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I feel like if Rae got mad the way I got mad no one would've survived fable. Like when I get mad I make it EVERYONES problem, I make everyone feel as shitty as possible to feel good about myself. But if Rae did that? No one is safe, he knows everyones shit and could make you feel like shit and somehow more traumatised. But it's good thing Rae is a good person (unlike me). I don't know how to end this post.

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The stuck in his head ep has consumed my thoughts so i'm making it your problem. ok so first off what if instead of seeing the physical places what if they would see Raes memeries from Raes POV instead. The memories could also be stored in books and the books are in a library that is a mix of the archives and the evermond library! They would need to like read the books and after seeing the memory they need to remember they are not in fact Rae, similar to how Rae feels after seeing the bad memories from the shards and stuff (The Rae that shows up a lot in the ep defo would be like that sucks doesn't it!?). They worse memories could be down in the basement showing how Rae buries the multitude of trauma he reseives or how the resets fuck up his memories. Also it could be more than just the people who love Rae (like banner fam & stuff) the entire server could join and Ven could like see the fight that they had at the begining of s3 from Raes POV and see how much the comment of how much Ocie is doing fucked up Rae mentally. Also the Perix point could be so much angstier better by letting everyone see Rae wakeing up alone either at the castle or in the snow at the cell at home saying how the snow doesn't do anything but he thinks he deserves it, either way it's awesome angsty.

As you can see this ep really did consume my thoughts, I hold it in my little hands.

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A scorpion, not knowing how to swim, asked a frog to carry it across the river. “Do I look like a fool?” said the frog. “You’d sting me if I let you on my back!”

“Be logical,” said the scorpion. “If I stung you I’d certainly drown myself.”

“That’s true,” the frog acknowledged. “Climb aboard, then!” But no sooner than they were halfway across the river, the scorpion stung the frog, and they both began to thrash and drown. “Why on earth did you do that?” the frog said morosely. “Now we’re both going to die.” 

“I can’t help it,” said the scorpion. “It’s my nature.”

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…But no sooner than they were halfway across the river, the frog felt a subtle motion on its back, and in a panic dived deep beneath the rushing waters, leaving the scorpion to drown.

“It was going to sting me anyway,” muttered the frog, emerging on the other side of the river. “It was inevitable. You all knew it. Everyone knows what those scorpions are like. It was self-defense.”

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…But no sooner had they cast off from the bank, the frog felt the tip of a stinger pressed lightly against the back of its neck. “What do you think you’re doing?” said the frog.

“Just a precaution,” said the scorpion. “I cannot sting you without drowning. And now, you cannot drown me without being stung. Fair’s fair, isn’t it?”

They swam in silence to the other end of the river, where the scorpion climbed off, leaving the frog fuming.

“After the kindness I showed you!” said the frog. “And you threatened to kill me in return?”

“Kindness?” said the scorpion. “To only invite me on your back after you knew I was defenseless, unable to use my tail without killing myself? My dear frog, I only treated you as I was treated. Your kindness was as poisoned as a scorpion’s sting.”

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…“Just a precaution,” said the scorpion. “I cannot sting you without drowning. And now, you cannot drown me without being stung. Fair’s fair, isn’t it?”

“You have a point,” the frog acknowledged. “But once we get to dry land, couldn’t you sting me then without repercussion?”

“All I want is to cross the river safely,” said the scorpion. “Once I’m on the other side I would gladly let you be.”

“But I would have to trust you on that,” said the frog. “While you’re pressing a stinger to my neck. By ferrying you to land I’d be be giving up the one deterrent I hold over you.”

“But by the same logic, I can’t possibly withdraw my stinger while we’re still over water,” the scorpion protested.

The frog paused in the middle of the river, treading water. “So, I suppose we’re at an impasse.”

The river rushed around them. The scorpion’s stinger twitched against the frog’s unbroken skin. “I suppose so,” the scorpion said.

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A scorpion, not knowing how to swim, asked a frog to carry it across the river. “Absolutely not!” said the frog, and dived beneath the waters, and so none of them learned anything.

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A scorpion, being unable to swim, asked a turtle (as in the original Persian version of the fable) to carry it across the river. The turtle readily agreed, and allowed the scorpion aboard its shell. Halfway across, the scorpion gave in to its nature and stung, but failed to penetrate the turtle’s thick shell. The turtle, swimming placidly, failed to notice.

They reached the other side of the river, and parted ways as friends.

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…Halfway across, the scorpion gave in to its nature and stung, but failed to penetrate the turtle’s thick shell.

The turtle, hearing the tap of the scorpion’s sting, was offended at the scorpion’s ungratefulness. Thankfully, having been granted the powers to both defend itself and to punish evil, the turtle sank beneath the waters and drowned the scorpion out of principle.

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A scorpion, not knowing how to swim, asked a frog to carry it across the river. “Do I look like a fool?” sneered the frog. “You’d sting me if I let you on my back.”

The scorpion pleaded earnestly. “Do you think so little of me? Please, I must cross the river. What would I gain from stinging you? I would only end up drowning myself!”

“That’s true,” the frog acknowledged. “Even a scorpion knows to look out for its own skin. Climb aboard, then!”

But as they forged through the rushing waters, the scorpion grew worried. This frog thinks me a ruthless killer, it thought. Would it not be justified in throwing me off now and ridding the world of me? Why else would it agree to this? Every jostle made the scorpion more and more anxious, until the frog surged forward with a particularly large splash, and in panic the scorpion lashed out with its stinger.

“I knew it,” snarled the frog, as they both thrashed and drowned. “A scorpion cannot change its nature.”

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A scorpion, not knowing how to swim, asked a frog to carry it across the river. The frog agreed, but no sooner than they were halfway across the scorpion stung the frog, and they both began to thrash and drown.

“I’ve only myself to blame,” sighed the frog, as they both sank beneath the waters. “You, you’re a scorpion, I couldn’t have expected anything better. But I knew better, and yet I went against my judgement! And now I’ve doomed us both!”

“You couldn’t help it,” said the scorpion mildly. “It’s your nature.” 

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…“Why on earth did you do that?” the frog said morosely. “Now we’re both going to die.”

“Alas, I was of two natures,” said the scorpion. “One said to gratefully ride your back across the river, and the other said to sting you where you stood. And so both fought, and neither won.” It smiled wistfully. “Ah, it would be nice to be just one thing, wouldn’t it? Unadulterated in nature. Without the capacity for conflict or regret.”

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“By the way,” said the frog, as they swam, “I’ve been meaning to ask: What’s on the other side of the river?”

“It’s the journey,” said the scorpion. “Not the destination.”

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…“What’s on the other side of anything?” said the scorpion. “A new beginning.”

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…”Another scorpion to mate with,” said the scorpion. “And more prey to kill, and more living bodies to poison, and a forthcoming lineage of cruelties that you will be culpable in.”

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…”Nothing we will live to see, I fear,” said the scorpion. “Already the currents are growing stronger, and the river seems like it shall swallow us both. We surge forward, and the shoreline recedes. But does that mean our striving was in vain?”

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“I love you,” said the scorpion.

The frog glanced upward. “Do you?”

“Absolutely. Can you imagine the fear of drowning? Of course not. You’re a frog. Might as well be scared of breathing air. And yet here I am, clinging to your back, as the waters rage around us. Isn’t that love? Isn’t that trust? Isn’t that necessity? I could not kill you without killing myself. Are we not inseparable in this?”

The frog swam on, the both of them silent.

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“I’m so tired,” murmured the frog eventually. “How much further to the other side? I don’t know how long we’ve been swimming. I’ve been treading water. And it’s getting so very dark.”

“Shh,” the scorpion said. “Don’t be afraid.”

The frog’s legs kicked out weakly. “How long has it been? We’re lost. We’re lost! We’re doomed to be cast about the waters forever. There is no land. There’s nothing on the other side, don’t you see!”

“Shh, shh,” said the scorpion. “My venom is a hallucinogenic. Beneath its surface, the river is endlessly deep, its currents carrying many things.” 

“You - You’ve killed us both,” said the frog, and began to laugh deliriously. “Is this - is this what it’s like to drown?” 

“We’ve killed each other,” said the scorpion soothingly. “My venom in my glands now pulsing through your veins, the waters of your birthing pool suffusing my lungs. We are engulfing each other now, drowning in each other. I am breathless. Do you feel it? Do you feel my sting pierced through your heart?”

“What a foolish thing to do,” murmured the frog. “No logic. No logic to it at all.”

“We couldn’t help it,” whispered the scorpion. “It’s our natures. Why else does anything in the world happen? Because we were made for this from birth, darling, every moment inexplicable and inevitable. What a crazy thing it is to fall in love, and yet - It’s all our fault! We are both blameless. We’re together now, darling. It couldn’t have happened any other way.”

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“It’s funny,” said the frog. “I can’t say that I trust you, really. Or that I even think very much of you and that nasty little stinger of yours to begin with. But I’m doing this for you regardless. It’s strange, isn’t it? It’s strange. Why would I do this? I want to help you, want to go out of my way to help you. I let you climb right onto my back! Now, whyever would I go and do a foolish thing like that?”

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A scorpion, not knowing how to swim, asked a frog to carry it across the river. “Do I look like a fool?” said the frog. “You’d sting me if I let you on my back!”

“Be logical,” said the scorpion. “If I stung you I’d certainly drown myself.”  

“That’s true,” the frog acknowledged. “Come aboard, then!” But no sooner had the scorpion mounted the frog’s back than it began to sting, repeatedly, while still safely on the river’s bank.

The frog groaned, thrashing weakly as the venom coursed through its veins, beginning to liquefy its flesh. “Ah,” it muttered. “For some reason I never considered this possibility.”

“Because you were never scared of me,” the scorpion whispered in its ear. “You were never scared of dying. In a past life you wore a shell and sat in judgement. And then you were reborn: soft-skinned, swift, unburdened, as new and vulnerable as a child, moving anew through a world of children. How could anyone ever be cruel, you thought, seeing the precariousness of it all?” The scorpion bowed its head and drank. “How could anyone kill you without killing themselves?”

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my favourite duo in fable is definately bow duo, the absolute hurt/comfort that comes from them is incredible and everytime they interact i start sobbing

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imagine if instead of like Athena, Wolf and other people really close with Rae, Ven went in is head instead. Like maybe someone else might go with him to maybe give better context for trauma but have you thought of the self deprecating Rae explaining? It would be awesome. Also I know with it being Minecraft there’s gonna be some restrictions but I like the idea that once you step into an island memory you relive it as tho you were Rae and see it through his eyes. I think that would be really cool cuz back then ven and Rae weren’t that close and it would make Ven seeing such traumatic memories would be so angsty. This could also work with someone like Ari who didn’t exactly know Rae that well (but they were still friends, which could also make it angsty)

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imagine a religious character whose god is just a scramble of the word ‘narrative’ and they literally serve to further the plot of a story. I just like the idea of an author making that character just so plot can happen and to give a reason for keeping a character alive and what not.

I also definitely (didn’t ) write this idea down during English in my book, only for my English teacher to (not) read my book and be very confused.

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I haven’t seen anyone do this and I think that is criminal. Oscar and Veah both canonically call Wolf pa pa and I honestly can’t unthink this cuz as a pun you could go paw paw instead.

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sorry what

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it took me 2 months (almost exactly) to finish watching all of the fable smp playlist on heyhays channel. I can finally go read all the fan fiction I’ve waited for and truly get into the fandom!

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bro just took this quiz and I feel like I had 20 years of character growth

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languages are like Pokemon

they evolve and often become unrecognizable but they are still technically the same Pokemon

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I finally got to episode where a bunch of people went inside Rae’s mind and I both think it’s perfect and had the opportunity to be way angstier, like when Caspian was saying this isn’t fair the Rae that shows up a lot could’ve idk snapped? And ranted about how nothing was fair. But tbh this is just my opinion and also what fanfiction is for.

That episode gave be so much brain rot to a brain I didn’t know had lmao

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HOLY FUCK THAT IS SO MUCH TRAUMA

also before watching the ep I told my friend that I thought centross was gonna die during it and I was technically right, also also someone becoming a god is one of the few things that I’ve wanted in life (that’s at least what I think happened to centross).

just started the cathedral of war episode, see you in two hours with trauma :D

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just started the cathedral of war episode, see you in two hours with trauma :D

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finally got over my fears and finally joined the fable smp discord, go me I guess. Now I go and ignore the world because that’s too much social interaction (even tho I didn’t even talk to anyone lol)

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I just watched the episode titled ‘go back’ and caps lock cannot even begin to describe how much I love that episode. Like I expected Icarus and Rae to forgive each other and stuff but the Enderian stuff? That surprised me and I love it for that, like could it be fake? Maybe but I think Enderian means it that or Rae is gonna get a lot of trust issues afterwards.

I can’t believe how good actors everyone in fable is, like how!? If every actor in the world were this good I would watch a whole lot more movies because fable smp deserves all the oscars (child and the award lol) anyway I just REALLY need to talk about that episode after just watching it and last time I texted a friend so late they were not happen, so thx tumblr and the followers I some how have? (I don’t understand, I’m literally just ranting) I don’t know how I got this post so long but thx for reading I guess.