#The Pits: FUCK YOU THATS MY BABY NOW

[justanofficeworker]

Sleepy!simon x reader

Back by popular demand Sleepy man Simon. In bullet point form to get all my thoughts out before they vanish, NSFW under the cut

SFW

He has no filter , will say the weirdest shit like " have you mopped the roof or should i do i?" type shit

will fall asleep standing up , like a horse , a really buff horse. he has scared the shit out of you multiple times in the middle of the night

Falls asleep ANYWHERE, I'm not kidding, under the bed , in the shower, under the car that one time he was changing you oil

has mistaken house hold objects as a pillow on more than one occasion, you found him in the tub with a bottle of lysol under his head once. its currently you phone background

sleeps with a death grip. Did he fall asleep holding you hand? well i hope you don't have to pee cus your ass is not moving till he wakes up

once fell asleep while cuddling you, went to roll over and rolled with you. your scream woke him up. He was very amused

you sleep with a separate blankets, due to the Burrito incedent

The burrito indecent, he rolled into the blankets with you in his arms, trapping you in a hot ass tube till he got up to pee

✨NSFW✨

God this man babbles when he’s inside you just “ baby, please” and “so tight f’me”

He whimpers- thats it thats the point- whimpers while you ride him into the mattress or couch or back seat that one time

Speaking of riding, when you’re on top his mouth does not leave your nipples. He is ✨attached✨, secured, connected even.

PUSSY DRUNK, this man is gone , head is empty. No thoughts. Its just his cock in your cunt thats it

Accidentally creampies you.He’s thrusting lazily, half awake, when suddenly he stills and lets out the neediest fucking sound. It takes a second before you realize that he’s dropped a fat load in your pussy. Your just laying there like, is this my life now?

Your dirty talk flusters the fuck out of him, you once asked him if he was gonna pit a baby in you and he came on the spot. He was down and out like a light. You thought you killed him at first. Nope just hit his reset button real good

[hearts-4-vicky]

PT.2 WITH KKURA AND CHAE??? omg.. u just got back and it was so good

CALL OVER YOUR HOMEGIRLS ★

Sakura Miyawaki x Fem Reader + Kim Chaewon

Sequel to IN FOR IT

warnings: dom kkura, pillow princess reader, overstimulation, possessive kkura, fingering, MOMMY KINKKK, they’re competitive, petnames, tits i fuckin love boobs, uh chaes jst there, jealous chaewon, edging kinda.., oral, smut(duh), slight angst, chae n reader r bad at communication, thats it…

Wc: 1k

not proofread 😞

“shhh.. shut the fuck up.. anyway, got more for me sweet girl? cmon baby, let mommy hear your pretty voice..”

Sakura started making way to you, stripping herself of clothing with each step. you stiffened, fascinated by her gorgeous body “gonna be a good girl and let mommy play with you?” she grabbed your thighs and pulled you til your lower half was near the edge of the bed. kkura kneeled between your open legs before looking at chaewon, seemingly asking her for permission to begin.

kkura started leaving soft, feather like kisses on your inner thighs, before kissing around your clit. chaewon, wanting to be included, crawled over to you. latching onto your puffy nipples, her tongue swirling around the sensitive bud. you whimpered, but what left your mouth was not chaewon’s name, but sakura’s.

both girls met eyes, seemingly exchanging thousands of words in a couple of seconds since sakura had started licking at your leaky hole. you squealed, pushing chaewons head further into your tits. though, she felt someone push her away just seconds after

Chaewon left your nipple with an audible pop, leaving it swollen and coated with her spit. “wha- kkura unnie! what’s your problem!-“ she confronted the older, before getting cut off “you said she was mine for the night, huh? don’t break that promise chaewon..” sakura went back to teasing you pussy, never pushing her tongue any further. it pissed her off, yeah, but chae wanted you to cum first. she set your head on her lap, watching you squirm around from delicate touches

“mommy… please! jus wan your pretty mouth on my needy cunt!” you whined out to the older woman,

sakura parts from your cunt, sitting up to look you in the eye “hmm? so bossy baby.. mommy doesnt think you deserve it yet.. gonna let her play with your pretty boobs and finger your cute lil pussy?” she moved one hands toward your neglected nipple, rolling it between her fingers. the action earned breathy whines from you, which made chaewon more frustrated.

sakura had her left hand circling your cunt, before putting her pointer finger in, rubbing her thumb against your clit. she never moved the finger in your pussy, wanting to edge you a bit

“ mmhng!—fuck—mommy! s’too much f’me!” your squeals were too cute to her, barely able to contain yourself and you haven’t even started yet?

“oh? m sorry baby but your moans are too pretty for me to stop now..” kkura pinched your nipple harder and started rolling your clit between her fingers, making you cry out in chaewons arms. the latter couldnt help but scowl at the elder girl, how could she make you melt this quickly?

sakura ignored the jealous pupu, shoving her fingers knuckles deep into your needy cunt, using her palm to rub against your clit. she retracts her fingers slowly, loving how you whine out her name before slamming her fingers right back in “gha!- mm.. mommy- so.. soo good” your back arched off the bed, burying your head into chaewons stomach. kkura giggles at this, she loves when a pretty girl turns to putty in her hands. your pretty noises had her creaming her panties, she wanted nothing more but to have you ride her cunt while chaewon watched. maybe next time.. she thought, “ my princess so cute like this! gonna cum for mommy, baby? go ahead..”

with that, you squirted all over kkura’s fingers, leaving no area uncovered. she rubbed circles around your arm, comforting you as you squirmed around.

chaewon watched all of this, feeling a pit form in her stomach each time you moaned another woman’s name. she didn’t introduce you as her girlfriend and this is what she gets. her pretty girl or, sakura’s pretty girl makin a mess on the sheets. she had enough, she didnt wanna share anymore.

“get out.”

“huh- excuse me?”

“you heard me.”

sakura scoffed, muttering a quick ‘cockblocker..’ before gathering her clothes and leaving the bedroom

chaewon let you catch your breath before confronting you, since you were so distracted by your orgasm that you didn’t even notice sakura leave.

by the time you fully recovered, you quickly searched for sakura, the woman responsible for the mind numbing orgasm you just had,

“where’s-“

“the fuck was that?” chaewon was livid, seeing you melt in sakura’s embrace made her feel weird. maybe it’s because your hers, only hers. “what was what?” playin dumb only pissed her off more “you were whoring your pussy around…” she was up in your face now, visibly shaking before you. “thought you were mine? what the fuck happened to that!?” she gripped your shoulders, hard, hard enough to leave deep red marks. “none of this would’ve happened if you— had just introduced me as your damn girlfriend!” you trembled in her hold, terrified of the look in her eye.

“stupid fucking bitch..” chaewon muttered, before turning on her heel towards the door, swinging it open.

“wait! chae-“ the door slammed shut.

hi my lovesss🩷 im so sorry i havent posted that much this month :( ive been busier and had little to no motivation to write.. but i hope this makes up for my absence 🎀 thank you for the support you guys 🫶🏼🫶🏼 theres over 400 of you .. like damn. if you ever wanna ask anything, please go ahead !! (as long as its not weird like some of the anons on here..) i promise that ill post another fic this week and to be more active in the upcoming month ! might make this a lil series this is so silly >.<

stay safe and i love you guys soooo much

- Vicky 💋

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last one i promise last one!!!! soft prompt 35 with lewis.... the prompt is magical just like lewis thats it thank u for your services and i will not bother u more take your time luv u nini <3

ahahaha i'm always happy to write for f1, babes. can't really thank you enough for sending in these requests! and i agree how very LEWIS this prompt it💜 i'm sorry for taking so long with it as well :( hopefully you will like it!

fluff prompt: 'you are woman, that alone makes you magic.'

this shouldn't be so stressful. you are fully aware that you're spiraling, can feel how negative thoughts multiply and start casting a shadow on more positive ones and you have no idea how to break this cycle. the pressure is immense and it weighs heavily on your shoulders - you can't let people down, not when their expectations hang in the air as glaring reminders of how much everyone everyone relies on you. just when anxiety starts bubbling in the pit of your stomach two strong arms wrap around your waist, pushing you closer till your back collides with a warm and sturdy chest. lewis's lips instantly find your neck and you melt in his hold, sighing loudly. he chuckles, lips going upward until they reach your temple. 'what is it, love?'

you don't answer. lewis is your rock and his support is unconditional, but it's hard to put everything you're feeling into words. you just feel so much, too much - it's almost like this in itself is a problem. lewis, of course, gets you even when you don't say a word. 'are you scared of letting all these people down?' he asks, tone gentle.

you nod, relaxing in his hold. 'they trust me so much and right now it feels like for me not to fuck up i need some kind of miracle, some magic to happen.'

lewis kisses your temple and gently but firmly turns you around so you can face him. he hates seeing you like this because you should never doubt yourself - you are sun, stars and the moon; a universe in which you let people down simply doesn't exist. he wishes you knew that just like he does. cradling your face in his palms, he looks at you adoringly: 'you are magic, baby. you are the epitome of the miracle. don't doubt yourself, please. you're going to crush it out there and deep down you know it.'

his words wrap around you like an armor, sheltering you from all the negative thoughts. you smile, feeling incredibly lucky to have a boyfriend like him. 'i am magic?' you ask, smiling softly.

lewis nods, pleased that traces of doubts are slowly erasing from your expression. 'you are woman, that alone makes you magic.' he leans in, brushing your lips with his. 'you are also my woman and that makes you a miracle.'

you giggle, kissing him sweetly. lewis kisses back instantly, never being the one to turn down an opportunity to get a little taste. his hands move from your face to your hips and he squeezes them tightly before letting go. 'i am so proud of you,' he whispers into your lips. 'you are going to be amazing out there.'

'i love you, lew.' you whisper back, emotional. 'so much.'

he grins, hugging you tight. 'me too. love you even more, sweets.'

when you walk on stage several moments later, your knees are not weak and your confidence is not fake. his words 'you are magic' play in your head like a catchy tune. when you look down, you find lewis in the crowd, looking at you with pride shining so bright in his eyes, it almost blinds you. you smile at him and he smiles right back, clapping the loudest when you accept your award. it may be your imagination, but magic shimmers in the air as you breathe in.

a/n: request your own here! <3 - nini

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Lucifer (Hazbin Hotel) X Fem-Reader - Sinless Sinners - Chapter 8

Chapter 8 - Lu-Lu Land

A/N - Alright bitches, guess who's back. I'm still not posting regularly, but I'm trying to get back into my creative pursuits. My family is financially fucked, but there's some stuff in the air and while they thanked me for trying to help, they didn't want to bother others with the Gofundme, so that's why that was down. I lost 2 nannas in a month so double funerals which was a reverse-bop, but fuck it, I'm going to be happy damn it! Anyway, the reason this is continuing is cos I got a comment on this story that was hella supportive and like a few hundred words at least. What do we keep telling you? Compliment our asses, reblog and comment and we authors ar like labradors. I'm a praise whore!

All this to say, thank you for the emotional support, you've all been amazing and very patient and kind. All right, let's fucking do this!

Warnings - None

Rating - T

MALE VERSION HERE

GN / NON-BINARY VERSION HERE

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Lucifer paced back and forth, his eyes wandering to the clock on the mantle, over to the open veranda doors, then upwards to the very Heavens and back. You watched him feeling fidgety by extension. By now Charlie and Vaggie were in Heaven and would be till the next night and you could tell that Lucifer was worried. Heaven had disavowed him. He didn’t want the same to happen to his daughter.

You glanced at the clock. If the portal had been on time then Vaggie and Charlie would have been in Heaven for less than ten minutes but Lucifer’s pacing made it feel like an eternity. There was no way you could take this all day.

You approached him, placing a hand on his shoulder. He looked at you affronted, and then his expression softened though the worry never left his eyes. Ever since your night away and the tale of your death, he had been a lot softer to you, some part of him worrying that you might leave and not come back.

“It’s going to be okay, Lucifer,” You told him assuredly. “We have to believe in Charlie.”

Lucifer glanced at your wrists. Your stitches showed atop human skin, part of your true ragdoll form. You were worried too then.

You followed his gaze and made a conscious effort to go back to being human. The stitches faded away. Lucifer wanted to say that you didn’t have to hide them for him, but he was still thinking about his baby girl up in heaven… with those- those angels!

“Hey,” You said softly, re-capturing his attention. “Not every Angel is bad, okay?”

“I know,” He admitted. “but what if-”

“Don’t think about what ifs. You’ll only spiral.”

Spiral? Ha, that was a joke. Lucifer had been spiralling for seven years, trapped in a nightmare pit of his worries and concerns. This was just the latest curveball to ruin his life.

You could see Lucifer was over-thinking, so you got up and retrieved his coat which had been left folded over an armchair the previous night.

You threw it to him, “Come on, we’re going out.”

Lucifer stared at the coat in his hands, “What? I don’t want-”

“Tough. I’m not watching you pace all day. A distraction will do you good, and you don’t leave the house nearly enough. Come on, let’s go,” You opened the door and looked at him expectantly. He stared up at Heaven once more, weighing up his options.

“Look, if you don’t trust in me, at least believe in Charlie. She wouldn’t want you waiting and worrying like this. So, what’ll it be, stay here and torture yourself, or at least try to make the best of things out there?” Lucifer balled up his fists, crushing the fabric in his hands. “Okay,” He said after a minute. “I’m coming.”

Lucifer’s face crinkled, his mouth hanging open in confusion as he stared up at the open gates of the rip-off theme park Lu-Lu Land.

You beamed next to him, bouncing on the balls of your feet.

“Ready to go in?” You asked him, grabbing his hand and tugging his sleeve excitedly.

“Why are we here?” Lucifer asked, thinking of Mammon and how this was exactly the kind of lazy, underhanded tactic he would use to fleece money out of sinners who mistook Lu-Lu Land for Lucifer’s own Lu-Lu World.

“Look, I know it’s your theme park and you might find it boring, but I’ve never been here before, so can you at least pretend to be happy?”

Lucifer’s gaze travelled to one of the giant posters that lined the entrance. It showed an unsettling copy of his theme park’s apple mascot, the writing beneath which read, ‘MEET AMAZING CHARACTERS, SURE TO MAKE MEMORIES.’

Far underneath in tiny writing that almost faded into the mascot’s white shoes was a caveat, barely readable, ‘* In no way to be mistaken with our competitors at Lu-Lu World.’

Glancing back at you, Lucifer couldn’t help smiling and holding back a laugh simultaneously. Sometimes, it was easy to forget you hadn’t been in Hell long. Clearly, nobody had explained the difference to you about the two parks that existed. Well, why not go into the dilapidated park that couldn’t hold a candle to Lucifer’s own. It would be entertaining at least to see what shortcomings it had.

With that, Lucifer followed you into the park, keeping a steady pace while you rushed between the game stalls. Shoot the Targets, Hook an Imp, Balloon Splash; it was all common carnival stuff, and all clearly rigged.

You didn’t seem to care as you slammed some money down on a table, throwing balls at cans that had obviously been glued down. The vendor laughed at your misfortune, trying to goad you into spending more money with practised insults that didn’t bother you much. Still, you put down more money, trying again just for the fun of it.

“C’mon Lucifer, you’ve gotta try this!” You waved him over, offering him a ball.

At the sight of Hell’s ruler, the carnie running the stall paled. Lucifer was never supposed to come to the dingy little park. He never went anywhere!

The imp smiled nervously and hurriedly held out a prize, from the top shelf to the two of you.

“But we didn’t win…” You said confusedly.

“Didn’t win?” The imp repeated as if he didn’t understand your question. You and Lucifer were together, so obviously you had to win. The King of Hell could not lose, nor could his date. If Mammon heard Lucifer was there and didn’t win the rigged games, all the employees would be in for it.

The carnie slammed his elbow backwards forcing the cans to tip from the pedestal, still in a perfectly-glued pyramid as they fell. “Looks like a winner to me, here’s your prize!”

He shoved the teddy at Lucifer who stared at it bemusedly. It was almost an exact copy of his cuddly apple mascot, but decidedly creepier, and much cheaper. Lucifer held it out to you, not caring for it.

You beamed and hugged it, “Aww, it’s so cute! I’m going to call him Aloisios P. McCoy, Apple Esquire of the Fruit Kingdom, but for short, Ally.”

Lucifer smiled at your eccentrics. You truly didn’t care that the games were rigged, that the carnie was bribing you to keep you happy, or that the pathetic excuse for a carnival was just a big hideous money trap; you just wanted to let loose and have some fun. Lucifer found that he had to admire that.

As you ran from ride to ride, dragging Lucifer into the non-existent queues and only waiting for the rides to hurriedly be fixed, his mind travelled back a few hundred years before when he first opened his theme park.

It had been a gift for Lilith. He thought that it would impress her to see all the work he had put into making something fun and pure that everyone could enjoy, and he had run around as eagerly as you were now, showing his wife all the fun attractions. Lilith praised him demurely, but as usual, she was so regal and poised; above such childish things as carnivals.

Yet, Lucifer continued to improve the passion project, expanding it for his growing family. There was a gorgeous duck ride that he had made especially for Charlie and he took her on it repeatedly, holding her proudly on his knees as they went through the tunnels full of bright animals that practically came to life when the boat got near them.

“Oh, look at that! Can we go on it?” You asked, dragging Lucifer back to the present as you pointed to a very similar boat ride to the one he was thinking of. Above the ride was a broken neon sign that was supposed to say “Tunnel of Wonders” but instead read T__el of ___der_.

“Okay,” Lucifer agreed as enthusiastically as he could manage. Part of his mind was still on Charlie but he allowed himself to be semi-distracted, even if this rip-off of a ride was bound to remind him of his baby girl.

The two of you got on the ride and you shook with excitement as the boat slowly started down the water track, the two of you sitting in a giant goose, much more menacing than the original soft-yellow ducky boats in Lu-Lu World.

Mammon’s voice came over the speaker as a recording to endorse his ride, “Thank you, faithful customers, for paying for this ride, and if you didn’t pay for it, fuck off, you stupid cunts!”

Mammon coughed and got back to his spiel, presumably trying to sound calm, though his rough nature only served to make him sound crass and cheap as the boat entered a dark tunnel.

“Welcome to the Tunnel of Wonders. Here, you can enjoy all sorts of good shit, and if you go to the gift shop, you can spend your hard-earned dollary-doos on a plush of me, your host Mammon, or invest in one of our Robo-Fizzarollies, lots of fun for the whole family, or for you sick freaks that want Fizzi’s private attention.”

“Anyway, to the Tunnel of Wonders, and what is more wonderous then, I dunno, love or some shit? Yeah, turn up the romance and fuck in the boats or whatever, Mammon out!”

The tunnel lights flipped on, turning it from black to pink and you looked around to find that you were surrounded by hearts and tiny cupids made in the likeness of Asmodeus, the patron Sin of Lust.

When you first met Lucifer, such a mistake might have made you embarrassed, but as you looked around the love boat ride, with its overly camp music and gaudy imagery of romance, you laughed instead. Lucifer laughed with you, enjoying the error for what it was.

“This- This is terrible,” Lucifer chuckled.

“Right?” You agreed, bumping into his shoulder. “Who made this?”

“Not me,” Lucifer held up his hands in mock surrender. “This isn’t even my park.”

“What? Yes, it is. I saw it on TV.”

“Nope, sorry, my park is Lu-Lu World.”

Realisation dawned on your face. Like many theme parks in the human realm which were laughable copies of bigger enterprises, this too was a cheap knockoff that you had mistaken.

“That explains a few things.”

“Yeah, like that creepy doll,” Lucifer pointed at the evil apple plush by your side.

You picked it up, hugging it defensively, “Hey, Aloisios P. McCoy, Apple Esquire of the Fruit Kingdom is offended by your insult. Apologise to him.”

Lucifer rolled his eyes but did as you asked, “I’m so sorry to have offended you, good apple, Sir.”

“Now shake his hand and makeup,” You demanded, holding the apple’s hand in the air.

Lucifer chortled and brought his hand up to shake the plushie’s. His fingertips brushed against yours and he felt a spark of connection. Sometimes, you reminded him of Charlie, eager to please and befriend others and so full of life and kindness that he hadn’t imagined capable of any Sinner. Yet, there was more to you than that. A fiery passion and a stubborn streak that was hard to rival.

He looked at you for a long time and you smiled awkwardly, holding the teddy in your lap and wondering what he was thinking, though his look wasn’t uncomfortable.

“Thank you,” Lucifer said sincerely.

You didn’t have to ask him what he meant. He was grateful for the distraction from his worries, and also for a friend if you had to speculate further.

“You’re welcome.”

The ride juddered to a halt and Mammon’s voice stuttered to life over the speaker, “The ride has broken down, sit tight while my guys deal with it, and don’t try to fucking sue us! You won’t fucking win, you ungrateful shits. Mammon out!”

“Well, I guess we’re stuck here for a while,” Lucifer stated, wondering how long he could handle the overly chipper music and tacky decorations.

“Yep,” You agreed, “But it’s not so bad.” You placed your hand over his and Lucifer glanced down somewhat surprised. He looked up at you, finding that your attention was solely on your surroundings and he relaxed a bit. It wasn’t anything sinister, you were simply holding his hand. A friend when he desperately needed one.

It was late when the two of you returned to the manner, having just watched the fireworks display which was the one thing that actually worked in the theme park. Though, the fireworks had been made to spell out not-so-subtle messages, like ‘Spend money, cunts!’ or images of dollar signs, and sponsors from V-Tech.

“Care for a drink?” Lucifer asked, throwing his jacket over the back of the armchair in the usual parlour as you slumped on the sofa opposite.

“Sure, a drink would be nice.”

Lucifer headed to the drinks cart, pouring a bourbon for himself and a wine for you. His hands stilled as he held your glass. He hadn’t meant to but he had filled Lilith’s goblet instead of one of the guest glasses and he had paired it with her favourite drink, something which he had never offered to anyone else. His hands shook and he spilled the drink onto the tray.

“Oh,” You noticed his mistake and got up, “Would you like help cleaning that up?”

Lucifer schooled his expression into a forced smile even though he wasn’t facing you and took on the tone that you knew to be fake happiness, “No, nope! Don’t worry about it, I’ve got it all under control!”

“Hey,” You approached him, placing your hand on his shoulder, “It’s okay to be upset. I know you have some things to work through and-”

“Dad…” Charlie’s voice came from the doorway.

“Charlie!” Lucifer cried out excitedly, turning to his daughter, then freezing when he saw her expression and the tears in her eyes. She was home early, and upset! “What did they do to you?” He growled, hating Heaven more than ever.

Charlie broke down into tears and ran to hug her father. While you also wanted to know what had happened, you felt like an intruder watching such a tender moment. Charlie needed her dad, and when she was ready, she would tell you what happened. You excused yourself from the room, leaving the Manor so the pair could talk privately and made your way to the Hazbin Hotel so that you might at least get some answers from Vaggie.

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Committed to you - Manjiro >Mikey< Sano

(part two)

Idea/ prompt: Mikey from the last timeline who wants to propose to us but has no idea how to ask so he ask advices from draken and emma

Vixen's two cents: Hi. I know ive been gone for like 2 weeks, I dont know why but it's been hard writing lately. anyway, thanks a million to @anahryal for giving me this idea whilst I was in the pits of my writers block!!! thanks girl, I can't tell you how much this helped. anyway, REQUESTS ARE OPEN and I advise you to use them! now please enjoy my revival piece!

Mikey has thought every possible thought he could have. He had run through every possible situation, every possible outcome, every possible setting, but damnit why was this so hard? He couldn’t do it. Not for the life of him.

He had browsed millions of travel blogs, pondering about every possible spot on earth to take you for the occasion. He had woken in and out of more jewelry stores in the past month than he had ever in his entire life. He had specifically stood in corner stores, reading the wedding catalogues in the magazine section trying to figure out what the hell he was supposed to do.

None of it helped.

Manjiro wanted it so bad. So so very bad. Every white dress he walked by, he envisioned you in it. Every bakery shop he passed, his eyes flitted up and down the fancy display cakes, pondering whether or not it would be good enough. Any time he woke up next to you, every time he joined you in the shower, every time he watched you cook, the urge to sink to one knee overtook him.

He knew he couldn’t make it that simple though. It was too domestic for him, so little of a gesture. He wanted you to know that he loved you, that he would bring you the moon if you wanted it. He needed you to see just how much he appreciates you for sticking with him through everything, and for that he needs a grand gesture.

However it seemed that nothing he could think of was quite big enough, quite meaningful enough, quite heartfelt enough. He was at the end of his wits. For one and a half months- seven weeks he had been fighting this battle alone.

He had made some progress in that time, having picked the ring because when he picked it up he just felt that this was the one. It was a niche store, and he was initially appalled by the average price of the rings, but decided, ah what the fuck? and entered the store for mostly shits and giggles. He was greeted by an expensive looking elderly gentleman who donned a monocle and silk gloves, clearly the clerk, and clearly an expert. He had the longest, most engaging talk with the man, explaining his situation and his frustrations, to which the man nodded understandingly and told of his own story and experience with marigge.

Seven long weeks he had kept it a secret from everyone, and now he couldn’t take it anymore.

He was just about to throw the towel on this whole thing and say fuck it and give up on this whole marriage thing and just accept that he would never make it, when he remembered that he didnt have to be alone in this. Not at all matter of fact. His best friend married his sister after all. If Ken could do it with the pressure of Shinichiro, Izana AND Mikey breathing down his neck, then surely he could do it too, right?

You were out on a girls night with Hinata, Senju and Yuzuha. Emma would have tagged along normally too, but with the addition of a new-born baby, she decided that it would be best to sit out this time. Either way you were out of the house for the night, and Mikey was left to his own devices. You had left him with a kiss and a home-cooked meal (which he felt bad about leaving behind so he completely stuffed himself before coming here) before he gave Ken a quick heads up over the phone that he was coming over with a VERY important problem.

Thats how he found himself here. Standing in the Kitchen of Emma and Ken‘s flat, hands perched on the counter, looking down at the surface, face in a deep frown. „What’s goin on? What’s the problem?“ Ken asks roughly, leaned on the refrigerator as he eyed his friend. Mikey didnt really respond though.

„What problem?“ Emma‘s voice was hushed as she entered through the kitchen door, pulling the door shut behind her, probably for the sake of the baby. „I dont know.“ Ken responded, rubbing his eyebrows „Ask your brother.“ he sighed as he gestured to Mikey who was still staring down the counter.

“Mikey?!” Emma sounded confused and a little concerned as she turned to look at him, eyes flitting between her brother and her husband. “Did you know he was coming over?”

Ken nodded wordlessly. “Said he needs our help about something.” Emma’s head tilted in question but accepted the fact. “What’s up Mikey?” She asked, approaching him and joining Draken at the other side of the counter.

Mikey didn’t say anything though, instead reaching into his pocket and producing a small, black, silk-encased box. He dropped it onto the table and looked up at the couple in desperation. “How do I do it?”

Ken gasped and felt his lips tug into a smile, happy that finally, finally Mikey was wiping you up (he had told him to do so since they were teens).

Emma slapped her hands over her mouth to muffle a silent scream, beginning to voice up and down on excitement as she realized- her brother was marrying you! She thanked the gods that Mikey fell in love with you because there was no better in-law than her Soulsister.

“Ahhhhh! Oh my goodness Mikey! I’m so happy for you! Can I see? Wow! Oh my god Ken are you seeing this!? He’s proposing! Ah I’m so glad!” Mikey nodded in response and let Emma pick up the box and crack it open, revealing the beautiful white-gold wedding band, encrusted with more diamonds than she could count. Notably, one large diamond sat in the middle of the ring, flanked by two smaller diamonds on each side.

“Oh.” Emma breathed. “Ken why didn’t you ask Manjiro for help when picking my ring?” Emma sounded slightly offended as she spoke, glaring down at the ring.

“Nah nah, don’t get it twisted girl. You told me what ring you wanted, I didn’t have much picking liberty other than the price.” Ken waved his hands in dismissal, brushing off her accusations with a grin still wide on his face. He made his way over to Mikey and clapped a hand on his shoulder, congratulating him for the occasion.

“Good on you man! Finally givin it the push, hah?” Ken was smiling as he searched for Mikey’s eyes, but he didn’t look up. “What’s up with the long face? You’re about to propose dude, you should be over the moon!”

Mikey sighed and shook his head. “I’ve been trying to propose to her for months. Months Ken. I can’t do it. It’s never right.”

The couple halted their celebrations and turned to look at Mikey again, Emma putting down the dainty box as her looks turns to one of concern. “What do you mean?” She fingered at the box as she leaned across the counter.

“It’s… i don’t know. Ken made it look so easy when he proposed to you, and Pah-chin was even more mindless about it! I really want to. I really do, but every time I get close, I chicken out because I get scared or because something isn’t right, and I’m starting to think that it’s better if I just… don’t.” Mikey sighed and cradled his head in his hands, his elbows resting on the counter.

Emma and Ken shared a look, a wordless exchange of worry and empathy. "What kind of proposal were you thinking of? Big? Small? Public? Private?" Emma started, hand rubbing soothingly across her brother's back.

"Big." Mikey mumbled into his hands, remaining hunched over the counter. "Big and public. I wanna make sure that everyone knows, everyone sees, I want them all to know. want them to know how much I love her."

Emma's eyes softened and she suppressed a smile, because all in all, it was cute. She had always known her brother to be big and strong, undefeatable, and most of all unwaverable. Mikey always put up the strong front when really, he was hurt. Vulnerability wasn't something that she was used to seeing from him, which made this moment all the more special.

"Do you want to go somewhere with her?" Ken steps in and asks, an idea arising. Mikey only grunts, a noise of agreement sounding through the room. "Do you know what kind of places she likes?" Ken continues.

Mikey's head slowly raises from the position on the table and he stares forward at the refrigerator. "Europe."

Emma and Ken looked at one another again, sensing that they were getting somewhere. "Then take her on Vacation. You both have that long shared break coming up, don't you? Travel through Europe and when it feels right, ask!" Ken said.

"How do I know when it feels right, though? What if it's not the moment?" Mikey asks, still not entirely convinced. "You'll know. I promise you, you'll know. I knew too and I didn't think I had the stuff to ever get married." Ken reassures again, and this time the two share eye contact, and it takes Draken a lot not to tear up.

Draken took a moment in his mind to look at Mikey. He had stuck by his side since they were kids, through thick and thin it's always been the two if them against the world. And now as he looked at Manjiro he no longer saw the unmatchable delinquent he saw ten years ago, but rather a distinguished person with complex thoughts and emotions. He saw a man that felt, a man that cared and a man that loved in front of him, and he couldn't be prouder.

Ken nodded at Mikey, and Mikey nodded back at him. "Yeah. She'll love it! Thanks, I'll do that! Gosh I don't know what id do without you two.."

"Oh, please propose to her in front of the Eifel Tower! Or the Coliseum! Or on some romantic Bridge in Venice!" Emma swooned and held her hands over her chest, hearts in her eyes.

Mikey smiled at her and nodded again. "I'll try and film it if I can."

-

The rest of the evening was spent with the three of them checking about a thousand booking sites, mapping travel routes and destinations, and the occasional cacophony of laughter which led to a grumpy Ryuguji-baby. Manjiro couldn't wait to go with you, he thought as he sat on one of the armchairs, gently running a thumb over the silk box that sat pretty in his hand.

[lightnotyagami]

hiii!! Do you write on aether?? If yes, can you write a dom!aether x fem reader where the reader is just fucking bratty with him and he decids to punish her? With a breeding kink if possible! Have a good day and take care of you!

" Untrust us. "

Aether x fem reader smut

A/n: you have every right to kill me anon im MONTHS too late for this cuz i was studying to get accepted into my dream school☠️but i did it & had time to reopen this acc so heres your FF!

Summary: your Professor is making you go insane and aether knows just the right medicine against the stress

Tw/cw: breeding kink, school stress, bratty? Reader (im not very good at writing bratty fems im so sorry) , dom aether, harsh smut, could be considered modern au but i thought of sumeru akademia😭 + correct me if i missed anything !!

"Im gonna go fucking- ahh!" you stormed into the apartment kicking off your shoes and walking into the bedroom without even greeting aether. You threw yourself on your bed, face first, letting out an uncharacteristic groan. you got into a fight with one of the Professors, he was makibng you go insane since the beginning but straight up loosing your project and claiming you never gave it to him?? what the hell is wrong with this man?? you thought to yourself as you felt the weight of the bed shift , aether appeared next to you softly brushing your hair out of your face, or at least trying before you hit his hand back "aether do NOT." you growled out. aether simply chuckled lightly, and pulled his hand away from your face, you sat up quickly glaring at the aether in front of you."What's so funny?" you asked as you leaned forwards, placing your hands on your knees."nothing" he responded, giving you a quick smile which you didn't return. You weren' t in the mood to be happy right now. you grabbed a pillow throwing it towards aether who caught it, not saying anything more you laid down again

"you know, i can fix this."

"what the hell do you mean?"

....

"n-ngh~ aether" you moaned out, arching your back at his harsh thrusts into you "aww come on~ wheres that bratty persona now?" he mocked you as he moved faster "i-m sorry~" you whined out to him , pushing yourself against the sheets as he continued to thrust into you kissing your neck and leaving marks along the way "that's better~" he grinned and pushed deeper inside your body.A sharp pain shot through your stomach causing you to let out a loud scream, tears forming in your eyes ."oh baby! i'm so sorry! did I hurt you?" He asked mockingly now kissing your chest "no..feels good~." you whimpered out, clutching onto his shirt, feeling the familiar wetness dripping down your lower abdomen, you knew thus feeling. You could feel it building up in the pit of your stomach, your stomach was burning and your core was clenching uncomfortably "p-please~" you begged him holding onto his shoulders tighter "shh its alright~" he moaned hiding his face in your neck as you felt a sudden wave of heat burst throughout your body and aethers thrusts slowing down to a stop and pulling out "wha-wait i didnt finish yet!" you cried out

...

"i know, thats a luxery you get only when behaveing."

[hugshughes]

Summer Child C. Loveland

Colston Loveland x fem!Minter!reader

synopsis - When it's announced that Coach Minter is leaving Michigan, it heavily affects his eldest daughter's life. Especially since her boyfriend is a returning tight end for the Wolverines.

wc - 5k (CONFUSED NOISE????)

contains - UNEDITED SORRY! angsty :(, cursing, kissing, cuddling, crying, shouting, lying. people are mean to reader about it. mentions of a car accident! NO DETAILS!!! it's just a flashback!!! comfort (colston is the boyfriend of the year) heavy family issues, feelings of betrayal. it's kind of giving a found family moment? OHHHH COLSTON BEING HOT AS FUCK STICKING UP FOR READERRR, mentions of hickies? can we pretend that it was announced in like a month or so? cause in this universe CURRENTLY (January 28th) Colston like JUST asked reader to be his girlfriend. so maybe this was announced in late March? WORK WITH ME THANKS.

an - well shit writing this was kind of sad. THE TIMES TABLES DURING A PANIC ATTACK IS LIKE ACTUALLY ME. i had one at a party (so fun of me yes) in October my boyfriend sat with me and asked me times tables to calm me down. IT WORKS FOR ME EVERY TIME OKAY? ALSO do u guys realize that whenever Minter!reader calls Colston "Lovey" it's because 1. Loveland is his last name, and then 2. he's her love. IT MOSTLY STARTED BECAUSE OF HIS LAST NAME THEN MORPHED INTO HIM BEING THE LOVE OF HER LIFE. THATS WHY ITS CAPITALIZED WHEN OTHER TERMS OF ENDEARMENT ARENT!

-

you see all the flowers in the weeds.

Your phone rang loudly on your nightstand. Who was calling you so early? It was only 6:10 in the morning as you made your way from your bathroom, quickly grabbing your phone. Colston. What was your boyfriend doing calling you at this time? You slid to answer the phone, a large smile on your face.

"Hi Lovey, what are you doing calling me this early?"

You heard a sigh exit your boyfriend's mouth, your smile leaving you. Something was wrong.

"You don't know, do you?"

"What? What are talking about, Colston?"

"Look at Instagram."

You rolled your eyes, putting the call on speaker before sliding it away, opening Instagram. The screen reloaded before displaying an update post saying your dad was done with his time in Michigan. What?

you're scared of the dark when you sleep.

"No. He would've told me. No way, how do you know?"

"We just got off of a team call with him."

Your heart dropped even further than it had before. Not only was your father leaving, he hadn't even bothered to tell you. Your stomach was forming a pit, you didn't know what to think or do. You realized Colston might be upset with you, jumping to protect yourself.

"You know I didn't know about this, right? I can't believe he didn't tell me. I just- I don't even know what to do right now."

You felt tears in your eyes, why didn't he just tell you? You inhaled shakily. What the fuck? Your dad had touched on the subject of him possibly leaving Michigan to follow Jim, but didn't ever make a firm decision with it, not whenever you were around. Your whole family didn't tell you. You couldn't believe your dad, but even more so your mom, because you thought the two of you were supposed to be best friends. Obviously not.

you cover up your arms with your sleeves, even in hundred degree heat.

"Hey, yeah it's alright. I know baby, I trust you, okay? Are you okay?"

"I don't- I just, why didn't he tell me? He was acting like he wanted to stay. I mean, I don't care that he's leaving, why did he lie about it? He had to have made his decision weeks ago. What the fuck?"

You ran your fingers through your ponytail, you felt your usual front of nonchalance breaking. You swallowed hard, desperately trying to wipe the tears before they could fall down your face.

"Woah, baby, hey. Breathe, pretty. I'll be there in a second. 'M leaving right now. Just sit down and breathe, baby."

You nodded, sucking in a tight breath, mumbling out an agreement. You felt like you were having a panic attack, but it was different than normal. Usually your thoughts went a mile a minute when you had one, but it was like your mind was blank, like everything shut down.

You hung up the phone, two minutes ago you were perfectly oblivious brushing your hair. And now you were sitting on the edge of your bed with shaky hands and tear lined eyes.

You sat on your bed and stared at the wall, doing times tables in your head to try to distract yourself. You'd gotten up to the 17s by the time you heard your front door open, then fast footsteps to your room. Colston's heart broke when he saw you sitting there, teary eyed and breathing sharply. He quickly came to you, kneeling between your spread legs bringing his hands to your face.

"Hey, gorgeous."

You giggled, knowing you probably looked a mess. Your hair was in a now messy low ponytail with pieces falling and you'd only woken up a half hour ago. You melted into his hold before shakily responding.

"Hi, Colst."

"You breathin' alright, baby?"

You felt your breaths slowing and steadying, nodding at your boyfriend and trying to smile.

When you fully calmed down, you laid back on your bed with Colston while he held you. He pulled the hair tie out of your hair to run his fingers through it.

your father was awfully mean.

You couldn't even fully comprehend the situation. How could your dad not tell you? It made you feel like you were in high school again. During your freshman year, your sister had just been born, and your brother was barely two. Your parents were so focused on them that your relationship with them was severely damaged and strained. They just assumed their fifteen year old would be able to handle herself while they tried to wrangle two babies. They missed a lot that year, and it hurt. It had made you feel like you weren't apart of your own family, you felt too old and too different.

That relationship continued for the next two years, though it had ups and downs. It took until you were a senior in high school for your parents to realize they'd been neglecting you. One night after a football game at your high school you'd gotten into a car accident with your friends. No one was seriously or fatally injured, but you'd fractured your wrist. You sat alone in the emergency room with no way of going home because your parents wouldn't answer the phone. You were still seventeen so they couldn't let you go before a parent or guardian came for you.

You sat being pitifully comforted by nurses for over two hours before your dad called you back.

"Hello? What's up?"

You felt tears pricking in your eyes, the dull ache in your wrist adding to the whirlwind of emotions spiraling through you.

"I'm in the ER. I've been here since 9. Some car t-boned us going through the big intersection after the game. We're all fine, but my wrist is broken."

You let out a shaky breath, you hadn't spoken to your dad too much in the past week. It was football season so he was gone a lot, and there were also three children five and under running around your house all the time. You sighed as you looked down at the dark green cast on your forearm, hoping you could somehow wish yourself out of existence.

your favorite color is green.

"Oh shit, what? Sorry baby, I've been at the stadium all night. Did you call mom?"

"Only twenty times."

"She's probably been dealing with the littles. But what's going on? Are you alright?"

"I mean yeah, it hurts but whatever. I can't leave until one of you gets here. You have to sign some papers, I don't know."

Jesse Minter didn't know what to do. He felt like the worst dad.

"Well um, I'm leaving the stadium now. I'll call mom, if she answers I'll tell her to head there, since she'd be there faster than I can. I love you, sweetheart. Okay? I'm sorry, baby."

"It's whatever, dad. Love you too."

You hung up, sitting back in the uncomfortable waiting room chair, eyeing the brace on your wrist. You told the nurse someone would be there soon, and she nodded with a sad smile. Your dad showed up almost forty minutes later, giving awkward smiles as the ER staff gave him dirty looks. You felt so embarrassed. Your parents don't care enough to pick up the phone.

That night was rough, though it was technically the next morning when you got home a bit after midnight. Your dad informed your mom of what happened while you sat grimly on the couch, your legs pressed to your chest.

Your mom had a rough night with the littles, and hadn't had any time to check her phone before she fell asleep. You had felt like a stranger when they sat across from you on the ottoman. They apologized over and over, that night had come as a realization for the two of them. They'd realized that you were still growing up, that just because you were so much older than your siblings didn't mean they should feel good leaving you by yourself. You sat still as your mom hugged you for a while. You'd completely forgotten the comfort it was to be held by your mommy, it made you feel little again. You cried a lot, though the people pleaser inside of you still tried to tell your parents you were fine, what they did was fine. It wasn't. And you weren't.

it reminds you of the summer you turned three, running through sprinklers on your street.

Since then you'd been closer than ever before with your parents, especially since your dad started coaching at Michigan the same year you started. But this situation, it made you feel like all the progress had been pulled out from under you. It felt like you were still sitting in that waiting room.

You fell asleep in Colston's arms as his warm hands ran up and down your back. He didn't worry knowing today, Monday, both of you had no classes or anything else. Your mom called you while you slept, so Colston took the liberty to answer it.

"Hey, this is Colston."

"Oh, hi hun. Is she alright? I know it's not right but Jess just didn't know how to tell her."

Colston looked down at you, brushing hair from your eyes before replyig to your mom.

"She was not very good earlier. She had a panicky thing about it. But she fell asleep a while ago."

Panicky thing. That's what you'd always called them. Your moms heart ached but melted at the way Colston was taking care of you.

"She's not as upset about you guys leaving as she is about not knowing."

Your mom sighed, she knew her little girl. Jesse had begged her to let him tell their eldest daughter, but he couldn't get the courage. Sometimes even forty year old fathers are frightened by their nineteen year old daughters reactions.

Colston heard faint talking in the background of the call. 'Is that her?', and 'No it's Colston. Yes he's taking care of her. Yes she's upset, Jess.' Colston couldn't help but be upset with your parents, they knew this would hurt you, and they still let it happen.

Colston said a few more things to your mom, as politely as he could before ending the call, snuggling back into you and falling asleep.

You woke up groggily, with a headache. You immediately noticed the sleeping tight end beneath you, warming your heart, even if for just a moment. You grabbed your phone, checking the time. It was just past noon, you'd been sleeping for a while. You saw texts from your mom and dad, groaning internally. All you wanted to do was power off your phone, throw it in a drawer, and go back to sleep with your boyfriend. But, you knew you had to talk to your parents. You shifted out of Colston's gentle hold, silently leaving the room until you heard his voice behind you.

"Baby? Where are y'going?"

and you laugh, and you dance in the wind.

You turned to see him. He looked so warm and comfy, the sight beckoning you back to your bed. You fought off the temptation, sticking to your mission.

"I have to talk to my parents, Lovey."

He nodded, shifting around to get comfortable again without you.

"I love you, gorgeous. I'll be right here if you need me. Believe it or not, I feel prepared to be rude to your dad in your honor."

You faux gasped, a light laugh leaving your mouth. Although, it was rather adorable. You knew how much your dad usually intimidated Colston. Him willing to get on his bad side for you was insanely sweet.

"I'll be back soon."

Colston gave you one last wink before you left the room, settling on the couch as you started looking through the messages you'd recieved.

and you sway, and you hug, and you kiss.

Apologies, requests to talk, more apologies. You sighed, rolling your eyes. You called your dad, and there were barely two rings before he answered.

"Hey, sweetheart."

"Hi."

You felt a pit in your stomach over the silence that began looming. You felt the trust in your father that had finally regrown over the last two years being taken from you.

"I'm sorry."

"Well I'd hope so."

You were starting to feel angry, the longer you sat there in silence, the more you felt your sadness being buried by malice.

"Why didn't you tell me? That's completely fucked! You were talking about it like you had no interest in leaving. I don't even care, leave all you want. But don't lie to me! I thought we were all finished not telling each other stuff, I thought you guys were gonna start thinking about how I felt. Having to find out from an Instagram post is a low ass blow. How long have you known you were leaving? Is the house for sale? When are you guys moving to Los Angeles?"

Holy shit. You'd never snapped at your dad like that. Jesse Minter was confounded, he had finally pushed you to your limit, and the aftershock was brutal.

"Baby, please. I couldn't tell you. We feel horrible leaving you here."

"So, what? Were you gonna leave a note on the door for the next time I come over for dinner? 'To our daughter, sorry, we left, we live in Los Angeles now. Was nice knowing you!'"

"No! No, we were gonna tell you soon but then I found out yesterday I had to tell the guys this morning. You were supposed to know before everyone else."

"That's not true. You've known since the championship, haven't you? Obviously the coaching staff knew! I can't believe you and mom. How long have the kids known? How long has it been a 'little secret we're keeping from sissy'?"

You waited for answers, any answers. Answers that your father stuttered out, guilt lacing every word.

"Yes. Me and Jim talked about it a couple days after the championship. I've known that if the opportunity came up I'd go for a while. I'm sorry, baby. I know it's bad. There's no excuse I could make to make it alright. I just want you to know that I'm sorry, and I love you. I wish I had talked to you about it, seriously. I just truly didn't know how to tell you, it's gonna be really hard for me to leave you here. You're my girl, my baby. But I know that you have so many people here that love and take care of you."

Your anger was slowly dissipating, the overall sadness coming back to you. You'd be without your family within an hour of you for the first time in your life. That was so scary.

but there's darkness behind those eyes.

You weren't truly angry with your family, you were afraid to be without them. If you knew you would've told him to go and live out his dreams. You were just scared to drift from them.

After talking to your dad a little longer, then to your mom for a while, you hung up the phone.

You felt tears prick in your eyes as you pulled your knees to your chest, wrapping your arms around them. You took a few deep breaths, trying to figure out how you were gonna do this without them. You knew deep down everything would be okay, but that didn't stop the voices in your head from making you scared.

You heard light footsteps before seeing Colston peek his head around the archway. His eyes immediately softened seeing your position.

"Hey, coach. What's up, baby? You feel any better?"

You shrugged as he came to sit by you, sucking in a deep breath. His hand ran up and down your back, soothing you. You tried to give him a smile, but you still looked pitifully sad.

even when you smile.

"I don't know, Colst. It's just scary. My dad got the job here the same year I started here, so my whole family had moved here. I've never been far from them, I know it's immature but I'm scared."

oh, summer child.

"Hey, no. It's not immature, it's completely appropriate. You didn't get the homesickness of leaving your family when you came to college, and now that they're the ones going far away I know it definitely feels worse. Last year when we got here I was scared too. Especially after football ended and my parents weren't flying here every other weekend to see me play. I hated being alone. But, I found people that felt like family. I had the guys, other friends, this one really cute girl that barely gave me the time of day because she was way out of my league and her dad was one of my coaches."

you don't have to act like all you feel is mild.

You laughed, moving to hug Colston. He said the exact words you needed to hear. You thought about the people who filled your cup. Colston was obviously the first person who came to mind. But there were also all your other amazing friends, your best girl friend, a couple other football players, the group of girls you loved, and so many more.

"Thank you for taking care of me, Colston. I don't say that to you enough. My dad said on the phone that it was gonna be hard to leave me here but he knew there were lots of people here that love me and take care of me. I know he was talking about you. They love you a lot Colston."

you don't really love the sun, it drives you wild.

Colston was speechless. He felt real good about the fact that your parents felt comfortable to leave you in his care. They knew the extent of his love for you, and were in awe of just how perfectly he treated you. The princess treatment they knew their daughter deserved.

He squeezed you tighter, leaving a kiss on your neck.

"I love you, so 'm gonna take care of you. You mean more than anything t'me."

You mumbled the three words right back, holding him tightly.

you're a lying summer child.

-

You're laying in your bed. It's almost 8pm on Friday night and all you've done is rot since you got home from classes in the late afternoon.

It's been a couple days since finding out about your dad leaving. It's been a rough couple of days. You hadn't seen Colston since that day you found out, you were both so busy, and he'd had a large mix of practices, trainings, and physical therapy appointments over the last few days.

Colston texted, making you smile. He'd asked if he could call you, to which you immediately replied yes. You swipe the answer button the second the call popped up.

"Hi Lovey."

"Hi, gorgeous."

You could hear his smile, he was planning something.

"Would you like to go out tonight?"

"Like bar or date going out?"

"A date, coach, obviously. Can't take you anywhere, too many wandering eyes."

You laughed heartily, if Colston was with you you would've slapped his chest while his hands wandered below your hips. Ugh, is it obvious you missed his touch?

"Shut up, Colston. Thought you said you could fight?"

"Oh, of course I can. Don't doubt that for a second. I just don't appreciate other guys checkin' you out. But to be honest, they can look all they want and still won't be the one 'ya sleep with."

You told him to shut up again, your skin from your chest to your ears flaming. You talked to him for a little longer before he told you he'd pick you up in twenty five minutes, and to dress comfy and warm.

You were donning a large pair a sweatpants and one of Colston's hoodies when he knocked on your door. You opened the door with a giddy smile, immediately pulling him into your apartment.

"Hi baby."

You greeted him right before wrapping your arms around his neck and kissing him. When you pulled away from him, you stepped back and realized you two were practically matching. Grey sweats and a navy Michigan hoodie.

"So you're trying to be me now?"

"Hello, you're in my sweatshirt, and my sweatpants? I'd say if one of us is copying the other, it isn't me."

"Actually these are my sweatpants, so."

Colston immediately turned you around, twisting the waistband of your sweatpants to look at the tag.

"Hm, that explains why there's 'C. L.' in sharpie on the tag."

Oh, maybe they were Colston's.

"Fuck you and your need to label all your clothing as yours."

You scurried away from him and back towards your room, opening your closet to pick out your shoes. You opted for your Ugg slippers, which of course were pretty much the same as the ones Colston had chosen to wear tonight.

One mirror picture of your matching outfits later, you were holding hands as you walked down to the car. It was early spring in Ann Arbor, but it still got pretty chilly in the night.

"So where are we even going?"

You realized you had no clue what you were doing, it reminded you of your first date. The drive in movie he surprised you with sent your heart soaring.

"It's a surprise, I know how much you love 'em."

You rolled your eyes playfully, thanking him as he opened the passenger door of his truck for you, holding your hand as he helped you in. You settled in and put your seatbelt on as Colston went around the hood, climbing in. His hand went straight to kneading your thigh once he'd put the truck in drive. Your wrapped your arms around his, as always pulling up his sweatshirt sleeve to trace over his tattoo.

Now whenever you drove with Colston, you kept staring when he turned to look. You didn't snap your head forward like a nervous tween girl, you'd smile deeply when he caught you looking, mumbling a greeting to him.

You drove for almost an hour, your music of choice playing through the car. Happy Instead by Zach Bryan played as Colston pulled to a stop in a rocky parking lot. You weren't really paying attention to where you'd been driving, but you smiled widely when you turned and saw the Lake Erie sign. He'd brought you to Stoney Point, where date #3 had taken place for the two of you, and now was a place where he took you every so often.

The small parking lot was semi-full, which was unusual, especially for this time of night.

"Know this week's been rough, sweetheart. Thought you'd like to come 'ere."

arent you way too busy, taking care of everybody, to take care of yourself?

You leaned over the center console, taking his face in your hands and kissing him.

"This is great, Colst. Thank you, baby."

You mumbled against his lips, kissing him again before turning to get out of the car. To which Colston reached and grabbed your hand, giving you a look that screamed, 'stay put.' so you did. Colston climbed out, going around the hood before opening your door, giving you a smile as he helped you down and out of the truck.

He held your hand as he guided you to the steps leading to the rocky sand. Once you got over the steps, your eyes immediately were attracted to the large bonfire a little ways down the shore. You saw the group surrounding the bonfire, before furrowing your eyebrows when you realized they were your friends. You turned to Colston, halting in your steps.

"What's going on, baby?"

"Well, we've all been thinkin' about you. We just wanted to hang out and be with you, sweetheart. Everyone's been wantin' to make sure you're okay."

when the sun goes missing, aren't the flowers just as pretty?

Your vision blurred with tears, you quickly turned to wrap your arms around Colston, thanking him repeatedly.

"You're so sweet, Colst."

He just laughed and kissed you, telling you you deserved it before pulling you down the shore. Once your friends caught sight of you, they were all shouting merrily towards you two.

Your best friend ran over, almost tackling you in a hug.

"Hi lovebug! Oh, I missed you so much!"

You felt the tears well up again, hugging her tightly.

"I missed you too, pretty."

aren't the oceans just as deep?

Once she let you go, you made rounds hugging everyone else, smiling especially wide when you saw some of Colston's teammates standing a little farther from the fire.

"Hi ladies."

You giggled as you approached them, JJ McCarthy immediately jumping to hug you tightly.

"Hey! How are you doing?"

"I'm alright, this has definitely improved my overall mood!"

You pulled away from him, going to hug Donovan, Blake, and Will. Colston came over to the five of you, wrapping his arm around your hips as you fell into conversation. You talked with them for a while before being beckoned over to a group of your girlfriends sitting in camping chairs on the opposite side of the fire.

As you walked away Colston's eyes followed you, his heart soaring seeing you smiling so brightly. The voice of Will across from him bringing his eyes from you.

the trees as green?

"Dude, you know we all like her and all. But, do you really think she didn't know about all of it?"

Colston's eyes darkened, his hand subconsciously pulling into a fist.

"What are you trying to say? That's she's lying to everyone? Fuck are you on, man?"

"Whoa, Will. Man, there's no need to be like that. She didn't know, that's why she's been so upset. Minter lied to her about it."

JJ talked Will down while Blake put his hand on Colston's shoulder, telling him to chill.

"Nah, bro. You don't come out here then pull this shit. We know you're fucking pissy he's leaving, don't try to be a dickhead about it. It's not her fucking fault. The only reason I'm not slapping the fuck out of you right now is because she's over there, and you're not about to ruin this for her."

and as for me, i'll watch you weep.

Colston turned and left his teammates, going to see what was up with the couple of hockey players that he'd invited.

You obliviously talked to your friends, smiling and giggling with them. You were pulled into one of your closest girlfriend's laps as you talked to them.

"Okay but seriously, how are you feeling? We felt horrible when Colston texted everyone about this."

"Honestly, I'm fine. I mean, I'm still really upset, but I'll get over it. I think it'll be whatever, I didn't think my dad would stay forever."

They nodded, sending sympathetic smiles your way. You gratefully accepted a Diet Coke from one of your friends as you continued to talk to them about everything. After a while, you got up and mingled with your other friends that were there. Your former dorm mate and the other girls from the old building stood with you for a little bit before you felt your hand being tugged.

You turned and made eye contact with Colston, smiling.

"Hi Lovey,"

You said it quietly, not wanting to interrupt the girls around you. He smiled, rubbing his thumb over your knuckles.

"what's up?"

He shook his head before nodding down towards the water. You nodded, silently following behind him, hands still locked together.

oh, summer child.

He brought you right to where the last dry sand was, the water lapping a dozen or so feet in front of you. You leaned your head against the side of his shoulder, overwhelmed by how warm he was even in the cold of the night. He smelled like how he usually did, the cologne he used called "cosmic cowboy", and the eucalyptus of his shampoo. On top of the usual aroma was a layer of smoke, it danced around in your head until you felt dizzy.

"I love you, Colston. The most."

Your eyes felt heavy as you stared out at the water. The moon was almost full as it glowed over the lake, accented by tiny stars.

"I love you more than anything."

Warmth grew in your stomach, spreading to your heart.

"You know it's okay to be real' sad about this baby? You don't have to act like you're okay, especially not with me. I know how much it hurt you, gorgeous. You don't have to act like you are only ever happy. I don't want you to brush off your feelings anymore."

you don't have to act like all you feel is mild.

He said the words quietly, and full of nothing but love. It was true that you were acting like it didn't affect you like it truly did. That's what you'd had to do since your baby siblings had been born, you'd had to pretend everything was fine, even when it wasn't, you weren't. You turned and wrapped your arms around Colston's waist, his arms immediately enveloping your shoulders. You felt tears prick in your eyes as your forehead pressed against his collarbone.

"Thank you for caring for me. Thank you for always being the one to be there. You don't know how badly I needed you, need you."

you don't really love the sun, it drives you wild.

"'M always gonna be here, gorgeous. Never leavin' you alone. Stuck with me."

"Wouldn't wanna be stuck with anyone else."

You stood there silently, hugging on the shore. You were sure your absence didn't go unnoticed, but you didn't really care. You interrupted the peace with a thought.

"Does my dad leaving mean I can give you hickies now?"

Colston's perfect laugh cut through the soft aquatic air. He pulled away from you just a little, shifting to hold your face.

"That's what you're thinking about? Markin' me up now that your dad won't see?"

"I mean, I've been marking you up where he can't see, so."

One of Colston's hand moved to pat your ass as he pulled you into a intoxicating kiss, earning awes and whoops from your friends up the sand. You decided in that moment that everything would be okay.

you're a lying, summer child.

[elle-greenaways-wife]

YELLOWJACKETS SEASON 3 EPISODE 10 THOUGHTS (FINALE) (SPOILERS) (WHAT THE FUCK)

guys i'm scared

HANNAH GOING FULL YJ WITH THE CROSSBOW HOLY

nat crashing out at misty ofc

oh jesus thats kodi

lottie ml

THE DREAM SEQUENCES OMG

wait LOTTIE AND LOTTIE oh honey i need to hug her

the staircase dream❗❗

oh my god tai honey

TEARS IN MY EYES

NOT THE FLASHBACKS I AM CRYING

OH SHE ATE THAT

HIYA CALLIEEEE

oh why is misty there

OH WHAT

FYM 'BEFORE YOU KILLED HER'

OH MY GOD IT WAS CALLIE? i take back the walter theory guys im so sorry

It

petition for cllie to go shauna-level insane next season

OH SHIT SHE PUSHED HER

o hey jeff

HE KNOWS

i don't even know how to feel about this

oh akilah honey no NOT THE ANIMALS

wait shauna's hair is so prettyyyyyy

YOWZA it's hunt time ladies

i fear for all the brunette characters rn

evil lesbians omg

OH THEY LEFT

honestly go them

eerie lottie my fave genre

CARD TIME

'i trust whatever It wills' ooooooh scary

MARI NO MARI NO WHAT NK MAURI WHT ATGEVDUCK

WHAT THE FUCK DO THEY MEAN MARI

lottie's smile as she counts oh im sick

'MY FAVORITE THOUGHTS ARE JACKIE'S'??? OH I'M SICKKKKK

shauna at mistys house oop

'the shock of you taking responsibility for your actions just might give me a stroke' oh and she ate with that

'YOU WERE BUSY EATING YOUR EX-GIRLFRIENDS ARM'

RUN MARI PLEASE RUN

NO MARI

THATS THE DRESS

IT CAN'T BE HER

the box!

hannah knows ab the phone oh

i don't believe her if i'm being real. i don't think she wants to get out of there

lottie ml

O SHE DID IT MY POOR BABY AKILAH

akilah don't try it, lottie is jesus now

RUN MARI RUN

fuck shauna found the footprints

'mari's my friend' AHAHGHEJJDHDJAKWKWJWHDFJ

MARI RUN

o shit go melissa

LOTTIE FOUND HER

lottie can so see the future

NO

taking a break

had to go cry at my dad i'm back now (this is devastating mari was my second favorite and now i will never recover)

GO MELISSA

why couldn't you have killed her

SHE TWITCHED

crying again seeing her in the pit is horrendous

now who is tai talking to

oh it's misty

really thought they were gonna reveal another survivor at this stage of the show i am delusional

GET OUT OF HERE WALTER I STILL DON'T LIKE YOU

oh van sweetie

the close up of her face was not needed that is too personal to me

the switches between s1 and s3 are insane

whatever happens to shauna is deserved and i can't lie about that

THE NOTE WAS UNDER THE FRIDGE THE WHOLE TIME

the robes of the antler queen

IT'S MARI'S HAIR I AM SO SICK

oh 2021 shauna will go crazy next season

THEY SWITCHED CLOTHES WHERE IS NAT

MISTY'S SMIRK

oh yes nat, run free queen

OH MY GOD IT HAS SIGNAL

'I CAN HEAR YOU'

FULL CIRCLE IS CORRECT HOLOY SHIT

well this has been... fun. lots of thoughts. see you all next season!

[stinkw333d]

S3E7 morning rewatch stream of thoughts! spoilers, obviously

-So what, would Joel McHale just not play fake gay? not casting him to be Older Paul was such a missed opportunity imo, especially now that we know Ben’s dead! whatever

-Oh she wants to fuck him, fuck him. surprise surprise. i dont think robbie-edwin is gonna last long, dw girl get in there

-This Frog/Zeus story. Cool foreshadowing bro!

-HA frog dorks

-AYO THE SYMBOL JUST DROPPED AGAIN

-YOU WILL GO HOME VAN!! I SWEAR!!

-oh misty not the bone

-I KNEW LOTTIE WOULD GET HIS ASS THE SECOND SHE DISAPPEARED FROM FRAME LAST EPISODE! I SAW IT!! VINDICATION!!

-i’m as excited as shauna is by her doing that, i’m dead serious

-Soapy baby we’re gonna get you that Emmy

-He should’ve just shot melissa’s hat off like William Tell and the apple.

-mari, never ever get less stupid please.

-Hat won’t die right? that was a non fatal hit, just the shoulder.

-oh sure, the one thing that could invoke empathy in terrorist shauna sadecki. be so fr

-POORLY FURNISHED ☝️ jeff you diva never change

-“you’re the love of my life,” i actually have terrible news for you about your wife, Jeffrey

-yes callie, cook!

-Other Tai snoring is awesome

-MYSTERIOUS QUIGLEY??

-oh so everyone knew about the sleepwalking, sick

-SOAPY MY GIRL!!

-Hannah your instincts are garbage fr

-oh they all feel terrible about Hannah immediately What Did They Do To Her

-“your track record’s iffy” get her ass Van

-Other Tai does not want to go with shauna at all lmao, she had OTHER PLANS THIS WEEKEND!!

-why would you ever find out about the shame child of the woman you murdered as teenagers, misty?

OH GOD DAMN IT GO TO HELL FINE

-rip Gen i guess

-“Halfsies on some floss picks?” was that a christina improv what the fuck was that line

-I love Tai’s evil long leather trench coat. to signify that she’s evil now.

-“I will live that way, for you!” LIKE A SERIAL KILLER??

-where did Van get that lesbian pocket knife? the wilderness’ lesbian supplies outlet?

-Froggy :)

-HER MOM MY SHAYLA

-“the village” i thought that was only ok when behind the scenes Liv Hewson said it

-is… is Travis gonna accidentally shoot Akilah? i can’t not be anxious every time she’s on screen

-oh shit she BURIED IT!!

-Did Joel McHale name his own character? what the fuck is Kodiak about? freak ass white boy

-hannah you’re cooked i fear

-Shauna actually isn’t wrong, but she shouldn’t say it in that many words.

-“sorry,” aw van

-Van you’ve always known what kind of sociopath misty is

-*intense Gen X typing noises*

- I’ve always suspected Van had lung/throat cancer :(… unless that’s fake? i hope

-“that is not good,” thank you misty very helpful misty

-SHE DODGED THE CROSSBOW? I KNOW THATS RIGHT, MYSTERIOUS!!

-“my glasses! my glasses!” finally misty’s velma moment

-oh good akilah’s fine. for now.

-Travis what ARE you doing?

-“she’s my wife!” SENATOR TAISSA “Liar”TURNER!! 🫡

-MISTY PLEASE SOME SPACE

-aw they’re actually so sad about van :( me too ladies

-so not fake? :( that was real Van blood?

-Get her ass misty

-yeah this tracks for shauna 100%

-“the devil’s calling!” actually the devil’s a lesbian and she’s sitting fifteen feet away from you, sir

-nono nooo no no no please don’t no please god no pleaE NOT THE VISION

-“really? fire?”

-sorry but no shit van

-“i need her right now” :(

-Van blease do not die.

-oh lottie please stop doing that, girl ew

-yeah whatever mel’s dead, fuck you guys

-mari i love you forever, girlie

-OH FUCJ

-Courtney we’ll get u an Emmy as well queen

-Shauna: Horny, Mel: Pissed. Shauna is too horny to tell.

-if Hannah isn’t pit girl im gonna crash out

-Jeff hates the Jolly Hitcher so bad lmfao

-callie that’s just boring twitter discourse, move on. your mom’s just forever a traumatized 17 year old girl and you have to be fine with that.

-Callie hates her mom so bad she’s just praying at this point that she murdered someone for her own justification

-YES IT’S THE oh well no, almost.

-still no Hillary Swank? I’ll kill you. also i guess we didn’t actually watch Mel die though so i may have overreacted earlier.

-fine. if/when Mel dies Shauna’s crashout will be legendary, what about it?

-i love this fucking show

[frostyclove]

episode 5 spoilers

part 1 - the teens minus the tai/van scenes. its too long im not subjecting yall to my whole episode thoughts at once

Rabies plot still on. Ben asks about the goats mother being sick. We cant see the mouth of the goat. Akilah gonna die of rabies im so sorry guys start preparing emotionally. Plus the llama line

This scene was crazy to watch because I think we all predicted different parts. Tai being the one to weild the death after being the prosecutor ? Shauna giving the bonkers option so that everything else seems kinda normal in comparison? Nat trying her hardest to find a normal way through it? A moral way? Shauna cracking jokes about him dying of old age (shes right but its interesting that they don’t take that as a good option; shows just how quickly Shauna is gaining power; im shocked nat is still technically even in charge)

Also they now have their own rules like crazy. ‘We found him guilty it’s simple’ - it’s at this point that the truth doesnt matter. Only their perception of the truth. And I think thats going to very much matter as the season goes on 

It is a fitting death Shauna but we do not need to be that vicious babes I do love the dramatic irony but I am with nat that is torture 

Also insane that nat keeps accidentally damning coach like girl shut up 

Shauna v nat is exactly what fandom has felt like for the past few weeks love u guys 

Really curious what led van to so confidently blurt out the king of hearts bit. Theres something there and I wanna know what it is. What does suicide king mean does it have a meaning or did van just make that up

Tai looked stressed af at that. Tai didn’t like that

Intersting that van is handing out the cards. 

Should we have a whole tarot spread and what it pairs to in a normal deck and to be comping it to what card they pulled or do you think that’s doing too much because I know if I was writing it I would have taken the time to pair that all up or at least tried but idk 

Shaunas fuck ass face is saying ‘y’all wish you just handed me the gun now dont you?’

Robin is such a sweetie theres no way shes not pit girl at this point 

poor tai by baby im sorry theyre putting you through this but you did literally make this happen miss ‘ill be prosecution’ 

Shauna hat whittle scene 

Yes girl whittle away 

Melissa I may have underestimated you that line was funny as fuck nobody has a better Shauna read than you

(Guys I love Jackie too but Jackie was sometimes shitty to Shauna its just the nature of homoerotic friendships in a plane crash okay) 

Also someone described Melissa as the sheath to Shaunas knife and honestly thats such a good read on them im never unseeing that 

Cute ass gift ngl Melissa may truly be deeply into Shauna 

Also its a case of everyone knew rather than Melissa stalker I think 

Lottie/akilah/travis 

Ngl travis looks hot as hell this episode hes really finding his stride as Lottie backup 

The wrap around Lotties neck - I know it’s for the gas but it also just kinda is soooo reminiscent of the slap bracelet. There something there

Lotties so good at convincing people of things girl certainly was getting good grades in english class on those persuasive essays

Oracle of Delphi is gonna matter any smarties on that got takes on it ? 

Shes in the antler queen outfit 

Gotta use some suspense of disbelief on how theyre handling gas but thats not the biggest of issues its very subtle

Big love protective older brother travis vibe - also that haircut I need it on more lesbians its so hot 

Why’d they leave the rope ?

Lottie is mildly obsessed with timing. Curious if that’ll be expanded on

Lottie somehow still right. Somehow still effective. Travis stressed as hell. Poor guy. 

Akilah dream - cool as hell 

Ben; the bridge back to civilization ; but darkness. An unknown. A smog. Shaunas leadership time. It will be dark, it will be scary. But they will feel safe, adding onto the ‘their perception is what truly matters ; not the truth’ aspect that I think is the core of the season 

No interesting to note - they have him drawn and quartered in the dream. Another form of medieval torture. Food for thought

Misty/ben/fish/ending

Okay this goes later but it’s on my brain - ben didn’t eat the fish. I think there will be consequences for that. But I dont know what . Its got me stressed 

Bens like damn good food what are they gonna do execute me ? And misty all teary eyed is like “yeah….” Cute af if he wasn’t like dying 

I love misty in this scene , shes really grown so much 

You can tell coach is like, really frustrated that he has to comfort misty even though hes the one dying but he also just like has given up on life so he just doesnt seem to care either. Its such an interesting place for a character to be

The makeup team did so good with him

This may sound odd but this scene feels very informed by video games. Like this is the scene in any single player story game (thing TWD, TLOU, or BG3) where you say goodbye to the one helpful and soul character before everything goes to utter shit before the final act. It’s really well done I really enjoy it. 

The way he looks at her crying omg then she just says bye like… poor guy 

My poor baby 

Shauna needs to fuck Melissa some more the girl has too much frustration and im losing patience with her by the ep no reason to be doing all that hun

Poor nat. Nat giving up her power. Giving the necklace to the next chosen. Except this turn its chosen as sacrifice (well, ish)

Ben really tries to appeal to nat. he thinks nat is the one thats going to do it. shes holding the gun. He thinks shes the one to kill him. And then hes blindfolded before he sees nat hand it over to tai. He thinks his basically adopted daughter is the one who is going to execute him. I cry. 

I am misty in this scene big cry 

Even with the Lottie interruption - this is the girls CHOOSING , VOLENTARILY , to go forth as part of the wilderness. To hand over their connection to civilization. handing the power from nat (a moral and reasonable leader) to Shauna (a brutal and vicious one). This is the moment they fully cross over into, basically, wild animal territory. And id expect the party in the next episode to be a reflection of the crowing of a new leader, and thats what Shauna is so hoppy about in the trailer - being handed the power of leadership. 

First time seeing gen with a personality and I can say I dont really like her - shes another Shauna puppy it seems 

Then tai gets handed the gun, coach blinded. Great work on part of the cast and crew scene is great but Im about to focus on my love <3

Tai bawling. Tai barely able to hold the gun. No longer steady. Now breaking down. Losing it. Id bet she can hardly even see. Growing more and more stressed by the moment 

The sound work is crazy good gotta take a moment for the sound team <33

Then she shivers so hard she can barely hold the gun. And her stress has reached a high enough point. Other tai is here. Tai will be okay. Other tai will take care of her. Thank you other tai 

And van notices, the shift in physicality is obvious. But theres a relaxation there. Because tai will be okay. And other tai shoots 

And I swear in this moment I thought travis was dead. Then I remembered he died as an adult. And then I thought they were doing the killing them twice thing. But hes not hes fine. Other tai has killer aim, but luckily nobody got hit. 

Impeccably almost late timing from Lottie though

Other tai already gone though interestingly enough

No but seriously thank you Lottie good job gal theyre gonna scream at her but she did so good saving him there. Well. She tried. 

I honestly thought Shauna was gonna just end him right there. She walked onto frame and I went ‘ahh the coup its usurping time’ but no thats not what’s happening lol

Crazy parallels of her making Melissa do it. Bens screams into the otherwise quiet night. Misty losing it. I dont think the plan was exactly to cut his achilles, but since he was fighting back with it it was an easy target. I do appreciate that Shauna respects a clean knife though thanks for not crossing anybody’s blood we dont need to get blood diseases that would just make everything complicated 

Welcome to the end of their morals. They died that night. Lottie, travis, nat, Mari, misty, and honestly even kinda van all lost their power that night. It’s now Shaunas wilderness. And it will be interesting to see how that goes for them leading into their rescue (which will likely be at the end of this season) 

[bambisribbon]

𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓲𝓮𝓻 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓷 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻

boyfriend!rafe x reader

warnings: profanity, arguments, drunk driving, drug use, breakup. i think thats it. read at your own discretion.

it was great. in the beginning. you and rafe were a pair, seemingly soulmates. everything about him was amazing. he was there for you, a shoulder to cry on. he was everything and more. he constantly put in an effort. but, good things never last. he got addicted to coke, drank nearly everyday, and you two constantly got into arguments.

you had distanced yourself from everybody, your friends, your siblings, your parents. rafe was all you saw, and you were clung to him with a white knuckled dying grip. no matter how depressed you were, you were attatched. you simply couldn’t leave. you told yourself he was going through a rough patch, that he was just stressed, but you could never fully convince yourself.

rafe called your phone late at night. he was drunk, or high, or both. you picked up, despite it being so late. “rafe..?” you whisper. “b-baby, hey. uhh, can you c-come pick me- us- up, we’re uh, on the road next to the beach.” you mutter a curse under your breath, and reluctantly agree. you drove to where he was, and he climbed into you front seat, with topper and kelce, and topper’s new girlfriend, ruthie in the back. rafe pits a jand on your thigh as you drive, and you pull your leg away.

as you dropped everybody off to their respective homes, you pulled into the tannyhill driveway. you let out an angry huff, and the tension in the air is palpable. “why are you so fucking angry all the time? shit.” rafe mutters under his breath. “why am i so angry all the time? you’re really asking me that? i’m like this because of you!” you shout. rafe looks at you with nothing behind his eyes. he lets out a humorless chuckle, and he runs his larger hand through his hair. “oh and what the hell did i do? huh? fucking answer me y/n!” he matches your tone. “you made all of my moments your own. you constantly call me when you’re drunk or high out of your fucking mind, rafe! you only listen to your fucking friends, you make me so unhappy!” once you stop yelling, the silence in the air is awkward and uncomfortable.

you try and hide the hot tears falling from your eyes, you try and stop ot, but you can’t you can’t stop them. they wont stop falling. “you made me feel so fucking small, so miniscule, like i didn’t even matter! you make me miserable, rafe. you are- were- my everything. and all you do is tolerate me. i made you my temple, my mural, my motherfucking sky.” you say between sobs. “that’s a bunch of fucking bullshit, and you know it. and why the hell are you crying, you fucking started this argument, y’know?” rafe says, tapping his temples with his fingers.

“you made me hate this city! i never talked shit about you, i never told anyone anything bad! i was there for you, but you couldn’t see that. instead you ran to alcohol and coke. you know what? get the fuck out of my car.” you look at rafe with storms in your eyes. “you don’t mean that. don’t make me go. if you make me go we’re done. i’m fucking serious.” he says, hand on the door. “just go. get the fuck out of my sight, rafe.” he nods angrily, and climbs out of your car, slamming the door. he walks into his house, leaving you with nothing but a look back. you stayed in the tannyhill driveway for 20 more minutes sobbing. as you entered your home, you tiptoed to avoid waking anybody. you entered your room and flopped down on your bed.

you bury your face in the pillows and let out silent sobs. it’s not like anything you can believe. you and rafe were over. you felt it coming, yet you were in denial. you soon fall asleep, your dreams full of rafe’s eyes, his smile, his hair, his hands. everything in your life was a reminder of him. hell, you were even in his hoodie and an old pair of basketball shorts now.

you woke up due to the sweet summer sun grazing your face. for a moment, you’re at peace, then everything comes rushing back. “this can’t be the end, it just can’t be.” you think. you reminisce on the times where things were good, before rafe was on coke. life was amazing then, but now, not so much.

rafe on the other hand had found his solace in a dime bag. he wipes angry tears from his face, and punches his wall. “i ruin everything, i’m such a dissapointment.” he says to himself quietly. he makes a split decision, and gets in his car. he drives to your house and rings the doorbell, hoping you’ll answer.

[aurooraaaaaaa]

angstier lil drabble bcuz im in a bad mood :< (draft)

this fic contains age regression , it is not a kink and purely sfw !! i myself have regressed be4 ( and i miss it ) so have this hehe :3

!! pls do not read if in a bad spot mentally or are regressed while reading ( tagged with age regressor tags aswell ) !!

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tags; angst , hurt / comfort , implied traumatic childhood , kinda cg!phantom , little!aurora , aurora calls phantom 'dada' ( and he calls himself that ) , talks of recent sh

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those nights were the worst. waking up in a cold sweat with an ickie nightmare , having nobody around , a dark and cold , clammy room which just made everything worse .. aurora knew she had to find somebody before she slipped. she slid on her favourite little slippers , the ones she had ever since her first yule topside.

the world felt too heavy on auroras shoulders , thats how she knew she was slipping faster and faster - never a good sign for aurora. she slid out of her dark room and into the softly lit hallway of the ministrt. she didn't need to check the time to know it was late. aurora slowly waddled her way down to somebody she knew she could trust , hoping he was still awake .. phantom. her tiny fist knocked softly on the door - almost too quiet to be heard.

"yes? it- oh, sweet girl c'mere .."

as soon as phantom spoke , aurora let her tears flow. all it took was his voice to help push her into regressing fully. she wrapped her body around him tightly , tears silent but angry and just cried for a few minutes while he gently soothed her. words weren't exactly needed , his touch alone was more than enough for aurora.

"can you tell dada whats going on , little sparkle?"

"i-i had a nightmare where-where i was back in the pits and .. and it was bad dada- he-he hurt me!"

auroras voice was breaking with each word she forced out , her body trembling as her angry sobs reduced to nothing more than quiet whimpers and hiccups that wouldn't go away until she was fast asleep. not that phantom didn't mind however. he gently led her inside , a soft yellow glow filling her vision as he gently sat her down on the bed.

phantom didn't force aurora to speak as they sat beside eachother , he just gently rubbed her back , soothing words and petnames that made her tummy feel all fuzzy and silly left his lips. they always took it at her pace ..

"you're doing so well, wisp .. keep breathing , okay? squeeze my hand if you need to - just focus on dada right now .. he's not leaving baby"

aurora nodded softly at phantoms words before she looked down sadly. she tugged her pretty pink shorts up high enough where fresh self harm scars sat - a sign of her big brains mess of emotions and trauma. she knew she fucked up , and it was clear on his face.

"'m sorry dada .."

"oh sweet baby .. why didn't you come find dada?"

"was .. was scared dada hated m' a-and he didn't want m'rounds.."

"oh babygirl .. dada never wants you to hurt yourself out of fear or anxiety , okay? even if dadas fast asleep , come find me and i'll make all those ickie thoughts leave my princess' sweet lil brain like a good dada should."

"thanksies dada .. i-i .."

"dont make yourself sick by thinking about it honey , lets get your pacifier first and get some cuddles in before bed , yeah?"

aurora nodded softly as she watched phantom search around for a spare pacifier he kept for every little one who came by. hers was bedazzled with a small pink heart on it and the words 'moonbeam' written on the handle. it was actually sodo who made it with a regressed swiss .. the sweetest thing ever , really. the two worked hard on it and she cheriehed it - not as much as the one cirrus and cumulus bedazzled together however.

she slipped the pacifier in between her lips , suckling the little nipple softly as phantom wiped away her tears , holding her close. he helped her move down onto the pillows , spooning her while she got into a good position. he'd do whatever she needed , that was a rule phantom never let himself break. what aurora needed mattered so much than a silly problem like the dishes. she was his little snugglebug right now , and those nightmares didn't matter.

phantom gently played with auroras hair as she nuzzled into his chest , their scents mixed together to create an even more comforting atmosphere for her to fall asleep too , it paired well with his humming .. some random tune , but one that was nice.

"goodnight , my little moonbeam .. no more nightmares with dada around - and no more ickie monsters either .."

[fuyuswifey]

|Cry Baby|

Pairing: Hanagaki Takemichi x fem!reader

Cw: Cursing, masturbation, oral (male receiving), dacryphilia, established relationship, bttm!Takemichi, top!reader

💫In which everyone calls Takemichi a crybaby, but you call him it for a different reason💫

Everyone knows Takemichi as a crybaby. Regardless of what the situation is, there was never something that didn’t bring him to tears. Thats just how he was. Whether he was crying over his friends, or maybe just due to overwhelming emotions. He was just a crybaby.

However you call him a cry baby for a different reason. Like right now, when he’s sitting on the couch, hands gripping at the cushion underneath him, his bottom lip tucked between his teeth, and tears forming in his eyes. He was looking down at you through his glossy eyes, watching as your thumb ran over his sensitive tip, pulling a whine out of him.

Takemichi was always more on the sensitive side. It could be something as simple as kissing his neck, and he’d already be withering around. So now to have you teasing his most sensitive body part. Yeah, he was a mess.

“B-Baby… please, do something” He whimpered out. You could only chuckle in response, finding it amusing how sensitive and close he was just from your teasing. You always wanted to please your baby though, so of course you were quick to take his throbbing shaft into your mouth.

The way he let out a loud “fuck!” at the feeling your warm mouth around him was music to your ears. You bobbed your head at a normal pace, because honestly you knew it wouldn’t be long before he would be cumming.

You couldn’t help but keep your eyes on him while you bobbed your head. Why would you even want to look away when your boyfriend was in literal tears. No not his eyes just filled to the brim, but streams coming down his face. He always looked so pretty like this to you. You wouldn’t dare look away.

He wants to tell you that he’s close, but he can’t form words. The only thing he can let out is a bunch of non coherent babble. You know him better than anyone though, so when his hips are pushing forward, and his hands are moving to the back of your head to push you farther on his member until you nose is flushed against his pubic hair, you’re know he’s close. When he’s cumming down your throat, you’re expecting it.

He let’s out a growl that sounded like it came from the pit of his stomach. His chest is rising and falling heavily, tears staining his cheeks. It was a beautiful sight that only you got to see.

You slowly rose to your feet, sitting next to him as you wipe away any stray tears on his face with a teasing grin on your face.

“You’re such a crybaby Takemichi”.

A/n: I never see any writings for my baby Takemichi (if y’all ever stumble upon some please send me them <3). Anyways I hope you enjoy 💞

[comet-forgot-you]

What about River comforting R? Like R’s super ‘tough and reserved’ and all ‘idgaf’, but just breaks when River’s around.

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breathe

river x reader

summary: river comforts you after a very unexpected anxiety attack.

warnings: anxiety, anxiety attack i think thats all

a/n: this is my first time writing something that isnt smut. kinda nervous lol. i had to look up hurt/comfort prompts before settling on this one. do not repost for any reason.

the room felt like it was getting smaller and smaller, a pool of worry gathering in the pit of your stomach. your eyes darted around the booth, hyperaware of every single surrounding. the sound of the person breathing next to you, the sound of the fan rattling in the corner, the words of river’s friends talking getting jumbled together. it was like every sound was heightened.

it was sudden, you didnt know where the sudden wave of pure anxiety had come from. had something happened to someone? your body goes rigid, you glance around the booth again, hoping no one had noticed the slight shift in your demeanor. your eyes find river’s her eyebrows furrowed as she looked at you with worried eyes. you tear your gaze from hers, the feeling of tears prickling in your eyes, threatening to escape was not something you were interested in at the moment. you didn’t want to cry surrounded by people you barely knew. your breath caught in your throat, hands shaking in your lap.

you wanted, needed to leave. you couldn’t stand being in the crowded booth any longer, couldnt stand that constant chatter and scraping of metal forks against plates. it was all too much, the people, the noise, too much. you elbow the guy sitting beside you, the one that had you squashed between him and the girl beside you. your breath came out in a heavy exhale.

“what the fuck?” he winces, cradling his ribs in his hand.

“move, i need to get out.” your voice sounds normal to everyone else, but you could hear the shakiness of it, and you knew river could hear it, too. he stares at you like you’re crazy, but your lungs itch to fill with air that the crowded booth doesn’t seem to be providing. “fucking move!” you don’t mean to yell, every eye in the restaurant landing on you. you could feel it, but you feel like the room is closing in on you, it felt loke the weight of the world was loading itself onto you shoulders. he quickly moves out of the booth and scurry up after, eyes darting to river before fumbling for your wallet stuffed in your pocket.

“are you okay?” it’s the girl sitting next to river that asks. you glance up at her, you fear that if you say something, you’ll break down. but you try anyways.

“yeah, i just..” you’re fumbling over your words. “i forgot about this meeting.” you throw enough cash on the table to handle the two of yours’ meal and rush out of the packed restaurant.

the cool winter air fills your lungs, but it still doesn’t feel like its enough. your hands shake at your sides and you curl them in a ball. your eyes dart around the street before taking off for the parking garage you had parked almost an hour ago in. you make it into the dark, concrete structure when a hand tugs your own.

“hey, what’s wrong?” river. she sounds almost breathless, almost as if she bad been running after you. you turn to face her and you can’t hold the tears back anymore, they fall freely from your eyes. you’re hyperventilating, gripping the hand that holds your own.

“i- i don’t know,” your breathing is ragged, “i couldn’t help it, i’m sorry,” you barely process the words tumbling messily out of your lips. river pulls you into her arms, your head resting in the crook of her neck.

“hey, its okay. you’re okay, i have you.” her hands soothe your hair, an action she knew brought you some sense of comfort. your hands wrap around her waist, hold onto them in an attempt to keep your hands from shaking. “breathe, baby. i know its hard right now, but you need to.” she takes a deep breath in, and you follow her lead, allowing your breathing to regulate. “lets go to the car, yeah? you think you can walk to the car?” you nod against her neck, pulling back. she takes your hand into hers, squeezing it.

the two of you climb into the back seat of the car, your tears having come down with the walk. your hands still shook in river’s hold, she presses kisses to your face, wiping away at the tears that flowed down your face. “m’ sorry, riv. i don’t know why i broke down like that,” you felt so guilty ripping her from her time with her friends. it was a lunch she had been talking about for weeks, talking about how excited for it she was, how much she missed her friends and couldn’t wait to introduce you to them, the thought of letting her down caused a stream of tears to slide down your face. “m’ sorry, river,” the pace of your breathing picks up, borderline hyperventilating. “i didn’t mean to mess it up,” your voice is hoarse.

river cradles your face in her hand. “you didn’t do anything wrong. its okay, i understand, and i’ll make sure they understand. what matters is that you’re okay. you couldn’t help it, and that’s okay. i want you to be okay, we can always reschedule.” her words are soft, they lift the weight that previously sat on your shoulders right off. you wrap your arms around her shoulders, hugging her closer to you.

a/n: im sorry if this is terrible and absolutely not what was wanted, i rarely ever read hurt/comfort and i have the memory of a child at a family gathering that completely forgets you after like 3 days even though they said you were best friends.

[everythingmp3]

okay hii I wanna get my thoughts on the finale out so spoilers under the cut!

first of all.... Mari..... MARIIIII my angel my princess 😭 I am so fucking upset about her like I know it was pretty obvious that there was a good chance of her ending up in that damn pit but I was foolishly still holding out hope :( </3

also the fact that adult Melissa is still alive while Mari died out there...... diabolical. but at least Mari looked breathtaking as always, like truly I was mesmerized by her with her hair down in that dirty dress 😔🫶🏻 she served cunt til the very end and I loveee that she left Shauna with that "you deserve everything youve got coming" (? I think that was the quote sth like that) like yes baby make your final words mean <3

also I agree with the takes I’ve seen from people who are saying that Shaunas antler queen thing this episode felt a little rushed and unearned, like with Nat during the finale last season where she was anointed as queen? that was soo intense and emotional, so in comparison just having Shauna put that headdress on and seeing them sit there for the iconic feast from the pilot was kinda underwhelming for me idk it was just like ohhh shes the antler queen who weve seen in promos since season one.. okay I guess?

also saw someone say that the writers are fucking up by making Shauna and Lottie seem crazy and not having it be a genuine collective group insanity the way one would assume from the pilot and I think thats a good point

I also feel like theyre overdoing it a little with teen Shaunas tyrant-like leadership and energy, like her over the top cruelty started feeling a little cartoonish to me towards the end of the season, I would’ve loved to see some more scenes of her by herself where she’s more fragile and distressed to balance it all out a bit

but I do love the parallel that Shauna ends the season as a violent leader who is desperately trying to retain power, to keep everyone in line with force and intimidation, while Nat defies her and sneaks off to do what she thinks is right for the group - I like that contrast of Shauna being queen but Nat being the true guardian, the one who is trying to be a captain in a way, I was getting some Jackienat vibes there for a second bc I was sure Jackie would be very proud of her for doing that by herself

I really liked the Misty/Van moment and I think teen Misty in general was great this season because Samantha did a lovely job showing her vulnerability and her eagerness to help and right her wrongs in some way and the scenes they gave her were luckily not just comedic relief so yeah, a highlight this season for me tbh and its cool to see Van develop on her own outside of her relationship to Tai!

this was just a great teen Van episode in general, so much to unpack there, broke my heart when she let out that intense sob while breaking down over Mari in Tais arms </3 and fucking loveeed when Tai told Shauna to back off and she actually did like that was so good....

also its unrealistic to me now that adult Van was not more hostile towards adult Shauna when they reunited in season 2 because Shauna is directly responsible for the intense guilt Van had to carry with her all her life about Maris death, without Shauna fucking up the order it would have been Hannah, a stranger, someone she didnt have an emotional bond with, so Van wouldve felt much less guilty about that death - in general I think it would’ve made sense for adult Van and Nat gravitate towards each other more than the did considering what their teen selves did this episode

like I think sometimes the info thats revealed in the teen timeline does make the adult timeline seem off here and there in retrospect because after what we have seen Shauna do by now, I think its just not realistic that tensions werent wayyy higher in the adult group at certain points before

also. with the adult timeline this episode I just cannot believe that THAT is how they decided to leave Van off....... like all I can do is laugh at this point truly

first of all: its so obvious that burying someone in the woods and leaving such an easily detectable gravesite is about the dumbest fucking thing a person can do with a body, so I dont get why Tai would do that shit? like it wouldve been more realistic to me if shed kept Van in her house at least for a day to try and think of something better, and also to have a fucked up intimacy there and take her time with her dead body to say an intimate private goodbye and eat parts of her in a way that wasnt just this weird unrealistic stabbing and scooping out of her heart, like I was rooting for grief-induced erotic cannibalism but not if its done that sloppily, without us even seeing Van properly!!!? like what on earth was that carpet with a wig be so for realllll 😭

also insane to think that Van doesn’t have a marked grave or headstone, that she’s just disposed of like that in a random forest…. I don’t even have the words like that’s so awful. me personally? if the love of my life died that way I would hold onto her body so desperately like I would NOT leave her in that forest idc I wouldnt, they shouldve done sth else there

yeah personally I dont care for the adult timeline anymore especially because fucking Melissa will probably feature again and I dont really care about Shaunas divorce arc or Tai and Misty teaming up like good for them I guess but I cant bring myself to care. I have switched sides and become one of those people who say theyd prefer a show thats just about the girls because a this point... yeah. agree.

my main season 3 positive is Natalie tbh <33 Sophie did such a beautiful job, I loved her arc that started as reluctant antler queen and then evolved to her being dethroned but clinging to her sense of justice so hard despite all the pain and terror, I love that she was the last person we saw this season, that shes the one who bravely went out there and took the risk of being absolutely brutalized by Shauna if she found out, yeah I adore her and shes for sure a main reason why I am hoping for another season <3

Nat, Mari and Van are my fav girls after this season (RIP to all of them…) 💘 oh and I saw that interview clip that was posted earlier where Liv talked about the finale and I was so glad to hear them call Mari their "favorite" and to hear them say that theyve always been intrigued by the Van/Nat dynamic, like I know thats right! real recognize real 💌

anywayyyy despite my issues with the season and the disappointment over how hard they fumbled certain aspects (which are too many) I still loved certain scenes and performances for sure, god bless all the actors for giving it their all also fuck adult Melissa so hard and pour one out for Mari who shouldve survived instead!!

and the season might be over but I will still be here in the yj trenches with my writing as I already was all those months before season 3 😭 so even though I rant about the writing of the show, I do feel grateful that it made me start this blog <3

hope you guys are doing well :) xx

[camp-queer-and-there]

lucille my old hag can you hit that

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