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jonathan sims (plural)
#i figured out five minutes ago that this place will never survive if i wait until i magically gain the ability to consistently finish stuff#because that happens once every. three months maybe#so change of plans i CAN and WILL post doodles#starting with this functional mentally stable totally unparanoid little guy#jonathan sims#jon tma#jon sims#the archivist#tma#the magnus archives#tma fanart#my art
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random leo sketches yay
#enstars#ensemble stars#enstars fanart#leo tsukinaga#shu itsuki#leoshu#shuleo#hi again#i remember to post on this account once every 3 months#i should probably change my username to leoshu because i only post them#my art
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#ive asked our wine buyer SO MANY TIMES to fucking include me in the tastings he does with reps#because like. how else am i supposed to know what our fucking products taste like!!!! how else am i supposed to learn!!!#and every time he's like yeah of course i can do that :)#hes asked me if i wanted to try something once. one time. in six months at this job#tastings happen three to four days a week. usually at least three a day.#a handful of times ive just butted in and said hey do you guys mind if i join#but most of the time they're already most of the way through the tasting and i know the reps are on a schedule#so i dont feel like i can insert myself#he's just. he's so nice on the surface and so self centered underneath#and it drives me fucking crazy because eeeeeverybody loves him. our customers fucking love him. the reps love him#nobody else is in the wine department except me and him so nobody else is having this fucking problem#have i talked to the owner about it? yes. he told me to “just keep asking” SURE. IT HASN'T WORKED THE PAST TEN TIMES#BUT I BET THIS NEXT ONE WILL DO IT#honestly if i cant make something change in the next few months i might start looking for a different job
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Okay but also seeing people randomly blaming kstay/asian fans for the set list maybe changing and im just sat here like ... ? They aren't in charge of the setlist 💀
#once again... if it has changed the only people to blame are div1#same as it was div1 who put the European tickets for sale and then a month later went lol Oh and italy too!#despite lots of the italians thinking they werent coming there so they bought the tickets elsewhere and hotel stays etc.#like any and all questionable decisions are on the company#not the guys and not other fans#also my fav korean chan girl was literally upset and directly mentioned that every fancam shes posted of railway#gets lots of comments from sputh american and european fans and she was like upset at the idea people might miss out#those fans are not at fault bro#blame div1#ppl be like damn im not sure whats happening but... i need to resort to xenophobia immediately
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I still think the idea of breeding season exclusive colors could be really funny to apply to certain transformers
Can you imagine Megatron's paint flaking off but by bit to reveal he's turning bright purple all of a sudden
#maccadam#transformers#megatron#suggestive#a little#I'm just thinking about physical changes that can happen during a mech's reproductive cycle#some are more immediately obvious than others#can you imagine if Optimus was a suspiciously brighter blue and red for a month or two once every few decades#there are multiple funny options for_ say_ Tarn and other mecha who had major frame changes#also yay! return of cybertronian molting
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4ever yearning for a fic where zoro and sanji are in-canon childhood friends and theyre like, exactly the same, but small
i want zoro to show up to the baratie [kuina and koushirou took him] and Instantly pick a fight with sanji, and this just Keeps on going forever.
and everything is the same but they pull up embarassing childhood memories whenever they start losing
#“well at least i didnt SHAVE OFF MY WHOLE EYEBROW WHILE TRYING TO USE ZEFFS RAZOR”#idk i want them to be silly#silly kids#they wouldnt like see eachother often but it would be the type of friend you see once every couple months and its like nothings changed#zoro leaves his village and doesnt find his way to the baratie until joining the strawhats#and sanjis just like. man i kinda mis- OH THERE HE IS I NEED TO KILL HIM#zoro watches luffy blow a hole into the baratie and Knows HE is going to get the Talking to of his life#and then promptly gets kicked into the ocean by sanji#let them be childhood friends#oh man these tags got long#zosan#sanzo#black leg sanji#sanji#roronoa zoro#zoro#one piece#op#one piece thoughts#.. . . .#childhood friends au#i think about this a lot yall r gonna have to cope
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i need some post-reconciliation head canons from you. first of all when and where could it happen? i'm curious about what's the trigger in your mind that helps those emotional impaired guys to reach out to each other. also do some topics of contentions come back in their fights? (like marc forgot to unload the dishwasher then it turns into a whole thing)
it depends on the scenario doesnt it... theres so much to consider. is vale having a post-racing crisis? is MARC having a post-racing crisis? are they in a situation where theyre forcibly reminded of how much they like each other? does vale have to look at the simple joy of marc's smile and reckon with that, day after day? what happens if covid doesnt happen and they dont spend all that time apart, and theyre still bumping elbows np press conferences? if marc doesnt get injured? if marc's injury is WORSE and if he races down retiring too young? if it looks like he wont make it? what does all that do to vale and good LORD what does that do to marc....
like. because they ARENT reconciled its hard 2 tell, but i think it would have to take one of two primary modes-- acute and sudden, or slow and gradual as the sea. high melodrama screaming fighting sex in back rooms and ducati racing closets while marc bites at the skin of vale's jaw and feels INSANE that every bit of him feels the same as it did when he was twenty-two and vale wrestles down the feeling in his chest like hes at a WWE match, OR. vale waking up with marc's head on his chest and wondering. ah. how did we get here? as morning light filters in through the window.... coming together so slowly and naturally that he didnt even really know it was happening until it happened, delicate and gun-shy and sweet.... not really letting themselves/each other believe that theyre going to fall back in love (they were always in love.... marc to alex like badidearightoliviarodrigo.mp3.gov) but doing so nonetheless !!!!!
#and then post-reconciliation is just the most insane game of emotional chicken ever while they try to save face AND keep the other#like once the switch flicks physically girl its on. but that doesnt. erase. all the other stuff#and theyve invested a LOT in this rivalry SUPER publicly. and they dont like 2 admit losses. ANDDD they know everyone will care about it#so its weird ! but they also uh. are too into each other to be normal#so i think its a lot of insane romance and sex and commitment stuff that they dont talk much about for a WHILE#motogp#callie speaks#asks#rosquez#my answer to this changes every two months. whateverrrr
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More jinx fanart just because
#I already had the lineart for this one so just went and finished it. Didn't have energy to start a new drawing today so yea#But also omg two posts in the same week can you believe that???? Tomorrow's gonna rain or smth#I never post more than once every two months but arcane did smth to me#Idk why I'm drawing sm jinx tho. She isn't even one of my favs#Also artstyle so inconsistent that in a span of a day it already changed again. It do be like that sometimes#was trying something ig#jinx arcane#jinx fanart#Arcane#arcane fanart#i drew something#Jinx#Id in alt#Alt text#I guess? There wasn't a lot to describe in this one tbh this piece kinda boring but I liked it anyways
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Happy Pride month everyone B*) Allow me to reveal a little behind the scenes detail behind my Banner and Icon. Love was always winning <3
#I don't know what to tag this one to be honest#probably a#delete later#I have made a solemn promise that any icon and banner for this blog must be done in a pair. They Cannot Be Separated.#They have had too much of that already#But yes; they have always been together on the same canvas#they originally were just barley not holding hands so I fixed it <3 love wins#I'm hoping to change them out every new season I start so these guys are probably in their last month of life B'*)#can you believe wwx used to have different bangs? blasphemy#Once again throwing out meta content so I can make up for the fact I am running on fumes#starting out pride month by engaging in another sin (sloth (I slept for more than my usual 4-5 hours (this blog functions on insomnia)))#comic tomorrow cause the next batch is 90% done I literally just ran out of time.#I'm in a toxic relationship with The Grind but in a homoromantic/erotic way.#We (the grind and I) would have long metas written about how we are bad lgbtq rep and spark heated debate within the community.
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Otto
#cloud sweater supremacy#i want a cloud sweater so bad#ottto#really liking how I’m filling up the canvas more#:devious:#honestly xer design will keep changing every once in a while or maybe even each drawing#artists on tumblr#art#finished piece#illustration#my art#digital art#2024 art#my oc art#star themed#clothing because I love drawing it#sfw furry#anthro#furry anthro#fursona#snow leopard#one year I’ve been out to my family :gosh:#shout out to all my fellow Agender + Aro ace folk#also happy autism month ‼️#Act Casual
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i went from drinking 2-3 cups of tea twice a day for a week to drinking no tea yesterday and today and now i have a headache and am left to wonder if it is dehydration, decaffeination, or something else entirely...
#i dont know the word for dehydration but for caffeine instead of water#it could be a change in altitude except i have been flying between these two cities once every couple of months pretty consistently#and this is the first time im getting a headache especially such a persistent one after arriving in either
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realizing that most of my body issues and quickly-lit meltdowns happen because of the clothes i wear......
#had meltdowns over fabrics when i was a kid why wouldnt i have meltdowns now#without fail: 1) fabric or fit is uncomfortable#2) i change the outfit but still feel uncomfortable#3) i start sobbing naked on my floor as each article of clothing i put on Stings or lays weird#4) i put on a well-loved comfortable outfit#5) im fine but i start obsessing over my body and can Feel every pore and skin cell and i also start thinking im atrocious looking#dmitrigirl speaks#as my sister said once a few months ago: i want to talk to you about your probable autism#and as 3 therapists said: have you ever gotten tested for ASD
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can some people just get their own personalities for fucking once
#every month its a new thing that you obsess over and it changes and the old thing is never mentioned#girl please be your fucking self for once its sad to see you not be#its gotten so far theres no YOU left plsssss#grrrrr#sorry rant over but GOD#puh lease for your sake more than anything
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#im currently at my sister's place. she wanted me to take care of our dog while she and my mom goes home to sort through their stuff#i have a very unpleasant headache after waking up early after no sleep. walking to the psychiatric for an appt. then having minor issues to#get here bc the train tracks were... smth?? and the train was late and idk. it ended up being painless to get here#then i went to buy groceries and then took the bus here. since i've been here once it is easier for me to navigate skskks#now im here and im happy to be with my dog :3 i havent seen him for an entire month :(((((#but it feels weird to be all alone.... i dont like it actually :// i mean if i didnt have my dog here it would be AWFUL#i dreaded a bit to take my dog outside bc she lives on the third floor and he cant walk down the narrow stairs. so i have touse the elevator#but that went fine!! its still not as easy as just opening the door and then go straight outside tho T-T!!!!#idk. i realize that im just.. a person who dont like change. i have lived in the same place my ENTIRE life. i havent moved once.#and even if it isnt as nice anymore bc um literally thousands of ppl have moved in the past couple of years... it isnt as calm at all anymor#BUT. i fkn love the environment and scenery. there are so many beautiful and pleasant places to walk. and sit. i just love and need to walk#i know every road and walkaway there.. i know which trails are calmer and nicer etc. we have parks and forests and all that#here is like just housing areas. like apartments and houses and stores and schools. and roads. roads everywhere... cant find a path without#a road next to it ://// it isnt calm at all bc there are always cars :( and um idk how im supposed to go for walks when there arent anywhere#to go. so yeah what im saying is that even if the place i live has gotten worse.. i still feel. like thats my home.#idk how to live anywhere else. and to think this might be the year i HAVE to move. i .. dont know how to adapt and settle into another place#i LOVE where i live. i love how its built and the neighborhoods and everything. i feel so so attached to that place. i know this is life etc#but since i have lived there my entire life and just now being away from it in a place that has 10% of what my home has im like.#idk it feels really bad and im just not into life at all rn. i wanna live in a place i like and just rot into it. never leave.#i dont like change... im realllyyyy homesick rn T-T esp being alone without my family sucksssss i hate it
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you ever just. become overwhelmed by a sudden out-of-nowhere wave of tenderness and affection and longing for reconnection directed towards someone to whom you no longer speak for Very Good Reasons
#‘out of nowhere’ she says like she hasn’t been doing a lot of reading/thinking recently about various tragic messy breakups#and the later regrets of the parties involved#anyway. tell me not to text her#it’s been over two years since the last time we talked… absolutely no reason to break that streak now. lord give me strength#she was really fucking mean to me! like objectively intentionally unwarrantedly cruel! it ruined an entire year of my life#and fundamentally changed me as a person on a deep level! there’s a lot of things i used to like about myself that i don’t think i’m ever#going to get back#and yet every once in a while we have to do the whole ‘maybe i could make things right’ song and dance 😔#the thing is most of the time i’m not even really angry with her anymore like enough time has passed since all the shit went down that#really i just sort of look at her behavior and feel sad. both because of the impact on me but also because of the ‘that’s really how you#felt you needed to act towards someone who cared about you? you couldn’t have just expressed your feelings in an honest and productive way#instead of just lashing out in the cruelest possible way and ruining the entire relationship beyond hope of repair?’#and i feel bad and sorry that it went that way and honestly i kind of pity her and hope she’s gotten some of her shit worked out#so i’m not like. actively pissed off at her anymore. but also i can’t think about her without thinking about the worst year of my life so 🙃#i don’t actually feel that trying to reopen that door would be very healthy for me at least#we did try a Reconciliation of sorts a couple of months after the initial falling-out and while it was kind of helpful for me in that she#like. apologized lmao. and affirmed that i wasn’t crazy and she did in fact On Purpose say the most hurtful things she possibly could have#said to me given the information she had at her disposal. and that i really had not done anything to her that could warrant that. etc.#it also left a sour enough taste in my mouth that i just don’t see a future where the two of us spending time together is enjoyable for me#and yet… the regret will always live inside me i think. maybe if i were a stronger person…#caseyposting
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hey ho I just noticed that amongst many of your posts you have some pretty nasty things to say about yourself! As a concerned follower I am here to tell you that does you no good whatsoever, and have expierenced where it can lead you to! (Even when said in jest)
As an outside observer I have determined that exactly 0 of your negative statements are true, so don't believe the lies you tell yourself! Change statements like "my art sucks" to "my art is pretty neat!" (Because it is) "....just kill me" to ".... just give me shrimp" (or fav food/object) "I feel awful and lonely" to " I see the sun rise and its beautiful, I feel nice." And "I have more friends than i realise" ( notice something beautiful or do things you like and appreciate them, you'll start to feel better I promise!
Take a moment to slow down and just breathe and observe all the good things around you (go outside if you have to)
Heres a book that talks about changing your inner monologue for the better, "What to say when you talk to yourself" by Shad Helmstetter its definitely worth a read
I love you and sending a crushing bear hug to you! 🫂🫂💙💙💙
Unfortunately yes I have many bad things to say about myself (I am my biggest hater).
I've been around some pretty toxic people in the past (and present, most of them are my relatives, yikes) and I guess it's just easier to say negative things about me rather than hear them say things (behind my back).
I try to do better but when you don't fit into society the way other people do, it's kinda disheartening, makes me wanna give up.
Sometimes I wish I was like everyone else honestly, or have some confidence.
I'll definitely try to check out that book, thanks for the recommendation :)
Many hugs to you too anon 🫂🫂
#I'll say my art is pretty neat when that becomes true#honestly I don't always fit society's 'geed person' archetype so I guess that has settled deep in my bones#I have very low empathy(?) I rarely feel 'bad' for other people. sure I don't want anything bad to happen but I don't start crying when I#hear that someone I don't know died. or someone I know. I don't really cry actually. once or twice per 3 months#I have difficulties with expressing my emotions (and I feel like I don't feel fully. not like other people do)#I'm trying to take moments to appreciate life(?) but even life doesn't always feel real. like a chore you have to power through. most days#surprisingly I go outside almost every day for around an hour to walk. the city I live now has a harbor and I love the sea#there are too many people there tho... I don't like people. they're loud and don't pay attention to their surroundings#the times I've been almost ran over by bikes or cars is surreal#not art#text#ask#anonymous#I didn't mean to make you concerned about me. don't be. there really isn't anything you can do#one of my other negative traits is that I'm extremely stubborn. almost nothing can change my opinion about something#I try to do better but that unfortunately isn't always enough#society has failed me on many levels and it's hard to see the 'bright side' when a literal war is happening#and people you know will hate you for who you are#sometimes I use words like 'disheartening' and I can't remember if the translation I have in mind is for the actual word or something else#I don't mean to sound so depressing I just feel like I might actually jave depression. or autism. or just something wrong
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