#The idealist

[thoughtkick]

Some days I feel everything at once. Other days I feel nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.

The Idealist

[stay-close]

Some days I feel everything at once. Other days I feel nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.

The Idealist

[perfectfeelings]

Some days I feel everything at once. Other days I feel nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.

The Idealist

[thehopefulquotes]

Some days I feel everything at once. Other days I feel nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.

The Idealist

[quotefeeling]

Some days I feel everything at once. Other days I feel nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.

The Idealist

[nightlyquotes]

Some days I feel everything at once. Other days I feel nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.

The Idealist

[perfectquote]

Some days I feel everything at once. Other days I feel nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.

The Idealist

[resqectable]

Some days I feel everything at once. Other days I feel nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.

The Idealist

[perfeqt]

Some days I feel everything at once. Other days I feel nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.

The Idealist

[bullgirldick]

i think i know who your “idealist” may be. at least, i suspect i do — not trying to be intrusive, hope it’s okay, not doing this for any kind of guessing game… i simply think that i have a similar thing going on with a pop-culture figure, and, having scrolled through your tag for him, the themes — spacetime exploration, choosing kindness in the face of loss and grief, futuristic aesthetics, stars and swirling galaxies, the inherent goodness of humanity even millions of years into the future — have almost confirmed it for me. i could be wrong. if you’re british like me, i’m probably right. could be a mile off, could be projecting, because if i ever involved pop culture stuff into my practice, that would definitely be the direction i take. there aren’t that many characters around who fit the mold of a a benevolent wandering god of hope

I wish it was the Doctor (who I assume you're alluding to). It would almost make it easier to talk about :')

...To hell with it. This is my blog. Why keep anything secret? For the sake of respectability?? I think I left respectability at the door long ago, when I chose the url bullgirldick.

The Idealist is Ben Tennyson. He's sort of a generic shonen protagonist, but I think that's the appeal. If my life had turned out slightly different, his place could've been taken by any number of characters. He's hopeful. He's scared. He jumps head-first into fighting the good fight. He picks himself up when he loses. He does good recklessly. His story has been as important to me as the stories of Hercules and Beowulf were to people of the past. I want to be as hopeful, brave, stubborn, and recklessly good as he is.

[lilrebelkat69]

[thoughtkick]

Some days I feel everything at once. Other days I feel nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.

The Idealist

[x-heesy]

uǝɯɐ ʎpoolq 🤘

Some people want a big house, a fast car and lots of money.

Some people want a tiny cabin in the woods away from those kinds of people. fb/the idealist

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𝗣𝗨𝗥𝗥𝗙𝗘𝗖𝗧 𝗜𝗦 𝝠 𝗠𝗬𝗧𝗛 / 𝗜𝗧’𝗦 𝝠 𝗧𝗥𝝠𝗣 / 𝗕𝗥𝗘𝝠𝗞 𝗙𝗥𝗘𝗘 / 𝗤𝗨𝗘𝗦𝗧𝗜𝝝𝗡 𝗘𝗩𝗘𝗥𝗬𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗡𝗚 / 𝗖𝗛𝝝𝝝𝗦𝗘 𝗪𝗜𝗦𝗘𝗟𝗬 / 𝗪𝗘𝗜𝗥𝗗 𝗜𝗦 𝝠 𝗖𝝝𝗠𝗣𝗟𝗜𝗠𝗘𝗡𝗧 / 𝗡𝝝𝗧𝗘 𝗧𝝝 𝗠𝗬𝗦𝗘𝗟𝗙 / 𝗬𝝝𝗨 𝝠𝗥𝗘 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗥𝝝𝝠𝗗 /𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗟𝗜𝗧𝗧𝗟𝗘𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗡𝗚𝗦𝝠𝗥𝗘𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗕𝗜𝗚𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗡𝗚𝗦 / 𝗠𝗬 𝗖𝗥𝗘𝗗𝝝 / 𝗟𝝝𝗩𝗘 & 𝗟𝗘𝗧 𝗟𝝝𝗩𝗘 / 𝗟𝗜𝗩𝗘 & 𝗟𝗘𝗧 𝗟𝗜𝗩𝗘 / 𝗞𝗘𝗘𝗣 𝗜𝗧 𝗦𝗜𝗠𝗣𝗟𝗘 / 𝗞𝗘𝗘𝗣 𝗜𝗧 𝗥𝗘𝝠𝗟 / 𝗩𝗘𝗧𝝝 / 𝗥𝗜𝗦𝗘𝗥𝗘𝗕𝗘𝗟𝗥𝗘𝗦𝗜𝗦𝗧 / 𝗠𝝝𝝝𝗗 𝗕𝝝𝝠𝗥𝗗 /𝗣𝗨𝗡𝗞𝗦𝝠𝗥𝗘𝗡𝗧𝗗𝗘𝝠𝗗 ​/ 𝗡𝝝 𝗚𝝝𝗗𝗦 𝗡𝝝 𝗠𝝠𝗦𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗦 / 𝗣𝗥𝝝 𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘 𝗠𝗙𝗭 / 𝗘𝗡��𝗥𝗚𝗬𝗦𝗨𝗖𝗞𝗘𝗥𝗭 𝗡𝝝𝗧 𝗪𝗘𝗟(𝗟) 𝗖𝗨𝗠 / 𝗧𝝝 𝝠𝗟𝗟 𝗧𝗛𝝠 𝗟𝗨𝗩𝝠𝗭

Soundtrack: Die World II by Lebanon Hanover

[perfectfeelings]

Some days I feel everything at once. Other days I feel nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.

The Idealist

[killamorrikilla]

Not Yet - 我還沒有作好被打倒的準備 (Trans Lyrics)

I want to share this beautiful song that has helped me through hard time :) Youtube link : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dbf5wlWSXP8

鏡子裡 尷尬狼狽的我 - In mirror, I look awkward and look embarrassed 今天依然努力畫上笑容 - Today (I) still try to put on smile 不是為誰 只為自己加油 - Not for anyone, only try hard for myself

做過些比宇宙大的夢 - Had dreams bigger than the universe 以為能把世界舉在肩頭- Thought I could carry the weight of the world 狠摔了跟斗- *Failed to get back up 才知道自己從來不是英雄 Only then I realize I'm not a hero

不願生命 成一部悲劇小說- Not willing (my) life become tragic novel 就算要我 屢敗屢戰得像個小丑- Even if it mean being the clown and keep trying

我還沒有作好被打倒的準備- I'm not yet ready to give up 就算心淌著血 失去所有夢和眼淚- Even if my heart bleed and all my tears and dreams is gone 攀著懸崖邊緣 疼痛已無所謂- Clinging to the edge of the cliff, the pain no longer matters 我不後退 哪怕輸了一切回到原點- I will not back down, even if I lost everything I'll start from beginning

我並不會作好被打倒的準備- I will never ready give up 就算心已破碎 反射月光照亮黑夜- Even if my heart is broken, the reflected moonlight illuminates the dark night 不是倔強的刺蝟 是勇敢的蝴蝶- (I'm)not a stubborn but a brave butterfly 我還能飛 就無懼遙遠 - As long as I able to fly I'm not afraid of distance

世界擁有 千萬個擊潰我的理由- The world has millions reason to defeat me 可我有不認輸的自由- But I have the freedom to never admit defeat

若有一天 生命的盡頭不可避免- When the day come where life has to end 回首不求眷戀 只求無一點悔- Then I only want to feel nostalgia and not regret

我還能飛 到那更遙遠 I can fly even further Translation note : *狠摔了跟斗 literally mean Fell hard on somersault. You roll to stand up and failing somersault would mean you just lay there, down on your back.

Disclaimer: I do not own anything but my interpretation of this song

[dreadark]

the difference between till at the start of round 6 and round 7

he doesn't seem like he's trying at all during round 6, having already fully given up living after losing mizi

but in round 7, even though he's lost even more, he's clearly putting all he has left into it

and the reason for that... has to be ivan, right?

he must have recognized ivan sacrificed himself for him, so for the sake of ivan's feelings till tries his absolute best to respond to them and perform that till sings at all here is for ivan

...but at the same time ivan is what haunts him

obviously, right? there's no way watching someone you were so close to you die like that right in front of you can give you actual "strength" (and this isn't even getting into the kiss...) contrary to ivan's (clearly wrong) conviction that till doesn't care enough for him to become a trauma to him, that's exactly what happens

this inextricable mix of love and hate, hurting and healing... this is the tragedy of their relationship to the end no matter how much ivan and till care for each other, they can't ever cure each other