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Taskforce 141!ganster au x reader
Old Bed
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The air is tense and well no shit. You werenât expecting the hideout Kyle would take you to, would be the same one Simon and Johnny would be at. Before anyone could say anything else, Simon told you to follow him and take your shoes off first. You took off your shoes and set them aside before following him into a small hallway. Johnny kept an eye on you while you followed his boss. Gaz pat him on the back as he made his way to the couch.
âSet your stuff in the room there. Come back out, Iâll get you a drink.â He says walking away before you could reply. You step into the room, and find a small simple bedroom. Everything is neat, and you notice a photo on the nightstand next to the twin bed. You recognize it. Itâs a photo of you and your father when you were younger. Was this your dadâs room at one point? There were a couple of times when your father didnât come home until the early hours of the morning. You guessed maybe he stayed here for a bit. Something about the room, even with it being so plain made you feel safe. Like he was sitting with you on the bed, watching you going through your stuff. You pulled out a different hoodie, taking off your current one leaving it inside the jacket. You laid it on the bed, and looked at the mirror hanging on the wall by the small closet. Your arms were cover in bruises, that were easily visible with you in your tank top. The swelling in your eyes had gone down. Moving your arms, there was some pain but it was mainly just soreness. Nothing broken thankfully.
You come back out with your other hoodie and your beanie pulled down closer to your eye. You didnât want to make a fuss. You find Kyle in a t-shirt and jeans, his jacket on the couch armrest. Simon notices you and jerks his head toward the group, gesturing you to join them. You notice Simonâs mask is over his nose and mouth, wearing lounge pants and long sleeved shirt. Soap takes another shot at the table, cursing under his breath, and leaning against his cue. Ripped jeans, and hoodie, making him less intimidating than he usually is. Not by much though. You step closer to the table but keep your hands in your pockets.
Ghost takes a shot himself, letting the silence remain and the tension grow. Gaz just stays on the couch watching you and Soap. Price told him shit was tense, but damn.
âYou play?â Kyle asks, finally breaking the silence.
âSome. Iâm okay at it.â You mumble just loud enough for him to understand.
âLiar.â Soap comments under his breath, taking a shot. Another sunk, only two otherâs remaining and the 8. You go very quiet, letting the label sting. Kyle gives Soap a look of annoyance.
âHeâs right. Theyâre better than okay.â Ghost says, leaning over and just missing the pocket making his ball bounce off into a worse position. âBetter than Soap.â
âNo less a liar.â You comment to yourself.
âYouâre not a liar.â Soap says almost begrudgingly, walking around the table for a better angle. You look at him as he takes the shot and misses his ball.
âYou sai-â
âI know what I said. You never lied though.â He says stepping back and standing next to you. âSecrets and lies⊠you never said you werenâ a cop. We knew your da and we guessed⊠just didna wanna be right.â
âIâm sorry.â Is all you can say in response. He was right, but the guilt remained. You felt he was owed at least that much.
âOi love birds, quit the sap. Y/n mind making this shit for me.â Ghost says offering the cue. You take it, trying to think of it as how it was when you first got close to Soap. When you lean down ready to take the shot though, you wince. You try to hide it by shifting your position but that makes it worse. When you take the shot, you get it in the pocket but something in your shoulder audibly pops making you flinch.
âWhatâs wrong?â Johnny asks.
âNothing, just sore.â You say brushing it off.
âSome cops jumped em.â Kyle mentions, while Ghost sinks the 8 ball. Johnny says something in Scottish, you canât quite make out.
âIâm fine.â You say. Johnny takes off your beanie without warning.
âSit on the couch, Iâll get you some painkillers.â Johnny says leaning the cue against the table. He sounds like a disappointed older brother. You sit on the couch next to Gaz. Itâs surprisingly comfortable, and you feel some cracking from your bones. Good cracking. You canât explain it but once again, you feel safe and relaxed. More safe than youâve felt in your own apartment by yourself. Johnny gives you the painkiller.
âWhy they turn?â Johnny asks leaning back against the pool table standing in front of you.
âTold them I wanted to be left alone. Hadnât shown up for sometime, hadnât done much for a week. They decided that maybe kicking my ass would bring you guys running to help me. Prove my worth to you guys. Just kept telling them to fuck off. That wasnât enough.â You explain, taking the painkiller.
âGive us names, weâll slash their tires.â Kyle offers.
âPfft, not as much fun.â Johnny adds. âI say we just do what they did to Y/N.â
âAnd puts Y/N at risk. Right now, the police think theyâre on the side of the law. Gaz you mentioned Graves coming out of their apartment?â Ghost asks, folding his arms and looking at Gaz. Gaz nods. You didnât love Graves but the last thing you wanted was for him to get caught with the wrong people. The 141 guys were the right people for you, but not for Graves.
âHeâs my dadâs friend.â You say quickly. âChecks up on me. I report to him.â
âYou tell him anything about us?â Johnny asks. He gives you a hard serious look.
âNo. Nothing incriminating.â You say.
âWhat did he say when you came in with all the bruises?â Gaz asks.
âAsked me what happened⊠sounded like he was worried but I donât know.â You explain. Theyâre silent now, trying to figure out if Graves had something to do with it. They all knew Graves, the kind of man he was. Graves wasnât a shit cop, but he wasnât exactly clean either. Your father and Graves were partners, and in the force that meant something. But that nightâŠ
âJust told me to text him when I got somewhere safe. Told him I would stay the night somewhere else.â You say breaking the hard silence. âI texted him earlier when we parked, location is turned off.â
âGood. You best rest up, itâll help you recover.â Ghost says. You donât argue and get up going to your room.
The remaining three are quiet for a moment, not making eye contact, not talking, and hardly even moving. The night your father died, Graves was there. For a while they thought Graves might have done his partner in, but if so, why was he so hard on you. Why put you in the same place your father had been, and so close to himself? Graves was a hard ass but not cruel. They could all attest to that. Even Soap whoâd been shot by him. For now only time would tell, but with the cops being more persistent, and more sketchy shit going on behind closed doors, something was up.
Laswell called Price that same night. He had just gotten home from the bar, and sat down to relax with some football.
âTurn on the news.â She ordered him.
âWhy?â He asked, getting the remote anyways. When he turned on the tv his question was answered.
âNo fucking wayâŠâ he muttered into the phone.
âWeâve got a big problem John.â Laswell comments watching the same news broadcast.
âYeah, well⊠no shit.â Price replies.
The tv announced the return of the successful businessman and new chief police commissioner:
Vladimir Makarov.
@yourlovely-moon @kaoyamamegami @H0n3y_L3m0n @sans-chara @1mommyrose4ever29 @smitten-haematite-quartz
#cod au#john soap mactavish#task force 141 x reader#simon ghost riley#captain john price#kyle gaz garrick#philip graves#call of duty modern warfare#cod gangster au#emotions#this one is a little sad#wholesomeness is coming#gender neutral reader
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Wille's Month - Soulmate
day 18 @youngroyals-events
Wille, crossfaded and face down on the football field, realizes some things.
Or, Wille sees his and Simon's lives laid out, intertwining across every universe.
read below or on ao3. (T, 800) cw: substance abuse
Wille canât move. Well, he could move, he just doesnât really want to. Despite the cold wetness pressed against his cheek and the grittiness in his mouth, heâs quite comfortable. No bed at a fancy palace could ever compare to this. Not even the bright lights in his half-open eyes bother him. His body feels light and wavy. If he shuts his eyes fully, though, things start to spin. That isnât as comfortable, so he keeps them partially open, slowly blinking against the cold mist.Â
There is a familiar smell about the place he canât put his finger on. Has he been here before?Â
Where is here?
The pointer finger on his right hand twitches. He remembers. He is on grass. No, not grass. Turf. He rolls onto his side and drags a hand through the damp plastic. The lingering rain is probably soaking through his clothes, too. His mamma would be so mad, if she saw him like this. The thought makes him giggle.Â
Imagine the headlines, Mamma.Â
Iâm sorry I canât be him.Â
He doesnât want to think about that anymore. He is tired. To make sure he still can, he brings both hands to his face and presses his palms into his eyes, inhaling deeply, then letting out the breath in a loud hum. He is so tired.Â
A light flickers. He squeezes his eyes shut even tighter, letting his hands fall back to the ground again.Â
He starts to drift. Itâs a calm feeling. Distorted colors begin to dance across the backs of his eyelids. Warm purples and reds, then browns and greens. Shapes begin to form, too. The outline of a person, a building, a piano.Â
Simon is there, suddenly, in his mind. He looks different, though. Older. He smiles at Wille then grabs his hand, pulling him through a book shop. Wille feels warm and happy. Theyâve been here before, this is a favorite place of theirs. Simon wants to see if they have a new book in stock. Theyâve just come from breakfast together. They are happy.
The image flickers.Â
Simon is still there, but different again. He looks down at Wille from a stage, though he doesnât know Wille, yet. Wille doesnât know him either, just likes his music, but wants to know more. They find each other after the concert. Simon is flirty and forward and they quickly fall into each other.Â
That Simon disappears, too, then changes into another.Â
This Simon is younger, much younger, as is Wille. Theyâre both five and playing in a park. Wille tumbles off the slide and Simon offers a hand to help him up. They spend the rest of the day playing together, chasing each other around the playground and laughing until Willeâs mother pulls him away.Â
Now, Simon looks across a table at Wille with teary eyes, boxes scattered around them. He whispers, Iâm sorry, and sounds so broken and Wille wants to jump across the table at him, to beg him to stay, but he canât. They had their time together and it was good and worth it, but it just couldnât work anymore.Â
Another Simon. Another Wille. This time, they meet in a foreign city. Simon is singing karaoke with friends at a random dive bar. Though he doesnât normally do this â at least, this Wille doesnât â he offers to buy Simon a drink, taken by his beautiful voice. They stumble back to Willeâs hotel together, laughing and yelling into the dark and empty streets.Â
Wille blinks and he sees a football field at midnight. No, no, thatâs not right. He shuts his eyes again.Â
They are standing on a beach together, now. Simon has a small band on his ring finger and so does Wille. They are happy. The sand is warm and so is Simonâs hand in his. With a smile as bright as the sun, his husband turns to him and whispers, I love you. Wille presses a kiss into Simonâs forehead. And I love you.
A dozen more images shift across Willeâs mind, too fast to soak them in fully, but long enough to see Simon and to know how right it feels. Every place, every time, they find their way to each other. No matter what, no matter how they find each other, even if only for a short time. They are bound together; he feels the searing mark of it in his heart, hears the word soulmate whispered in his ear. But, too quickly, he feels Simon slipping away, all the little versions of him falling through Willeâs fingers even as he scrambles to keep hold. Grief and pain and confusion are already seeping back into his chest, and he wants to scream in frustration.Â
Then Wille remembers, distantly, Simon doesnât even know. He doesnât know theyâre meant to be together. He doesnât know how right it is, how real it is. The realest thing Willeâs ever had.
Blindly, movements still slurred and choppy, joints tight from the cold, he reaches for his phone. The number is there, easily, his fingers typing it already before he can even think about it.Â
âHello?â
âSimon.â
#this one is a little sad#basically wille in s1e4 on the field#but almost happy bc we know they make it?#this is also a love letter to all my fic writers out there#yall made all these other wilmon universes become real#and i love you for it#willemonth2024#wmday18#young royals#wilmon#yr fic#crown prince wilhelm
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IkeSoren Week Day 4
Author notes above cut, skip to cut for the story.
This takes place in my interpretation of Tellius canon. A few years after Radiant Dawn, Ike and Soren are invited to Hatari so that Ike can participate in a fighting festival. After being in Hatari for a few years, they return to Tellius and spend a little while in Tellius before leaving back to Hatari. If you want to read more about my view of Hatari, you can read Paradise on AO3 that details Rafielâs first year or so in Hatari.
My work is always âno beta - we die like menâ but Iâm scheduling this ahead of time and wrote it in a few hours because I wanted to do a little something for Ike/Soren Week since theyâre my first OTP, but Iâm not going to be in town during Ike/Soren week. So, itâs extra no-beta as a first draft. I may clean it up and throw it onto AO3 sometime.
Marriage
Ike and Soren stood on the shores of black sand beach, as far east from Tellius as the land in Hatari went. The sun was beginning to set behind them, the distant ocean already blackened by the night sky and rising stars.
Ike looked out at the horizon and then turned to face Soren. âYou still have that sending stone Kurthnaga gave you, right?â
Soren nodded. Ike sighed heavily.
âWe donât have to seek out the land beyond the horizon,â Soren said quietly. âThere might be trouble there. Hatari is peaceful, and Nailahâs finally admitted that it would be easier to reconnect with Tellius than to migrate all her people across the desert.â
âYeah, I guess,â Ike said, âThereâd be another new language to learn too.â
âProbably.â Soren smiled gently and looked up at Ike. âYou still want to go.â
Ike nodded. âI just hate the fame. So much. I canât breathe anywhere if people know me.â
âThen weâll go,â Soren said simply. âIf thereâs nothing out there, we can figure out something else.â
âBefore we go,â Ike called out, reaching into a pocket.
âItâs hardly necessary.â
Ike blinked and smiled ruefully, still grabbing the rings out of his pocket. Soren was only getting sharper as he got older. âIs that a no?â Ike asked. âI did a lot of work to get it right for you.â
Soren smirked and then shrugged. âI know. You tried so hard not to wake me when you used that string to size up my finger.â
Ike nearly pouted, deflated. Soren had known for that long?
âItâs been in your heart for ages, Ike,â Soren whispered, putting a hand over Ikeâs chest and taking a step closer. Sorenâs red eyes searched Ikeâs face. âEvery time youâve looked at me since we received the invitation to Micaiah and Sotheâs wedding two years ago, youâve thought about it.â
âWhy didnât you say anything?â
âBecause itâs irrelevant.â Soren pressed against Ike and closed his eyes. âI can feel you so clearly, I donât need to see you anymore to know your thoughts. An ancient custom means nothing to me in light of that.â Soren opened his eyes and he looked troubled, as he always did when recalling how his laguz blood made him so different from a beorc. âIt hardly surprises me that herons and dragons never feel the need to formalize their unions with a ceremony.â
Ike smiled gently and leaned forward to kiss Soren. Soren returned the gesture softly.
âIs that a yes?â Ike whispered against Sorenâs lips.
âOf course it is.â
Ike smiled, resting his forehead against Sorenâs. âNever a simple answer with you.â
âIf thatâs what you wanted, you should have picked a different partner.â
âNever say that,â Ike admonished gently, picking up Sorenâs left hand and slipping a simple silver band that had an engraved message inside onto his ring finger. âI want to be with you forever, thereâs no one else I want at my side than you. Thorns and all.â
Soren smiled sadly up into Ikeâs eyes, taking the other ring from Ike, a solid and sturdy gold plated-steel band, and put it slowly onto Ikeâs left ring finger. âA single lifetime will have to suffice for both of us.â
âA hundred of yours wouldnât satisfy me, Soren,â Ike said sternly.
Soren snorted, smiling. âI doubt you can conceive how long that is, I hardly can.â
âI just know it wouldnât be long enough,â Ike said, wrapping his arms around Soren and kissing him. âBut calling you my husband from now on might help.â
Soren smiled, it was such a contented, serene smile. And then it turned into a playful smile. âSo I am Mr. Hero of the Blue Flame now? Or Mr. Radiant Hero?â
Ike chuckled. âJust Soren is fine.â
âJust Soren then.â Soren rested his head against Ike, reaching up his left hand to lay it against Ikeâs shoulder. âA hundred of my lifetimes? You really are the clingy one.â
Ike laughed out loud and held Soren tighter. âYou wouldnât complain.â
âDid it sound like I was?â
âNo, I guess not.â
#ikesorenweek2023#fire emblem fan fiction#fire emblem#fire emblem path of radiance#fire emblem radiant dawn#fe9#fe10#fe9/10#ike fire emblem#soren fire emblem#ikesoren#tellius#This one is a little sad#I apologize
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a satisfactory answer for Selina
#bruce wayne#batman#selina kyle#catwoman#batcat#bruce#selina#mine#my art#i wanted to make the bat ears fold back SO badly but it looked too odd . unfortunately#wanted to put the collar ON HIM too but also it looked too out of place. SAD .#oh my GOD i forgot i could add IDs to these pictures now !!!#just finished adding that#i will see if i can do that for the other images i posted on this blog#anyway#thats her pookie bear.... her discord kitten...#who said that#this is what batcat is . to me . not that deep#just playful. selina gets to cause a little mischief whenever she wants and bruce gets be ouppy when he wants#thats just what the file names are LOL ouppy 1 2 and 3#in another post i may feel inclined to expand on it instead of in these tags#just know that there are very few people he would let restrain him and she is one of them. they just vibe like that.#younger bruce DOES follow her like a little duckling for these kinds of things. older bruce is too miserable to do fwb w anyone anymore#so they just enjoy each others company and reminiscence#mm. alot of tags for a shitpost.
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"Why did I do that?"
close up
#transformers one#transformers#megatron#bumblebee#b 127#maccadam#megatron the terrible and his son B127#geniunly it would be so horrible if megatron ends up being the one to rip out bees voice box#like HES the one who found him in sub level 50#he knows#why would he do that to him#its geniunly so sad that they gave bee this backstory and that hes going to lose his voice#especially since they were once friends#well#i mean dee was bees best friend but bee was just the yellow thing dee tolerated LOOL#but still#it makes me so sad to think about#i would like to think that the smallest part of megatron cares even a little#not enough though
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you have been bad friends to riz gukgak
#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#dimension 20#d20#dropout#fabian seacaster#adaine abernant#kristen applebees#ragh barkrock#gorgug thistlespring#fig faeth#riz gukgak#baron from the baronies#WHEW THIS IS A BIG ONE#i really wanted to draw something for this arc ever since seeing baronâs true form#(have to confess i was a little sad they rolled so well and didnât have to fight him)#BUT fabian and adaine being possessed made for such cool moments#this was a fun challenge for me and i hope you like how it turned out!!
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still ruminating over Lost In the Book With Spooky Skeletons Part 1, so here's a selection of some of my favorite little bits! (...some more loosely paraphrased than others) (I just feel like Idia has no room to criticize in general, okay)
anyway, I'm sure we're just going to have a fun time celebrating Halloween and nothing bad is going to happen whatsoever! :)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#calling dibs on skeleton kisses as the name of my band#man scully is just a delightful little weirdo and i'm enjoying him immensely#(i'm going with scully until we get something official just because it makes me think of x-files)#(ăčă«ăȘăŒ is also how the agent's name is transliterated and i don't know if it was intentional but i love it as a bonus reference)#(i want to believeâą)#gosh though#'no one at school likes me because i won't shut up about halloween and jack skellington' i'm feeling VERY attacked right now twst#look scully your people are out there#just get on the forums and -- oh wait you're probably from like the 1800s or something#(my theory is that he's from the past and there's just some Book Magic going on to bring us together)#(LOOK they made a point of saying that the book fair has been held annually for a super long time)#a hot topic goth born before hot topic was invented...so sad đ#i dunno i could be wrong but that feels like a good working theory for now#if it wasn't for mal sensing twsty ~magic~ on him i would think he's like. a christmas elf who's going to kidnap jack in a reverse-nmbc#(not ruling that out though because it would be amazing)#god all the sprites in this event look AMAZING. loving the desaturated colors and the extra drawn-on lines đ#i'm genuinely kinda sad that we aren't gonna get to see every character like this#who knows...maybe halloweentown will be imperiled again next year...#come back and destroy my keys again please#(that said i'm doing weirdly well so far?)#(i promised i'd save for sebek and just do cursory pulls to get the SRs and not hope for the SSRs)#(...but then leona jumpscared me four coffins in anyway. halloween magic is REAL)
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I think he likes me
#Belphegor#he has a little scab on one cheek. poor guy#it was his lesson though! he kept play-bothering pangur until she smacked him in the face#itâs sad that he got hurt but alsoâŠ.heâs been leaving her alone since that moment#so itâs a lesson learned đ
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Book 2 au: sparring sessions and short hair katara
They like to have sparring sessions in order to keep their bending skills sharp. They allow themselves to go all out and not hold back at all cause they know if anyone got hurt, Katara could just heal them
But anyways, wouldn't it be kinda funny if Zuko accidentally burned Katara's hair tho? Aofkqldkkajfjd
The "I think we can save the hairloops" line is from @linnoya-writes thank you for that!! :>>
#zutara#zuko#katara#atla#book 2 au#my art#i mentioned in my last book 2 au post that i wanted to include short hair katara into it and y'all were so supportive of it!! đđđ#so this is how i think it would go#it would happen as katara is trying to evade one of zuko's fire balls#she manages to avoid it but since her hair is long it still caught on fire#she'd be pissed so she water whips the hell out of zuko#and then promptly forgets about it akfhkakdkakdj#even after the sparring session she still hasn't remembered cause 'oh no zuko's in pain i have to help him!'#it isn't until zuko even mentions it that she remembers#zuko thinks she's more calm than i thought she would be after burning her hair so he mentions it to her#little did he know katara just forgor aldjlakdkaljd#n e ways zuko does feel bad so she offers to help fix it up for her#i think after the haircut katara would find herself looking in mirrors when there are any around cause 'zuko thinks i'm beautiful?? really?#zuko doesn't know this tho and he thinks katara is till sad about the unwanted haircut so he keeps telling her that she looks beautiful#and katara just keeps losing it aldjlakdlald#in conclusion they are idiots your honor
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Girls will say "this is my beautiful wife" and their beautiful wife is just a weird looking man
#the heron speaketh#delighted to see the blorbo tags on this one if it takes off but i want everybody to know that this post is about#the terror#goodsir my sad pathetic wife harry goodsir#his fluffy muttonchops and big wet eyes like a baby cow have bewitched me. im going to wlakinto the sea#ive been such a normal kind of sad lately let me be a little fuxking derangwd on main for a while OkAY. OKAY. let me be weird ive earned it
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I just know itâs gonna really hit me the moment one of the boys says something and then Iâm gonna lose it.
#like god idk why Iâm thinking Louis is gonna take it the hardest but also itâs just so fucking sad#Iâm gonna lose it and bawl my eyes out the moment one of them says anything#like one band one dream one direction for life is so real right now#liam payne#my little lanky baby#harry styles#niall horan#my little irish marshmallow#one direction#louis tomlinson#zayn malik
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Wille's Month - Family (Dinner)
day 21 @youngroyals-events
A glimpse at the Royal Familyâs dinner table over the years.
read below or on ao3 (T, 700)
1 Without Erik
The empty chair made Wille nervous. As heâd learned over the past few months since Erik started at Hillerska, an empty chair and a missing Perfect Brother meant all attention turned on Wilhelm. He didnât want it. He wanted his brother there and for his parents to stop spending the whole dinner interrogating him.Â
âIâm not sure a neighborhood soccer team is the best use of your time, Wilhelm.â His mother appraised him over the lip of her wine glass. âThereâs a very prestigious sports club close by and theyâve offered you a spot on their rowing team. That is much more becoming, donât you think?âÂ
âBut, mamma, I donât want to do rowing. I like soccer and I want to hang out with my friends,â he said, trying not to sound like a petulant child. It turned out his mother heard him as one, regardless.Â
She raised an eyebrow. âWilhelm, please. Erik does rowing and he greatly enjoys it. Moreover, you will be able to make much more⊠appropriate friends at this club.âÂ
His father stayed silent as they continued to fight. Eventually she brushed him off, saying theyâd continue the discussion later. The topic then drifted to Willeâs grades and how disappointed they were he wasnât getting as good of grades as Erik. From there the dinner descended until Wille was storming off and locking himself in his room. He didnât join them for dinner the rest of that week.Â
2 With Erik
It was almost bittersweet whenever Erik visited them during his final year at school. He always had plenty of fun stories to share and plenty of teasing for Wille. But, it was all just a reminder that next year heâd be off at military school and definitely wouldnât be coming home to visit at any regular interval. Wille was scared of what would happen to him. Their parents were already cracking down about his upcoming confirmation and âensuring heâs associating with the right typesâ at school.Â
He tried not to think about it, wanting to enjoy having his brother there.
âI have a lot more responsibility this year,â Erik was saying. âItâs quite nice to finally be in this position after looking up to the third years when I first started. Now itâs my turn to make sure our first years stay in line.âÂ
He looked over to Wille and winked, a sly smirk on his face.Â
âThatâs wonderful, dear,â Kristina said, nodding in approval. âI think your experience as prefect will come in handy in the future.âÂ
Their father cut in, asking, âHowâs the rowing going, then?âÂ
From there, the conversation diverted. More about Erikâs accomplishments. More about how oh-so-talented their rowing team was that year. More about his grades and how well he was managing his tasks as Crown Prince along with everything else.Â
Wille sat in silence, as he always did, laughing at his brotherâs jokes and reveling in the lack of attention on him. There was a twinge in the back of his mind that made him a tad upset. Heâd been elected captain of the intramurals soccer team heâd joined at school; no one asked him about that. He also had straight Aâs at the moment, save for one class. No one asked him a single question, but he was mostly alright with it.Â
3 Without Erik
Wille wanted to throw that empty chair across the room. What was once an annoyance, an indicator Wille would have to dodge questions and try to convince his parents he wasnât a total fuck up, was now a horrible, ugly reminder of the glaring hole in their lives.Â
If they didnât want to talk to Wille before, they sure didnât now. Not with everything heâd done wrong in the past few months. Not after the fight and the sex tape and his obvious inability to handle his new role as Crown Prince. A role which he very much did not ask for.Â
The dinner table was almost always quiet now, if they even had dinner together. Wille missed being at Hillerska all the time. This holiday was bad enough with Erik gone for real. The least they could do was have dinner together, but more and more often he ended up eating dinner alone. He knew grief tore families apart, but werenât they meant to try to stick together? Shouldnât they be leaning on each other?Â
Maybe not, because the dinners they did have were stilted and uncomfortable, as if none of them could speak across the pit that had opened up between them in the shape of an empty dinner chair and an unwanted crown.Â
#this one is a little sad#sorry#shout out to all my second borns#willemonth2024#young royals#prince wilhelm#crown prince erik#yr fic#soccer/football you get it
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manifested mileven at the snowball in 2016, so now Iâm manifesting byler at senior promđȘ»đ»
#updated haircuts!!!#byler#stranger things#byler fanart#mike wheeler#will byers#artovna#the fact that there were times when I LOVED mike/el so much and now I just get sad every time I see them is crazy#no one talk to me about the l bloody smitten comment. sorry I briefly made you British in 2016 dustin#random fun fact: finn wolfhard liked that old artwork on instagram when I first posted it and I hadnât even tagged him.#Iâd tagged him in a few other mike wheeler pieces Iâd done and I guess he was snooping đ#back when the cast werenât so popular and they were so little đ#prom byler
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Look what we've become.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#Initially I wanted to do a 'Mutiny' quote to follow the 'Luck runs out' quote.#But the musical earworms demanded a different blood to be drawn. And I think it works just as well.#Alright. It's time to confess something. I really struggled with this comic. I didn't want to draw it. Then I didn't want to upload it.#Because I knew I would be here in the tags writing and backspacing for hours trying to articulate my thoughts.#I'm going to talk about death and grief in the tags today so this is your WARNING to look away if you aren't in a headspace for it.#Sometimes in media there are scenes and characters which land on topics so specific to your wounds that it reopens them all over again.#Because here's the truth. When you've known someone like this for nearly your whole life...it doesn't matter how bad the fight is.#You always think 'We'll always have time. One day this dust will settle and we'll rebuild the bridge.'#And then the fucker dies!!! He dies and suddenly there will never ever be time to repair the rift.#Someone you loved died thinking you hated them. And part of you did just a bit. But love and hate aren't mutually exclusive.#He's fucking dead and you are left with so many broken and unfinished pieces between the two of you.#Jiang Cheng loses Wei Wuxian thinking that WWX thought they hated each other.#He's a younger brother who will one day be older than the person he lost.#Who has no one else in the world who understands those feelings of love and hate and grief.#I can't be normal about this character. I don't think he even heals me. Zero catharsis to be gained here.#I just look at his sour grape ass and think 'shit that's a little too close to home.' JC is my discomfort character.#I'm probably going to regret being this vulnerable in the tags in like. An hour. So. sorry if you see this once and never again.#EDIT: Yeah sorry this took 4 hours to muster the courage to post. Surprise update!#EDIT 2: You guys were being too nice to me on my sad comic to point out the spelling error. I have fixed it now B'*)
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back to the thunder saga i love the detail where scylla is so bony/malnourished because you have to remember this is her first meal in like. ages. shes ECSTATIC, for good reason
YES THANK YOU FOR NOTICING THAT
#I was so sad because one of my favorite little details of her design and nobody seemed to notice!#gigi's asks
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Legend tells of the carp that leapt over the Dragon Gate at the crest of a river and became a stand up comedian.
#also toyed with calling this comic riddle of the sphinx#but that had a little too much reference already associated with it#comic#comics#sphinx#dragon#ive been thinking so much about humor as related to the tortured artist and comedians and poets as sad artists etc etc#and how often that can be true but how this predominant cultural vision pigeonholes comedy as a low art or even just one you have to just#'be talented' at intrinsically. or even 'be sad enough' to be good at#instead of a craft you hone and an artform itself#this comic isnt exactly about that.#but it's related#it's more about... two very different kinds of people. but who are the same kind of artist#if that makes sense#and literally being scared of what you want#art tag#sequential art#personal comic#quite happy with how this one turned out. im excited to have made it i feel like its really different than my usual comics
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