#This is great. im gonna be over there crying
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UUUFGGH,,, UUAHHHHHGH
I have fun Sound from Wreck-it Ralph
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look doggy style is great n all, but i raise you cowgirl (im looking at you, tason jodd n gick drayson) i strongly believe at heart as top as these men are there is a part of them that is so down when u ride bcs they want you to work for it
Thoughts?
Jason very much would’ve cum just from seeing how your body reacted when you slid him in. The stretch burning so good it brought tears to your eyes. But this is all about you.
He had complete control over himself as he watched you. He thought he did anyway.
Your palms smush against his chest as you grind against him—his cock dragging slowly, painfully against your velvety walls.
You have him wrapped around your finger.
Jason left fingerprints on the skin of your hip from how tight he dug into you, his eyebrows furrowed and mouth slightly parted—he’s whipped.
“Mhm, there you go..make a mess all on my dick, show me how good I make you feel.”
He’ll let you use him as your personal toy for hours, orgasm after orgasm until you’ve had your fill.
Now..Mr. Grayson however is sooo fucking cocky when you ask to ride him.
“Use me to your heart’s content.”
“You sure? Wouldn’t want those pretty legs to give out so quickly and ruin the fun!”
Now he’s complaining, whining, crying. Overall annoying in bed. But fuck..He thinks you look so good above him, milking his cock over and over.
“C’mon baby—right there, lemme feel you- hah! Gonna cum please lemme cum! Gonna cum with me too right?”
His eyes are glossed over, a stray tear itching to fall down his face. His hips are uncontrollably snapping up to meet you half way, desperate for release.
Shove a few fingers in his mouth and he’ll somewhat shut up.
You don’t even remember how many times you’ve cum after stuffing yourself full of his seed.
A/N: Been sick AND busy with christmas coming up, I apologize.
#batboys#dc comics#jason todd x reader#batfam#dc#dcu#jason todd#dc smut#dick grayson x reader#dick grayson smut#dick grayson x you#x reader#reader is whatever you want them to be#i’ve been sick
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Sinsmas came out, and I bawled. here's me yapping about it.
-Blitz put horses EVERYWHERE to try and make Stolas happy
-Stolas was asking for his antidepressants. keep in mind he goes this whole episode, which takes place over the course of a month, completely unmedicated.
-Blitz asking what he eats :(. Then Stolas's rich ass.
-Stella fucking GRAB'S VIAS PHONE. GOD I WANT TO KILL THAT BITCH. THEY SIT THEIR AND LAUGH ABOUT HIM WANTING TO TALK TO HIS DAUGHTER IT MAKES ME SO. FUCKING. ANGRY.
-Imps still hate Stolas. Also bro has NO life skills whatsoever
-She straight up spits in his coffee, no remorse. Queen honestly.
-New fit!! this is so much better than that dumbass romper
-Blitz catching rats for him :((
-"No, this is how I act when I don't have money! :D"
-I absolutely adore the concept of sinsmas btw. Also, notice how both Moxxie and Blitz act on wrath, rather than greed (where they were both raised). Interesting lil detail
-Of course Blitz would set the apartment on fire
-Loona acting like me fr
-Millie and Moxxie fighting heheheee
-He's so concerned lmaooo??
-Whiteboard! My fave is the 'days since moxie sang' counter.
-Loona's opened up so much I love her QmQ
-"I'm poor now!" I love you Stolas but holy shit you privileged ass baby.. At least yall can afford to feed everyone in your house
-God Blitz is so in love
-Stolas is GOING THROUGH IT with these parallels
-Blitz trying to defend cheating 💀💀
-Homophobic cunt
-Mammon tree topper
-They're STILL laughing about Stolas trying to call Via. Have they kept her phone from her this whole time?
-She didn't hear them say he'd been trying to call. She took her earbuds out AFTERWARDS. As far as Via knows, he only called once.
-Stolas was the one who got her the guitar
-Via's song goes so hard, but what happened to her accent??
-The parallels in Via's song and the one Stolas sang to her in ep 2 make me wanna cry
-Btw Via is COMPLETELY justified in how she feels, and her decision to not forgive Stolas.
-"I'll just get older and you'll only know my name" Holy fuck that line goes hard
-I THOUGHT SHE WAS GONNA ATTEMPT.
-"Well here's an idea, You could shut the fuck up!"
-Me I fear
-She sits down with stolas's diary I can't
-I thought the bit of her throwing up as weird as hell. But, foreshadowinggg
-What if this was my 13th reason.
-"Didn't make me wet AT ALL"
-The scream as she flies out the window is delightful
-Blitz immediately knows stolas went to look for Via
-GET HIS ASS
-"Get your icy hands off my bottom, bitch!"
-Dude what the hell did he say?!
-GET. HIS. ASS!!
-"fuck yes! :D"
-Loona and Moxxie working together :(((
-This action scene is so fucking cool
-"High five!!" DUMBASS?!
-Im gonna kms they're so cute
-VIA!
-She doesn't hug her father back.
-She thought him needing the antidepressants was her fault I'm actually gonna do it this time.
-Although Via won't talk to Stolas, she still saved him. She loves her dad, but she's rightfully angry. It'll take time to rebuild that trust.
-FUCK.
-Blitz relaxes. Stolas doesn't.
-God what a cutie
-MOXXIES FACE HSDHSJHDJSIJ
-I knew immediately in the bathroom scene what was up with Millie
-Im really excited to see the pregnant millie plotline actually. Judging by her reaction, she's not sure if she wants to keep it.
-STOLAS'S SOFT LITTLE LAUGH AUGH IM CRYING
-He doesn't hug Blitz back.
-Xmas song at the end goes hard.
Overall, this episode was AMAZING. The writing was great, the emotional moments hit hard, the animation was great as usual, and the pacing was good, if not a bit clunky. What a great end to the season.
I think i'll go call my dad.
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sent THREE super long / important assignments due next week today maybe spending days inside working on them was worth it
#im gonna cry/pos it feels like a bus ran me over but whatever#so exasperated working on them but whatever#i only have like 5 more for next week and the next one and half of my thesis for january well#no holidays for me this year it seems#BUT WHATEVER I JUST SENT THREE IN A DAY#lets cheer and idk maybe watch a naruto episode#< lies im gonna do another two (the shortest ones)#also yesterday i did my first professional real interpreting in an important event whatever whatever (guy whos showing off right now)#i wore a suit and everything#it wasnt so great honestly#my tutor was super happy with it tho#i was so proud that i convinced myself of getting a PhD (< hasnt graduated yet nor done a masters degree lol)#today me disagrees with that but then again whatever#gotta keep the url alive for a few more years#academia posting#hell is university
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Me starting episode 30 this morning: Save me Hardwon Surefoot
Hardwon Surefoot: If I start to slow you down you leave me behind
Jake Hurwitz you bastard
#MOTHERFUCKER#BITCH?!?!?#SAD OLD MAN?!?!?!#IM GONNA CRY ALL OVER AGAIN WHAT THE FUCK#this is mostly jokes this is great I love sad old men (and women) but also Jake Hurwitz when I fucking GET you#naddpod#ba2mia
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I saw this in one of your posts “Like. let's traumatise the made-up kids, it's good for the real kids to read as long as you talk about it the right ways. (I'm being blithe and simplistic here but if you want a ramble on what I mean just ask)” and I was intrigued. Maybe you’ve already done a post about this so I apologise if so but this is me asking for that ramble
Oh damn I had to dig for that post, but yeah! So a couple background info things:
One, I was the kind of autistic kid who has the empathy where you cry when others cry or get angry when others are angry, but who also can't understand why people are reacting in ways I wouldnt react/what the emotions im mirroring are. I learned most of what I know about the vast complexities of humanity through stories, because that was my window into mindsets that are not my own, and it's especially good for the people around me that I was such a voracious reader because it gave me a huge variety of "people" to view the internal worlds of, whereas if I read a more limited selection I'd probably have a lot less compassion just because I had fewer models to learn from. So I feel very strongly about the ability of story to teach us how people work, because I experienced it firsthand in a very conscious way. (More on this later)
The other thing is I write a lot of original work, most of which is aimed at the kind of middle grade/young adult age range. Nothing published yet, but I've been thinking about what it means to tell a story to children vs teens vs adults for over half my life now, especially since starting to work as a dance teacher and spending my adult life mostly around kids of various ages. So again, strong feelings about how adults have to teach kids not just what to do but why it matters - kids aren't learning facts alone in school or life, they are learning how to be people. Everything is a lesson, especially when you're particularly young
So the post was talking in that paragraph about how so many books for kids portray the necessity of the child hero, when adults reading will usually go "what the FUCK that kid is TWELVE they're a baby". And that's a good impulse! It's important for adults to want to keep kids from having to take on too much responsibility too early!
But I think when adults have that handwringing moment they forget that kids in real life have absurd and awful responsibilities and experiences every day whether we like it or not. So often I see people talk about that kind of child chosen one story as being some kind of awful bc it teaches kids not to rely on adults and frankly, many of us learned that from real life! I did, even with the wonderful parents that I had, because my school experiences were that fucking awful. We have to tell stories about kids facing down awful, traumatic experiences, both fantastical and realistic, and we have to tell stories about the nasty bits that come after, the grief and trauma and feeling scraped raw and the bad coping mechanisms as well as the good ones and the days you slide back into the person you were when you thought you were past it - because real kids need to know they're not alone and they're not weak or bad or any of a number of things that feeling isolated in your trauma can lead you to believe, especially as a child when everything is so much bigger because its happening for the first time
The story I have lived with the longest, trying to write it for twelve/thirteen year olds since I was twelve myself, is one about a kid with the same trauma I had of being undiagnosed but visibly autistic in ways that her peers hated and a kid with an abusive parent being forced to do really awful things to try and earn that parent's approval. It's also a fantasy story wish fulfillment type thing for baby me with ghosts and junior high theatre classes and magic! And even just letting that story and characters grow and change with me has helped me to heal from a lot of things that really fucked me over in my childhood and adolescence. Not perfectly! I'm in therapy for a goddamn reason! But it gave me hope to tell a story about these people who faced down violence they never should have had to and not only lived, but came out the other end slowly learning to thrive and leave that violence in the past. Kids who've faced trauma, whether like mine or like that character of mine with the abusive parent or like any number of other horrible things that can happen to kids, they deserve to see that they can have power and agency, that they can face awful things and win, and that they can heal and be happy. Not every book for kids does this the ways I personally like but that's why I feel so strongly about children's media having that "kids have to save the day" trope no matter how pearl-clutchy adults get about it, and that's why i dont shy away from putting kids in my stories in dangerous positions. It's not about the characters, bc they're symbols. It's about what I can give as a storyteller to the kids reading, or even the kids inside the adults reading. We all have a little kid in our heads who needs to know it's going to be ok, I think.
#still don't have an ask tag#thank you for this question! i like to chew on things like this clearly#and also im gonna plug cressida cowell's books if you dont mind the occasional moment of ehhh vibes re:ableism in the httyd books.#late httyd. wizards of once. which way to anywhere. all great examples of teaching kids about the world in honest but age appropriate ways.#there is violence and pain and things you should never have had to face in this world. adults will/have fail(ed) you.#but that does not mean it is over and it does not mean we cannot make a kinder world. if we let ourselves move past the hurt.#hang on i gotta go reread everything she ever wrote and CRY
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GUYS IM GOING CRAZY HOW DID I NOT NOTICE THIS ON THE BSD WIKI BEFORE????
#“you want me to twinkify him?” “no i want him to be specifically fyodor-level twink”#I HOWLED A LITTLE BIT FYODOR IS THE STANDARD FOR PHYSICALLY UNFIT#GOOD GUY FYODOR SOUNDS SO CURSED TOO??? throwback to anime protag eyes fedya *shudders*#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP#imagine tachi going thru the universal lost parent experience of seeing a twink from the back and calling out his brother's name#and it's just some anemic russian terrorist#they're so unrelated which makes this 1000x better#i would rock tachi's brother's shit if he wasn't. yk. 🕴️#only people with great taste fawn over dead men with no build#they should start a club for the lanky depressed men of bsd#fyodor tachi's brother lovecraft bram even kunikida ango oda and mushi could join#born to babygirl forced to emo twink#it's the “good guy fyodor” that pushed me over the edge im never gonna stfu about this#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd the soldier#bsd fyodor
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a+++ would recommend having a creechur plush to hug really tight when feeling sad, touch-starved, and horribly lonely
#trigun truly the backbone of my mental health this year#i hug him to sleep every night but i Needed A Hug so i grabbed him from the bedroom#almost started crying wowzie im doing great!#anyway he's so squishy he's great to hug#i know im gonna damage him over time if i keep hugging him at night too but buh :'(#emotional support creechur#bee talks
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#just complaining dw ->#cried in the middle of the fucking mall bc i couldnt pick up tickets this is a new goddamn low#set out to do at least 3 simple tasks today and did none of them#great#perfect#just wonderful#christ i havent figured out how to do literally anything alone#ive been crying practically every day now god this is getting ridiculous#finals are next week . essays arent done . im never gonna learn#woke up at 6am now its 3:45pm i wanted to finish Something by 12 at the very fucking least but guess what happened#…. okay kim dokja time over im gonna work on the plant type table#solar-talks
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asa punching yoru like YOU DONT SPEAK FOR US
#i was so angry on her behalf when yoru said she got over it#denji thinkts that its asa saying that so its like she was saying asa got over it but she didnt. so shes like DONT LIST3EN TO HER WE ARE NO#*THE SAME#the conveersation between asa and denji was so so so sweet and good#in the falling devil arc asa asking chainsaw man how he got over it and denji telling her that he never did#and now hes asking her the same thing and shes telling him the same thing#they would help eachother so muych if it wasnt for yoru ;_;#yoru is a great character dont get me wrong#asa and denji just make me so sad#they might never get over it but at least maybe they can help eachother deal with it#.txt#csm#asa#cc#denji#and it seems like denji is finally gonna have to face his trauma head on instead of running from it/ignoring it#im so excited#yes i am crying
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discovery of the day
#im sorry i do Not see what everyone sees in this movie. although from the years of browsing the internet ive began to realize#that i actually dont know if people actually like the movie or not#why is everything so rushed#their romance felt like nothing to me because i dont KNOW what they see in eachother#listen you dont have to tell me straight up into the camera why they love eachother#but the aggressive kissing and cut sex scenes arent telling me much#i get that it came out in 2005 but cutting mostly every gay sex scene? even the kissing for the most part?#but oh we NEED to see this happy husband and wife doing it. yes im bitter#a german movie by the name of summer storm came out the year before this one and actually shows something that feels like actual passion#i sound like i need to see people doing it in these movies all the time I promise thats not it#but even the kissing? the thing i Actually like the most? the thing that makes me feel things? felt like nothing at all#and oh i forgot that this is a tragic gay movie where one of them dies. Oh yeah. forgot.#mentioning summer storm again: it actually has a relatively happy ending. feels good that i dont need to be reminded of how gay people are#doomed 24/7.#the romance started good. with jack telling the guy whos name i already forgot to get his ass in the tent already.#the Pulling his arm over my body thing. it was going great#THEN IT WENT SO FAST! WHY WAS HE SUDDENLY SO INTO IT! WHY WERE THEY BOTH SUDDENLY DOING IT#im sorry i expected a slighter slow burn than this!!! calm down cowboys i have no idea why you two like eachother all of the sudden!#i seriously thought they would show these little moments of tension#and it just growing bigger and bigger#until they couldnt take it anymore#that would explain the aggressiveness of it! why they were so desperate! but it literally just HAPPENED!!!!!!!!!#im sorry i. I expected more of this movie that i hear so much about.#the most it made me feel was at that moment that turned into a meme where i thought “Hop on fortnite”#chuckled. that was it. did i cry? did my heart race at any moment? was i worried about what was gonna happen? not Once#im so. Disappointed.#after this i wanted to watch summer storm but netflix removed it. Its a german only movie no one knows from 2004. where the hell am i gonna#🏴☠️ that#AAAGHHHH!!!!!!!#not being able to watch summer storm made me cry more than this movie did What the hell
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#dont mind me just thinking about all the wasted potential in the world at half 1 in the morning#anyways context: was specifically thinking of one person i knew who was just. so genuinely good at writing#and this was when we were Young. like always just had a knack for it. great at description and creativity and just writing in a beautiful#way. but isnt and probably will never be a writer.#and how many other people are like that? where they are Good at something. they enjoy it. but because of life they end up leaving it behind#IM GONNA FUCKING CRY!!!#not to mention im kinda envious tbh. like i wish i had something i just inherently had a knack for. but im genuinely just mediocre at#everything. dont get me wrong ive come to appreciate that over the years#but theres just something about. idk. like an inherent talent#idk idk#if you are someone whos good at something. like just really and truly good. i hope you are able to keep with it. and that you can love it as#much as humanly possible#le text post
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hey im gonna fuckign. lose it.
#if i fail a class because of an insane submission error im gonna be fucked#if i have to cry on the phone and in someone's office to not fail a class that will be not good also#i was SO CLOSE TO BEING DONE#and now its gonna hang over my head for another however long#FUCK#anyway#vent post#because that seems to be all my posts these days#we're not doing great gang!#words
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suuuper duper anxious rn 🥰🥰🥰
#leaving for my first like Big vacation today w my friends#i’m a huge homebody and i’m already crying ab missing my dogsandcat#i’ve never been on a plane and now i’m gonna be in one for 9 hrs over the ocean#and i’m not great at deviating from my core routine#in general#BUT i know i’m gonna have so much fun and such a great experience and IM GONNA SWIM IN THE MEDITERRANEAN#like i’m SO excited but i also wanna cry the entire way there#greece here i come :)
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happy ranting because im Realizing things !!
my room is almost clean i got back in contact with a person who somehow doesn't hate me i love living i love life i love my car that isn't even mine cause it's my dad's and i love the fact that i might be moving soon and i love knowing ive changed and im never going back and i love knowing i don't have to live being scared and defensive anymore!!!!
#i love living knowing ive changed into something better even if it's not great yet!!!!!#i love my boyfriend#he waited two years for me and he was my comfort when i got myself into at least four codependent relationships#im gonna cry i dont always feel it but im so much happier than i was#i apologized to my friend for being awful when i was young and i dont know if she knew how much i was saying#but shes coming over again friday and she doesn't hate me even though i ruined her life and she offered to let me move with her#im gonna offer to meet her friends who i might end up rooming with and im just. so happy
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this video makes me want to sob and throw up and scream and cry and collapse onto the floor
#actually like sobbing through it this is going to kill me genuinely#god ive not cried these kind of tears in a while LOL#i cry a lot but not whete it makes my chest hurt like this#everyone should watch Get Back. best docu ever made actually :)#but no theres smth about getting a beatles song in the year 2023#like its not smth i ever imagined but now that it exists its like wow. its truly over. its a fucking solid conclusion and it hurts so badly#im going to rip up my pillow the emotional pain this is bringing me is actually heart wrenching#my one brother one time was like the Beatles are so mid and overrated and i wanted to leap up and strangle him across the table#THEYRE LIFE CHANGING OKAY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#idk its just so much my childhood :/#and this song is ripping my heart out </3#and hearing them talk about this being the last beatles track ever. like yeah i KNOW but god fuck ouch#the way they talk about george and john im going to bang my head into a wall#mayne i shoulf rewatch get back and have a mental breakdown#i told my friend about that docu when it came out and hes like wow that sounds incredibly boring#how dare you how fucking dare you. 8 hours of content????? fucking...great#but no seriously to listen to this song released now and it sounds exactly like their original work. im gonna throw up i feel so ill#never recovering from this actually 😊#catie.rambling.txt#Youtube
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