#Thank you for the well wishes

[pirateprincessjess]

sending well wishes 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 I recommend ginger tea

Oo ginger tea sounds excellent! I adore tea

[justcallme-ange]

I hope you will get better in no time :)

Awww thank you Jasz <3 I've almost got it beat - it's just being stubborn.

[lordfreg]

I hope you'll slowly get better soon, jorjie 💚🫂

Please rest well

Mmm... thank you ellen... I'm virtually hugging you 🖤💚🖤💚🖤💚🖤💚🖤💚🖤💚🖤💚🖤💚🖤💚🖤💚

I'm logve your 🥺

[redfoxv]

Happy (late ?) birthday ! Did you do anything fun ?

(Also you're very pretty and hot)

Hehe thank you so much.

I did went out with some friends had Korean fried chicken and some tiki drinks. Got pretty drunk. Made some drunk texts and posts lol

Awww thank you

[skvaderarts]

Well.

Well.

Phew, It's been a minute, hasn't it? Amidst everything that happened, May 3rd came and went and I never made an update. 

The surgery itself went... Well, it went. Several things that were supposed to have been done by hospital staff weren't to the point where I could probably get legal compensation for it at this point overall, but that's a conversation for another time. I got out of the hospital two days after my procedure and was immediately re-admitted due to severe complications that developed as a result of said things that were not done at the hospital, namely a few major things on the priority list that should have been cleared before I was allowed to leave by my doctors. I got the impression they wanted me to leave as soon as possible so that they could use the bed for someone else. I had to be rushed back to the hospital, tons of tests had to be run, and it turned out I had developed a blockage in my intestinal tract and I had to be re-admitted for for a week, The first 3 days of which I spent on a no food diet which was torturous. And my kidney function was very low. I was in severe pain due to a lack of proper pain medication being given by the hospital (I was given Tylenol after a abdominal surgery which, yeah, wasn't sufficient in the slightest and that only changed after I and several family members complained), and it took me an additional two weeks after leaving the hospital after that point to feel okay at all. I still can't sleep very comfortably even now, but it's been getting better. Gradually. I have a follow up on the 22nd of June. Fingers crossed.

On a less personally harrowing note, I wanted to thank everybody who sent me well wishes. I know I haven't responded to most of you, but that was mostly just because I have been zoned out for a minute now and haven't been keeping on top of things. I want you guys to know that I see you wonderful messages and they bring a smile to my face when I need it most. Hopefully I can respond to you soon. 

And that's if my power cooperates! For whatever reason the part of Texas I unfortunately live in has been plagued with power outages! We've had six in the last 5 days! It's been... Trying. Can't get any writing done when I have no electricity. And it's HOT.

As for now, I think I will try to upload again on June 14th. That way I have plenty of time to think and take it slow and see how I feel. I'm up and moving around again, but it's still slow going. It's less now that I physically can't write anymore and more that I'm trying to get in the right headspace. But I am excited to come back and experience the story with everyone. Genuinely, I've missed it. It's been a hellish time, but hopefully once my recovery is over it will have been worth it. I'm looking forward to trying to get my life back to at least the quality it was when I first started writing this series and being able to indulge in the things I like doing again, my writing being one of them.

Thank you for your infinite patience. I hope to see you all again soon. Bye bye!

EDIT: I'm a dumbass. I meant to write that the date for the chapter would be the 21st not the 14th. I read the wrong Friday date on my calendar. Sorry. My bad.

[secretsinthevoid]

Finally starting to come out of all the medication. Drifted in and out of sleep for most of the day. Surgery went well, no issues, should be going home tomorrow at some point -at least that’s the plan for now.

And I would like to say thank you to @podhouse for showing some love, it was really nice to see all the notifications and well wishes, it really did brighten our evening.

-Atlas

[bluepunkmon]

6007 words done!!!! yay! im going to sleep now goodnight

[bisexual-horror-fan]

✨ HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEX!!! ✨

MAY YOUR BIRTHDAY BE FILLED TO *BURSTING* WITH SEXINESS, FUN, CARNALITY, RELAXATION, SEXY FUN TIMES, DELICIOUS FOOD, AND AWESOMENESS!

'Thirty thirty, twice as dirty.'

Me, just now.

💕

Oh Kelly is has been a great day so far! The husband took me out for breakfast and a big shopping spree, I am gonna have a bath and in less than two hours I am gonna have a big dinner and do a several movie long stream with some close friends, it's gonna fuck in the best way.

[nuppu-nuppu]

hey, I'm sorry to hear about your current situation, I really hope things get better for you soon 🩷 is there anything you would love to happen canonically for bakudeku? (besides holding hands, I'm pretty sure we all want that heh) personally I'd like to see them hug even, or just be more physically affectionate with each other in general. I think they both could use that. it heals the soul

🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

I would really want them to hold hands and maybe just smile at each other??? I think a little smile from both of them would be quite healing

And yes I want them to be more physically affectionate with each other like Kacchan ruffling Izuku’s hair or maybe even them hugging ;;;;;;

[miserye]

SENDING SO MUCH LUCK FOR YOU💕PLZ DONT DIE😭 you got this bestie😔👍

Sending a serotonin boost to help u through these trying times:

YOU CATS ARE SO CUTE IM GOING TO PASS AWAY 😭😭😭😭

ALSO I TBINK WE HAVE THE CAT TOWER IN THE BOTTOM LEFT PHOTO SND ITS CRACKING ME UP BC OUR OLDEST CAT BROKE THE PART YOUR CAT IS ON because HE GOT TOO FAT FOR IT

[companionwolf]

10 and 12 for the ask meme? i hope rest gets easier for you soon

Hello! I think I am Wolf. Wolf Wolf. Known lobby Wolf. Maybe. Probably. It's a little hard to tell at the moment. ):

10. What’s your relationship like to the parts nearest to you right now?

Everyone else is asleep right now, I think. It's very quiet. I think EC and C will likely wake up first-- they usually do.

...Someone is actually up with me, I can feel them watching, but I'm not sure who they are. That's disconcerting.

Anyway, I'll talk about EC and C briefly.

EC is a sort of brotherly figure to me, and kind of a voice of reason. He helps sometimes in therapy. He's been around for a decade now? Since -- I think we estimate he formed in 2015? He likes pop punk music and TTRPGs.

C is one of the few folks I(?) made contact with back when first realizing Something Was Weird in terms of trauma and dissociative stuff. He's a very protective part, and presents considerably more formal to others outside then he actually is. We are pretty sure he formed in 2013, so he's slightly older than EC in that way. C enjoys horror media and peach cobbler.

12. What’s your favorite way to ground?

I personally gravitate to using sense of taste (so really strong tastes, mint or cinnamon or dark chocolate), or temperature (hold ice cube, run hot or cold water over hands, drink cold water or hot drink).

Other things I as a part do to ground--

Other sensory input (touch, usually-- something soft, or spiky)

Mindfulness of movement I think it's called? (describing what I am doing to myself, the sensory input of the task, etc)

Do something that's engaging to brain (like a video game or such that requires me to think more)

That 5 4 3 2 1 thing, both in its classic form and in a way I saw someone else here do it (5 see, 5 hear, 5 feel, 5 colors, describe the room temperature, I think it was)

Thanks for the ask. (:

[fuckyeah-dragrace]

Happy belated birthday nattie! Hope it was a good one and that you had a great treat to eat 💜 -blayze✨

thank you blayze!! it was definitely a good one since i got to head home and have some fun with my family and plenty of good food. nothing beats a strawberry cake 💞💞

[pixlokita]

✨🥓 nothing will snap you out of agony nightmares faster than bacon

[redfoxv]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HELL YEAH HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Hehe thank you thank you ^w^

Appreciate it

[appropriatelystupid]

[softlittleheartsandsparkles]

I wanted to say that I follow both your blogs, and I really do hope your guinea pig pulls through. :( you seem to be having a hard year so far.

Thank you. <3 I hope so too. Rosie and Leda are snuggling together right now. So I think/hope she's going to recovery and be happy.