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fragglerockopinions · 1 year ago

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I want to kill myself so fucking badly. I want to stop existing in constant torment and isolation and disappear whatever way is most convenient for me. I want to die through any method I possibly can. But then I think about elderly trans people.

#I want to transition and be accepted and supported and I can't let down everyone who died just so I could have the opportunity #to reach this age and live without constant unending fear in my house or in public #I'm going to turn 21 soon and I'm so angry thinking about how many queer people didn't get to turn 21 #As much abuse as I'm living through and as worthless I feel just breathing oxygen at least I wasn't killed in the street #The first time I cut my hair #I did endure lgbtphobia i was sexually harassed and assaulted as a CHILD for having short hair #Correctively raped and laughed at for ever possibly thinking I could have a chance at being liked by the prettiest girl I'd ever seen #Constantly called nasty and unnatural and unholy and demonic by strangers and my family #I want to die but more than I just want to live somebody please help me live #Op

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ochiody · 4 months ago

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i think than would be claustrophobic

#reupload bc i messed something up the first time #i really hope this does well bc i like it a lot #this is referencing sisyphus chaining him and trapping him in a closet btw #it makes sense and also hes the type to be affected deeply by shit and keep it to himself forever while pretending hes not affected by it #i also think he cut his hair short so no one could grab it and drag him anywhere haha #my artwork #art #hades game #hades supergiant #hades fanart #thanatos #thanatos hades #artists on tumblr #comic #greek mythology

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naturecalls111 · 22 days ago

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WIP!!! Stealing glances amidst victory celebrations in Suna….

#narugaa #naruto uzumaki #gaara of the sand #Naruto #fanart #other fandoms #other fandoms: naruto #GUYSSSS this one is gonna take a while so I’m letting myself post this much of it now #much of it needs to be cleaned up lol…..#thanks to Jane who let me screen share as I drew and helped me every time I went:#“does this expression convey that they’ve been looking at each other the whole night and this is the first glance they catch each other #and are now blushy because Naruto suddenly realises this look in gaara’s eye is Different and he’s the only one that recognises the nuance #as something perhaps intimate. perhaps erotic. perhaps suggestive that they should get up and leave soon #anyway I’m working on it ok….#trying to expound on the visual culture of Suna a little by making like… a shisha lounge #grew up on shisha (my lungs are recovering these days now that I’ve quit smoking completely) but I hold it near my heart #also I changed Naruto’s hair. they’re wearing the ‘The Last’ outfits but I just couldn’t do short hair Naruto I’m sorry #his fluffy spikey blond hair appeals to me so much I’m sorry I refuse to cut it short #also it’s like vaguely mussed and messy here to imply some things about how much he’s had to drink LOL #Gaara has a few strands out of place but that’s it #kazekage duties etc etc #anyway #OK ANYWAY

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elssbethtascioni · 1 year ago

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favorite fran fine outfits → season 3 (pt. 1)

#fran fine #fran drescher #the nanny #thenannyedit #tvarchive #usersitcom #femalegifsource #cinemapix #femalecharacters #fashion #fran fits #the hair in the first one is prob one of my all time faves #literally no bad looks i had to cut so many and still have a pt 2 #*#mine #costume appreciation #1k

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iraprince · 1 year ago

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sometimes i gotta bask in the knowledge that teen me would be so stoked if it knew what i look like now

#hi. heres the annual ira selfie #mostly i wanted to take one bc i cut my hair for the first time today (as in layers not just shavinf the sides)#and it came out fine instead of being a disaster. so i'm feeling celebratory #i mean you cant even see the haircut bc i immediately pulled everything back and slammed my headphones on anyway. but its abt the spirit

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rainedropsart · 4 months ago

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something something, side effects of superpowers

bonus doodle

#art #dc comics #cassie sandsmark #kon el #wonder girl #superboy #yj98 #young just us #young justice #superboy has like a million tags cuz this asshole (affectionate) has two names so I’m just going with kon #but yea this is my personal headcanon on why Cassie’s hair gets longer. not cuz she wants it to but because she got god powered hair #tragic #one day she’ll have a fight with a wonder woman villian who has a magic weapon that she steals to cut her hair. one day #also this is the first time I’ve drawn any of the boys lol #I love them but I have a reputation (woman liker) to uphold

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asaethiel · 9 months ago

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1/2 of the messiest polycule in the queer housing facebook group AKA i just finished imperial radch

#ancillary justice #imperial radch #breq #justice of toren #seivarden vendaai #it is my personal belief that when breq shaves her head in AS thats the first time her hair has been cut in 20 years #fanart #digital #feb24 #actual art #anyway im deeply obsessed w these two. psychosexually so. crawling around inside their weird little dynamic #tfw ur autistic+asexual+a bitch and u trauma bond with this girl who u don't even LIKE & then she keeps asking u to dom her w/o a safeword #(i joke but fr the way they care for+care about each other makes me rlly emotional. and when u add ship into the mix. weeps)

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sualne · 6 months ago

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drawing my ocs cause i missed them

#my art #my ocs #lidkaer #described in alt text #my babiiiieess. cut mayu's hair so she can bishi like never before and also because she basically had the same haircut as nightshade #and it bothered mee. i think the reason why ive been unhappy with how i draw faces for a year is because ive been drawing the same 3 ones #over and over and over again a bit too many times. so i wanted to draw them see if that'll help and it did!!#i just needed to draw different people sdjfksfg. this is my third time trying this meme but first i actually finish it. since they're all #trans and autistic (execpt shadi) i always struggled which who should be who but heh. not that important

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femboy-jerma · 10 months ago

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am I cute? (,,・ω・,,)

#yippee its #femboy friday #:3 #the first image took so long to cut out i had to do most of it manually bc my hair is a mess >﹏<#also it took a nonnegligible amount of time and effort to get something non-nsfw #these shorts are not made for dick and balls 😔#bottomposting #196 #r/196 #rule #blahaj

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idanit · 6 months ago

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thinking about fem!Jeeves in American novelist!drag

#jeeves and wooster #genderbend #reginald jeeves #regina jeeves #jooster #bertie wooster #jeeves tells people that the new American fashion is wearing hats indoors so that she doesn't have to cut her hair #she would enjoy being a bit obnoxious even if it would pain her fashion sense #also it was not uncommon to call your maid by her first name so I think a fem!Bertie might learn Jeeves's first name much sooner #(though I'm not sure any version of Jeeves would suffer through being called Reggie out loud)#andrew in drag #let bertie misquote a piece of lyrics that has been written almost a century later than her time as a treat #enmity suspended with drawing shoes btw. now drawing hats is my worst enemy #idanit makes #idanit draws

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tooranges · 12 days ago

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baby's first haircut ✂️✂️✂️

from 03/2022

#I still love this one sm aaa #I still remember the first time I cut my hair short #I thought I was just tired of long hair but oops it's just cus I'm trans #ANYWAYS #my art #splatoon #splatoon ocs #oc art #oc: hal #oc: dott #oc: razz

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frozentothetouch · 1 year ago

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sketchies (mainly gwen)

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unordinary-diary · 5 months ago

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Blyke in Season 3.

This is my prediction. With the way Season 2 ended, I think they’ll find Blyke months later looking something like this.

Shit happens to people in prison. Terrence was murdered in his cell, Rein was worried about being killed by other inmates, hell, Blyke’s already pretty banged up in the finale and he’s been there for 2.5 seconds. Not to mention that the Authorities seem to have no problem torturing kids *COUgh* Keon.

Perhaps it’s a bit pessimistic, but the story’s been getting a lot darker lately. I doubt Blyke’s getting out of prison without a little extra trauma at least.

Latest Chapter as of Prediction: Side Story — Triple Threat (1)

#blyke unordinary #unordinary #Prediction #Drawing in my diary again #art #unordinary spoilers #normally the spoiler warning is at the top but not this time bc it’s an image post #I changed his expression so many times #I was going for that resigned kind of dead inside look #At first it looked too angry #and then it looked just like nothing #totally nuetral face #then it looked too sad #like he was gonna cry #and then I got this #many more iterations along the way #Was worried about damaging my paper the amount of times I erased his eyebrows #Tbh I think I still fucked it up #Also I spent awhile on the background and you can barely see it #could’ve just made it gray ngl #I also spent a long time on this band of light on him #like as if someone had opened a door and light shined through #but I got rid of it #Waste of my DAMN time smh #I’m rlly proud of the hair though #Shit happens in Lovun Prison #Is all of that blood his? Who knows.#also I drew all those cuts in different stages of healing be proud of me #This was supposed to be a doodle/warmup I did NOT expect it to take all day #Ngl Im really glad I turned my sketchbook sideways for this one bc the lined paper reminds me of prison bars like this

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erumai-maadu · 1 month ago

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Sakura comes home after the second stage of the chunin exams with her hair short and her face set with grim determination to be stronger.

Her mother is distraught, eyes the choppy bob critically, before letting it go and telling her that it'll grow back quickly. She's young, after all, and her hair has always grown quickly.

But Sakura keeps trimming it, never letting it grow back out to the length that she was so proud of before. She feels freer without it, somehow. Her head is lighter, no longer pulled down by the weight of thick hair and people’s expectations.

It doesn't matter any more when people eye her bruised knuckles, the scars scattered on her body, the eyebags from long shifts at the hospital.

Short hair is more practical for a shinobi, after all. At least, that's what she tells her mother. They've never met the Hyuuga, so it doesn't matter if it isn't necessarily true.

Besides, Sakura isn't Neji, with his impenetrable defenses. She's a brawler with fists that punch through rock and shatter bones, and she cannot afford for someone to grab the hair that would whip around in the devastating blasts left in her wake.

Sometimes, she can still feel the Sound shinobi's hand in her hair, the burning pain in her scalp. Lee and Naruto unconscious on the ground and her weak, useless body trembling in fear.

Other nights, she feels the cold wind, a gentle pinch and a murmured "thank you" on the back of her neck. She sees Naruto's wide smile, a promise to bring him back to her, back to the village. Naruto and Sasuke with their backs to her, always in front, always walking away, leaving her behind.

Sakura trains with a savage ferocity that few can match. She needs to be better, always moving forward, so that some day, she can overtake Naruto and Sasuke.

There are times that she wakes up with a scream caught in her throat, hand reaching for a kunai pouch that isn't there. She gets up and sneaks out, runs to the mountains behind Hokage rock and pummels the rocks until her fists are bloody and her fears are assuaged. The weak little girl died in the Forest of Death, cut out of her along with the long pink locks she discarded.

The weight that was holding her back is gone. She will not be left behind. Never again.

#sakura haruno #ignore me using sakura as a vehicle to explore my own feelings about cutting all my hair off #this is rushedly written as a warm-up either way so #anyway I think about sakura cutting her hair a lot. in my experience it was like getting rid of a part of yourself #maybe im being overdramatic here lol but long hair was always an expectation for me and for the longest time I was so proud of #i hated taking care of it but i loved having it and I loved how other people looked at me and were like 'wow your hair is so long and prett #but because of that i stuck to being feminine and pretty and palatable because I needed people to like me and think of me as pretty #i think when i started realizing i was nb and butch i was so upset at first because how would people like me and think i was pretty #and then eventually i got over it when I cut my hair for the first time. genuinely felt like cutting off people's expectations of me #leaving me free to be myself unapolagetically. to be fair i cut my hair twice. once in the bisexual bob and the second as a boycut #and the second time led me to a Gender Euphoria Moment. that was cool. and so now I keep my hair short.#enjoy the deep chandu lore in the tags i guess #erumai writes fic sometimes

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sketchy-mf · 5 months ago

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