#The Repentance
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my faith is weak, i need his strength
#jesuschrist#christ#christian#christiancore#christianity#jesus#repentance#bible#bible quote#christian tumblr#jesus christ#holy spirit#jesusisgod#jesussaves#faith in jesus#follow jesus#jesus is coming#jesus loves you#jesusislord#christian faith#god#yahweh
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â hubris! ââ a blue lock fanfiction. // where you come to wreck the blue lock boys but end up ruined instead. [find part 1 here.]
synopsis: when ego jinpachi asked you to be the ruination of the national japanese football team, you gladly accepted. how hard could it have been? ruining a couple of men was child's play. but what a fool you were, because now you lay in front of the same people you vowed to ruin, and you knew they were about to devour you whole. pairing: afab!reader x multiple men [aged up isagi yoichi, rin itoshi, hyoma chigiri, meguru bachira, rensuke kunigami, nagi seishiro, reo mikage.] // gang-bang. it's implied that the reader has slept with them all previously [in part one]. also, yes! this is consensual. no dub-con or non-con going on, dw!! cw: DEAD DOVE, DO NOT EAT. [this means the story contains themes one may not be comfortable with. if you find yourself growing uncomfortable, please click away.] NOT PROOFREAD. WRITTEN DURING A DELUSIONAL PHASE. MDNI. nsfw concludes: OVERSTIMULATION!!! BLINDFOLD!!! MARATHON SEX!!! GANGBANG!!! penetration, doin' it raw, cunnilingus, blowjob, teasing, nicknames, slight bimbofication, overstimulation, praise, marathon sex. my digital footprint goes craaaazy :) wc: 1.2k words m.list
you had believed you would ruin the blue lock boys. you had believed that till the end, till you entered your last prey's room: reo mikage's room. one after the other, you knew you had the boys in your palm. with just one more to conquer, you were utterly confident.
perhaps that hubris is what brought upon your destruction.
reo's request was a bit strange, sure. he had asked you to put on a blindfold, asked you to do nothing else but follow his voice. strange, but nothing you weren't well-equipped to deal with.
what you weren't ready was for all the blue lock boys to corner you like some helpless, little ragdoll.
"you're being too hard on her," rin itoshi commented, looking at how meguru bachira ruined you at the mercy of his tongue. the pink muscle fucked into you, lapping up the dripping juices like it was bachira's only focus in life. rin tsked, "slow down, bachira."
"hah," rensuke kunigami found himself scoffing, looking at the way rin pushed his erection past your lips and fucked your mouth with reckless abandon. the orange-haired man teased, "bold words from you, itoshi. look at what a mess you're making of her."
by mess, the muscled man meant how your chin and lips were dripped in drool and everything that tasted of rin itoshi. you were running out of hair as the star player pulled your mouth up and down his hardened cock.
"ugh, clear up." nagi seishiro quipped up next, stretching his arms as if he wasn't seeing the most lewd display right in front of him. you laid on reo's bed, eyes blindfolded as they men devoured you one after the other. meguru bachira was hooked on your core, eating you out, while rin itoshi fucked your mouth and hyoma chigiri played with your erect nipples, tugging and licking them. nagi huffed, "when's it gonna be our turn?"
"patience," reo mikage reminded the snowy-headed man, "you can have her next."
the men seemed to converse within themselves, only bringing their attention back to you as you gagged on rin's dick. gasping for air, you blindly clawed at his thighs and the hot-headed itoshi finally gave you some mercy. as he pulled out of your mouth, your throat felt strangely empty, almost as if the footballer had made you his own cocksleeve.
"move," isagi yoichi huffed, "it's my turn."
"you had her not even five minutes ago," bachira whined against your puffy, glistening cunt and you heard hyoma chigiri finally let go of your tits with a resigned sigh, "yeah, fuck off, isagi. you just had her."
"and i wanna go again," the raven-headed muttered impatiently, his razor-sharp tongue ready to fight whoever necessary. but kunigami interfered, laughing as he traced the outline of your body with his hungry eyes, "can't blame isagi. i mean, jus' look at her."
see, you would have paid attention to all their bickering if you weren't losing your mind right this second.
all you could feel were hot licks against your clit and a tongue fucking you senseless, you could feel rinâ oh, wait. no. from the scent of his soap, it was nagi, now. you could feel nagi push his tip past your wobbling lips. you could feel chigiri play with your nipple, reluctantly sharing another one with reo (if your guess was correct.)
a crazed lick went down the side of your waist, followed up sweet kisses on your thighs and hips. who was that, now? kunigami, or isagi? or wait... did bachira switch with someone else now?
you could swear you were losing your mind, you could swear except you weren't sure you were cognitive enough to think of anything right now.
"gotcha. finally." isagi husked, and you felt him push his erection past your puffy folds and into your velvety hole.
"ohâ" you moaned against nagi's shaft, words nothing but senseless garbage that mimicked the human tone. and as act of benevolenceâ no. as a sadistic act, nagi pulled himself out of your mouth and hummed, "sayin' something?"
the room grew quite, the chattering men that were all over you just a moment ago waited for your answer so patiently. too patiently.
"i-" your throat was sore, words almost dying before they ever got uttered, "n-no."
"no?" bachira mimicked, laughing thereafter as you lay there confused, unsure of their next moves.
"are you tired, pretty?" kunigami rasped, and you would have falsely assumed that they actually cared if it wasn't for the fact that they all went to their administration immediately afterwards.
"a-aah," you panted, mouth falling open as isagi fucked into your overstimulated cunt, "y-yoichi!"
"switch, you bastard." reo's voice dropped down many octaves, a hoarse rasp, and you felt your cunt emptying for just a few moments before it was filled by the mikage industry's heir.
moans tumbled out of your mouth before you filled by someone else. kunigami hissed as you sucked on his cock, taking him so well, "jus' like that, go on."
with his praises, kunigami pressed a harsh hand to the back of your head, making you choke on his length. somewhere along the line, you felt reo abandon your sweet cunt and someone else take his spot. from the man's tight grip on your hips and fast snaps of hip, you assumed the man to be hyoma chigiri.
honestly, you were all but falling apart on their fingertips, and aching cocks. your body was abandoned for a few fractions of a second before a second man laid claim to you. if you could have comprehended, you would have heard their ragged and heavy breaths, pussydrunk words as they passed you among themselves.
as hyoma's thrusts grew in intensity and speed, the coil in your stomach grew tighter and tighter and tighterâ and oh my god, you felt something snap within your body. your head was thrown back, back arching so dangerously as your thighs shook, your mouth fell open and screams tore past your larynx. the next minute, a harsh stream of juices erupted out of your overstimulated cunt, drenching you and everyone around in your glistening juices.
"shiâ" rin hissed, almost transfixed at the women utterly ruined under them.
"shit, right?" chigiri almost moaned, looking at the rapid, erratic rise and fall of your chest. your body was marked purple and blue, the men already leaving a mark on you. white, milky streams covered your chest and thighs while your face and neck were painted a reddish hue.
"that was so fuckin' hot." nagi rasped, words raw and twisted.
"hey," isagi mumbled, his words so soft as he finally took off your blindfold, "you good?"
the room was too bright, and above you towered men of colossal intentions, naked and still hungry. as the world above you started making sense, you saw bachira pumping himself leisurely, saw rin map out your body nonchalantly. the rest of them were in similar disheveled states: hungry, lust-filled eyes, flushed faces and erect cocks.
your eyes travelled from one till the other, half of them still splashed with your residue from your earlier orgasm. you found some strength within your tired throat, humming out, "y-yeah."
"ya sure?"
"hm." you nodded, your rapid breathing slowing down and dropping down to a steady crawl.
"good," reo rasped, and bachira finished the statement for him, "cause we're not done with ya."
a/n: let me repeat, DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT! it has potentially non-likable content, so, if ya don't like, don't read!! okay, that's all. sleep well tonight xoxo tagging: this one is for @5hoe1 @mininji @palegardenrebel [yes, i just needed someone to give me an excuse to write this filth] đ€ m.list
#i will repent for my sins when im dead#lucky for us all im not dead yet#hoorah#blue lock#bllk#blue lock smut#bllk smut#isagi yoichi#rin itoshi#nagi seishiro#reo mikage#bachira#kunigami#rensuke kunigami#isagi#rin#reo#nagi#isagi smut#rin smut#bachira smut#kunigami smut#reo smut#nagi smut#blue lock x reader#blue lock x reader smut#bllk x reader#itoshi rin#isagi yoichi smut#itoshi rin smut
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Maedhros still bloody from the first kinslaying when he sees Maglor already composing the first draft for the Noldolantë
#silmarillion#tolkien#maedhros#maglor#silm crack#genuinely repentant maglor is cool but maglor in the middle of slaughtering folk thinking 'i could make a song out of this' is better#mp
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#coquette#coquette aesthetic#lana del rey#60s#70s#americana#girlblogging#1960s#1970s#christian motivation#christian blog#christianity#god#god is good#Jesus#jesus christ#Bible#repent#god is love#i talk to jesus#christian faith#bible scripture#church#cottage aesthetic
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Donât let shame distract you from the immense love Jesus has for you! He loves you so much! More than you could ever imagine. Nothing you could do or have done could ever separate you from His love!đđ«
#belief in jesus#christian bible#christian blog#christian faith#christian living#christian motivation#christian quotes#christianity#faith in jesus#follow jesus#jesus loves you#jesus christ#jesusisgod#jesusislord#jesussaves#jesus is coming#jesus#faithinchrist#faith in god#faith#please forgive me#forgive me father for i have sinned#lord forgive me#forgiveness#repentance#repent of your sins#religious guilt#religious trauma
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Melkor being freed from Mandos
#melkor#morgoth#namo#mandos#silmarillion#silm#silm art#sketching stuff#just look at how repentant he is!#his best didn't do nothing face#namo is not impressed#tbh I think it might actually be genuine#Melkor doesnât seem the type to handle imprisonment very well#3 ages of talking to Namo does things to you
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you wonder why I'm bitter?
#ask hurtful questions get hurtful answers#what if irene got to see Teresa after she âcame back"#ive always subscribed to the idea of Irene being quietly and bitterly in love with Teresa her whole life but never telling her#and giving Clare her remaining arm in what she thought would be a fatal decision as means to repent for surviving Teresaâs death#(survivors guilt)#while also passing off the responsibility of avenging her#sheâs complicated...I have more in the tank Iâm just saving it for future posts#irene claymore#claymore#claymore manga#quicksword irene#teresa claymore#teresa x irene#teresa of the faint smile#stillindigo art
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itâs been 6 years exactly nd i apologize for everything about this
[tw: implied csa]
#i did not work on this fr 6 yrs obvio i jst hated what i did originally nd dropped it forever#bt like last month i thought abt it again nd realized that 6 year promise was coming upâŠ.so i debased myself#i still hate this so much :) but i forced myself to do it#rip to the 100 odd ppl who were xcited abt this when i originally posted the sneak peek#i rly wanted to try making something long but i think i shdnt do that n e more lmfaoo#thers a significant quality drop on lots of pages i never quite got around to finalizing n time. sorry. sorry sorry sorryyy#iasip#always sunny#charlie kelly#dennis reynolds#mac mcdonald#mac macdonald#charden#chardennis#trash trio#charmacden#deetress if u squint#fanart#mine#i want to xplore the chardeetress part of their hs more i rly lov that trio#also also i totally lied in the original post talking abt âthese 3 sufferingâ it was always focused on the charden trauma connection#sorry mac girlies#i hav complex feelings regarding mac's involvement n th uncle jack side of charlie's childhood#but they r not on display here#gnna hav to draw some cute bb charmac to repent and to self sooth aftr this#1k
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WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU CARRIED SOMEONE ONTO YOUR CABIN ON PURPOSE
#this is what gonna happen if Susato found out what's going on before everything about to happen#kazuma is not repenting at all#the thought of this is so funny I can't even stop my hand from drawing this#dgs#tgaa#the great ace attorney#ace attorney#kazuma asogi#ryunosuke naruhodo#susato mikotoba#fanart#dai gyakuten saiban#Kazuma is just being rebuked by Susato but doesn't regret or feel guilty at all
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TBOI characters
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humanoid typhoon
#trigun art#trigun maximum#vash the stampede#trigun vash#been insane obsessed abt trigun since i've read trimax#it was supposed to be a painting at a friends hangout but i fucked it up so bad i drew it digitally to repent
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i need u Jesus
#christ#christian#christiancore#christianity#jesus#repentance#bible#bible quote#christian tumblr#jesus christ#jesuschrist#jesusisgod#jesussaves#christian faith#orthodox christianity#holy spirit
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struggling with Lust?
1. Recognize Lust as a sin. (Matthew 5:27-28)
2. Avoid triggers (Psalm 101:3)
3. Establish Accountability partners (James 5:16)
4. Move away from sin and move toward God. (Galatians 5:16-17)
5. Study Purity in the Bible (1 Peter 1:14-16)
6. Pray (James 5:16)
7. Seek Godâs forgiveness (Psalm 51:1)
It is Godâs will that you should be sanctified: that you should avoid sexual immorality; that each of you should learn to control your own body in a way that is holy and honorable, not in passionate lust like the pagans, who do not know God.
1 Thessalonians 4:3-5
#bible quote#bible scripture#bible verse#christblr#christian bible#christian blog#christian motivation#christianity#christlich#daily bible verse#daily bible reading#bible#daily bible study#bible study#christian boy#christian school#christian girl#jesus christ#jesussaves#jesus loves you#women of god#god loves you#god loves us#jesusisgod#christian faith#christian#christian living#repent of your sins#holy bible#faith in jesus
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Repent
Jungkook goes through highly desperate measures so he, the shy and reserved church boy that he is, could pleasure you just as you do him. Of course, it never goes in his favor.
Word Count: 6.613
Warning: porn watching, jungkook being embarrassed lol, kissing, smoking, nipple sucking, grinding, slight dirty talk, oral (f), fingering,
Part 1 | Part 2
âWhy donât you try watching some porn?â
Jungkook squeezes his eyes shut, biting the inside of his cheek. He inhales deeply, yet of course he shouldâve known his friends wouldnât be that helpful, but they havenât teased him yet.Â
âYouâre acting like such a virgin, Kook.â Taehyung snorts.
Well, it was good while it lasted.
It was 12 am and Jungkook couldnât sleep. All he could think about was you - you and your lips. Your tongue. It drove him crazy the entire day and now night.
Jungkook enjoys his time with you, even without the sexual actions. You brought a side out of him that he never knew he could experience outside of a relationship; especially a marriage.
Now, Jungkook wants to pleasure you. He wants you to be on the receiving end of pleasure instead of him. It took him several hours to come to terms with this, but he and you were so far down this rabbit hole that there wasnât any stopping now. You wanted him and he wanted you just as much.
âCut him some fucking slack.â Yoongi grumbles. âAt least heâs finally doing something about himself.â
Jungkook opens his eyes and huffs. âIs porn really going to help me?â he asks. âIsnât that allâŠfake?â
âEh, some of it.â Jimin says. âWho cares. That Y/N girl seems cool enough. Just ask her what she likes.â
Jungkook springs up, phone pressed to his ear. âI canât ask, Y/N.â he murmurs. âSheâsâŠso perfect at everything and-â
âGod, heâs in love.â Hoseok laughs.Â
âFuck you.â Jungkook mumbles.
The phone is silent, as is Jungkook. He isnât one to curse, especially not around his friends. He knits his brows at how smoothly it comes from his lips.
Suddenly, thereâs laughter from the other line and Jungkook can feel his cheeks rush with blood.Â
âDid Kook just cuss at us?â Namjoon questions, slight amusement.Â
âHis little crush has him acting out.â Jimin cackles. âI like this new Kook.â
âYou are never any help.â Jungkook groans. âIâm trying to ask for help withâŠwithâŠâ
âEating a girl out.â Taehyung comments.
âAnd fingering. You have to know how to finger, too.â Yoongi adds.
âLook, Kook. Iâm going to send over a few videos, okay?â Hoseok says. âYou do with them what you will. You should try to get something to help you.â
âHelp meâŠlike what?â
Jungkook isnât sure what would help him learn how to pleasure a woman well.
âLikeâŠsomething you could use your tongue to assist. You know like licking ice cream? Thatâll help.â Hoseok states. âSomething. Anything. Just imagine itâs her.â
This is how Jungkook finds himself doing this. Headphones in, porn on his phone screen and a peach in hand. He feels idiotic for listening to his friends, but is there any going back now? After you had done many things to please him? He just wished to do the same for you.
Jungkook just didnât know how - not really. There had to be more than just eating you out. You had to be aroused. You had to like what he was doing, too.Â
âJust watch the videos I sent, Kook.â Taehyung said. âIf her peach is truly ripe and sheâs enjoying it, juices will be everywhere. Thatâs what the peach is preparing you for. Duh.â
Headphones in, Jungkook does as he was told to do. It feels wrong doing this. He was violating a peach in order to get the feel of what it was like pleasuring a woman.
âYou need to get your dirty talk under control, too!â Jimin told him. âNo girl wants to hear âvaginaâ. Just say pussy.â
The sweetness of the peach hits his tongue and he has to admit it tastes good and does cause him to lick further, the loud squealing of the moans from the porn he was watching blasts through his ears. Watching porn felt just as wrong, but he would be lying if he didnât find it hot; the act of eating you out just as good as the man on his phone screen did to the woman. Getting to hear you squeal and moan his name, maybe have your own manicured hands run through his hair.
Jungkookâs hard, his pajama pants tightening around him as time goes on. His mind flashes to you as he squeezes his eyes shut, his tongue lapping over the cut peach. The way your body would look beneath him. The way your face would look stretched in pleasure. The way now he would be the reason for it - him using his tongue or hands to satisfy you.
Jungkook flinches visibly when his door crashes open. He drops the peach on his lap, the porn on his phone sounding loud through his headphones. His eyes are wide, like a deer in headlights. His lips and chin are dripping from the peach juice and he begins to shake his head.
âY-Y/NâŠMeanaâŠ?â Jungkook cannot hear himself speak at first. His cheeks are deep crimson and he goes to immediately turn off the porn and throw his headphones across his bed. He turns back to the two girls - Meana, whose eyes are wide with shock and equally as embarrassed as him. You, however, are smiling like a cheshire cat and appearing to hold back laughter.Â
âKookieâŠâ your voice is low and teasing. Your eyes are always mischievous, but now they are something more.
âW-What are you two doing here?â Jungkook wipes his lips with the back of his hand, wishing that God would strike him down right now. One, for being dumb enough to do this, at all. To allow his friends to corrupt his mind even further to go as far as to violate a peach.
That, and for not locking his cabin door. Jungkook never saw the reason to as no one ever roamed the halls at night.Â
No one except you, Jungkook shouldâve known.
âI-Itâs not what y-you think-â
âSave it.â you raise your hand to silence him. You close the cabin door and release a short giggle. âI know exactly what you were doing. Itâs alright.â
âItâŠit is?â Jungkook glances at Meana who immediately glances away. Sheâs just as horrified as Jungkook is. He could die right now.
âYes, Kookie. It is.â you assure. Itâs now he notices that youâre holding Meanaâs hand. You mustâve dragged her along to his bedroom to cause mischief, whatever your reason being is unknown. âWeâre all growing young adults, right? Weâre all interested in sex.â
Meana and Jungkook flush and all you can do is chuckle.
âI forgot who I was speaking to.â you shake your head jokingly. âSex is the forbidden word for single individuals. Meana, come.â
Jungkook widens his eyes when you and Meana begin to walk towards him on his bed. He sits straighter and even goes as far as to turn on his desk light for more light, as the only light illuminating through his room was the street light shining through outside his window.
âSo, who were you watching?â you say as you plop down onto his bed.Â
âWho?â Jungkook furrows his brows. âIâm not sure who. It was only a ten minute video.â
âYou must not watch porn often.â you simper, finding the man utterly cute. You couldnât wait to ruin him and show him just what you know to be true about him.
âIâŠâ Jungkookâs eyes connect with Meana, and once again the mousy girl looks away in utter embarrassment. This had to be terribly awkward for the pair of them. â...not reallyâŠâ
Meana crosses her arms a bit, warmth flowing through her entirely just as it did with Jungkook.
âNotâŠlike I donât want you two here.â Jungkook speaks, swallowing that uncomfortable lump in his throat. âYou are my friends butâŠwhyâŠare you here so late?â Jungkook questions. âCouldnât sleep?â
Jungkook couldnât say it was weird for you, seeing as you were determined in your own right. You had broken many rules on the first day. Meana, however, was a different story. You and her being together was a work of your doing no doubt.
âSomething like that.â you respond with a giggle, laying on your side without a care. âHave you two ever smoked before? Or is that a sin, too?â
Youâre joking with them, of course.Â
âNoâŠâ Jungkook shakes his head. âDoes vaping count?â he then asks. Taehyung had managed to get him to do that, a blueberry flavor that he wasnât sure he enjoyed.
You giggle again at Jungkookâs question, but you donât answer.Â
âHave you ever gotten high?â you sit up on his bed and go through the fanny pack wrapped around your waist. âDo you want to?â
Meana watches as you release a lighter - bedazzled with sparkling rhinestones - and an already rolled joint.Â
Jungkookâs eyes slightly widened.
âI take that as a no. Here,â you pass the joint towards Jungkook who grabs it with shaky fingers. âput it between your lips.â
Meana is just as intrigued as Jungkook. Your hand flickers the lighter as Jungkook puts the joint between his lips and you light the end of it.
âInhaleâ
Jungkook does as you say, the burning sensation hitting his throat and immediately, he coughs uncontrollably.
You couldnât help but laugh at the sight. âThat was a rough hit.â you say. âNot that hard, Kookie. Start off slow. Then exhale.â
Jungkook feels his eyes water, his cheeks bright red. He was beginning to hate himself for having to be taught everything. He shouldâve listened to his friends for years when they told him to let loose. If he wouldâve known a woman like you would come into his life and change it in such a short amount of time, he possibly wouldâve considered it.
âDo you want me to get you some water?â Meana questions, already getting up to go to the corner of the cabin where the mini fridge was. She opens it to find several rows of banana and strawberry milk and a few flavored soda. She grabs one half filled bottle of water.
âThanks.â Jungkook murmurs, unscrewing the top to chug the rest of it down. âI suck at this.â
You shake your head with a grin. âI was worse my first time.â you admit. âLetâs try again, yeah? Itâll get better.â
Jungkook nods, placing the joint back in his lips and doing as you told him to. Inhale slowlyâŠtake it inâŠexhale.
Jungkook nods his head a bit. âOkayâŠI think I got it.â
âMeana. Why donât you try?â
Meana is just as nervous. Her palms are already sweaty when her fingers take them from Jungkookâs. She lifts it to her own lips and tries to do the same as Jungkook. She coughs just as much as he does.
It takes about 30 minutes for Jungkook and Meana to be low-eyed and a bit giddy. They both appear to have let loose, laughing and joking along with you. Once tense shoulders now are relaxed and it appears to be not a care in the world.
âFeels better, right?â you say, your eyes on the ceiling. You lay your back against Jungkookâs soft bed.Â
âA lot better.â Jungkook hums, besides you on your right while Meana on your left. The three of you all staring at the ceiling - possibly past it. âI feel soâŠâ
You wait for Jungkook to speak.
â...calm.â Meana responds.
You want to cackle at how theyâre acting, but instead you push yourself into a seated position. Looking towards the two church goers and you tilt your head.
âYouâre very pretty, Meana.â
Meanaâs eyes blinked towards you, a light flush on her cheeks.
âThank youâŠâ Meana mumbles.
You grin at the girl. âYou mustâve had a lot of boyfriends.â
Jungkook turns his head towards Meana and you, not speaking but highly intrigued into the conversation.
âNot really.â Meana snickers, pushing herself into a seated position like you. âI wasnât allowed to date until I was 18.â she admits, her demeanor relaxed and not as shy and reserved as her prior self. âNowâŠIâm kinda awkward. I never really been on a date either.â
âThatâs kinda sad.â you say without thinking. Youâre prepared to apologize but Meana agrees with you with a rapid nod of her head. âHave you ever kissed anyone?â
Jungkook is more intrigued now, fully turning over on his side to watch Meana and you.
âIf you count a kiss that you were forced to do in a closet with your friend's brother during a sleepover at the age of 12 thenâŠsure?â
 You nod your head slowly. You begin to hum, looking towards Jungkook. His eyes are slightly red and obviously heavy. You reach your hand into your fanny pack and release the tube of glittery lip gloss and begin to coat your lips with it.Â
âDo you want to try it?â you question Meana.Â
Meana looks down at your tube of lipgloss and shrugs her shoulders. âI can-â
âI mean,â you place the tube aside carelessly. âdo you want to try kissing me?â
Jungkook feels all the slumber he once felt immediately subside when he hears your words. Meana herself is taken aback, her cheeks now fully coated with rushing blood.Â
âI-I donât-â
Meana snaps her lips shut when you place both of your hands on her cheeks. Sheâs eerily still with wide, confused eyes.
âLetâs give it a try.â
Jungkook licks his lips, doe-like eyes unblinking. He watches you intently, as if the world suddenly begins to slow down. Any sound that would distract him appears to fall upon deaf ears and his breath hitches when he sees your lips - glossy and glittery - fall upon Meanaâs.Â
Meana is entirely stiff as your lips are on her. Sheâs truly an awkward individual but you cannot blame her. She was raised in a strict household and church and didn't get the regular experience normal teenagers had growing up. This wasn't your first time kissing a girl.
Meana can smell your perfume during the kiss that further intoxicates her as your lips move along hers. Itâs citrusy and soft; much like your hands on her cheeks.Â
Jungkook feels ashamed of the feeling of his pajama pants growing tighter. He was already semi-horny due to the video but as time went on with you and Meana in the room with him it was slowly dying down. However; itâs light his cock instantly began to become excited once more at the sight of two women kissing.
It was so childish, Jungkook thinks. Then again, everything he was experiencing was so delayed. He was a man but he felt like a teenager with all the emotions heâs feeling.
This was wrong , Jungkook thinks. It was an invasion of privacy to be watching you two. He was sexualizing you and Meana and thatâs not what he wanted to do; but it was hard to take his eyes away from the sight.
âI-IâŠâÂ
Meana is tongue tied when you lift your lips away from her.
âHow did that feel?â
Meanaâs cheeks are burning at your question. She was hesitant to speak about how much she enjoyed the simple kiss.
âA-Alright?â
âIs that a question?â You chuckle with a tilt of your head.Â
âNo,â Meana shakes her head. She swallows. âIt felt niceâŠâ she says meekly, like a mouse that wants to run and hide from a predator. âIâŠI have to go.â
You watch for a moment as Meana gathers herself and stands from Jungkooks bed. He is even placed out of his daze for a moment.
âAre you okay, Meana?â Jungkook calls after her but sheâs already halfway towards the door.
âI didn't make you uncomfortable, did I?â you call for Meana, going to follow after the girl. Maybe your approach towards her was too strong. You were just being playful and sometimes others didnât find it enjoyable.
âIâm fine!â Meana assures with a nod of her head. âI have to get back before my sister noticesâŠâ
The door closes quietly and you and Jungkook are left seated together. Itâs silent for a moment, Jungkook staring at his closed door that Meana walked out of.Â
âKookieâŠ?â
Jungkook blinks your way and swallows when he finds that youâre closer than he expected.
âYes?â
âWhat are you thinking?â You question him. âYour eyes are cloudy.â
âI..I donâtâŠitâs not important.âÂ
Jungkookâs cheeks burn with embarrassment at how much he enjoyed you and Meana kissing, even if it was innocent. It felt wrong how much he wished he could watch the pair of you.Â
âTell me.â you insist, though you had a thought. The tent in his pajama pants are noticeable.Â
Jungkook doesnât have the chance to respond before youâre tackling him to his bed. Both of your legs lock him between you and you sit directly on top of his hardened length. You knew exactly what was wrong with him - you thought it was cute. You just wanted Jungkook to tell you himself.Â
âYouâre hard.â
Jungkook grunts, swallowing the lump in his throat so he can respond. âI-â
âDid that excite you?â you question, interrupting him. âWatching Meana and I kiss?âÂ
Jungkook nods his head with haste as you begin to slightly grind against him. âYes. I knowâŠI know itâs wrong-â
âWhy would it be wrong?â you ask. Possibly because of his religious beliefs.
âItâs not right to sexualize you and Meana!âÂ
Jungkookâs words caused you to laugh and halt your grinding. You allow your head to fall backwards and let out another laugh that Jungkook himself believes to think heâs said the wrong thing.
âY/N-â
âYouâre so cute, Kookie.â you coo, lowering your face to his in a swift movement that he barely has a chance to register. âSo, so cute.â
âThank you..?â Jungkook bites the inside of his cheeks. âThat isnât much of a compliment.â
You frown a bit. âWhy not?â you question. âYou are cute.â
âI donât want to be cute.â Jungkook murmurs, this time placing his hands on your hips. âThatâs embarrassing.â
âTo be cute?â You snicker. You rub your nose against his. âWhy? Do you prefer to be ugly?â
âNo.â Jungkook squeezes your hips. âI want to beâŠI don't know. Hot?â heâs humiliated at just saying it aloud. âIâŠbeing called cute is too childish for me.â
You nod along to Jungkookâs sentiments. It was hard not calling him cute as he was such an honest person . So truthful and kind that you couldn't help but coo - and want to mount him.Â
âYou are hot.â you deadpan. âI can tell you but you have to believe you are yourself.â you state. You proceed to kiss along his cheek before pushing yourself away. Your hands lay upon his chest. âWhat were you watching earlier?âÂ
Jungkook releases a sigh.Â
âYou were-â
âPlease donât remind me. My friends,â Jungkook closes his eyes and takes a deep breath. âsaid thatâŠa peach is likeâŠyou know.â
âEating out a girl?âÂ
Jungkook nods meekly.
âWho are you looking to eat out?â
Jungkook blinks. âAre you asking me that seriously?â he asks.Â
You couldnât help but grin. âThereâs other girls that could want to mount you like I do, Kookie.â you say teasingly, though you find the act of him wanting to practice for you endearing.Â
âI donât really talk to girls outside of work and the Church. They donât really approach me.â
âI think youâre lying. That, or just oblivious.â You state. Thereâs no way a man like Jungkook can walk the streets and not have a single girl approach him. âYou just think theyâre making small talk and not flirting.âÂ
Maybe youâre right, Jungkook thinks. Yet he doesnât find his eye wandering to women who interest him often. That was before you came along. And maybe that's because you're very apparent with what you want.Â
âSoâŠyou want to eat me out?â
Jungkook licks his lips and nods sheepishly. âYou always do things for me.â he murmurs. âI want to do something to pleasure you.âÂ
You smile down at the man. âYouâre so-â
âHot.â Jungkook states, his eyes squinting at you slightly. âThe c word is forbidden for you to say in times like this.â Jungkook squeezes your hips and you nod at how serious - and cute - he was.Â
âHot.â you grin.Â
âSoâŠcan I?â Jungkook doesnât wish to sound too eager or desperate. But he was high and already horny. You being on top of him at this moment also didnât help.Â
âYou can.â you murmur. âWe should probably take it one step at a time.Â
Jungkook nods slowly.Â
You place both hands onto his cheeks and press your lips to his.Â
With each peck you speak.
 âYou,â Peck. âhave,â Peck. âto,â Peck. âset the,â Peck. âmood first.âÂ
Jungkook nods with each peck of your sweet lips. His hands roam up your back and to the back of your neck, slightly massaging it.Â
âIâm sure you know what to do outside of porn.â you tell him. âRight?â
Jungkook nods a bit, still unsure by what you mean. He hums a bit.Â
âLikeâŠforeplay?âÂ
You nod your head. âYes. Kissing is a form of foreplay. Weâre doing that now.â you murmur, pressing your lips to his jaw. You send soft kissing upwards until you reach his ear. âTouchingâŠlickingâŠitâs all foreplay for whatâs to come, okay?â
âOkay.â Jungkook murmurs back. His lips are eager to feel yours again, finding the feeling of them to be intoxicating. He presses his lips against yours and hums in satisfaction, finding that he doesnât want to let go of you at all. He was afraid that this could be another wet dream of his that he would wake up from.
âGive it a try.â you say, leaning away from Jungkookâs warmth.Â
Jungkook is unsure what he wants to do, his mind clouded because he wants to do it all.Â
Your lips twitch, but you wouldnât ruin the moment. If you laugh now - though it was harmless - Jungkook would think that you were laughing at him and his lack of experience. That wasnât the case. Jungkook was cute to you - but you couldnât say that now.
Your hands place themselves onto his shoulders. âYou work out a lot?â you question, slightly rubbing them.
Jungkook nods a bit. âItâs fun.â he states.
You tilt your head. âFun?â you snicker. âTake your shirt off.â
You donât lift yourself from Jungkookâs lap but you do allow him to sit up so he could do as you say.
You place your hands on Jungkookâs biceps, finding them interesting. He did work out like he said he did and now youâre even more confused as to why the man acts the way he does; shy and reserved. He could be a fuck boy if he truly desired.Â
âWhat turns you on, Kookie?â you ask him, your eyes lifting from his shirtless form to his eyes. âWhat do you like?â
âI donât-â
âEveryone knows what they like, right?â you interrupt. âThis can be easier if you show me what you watch.â
Jungkook stiffens. He doesnât want to show you the porns he watched. He prayed upon it several times to allow the sick and perverted thoughts to go away. They werenât normal in the slightest and it would obviously turn you off -Â
âWhy do you look like youâre about to pass out?â you laugh. âI just want to know what you like. Are youâŠvanilla?â you raise a brow. âMaybe you like to be a little rougher?â
Maybe you were enjoying teasing Jungkook a little too much. You werenât expecting to come into his bedroom and find him in the act of watching porn and performing on a peach - but it was a start!
âHow about I tell you whatâŠI envision you doing to me?â
Jungkookâs breathing intensifies a bit as he nods.
âI envisionâŠâ you press your thighs tighter against his small waist, caging him right beneath you. He had no true intentions of moving you, either way. â...you being rough with me.â
âR-Rough?â Jungkook gulps.
âMhm,â you nod your head. You lower yourself so you can whisper in his ear. âfucking me against the bed. Maybe the floor.â
Your tongue is warm against the rim of Jungkookâs ear, toying with him further.
âSlapping me a bit, too. Choking me.â
Jungkookâs breathing hitches. He squeezes his eyes shut.
The sinful, perverted thoughts were returning. The acts he has watched (shamefully) were being spoken aloud by you; you wanted him to treat you in such a shameful way.
âYouâŠyou wouldnât be upset with me?â
You bite your lip to stop yourself from giggling. Not at him, of course, but it brings you back to how cute you thought Jungkook was.Â
And how much you wanted to bring the man deep inside of Jungkook out.
âWhy would I be upset with you, Kookie?â you murmur, your tongue sliding up his ear once more.Â
âIâŠâ Jungkook swallows, his hands sliding up your back once more to feel your body. He flutters his eyes open. â...I thought about it. A few timesâŠâ he admits, warmth flowing through him at actually speaking it aloud. â...I donât want to disrespect you in such a way.â
âItâs not disrespectful if I like it.â
Jungkook breaths a bit harder, his cock twitching. You felt it and you yearn to have it in you now, but you wouldnât. Not tonight. He was already going through a lot in such a short amount of time that you would wreck him completely.
âCan I eat you out?â
Jungkookâs voice is eager and it comes out smoothly. No stuttering in sight.
âI never have before butâŠI want to.âÂ
You hum, slowly lifting yourself in a seated position. You tilt your head.Â
âDo you want me naked?â
âYesâŠplease.â Jungkookâs cheeks are a dusty pink at your question. He hasnât seen you naked since the first time you and he were together and the thought makes his mouth salivate.
âOkay.â you tap his chest lightly. âWhy donât you help me then?â
Set the mood, Jungkook thinks to himself. His hands softly glide upwards towards the end of your shirt. He slides his hands up, glancing to your face to see if it was alright - even if you had given him prior permission.
Your shirt is off within seconds and now you remove yourself from his lap, much to his dismay. You unhook your own bra - a simple, grey colored one that you toss aside confidently.Â
Jungkook bites the inside of his cheek once more as you sit yourself on his bed beside him.
Jungkook takes the initiative to go towards your shorts next, his fingers hooking into the hem and sliding them down gently.
âYouâre very beautiful, Y/N.â Jungkook murmurs, his face close to yourself. Itâs gentle - his tone - and it makes you want to fuck him even more.
Youâre naked now; this time on his bed. Jungkook wants to take it in for a moment. Lock the sight into his mind - maybe have a chance to draw you later on if his memory allowed him to.
Jungkook kisses you once more, his body hovering above you. You wrap your arms around his neck, bringing his clothed body to your naked one.
It appeared as slowly, Jungkook was opening up and adjusting. His palms are a bit sweaty as he touches you, but it doesnât bother you. They roam your naked skin with such urgency, gripping eagerly at the softness of it.
âSo, so beautifulâŠâ
Jungkook murmurs, his lips going towards your neck. He inhales you for a moment, the familiar scent of your perfume you wore daily.
Your mouth falls open to moan slightly when you feel Jungkookâs tongue lick upon your skin, your arms only gripping onto him tighter.
Jungkook kisses begin to go lower. His right hand glides towards your sides until it lays upon your breast. He grips it, knowing you liked it just by the way you moan out.
âCan I-â
âYou donât have to ask, Kookie.â you murmur.
âHm,â Jungkook hums. âConsent.â
You release a snort and nod your head. âI suppose youâre right.â you agree. âYes.â
Jungkook lowers his head towards your breast, his tongue poking out to lick along your nipple. Itâs something he hasnât done before either and was told that it was something else girls enjoyed. He didnât believe everything in porn was real, but this had to be right?
So Jungkook does what heâs seen, suckling onto your nipple while he grips onto the free one. He isnât sure himself why the action turns him on. Maybe itâs because of the way your back arches slightly and youâre moaning? It tells him that heâs doing a good job; that youâre enjoying what heâs doing. That for once heâs pleasuring you.Â
Jungkook grinds against you a bit, his cock wishing to feel you entirely. You wrap your legs tighter around his waist to bring him closer, hands tangled into his hair. He goes towards the other breast, suckling onto it like his life depended on it. His breathing is more heavy now, his grinding quickening but you arenât complaining. You were enjoying the Jungkook that wasnât shy and reserved - the Jungkook you knew was there deep down.
Jungkookâs hands are greedy as they roam your naked skin. From gripping your breast to sliding down your curves to your thighs. He pulls it closer to him so he could feel you against his cock even more, groaning against your breasts.
âKookieâŠâ
Hearing how sweet his name sounds from your lips, Jungkook groans. He lifts his head a bit to look at your face thatâs twisted into pleasure. âYeah?â
You lick your lips, your eyes fluttering open to look at him. âYouâre really good at this.â you say, your fingers slightly gripping his hair.Â
Jungkookâs eyes widened a bit, his cock twitching. He nods slowly, feeling a sense of pride throughout him.
Jungkook, eyes still on you, kisses your breast. They arenât rushed. Instead, theyâre slow as if savoring the moment. He goes lower, reaching your stomach. It causes you to giggle a bit as you are a bit ticklish, an act that Jungkook himself finds cute.
âI might not be good at this.â Jungkook admits, giving a final kiss towards your abdomen.
âItâs not rocket science, Kookie.â you respond. âYou can try following what you saw in the video.â
Jungkook nodded, though he was skeptical. He didnât want you to be disappointed in him. He was already embarrassed enough as it was that he didnât have experience. What if you laughed at him? He would have no other excuse but to dig a hole himself and allowed his life to slowly diminish-
âYouâre thinking too much into it, Kookie.âÂ
You place a hand on top of Jungkookâs head. Heâs now right between your legs, having stared at you far too long that you were beginning to wonder that maybe he wasnât ready for this.
âIf you donât want-â
âI do want to!â Jungkook insists, fingernails digging into your thighs as he didnât want you to leave. âI justâŠwant to make sure you feel good.â
You widen your legs a bit, a glint in your eyes.
Jungkook finds that if he doesnât do anything now, you would assume he was a scared puppy with his tail between his legs.
And Jungkook wasnât. He was a man. Not a cute one like you insisted - a hot one. He could do this.
Jungkook presses a kiss against your folds before laying his tongue flat against your clit, slowly running his tongue against it. The action causes you to flinch a bit, but before Jungkook reacts, you press yourself firmly against his tongue.
It takes a few minutes, but Jungkook actually was getting the hang of it. You were surprised, truly. He hasnât moved and lifted his head up for air and instead continues to suckle onto your clit. His embrace on your thighs are even tighter than before, truly assuring you donât leave.
Your moans are what's driving Jungkook further. His will is purely fueled by the way you moan his name. The way your hips grind against his tongue and your hand tug on his hair.
Jungkookâs mind wanders to what Yoongi had said earlier about fingering. He isnât sure how that would work or if it would truly pleasure you, but he was going to try. Whatever it took to hear you moan his name like you were right now.
Jungkook raises his head a bit, his right hand releasing its grip onto your thigh to center itself at your entrance. He glances up for your reaction, tilting his head a bit to see if what he was doing was right.
Your mouth falls open a bit as Jungkook slowly inches his fingers inside of you. He always seeâs the men in porn start with two - he cannot imagine putting his whole fist inside of you; wouldnât that hurt?
Youâre tight, pussy gripping around his fingers. Wet, too, and it even causes Jungkook to groan at just how warm and inviting your pussy feels around him. He licks his lips, deciding to pump his fingers inside of you.
âYouâre doing good.â you murmur, biting your lip. Maybe Jungkook was a fast learner - a few more practices and he would be as if he wasnât once the shy little church boy.
âHow do you want me to do this?â Jungkook asks. He assumed you wanted him to be rougher by your earlier words.
Jungkook hovers above you a bit, admiring how beautiful you were. It felt like a dream that he hopes he doesnât wake up from. He lowers his lips to yours, and you find the act far too exciting. Tasting yourself on Jungkookâs lips just wants you to further have him in whatever way you can.Â
Your hand wraps around Jungkookâs wrist as he pumps his fingers inside of you, squeezing it for support.
Dirty talk - was that something that counted now? Jimin told him that girls enjoyed it and heâs sure you had to, as well. He doesnât want to sound utterly disgusted that it turned you off. ButâŠthere was no way he was going to say vagina in a time like this.
âDoes it feel good?â Jungkook murmurs, his forehead now pressed lightly against yours.Â
âSo good.â
âYouâre veryâŠvery wet.â
âBecause of you.âÂ
Jungkook feels you squeeze around his fingers.Â
âYouâŠdonât have to be scared to be rougher, Kookie. I know you want to.â
Something like this felt so wrong - being on a cabin trip thatâs a part of the Church. You sneaking into his bedroom and him engaging in such sinful acts with you. However, it felt so exciting not looking over his shoulder to see if anyone was watching you and him. It brought him through the roof in knowing that out of any man you could have, you chose him. Jeon Jungkook - the shy and reserve church boy in a fuckboyâs body.
Jungkook takes your advice and begins to pump his fingers into you at a faster speed, astonished by how even more wet you were becoming. It coats his palm entirely and heâs flickering his eyes from you to your pussy, unsure where wants to set his eyes on.Â
âYourâŠpussyâs so wet.â Jungkook hums, marvelling. âAnd pretty.â
You giggle between your moans. Your lips press to Jungkookâs cheek and you peck it before speaking. âI never knew church boy Kookie could speak so dirty.â
âI have a dirty mouth.â
Jungkook wants to try something heâs also seen in porn - and something heâd think youâd like.
âI want to make you cum.â
Jungkookâs warmth besides you is eliminated, but he makes up for it when he goes back between your legs. He begins to pump his fingers harder inside of you, digging against your tight walls. His tongue places itself back onto your clit, flickering between your folds more confidently. Now that he has an understanding of what you like, he is fully intended on doing this until you indeed cum.
Itâs all surreal for Jungkook. He never knew that he would actually enjoy doing this. His tongue savors the sweetness of your juices that only appear to form more as he continues to lick. Heâs like a dog starved, his head shaking back and forth.
Your back arches and your pussy squeezes around Jungkookâs shoulders. You cannot bring yourself to watch anymore as the sight of the once shy Jungkook between your legs was far too exciting. Your hands cup your breast, squeezing them for support.
âSlow down, KookieâŠIâm gonna cum if you donât-â
Jungkook doesnât as that was the point. He wanted you to cum against his tongue just as you allowed him to the day prior.Â
âI want you to cum, though.â Jungkook says, rather innocently, between your legs. But you know better, especially when you open your eyes to look right at him. His eyes are dancing with mischief just like yours was when he was once in the vulnerable position.Â
âY-Yeah?â
Your hips buckle against his tongue. Jungkook lays it flat to allow you to, yet his fingers continue to thrust deep inside of you. It was as if something came over Jeon Jungkook; an entity had entered him entirely and took over entirely.
You enjoyed this Jungkook.
This Jungkook was going to make you cum.
âShit, KookieâŠâ you can feel it coming. Your stomach was clenching. â...Iâm gonna cumâŠ!â
Itâs exactly what Jungkook wanted. He wanted to taste you cum all over his tongue - God forgive him for partaking in such heinous activities before marriage, but heâd repent for them. This was just a slip that he had to get off of his shoulders as if he hadnât, who knows how he wouldâve reacted. Maybe his body would have given out and there wouldnât be anymore Jeon Jungkook.
Possibly he was just being dramatic as he could survive without tasting you - but heâs unsure if he could go back to normal after this.
You squeeze Jungkook between your legs as you come, body trembling. He doesnât find it as alarming as he should that any moment he could pass out without any air - but it would be an amazing way to go, he thinks.Â
âStop-â
You yank Jungkookâs hair roughly to get him away from your overstimulated clit. He licks his lips, doe eyes wide. âOverstimulatedâŠâ you murmur, though your body is screaming at you to let the man continue.
You lift your body from Jungkookâs bead and sit yourself up. You were growing tired.
âI should probably go.â you say.
Jungkook watches you for a moment, the both of you sitting in silence.Â
âYou can stay here if youâd like.â Jungkook suggests. It was still late, after all, and you didnât look like you wanted to walk back to your own cabin. âYou look tired.â
âI am.â you admit with a chuckle. âYou made me cum so hard.â
Church boy Kookie has returned, his cheeks reddening at your words.
âI can stayâŠif Iâm not intruding.â you say. You lay your head back down, this time on one of his pillows.Â
âNo. No.â Jungkook shakes his head. âYouâre not intruding.â he murmurs.Â
âArenât you going to lay with me?â youâre amused. You grasp the covers and expect for him to lay right besides you. âCuddle me to sleep.â
Jungkook nods hastily, going into his bed and doing just that. He wraps his arms around your waist and you snuggle against him, head on his chest. The act alone causes his heart to race and he hopes you donât hear it.
âNight, Kookie.â you murmur, eyes fluttering close. His heart rate was endearing, you think. Youâd tease him about it tomorrow.
âNight, Y/N.â Jungkook murmurs back, holding you a bit tighter.
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To those wondering yes I am a lesbian but I do not get into relationships for love I get into them out of evil and hatred for the human soul; this hatred is not limited by gender identity so no one is safe
#I cannot help it I am a girlboss#My time as an emo made me turn wicked#I am trying to repent through Jesus name but until then I am only capable of toxic yuri#sorry; not sorry#I should call Sage
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