#Then it is

[appllelisa]

[corvigay-clutter]

“would you love me if i was a worm” i already have

i loved you that time we were worms. i loved you that time we were beetles too. i loved you that time we were pirates, that was exciting. i loved you that time we were monks writing manuscripts together. i loved you that time we were those two cats that couldn’t be adopted separately. i loved you all of those times we were dinosaurs. i loved you that time we were switchboard operators. i loved you that time we were hunter gatherers. i loved you that time we were field mice.

i’m going to love you when we’re scrappers on a shitty old spaceship. i’m going to love you when we’re tending to a solar farm. i’m going to love you when we’re birds in a lush, green city. and i’m going to love you when we’re ghosts and can talk about how much fun we had.

[colors-of-summer]

Still feeling fucked up over realizing how ableist some of my friends/exes are. Like damn you’re really gonna be out here with your full chest complaining that I can’t do a thing during a time I repeatedly told you was bad for me physically and mentally but also now I don’t want to do it because you made me feel bad emotionally too. But also say you’re super understanding of the things I deal with because you have experience in it. But also fuck me because I’m a human being who deals with this on a daily basis and you can’t just ignore it when it’s annoying because you chose to keep me in your life.

Anyway actually fuck literally everyone who complained about me being lazy or not doing enough. You never cared about me. You only cared about the things I did for you, and when I needed you most you left, or got so hard to be around I had to push you away. Fuck you. My body is destroying itself and you wouldn’t ever care. I’m trying but some days it becomes so hard I can’t do it anymore. Do you know how hard it is to want to do something so badly and knowing you’ll be letting those around you down if you dont, but knowing if you do it you’ll be putting yourself in an even worse place?

I’m dying and all that matters is that I couldn’t walk outside on a cold day because it hurts too much and you had the fucking audacity to say I don’t do enough for my physical health. I’m trying. Pills don’t always work, but they’re also addictive. My family is filled with people who have OD’d and are alcoholics. But it’s my fault for not wanting to use them because it means I can’t do things. Fuck you. Im past the point of not wanting bad things to happen to people I know. I hope one day you end up having to choose every single day between getting out of bed and being in so much pain you disassociate but if you stay in bed you’re ridiculed.

[smellpelt]

liiterally why does Black & White sucks so much its a nothing song to me

[witchofinterest]

gatekeeping but only from my father

[dear-evanrosier]

When that one person cant take a fucking hint and continues to reblog from you and you're just 😶 like no leave me and my mutuals alone

[zingiber-santi]

I do not understand people who ask Tumblr easily google-able things. Like... Why? Do you just want some attention? Is that it?

[wm-paintbrush]

[layinsomesoftdirtdude]

are we really friends if I’m not a little bit in love with you? 🤔

[mutopians]

foster 👏 siblings 👏 are 👏 still 👏 siblings 👏 and 👏 shouldn't 👏 be 👏 shipped 👏

[raich-raichu]

Me, reblogs a post about anxiety and depression: haha same

My friends and mutuals: *do the same thing*

Me: no that's illegal

[fjord-mustang]

"By the Dawnfather Eva, please, PLEASE at least wear a fudging bowtie, this is a wedding!"

"...Didn't you call your god Pel-"

"COPYRIGHT!"

"...Right, sure, fucking hate jumping between dimensions, fucking weddings-"

[it-bubblez]

You disgust me.

[even-fools-are-right-sometimes]

An Ode to You

This is an ode to your perfection To your smiles and the depth with which you care To your laugh, to your eyes, to the wiggle of your eyebrows To every stupid joke that I say I hate, but love anyway

But this is also an ode to your imperfections The shape of your tears and the shake of your hands An ode to everything you hate about yourself

This is an ode to your failures and your regrets The memories that keep you up at night The things you wanted to do, but couldn’t The things you could have done, but didn’t

This is an ode to all of you, because anyone can praise you at your highest but I have seen you at your lowest and I love you anyway

This is an ode to you. (yes, you)

[scientificvalian-blog]

*i hear a single dresden dolls song and go ape shit*

[nat-20s]

Character: *is meant to be an everyman but is also deeply kind and empathetic and wants the best for the people around them*

Me, every goddamn time: I love you!!!!!!! I ain't ever gonna stop loving you!!!!!!