#The Bornless One

[judahmaccabees]

[asinusrufus]

"My Name is Heart encircled by a Serpent; come and follow me"

[talonabraxas]

The Bornless Ritual

The rite has borne various titles, such as the Bornless One, Liber Samekh, and the Preliminary Invocation.

“I summon you, Headless One, who created earth and heaven, who created night and day, you who created the Light and the Darkness; you are Osoronnophris whom none has ever seen; you are Iabas; you are Iapos; you have distinguished the just from the unjust....”

Art: Jose Gabriel Alegría Sabogal.

Text from the Greek Magical papyri

[santoschristos]

Of Primordial Sophia we shall say: “She is nameless and unknowable, and yet she is the very essence and nature of all that appears.” Of Cosmic Sophia we shall say, “She is the All and she has many names and many faces, the Great and Supreme Mystery, the Great Enigma – the Great Goddess, whom we call Sophia.”

Womb of God: Primordial & Cosmic Sophia

In the oral tradition of our Sophian/Magdalene lineage there is a more radical view of the Sophian Gnostic thought, which speaks of the co-equality of the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine in creation, but places the Divine Feminine (as Sophia) primary and central to creation and salvation story. It open the way to the vision of Sophia as the Savioress Goddess, of which the Magdalene becomes the living avatar in our Gnostic tradition of the Holy Bride. It enters into the subject of the many faces or aspects of Sophia, so I thought perhaps I’d share a basic sketch of this Sophian cosmology, going beyond what has been published of our oral tradition.

In the Kabbalah the first act at the outset of creation is the Divine withdrawing into the Divine, creating the space for creation – and of this we may say, God creates God’s womb. Then, into this infinite space of the Primordial Womb, God emanates Godself – the True Light restricting Itself, setting a measure upon Itself, one gradation to another, one dimension to another, in the generation of the Pleroma of Light.

At the outset there is the One, Divine Being, the True Light – the Infinite (Ain Sof), within which is infinite Divine Potential, the potential of all Divine Principles, all Being-Consciousness-Force. “Father,” “Mother,” “Son,” “Daughter,” and all emanation, creation, formation and making in the Great Unmanifest. When the Divine generates the Divine Womb of creation and generates the Light-emanations, then Father, Mother, Son and Daughter appear – God, Goddess, Logos and Sophia, all as Thought in the Divine Mind of the One, and so also all of creation, all in Sacred Unity.

The First Emanation is Divine Being, inseparable from the Light of the Infinite (Or Ain Sof), and in Divine Being, the Divine Mind, is the Mother (Imma-Elohim) and Father (Abba-Yahweh)), and in the Mother and Father are the Daughter and Son – Sophia and Logos. Yet, before the First Emanation comes into being, the Primordial Womb is present, the space of creation, Primordial Sophia; and in her all is conceived in her self-generation and self-begetting: in her Divine Being (Eheieh), the Bornless One self-arises, and the Father-Mother, Son-Daughter, all of the Light-emanations, and all that follows.

Primordial Mother Sophia, the First Cause, who in truth is the Causeless; for she is the Infinite and Light of the Infinite, and she is the Infinite Space in which the Light shines and all of the play of Light and Shadow transpires – the very essence and nature of the Divine Mind, the very essence and nature of all that is. Though all appears with, in and through her, yet like the mirror in which objects are reflected, in herself, in her essence and nature, she never changes, but is ever the same – the Great Virgin Mother.

Eheieh, Yahweh, Elohim – these are all principles in her, all emanations of her; she is in them and they are in her; she is they and they are her; she is within them, yet ever beyond them, and all are contained by her, but nothing contains her, the Infinite and Eternal Sophia.

Mind, Thought, Intelligence, the Logos and Sophia, are these not all the radiant display of Primordial Sophia, the bornless nature of Pure Being?

Though we may speak of the Divine “creating” the Womb of the Divine, which is Primordial Sophia; yet all the while, if such may be said of timeless eternity, this Infinite Spaciousness was in the Divine, and is the very nature of the Divine: Spacious Radiant Awareness, the nature of Divine Mind. Primordial Sophia, in truth, is not created, but is revealed – she is Uncreated Sophia, bornless Divine Being, revealed through emanation, creation, formation and making.

The principle of restriction is Cosmic Ignorance, which gives rise to dualism and the Divine Play of Light and Shadow in creation; and as every mother knows and understands, giving birth is a tumultuous, rending and shattering experience – one body of Sacred Unity breaking to become the Two, and all of the generations that follow when there is the appearance of Two, female and male, and all of the polarities contained in them. Thus, when the Father and Mother, arise from Bornless Being, Yahweh Elohim emerging from Eheieh, by the Divine Power that is in her, the Mother conceives creation from the Light Seed of the Father – Pure Thought that becomes Understanding, the Divine Consciousness-Force (or Energy-Intelligence) self-arises as the radiant display of Divine Being. Yet, in this conception there is the most subtle and sublime restriction of the One becoming Two and Many; the most subtle and sublime dualism of Cosmic Ignorance; from Primordial Sophia, Cosmic Sophia arises – the Great Goddess, and she gives birth to the Entirety, including the Divine Powers, as well as the demiurgos and archons, and even the dark and hostile forces, the demons. All is in her and she is in all – she, the all in all: Mother Sophia.

If you inquire into the Living Father we shall say this: “The Face of the Living Father is revealed by our Divine Mother – he is known with, in and through her, for he is she and she is he, Yahweh Elohim, Father-Mother God (or God-Goddess).”

If you inquire into El Elyon, God Most High, the True Light, we shall say this: “That is the Holy One of Being, the Infinite and Eternal; beyond all dualism of male or female, the essence and nature of which is Primordial Sophia – Pure Radiant Being.

God the Mother, she is transcendent and she is immanent; she is within and all around, yet ever beyond all that appears – the Great Goddess. In her True Essence she is inseparable from Primordial Sophia, yet as the Cosmic Sophia she is the Created Sophia, or more truly the Sophia of Creation. She is the Great Matrix, the Pleroma of Light and the Entirety all together; she is Maiden, Mother and Crone – beginning, middle and end of the Great Aeon, and all of the Aeons, and of all that appears in the Great Aeon and the Aeons that are within it; she is Light and Darkness, and is the entire spectrum of Rainbow Glory – Cosmic Sophia, the radiant display of Primordial Sophia.

Of Primordial Sophia we shall say: “She is nameless and unknowable, and yet she is the very essence and nature of all that appears.” Of Cosmic Sophia we shall say, “She is the All and she has many names and many faces, the Great and Supreme Mystery, the Great Enigma – the Great Goddess, whom we call Sophia.”

Primordial Sophia is called the Eternal Virgin, but Cosmic Sophia is called Virgin and Whore; for in her essence and nature she is changeless, yet she is ever changing, and though she is Pure Divinity, yet she is in one and all alike – divine, admixed and demonic. She is transcendent, yet ever near – she withholds herself from no one, not even the darkest of demons. She is manifest as Sophia Stellarum, and she is manifest as Sophia Nigrans – Bright Mother and Dark Mother.

Of her Daughter, the Holy Bride, we may say this: “She is the image of her Divine Mother; Sophia Stellarum and Sophia Nigrans – Eve and Lilith.”

In giving birth Divine Sparks fly forth – there is a great tumult, rending and shattering, and Cosmic Ignorance comes into play. All manner of beings-forces are created, formed and made. As every mother knows and understands, a child begins in the Ignorance, having emerged from the unconscious unity, and must individuate in order to mature and become self-aware, and to enter into the conscious unification that is the Perfection of Love. The sorrow and suffering of giving birth passes with the joy of new life received; and, likewise, the sorrow and suffering of separation is as a passing shadow – all for the sake of the Eternal Delight of Conscious Union.

The Great Mother orchestrates the perfect conditions necessary for her children to grow and mature, and to develop and evolve into their divine destiny – the Supernal and Divine Being that is their True Nature; the Divine I Am (Eheieh).

The key for the recognition and realization of Divine Being is experience, and the Divine Mother is the realm of all experience, whether the Pleroma of Light or Entirety, space-time or the eternal realm; the key for Coming Into Being is individuation and freedom to choose, which necessitates the entire range of possibilities, from Light to Darkness, good and evil, and all that lies in between. Yet, as every dear mother knows and understands, young children are not left unattended or without the necessary assistance in their education; thus, the Great Mother is present with us all along the Way, and she ensures that we have assistance – this we call Divine Grace, the Mother’s Force.

The Virgin of Light and the Whore of Babylon in the Apocalypse, is this not Mother-Daughter Sophia becoming what she must to teach and initiate her children – and so with the entire array of her Bright and Dark Faces? Save through life-experience (Sophia Zoe) how shall her children grow and mature and acquire their education, to be and become all that they are as her image and likeness – the image and likeness the Father-Mother, Yahweh Elohim?

It is akin to the Gnostic view of Sophia becoming the Serpent in the Garden, teaching and initiating Eve, so that she might teach and initiate Adam; Sophia joining herself to souls in creation and invoking her consort, Christ the Logos, for the fulfillment of all creation – hence, the realization of the Pleroma of Light in the Perfect Human Being.

Mother Sophia gives birth to the Living Logos – emanating the Logos, and the Logos is actualized and realized through Daughter Sophia; Daughter Sophia (Christ the Sophia) in us receives Christ the Logos, and through him she is united with Mother Sophia, for in union with her consort she becomes the Holy Mother giving birth to the Perfection of Creation, the Perfect Human One – Supernal and Divine Humanity.

This is the interplay of the Upper and Lower Shekinah, or of Pistis Sophia above and Pistis Sophia below – she who remains ever beyond, yet she who is within, having descended: because the Fiery Intelligence of Sophia is involved in creation, the evolution of creation to its fruition becomes possible – all in the Great Mother, Sophia. Ave Sophia!

May we be blessed to acquire the Gnosis of Mother Sophia in all of her forms and to realize the supreme truth of Primordial Sophia – the Great Goddess of the Grail King; Amen.

Blessings & shalom!

Post by Tau Malachi

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Liked on YouTube: How the Ancient Invocation of the Headless God became Aleister Crowley's Ritual of the Bornless One || https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wI41hfd8CXE || Aleister Crowley's Ritual of the Bornless One and Liber Samekh has its ancient origins in Greek Magical Papyrus V. 96-172, a c. 4th century exorcistic incantation invoking the Akephalos or the "Headless God." Join me in this episode as I explore the original "Stele of Ieu the Hieroglyphist in His Letter," the mysterious "Headless God," before turning to how this ancient ritual became foundational in the history and practice of contemporary occultism. In memoriam Jake Stratton-Kent Make Sure to Subscribe & Consider supporting Esoterica by becoming a monthly Patron - https://ift.tt/G9DsJjN a one time donation - https://ift.tt/0BaHM4U or the Super Thanks - Your support is profoundly appreciated! Recommended Readings: British Library - Papyrus 46 - https://ift.tt/ZTkVEIz P 5026 - Staatliche Museen zu Berlin, Ägyptisches Museum und Papyrussammlung - https://ift.tt/QkhItOp Betz - The Greek Magical Papyri in Translation: Including the Demotic Spells - 978-0226044477

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Abramelin vs Gnosticism

A typical day in the life of an Abramelin magician From Reddit: Are ceremonial magic rituals such as the Abramelin acceptable in Gnosticism? One of the most popular rites used to invoke the Holy Guardian Angel as part of the Abramelin process – viz., The Bornless Ritual – is an actual Gnostic Ritual. Certain key words and phrases in the ritual only make sense if understood from a Gnostic…

[shira-hoe-shi]

The Bornless One

Part one of two

Short Kid pirates find satanism fic :)

Marked as KidLaw because part II will have sexual themes and actions, but this piece is by no means romantic. The gore will be heavy.

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The strong desire to say I love you to nothing, to the vacuum where the presence of a body cannot fill, an empty shell making home to a bornless silence, a deep resonant hole I sing in to hear every crack and perfect run I calmly perform, that hole echoing back every happy thought and reflecting suffering undisturbed to be contemplated and soothed, the void making every gaping wound so small and cute like a mouse hole, the void where I can enjoy myself found deep in the recess of night between forgotten hours, no one behind me and no one to face as I decide to make a mistake perfectly by myself, the soothing nothing everything dissolves in sooner or later, the inevitable night herself

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[vivienneyoungx]

There was an old record playing in the background, the vinyl disc turning in circles as soft music filled the room. A mixture of musical sounds and the dark choir calling for his unholiness. The special room was lit with hundreds of candles, quietly simmering in the darkness.

Vivienne was standing in the middle of the light; standing, never kneeling, with her red silk dress which hardly covered anything at all and a hood draped over her head.

In nomine Dei nostri Satanas Luciferi excelsi.

Her voice was quiet, yet echoed clear in the mids of all the sounds coming from the record player. It was her time for her prayer; it was her time to talk to the one her entirety belonged to.

Akephalos, Shine through me, Come forth in war, Come forth in peace. Bring down the sun; Extinguish all the stars; Let me remain; In splendor of thy light.

In her hands, she held her sacrificial knife, and only her lips were seen as moving. Her breathing hitched as she closed her eyes, repeating the incantations she had a million times before. There was an old drawing if him in front of her, the unholy beast, the one who had always been in the centre of all her desires.

Bornless One; As darkness bright; Found not in tongues; Found not in light. Bring down the rain; Drain waters of Styx; Faustian luminary; Redeem; Blaspheme.

The knife lifted in the air before meeting the palm of her hand, the sharp edges cutting across her skin like butter, her hot blood seeping from her wound. Vivienne's eye's opened, as excitement shone through them. She felt alive, she felt as if his presence was there with her with each drop to the floor.

Like a day without the dawn; Like a ray void of the sun; Like a storm that brings no calm; I’m most complete, yet so undone.

The hand which was dripping with her blood now lifted to her face, as she smeared her fresh blood over her features; across her forehead, across her eyes, her nose, lips, and neck.

Agathos Daimon; Of plague and fever; Thy name is Nowhere; Thy name is Never. Liberate me; Ignite the seeds; Bind not to guilt; Ignis Gehennalis.

Her tongue traced the blood from her lips, as she dropped the knife to the floor. Then a chuckle left her as she spun around, walking through the candles as if she held the power within.

Hear me, and make all Spirits subject unto Me; so that every Spirit of the Firmament and of the Ether: upon the Earth and under the Earth, on dry land and in the water; of Whirling Air, and of rushing Fire, and every spell and scourge of God may be obedient unto Me.

It was the thing she was muttering as she made way through the halls, as she echoed through the statues of her beloved. Vivienne knew where she was, she knew where she was going. If the other girls weren't doing the same, if the other girls feared her, as they should have, this was no place for them. They didn't deserve the gifts bestowed upon them.

She stopped when she heard Serephina, curious about what the woman's offer was. "A gift?" Vivienne stepped out of the shadows, smiling at the woman in her own sacrificial state. "I'm not hiding." She noted as she walked up to the Supreme, and traced her bloodied fingers across the other witch's face.

"What's his gift?"

FOR: @vivienneyoungx WHEN: 27th of May, 1989. WHERE: Flashback. The school for Young Witches.

Dawn's first light, where Serephina's prayer was most important — the earth element had always made sure of that. She woke, when the world woke, and by the world she meant the birds, and the grass, and the roots. Her lungs expanded, feeling it rush through her like it was embedded in her skin. They were as one. With each step, she dropped crumbs on the floor. It was an old superstition that she'd been told as a child about leaving a path to guide their divine to where they needed them most.

A gift, an offering. Light filtered through towering pines, colours bursting everywhere she looked, but as Sere walked further away from the main building, towards the dappled silhouettes, the secluded gardens which saw statues sprung high and mighty...beautiful.

She smiled. "All hail Satan," she intoned, aware that she must pledge her allegiance every morning, afternoon and evening. The way in which each witch did it was personal. Some kept it quiet, some did it in groups and others, like Serephina, completed old rituals, brought around long before the current supremes had ever existed. "And follow this gift — I ask for — " a sound...enough for eyes to narrow.

She knew those footsteps.

"I can hear you, Vivienne."

[talonabraxas]

The Knowledge and Conversation of one’s Holy Guardian Angel (“KCHGA,” for short) is an important task for those in the hermetic path; those outside of this path can also benefit from it. This prayer is intended to be appended to the traditional means of this magical achievement, such as the Abramelin operation and the Bornless Rite. CANSE JAIDA, IEH MAAH: ZORGE OD OI MONONS DE OL! GRU AQLO BRANSG, L DE LANG: NOIB, L DE PIR, OD DE OL, TORZU, ZACAR, OD ZAMRAN, IEH IAD! TABAORI OI L DE LANG PAID BRITA AQLO LAIAD OD ANANAEL PAMBT OL, OD PAID DLUGAR UNAL OOANOAN, OI MANIN, OD OI MONONS LONSA PAID DORPHAL MIRC TILB Q TOX Q NOTHOA, PAID GOHOL PAMBT OL, OD PAID PURAN, SOLPETH OD OVOF ADGMACH OD TURBS DE CONGAMPHLGH. TABAORI OI BRANSG, L DE LANG, NOIB, L DE PIR, PAID ODO OI VABZIR-MONONS, IEH IAD, OD PAID AMIPZI OI ADGMACH PAMBT LAIAD OD ANANAEL DE NANAEEL, OD PAID COMMAH NANAEEL PAMBT MADRIAX-MIRC-CAOSG. Mighty, highest God, merciful God: be friendly to me and this heart of mine. Cause your guardian, one of those who serve: aye, one of the holy ones, and of me [i.e., “my”: “my holy guardian angel,” which is of God first, but also assigned to the individual, and therefore the individual’s personal HGA] to move, arise, and appear, merciful God! Govern this one of those angels who serve to always speak about Thy secret truth and secret wisdom unto me, and to always give these eyes, this mind, and this heart power to always look with gladness upon her or him or amidst [i.e., an angel of non-binary gender] to always speak to this me, and to always see, listen and to magnify the glory and beauty of the Holy Ghost. Govern this guard, one of those who serve, aye, one of the holy ones to always open this eagle-heart, merciful God, and always fasten this glory to the secret truth and secret wisdom of my power, and always truss together my power to heaven-upon-earth. "The Enochian Magick of Dr.John Dee" Talon Abraxas

[santoschristos]

The Headless One

The rite has borne various titles, such as the Bornless One, Liber Samekh, and the Preliminary Invocation.

“I summon you, Headless One, who created earth and heaven, who created night and day, you who created the Light and the Darkness; you are Osoronnophris whom none has ever seen; you are Iabas; you are Iapos; you have distinguished the just from the unjust....”

Art: Jose Gabriel Alegría Sabogal.

Text from the Greek Magical papyri

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