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abbysbunny · 1 year ago

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NIGHT SHIFT

plot: maybe the night shift is better

word count: 1.1k

warnings: angst, no happy ending, cheating

notes: I put my whole soul into this pookies, I hope u little sad gays enjoy🙏🏼

ellie was your soulmate or she was supposed to be your soulmate, walking in on her with someone else in what was your bed was not part of your long term plan, you guys were supposed to be in it to win it, her words.

you and ellie had met through work, it was late august when Joel told her she could "benifet" from having a job, so ellie did was she was told, she nailed her interview for a sales job, easy right? no it was not, the minute she walked into the bland looking office she noticed the receptionist, you. you looked up from your desk and made eye contact with ellie, 'hi' you flashed her a smile and gave her a small wave, her heart was beating fast and her palms were sweating. she stared back at you for a second before waiving back and anxiously walking away.

the first time she knew she loved you was in the offices break room, not the most romantic place but her love for you didn't care. you sat across from her eating your lunch and taking time out of your break to talk to her, she made one of her dumb jokes that made you smile and laugh almost choking on your food, she looked at you completely in love and that's when it hit her how deep she was in

your first date was to say the least was awkward, she picked you up in her beat up car and brought you to a semi fancy restaurant, the food was nice, the place was quiet and the conversation was flowing. that night she even drove you home trying to drag the date our as long as possible, when she kissed you goodnight and cupped your face that's when you knew you were in love, the feeling felt like it would never leave.

as the months went on so did your love, the date nights were still vibrant, the spark was still there and she was still in love with you, very very in love. your jobs never changed and neither did your relationship, even after fights, moving in together and thanksgiving family dinners she staying by your side.

on your one year anniversary you planned a whole evening, of course it being a surprise. you were supposed to be out until five pm so when you came home ellie would just be getting back from work, everything already set up you before you left to get the special necklace you had custom made for her. you noticed ellie's car parked in your driveway even through she got of right about now, you rushed inside hoping ellie hadn't seen the surprise dinner before you could be there to greet her with all your love

when you stepped in you heard faint noises from your shared bed room, you quickly and anxiously stepped towards the creeked open door, when you peeked through it you saw ellie with someone else in your bed, your stomach dropped and an ache formed in your chest. you pushed the door open with your finger trying to make your presence known without embarrassing yourself, as they both heard the door open they froze up, ellie turned around and saw the look of disgust and hurt on your face, the gult hitting her in an instant.

the redhead laying on her back quickly scrambled her clothes on and ran out mumbling apologizes, you still stood there at the door as ellie tried to get your attention, tapping you and yelling your name, all you could think about was what you did and what would happen after this. when you snapped out of your thoughts you were met with ellie inches away from your face, you broke into sobs as ellie attempted to hold you.

she was quickly pushed away realizing you did not want her affection right now, in an panic Ellie rushed out of the house in sweatpants and t-shirt and crocs leaving you alone with your thoughts and pain.

a week later you sat in a cafe booth waiting for ellie to show up so you could "talk" about what happened. you waited another 5 minutes before ellie finally walked through the door, the bell ringing as she looked for you, you gave her the same wave you gave her the day you met, in the moment bringing back lost memory's to ellie, she sat down across from you and cleared her throat.

she picked her nose bridge and opened her mouth to speak, 'I want to start by saying I am deeply sorry, it was so fucked up what I did and I--' she cut herself off as she felt tears well up in her eyes, you looked at her trying to keep yourself collected, she sighed before speaking again, 'i want to know if we can...move past this'

moving past that seemed like the hardest thing in the world right now, you looked at her with a face of confusion, 'you want me to move part you cheating on me on our one year anniversary?' at the moment it sounded like the stupidest question for you, she looked at her shoes almost like she was trying to play the victim, she nodded her head and bit her lip so hard she drew some drops of blood.

you wanted to forgive her and countioe your relationship, get married maybe have a kid or two and move on. but you knew you couldn't, maybe forgiving but not forgetting was the solution. 'fine I'll fucking forgive you but I am not moving past this and living a fucking happy ever after with you okay?' you slightly raised your voice gained some attention of customers around you, ellie say there still looking at her shoes trying not to cry.

she told you she had staying with Joel this week and how she's willing to move out and move in with him till she finds another place, of course you felt bad but you werithe one who was hurt why should she get the house? you finished up talking and walked out to the parking lot, waiving goodbye and parting your separate ways. home felt like a burden right now, it was the last place you wanted to be, so outside was the next best thing, you walked till dark thinking about the past and the future, what was the apartment gonna look like after she's gone? will you ever talk again? what will you do when you see her at work?

maybe you'll have to take the night shift.

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romanarose · 1 year ago

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The Last of Us Masterlist

Darkness on the Edge of Town (series): Joel saves you from FEDRA guards, and as a result just spend the QZ’s lockdown with you in his apartment

Lover of the Light: Joel see's you as nothing but sunshine, something he doesn't want to darken. You see Joel as a good man who needs to relax a bit. Ft. Matchmaker Tommy Miller

To The Rescue: Sarah gets her first period unexpectedly, and Joel is unprepared. Luckily, you are there to help.

Kiss it Better: You catch Joel in the mirror looking at his scar.

Flannel: Joel accidentally gives away a precious piece of clothing.

No.: You're sick and Joel won't let you go to work.

Burn: Ellie burns her bite mark. Without telling Joel.

Lights: Jewish!reader doesn’t have a menorah after the world ended. Joel wants to show he cares about her religion.

Just a Fantasy: Joel wants to try something knew he thinks you might be into.

Yes, Mr. Miller?: DBF!Joel fucks you at thanksgiving

Part 2: Yes, Uncle Tommy?: Tommy has his turn with you while Joel uses your mouth.

Part 3: Happy New Year, Mr. Miller: Joel fucks your mouth while on a phone call with your dad.

Part 4: Happy Valentines Day, Mr. Miller: Joel invites you over ON Valentines day... not FOR Valentines day.

Part 5: Please Stay, Mr Miller?: The sexiest holiday ever. Furniture sales.

Part 6: Happy St. Patrick’s Day, Darl’n: Joel takes you out for day drinking. Part 7: I miss you, Mr. Miller: You think back on Easter, when Joel makes you WET Part : Please, Mr Miller?: You remember the day Joel took your virginity

Santa Joel-y: Joel is feeling down about his weight, but as he's dressed as Santa, you appreciate his body, and he appreciates yours.

Scars: Reader is honest with Joel about the self harm scars on her body

Inner Youth: Joel lets a sheltered reader live out generational experiences she was denied

About a Girl Masterlist: 90's AU.Joel meets you at possibly the worst time. He's working long hours, a kindergarten daughter, a messy alcohalic brother, and still having to placate his ex, Sarah's mom. Pus, you're from different worlds. You love Nirvana, Joel is more an Alan Jackson kind of guy. Still... he can't help but be drawn to you. Even when you're accidentally outted. Joel doesn't really understand what being "trans" means, but he's determined to learn.

Puppet: Boston!Joel is drowning in pain, a pain he can only satiate by controlling his puppet (darkish, mean Joel)

Joel Takes A Strap: Trans man reader. exactly what it says.

My Girl: Very soft comfort Joel

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kidsstreetwearclothing · 1 year ago

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justanothercanuck · 1 month ago

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I just ate 4 Oreos. It can be done! Maybe I should qualify this. I have lost 40 lbs in 5 months. Almost entirely on stress, IBS and because I stopped eating because of the cost. I am only now trying to eat again. But I don't have a great appetite yet. So for lunch I had an Uncle Ben's microwave rice thing. And 4 Oreos. I might not eat again today. I guess I will sort of feel it out. My clothes look silly on me right now. But I really needed to lose weight and learn to eat less in a sitting. I was 303 lbs in May and now I am a svelte...like 265 lbs. I could do with going right down to 200 lbs. BTW those Uncle Ben's pouches are a godsend when they are on sale. You can throw anything in them and fancy them up. 2 minutes for the rice and whatever for the other stuff. The sodium in them isn't so good. But food is food when you're living this life. I am supposed to go to a Thanksgiving dinner (Canadian Thanksgiving is this weekend) but I am not sure what I will eat. Which is a little rude I think. My whole system is still out of whack.

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jillsandwhichs · 3 months ago

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Cleon Oneshots/AUs Collection , Chap 11 , Dancing

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Pairing: Claire Redfield and Leon Kennedy

Summary: While Claire & Leon are on their midnight walk, they go to a gazebo and dance together

Status of their relationship in this one shot: Dating

WC: 2.8k

Type: Sfw

A/n: Hi! Hope you all enjoy. Please check out my masterlist, there's a lot of stuff there. You can get to know me, you can see the rules of my blog and then you can see all of my fanfictions. You'll be able to find the previous chapters to this fic and upcoming ones. You'll also be able to find my Wattpad & AO3. Comments, reblogs & likes are appreciated. Thank you

The night was young, it was only 12:00 AM. Some street lights had been shut off but a few remained enlightened. The moon and it's stars have fully made their appearance too, both bright & beautiful. There was no one outside either. Everyone was in their homes, getting ready to sleep the night away. That wasn't the same for Claire & Leon though. It's rare but on occasion, they'll take a good chunk of the evening to walk around the downtown part of the city they live in. It's a nice way to clear their heads.

Local shops were all closed for the night too. It's a bummer to Claire because she wishes she could do some late night shopping. The only time stores are ever open this late are during big sales like Black Friday but she's either working or busy, of course. As for Leon though, he doesn't really care. He just takes these walks for the fun of it. And also, of course, because he's with Claire. Holding her hand, strolling down the eroded sidewalk and feeling the refreshing wind hit his face was a peaceful time for him, he'll take it any chance he gets.

The path they take each time is great, scenery wise. They get to see all the homes, shops and attractions. One of Claire's favorites is the large statue that stands inside of a massive fountain in the center of town. Claire doesn't have a single clue who the man carved into the sculpture is, probably some big hoss from back in the day, but it's just very pretty to her. The way the water sparkles & glimmers at night is breath taking. The atmosphere is also a giveaway considering it's so calming.

Leon didn't have a favorite one considering his favorite thing to look at is Claire. He once told her that if they were visiting an art museum together, the only work of art he'd be entranced by is her. She found it corny but deep down, it was truly sweet.

Their hands were locked as they walked side by side together, passing all the small business owned shops. It was like your average downtown look, small clothing stores, thrift stores, coffee shops and little restaurants. It was like a shot out of a movie.

"You feeling tired at all yet?" Leon asked of Claire, wanting to make sure she wasn't too sleepy. If that was the case, he'd walk her straight home. The two were currently staying at her place. They both agreed they aren't deep enough into their relationship to live together. But that's just the situation for now. "No, I'm okay, how about you babe?" "I'm doing fine." Leon sneered, Claire could feel his thumb caressing her hand. It felt nice. Claire adores his affectionate side as she herself isn't all that physical. It's easier when he initiates it.

"Thank you for cooking tonight, by the way. I never took you for someone who could work a grill." Claire snickered out, giving him a quick look of love before her head went back to looking straight in front of her. Leon chuckled, "If I'm in the mood, I can cook just about anything. I haven't made plantains in a long time so I'm glad they turned out as they did." He explained, also looking in the same direction as she was. "You should be, you did great, they were super good. The last time I had grilled plantains was at a Thanksgiving dinner at the orphanage." "Were mine any better?" "Don't be dumb." She playfully rolled her eyes at his stupid question.

"When we get back home, we should watch a movie or something, even a show, if that's what you want." Leon expressed to Claire. Funny enough, Claire was surprised by this. Leon is never the one to plan things out like this. She felt appreciated. "Oh, that sounds really good. A movie would be nice, especially on a night like this. Got any genre ideas?" Claire posed the question. "Honey, you should know by now to not ask me that because every single time I'm just gonna say Action." Leon snorted. "Right... Well, even Action would be okay with me. We watched the Alien series and I enjoyed that." Claire said softly.

Letting out a cute chuckle, Leon corrected her, "That was Sc-Fi babygirl but I see what you're saying. But, there was one movie I've been wanting to check out. It's called 'Point Break'." "Hmm, never heard of it... What's it about?" "Well, from what I've seen, robberies, heists, epic sequences... Has Keanu Reeves in it." Leon spoke about the movie passionately ; Clearly, he really wants to check it out. "We can watch it then, I don't mind." Claire smiled at him. "Great, and I promise, we'll watch a movie of your choice next." He teased, placing a kiss on the top of her head.

In the downtown area, there was a small pond on the side of it. A lot of people would go there from the park to feed ducks and watch the geese. It's very serene, especially in the early mornings. Sometimes, on her way to work, Claire will stop by and just bask in it. Near the orphanage she grew up in, Claire vaguely remembers the pond nearby and how she'd sneak out to play near it. She felt as though she grew a type of bond with the wildlife there. It wasn't the best condition, living in an orphanage, but there are some fond memories of it.

"Can we go to the pond real quick, I just wanna see if any animals are out right now?" Claire muttered out kindly, lightly jerking Leon's hand to turn left with her. "Sure thing baby." Leon agreed. It wasn't like it was out of their way or anything, it was close by actually. Leon enjoyed it too, he found gracefulness within the wildlife around here. He remembers growing up, he saw a wild fox and ever since, they've been one of his favorite animals. Claire's favorite animal is either a polar bear or red pandas, she switches it up often.

"Do you think there'll be any animals out at this time of night?" "Maybe, we'll see babygirl." Leon reassured her, the pond was visible in the distance. Lights dug into the ground lit up the area around the body of water. The moonlight also shimmered onto it, making it look even more winsome. There was a small wooden bridge that led up to it, it was sort of worn out and always creaked when you walked over it. It definitely needs some repairs but there's nothing they can do about it.

Once the pond was in her full view, Claire released a quiet sigh as she saw no ducks or geese around. It wasn't a big deal, Claire just likes spending time with them. "Sorry sweetheart, tomorrow we can walk up here in the early morning and check again, ok?" "Okay baby." Claire said. She dipped her petite hand into the water and swished it around, feeling how cold it was. "It's so cold." Claire giggled, taking her hand out of the water & shaking it off. "That's probably why they aren't out." Leon voiced, his arms crossed as his eyes remained on her.

Claire nodded her head in response, standing back up and holding her hand out for Leon to grab ahold of. "Let's walk down to the gazebo and then we can head back to my place, yeah?" "Yeah baby." Leon whispered in reply, locking his fingers with hers.

The two of them found their way back to the sidewalk. The street lights behind them were turned off now, the curfew for minors was up in their city. Kids have to be home before a certain time around here. It doesn't apply to Leon and Claire, luckily. "I think we should get a dog... Well, when we live together." Claire expressed, her lips glimmering up at him. "Oh really now? That's perfectly fine by me sweetie." "I want a big dog though, one that'll crash into bed with me and be the best cuddle buddy." Claire snickered. "We'll figure it out hun."

The gazebo they stop at on every single one of their walks in just up ahead. It's always lit up. Stringed lights are wrapped all around it. It was added not to long ago, no particular reasoning, just for comfortability for pedestrians. It even has built in cushion seats. It's very cozy, especially with the setting of it.

In the distance, as they continued to convoy down the pavement, the sound of faint classical music was heard. Both of them were confused. Where was this music coming from? It sounded very elegant - Like a song that was meant to be played at a Ball. "Baby, where is that?" "No clue, maybe a speaker?" Leon posed the question, analyzing his surroundings. "It sounds so beautiful but where the hell is it?" Claire chuckled out, her tone genuinely sounding puzzled.

They wandered onwards and searched for the source of the music. As they continued to keep going forward, the louder the music would get. It wasn't as if it was blaring, but it wasn't quiet. There were lights inside of a large building across the street, although neither of them even knew what the place was used for. "You think that's where it is coming from?" "Has to be." Claire mumbled out, squinting her eyes at the building.

"Maybe it's being rented out for a party or something." "That would make sense." Claire replied to Leon before talking again, "We can keep going now, I'm just nosey." "Of course you are." Leon huffed, a slight titter coming out from him.

The gazebo was in their line of view now, as they intended, it was lightened up. "Adding onto that dog conversation, if we do get one, we could take them on walks with us!" Claire exclaimed, an adorable giggle emitting from her. "Most definitely." Leon responded, giving her a quick grin. "I would like a cat too, Chris and Jill recently got one." "Oh did they?" "Yeah!" Claire smiled at her boyfriend. That music still hadn't stopped, it was still playing and each step they took, it only got more audible.

Leon stepped up onto the gazebo and sat down on it, patting a spot beside him for Claire. She let out a soft chuckle before sitting beside him. "I love how peaceful it is." Claire vocalized, her hands resting in her lap. She recently got a manicure so her nails looked all dolled up. "Me too. It's very calming." Leon agreed with his girlfriend. Even in silence, it felt tranquil. Nights like these are truly unforgettable. "Can I ask you something?" Claire said to Leon. "Ask away baby."

"Do you think our lives will ever get easier? You know, like with our line of work?" Claire had a melancholy tone. She didn't mean to bring the mood down or anything, she just sometimes thinks about the possibilites for her future. It's a scary thing to wonder about. "Oh honey." Leon said softly, wrapping his arm around her shoulders. "I really hope so." He muttered before kissing the top of her head. "I think it has a chance." Claire spoke with ambition. "That's a good mindset to have, my love." Leon praised her, she was very smart.

Claire and Leon sat in silence, just enjoying each other's company in their own ways. Claire rested her head on his broad shoulder, feeling at utter peace with him. Leon couldn't help but caress his thumb up & down on her shoulder, breathing deeply each time he stroked her. It felt so refreshing to spend the night out like this. Leon wishes they could do it more often but it's just not possible every single night like they'd hope for.

Within the distance, the both of them heard a new song begin to play. Claire shot her head back, a leer forming on her precious face. "Oh baby, I love this song!" Claire exclaimed, resting her head in her hand. "It sounds very romantic." Leon snickered out, listening in on the tunes as well. "Yeah, it's 'Forever' by the Little Dippers." Claire spoke sweetly, clearly she was admired by the song playing. "Yeah, I'm guessing there's a party on." Leon confirmed onto his statement from earlier.

Words began to form in the song rather than just the instrumental, the lyrics were one of a kind. Instantly, they reminded Leon of Claire. And Claire thought of Leon. "Baby?" "Yes?" Claire responded, her gaze stocked on his. "Have you ever like..." He paused, feeling slightly embarrassed. "Ever slow danced?" He mumbled out, adjusting his hair to try and act natural. "Oh, I mean, yeah, but not recently." Claire glimmered at him. "Why do you ask babe?" She wondered.

"Dance with me then." Leon stated, standing up and holding his hand out for her. At first, Claire didn't even know what to say. She could never even picture Leon dancing, let alone slow dancing. Giggling cutely, Claire set her hand in his, standing up alongside him. "But I don't really know how!" Claire snickered, placing her arms around his neck. "That's okay sweetheart, we'll learn together." Leon chortled, placing his hands onto her waist.

The two of them swayed together to the beat. Claire couldn't help but hum to the music as they danced together. "This feels so awkward." Claire whispered out, her eyes looking all around as if to not make eye contact. "A little bit." Leon cackled, squeezed her hips firmly momentarily. Leon's hand was pressed to her back, rubbing it as they danced. His other hand held onto her hip, holding her close to him. He could feel her hands roaming through his hair and rubbing his neck.

"I love when you touch me like that." Leon heaved out, closing his eyes as he held her close. "I know you do." Claire hushly spoke, her nails caressing through his hair and rubbing his neck firmly. Claire stared at him intently, watching his face as they danced together. The song seemed to have gotten louder but Claire couldn't tell whether or not it was her head or was reality. It really felt like it was just the two of them with the music. One with the song.

"I love you so much." "I love you too Claire." Leon muttered out. Claire sighed deeply before she then rested her head on his chest, her arms now wrapped around him in an embrace. Leon soughed and encased his arms around her shoulders, stroking her hair gently. Claire's nails dug into the back of his shirt. At this point, the dance slowed down immensely, it was just a long hug. Claire felt safe like this with him. "My pretty baby." Leon whispered before kissing the top of her head softly.

The song slowly began to fade out ; It wasn't a very long song to begin with. Although, Claire and Leon didn't let go of one another, they just continued to hug. "The song is over." Leon said to her with love. "I know handsome." Claire mumbled against his chest, her head was nestled against it. "Do you wanna go home now? Are you sleepy baby?" Leon asked her with kindness, his hands now caressing her warm back. She seemed spent.

"A little bit... Let's just stay like this a little while longer." Claire articulated, her body bundled up against his. "Okay babygirl." Leon chuckled. A new song began to play, this time, neither of them knew what it was called yet it was still such a romantic sounding song. Maybe someone was having a Wedding reception go on? Leon had no clue but it felt super fitting for the events of the night.

"I think we should move in together soon." Leon said calmly to her, pulling away to get a better look at her face. Claire's head shot up to look at him, a radiant look plastered on her face. "Do you seriously mean that?" Claire questioned, her hands gripping onto his shirt. "Baby, of course I mean it, it has to happen sooner or later." Leon snorted, moving his hand up to her face and stroking her cheek with passion. "I love you." Claire giggled out, standing onto her tippy toes, planting her lips against his.

Leon breathed in deeply, snuggling her close to him as he kissed her back. His heart warmed up completely as she kissed him. Their lips moved together in harmony. Claire pulled away and sighed again, yawning alongside it which also caused Leon to yawn too. "Oh my gosh, I'm so sleepy." Claire chuckled, grabbing his arm to hold on to. "Okay baby, let's get you to bed." Leon snickered.

"But I thought you wanted to watch that movie?" Claire asked, wandering off of the gazebo with him, the two of them beginning to walk home. "We can watch it tomorrow baby, I want you to get some rest." Leon snickered out, helping her step off of the gazebo. "If you say so honey." Claire replied, the two of them officially making their way home.

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mytheoristavenue · 2 years ago

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TMNT Thanksgiving Special!

Summary: How you spend Thanksgiving with the trutles!

Warnings: None, just fluff!

It's worth mentioning that the turtles had never had a traditional thanksgiving dinner before they met you. Usually, it wasn't something Splinter could have pulled off with his lack of resources. Though he did very much want the boys to experience the Japanese version of the holiday, considering their secrecy, celebrating the way he had as a child would have been out of the question.

This year was going to be different though, because they had you, who knew how to cook, at least half decently, and April, who could at least follow directions.

It wasn't a very large affair, just a turkey that you'd managed to find on sale, some mashed potatoes, green beans, and rolls. All made by the two of you, of course.

All of the boys, (apart from Raph and Casey) had offered to help, but the pair of you would simply share a look, giggle, and send them off on some time consuming chore to make them feel helpful.

Currently, Donnie and Leo were setting the table, murmuring to each other about how nice their misshapen silverware looked all wrapped in paper towels, or how fancy the kitchen island looked with the tacky plastic table cloth that you'd snagged from the dollar store (on clearance) laid across it.

You had to giggle at them as they marveled at things that were so mundane to you. You often times forgot how fascinated they could be by the simplest things, due to their short time on the surface.

Figures often bustled in and out of the kitchen, prompting you and your assistant chef to immediately come to blows with anyone deemed unworthy of being in the space. In your defense, it was usually one of whom you'd nicknamed the 'Lazy Trio', trying to sneak bites of whatever you were making at the time.

Occasionally, Splinter would come in to make a fresh pot of tea, or Leo or Donnie would offer to wash up the dishes made so far, which you always obliged.

When the feast was ready to be served, April whistled through her fingers, and you were pleasantly surprised to find that, for maybe the first time since you'd met the turtles, everyone in the lair had obliged, all now waiting eagerly at the table.

A few, including Mikey and Casey had trouble keeping them contained, struggling not to reach across the table to dig in before the meal was actually served.

When it was, Splinter was awarded the honor of carving the bird, something he wasn't prepared for, but graciously accepted anyways.

"Many years ago, my life was changed forever." He began a speech, head held high, so not to show tears welling in his eyes. "I suddenly found myself a father, once again, and I have always done what I felt was right to honor my sons, even if that meant shielding them from all outside factors. However, over the last several months, I have come to realize that not only do I have my four sons to cherish, but I have the loveliest of daughters as well."

Your cheeks burned at his words, and the way your 'brothers' cheered you both for making this holiday possible for them.

"And of course, my son, Casey." Splinter finished with a smile, having spotted the boy pouting in his seat from not being spoken of.

The meal was followed by everyone gathering in the living room, watching a live feed of the Macy's Day Parade, resting off your amazing cooking.

You yourself sat cuddled up to someone special, nuzzling your face into his arm and dozing off, securely enveloped in scaly arms.

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remembertheplunge · 10 months ago

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My sister Zoe's journal entry re: my partner Jim's death

I am now on the couch in Atwater watching Big Love and tired of watching TV with Mom because she is drunk and tired and cannot follow the plot. She wanders off. I wait. Wait. Explain. Explain.

I’d like to finish it. (watching the show)

What a long, long day.

I cannot believe Jim is gone.

So this is family. He drove me nuts, but, I never wanted this. His empty spot.

He will not be working in his gardens, hunting for treasures at yard sales, going to the farmer’s market. Demanding Lew love only Jim.

He was a solar eclipse. He came along and Lew disappeared to me.

The distance so far I had decided not to attend another Thanksgiving. I wanted out of this family, perhaps all families. I’d just have animals and books. People are tiring me out.

Oh Jim, I did not want this. You had such a strong life force. You died because of a faulty part. Otherwise, you were fine. But, that is how frail bodies are.

To see you in bed in the living room, (awake) a wake. I thought I saw your left eye move. Just for a second

When I first entered the room, the house told the story that things had changed.

Housework had fallen far behind.

The look of disease, narrowing of hallways with book cases, one bed five feet deep in clothes.

Wine glasses tucked into book cases and on tables all around Jim in the house.

I felt ill, not sure if I was going to cry or throw up.

While we were there, lividity set into his yellow, jaundiced skin.

He was quiet and still. So unlike Jim who was not quiet or still.

I am wondering how Lew will go on?

They had their jobs to do, how will Lew go on without Jim?

I guess he just will.

As do all widows and widowers.

Life keeps coming at you.

At Lew’s for Jim: (People who attended Jim’s wake)

Jim’s friend from Oakland, a blonde. We hung a butterfly flag for Jim.

A neighbor who is a nurse

A lawyer who lived in San Diego

Another lawyer took Lew’s cases today

Many phone calls

Mom and I brought 2 bottles of wine and yellow Calla Lilies, a beautiful plant.

Jim’s gone and I cannot believe it.

Yet, he is gone.

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After my partner Jim died in our house on 9/09/2009, I kept his body for a day and threw a wake party. A lot of people came including my sister Zoe and my mother. Two of my lawyer friends helped me bath Jim and dress him. He had gone into full rigor mortis, meaning his body was stiff or stone like. That’s what my sister was referring to in her journal entry above when she wrote about lividity.

I brought my sister’s journals back with me after she died in May 2023. I didn’t know she kept journals until just before she died. My law practice has kept me busy since then. I have not had a chance to look at her journals until now.

I had never read the above entry until today. I had no idea it existed. As I was typing it for the blog, although I’d read some of the initial sentences earlier, I had not read the whole entry. I was thus like you, new to it..

I’m amazed to see Jim’s death through her eyes. The journal allowed this miracle to happen.

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