convolution plugin 2. to learn how to make good impulse responses and 3. learn how to use a fucking resonator, seriously ive NEVER gotten a resonator to sound right. maybe ill just do some slight convolution and then vocode? i really don't want my shit to just sound like reTune/Chroma spam like so much color bass does so i avoid those plugins unless it's for more background elements like glitches or textures and whatnot.
speaking of, i should learn to make good melodic glitches, layered and textured ones like in complextro. seriously how have i never learned that im so fucking influenced by complextro and yet i haven't. chime made a video on them for his patreon but i find it not terribly helpful, but when he literally advises "take melodies/textures from the song you're working on and work with those for glitching" it makes sense. thankfully i can make semi-decent plucks and good 8bit arpeggios to work with
#a thing i can actually see myself improving at. wow#just talking into the void tbh i expect nobody to know wtf im talking about#any dubstep producer moots feel free to prove me wrong
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ehhh might as well make a post. i don't really about the cc anymore, i only care about the rp characters of the dsmp. won't stop posting that, but. honestly might start posting more empires and such (i've got a few e1 gem fics i might post soon, since currently i only shared to friends and as part of a zine app) but. yea. still into mcyt, but honestly i've given up really caring about primarily being in one fandom, and i'm switching gears a bit cause i'm just sick of bad shit happening.
#void echos#tbh i. honestly do not want to support that guy anymore currently. unless it comes out as he's innocent or some shit which idk if i'll be#comfy even then?? idk this stuff just. fucks with me.#assume i'm talking about the rp character. all these characters are my lil guys now
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born to be an infodumping autistic forced to be incapable of talking about something unless prompted and keep all my extremely normal thoughts in my head. zoe this is literally the only fandom hyperfixation ive talked about with someone. i feel very strange.
#there are soooo many more things ive been a freak about#i think total drama was the first time i actively partook in fandoming at the big age of 17#the last time i brought up my obsessions to a real person was prob hamilton#pokemon go with the boys is just scratching the surface#picture internal me desperately clawing at my enclosure trying to talk about reguri to bucket#NEED to learn how to discuss my interests#need to learn to discuss anything about myself tbh#this is related to smth i had to unpack at therapy#zoe do u even read tags im just talking to the void atp
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Beasties of Greenhollow soundtrack! Some tracks on this are from older projects like elphame but all of them have been reworked in some way. Most of them are entirely new. Enjoy!
#soundtrack#music#indiegamedev#Youtube#beasties of greenhollow#indiegame#chiptune#elphame#hey again gang. Another scream into the void#Things have been getting more interesting tbh#I'm starting therapy again. I have learned from this that my anxiety is in the very very high end.#And I guess the only thing that surprises me about that is that it's an abnormally high amount vs the average.#I've had more intrusive thoughts this week than in a long time. (I almost said ever but that was 2021 where they woke me up...)#It's mostly about my mistakes and ppl I've scared out of being in my life because of the actions based on my anxieties.#Like “if i could go back in time I could fix it”... girl you'd be going back in time like 100 times. At that point it's not fair lmao#I think I shouldn't talk about who I'm dating here anymore. Friends told me to stop seeing so many new people and I took that advice.#I'm exercising incredibly frequently; obsessively so. It really doesn't change much in my anxiety. I walk for like 3 hours a day.#My friend group is... difficult. One of us had a falling out with another and the dynamic is just so awkward for me now.#it just seems like everyone else has moved past it though but I still miss him. I don't think this can be reversed#we used to talk on my stream and play digimon cards n jackbox and d&d... But now they're only interested in d&d which I don't love#For god's sake I've published a game and moved to a nice new place. why aren't I happy hahahaha#work is no longer enjoyable since BoG was publised. our new project is in an iffy category but it's not my place to argue#I want to write music and animate but I have to do my hours for this new project before I can do anything like that...#I ended up siding with my current boss in that ethical dilemma I posted about and rn idk if that was the right decision.#Okay what can i talk about that's good? We moved to a nice place. I'm celebrating BoG's release with family tomorrow.#Graeme's playing Iconoclasts- one of my favourite games! He's also returning to work soon so it'll be less awkward to have a lady over#Thinking about good stuff going on just draws the mind to holidays I've had before. I treasure my memories!#Okay so I've complained for a long long time bc life doesn't feel great rn. But rest assured I already know this is 90% my fault hahaha#Oh another good thing that happened!!! My elestrals card was printed and ppl are really happy with it. I have a card in a real card game!!!#don't tell anyone but there's another one on the way. Anyway that will do for now. I'm sorry about my... self.
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Some stuff I've drawn semi recently
#keese draws#oc art#oc#ocs#furry#furry oc#furry art#Ive been going thru it recently but Ill survive#on the bright side the pet sitting job for my aunt is coming up soon#so Ill have a house to myself for a bit at least#Im probably still gonna be fairly offline for the foreseeable future unless I somehow manage to fix my sleep schedule anytime soon#not to say I will be on any sorta complete hiatus or anything just that Im not getting any more active most likely#not that I think anyone rly cares at this point since its been the norm for a while now but yknow#Ill still be around to answer asks and stuff just dont freak out if I take a lil bit to see it 👍#anyways enough of being a downer Im actually pretty happy with these even if theyre mostly just doodles#also I havent posted any art of these guys in a While but say hi to them while you can cause theyre back into the void of my brain now#first is keese (the oc™) second is toon and third is clyve#all from different stories but toon and clyve are both from the magic cat universe#their paths never meet tho the closest connection they have has to go through like 4 characters first#you can also tell theyre from different stories because one is anthro and the other isnt lol#generally speaking I consider anthro designs slightly more canon but both are canon depending on the story#not in a shapeshifting way just in a me being an inconsistent bitch sorta way#but yeah keese the oc is much older than either of those two I just dont talk abt them or their story ever#but hey if any of yall remember suckerz those two are besties#suckerz is sort of younger than the other two and sort of much older than all three#shes a sort of updated version of a reallyyyy old sona sort of character I had in like 6th grade I think#back during my lilo and stitch experiment oc era where I had one that was music themed#I also had a digimon variant of her she was called like beatramon or smth like that#she was basically a hypothetical music mascot and shes kind of still that tbh#if I ever get enough into making music that I start posting shit it will be my music mascot
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I was never really around for old fandom culture but Oh my god I feel like we need to bring some of that attitude back. Bring back the word squick, I BEG. Some times in life people indulge in questionable stuff which might make you yourself uncomfortable, that's great, it's good to know what you don't like, but some times you just have to move on. You don't need to send a paragraph to someone explainging ummm their [harmless] take was totally wrong or that they're an evil person for making something a bit questionable.
It's good practice to breathe and move on. You need to pick your battles. Telling someone to kill themself over a POST ONLINE, no matter how dodgy, just is not constructive and rarely blows off steam. Just breathe, and move on.
#its as simple as that#and tbh if some 16 year old likes bakudeku despite all the reasons of why people hate it. who cares.#guilty pleasure.#also also side note can i just mention how some people see red whenever they hear like#for example selfcest?#its literally just#probably talking to the void right now#some people get so so tense about like#small things#saving this for the tags because its delicate but some people need to just stick their head above water for a bit#I dont use terms like pro ship or anti or anti anti or whatever#because the whole debate is way bigger than those 3 terms and it feels like everyone has a different interpretation of them#okay so#some times people will enjoy questionable things. thats a given#some times that might be something simple like yandere aus and some times itll be something as complex as toxic ships.#and now let me clarify. because whenever i try and verbalise it i feel like im walking on eggshells#i am not condoning anything specifically#but i used the word complex for a reason. because quite usually there is in fact complexities to when people find things like that indulgen#so MOST of the time everyone is better off if you just go oh. squick. and move on#squicks can range from things like “i cannot see how that ship would be healthy at all. that is not pleasurable to me” to “hm no i dont lik#how this character is written by this personohh haha what if this character met another dimension version and they kissed and made out a lit#metaphor"#and people used to be chill about it but now people go crazy and i wonder if its purely just because it has cest as a suffix#same with oh what was it#objectophilia? which is literally just attraction to inanimate objects. pretty neutral right. but then when looking into it a ton of people#ALSO go crazy and ive literally seen people argue like 12 year olds that because it ends in philia its bad and distgusting and evil#???#are we just not using common sense anymore. or.#sorry im sleep deprived and im just so so tired of seeing people argue instead of living#can we all just love each other and live parralell to people we do not like
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