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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago
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do u think either charles or erik had trouble coming to terms with their love for one another?? like religious guilt, internalized homophobia, etc.
Many such cases really … not hard to imagine them dealin with that …
#snap chats#erik might depend tho. depends on when he realizes hes in love with charles#before going Full Magneto i can imagine SOME internalized guilt but post prob not#under the whole ‘why be ashamed of what i am in ANY regard’ and all that#charles def probably has a worse time dealing with feelings of guilt#tho thats just charles in general being in love with someone i fear fjOWDJAKS#i cant imagine gender has anything to do with it tho. just charles Being Charles#hang on im sitting here thinking about it now#i think charles and erik wouldnt DOUBT the love they have for each other just- again depending on what era of erik this is- may be hesitant#magneto erik reads more as Bitterly in love with charles do you know what i mean#like ‘i love you and its painful i love you because of how incompatible we are now’ type shit#charles got that tired divorced-but-still-in-love dad energy about him towards magneto#fuck i was supposed to talk about their First Feelings Of Love im so off topic djOAZJSJ#my brain refuses to think of them younger than their thirties im so sorry let me try again#yeah no i could see them both accept the fact they have feelinfs about each other but for one reason or another not act on it#esp if they were with gab at the time. Oops. its kinda awkward now#in THAT RESPECT THEN i can see charles feeling conflicted and a little guilty#ditto on eriks part if he acknowledges charles’ feelings for gab#but without gab in the picture? i could see charles making a move and not being so ashamed of himself#maybe. after some time together i do see charles making the first move#would erik reciprocate and admit his feelings in that moment ? maybe not. give him like. a day or two tho diOEDJSJ#i typed all that bullshit for nothing sorry i put the answer at rhe very bottom we know how i am at this point#see now i just imagine charles talking to erik about accepting his queerness and erik getting snooty#like No Erik Im Not Saying This So You’ll Date Me I’m Saying This So You Love Yourself or something to that tune#and charles is truthful in that hes all about helping others accept themselves. and thats exactly why erik falls harder in love with him 😔#and then they make out sloppy style the end
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neolxzr · 1 month ago
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more oc stuff bc its infesting my brain bye
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adlibitur · 9 months ago
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not to be Me™️ but
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sunflowervolum-6 · 11 months ago
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elegyofthemoon · 1 year ago
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Sorry, but I saw your comment about how Gepard is in that piece like Serval's shield, and I guess you mean in general how that's the role he has as the captain of the Silvermane guards and how that's the role he tried to get to get "even" with Serval due to childhood, but also... The fact that at the same time Serval is still literally his shield? That always makes me soooo ajfkabfksndjd when it comes to them and their dynamic.
DONT MAKE ME THINK ABOUT THIS IM TRYING TO COOL OFF LMAO
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phagodyke · 6 months ago
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I love to talk but I rly do feel like we have to be talking for a minimum of 8 hours straight before I feel like I can even begin to rly broach things on my mind or that have been bothering me a lot that I actually want to talk abt without being vague or deflecting or omitting or lying and if the conversation takes a break at any point it resets back to 0 and its still nice regardless but.
#we're all just desperately chasing each other around for a semblance of connection in this cold bleak world#but unfortunately due to the relentless crushing pressures of capitalism we also have to work so no time for that#man. sorry just frustrated n miserable now. wish i was capable of feeling close to other ppl wish i could give other ppl that connection#but instead we're just ships in the night passing by or whatever#and i have to settle with not rly being known or wanted or important in other ppls lives and its forever. btw#bc even if ppl do think they know me or do want me around or i am important to them in some way.. the specific torture labyrinth i call#home is constructed in the most elegant and precise way that im incapable of believing them to be sincere anyway#so thats all on me! if I tried harder and made more of an effort to communicate with or trust ppl i wouldnt feel this way!#but i dont so better luck in the next life i guess! this is why i dont think abt this shit bc it makes me want to kms#whats even the point man#dont even worry abt me im fine just need to fucking vent bc i dont have time to allow myself to feel anything bc i have plans tmr#so i need to go to bed early. and ill just try my best to keep distracted forever so ill never need to face how pathetically desperate#i am for any kind of emotional intimacy whatsoever and also physical contact but im not normal enough to fulfil any of my own needs#yeah well. its my life that i have to live and im the one making it this way. digging my grave and lying in it innit#its fine tho bc they make repressed fictional characters that i can project onto instead of confronting any of my issues#so ill just be here in my labyrinth doing that. while everyone else gets to see sunlight and grass and whatever#im just so tired i dont want to do this i want to pretend i dont care and dont need it and maybe itll become true. its too much for me#let me know when they need me to pilot the jaeger and drift with someone and thru our mindmelding i can finally achieve intimacy and trust#well anyway. that was embarrassing. hope it works out for everyone else#hope my flatmate gets her ideal life w our other old flatmates and finds a convenient way of discarding me from that like they want#except im going to make it as difficult as possible for as long as i can for them to get rid of me bc im selfish and want what i want so.#my obligate parasite ass. or whatever. im going to throw up if i keep thinking so thats a good place to stop and go to sleep probably#.vent#dont interact im being stupid as fuck and dont care just leave me alone thanks
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arolesbianism · 2 years ago
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I've just been playing the new cotl update for most of the day and I'm so so close to being done with the main new story bits I think but it's also past midnight but also I'm so excited idk if I'll be able to sleep but also god damn do I need to sleep
#rat rambles#and I know I wont have long to play when I wake up tomorrow since my friends will probably wanna continue our dont starve save#and I wanna too which is why I wont say no if they do but also aghhhhhh#Ill be able to finish it once they have to go to bed but thats so long Ill have to wait 😔#anyways I saved kalamar for last since hes the hardest originally but based off my current load out I think Ill be fine#aka literally every other bishop died in seconds due to my bomb demon being over level 30 lol#Im so glad they seem to scale further now its soooooo funny walking into a room with a boss and just watching them immediately explode#also Ive been using the golden fleece more and its been going pretty well#I got up to over 500% damage one run that was cool#Ive barely been touching the heavy attacks tho but tbf thats partially cause of keyboard mapping#Ive been having so so much fun with this update tho even if Im not a huge fan of a few aspects#this has brought so much more life to the combat portion to the game for me I havent had this much fun with the combat in a while#I do still need to collect all the rellics tho Im working on it#I also feel like I should buy all the new cards but man. none of them seem very appealing to me tbh#that is one of my big problems with cotl in general getting new cards can make it harder to get the more fun or useful ones#most of the actually useful cards are the base ones or ones given to you mostly for free#everything else is mildy useful or at least fun at best and actively useless at worst#like. ooo drop ichor on hit. wow. honestly give me deaths door at that point like jesus
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supahstarrr · 2 days ago
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today has been the first day in like days i havent gone to sleep in the afternoon then continuously force myself to sleep throughout the night
#okay well its technically *tomorrow* today since its 12 am but when i wrote this post it was 11 50 pm. anyways#i hope that today is the day i break this cycle that has been going on for like a week and a few days#i cant even tell if ive been even more depressed/having a depressive episode anymore#ive been slacking when it comes to taking care of my body and keeping my room not a mess#but then again its already hard to do those things to begin with but its even more noticable since i keep ... just sleeping#bc “i dont have much to do/i dont know how to spend my time”#which well i guess thats kind of true since my social life isnt that good. i have no friends to talk too. but like also i need to start#doing my essays....... keeping up with my homework has just recently been harder bc most of it has been recently assigned writing stuff#i guess me having a depressive episode could be possible. especially since ive been more active on reddit now#okay that sounds ridiculous for me to say but i swear theres context. except not really bc i cant explain this#and i rlly hate that website and have been off that place for years but i always come back for a few months when i get#even more insecure about the lack of people i talk too...lol#tags are getting long.... i should have my own journal by technically tumblr is kind of like my journal#but nobody wants to hear this and i know that but i dont even know why i continue to say shit like this lol#and writing in an actual journal is . hard. to commit too for whatever reason#im not even sure if i even dare try journaling because it might just make me feel even more isolated? and lonely? idk.#okay bye... goodnight everyone. ill probably still be online but im doing. Things i guess#Its okay if anyone doesnt read this though but. Thanks if did read this.#sunny.txt
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isleofdragon · 1 year ago
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My Argentavis scarlet is soooo strong, he's like level 63 or something. We had a 4x XP boost going and I saw an Alpha Carnosaur so we fought it! Scarlet only got 2 levels from it though.
I'm up to level 96 or something and unlocked the last tier of armor. It's a shame the top-quality armor is named that. I could never put on that armor. It would feel like LARPing an shitty person. I'll stick with my other stuff.
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dreamingpine · 1 year ago
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i really like them, but i also hate them. but im not really sure if i actually hate them or if i just like. hate the me i see in them. but like. is this feeling hate? or just like...disappointment?
#well they didnt /want/ to get better. not like you mc. someone who doesnt work hard. they dont-#-deserve to be saved. they wanted this so its only right that we dont geel bad mc.#that idea from before. more thinkings#so like. im really digging the scapegoat character;but this is probably because they look i used for them was a defult i use for when “i”#have to be in a story [reader insert; dating sim; etc] but i really dont want “me” in the story#and that character has become like...their own thing that has many versions of the same person. anyway.#i really like this chacter because its like. they're so chill. but so so resigned to it all. its not that they dont care#they just. dont have a reason to anymore. if they even did at all. “its just like that sometimes.”#they just go with it. because. way to much effort to fight against it. fight that good fight. and then i think about mc#who they are supposed to be a shadow of.#mc fights that good fight. they're life is screwed but they're /working/ on it. they want to get better#they want to live better. they want to be alive. they want to help but sometimes its to much. you know#typical mc fashion.#mc is like. okay.#im putting to much of myself in these characters but maybe thats why im so into this right now.#mc is like the person i want to be. whos going through it all but they want to get better. they have the blood on their knuckles#and determination and fear and /hope/. they keep saying it'll get better and they'll make it that way on god#and i want that for me but its so...so so hard you know?#and then theres shadow. or doppel. whatever#they're resigned and its just to hard to fight its so much easier to do the bare minimum even if thats getting harder#and harder by the day. but they do it. they dont have anything else going on. no dreams; no goals; no future. they're just here#so when asked to be mc's shadow its just a “whatever” thing#any frustration they might have felt gone with years of being worn down#they dont /want/ to get better. dont want to put in the work and. i like that.#there's no one thats gonna hold their hand on the path to getting better and they know that. thats also why its so easy to just live this#way since its like. normal now.#and that brings me to mc's dilemma. mc doesnt want to do thsi role that will kill them. they want to get better.#so when someone takes that role; willingly even; does that make mc “bad” for feeling relief?#but like. how would they know if this was something they wanted?#..personally. as the person writing this and the person who realtes to these 2 mc's. i wonder
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r-1-der · 3 months ago
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warnings: i love her boobs, banter, a little dirty talk, cum eating, ab riding. might re-visit this later.
you nuzzled your face against her stomach, holding onto her sides, your tongue peeking out to lick over her toned midsection.
her hand found its way to your hair, using it to pull you up, but you swatted her away.
"quit that, let me admire you."
"i dont come to you to be 'admired'." she pulls you harsher, forcing you up. with a huff and a wince you straddle her stomach instead, underwear separating the two of you.
"i dont care what you come to me for," you say placing your hands down on her tits to squeeze them while you lioked down on her. her hair astray, long out of her old weak hairtie, her cheeks healthily flushed, and that dark lipstick smeared across her mouth and jaw.
"fuck... look at you, pretty."
sevika rolled her eyes at the name, not one for sweet-talk, though her warm hand pushed up against your stomach, gliding towards your chest, not an ounce of shame in her as she ogled you.
you smirked to yourself and pushed her hand away, earning yourself a raised eyebrow.
"really?"
"really. no touching."
"why do i bother coming here? remind me."
"your wallet is running dry, thats why. your girls at babettes might be pretty, but so are the pennies theyre worth."
she only closed her eyes as you continued playing with her chest, leaning down to lick and suck across her dark nipples, truly believing you were enjoying the sensation more than she was, even with her breathy sounds.
scratching your nails down her stomach you ground your hips down against her strong abdomen, letting her nipple go, leaving it wet and cold for sevika to, probably, grimace at.
you bit your lip as you looked down at her, even with her endless complaining she did look very content every time she landed herself in your old bed.
"...what are you doing?" she asks with furrowed brows.
"enjoying you," you say, your hips moving back and forth with languid movements over her muscles, sighing as your shoulders slump at the feeling.
"thats enjoyable to you?" she moved her hands again to drag them up your working thighs.
"its hot."
"it is?" they settled onto your hips with her question, her voice low as she spoke. she pushed and pulled against your motions, drawing you down tighter onto her abs, causing your mouth to fall open. "you going to cum like that?"
"mhm... yeah, mh, it was the plan," you say grinding against her stomach, eyes closed in concentration over the new sensation. it was different than her thigh, or her hand, or her face, or most importantly, her pussy. but still her and impossibly good as your hands gripped onto her.
"yeah? take your panties off." sevika tells you, slipping her fingers under the waistband. you didnt even brother to get off her to work them down your legs, the maneuvering was awkward at best, and you pretending you didnt notice it when you kicked her. eagerly you settled down against her again with a moan.
"good girl... so desperate to cum on me," she guided your movements.
"hah.. you want to talk about 'good girl'? always so eager to take my cum. just love to be covered in it, dont you?" you taunted with your ragged voice, it was too easy to get off with this woman, on this woman.
"its charity." a slap landed on your ass where she harshly grabbing it to pull you down harder onto her stupidly sculpted body, her tight stomach.
"oh fuck..."
you tipped your head back with a moan. it didnt take much work to have you cumming across the planes of her stomach, trembling on top of her as her already wet skin soaked in your cum.
she pulled you down to kiss across your cheek and down to your jaw, smearing her lipstick further onto you too. you slowly caught your breath laying on her as she kissed and sucked lightly onto your neck and jaw. it was an oddly intimate moment.
"you made a mess," she murmurs below your ear.
"you liked it," you murmur back.
"lick it up, since you want to hump me like a dog."
you bit your lip at her low command being delivered straight into your ear. the way down wasnt long by any means, though you took your time kissing a trail down her form. you faced the wet pool on her abs, smelling yourself.
"good..." she mumbles to the feeling of your warm tongue lapping up your own cum, knowing youd have your fill of hers later.
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evie-sturns · 10 months ago
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Phone call - Matt Sturniolo
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summary: in the middle of you and your boyfriend matt's hookup, you receive a call. instead of declining it matt makes you pick up the phone, little did you know it would be a lot harder to string together sentences than you thought.
contains: smut, teasing, dumbification, overstimulation, fluff.
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♫- you're buried in the pillow yeah you're so loud-♫
i stay seated on matts lap as i mindlessly scroll through instagram, matt wraps his tattooed arms around my chest.
"i like your shirt." matt whispers into my hair, "thank you! its new, do you like the color- i thought you'd like the baby pink" i yap,
matt laughs lightly, "i love the color." he smiles,
i readjust myself on matts lap, "dont- dont do that." matt groans out, my eyebrows knit together,
"what?" i say, shifting again on his lap experimentally
matt grips both my hips, "i said don't." matt demands, "why!" i whine with a slight attitude.
matt stands up, picking me up by my ass and carrying me down the hallway. he presses my thigh against his crotch, a hard poke against my leg makes my eyes shoot open
my cheeks flush red,
"thats why." he mutters, swinging open the door and throwing me down onto the matress
i let out a small squeal as i hit the bed, matts already tugging down his sweatpants before i can process whats going on.
"matt-" i start, he cuts me off
"take off your shorts"
i nod, sinking my teeth into my bottom lip as i lift my hips off of matt's silk sheets, i shimmy my shorts down my legs.
matts erection springs out, tapping his stomach lightly before he overs over me. his hair flops on his forehead slightly as he grabs my white lace panties
he pulls them to the side roughly, exposing my leaking entrance.
"soaked already?" matt tuts, i feel myself grow red with embarrasment.
matt cups my face and holds my hand with his other hand before lining himself up with me.
"you ready?" matt asks softly, "take it slow- its been a while." i whisper, squeezing matts hand.
matt gives me the tip, the stretch makes me wince. "pretty girl." matt coos,
he doesn't waste time to push further into me, "slow down matt!" i moan lightly, his tip brushes my cervix.
i arch my back off the bed, squeezing matt's ringed hand tighter.
"you can take it, you're taking me so well." matt repeats, my loud whimpers fill the silent room,
groans fall from matts rosy lips, "matt--" i whine
ring
my head snaps round to see my phone resting on the mattress,
incoming call from nick
i reach a hand over to decline, but matt grabs my wrist
"pick up the phone and talk to him" matt demands
"what- what?" i repeat, my eyebrows twisting.
"pick, it up." matt repeats himself, i hesitate before grabbing the phone and swiping to anwser.
matt stops his thrusts, allowing me to talk to nick .
"nick- hi how are you!" i say with a couple short breaths
suddenly, matt starts to thrust again, he almost pulls out then slams back into me.
"hey girl! no i was wondering- uh.. wait what was it" nick drones out his sentence,
i clasp a hand over my mouth as matt repeatedly slams into me, forcing me to take his whole length at once.
"oh yeah- do you want to come to the movies on sunday with madi, you can bring matt if you want" nick speaks, his voice blaring out the speakers.
matts thrusts grow faster, never slowing their intensity though, "i'm- i'll be able- fuck-, i can pro-probably- matt!" i finish my sentence with a loud yelp
"hey! you okay?" nicks voice is laced with concern.
matt nods at me, taking a hand off my hip and brushing my clit with his finger as his thrusts grow sloppy.
"i'm- i'm fine." i manage to string together the sentence
matt smiles cockily down at me, enjoying every second of this.
"oh god-" i mutter under my breath.
"anyways... so can you come, what time works for you?" nick asks with confusion in his tone.
"i can- probably." i slur out as i feel my orgasm grow closer
"you can come or not? whats wrong with you are you drunk?" nick scoffs through the phone,
"nick- bad.. bad time" i whimper out,
suddenly my orgasm crashes over me, i grab a pillow and smother my face with it, handing matt the phone as i finish with a muffled scream of his name
matt hangs up the phone for me now that ive finished, he pulls out of me and finishes
white streaks paint my panties which have been tugged to the side the whole time,
those were my favourite pair, but i cant think hard enough to care right now.
"fuck-" matt breathes out, flopping down next to me on the mattress and pulling me onto him.
"are you okay sweetheart, was that too mean?" matt laughs slightly
"i- i dont know?" i squeeze out with a giggle.
"oh god, lets get you cleaned up gorgeous girl." matt smiles softly
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15 minutes later
i've been laying in bed in my soft pyjamas with matt for about 10 minutes now, us both becoming exhausted and ready for bed
abruptly my phone lights up,
"nick texted me.." i whisper to matt with a nervous grin,
i open messages and read out the message
"he said.. 'hey, just wondering what the fuck was going on are you okay? lmk if you can make sunday and tell me what was going on with you.'"
matt bursts out laughing, i slap him playfully, "matt! thats your fault what do i say!" i scoff
"just say you can make it for sunday, you don't need to answer the other question." matt rubs his eyes.
"i can't believe youu matt." i laugh, rolling over and cuddling close to his side
the warmth of matt's arms wrap around me, holding me tight and pressing a small kiss to my forehead.
"you're cute when you can't string a sentence together." matt whispers teasingly
"you're stupid" i giggle back.
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theology101 · 1 year ago
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THUFIR??!??
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HES MY BABY GIRL????
i need every man in dune to get in a line so i can smack each of them across the face
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ancientgoddessofegypt · 7 months ago
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Lilith The Enchantress: Lilithian Energy In The Houses. How Each One Brings Their Own Tempting Flair.
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So you're probably wondering, where am I going with this?
I wanted to focus on the temptation of lilith, and why she is so oozing and attractive as is she.
For this reading, I will focus on the houses. In my later post, it'll be in each sign.
So lets dig in! Shall we ;)
Lilith in the first house - Pleasing to the eye. Can have a very sultry appearance. There is a point where they must undergo a transformation of the self, and at some point they will have a divine, sensual aura. There sensual power comes through the way they look at you, and often times they can tell when they're being a little too flirtatious. But that is so they can get the person of their choice. Like a siren, they go in for their target and come out on top. They use their attractive persona as like a spell, think of the girl on who framed roger rabbit with the beautiful red hair and dress.
Lilith in the second house - They have an eye for detail. This is the time to take you to their home and show you the rose petals on the bed with the red and white candles everywhere. They know how to make a person want them, by adding to some flair into their home. While also using different aesthetics for they're look to match with the energy that is being shared between them and they're lover. Very picky with who they spend their time with you know. They aren't for everyone. These are the type to make you wait for it.
Lilith in the third house - These are the lovers that can write erotic letters and make you think about them all night. The way their minds can carry a story, and then when you meet them in person its even better than the books. They hold their composure well, but deep inside they are ready to be explored in more ways than one. My my my, they sure know how to right a love spell. One that lasts til the very end.
Lilith in the fourth house - It's actually so much harder to get them to show you who they truly are, thats what makes their mystique so awe dropping. The way these lilithian beings share themselves is with the power of their emotions, and eventually they will bring you right into their beautiful dungeon they call a home. Where you will find all them in just one bite. Very sensual with the right one. The one that makes them feel good, the one that knows them from the inside out. These lilith babes will let you have all of them if once you have succumb to their power.
Lilith in the fifth house - The sensual energy these lilithians carry is a one of a kind. Their magnetism never goes unnoticed, and they take you on a roller coaster of emotions with their performance. They are intimate with their audience and can put you under a spell with the way they make things look. Their hearts are in it with this one. Very gentle to the eye, but to the soul its much more deep and profound. Can't take them anywhere because their wild manes get stuck in the pursuit of love, where they will drenched you with all their sweet and tears to make more use of the bloody romances they've indulged in. They will have you thinking about them for many moons, due to them putting their all into what they do in the matters of the heart.
Lilith in the sixth house - To be loved by a lilith babe with this placement, is to have made yourself fully devoted to them. Worship is what they want, and it is what they need to pursue them. They don't let just anyone in, so you must be prepared to give yourself as an offering. Very pleasant, and freaky to ones they want most. Most never see this coming, which is why they always get away with it ;) The sensual energy they carry is very smooth, abundant and hard to describe. Mysterious auras that you want more of, so much so you will spend every hour, every day of the week wanting to get to know them.
Lilith in the seventh house - The die hard lovers who goes in for the kill. What they want wants them, and they oozee it in with their attraction spells. Their auras are unique, fresh and able to commit to their partners. It's just that they have so many options to choose from so they have no use to sticking around if you're not pulling in your weight. Im sorry, its hard having to be loved by so many! The sensual power in them is hot, tempting, and alluring. You just can't get enough of them. Can see right thru you and can captivate you with just a look!
Lilith in the eighth house - The way they just make things easy with how they seduce people is something I feel nobody else can relate to. The way they come in and take the throne with how they please their partners as well as themselves, It may be that nobody could come close. But thats the thing about being in a scorpion house, is that you touch people in a way that people are not able to control within themselves.. yet you've already mastered it. Very pleasing, pulsating, bold and full of passion. The sensual nature in them could have you feel things you've never felt before, and that will have you in a panic. because the way they are able to get you to come out of that shell and move deeper into them . Will have you begging for more & more & more. Bewitching auras indeed!
Lilith in the ninth house - The delicacy mixed with erotic power. The angels and the demon. The artist and the muse. They have the power to seduce anyone with just their mind alone. They can seduce you with their wit, their humor, their charisma and just their soul in general. But on a sensuality note, they are abundantly clear on what it is they want. And they know just how to get it. They waste no time in going after the energy it is they feel desires them. They are devoted to themselves and the power of a Godly force and nobody comes close. So to the ones who get to experience them, they feel a closeness to the divine that makes you tremble a bit. Because they show us a sense of carefreeness thats been missing, so the way they seduce you is in how they free themselves in a world that is committed to self restraint.
Lilith in the tenth house - Enchanting and mysterious in nature. The world wants to have them but cannot get enough of them. The secret to these characters is that they know what it is you're looking for, but you just won't get it from em. Not immediately that is. They'll make you wait for it. Hell, they'll even charge you for it if your a beggar. They know you want it, but they aren't easy. Like a coquette, they'll have you waiting for years, and their energy will be intact and while yours feels depleted. Lilith tenth housers just know how to work it with their sex appeal. It can transform you, to say the least. ;)
Lilith in the eleventh house - A special energy is unlocked in these lilithians because not only do they have the capacity to seduce the whole world they can be someone close to them too. Be careful with them, because they might bite! ;) Their sensual power comes from the ability to be close with them and they have a compassionate nature too! This makes them way more likeable and seductive. And even if you're close to them, there is still something else about them. Almost hard to ignore, so its no wonder friends and associates try to get it on with em.
Lilith in the twelfth house - If all the other placements are tempting to the eye, then these beings are tempting to the soul. They have a capacity to entice others with the way they carry themselves. They have a gift in pulling you in, and telling a story with just their body language alone. The moment you are seduced by them, is the very moment you come over and have a meeting with God. They are no angel, but they can just about make you feel things that where never present before.
Lilith in these houses can show the tempting, seductive energies of a person if they learn how to tap in. There is a short story about lilith being the tempting 'devil' we kind of all known of her to be. However, learning more complexities of her story. She is so much more. So this just a small version of what we know as lilith, there will be many more to come!
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shikaizer · 8 days ago
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CONFUSED
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E.W x A.A. x Reader
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ADULT CONTENT 18+
summary: in which you are a straight confused reader whos in denial, and have a weird attraction (atleast thats what you want to think) over women, you opened this up to your best friend who are both lesbians thinking they could help, they sure hell helped but in a way that you will never forget.
"what the hell are you talking about..?" i muttured under my breath but loud enough for the tall boy to hear me as he got closer to me feeling his breath in my face
"i said why are you eye fucking my girlfriend!?" i frowned quickly shaking my head as i look over at his girlfriend beside him
"n-no! what the fuck im not" actually i was, but not eye fucking or whatever that shit he said was, but i was just admiring how she looked especially with that dress, i mean, the dress. and its not like i was looking at her tits, i was.
ever since high school, i have been acting weird towards girls, i dont know when that occured, was it when my feminine bestfriend started undressing infront of me "chill were literally both girls" "bitch no! do that shit inside" i practically huffed under my breath as she got inside on one of the dressing room, but why did i feel this way? why was my body burning up? i shooed that thought away completely forgetting about it, thinking it was just some weird hormone or shit.
But the second time it happend, it was with Ellie, i was wrapped around her arms from behind, her body pressed against my back, her tits literally pressing on my back as she guided my hand with the console teaching me how to do the game right, she was scolding me on how shitty i was at this game but honestly i was too stressed too care, was it because she was practically shouting at my eardrums or was it because of the feeling of her tits. "how are you so shit at this bro? fucking move"
Or was it Abby?
i choked on my own saliva when i felt a hand on my hips moving me slightly to the left since i was blocking the shelf making my cheeks burn up "why are you looking at me like that pretty girl?" this nickname made me gawk but i shaked it off "like what?" i raised my eyebrows then she gave an amusing chuckle "nothing, you look like i js flashed my tits infront of you" i scoffed at this rolling my eyes acting like i didnt just imagine that shit.
you know whats making it harder for me? it was the fact that the three of us live together, hearing them almost every day bringing a girl over and having to hear them fuck, i would just cry myself to sleep sometimes at how it was too much, or whenever im in the couch and they just pop up and get all clingy, or when i would catch one of them only wearing a sports bra, everything. but as a broke student, sharing a rent with someone was already a blessing, so i cant complain less.
"hey! im fucking talking to you!" i gasped when this ugly ass animal gripped on both sides of my shoulder as her girlfriend tried calming him down pulling him towards her.
" the hells happening here?" i sighed in relief when i hear abbys voice behind me, turning around and seeing ellie by her side, omg my saviour... i thanked the heavens at this moment as abby gently pulled me behind her
"abby ellie...!" the man exclaimed and look over at the three of us "you okay?" i look over at ellie and i nodded then she glared over at man
"you guys know her??" abby crossed her arms in her chest as she raised her eyebrows tilting her head
"well she was eye fucking my gir-" his girlfriend slapped her to reality, she was fed up probably
"look this is bullshit dont worry about it, its a misunderstanding. and hes drunk i apologize about all this" the girl looked down being sincere her boyfriend just passed out beside her
"fucking apologize to her." ellie scoffed and gently pushed me to face her but i gave ellie a glare at how harsh she was talking, but when the girl was about too open her mouth i quickly cut her off not wanting to make this more akward
"no...no its fine.. and i wasnt eye fucking you..." i squeezed my eyes shut realizing i just made the situation more akward as it has been cursing under my breath but the woman just gave me a soft giggle and caressed my shoulder my pussy jumping.
"lets go." abby took my hand ellie holding onto my waist as we made our way over to abbys car, hopping in i rested my face on both my hands whining
"that was sooo weird..." i muttured and both of them just looked at each other, ellie hopped in the backseat sitting next to me as she chuckled "cant believe you would fantasize about a girl that much" i growled and smacked her thighs as she hissed, shes making this more harder for me
"thats weird?" abby interrupted hearing her scoff and chuckle i rolled my eyes at her thru the mirror "i mean... why would he think that..? i was just looking at her.." ellie took a joint and hit the blunt opening the window "well i would too." ellie gave a breathy laugh and looked over at me
"but its just looking right?" i look over abby because obviously, ellie wasnt helping, i needed assurance that i wasnt gay, it was weird but fuck! its confusing! and its driving me crazy!
"yeah, not unless your looking at her ass" i rolled my eyes and rest my whole body in my seat clearly stressed looking out the window
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A good 20 minutes has passed and we finally arrived, i plopped myself down on the couch the sweet smell of home hitting my nostrils abby sitting down next to me ellie following
"guys, i swear i cant get that shit out of my head like-" abby cut me off her finger shushing me down
"gosh we know, you have been yapping about it for like 20 minutes" ellie rolled her eyes and i bit my lip signalling to her that i was annoyed
"why are you so weirded out anyway? your probably just admiring the poor girl" abby rest her arms behind my head and i looked down collecting my thoughts
"noo, i dont know... you know that feeling when... you feel something weird in your stomach when seeing girls? i dont know fuck" i muttured under my breath stressing out as ellie and abby shared stares then burst out laughing perking my head up to look to either side
"dude your fucking gay!" ellie half shouted and i furrowed my eyebrows and looked over at abby waiting for her to defend me but she just have that dorky smirk a fucking "knew it" leaving her lips making me drop my face in a serious one, they always suspected that i was probably gay and i was super quick to deny it, i would sometimes whine and get super annoyed when they keep telling me it, but this time i got quiet, because what if i really am?
"maybe i am..? i really dont know..." i raised my eyebrows my focus on the floor and i felt ellie and abby sharing gazes again even though i couldnt see them
i softly squirmed feeling ellies hands reach my waist as she pulls me closer to her making my attention come back to the world
"ellie..?" as i was about to look behind me i was met with abbys fingers holding onto my chin forcing me to look at her
"i fucking knew it.. i knew by the way you were looking at me" my eyebrows slightly furrowing my lips hanging slightly open,"looking at me like you want me too fuck you huh?" i kept quiet and this gave abby the answer as she muttured "fuck- baby why didn't you tell us sooner hm?" i whimpered when ellies lips pressed on my neck my eyes shutting but abby pressed tightly on my jaw making me open my eyes
"keep that pretty eyes open and watch how a girl fucks you" a chill ran down my spine when her words hit my core my thighs pressing together to possibly create a tension in my cunt
"did you purposely wear this dress because you knew you would be fucked mhh?" ellie whispered from behind as i bit my lip "fucking answer me" i whimpered when she sucked on my neck harder abbys hands making its way underneath my thigh skirt "yes oh-fuck yes" i nodded hurriedly
"yeah?" abby gave an amused chuckle nodding at the sight of me, all messed up, hair messy and sweating, her thumb rubbed over my bottom lip looking at it desperately before bringing in for a deep and passionate kiss,i choked thru the kiss when ellies hand made its way to my throat squeezing on it
abby pulled away from the kiss her lips making its way on my collarbone and thats when ellie took the oppurtunnity to kiss me too, her kiss was rough compared to abby but it has a hint of passionate, abbys hand started pulling down on the zipper of my dress, i gasped at the feeling of the cold air hitting my bare skin, revealing the red bra and panty. "fuck, our favorite color ellie"
ellie looked down on me and chuckled "god damn babe your so fucking sexy, should have shown us this earlier." all of the words that are coming out of their mouth are going straight into my core, as i pressed onto my thighs together abby seemed to notice this so she took my legs pulling in between her waist as my head falls in ellies thighs
the change of position was more embarassing because know i was fully exposed, abby pressed her thumbs on my clit over the damp cloth "shit mmm... so wet babygirl" i bit my lips and ellies hand started unhooking my bra effortlessly as she let it fall on the floor the cold air hittint my tits making them hard "fuckk...shit...perfect tits.." she groped onto my boobs and gave my tits a squeeze making me hold onto her arms, abby quickly found its was to the waistband of my panty pulling them down, i was now completely naked, abby cursed under her breath her jaw clenching
Ellie continued massaging my breast while abby started motioning circles around my clit making my breath heavier every spiral movement her fingers do "do you love being handled by us..?" she asked softly and i nodded my head repeatedly biting my lips "yes yes yes.." ellie chuckled at this
abby slowly inserted her fingers inside me making my eyes wide to be quickly replace by a shut my mouth leaving a moan my gripp on ellies arm tighter
"shit! oh my!" i shouted as abby started to thrust deeper pounding inside me as ellie hand is now placed on my lonely cunt rubbing on them making the pleasure reach max
"you loving this babe?" ellies voice now in a rasp voice as i nodded more and more "yes! fuck! yes!" i shouted babbling any words that crossed my mind not really caring about anything
abbys pace fasten more as she heard me, arching my back, i was close to my climax kicking my feet gripping on ellies arm leaving marks in it that she probably wont mind since she was too busy rubbing my cunt like theres no tommorow
"shit! im fckng cumming holy fuck!" i shouted my back arching more and more as abby never stopped neither did ellie, and there. i finally came, i breath heavily catching my breath eye half lidded, too fucked out to say anything, my cum dripping on my pussy which abby was too busy to adore licking every thing that comes out
ellie got off the couch and made her way to her room, my attention going back on abby and she was slurping onto my pussy, i whined and she just pinned down my thighs keeping me in place devouring my pussy
"oh my fucking god!" i screamed throwing my head back my hand trying to reach for anything to grip on which landed on abbys hair my thighs squishing her head, and then, i came for the second time, it was embarassing on how quick i finished and it seems abby knew looking at the way she smiled thru my cunt.
ellie came back a strap buckled onto her, i havent notice it yet since my eye are closed due to the previous climax i just had, but i felt abby getting off me, i thought it was done but then i felt a thick tip rubbing onto my wet clit, i opened my eyes and see ellie focused on the way she was rubbing her tip on my clit as abby sat down on the floor now shes facing me leaving kissed on my cheeks
"take her dick okay?" i nodded desperately as she started to slip inside the silicone her fingers pressing on my stomach as my eyes rolled over at the back of my head whimpering my back arching
"oh fuck yes" ellie muttured swearing she just felt my pussy clench around her, abby on the other hand is sucking on my tits
ellie started to pick up her pace and grip on my thighs pounding onto me, the overwhelming feeling of my climax reaching onto me again but this time it felt weird, ellie leaned down and kissed the side of my neck picking up her pace as i wrap my arms and legs around her
i finally came making ellie slow down, she felt the wetness between us, she sat down and looked at the mess and she chuckled clicking her tounge amused
"she fucking squirted" abby looked over and chuckled as my body was shaking falling me into a slumber
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maaaariii · 28 days ago
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'I carry.'
overview ig: you accidentally find hanmas gun oopsies.(kinda 18+ if u squint)
Hanmas lifestyle was never a complete mystery to you.
Gambling and combat fighting soon turned into money laundering, expensive cars and bougie meeting rooms. And while you know its not the best thing in the world- and certainly not the safest, you know him. So you choose to stay. Thats why its almost 2 am and youre sat at tipsy (probably drunk, possibly wasted-who knows how much he drank while you were in the bathroom) shuji's side on his fancy ass couch. Looking around the lavish drawing room youre in- its hard to believe it all belongs to him.Not in a mean way- Hes a messy guy, leaving his shit everywhere and stuff. He just didnt seem like the type of guy to want such materialistic things- just a bit of fun.
Anyways rant over, youre brought back to reality as he tugs on your wrist, bringing your attention onto him- just how he likes. 'cmere'
he grunts ,as he slides his hand behind your neck-not quite fervorous yet, but hes getting there fast at this rate. You chuckle at his dizzy state, pushing a long bleached strand of hair out of his face. 'slow down, if you move too fast youll faint or something y'know..' you joke- he doesnt let you tease him when hes sober. He grunts in annoyance.
'Faint?? girl i only took like 2 shots-' He cuts himself off, pulling you forward so fast that you have to steady yourself with your hands on his thighs so you don't topple over. He presses his lips to yours, quickly prying your mouth open with his tongue as his arm slides down to your back, right over your ass- holding you in place. After a few moments his breathing deepens and you pull away the tiniest bit, ghosting his lips and pulling back every time he gets closer. You cant help but chuckle as he continues his attempts for kisses like a thirsty dog.
'stop it...' he mutters, digging his fingers into your waist which only makes you squirm more. You chuckle and maintain about an inch distance between your lips and his. Staring into his golden eyes, hanma pants slightly- years of cigarettes seem to be catching up with him. Hes only 24. You hold his cheek in your palm, the rugged unmoisturised (ew) skin is warm and slightly clammy from the inevitable asian flush he gets from large amounts of alcohol. One peck onto his lips, followed by another as you slide your hand onto his shoulder
'cmon..do it like you mean it...' he mutters in annoyance. 'i do mean it you ass.'
He scowls at you half playfully.
'Dont feel like it....kiss me harder or you dont love me anymore.' He tries to hide the dumb smirk on his lips. 'im not feeling the love aura vibe thingy tonight babe-' he chortles and you can see the glint of pearly whites under the dim light. You roll your eyes, hanma always makes fun of your vocabulary- he says its so 'chronically online'. Whatever.
You shake your head in mock disappointment as you slowly slide your hand down his torso- despite his shirt you can feel the groove of his abs- a satisfying feeling. He hums, tired and gruff, just needing a good nights sleep and just cant get enough of how warm he is-every inch of his skin lower and lower until..your fingertips graze something solid?..
It takes you a moment to register…there’s no way his dick is this hard…and cold? He’s in his own world, head thrown back and eyes shut..it’s not like you both had boundaries, so you lift the shirt up a little and your chest tightens just a tiny bit. A pistol. Right in the waistband of his pants. It’s black and sleek, but simultaneously old looking. A world of violence and crime is something you were introduced to by your boyfriend, but he bubble wrapped you, putting his hands over your pretty eyes so they don’t tarnish. A gun wasn’t something you’ve ever saw in real life…you reach to grab it but his head jerks up and hand grabs yours fast as hell..his instincts are sharp.
“the fuck are you doin’? Huh?” He seems more offended than angry..
“nothing..don’t yell at me..” you pull your hand away..trying to gauge if you’re disturbed or curious about the weapon as you stare back at him, mirroring his offended face.
“I ain’t yellin’-“
He has a little voice crack at the end-he shuts his mouth to avoid any more..normally you’d both laugh at his little mistakes and trip ups..but there was a slight struggle in finding the humour right now..
“why do you have that..?”
“I’m grown..why can’t I? You ain’t my mom..”
“I know but..”
He shakes his head at you, leaning back to increase the distance between you both..why was he so mad? He’s not the type to get mad over nothing, you could probably accidentally hit him with your shiny car and he’d get up just to ruffle your hair.
“Why do you think? You ain’t stupid y/n.”*
suddenly you feel more sober and real. If there wasn’t a gun between you both you’d probably take that comment as a compliment..
“…”
“Don’t look at me like that…”
for once he breaks eye contact. You never really realised how..intimidating he looked when he didn’t have a shit eating grin on his face-probably because he always had one with you. And now the little voice in his head is scolding him because you’re upset with him.
“c’mon y/n don’t cry..I thought you’d just know. I have a gun so what..” he’s almost stammering, hoping you don’t burst into tears and ask for a birkin as an apology gift (true story, you have the bag in your closet)
“I ain’t gonna use it on you…” he’s rambling now.
“it’s just for safety ‘kay? It’s a big scary world out there-“
“I’m not crying…and stop talking to me like that..” your attention is suddenly diverted to his rather..condescending tone.
He wants to roll his eyes, But he lets out a breath he didn’t know he was holding.
“Just..don’t worry your pretty head okay?…’m tired let’s go to bed..”
🥲sorry guys I couldn’t be bothered to finish (I have no ideas)
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