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The multiple hashtags of pure keyboard smashing evokes so much positive emotion in me-
#The fact that it's multiple makes my day#I'm so happy they liked it so much AUGHSHSTH2V25346BERHJRBKFJ#It always so flustering in a good way#Plus I follow them so brownie points ;P#I love eclipse too man HE NEEDS IT-#Keeping their name out bc it feels rude to ramble about someone openly without em knowing#I could tag but I'm also embarrassed to do that randomly o.o#I appreciate from afarrr#rambles#dca community#Hashtag appreciation
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seokjin + iconic solo performances for @cordiallyfuturedwight ♡ [cr. namuspromised]
#btsgif#btsedit#seokjin#kim seokjin#jin#bangtan#bts#mine#mine:gifs#mine:ksj#cordiall#cordiallyfuturedwight#annie#annietrack#rjshope#userp#userpat#raplineuser#useremmeline#i didn't have a lot of time but i hope you still like this#and that i've queued this for an appropriate time fjfgfjg#HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST KAYLA<333333333#I hope you have the loveliest and most wonderful day#you are a bright light in this fandom and i am so happy to have met you#and for the privilege of enjoying your beautiful sets and flirting with you all the time <333#you make me feel warm and i want to smooch your face!!!! meet me at the park i'll be the one on one knee :((((#i'll have my picnic basket ready this time<3#(btw i hope you appreciate the fact that i had to rewatch the astronaut multiple times to make this#and i cried every time<3)#happy birthday darling<3
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i've never really made a comic before, well, i have, but nothing i had intention to show anyone else
#silverware's art#undertale yellow#uty clover#tumblr better not make this look like a fucking jpeg#the only reason i'm actually posting this is because i really like the backgrounds#ignore the wobbly ass lines. i don't like actually lining things so i just did it like that on the same layer as the sketch#fun fact about this! i did each panels comoring on one layer#background and everything!!#i like the last 2 rows the best. they just look neat to me (though. it is my art so that's kinda to be expected)#the pacing is probably terrible. but eh. it's fine. not gonna NOT post the thing i spent multiple hours on over 2 days#anyways. ignore my rambling in the tags. it's just something i do now. sorry i guess#(not really. it is my post so. y'know. i can do this)#plus! you clicked “show more” so you signed up for a lot of tags
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drawing a frame from every episode of it’s always sunny season 2 episode 1: charlie gets cr——-d
my very first frank !! :3
#iasip#its always sunny in philadelphia#fanart#iasip fanart#artists on tumblr#charlie kelly#charlie day#iasip charlie#iasip mac#mac macdonald#rob mcelhenney#frank reynolds#iasip frank#danny devito#pookie#this one took multiple days because i had hardcore ocd about making it perfect#xD#proud of this one despite the process being excruciating#fun fact: before iasip i exclusively drew women. never ever ever drew men. not my thing..#until now i guess#lmao#digital art#pixel art#my art#s2e1
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5SOS: A drummer like no other. The bedrock of the band. Happy birthday to the one and only @ ashtonirwin 💙
#gonna be so real i delayed posting bc i intended to search my blog to see if these were unseens - but the energy was just not there#instead I would like to focus on the delightful twist that for Ash's birthday I was in fact gifted with multiple instances of back content#5sos#5 seconds of summer#ashton irwin#ashton#instagram#band ig#ryan fleming 2023#the 5sos show tour#gotta do my annual tag:#daddy but birthday 2024#kh4f post#that first picture is actually insane#happy arm day actually#anyways i also needed to make this post bc 'bedrock of the band' needed to be in the archive#daddy but bedrock#thank u for ur time
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ik we’re all entitled to our own opinions, but ngl some of y’all are making me feel like a wanted criminal for liking Cracker Island, Song Machine & Humanz :/
#y’all r acting like Gorillaz lore was never inconsistent before Cracker Island#they literally had multiple different endings for Plastic Beach and I don’t see anyone talking about that#y’all can hate phases 4-7 as much as you want idc I’m just sayin’#“the characters are dumbed down for marketing purposes!” well duh it’s been like 10 years since Cass left#atp I’ve just accepted the fact that Plastic Beach or Demon Days is the best writing we’re probably ever gonna get from the Gorillaz#and again that phase was inconsistent as hell to!#and music wise I thought cracker island was a total bop y’all could never make me hate that album#Song machine was pretty good. I really loved the vibe of it and a lot of the songs but the ones from the deluxe album were just ok imo#for Humanz most of the songs were so so good like SHES MY COLLAR 🔥🔥🔥#that’s just my opinion#gorillaz#cracker island#song machine#gorillaz humanz#plastic beach#noodle gorillaz#2d gorillaz#murdoc niccals#russel hobbs#btw I’m NOT trying to change anyones opinions#I just don’t get why ppl aren’t allowed to like those phases
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Ink October day 3: Sophistry
An argument that seems plausible, but is fallacious or misleading, especially one devised deliberately to be so.
#khux#khux player#kh player#kingdom hearts#kh#kingdom hearts union x#kingdom hearts player#player my beloved#blue boi draws#ink october#ink October 2024#ink October 2024 day 3#watched a bunch of Player cutscenes for this one and Aug AUHG I love them. I always forget how much of a character Player is#but they are truly their own guy. more then even some non-renameable/customisable game protagonists#the utter guts on this kid to challenge multiple foretellers multiple times,fight both Ephemer and Skuld at the same time-#(both very powerful in their own right),AND attempt and succeeded in tricking four of the personifications of darkness themselves is… wow#they’re such a powerful fighter too. like they kick both Skuld and Ephemer’s asses,and sure they were both not aiming to kill and exhausted#from fighting Ven’s darkness BUT SO WAS PLAYER (as well as having just come from the arcade and those fights)#them fooling the darknesses too… along side their two closest friends… I wonder if there was any noticeable change between their normal#fighting style and the one they used there. Skuld and Ephemer didn’t necessarily see them fighting during the war#(only heartless or against one appoint) so I wonder if they fought like that.#the ‘argument that is plausible but misleading’ here is Player being possessed. with all the information available to them it is plausible#but we know for a fact that player is just straight up lying. making shit up. mimicking how darkness spoke before to pretend. which is ki#kinda hilarious to me like you go girl gaslight gatekeep girlboss. gaslight them into believing you’re possessed gatekeep them from dying to#trap darkness and girlboss by winning. amazing beautiful 10/10#I like to think Ephemer never realised、at least while he was alive. something in the tragedy of him never knowing.#of not recogising his dear friend through their deception. of dying thinking he failed them. that it wasn’t their choice.#and he did fail them in a way. there’s this recurring theme in Kingdom Hearts where the hurt lingers despite the memories being gone.#Player is very much effected by this with their memories of the war being gone but still suffering. Ephemer stands by the decision to hide#it thinking it spares them from the burden but it doesn’t it just takes away the context and they deserve to know what happened to them
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You know, when I kept getting asked "so you didn't ever have severe pains before now?" in the hospital and I kept replying "I have a high pain tolerance" I meant it. However, there is only so much pain my tiny 4'9" body can hold... (aka I am sweating and in agony bc I'm getting told to use LESS severe pain meds so I don't rely on them too much and it is AWFUL)
#moe talks a lot#i was shaking earlier and despite the fact i sound like im gonna cry#and the fact that my mom can pick out im about to cry from pain bc im trying to take less pain meds#LIKE MY MOM IS INSTRUCTING ME TO DO#shes like well why arent you taking any pain meds#BECAUSE THERE ARE TWO AVAILABLE OPTIONS AND ON A SIX HOUR TIMER#i cant take both at once or else what happens to me if i hurt before the six hours is up#i have to manage them in a way that allows me to benefit from both and being told im doing it wrong#after being told well its your fault it got so bad because you never complained about pain before#YEAH NO JOKE? REALLY? I NEVER DID? because everyone acts like im too young to feel that kinda pain#oh youre hurting? just wait until youre older#and its currently agony to breathe again but that i guess is also my fault bc im trying to use pain meds#holy moly i just want to not get dizzy standing up cause wow dang#sure would be nice if the multiple incisions in my stomach didnt THROB every time i sneezed or coughed or cleared my throat#but since i didnt use much pain meds before because i would be mocked for being too much of a baby its like#welp damn now i could really use some and im being called out for being too reliant#anyway time to sleep more because that means im not noticing my pain#im literally smaller than most children and so i do understand my body size makes people worried about the medication intake#but can i please just go a day without being asked how much im taking or when i last took it or if im gonna cry#anyway sorry for the excessive rant today never really had surgery or anything so this is brand spankin new suffering
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Ignoring what Lando said about luck (and whether or not that was taken out of context).
Lando said the race shouldn’t have been red flagged.
All the other drivers were calling for a red flag earlier. There were so many accidents in qualifying and in the race. It should have been red flagged before Franco crashed. It was dangerous for all of the drivers, and the fact that Lando seems to be underplaying that fact is infuriating
#formula 1#f1#brazil gp 2024#lando norris#i used to like lando but he’s making it really difficult#the entire day was incredibly dangerous#my fav winning doesn’t change the fact that the fia put safety at risk multiple times today
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just a few little bits from the past few days
#both the word count screenshots are from the same day - just different sections of the text. so that was like 4000 words in#one DAY.. huzzah!! (< making up for the fact that I did 0 words the 3 days before that lol.. so its not actually an accomplishment ghjjh)#In renpy I think you can have multiple separate texty cody whatever documents and still jump between them so long as they;re#labeled properly. Rather than like... having one extremely long 60.000 line file where in some places youre in a menu within a menu#within a menu within a menu within a menu within a menu within a menu jhbhj#But that was the way I started doing it lke 5 years ago when I actually made the base of everything so I feel like it'd be too much#work to change it all that dramatically now. But that means I cant just get the word count for the whole document I just have#to jump around to the few sections I worked on and highlight them to get the word count for only that portion#.. the one tiny fraction of the whole monster text wall. Though it is of course spaced out and organized into#clearly labeled sections within that because otherwise I have trouble discerning text on a screen. still.#Resuming a project that's been basically abandoned for 4-5 ish years is just always finding weird stuff like.. why did I do this that way..#why did I write that... why did I organize that in this manner... what the hell am I referencing in this note... etc. lol#Anyway... also......................cat with plum on his head.#everyone point and laugh at mr. plum head boy..!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:3c#I've been obsessed with Calico Critters' social media presence from afar (like how I mentioned one of my possible dream jobs would#be to be the person that sets the scenes and arranges all the toy animals at a tiny little table and etc. to take the type of pictures they#post on their facebook page and stuff) and I see all their photos of them posing the rabbits as if they're in a swimming pool#or on a nature hike or etc. etc. BUT I have never really seen them in person. Recently I was at a store (in a KN95 mask and not staying#very long still of course. wastewater covid levels are still high where I live (and most of the US truly)) and it just crossed my mind#to actually go to the toy section and see if I could find any....wow.... Its like meeting a celebrity.. the Latte Cats....#Of course I didnt buy them because they're like... very expensive?? like $25 - $40 just for one little pack of a few critters like#what is shown. but.... I still got to see them................ my beloved.. I want their outfits... T o T#Oh and then lastly just a pot of purple clover looking things. I just think theyre neat lol#photo diary
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speaking of ocd, I think I'm realizing that I truly don't have anxiety and it's literally just my ocd. im not anxious about anything until it involves me and suddenly I'm spiraling
#[static]#it's hard to describe succinctly but the anxiety I deal with nowadays is directly related to my ocd and autism#some anxiety is so easy to brush off but the ones stemming from my ocd are extremely difficult to get out from under#i'll spiral for weeks about one specific thing and ruminate on it and mentally worry and pick at it forever#it's utterly exhausting jfkdghdf some days are easier than others#and often that one thing I ruminate on becomes multiple things all stemming from the first thing#like recently it's been my car ... the thing is totally fine ... runs fine drives fine but ive been freaked out by it for the last 3 weeks#every time i go into the shop theyre like ... everything is good in fact its in good condition for its age and they'll mention like#one thing that will need to be replaced to keep it in tip top condition and then my brain will fixate on it and imagine all the ways#something horrific will happen if that doesnt get changed and then that leads to all the other things in the car suddenly freaking me out#i defs used to have general anxiety and depression but those went away literally the day i got top surgery#poof instantly gone it was wild and i kept waiting for the other shoe to drop#never did but now my ocd has been really bad the last 6 months cuz of all the extra horrifying things going on#so i thought it was just my anxiety coming back but this week i realized it was my ocd and have been treating it accordingly#and ive seen some relief but i definitely need to go back to therapy once i get my insurance again#its the only way to get a hold on it and my last therapist ended up moving states so we didnt get to work on tools for it very much#im yapping at this point i just needed to vent for a second about how truly yucky ocd makes me feel
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OKAY..... finally made enough progress on R♡R for another round of playtests....! we're reaching the end (of writing. which would mean time to start on editing. and then a mountain of art)
still v much chewing on, like, "win state"... i have a fluffy/nebulous option that's like, narratively+emotionally v satisfying but in practice potentially impossible/frustrating, or a point-based option thats much more functional/more of a sure thing but might be kind of a betrayal of some of the stuff im trying to evoke...
okay maybe "betrayal" is a strong word. not gelling, more like. trying to hit that sweet spot in the middle where something is emotional and evocative and freeform (enough) but also like, actually mechanically replicable lmao
#anyway very excited. i would really like this thing to be done#i've said this a lot (at least on twitter idk abt here) but like.#the fact that this thing is fighting me so hard is honestly exciting for me? my other games have been like... not that i haven't had to-#-work hard on them but like. they came together Quickly in terms of the actual writing/ideas/etc. vs this one i've gotten stuck multiple Xs#WHICH excites me bc i feel like im growing as a dev -- i think it's a game that will seem pretty simple in the grand scheme of things but--#--it's a big deal for me. and i feel like the fact that i've had to wrestle w it this much makes me feel like it's really good#but then there's also the fear of like. what if it simply is not lol and then all this work was -- well#not for NOTHING bc i'm enjoying it and *i* will like the game at the end of the day no matter what. but ykwim
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Another project, a dozen drawings based on 3 rules you set for yourself!! mine were flower heads, shows the sky somewhere, and they're all different times of day
#sana school stuff#original art#flower girls was something i've been wanting to do for years and i thought this project was a good opportunity to do so but yknow. the thin#where when you do something for school it's less fun#yeah#especially with time constraints#honestly i thought about making enseason my dozen but 12 of those in such a short timespan mightve actually killed me#i did 11/12 of these backgrounds within a 12 hour timespan (breaks included)#each of them took 30 min-1 hour#the actual people tho. took anywhere from 1. to multiple hours#the flowers were chosen based on the month they bloom in#'cause all of them also correspond with a month#fun fact did you know daffodils can kill other flowers (namely roses and tulips) they're in a vase with if not treated properly first#no one pointed out the morbidity of a flower person walking in a flower field.#also. if you care#i don't know if i can get the april edition out on time#i'll try but i've taken 2 days rest to recover from the fact i cranked all these out within like 3 weeks total (lineart got my ass)#sana will be back shortly i miss posting here#i miss you guys!!!#guh
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Obligatory sappy end of the year post !!!
Made a tumblr account about a year ago now and I never expected it to turn into anything. I just wanted somewhere to Rot and unashamedly spew my thoughts about my blorbos that I couldn’t contain
It brought more than I thought and I’m very thankful for it. The friendships that have been made and the moots I see in my notifs who id die for unironically are the best parts of this place 🫶🏻
And the community, of course. The gifsets, art, and fic that leave me dry heaving on the floor are also a great part of it 😭
Time for another year. More rots. More friends to meet. More friends to make. More shows and movies to experience. More father and daughter relationships to discover. More meta posts to make and fics to read and write. More time to be alive 🤍
#praise God for another year of life <3#started with andor#and then came tlou and prospect#occasional Star Wars thrown around in there#ahsoka (baylan and shin <3)#my Wolfpack friends!! I love you guys#reignited my aos love especially as mundi watched it through#and soon the hunger games#and AVATAR in FEBRUARY !!#(as long as it’s not a disaster 🤣🤣)#but yeah <3#a good year. a fun year.#never thought I’d make a tumblr#I still remember the days I had people in my ask box being like#‘I run to your acc after every episode for your analysis’#and the fact that I was PINTEREST FAMOUS??#it’s wild to me. never thought that would’ve happened 💀��#maybe not famous but. multiple people saw the same sniper analysis on there and followed me from it 💀💀#nobody’s listening L
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just realised that the first media we consumed that made us REALLY sympathetic for the monster was that fucking point and click Mystery Case Files Ravenhearst game. bc that entire game i was legitimately fucking TERRIFIED of the ghost lady in that game but the second i found out her husband was abusive i doubled down on trying to help her escape. and the ending of that game Did make me cry out of fear but hey at least i did in fact help her escape
#i think that was the first game we ever like. completed. as well#NO it was hidden expedition amazon bc that one was less scary so it was easier to beat LMAO#we had both of those games on a single disc as a kid#one o those like. buy 2 for cheap game discs at like. best buy. i love those cheap bargain bin point and click games#hidden object games were my entire thing from the age of like. 8 to 12#we also had like. three ispy game discs one of which had FOUR separate worlds to go to#which upon my recent googling was like. multiple ispy games packaged into one which i cannot find any record of??#i know for a fact it had a space section the fantasy one and the school days one#and then we had treasure hunt and spooky mansion as separate discs#I FUCKING MISS SPOOKY MANSION i have a download of it but i CAN'T PLAY IT bc it was made for computers older than windows 7#it fucks up the aspect ratio of the screen and the mouse like. shows the cursor being about an inch to the left of where it Actually Is#its weird#anyway complete non sequitur here but I GOT THE STUPID ASS MULTIPLAYER ITEMS IN TERRARIA#i forgot i could just. make a multiplayer world. and not invite anyone to it. and get the items that way#so this can still be a purely singleplayer challenge i just have to click on a different menu to get these items#NOW I JUST HAVE TO FUCKING PAINTING HUNT. HOORAY 😳#they need to make a version of that emoji without the blush. i am not flushed i am fucking STARING AT U LIKE A MADMAN#the fucking. uluru painting. i chewed through 7 ENTIRE LARGE DESERTS FOR THAT FUCKING THING#7 LARGE WORLDS. DCU. DESTROYED ALL TRACE OF SAND. ONLY GOT ULURU IN AN OLD ABANDONED WORLD INSTEAD 😔#and now. now i have to search for fucking WALDO?????? WALDO????? this actually looped back around to the initial topic of the post huh#any hidden object BOOKS i would fucking eat up as well the Can You See What I See books??? i liked those better than ispy actually#walter wick is the one man responsible for my LIFELONGGGGGGG obsession with hidden object games#i LEARNED TO READ with ispy books initially and i fucking LOVED it it was so fun making learning a game#i learned to read like. wayyyyy faster than other kids apparently?#i dont remember what age but i was definitely early bc i knew enough that when i entered preschool i was like. past their starting level#i dont remember the details i just know like. i learned to read really early. and i was a late talker#but neither of my parents think i was. bc both of them were delayed in speaking too so they think its normal--#but like. my mom was Deaf she absolutely was a late talker#and my dad. well. lets just say my mother has less of the tism tendencies to gift to me#and also both were part of very very large chaotic families so like. mild neglect was part of the package yknow
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Tourniquet
How do you stem the bleeding
When the wound is all there is?
I close my eyes
I try not to think too hard
about the flattened rubble
and the bloodstained streets
and the crowded camps and small boats
and the magnitude of suffering
.
When a wound can't be stemmed
When the poison can't be washed out
and the thought that there are people
who can look a hundred thousand corpses in the eye
and call it defence
and argue that they started it
What can you do
With your own problems?
.
Go numb
Find a reason that it's not your blood
And remember that it's a rule of triage
To fix your own bandages first;
Even if the wound isn't as bad
You can't heal others if you're passing out.
.
I cannot save Sudan
Or Palestine, or Lebanon,
Or the fleeing fearful folk washed ashore,
Or even one man frozen outside the Tesco's;
I cannot change the world.
I can only dress my own wounds
Before I bleed to death -
- slowly, yes, in dribs and drabs
and without the drama of disaster
but a knife is still a weapon
even if it's not a mortar shell -
There is nothing I can do for others' wounds
If I do not tend my own.
.
So I will find where my hope gives way to gaping wreckage
And where my energy bleeds out into the ground.
I will triage.
I will spare myself.
I will close my eyes to what I cannot change
And cut off the wounded limbs of humanity
With a tight ligature of What more can I say?
Wrapping empathy in a much-needed tourniquet
Because I am bleeding out.
.
And I will try not to think
About how many people have no tourniquets left.
.
And I will try not to think
How much of my pain I can cordon off
To stop the bleeding
Before the tourniquet has amputated all of me
And strangled around my heart.
#day 10#poetry#politics#... very myopic politics tbh this is very BUT WHAT ABOUT THE FACT THAT MULTIPLE GENOCIDES MAKE *ME* SAD?#but tbh i think that's where this is coming from#trying to find that balance between self care as triage and just. numbness and inertia.#gaza#sudan#lebanon#hey btw there's still a massive humanitarian crisis going on in Sudan did y'all know that?#there was already so little coverage of it even before oct 7 took over the headlines#and now I've fully not seen anyone but MSF mention it in nearly a year#so. you know. in case a full blown genocide with tacit support from the u.n. wasn't enough to make you want to never know anything again#there's a civil war that's been raging for nearly two years and 25 million sudanese in immediate risk of starvation#we nearly had a fucking race war this summer#(assuming that per israel's use of the term we've expanded “war” to mean “just the crimes bit tho”)#anyway I'm fucking depressed and incredibly angry all the time#and i wouldn't mind if all that anger were going into anything USEFUL but it's NOT I'm just in a constant state of futile rage#ugh#anyway yeah that's not my cheeriest creative output but such is.
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