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I made some icons for my megoplita au, so here's some explanation of the relationship between the characters in this AU + icons without text in the end. (this is inspired by other tf universes and various shows, etc., it's not tied to any canon)
Relationship chart:
1)Megoplita family
Optimus and Elita are married here. The two were dating since high school and their relationship only grew stronger through years, eventually leading to their marriage.
Both OP&Elita are having feelings/dating for D-16 (and this is mutual).
Rodimus is a distant family member from OP's side but he visits his family a lot, giving that "cool uncle" energy towards Bee.
Arcee and Roddy are besties, and based on comics, I made her adopted by Ultra Magnus, with Magnus mentoring Arcee.
2) Skystar/Jetstar family
Starscream and Jetfire were also high school sweethearts but they were more "friends to lovers" troupe. Both Star and Jet wanting to become researchers in the future. Eventually, they achived their dreams ⭐.
One day Twitch and Spitfire appeared in their lives, the twins were the important life for the two. Despite being a young parents, they always there for each other.
But after one accident, Jetfire was declared missing/dead and that had a big impact on Starscream, so he had to abandon his dreams and focus on raising Twitch and Spitfire, who are still very young.
3)Megastar family
Somehow, D-16 appears in Starscream's life when he needed someone the most. Their relationship were nice at first, D-16 helped with raising Twitch and Spitfire.
Spitfire didn't really like her new dad, so she still clang to Starscream more. Meanwhile Twitch grew really close to D-16, her friendly personality is irresistible!
But D-16 and Starscream relationship doesn't last long. I see them dealing with their own problems separately, they struggle with something «simple» like just sit down and talk, since none of them wants to bother the other. One is growing distant due to trauma of his soulmate leaving him all alone in this world, the other has no idea how to fix this, in a fit of frustration it all ends in break up. They still think of each other as the reason of it.
4) Colleagues:
I think 13 Primes are alive here, and they trust Sentinel very much to deal with the company.
Elita-One is mostly closed with D-16 since they work together, with Elita being his boss. There are some admiration D-16 feels towards Elita which grows into deeper feelings.
Starscream and Elita dislike Sentinel due to his smug personality. Sentinel makes it his personal goal to mess with Starscream throughout the day, and Elita just gets very protective over D-16.
Sentinel and Arachnid are dating here, but they're free to explore the other options. Airachnid listens to him gossiping about the others or just rambling his thoughts to her, both don't really mind it. They're just that duo who tell each other "exaaaaaactly" lol.
I also like the idea of Shockwave having that tiny crush on Elita but he would never admit it, even though it is very obvious. They're co workers but work in different department.
Airachnid and Elita rarely talk to each other unless it's about business, there's something in Elita that makes Airachnid to take interest in her. Silently staring at Elita from the corner of the room as definition of love language, aaaaaaa :p
#romcom megoplita au#megoplita#oplita#megop#skystar#megastar#shocklita#twitch earthspark#earthspark spitfire#sentinel prime#airachnid#transformers fanart#Starscream#elita one#d 16#prettypinkeel#tf arcee#optimus prime#jetfire#shockwave#rodimus prime#ultra magnus#tf bumblebee#megalita
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Hi dear donors ! ❤️
I would like to extend my thank and gratitude for the support you have been offering over the last eleven months. ❤️☺️
My family and I have been suffering and going through the hardest days we have ever experienced in our life . Things are very hard to get and and sometimes unattainable.😭😓
Our sufferings and hardship started on the first days of the war when all our possessions were completely destroyed and burned. We have become displaced and homeless , finding ourselves in a small tent in streets with no means of life. We lack every single necessary thing of life; food, water, hygiene essentials, and other necessities have become scarce and rare.
A photo taken to show how incredibly harsh our life has become after the war. We are struggling and facing lots of barriers to obtain the simplest necessities for living. Everything single thing is a complete story.
You can't imagine what difficulties we have been going through all these days of war. No cooking gas , nor cooking tools exist . We struggle to prepare a small meal of food.
No bakeries are available. Everything seems a miracle and unbelievable.😭 The war has stolen our joy and smile, leaving us busy thinking only of staying safe and alive. Our future has gone with the wind and our kids lost their dreams and ambitions.
This is a part of burying the dead. We also face some problems in the process of buying our dead people as no place is there for the family. Tombs aren't enough for the number of people living on a small spot of land.
A photo taken for the morning queue of filling our gallons with drink water. We wait hours to get some water for drink. Our life is full of tragedy and sadness.
All what we need is to survive the war and be safe. We are trying to secure the daily basic living necessities and this can come true with your contribution and support. Please don't spare this moment of supporting the people in need in Gaza in this tough and dire time. You can help us by either donating however small it is or sharing my posts. Your support makes a big difference for families in need.
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Had another dream thought The both of you might want to know about it
@mae-mae-me & @elithemiar-blog
Peter in the compound with a very sleepy Wulf in his lap I see pets it while doing his physics homework Tony walks in and stares at the wolf that is glowing green in Peter's lap and immediately panics
Tony very nervously: Peter why is there a glowing wolf in your lap?
Peter looking up from his homework confused for about 3 seconds before he makes a face and realization and says: Oh that's Wulf spelled with a u
Tony: Okay cool Why is Wulf in your lap?
Peter: He was sleepy and wanted to hang out
Tony: How did he get here without setting off any alarms
Peter: Oh will he opened it a portal through dimensions and the reason you weren't alerted was because I told Friday he was a friend
Tony: He's your friend? How?
Peter: I became friends with the death God
Tony: I'm sorry you what?
And then it cuts over to shuri making an amalgamated abomination of what looks to be a plasma sword for Peter
Peter deadpan: Met interdimensional wolf on a mission tried to get him back to his owner met God became friends with God
Tony: hUh-?
Peter: Just smiling walk away Tony. It's better for your sanity. Oh and don't going to the other part of the lab shuri's making something beyond our mortal minds
#danny phantom#dp#dp x marvel#dp wulf#tony stark#peter parker#the avengers#marvel mcu#avengers compound#dreams#dude I have some really great fanfic ideas they're all just stuck in my dreams#The problem with that is that I rarely dream#anyway OPs I hope you like it#black panther#princess shuri#shuri of wakanda#black panther wakanda forever#wakandans#Mooblyboom's weird ass dreams
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i hate that i can slowly feel the dsmp lore knowledge leaking from my brain. STAY IN THERE!!!! most unrewatchable media ever juet stay in my brain. (this post is abt mostly everyone not ctommy related bc i still fuckin enjoy them as a character but not ctommy not my problem (ctommy autism )) (like cbad cantfrost cpuffy channah cniki cjack cponk cfoolish csapnap i can feel my knowledge of u leaving plss stay in my brain pretty please i still love u)
#dsmp lore special interest#gahhh i like feel like ik dvery little crevice of the dsmpmlore bc ive watched like. all of it. from post red festival ive watched every#thing or if i didnt watch it (rare) i read over a summary or something#i care abt these characters so much. the dsmp worldbuilding is my everything#i say not ctommy not my problem but its not rllyy true i care abt all the other c!fellas.#dsmp lore#do not support dream or majority of dsmp ccs#ive been a cdiscduo main for a while but thawt does not mean i have not autismed qbt every other character at least once before
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wish you could pair certain songs in a playlist. like I want this group of 50 songs on shuffle but these two must follow each other otherwise the transitions sound stupid
#I suppose I could do the work of actually smashing them together into one track in an audio program but that's.. so much work#this is about the hellion and electric eye by judas priest btw#also about wait for sleep and learning to live by dream theatre they are one song in my heart#honestly a huge part why I rarely do playlists.. entire album on repeat supremacy#I'm also still using the most ancient version of itunes and an ipod from 2015 though so maybe this is a me problem#rae rambles
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I really had to have a dream that made me unbelievably sad right before I have to get up for work huh
#The biggest problem is that the dream was not even sad it was actually very good#It’s reality that is depressing#It’s one of those extremely extremely rare dreams of mine where waking up made me feel like I had lost something#Basically every dream I have is either a nightmare or nightmare tinged which is why I say extremely rate#rare*
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my sibling just tripped and i said 'god bless you ?????' like they sneezed or something ??
#just me hi#??? hfvbshf#i thought i was saying 'are you good?' but nope hfvbhsf#though i dunno why but i Do sometimes say god bless you to loud noises loll#//anyway oh my lllooroddssss why is sleep so awful bhvfsh#i sleep for six hours and i'm still kinda tired but that's it that's the Peak#if i sleep for any longer i think i start to decompose or something fffffhhdvc#like this SUCKS man whyyy hvfbs#also it's Extra Dumb because i'll start dreaming and just never wake up bc i HAVE to stay. for the Plot#cool tho bc i Did get to the end of my dream last night which is quite rare so !! :D#i do not remember it tho. but i am still satisfied about it lol :>#/but really sleeping is just Awful fvsh#and i have Tried to fix my sleeping schedule but ouaaghhfff it's a fight out here lmaoo#cuz i end up Storing energy until late at night and then i'm up until 4 a.m. again and oops there it goes again !#i dunno hfh#i'm having hardware problems that are exacerbated by the software that's all i know lol :)#//anywayyy so i've been tryna work on that little lore book (slow work cuz the sleep got worse recently HrghB) and i got stopped short @#chapter 2 bc i don't think i have a lot on the gods ??#okay wait yeah i think i do#i just started going for a sec in the tags i think i do actually#i just gotta. uhhh reformat some stuff lmao :3#so be back perhaps !!! oooo [<- ghost noise]
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..... After playing the new Baxter Dlc for Our Life I don't think this will be a purely Obey Me blog...
Listen I ALWAYS loved Cove, but I played Our Life before making this blog! Now that I've played the Baxter Dlc I'm itching to write something for him! And Cove to!
#granted this wouldnt become a spilt blog#my main focus has been and will always be Obey Me on this blog#i just mignt write a handful of things for Our Life#listen Baxter is too much of a brat for me NOT to#hmmmm. i saw someone in the Our Life tag mention poly Mc/Baxter/Cove and i cant get the thought of my mind#not me day dreaming about a fic on how that would go...#maybe Cove finally realizes his feelings for Mc when Baxter moves in... while also being drawn to Baxter#Baxter noticing that Cove likes Mc and tries to take a step back. believing that they would be the better couple#but Mc doesnt let him. they firmly grasp onto both Cove and Baxter and refuse to let either of them go#so the three spend three months dancing around each other and never quite admiting your feelings for each other#which i know is rare for Baxter but he truly believes that he would only get in the way of your and Cove's relationship so he tries to#distance himself. and Cove has low key abandonment issues so THAT causes Problems. and Mc is stubborn and doesnt give up easily#then during Baxter's last day the three of you end up all making out. maybe drunky? idk. havent hashed out the details yet. and when you#and cove wake up Baxter is GONE because he panicked. and doesnt reply to your or Cove's texts for five years until you and cove see him#again when youre planning Scott and Jude's wedding.#so uh. yeah. sorry for the ramble but thats the basic idea lol.
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little known fact abt most don merch creators is if you show them any screenshot of him from the anime the brown will make their brains factory reset
#skye's ramblings#currently my biggest dream is to own a piece of don merch that isn’t horrifically whitewashed <3#its like. genuinely frustrating to find don merch (already really fucken rare) that would be sooo good otherwise. iwant my little guy#theres a point where its like cmon man thats not even don anymore. try again you dork-ass loser#tbh this goes for phil too. i would say all other characters of color too if. merch of them actually existed#ok theres definitely krone merch. but given the um. problems. with her appearance in canon i can deduce it is probably not very good <3#soooo hard to be a nonwhite anime fan. iam gods strongest soldier
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I was on the wikipedia page for phobias just for fun but just discovered theres an actual word for a fear of being touched.. 🥹
#haphephobia.... and they list guts from berserk under pop culture references 😢😢😭😭 thats my guy....#not gonna lie i teared up a bit i didnt realise it 'counted' as an actual phobia#i find it really difficult to talk abt but i have a complicated relationship w touch/physical contact (likely trauma babeyy)#and while i do crave it a lot i also have a very physical reflexive fear response especially if its intentional + i dont expect it#which can sometimes even get triggered just being in proximity to ppl bc like. even the possibility sets me on fucking edge#it would be nice to be as physically affectionate as i naturally want to be without dealing w my fight/flight/freeze but alas#its weird bc there are some random situations where it doesnt get triggered at all but its so unpredictable every time#and varies wildly person to person for seemingly no reason. there r strangers im innately more comfortable with but also friends ive known#for years and will never be comfortable around. i think part of that depends on how strongly the other person communicates and whether-#i feel as if theyre demonstrably able to respect boundaries not just mine but their own too + understand theyre not always fixed#ideally i need to have had this conversation with them so i Know they understand. which is rly difficult i find it so hard to admit#and i have a complicated mental block where i need the other person to naturally bring it up which very very rarely ever happens#idk just an atmosphere of safety yknow. i think its intentional touch that specifically makes me panic bc im usually fine w like-#bustling crowds or even expected social rules like handshakes at interviews. bc its not like they're Trying To Touch Me its just rote idk#hopefully eventually ill reach a place where im able to unpack it and reduce its severity bc man sometimes its fucking heartbreaking to me#bc i do genuinely really like physical contact im an incredibly physical person its my main way of interacting w the world#and the way having to force myself to avoid it meshes w my rsd too augh.... its a clusterfuck#even just having one person im completely comfortable with. maaaaan.#almost makes me miss my ex. at least i was mostly cool around them#god its sucked lately ive been having weird vivid dreams related to it. but whatever its so far down my list of problems to prioritize#and at least i dont get it w my familys dog so i can cuddle her :^) i miss her i cant wait to see her next month :D#anywayyyy thats enough im so tired goodnight every1...#.diaries
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Cedric's wig arrived unexpectedly early so I threw together the laziest costest ever -- I'm pretty happy with the results! The wig slides around a lot (it's heavy and not a lacefront) but also I didn't gel my hairline like I would if I was wearing it properly; the gel + the wig clips it has should be enough to keep it secured.
I'm planning to take him out for a bookstore photoshoot as a test run before SakCon ^^ Ideally, I'd love a photoshoot with an Orube but... does anyone even cosplay her? T_T
#lord cedric#it's okay i'll just dream#maybe write fanfic#i'm super happy to finally be cosplaying him though; it only took me four years to get this together for absolutely no reason#also in looking up ref photos for him -- i'd forgotten how much he smiles!! like genuinely smiles!#i feel like it's so rare for his character type#... it's gonna be a challenge for me#i can smirk no problem but i rarely smile; that third photo is my best attempt lmao#(also when i ordered this wig i was hoping it could also function as annatar's and i'm extremely pleased with the color!#my plan was a success. i love multi-use cosplay items)#cosplay#hira cosplays cedric
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well the vague anxiety about my brain potentially being in the middle of exploding has sort of penetrated my subconscious because last night (this morning) i had a dream about the tube that is in reality in my head/abdomen somehow perforating through my stomach and then I had to stand there and pinch the end of it closed to keep my brain juice from leaking out so that was a new strange dream
#rarely does my hydrocephalus even enter my thoughts and i almost never dream (or at least remember them) so this is a novel moment#i guess i should call a neurologist tomorrow and schedule an appointment just in case#even though i'm like 97% sure it's a posture/neck problem and not a shunt problem#like i said before having a rare medical condition is weird!! especially when said condition rarely actually causes immediate problems!!
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I started the night rly angry but then I practiced my empathy skills and I just woke up from a? nice dream? about my parents?
#mine#dream journal#lem experiences cognitive behavioural torture#practicing empathy wasn't rly a conscious choice more so associative thinking caused it to just happen#I guess it started w an angry dream. I was screaming crying at mum abt shit that went down in base housing and how lucky she is to forget#in this dream we'd travelled up north to see dad for some reason so he was there defending mum#this didn't de-escalate anything bc they were BOTH at fault and have since BOTH had severe memory loss of the collective trauma#then ig I entered a state of semiconsciousness where to calm myself I focused on my beloved ocs who I dump all my problems on#focus was on nikola. who I gave trauma almost inadvertently bc at the time I was focused on his father. who I also was traumatizing.#nik was sent away to visit an amish penpal for what was supposed to be a summer break while his parents got their shit together#that summer turned into three years before he was reunited w his family and they just ... Don't Talk abt it now bc it was such a heavy time#the thing is... I didn't give nik anger. he (and I) fully understand why things went down the way they did and ... it's no one's Fault rly.#just a shitty time where everyone was dealt a shitty hand.#now the part abt empathy isn't rly abt nik. it's that the trauma I gave his parents that triggered the chain reaction was Also mine#so I got to explore not just my own experiences safely but also this new parental angle and the guilt and shame from the hard decisions#made to protect a child from your own horrors#and they didn't make The Best Choice but under duress it was Better. and no one intended for it to be anything more than a summer.#ig from there I slid right back into dreamstate. the same one from before and right where I'd left off. which is rare.#and forced to see the parallels.. I (like nik) just can't bring myself to rage over equally shitty cards. and#so I apologised for antagonizing and the dream went on#I don't rly know what happened. at the end it seemed like I was ?? moving in w dad for a few months ?? idk#all I know is that the tension was gone and we were able to move forward w new shitty cards
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Having absolutely soulcrushing & heartbreaking dreams lately
#i rarely dream but yooo i cant do this#u ever wake up crying???#not fun#not fun at all#gotta stop shoving my feelings into a little locked box huh#not my subconscious making me deal with my real life problems now#so rude
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my roommates keep insisting I take sleep medicine so that maybe I actually sleep well so I’m probs gonna do that
#deity dialogue#I have only enough for one sleep left#I don’t even know if it’ll help#I’m hoping so? like my problem isn’t that I’m not tired it’s jsut that I sleep terribly#I keep waking up every few hours and having bad dreams#the other night however I was up until 8am trying to sleep I should’ve taken the medicine then tbh#I was told that if I take it tonight I will be acquired medicine tomorrow#my roommates also rarely suggest I take sleep medicine because they know my sleep situation is bad and i can’t afford to be more dependent#on sleep medicine than my body already is but I suppose they’re sick of hearing my complaininig /j#kane said that I’ve noticeably been very sleepy and a mess from lack of good sleep so I’m probs about to take some nasty slepe medicine
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