#They're all gonna be one big family
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I was thinking of Julia and Selina and imagining if they became pregnant at the same time, but they switched personalities? So Julia becomes unusually calm and level-headed and Selina is now tired and a little unhinged.
The way the first thing that came to mind was Wow their sperm really affected the girlies' hormones 😂😂
Like Ossory is super chill and Malcolm is a little unhinged so it would be so funny if it was hormones but also their husbands influencing them!
I can see Julia having an easy pregnancy and she would get spoiled rotten so girlie is veryyy comfortable. Selina thinks it will be an easy one but it's a little harder than she imagined. So she becomes very irritatable and in pain a lot. In turn, she also gets spoiled and fussed over.
Uncle Cassie brings them both new expensive blankets amd pillows to soothe them and swaddles for their babies.
As you mentioned in our PMs, the husbands would 10/10 be a little freaked out and unnerved but would do their best to be there for them. Also them hiding at the un when they need a break is so funny they totally would! Cassie's like Stranger things have happened. I can see him being popular with the ladies so he knows what's up with pregnancy and ladies in their ever changing moods. Everyone especially rallies around Selina to make sure she's okay. Sometimes they have to walk eggshells on her. Whereas with Julia, they all get a reprieve from her schemes. Though at times, Cassie would be suspicious of her since calm Julia seems like a trap. By the time he trusts her, the 9 months are up and she's back to her hijinks lol!
Don't ask me why but I think the Ossorys would be boy parents - Julia needs another mini Cassie to manage lmao - and the Malcolms would be girl parents. You bet when their buddles of joy come, they'll be wrapped up in the finest silk sheets courtesy of Uncle Cassie and his ✨expensive taste✨
#They're all gonna be one big family#Uncle Cassie is their fave I don't make the rules#Mr. Malcolm's List#MML HCs#Michaela Tag#The Viscountess Answers#Selina Dalton#Julia Thistlewaite#Mr. Jeremy Malcolm#Captain Henry Ossory#Lord Cassidy
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sega please do not save maria please do not save maria PLEASE do not save mariaaaaaaa sega PLEASE
#shadow the hedgehog#sonic x shadow generations#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sxsg spoilers#sxs generations#maria robotnik#the very end of the story trailer looks interesting but the implications are giving me BIG concerns not gonna lie#I lost a family member at a very young age and my number 1 most LOATHED trope of all time is undoing the loss of a loved one#so far all the official game content that has touched on maria and gerald completely avoids to commit with confirming her death#which if the reasoning is in order to avoid spoiling the impact in game --I get it#but i am also EXTREMELY worried that they're planning to use time-shenanigans to “tastefully” retcon a difficult lore topic altogether#her death is MEANINGFUL and IMPORTANT and HOLDS DEEP IMPACT TO SHADOW AS A LESSON IN GROWING AND LETTING GO!!#sega you are so so close to peak here please PLEASE do not mess this up#people think kids can't handle heavy topics like death in media#but for kids going through this kind of thing in real life it is SO important to be able to see characters learning to navigate grief#you will not look cool for bringing them back. please don't do this
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When Dany and Arya are the first Targaryen/Stark duo to interact and people start seeing the light on Daenarya >>>>>>
#daenerys targeryan#arya stark#daenarya#deserves to be one of the top asoiaf ships but this fandom is full of small brained misogynists 😒#justice for my girls they deserve so much better then being misinterpreted by their haters!#just look at the material...the parallels! the foreshadowing! the shared values! the similar story beats!#them being literary mirrors to a doomed couple that haunts the narrative?1?1? literally no one is doing it like them!#two exiled princesses forced on the run after the murder of their families who both find themselves in braavos at one point#and then it all comes to a head when they MEET in Braavos?!#they're gonna bond over hating slavery wanting better for the smallfolk doling out karmic justice and being THE westerosi IT girls🫶🏾#has so much more flavor for me then jonerys I fear#shoutout to the five Daenarya shooters we're just big-brained and ahead of the curve
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Giving a complicated tragic childhood backstory to your favorite character is all fun and games, until you realize you need to account for how old all the other adult characters would have been at the time and realize that scenes that would work perfectly if one character was twenty three and the other was fourteen stop working when you need other characters who are played by adult actors clearly younger than they are to be in college at the same time so your story beats line up thematically.
#Don't worry. I made an excel document for this over a year ago#Was that unhinged? Yeah. But this is harder than you think it is#In unrelated news it is now reasonable to have a child in your 20s 30s or 40s depending on when the plot needs the child#Also people in their early 20s can be in grad school have already established careers and adopt children now. I've declared it.#Also: Hollywood stop trying to trick me into believing women in their 30s are the same age as men in their 50s. It's never gonna work.#I'm fighting for my life to make these age gaps normal even on a platonic level#Don't worry I aged the girls up and the boys down#But still this is a bit ridiculous#If you use the actors' ages it doesn't work. Garrison's actress is 16 years younger than Curtain. Why?#I mean I like the casting. But SQ is a teenager. We know Curtain has had his evil plans at least since SQ was born and lost his bio dad#and if the Whisperer is Garrison's invention that means she and Curtain were working together when SQ was born#If SQ in the show is 16 (the actor was older I believe) and Garrison is 37 (that's how old the actress is now she was younger at time)#That means Garrison was only 21 and Curtain was well into his 30s. And that's after you age SQ down and Garrison up for the calculations#So Garrison was likely (according to the shows' casting) even younger than that which begs the question what was Curtain doing?#Was he spending his 30s lurking around college campuses and high schools looking for a kid whose inventions he could steal?#What in the Marcus Cutter is that about?#All these jokes about Garrison being SQ's uninvolved divorced stepmom but nah she's really his estranged big sister#also this is very frustrating because the irl age gap between the actress who plays Number Two and Tony Hale only 7 years#but they're the ones for whom a 16 year age gap would have actually made sense because he adopts her in the books!#but now since Garrison is clearly so much younger than Number Two Curtain and Benedict I have to deal with this#(Don't worry I figured it out and made the age gaps normal. You just now have to believe Number Two is only a year older than Garrison)#It was the stress of living with her family that aged her and Garrison just looks naturally super young that's what we're going with.#And don't get me wrong:#I do like the actresses and actors they casted they're great but sometimes I google the ages and I'm like oh you cannot be serious#But we've (more or less) figured it out#Rant over#writing#writing struggles#tmbs
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I never get to post about this AU so this prompt had me PUMPED!!! This is Emmet from my Stelleret AU, where he made a deal with a star weaving, soul eating, spider Ultra Beast in order to find Ingo. He gave up his physical body for Stelleret's interdimensional/time travelling powers on the condition that he would continue to feed it. So they fused and now Emmet's a weird monster thing trying to manage the hunger of the other soul in the vessel and also find Ingo, wherever he is. There's more but I don't want to bore the audience rn ^^* if I have time I might post doodles/sketches, since this is one of my favourite AUs I've written but also very tedious and longwinded to explain. Anyways, hope you guys like the art and have a good day!
#submas#subwaymasteremmet#emmetpokemon#kudari#monthofemmet#pokemon#pokemonfanart#fun fact: there's so many stupid antics between StellerEmmet and Volo's family due to the complicated romance#this is one of the few AUs where I have them together and they're a silly couple doing their best#Emmet is also just generally very different in this AU (besides the obvious change)#5 years without Ingo‚ 3 years stuck in a body he hates‚ and not having positive human contact after the contract's sealed#he's very quiet and tends to hide a lot because he knows he won't be accepted by others#Volo's a big win in that aspect cause he doesn't really care and tends to him with all the love he doesn't get anymore#I'm not gonna get started on Ingo cause that's a whole other mess and I don't want to write too many tags ( ╯▽╰)#anyways have a good day let me know if you guys would like to know more
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rules: make a poll with five of your all time favorite characters and then tag five people to do the same. see which character is everyone's favorite!
tagged by: @artimidas
I think about my own characters way more than any characters in media so I started with what characters came to mind first and the first 3 were from obscure series while the last two would have been very well known so I decided to instead come up with total of 5 all from obscure series instead so it would be more balanced. I think my faves really rotate depending on what media I am currently consuming.. Only 1 of these has an anime let's see if that one wins.
Not gonna tag anyone, do it if you haven't done it yet.
#Tsuki ga Michibiku Isekai Douchuu#My Death Flags Show No Sign of Ending#Trash of the Count's Family#Moto Sekai Ichi'i Subchara Ikusei Nikki#RTA Sousha wa Game Sekai kara Kaerenai#let's get some activity in these tags idk if people even post in them#i don't do fandom other than i guess gw2#my favourites have in common: either really weird or are big planners and schemers#also hiding their true identity is a big one#the popular characters that popped into my mind next were danny fenton/phantom and invader zim#which are also part of the secret identity thing#anyway i wonder if anyone's gonna vote on these they're so obscure#really curious to see if they do get votes#do people know these guys at all#some of these come from light novels too but i read all of them in comic form only + also watched the one anime
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Been thinking about the several Zombie AUs I've had over time and listen. Roxy and Cassie both being canines and Chica having to deal with them both giving her puppy dog eyes for food. Both of them looking up at her from the couch with just the biggest, saddest eyes you've ever seen while she eats something she made before they got there.
Chica's wife came back from the zombie war with a little sister and now there's two soppy idiots begging her for food all the time.
#lmao I love them I think they'd have fun doing this shit#roxy has had cassie for three months and they're already taking after each other like they've been sisters their whole lives#it's weird cause I feel like Chica would take a parental role pretty easily but I feel like while Roxy COULD she just sorta wouldn't#one of those family dynamics that makes sense to them and no one else. as it should be really#the other zombie au with the train has them doing this too but it's monty instead of chica#and sometimes monty does the big eyes with cassie to convince roxy to share her copious amounts of sugary food#honestly those two found sugar ONCE and now if they ever run out of it monty SWEARS roxy's never gonna stop crying about it lmao#should be the same for peanut butter honestly cause she's a canine#LISTEN IF THE COOKBOOK IS SO GOOD WHY DOESN'T THE DOG HAVE PEANUT BUTTER HUH???? WHY NOT????#<- tortured by every single fucking book in this fucking series#fnaf security breach#roxanne wolf#fnaf cassie#because this works for every anthro au really lmao#fnaf zombie au#don't remember my tags for this at all my bad
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@beatingheart-bride
"I'd rather not find out," August chuckled nervously-as much fun as it would be to dress as a pirate, just for the party, he didn't want to spend the entirety of the celebration avoiding becoming a tasty treat for a hungry alligator. Having heard the nervousness in her husband's voice at even just the idea, Josephine reached over to squeeze his hand, assuring him, "I wouldn't let it eat you, Auggie, don't worry-not even a nibble."
"Thank you, Josie," he replied appreciatively, flashing her a shy, boyish smile (a smile he had unknowingly passed on to his grandson) as he squeezed her hand back, a sight that made the Pace brothers smile wistfully-for as much fun as they'd had at Gracey Manor, reuniting with Wilhelm, meeting their sister-in-law and their extended family, it was clear that they missed their wives and children back home in Ireland, lending a bittersweetness to the air as they sipped their stouts.
Neither Lon nor Erika missed this bittersweetness, with the latter venturing to ask, in a soft, shy voice, "Uncle Colin, Uncle Callahan...will you come back for Thanksgiving?"
"And Christmas? And New Years too?" Lon added, both of them looking at their uncles with wide, expectant eyes, looks that made the elder Pace twins chuckle as Colin assured them, "We certainly will-we'll talk it over with your aunties and cousins, and see about all of us making a trip back. It'd mean a lot for all of us to spend the holidays together-it's been too long since we celebrated with our little brother, and having everyone here...well, that makes it even more special."
"And even when we go home-and we will have to go home eventually; we can't shirk our duties at the farm forever," Callahan continued, resting a comforting hand on his young nephew's shoulder. "We'll make sure to keep plenty in touch-we'll regularly give everyone a ring, and send cards and letters too, between our visits. Trust us, lad-even when we're halfway 'round the world, it sure won't feel like it, I promise.
And besides, if there's a holiday we don't want to miss celebrating here with you, it's Saint Paddy's Day!" he added with a grin, a grin that got both Lon and Erika to brighten up a little, taking solace in the notion that it wouldn't be long before they saw one another again. "We hear tell that's your mama's birthday to boot, so we'll be sure to be here-it's gonna be a real special one!"
#((dorian is not gonna tolerate people rocking the boat! he wants his house to be an open and welcoming place))#((for spirits from all over the globe; all walks of life; and if someone can't abide by that; they can leave!))#((he's not gonna bend over backwards to accommodate any sort of intolerance from anyone:))#((it doesn't matter who they were in life; what their status was; how much money they had in their bank account))#((none of that holds any weight in death; and it certainly holds no weight at gracey manor!))#((either learn to accept others and get along; or pack your bags and leave; that's it; plain and simple!))#((he wants his home to be happy and harmonious; so yeah; he's not gonna stand for any sort of misbehavior))#((any sort of upsetting of the spirits living under his roof; and for that matter; the spirits won't stand for it either!))#((they're happy at gracey manor; they're all closely bonded together; they're like one big happy family))#((and so if you mess with one member of their family; you mess with ALL of them!))#((they like their peaceful afterlives there; so they don't want anyone ruining that peace either!))#outofhatboxes#beatingheart-bride#V:Two Worlds; One Family
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i need to get off of the internet i can't stand online "leftists" anymore i can't do this
#teeth.txt#just saw someone make fun of a person who said that small businesses still exploit workers even if they're independently run#and. god there were so many people being like 'haha you IDIOT it's the Big Corporations that do the exploiting#not the family owned restaurant around the corner!'#ohhhhhh my god oh my god this is day one shit????? literally baby's first class consciousness????????#yes the small business you love going to isn't enacting the wide scale abuse of workers that like. amazon is.#but they are for sure breaking some labor laws. i promise they are. probably with less oversight honestly!#a bunch of people were also like 'ummm well what the fuck do we do if we can't shop there then??????????' when there was no mention#of that at all. not even brought up. you actually can still continue to do that freely because#we're not gonna boycott our way out of capitalism#brainrot. you have a poison in your mind.#it's so smug too. god.#anyways i too am an internet lefty who hasn't actually read that much theory in the grand scheme of things#so i can't be that high and mighty#but come ON guys you are not communists you're not even anti capitalists lol#we r not making it out of here#i'm not even one of those guys who thinks that you have to be mired in theory texts at all time to be a commie but i mean#you've never even heard the term petite bourgeoisie ? ? ok .
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having an american staffy is so funny sometimes because one minute he'll be barking and growling loudly and powerfully at people walking down the street but then when you go to sit down next to him and pat him and tell him that it's ok and there's nothing to bark about he'll look at you like the most innocent whimsical little creature alive wagging his tail and licking your fingers. amazing animal 10/10
#he only barks at people because he wants to protect his family <3#my staffy's name is toby btw :D#he's so sweet he's literally the friendliest animal ever#he's such a big and somewhat intimidating dog to many but the only thing he'll do is lick you a lot and demand pets#literally one time when he was at the vet he was wagging his tail excitedly at one of the smaller dogs and the moment it barked at him he-#-backed away and sat down. like this big muscular dog known for its power got nervous getting barked at by this small little curly one.#on one hand i kinda do understand people being wary of staffies because they absolutely can be dangerous dogs#but on the other hand i think the widespread fear of them is really exaggerated#it all depends on how they're trained and raised#a ''bad dog'' isn't actually a bad dog. they just act aggressive because that's the way they were raised and the life experiences they had.#people think all staffies are gonna go buckwild on them as soon as they approach them and then here's my dog who's literally just-#-a big stinky baby who wants tummy rubs and cuddles <3#the worst my dog will do is accidentally scratch you or knock you over because he got the zoomies#he has sharp claws he can't help scratching people on accident#also cool facts about my dog: he's classified as blue and he has one eye#he had to get his right eye removed because he got a really bad case of glaucoma unfortunately :(#but he's so much happier now because he isn't in pain anymore and he's adjusted to it so well :D#he's also become more brown over the years and doesn't look as blue as he used to but he's still my beautiful blue baby <3#i love staffies they are so sweet
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not me being fully transparent about law school life as a queer woman of color, but like. literally started tearing up in front of my school’s dei officer lmao
#caroline talks#i mean. okay hm.#the kind of hurt you feel when you're a kid in an all-white town#is p different i think. from the hurt you feel as now a grown ass adult in a professional setting#because at least when you're a kid being bullied because of your race. you can lift your chin#and say that. well they're immature and they're stupid and you're gonna get out of this town.#and when their parents say the same things about you and your family you can still lift your chin and smile and go 'well. i'm gonna grow up#so big that you can't even hit me'#and then you're an adult. and it hurts bc these are people who are might hire you one day#and you can't do anything but just smile politely when they say something about 'your people'#alexa play you're on your own kid by taylor swift or whatever#because truly!!! the jokes weren't funny i took the money my friends from home don't know what to say!
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Asil and Varith on the Promenade - Who are they looking for?
#Diversity Win! The detective and Starfleet stooge looking for you are BOTH trans!#Asil is a woman and Varith is ambivalent#but they're both gonna find you and they're gonna ask you some questions#Varith is the shortest lil one of all their siblings...v_v Sek juuust made it to be taller than her#Asil and Elieth inherited their father's height#Asil makes such a striking figure I should draw her more...tall dark and beautiful lady <3 AND she's a detective !!#Varith makes a pretty intimidating figure on his own but next to literally ANY one of his siblings she looks so cute#like he's hiding behind his big sister..hehe~#Tuvok's adorable and beautiful and unbearably cool loser children <3#bea art tag#[REDACTED] family shenanigans#st voyager#st voyager art#star trek#Varith#Asil#I want the voyager crew to meet Tuvok's kids so bad it makes me look...incredibly smart and handsome
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#''i know i give anders shit but at least he's *interesting* carver just sucks''#ma'am MA'AM#if you want to influence a companion so they like you better you have to USE THEM#you can joke about carver being an ass(he is) and say he sucks and never bring him along#BUT you're never gonna get friend/rivalry points to shift your relationship#it's possible to practically max his friendship in act one but you won't see that if you never bring him anywhere#doesn't help she's playing a sarcastic hawke so like#sure be dismissive and joke about his frustrations#that won't enforce his irritation at ALL#like a big part of why carver is the way he is is being an 18-19 year old KID who's had to give up what he wants for the good of the family#without even being asked his feelings on the matter#HIS WHOLE DAMN LIFE#he feels like his opinions don't matter and he has no control/choice in his own life#GOOD JOB REINFORCING THAT#i have a sneaking suspicion she's gonna wind up with templar!carver and that's just gonna exacerbate her opinion of him#it's just aggravating watching someone feed the self-fulfilling cycle#of ''carver sucks so i won't use him so our relationship stays static so carver sucks so-''#carver is one of the most fascinating characters in the game and it makes me aklnfjsbfjksbdsjkdb when ppl miss that bc they knee-jerk#write off any comps who don't instantly kiss up to the protag without trying to figure out why they're like that :|#i stand by saying she's doesn't have to like him! i do!#it's just frustrating when half of the REASON she doesn't like him is something she could DO SOMETHING about and she ISN'T#max friend!carver is AMAZING and it makes me sad so few people actually get to see it#/sigh#/end rant#sorry#maybe i should just skip to act two in this stream >.>#(a note: mechanically speaking i get not using carver bc she's using fenris and they're the same role#but again. not using carver means no friend/rival gains so not changing the relationship)
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I don’t want to jinx it but I think I might have fixed this plot-hole
#apologies for my fic writing blogging omg you can blacklist this tag:#sage writes#or#fool's gold#and i'll try to be more consistent about tagging#this project feels like a big one and i'm getting excited over it so i've been spamming a lot about it ;_;#anyway YAAYYY!!!!#BUT i noticed i'm doing that thing again where i kind of write the same beginning formula...#like for example: queer quartet shows up in new place. they meet a woman who welcomes them and they all sit down and have dinner -#- with the rest of the locals. here the woman explains shit to them / they learn about the place and some Thing going on.#bonus points if they're drinking alcohol too.#i meean... every writer has a sort of story/formula they write over and over again right...? idk maybe only i'm noticing this -#- and it's not even a big deal. this one isn't really a mystery though. it has mysterious elements but regardless.#it's slightly more house of the dragon + oldschool ghibli inspired. like there's gonna be some family drama and grey morality.#if it does end up being really similar to all my other plotty fics i deeply apologize. and also plotty fics take a ton of effort!!#sometimes ideas subconsciously get repeated... but also i really like to incorporate the message / conflict of the movie into fics#so there's always a good chance some bozo is going to get greedy about immortality or power in my plotty fics#okie back to my doc before this caffeine wears off
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So I've been cooking up some alternate outfit ideas for my Lmk sona and this is what they'd look like if they were with the Demon Bull Family! The idea is basically they'd be something of a court musician but it's mainly just a title.
Edit: Added the version without her armor <3
I don't have a concrete story but the initial idea was that cas was friends with swk in the brotherhood days and stuck with dbk after everyone else got sealed away and the whole consumption incident went down since she had nowhere else to go (and conveniently was the only lady around that he could ask for relationship advice when courting Iron Fan). They didn't expect Cas to live this long, only really expecting to have her around through her natural lifespan but they noticed she wasn't aging so now she gets to be their babysitter for date nights! Through the years she's been something of an aunt/sister figure and has become fiercely loyal to the family despite having no desire to take over the world. Redson built her electric bass and the armor she wears over her gems, the Bass has 2 extra buttons on it- the fire button spews fire out of the pipes and the Bull button unsheathes her sword from the neck of the instrument since she can't exactly walk around with a sword on her hip so easy these days. She travels with a heavy metal band across the continent- i like to imagine her intro episode has the crew excited about a big band coming to the city and while they wait they run into redson and annoy him cause he's bragging about getting exclusive vip passes to the show. The crew would expect someone mean from the music and the from the rest of the family but Cas is super welcoming and nice when the crew sneak backstage to bother redson some more XD
#my art#sketches#lmk oc#it me!#Cas#i'm not mentioning connie because they're the same no matter the au#though you can bet they're gonna flip when they hear redson and dbk opened a barbecue restaurant without telling them#they want a taste! Cas is probably the only mortal who can eat the Inferno level simply because Connie will consume it#and also they've been eating this boys cooking for years- they've gained an ungodly spice tolerance#i also like this concept because i think it'd be funny to have wukong be weird about Mk knowing Cas now#and innocently being like 'we should invite them over to hang out- since we're cool with redson why not the token nice one of the family?'#and Wukong is just getting flashbacks to the last time they spoke- right after sealing away dbk and is like 'haha that's nice bud-#'but oh darn they're still touring and won't stick around- she'll probably be leaving the city super soon! what a bummer!'#"all the more reason to get together Right Now!!!' :D '... Thats... GREAT Bud- i can see no reasonable point to argue!' ;w;#Meanwhile Cas is Vibing- big chillin- is only gonna realize her mistake when she locks eyes with swk and they both immediately share a Look#and wordlessly agree to simply Not Bring It Up#i have 1 other design i'm working on- i have the sketch and concept done already#i just need to color and finish it#that one i had the entire outfit And Lore a lot more thought out than this one but i had this idea first and REALLY wanted to draw the bass#im so proud of it you have no idea- the idea of the sword hidden in the bass and the flame jets make me so happy#it feels like something Redson would make- Cas uses it for all their performances they love it so much#And they wear the armor he made Religiously- even if their gems are covered by clothes or theyre chilling at home#unless they just woke up and haven't gotten dressed then they're most likely wearing them- the necklace especially#I still gotta make a regular Ref sheet but these are more fun- i have so much random info about Lmk cas i wanna ramble about >:3
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#delete later#every week is the same as the last. i need it to change. please#and not in a worse way again. i need it to change for the positive. please.#im going to be in my hometown in a week. i dont want to. but i need to. i dont wantttt to. i wont have a living situation sorted and#they're going to be weird about it and i don't have the ability to field that stuff positively bc all my positive thinking is going into#not having a breakdown so its gonna fucking suck. and im sngry and feel guilty im not moving closer but i caaaaaant without#things getting way worse mentally but i feel terrible about it bc i feel like i dont have an excuse for living so far away now#even though i dont NEED an excuse but i wish i had one. and im not allowed to die which is fucking annoying but its still working#as a coping mechanism so thats fine. im also. really upset that the insect thing ive been looking forward to for months i cant do.#it feels like a real kick in the face for wanting something. it was like my one thing to be excited for when everything felt#like it was falling apart abd then things fell nore apart and instead of insect joy im going to visit family and bask in that pool of grief#so. that's great. its just shit. and the only emotion i currently have access to is frustration and a bit of grief so thats also#not ideal. and im both dissociating so much and am painfully present which is a fun combo. shit just sucks abd theres no way out#currently. so i gotta go through it but im bad at that so im just miserable. might try to figure out a way to get the weoghted blanket#to hometown bc going without it is going to fuckinh suvk big time#i also need to have a hard conversation with someone who is way more into me than im into them rn. idk whether its bc i cant#access emotions rn or a genuine thing so im gonna have to communicate this bc otherwise it feels like im leading her on abd thats#shit. see thats one thing that is solidly in my court. like thats a my fault thing. everything else is just a shit situation#god life sucks sometimes. my mum always said things come in threes. i think im up to like thing five at this point
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