#This fucking sucks

[hellishjoel]

I woke up and sobbed my eyes out this morning because I saw a photo online of a girl wearing an American flag sweater, crying, at a Harris support rally after the news of who won came out

I have that same sweater and wore it 24 hours ago, feeling hopeful, eager, excited—thinking we might be alive to witness the first female president in history

I feel so numb. We tried

[elizakai]

I AM SO MAD LISTEN

You know the Error pipeline thing where it can get really angsty. Like Afterdeath turned Destructive death after Geno becomes Error?

OH IT CAN BE WORSE

WHERE ARE MY SCIFELL SHIPPERS AT? YEAH YOU!

you aren’t safe as you think

science is young classic

so we start with scifell (science x fell)

Sci is now classic, so KUSTARD then (classic x fell) that’s fair enough!

it’s alright so far!

…… classic moves on to Geno eventually. MAYBE they know eachother still here. Maybe they don’t. But we all know Geno becomes Error…

Error eventually re-encounters Fell right

…the same sans he knew becomes Error?

….ERROR AND FELL-

(wtf am I like late in realizing this)

THE MEMORY LOSS.

ERROR HATES AND CONSTANTLY PICKS ON FELL-?

what if they found out.

WHAT IF THEY FOUND OUT

@cakesmelons I thought you might want to yell at me for this

[whumperofworlds]

...At this point I'll write straight up fluff the rest of the week.

Whump and angst will have to wait till I'm better. Sorry y'all.

[alirhi]

Well. This is fucking humiliating.

Okay, I know people's inboxes get flooded with scam fundraising requests, so I'm not even gonna try appealing to anyone personally. You see this or you don't. I hate having to do it at all, but to say I'm out of options is an understatement.

[neko-loogi]

Here's my redesign for Alastor!

I'll admit, this isn't my best redesign, but whatever, fuck it. At least I tried my best to make Alastor actually look like he owns a radio show-

Anyway, for this redesign I fully made Alastor a deer, because according to Viv, he's supposed to be one but uh.. he doesn't actually look like one- I also completely changed his color palette from red to brown and yellow, because it's supposed to represent those old wooden radios!

His outfit is more, formal? I guess you could say. Well, I did do my research and yeah, men back then wore suits, but I feel like Viv is too obsessed with drawing her characters as twinks wearing suits, so that's why I changed his outfit. And finally, I gave him slick back curly hair because Viv mentioned something about Alastor being from Louisiana. But again, you wouldn't know that he's a mixed race because Viv fucking sucks at representing certain groups of people.

[desastre-fag]

my mum cut the cuffs off of my fave pair of jeans !!!!!!! im so pissed off rn she cut off the CUFFS because she doesnt like seeing em rolled up but I LIKE HAVING IT ROLLED UP!!!!! fucking ruined my fave jeans not even like she sewed em so they were shorter she just fucking cut em !!!!!!!!!! genuinely feel like fucking crying which probably sounds dramatic over jeans but they were my most comfortable pair cuz theyre not tight on me im genuinely so sad and angry rn and she thinks its a joke :(

[ransomdemands]

just cross checked some pre t photos with now and my hair is visibly thinner, looks like i got the bad luck and inherited my fathers balding

i already looked like him it's not surprising but still

[charlotte-queen-owl]

[pigeonstab]

Is hating the way your dad acts just a universal girl experience or is he just really fucking annoying.

[rosie-b]

Need my mom to stop thinking it’s okay to just barge into my room. ffs give me an ounce of privacy

[thatorangedrank]

RIP to all the Rwby music that just got fucking nuked from every music streaming platform.

[bluesidedown]

Nothing like ending a 1.5 year relationship in the same month as a friend dies in a car accident and your chronic disease flares up the worst it has in years and you have to get a colonoscopy done

[zmorak]

Oh wow people weren't lying when they said that this season is bad

[isa-ah]

Uh...hey...I know things are really fucking awful with the election and everything but I saw your kms post and i cannot bring myself to just...scroll past that without checking in....'are you okay?' seems like such a silly question to ask right now but....are you okay?

i wont actually kms no. shits about to be really hard and really scary but i cried a bunch and now im putting in job applications so we can try to save up and leave before That Fucking Happens

[trishaglows]

this is what happens when you have no art ideas

[queerautism]

I am so stressed out honestly!! Like in the past week or two I had to deal with my powerchair breaking down, stupid energy company sending a collector to my house even though we've had an ongoing complaint with them for months for trying to charge us thousands for gas when they are NOT OUR GAS SUPPLIER, issues with my GP about prescribing my next testosterone dose and issues with the supply of my adhd medication, and paypal just took some money out of my bank account for a payment that was supposed to be cancelled. Just this month my overdraft stopped having an interest free amount so I don't even have the breathing room there.

I paid my last £80 for an engineer visit tomorrow to check on Rosie, my powerchair. But that's just the diagnostics, and if she needs any actual repairs the parts are not included and I'd have to pay up to ~£500 if she needs a full battery replacement - Which is just money I don't have right now.

She's so incredibly important to me, and I can only be out of the house for a couple hours without her, especially with the current heat we've been getting which just makes my symptoms so much worse and passing out much more likely :/

Asking for money makes me feel like shit, but I don't exactly have any other options. I genuinely don't know how disabled people are supposed to survive in this country with how fucked things are with the cost of living crisis, and I'm usually one of the lucky ones tbh.

If you have any money at all to spare, and you enjoy this blog, please consider sending a little bit over, or just reblogging this post. Anything helps.

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