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𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕚𝕥 𝕥𝕒𝕜𝕖𝕤 𝕚𝕤 𝕒 𝕜𝕚𝕤𝕤
#the sims 4#ts4#sims 4#ts4 edit#ts4 render#simblr#aliya's sims#naiyana#antonio#amongussy#theseus 08085#being a menace and posting this while salem is asleep#THIS IS SO LATE BUT I CAN'T WAIT ANYMORE#excuse me while i cry over them publicly#i've been crying over them privately the past two weeks#salem and i just making our npcs fall in love nbd#FUN LOVING BOUNTY HUNTER GIRL AND HER CUTE WILD TALL ALIEN BOY
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no way she's alive ?? yea those mental health breaks because social media makes people suck are wild huh
#star wars#clone wars#star wars fanart#ahsoka tano#captain rex#anyway i bring you this a) because i'm going back to my tcw roots of late and b) because i miss them terribly#as you can see because i can't handle reality i put her in the novel design#cause wdym they split up after order 66 haha what no that didn't happen you're crazy#read it however you want idc ^^)b any interpretation of their dynamic is the best one i think#yea anyway in this amount of time i've gotten a lot better at anatomy and i don't really care about social media anymore#but i have like nowhere to put my art now so *shrug*#star wars the clone wars#artists on tumblr#i've wanted to do one of those post-type drawings and i am .-+ too lazy +-. to color it sooo#signature got cropped sigh. whatever#if you see a mistake no you don't. you know the drill#also i finally watched bad batch season 3 around christmastime and hewiutgeh.#singlehandedly took the show from a 4 to a 10 for me so thx dave filoni we love u as always >>>#lowk kinda missed it here *gazes fondly at the bot spam and screaming and cursing in my feed*#btw i have never used instagram in my life so if this is formatted wrong it's your fault. bye#someone tell me whether or not i should tag this as rxsk because i am very much debating#does tumblr even like them anymore ?? i know ao3 does they're still going crazy over there (>1k works God bless)#“bro's first post back and she's yapping her head off” cmon you know me by now anyway can we talk about season 7 ahsoka#i find no fault in her. she is perfect. she is the greatest version of any star wars character ever at all#no i will not be thinking about whether or not anyone told her about fives. no i will not be thinking about whether or not anyone told echo#ok that's enough bye i'll wait for this to get four notes at most and three of them being comments screaming at me#one more thing uhh suspend your disbelief since anakin liked the post. rots didn't happen and everything is fine !!#my art
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Does anyone here draw in both desktop & mobile? I'm planning to get a galaxy tab at some point and since I don't really have any experience drawing on a (mobile) tablet, I'm curious abt how it feels to draw on one vs. drawing on pc w/ a graphic tablet 🤔
#once I have all my commission slots filled up that's when i'll buy one#i've been hesitating bc i'm not used to spending a big amt for something but honestly it's more of an investment than a simple want#my poor 10 year old laptop + monitor + keyboard setup is the 'pc' im currently using#both the laptop screen & keyboard isn't working properly anymore so i have a separate monitor + keyboard for it#it's pretty laggy most of the time#not sure how it's still holding up#ngl sometimes i'm worried it'll just give up on me & break at any moment#so I kinda wanna have a backup device#anyways! I get easily tired drawing on pc for some reason#I think it's bc i unconsciously tense my neck? whenever i stare at the monitor for too long#also my eyes hurt + the extreme hot weather lately is making me dizzy so i can't work for long periods of time 😔#I see a lot of artists use ipad so i'm guessing drawing on a tab would also feel nice???#also would that get you in the mood to draw more bc you can bring it w/ u anywhere?#i'm hoping to be able to draw more honestly.....#also the timelapse!! csp wont let me record timelapse on my current pc and idk why that is#might be bc im still on win 7#HOPING i could post timelapse vids when i finally have a tab#tbh i want to get one asap (like as in rn) but I want to make sure I have enough budget first so im waiting for my comm slots to be full#bam blabs
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tagged by @jesuisici33 @thewolvesof1998 @daffi-990 @jamespearce9-1-1 @lover-of-mine @hippolotamus @disasterbuckdiaz 💖💖
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It’s a good few weeks, and it feels like everyone’s back on track, settling into their lives again, figuring everything out one day at a time. Buck’s happy. He has his awesome girlfriend, his best friend seems finally more at ease, even if the divorce is adding some stress, and his other best friend is happier than ever with his mom around. Everything’s finally starting to go great.
And then it all gets disrupted again.
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#the alive shannon fic#last line tag#buddie wip#buddie fic#wikiangela writes#my writing#fic snippet#clearly struggling to segue into the bombing lmao#my wips#skipped wip wednesday so have a lil line haha#thought id have the bombing written already but need to start getting ready for work so i guess writing's done for today lmao#i might be a little absent from the writing games in the next few weeks bc im just so exhausted lately lol#this scene I'm writing is so disjointed and out of order rn and i hate it i need to find more time to write it properly haha#but pls keep tagging me i love reading y'alls wonderful snippets!!#also what do we think shannon's job could be bc im trying to figure it out and have no clue lol#(also i have to actively remind myself of ali's existence and i can't wait until the break up so i don't have to anymore lmao)
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So idk if I can really articulate the way I'm feeling rn to translate it perfectly, but I want you guys to know how much I truly appreciate everyone who's followed me over the years, who has interacted with me in any way no matter how small, and anyone who has shown up recently. From the bottom of my heart, thank you. It's probably cheesy to say but everyone here has made my life so much brighter and I feel so unbelievably blessed to have been invited into your lives in some way, even if it's just as someone who sometimes shows up on your dash.
I decided to scroll through my tag on here and the way people have supported me over the years though everything really, deeply touched my heart this evening. The people who have drawn fanart for me, the people who have commissioned me, the people who have tagged me in things (I cringe every time bc I feel soooo bad for not seeing them until I look in my tag once in a blue moon, but know I appreciate you trying to include me), the people who tag me when asked who their art inspirations or favorite blogs are (!!!!!!!!!??????), the people who post their art saying that my art inspired them in some way, people who express their excitement when they realize I've followed them (this will never stop being wild to me, what an incredible thing!!!! I'm just me!) everyone. It's absolutely mind boggling to me and I can't stress enough how much it means.
I've had such an incredible time on this site so far and met some of my closest friends here and just.. wow. Thank you so much to all of you, from the very bottom of my heart. I cannot thank you enough for all of your support!! Every little bit of interaction is a blessing to me and I've run out of ways to express that so I'll wrap this up here but yeah!! I hope you all have a lovely evening or whatever time of day it is in your time zone. Know that you've impacted me in a way I can't express and try to give yourselves a little grace, you'll never know how much you've improved the lives of the people around you by just spending a little time in their space ♥
#i wanted to tag a bunch of my friends bc i saw a lot of people i don't interact with much anymore bc of my reclusiveness in recent years#but i was terrified of accidentally leaving people out so if you're wondering if i'm thinking about you then you're exactly who i mean#love love love love love I'm so incredibly fortunate and i can't forget that!!!!#the fact that i've been on here since 2014 and have only received one mean ask that i can think of is insane#i know i've been a bit of a downer lately but overall my hope is that i've created a positive space where people can be happy and feel safe#in some way in any way#and i hope i feel like someone people can talk to (or at.. i know im bad at replying but i do like to read sjkdlfsd)#i've been told that i may come off as intimidating but i truly don't want to be i want people to feel comfortable interacting ^^#ANYWAY gotta go to bed this is embarrassing thanks for listening byeee#dl#not art#i forgot to mention this but also people who use my art for their pfps???????? SPEECHLESS#all of the art in the world and you chose mine it makes my heart so full#also just realized i completely forgot to respond to emails today#if you see this and you're waiting on one I'll reply tomorrow but know I've gotten it!
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i was gonna say "i shouldn't have to go to work when my brain feels like a depression slushie" and then i was like "wait but then i'd basically never ever go to work" and i'm actually doubling down on the first part now bc my god how am i supposed to heal my brain from burning out 5 years ago if i can never get an actual break
#//juri speaks#i also at this moment: do not know if i have health insurance anymore / if i will be able to get insurance#if i can't get insurance i will not be able to take classes this fall#if i can't take classes my loan repayments will kick in immediately#i already don't have enough money for anything and i certainly don't have a spare $150 a month for the government#at any rate i need to submit my tuition waiver Soon but i can't until i know if i can get into the second class#so i have to wait for the prof or my advisor to get back to me#all the while a funeral day draws nearer#and then AT work i still feel like my position doesn't need to exist#but i desperately need it to exist because i need the money#and this big mchuge data migration project we were SUPPOSED to have had done in JUNE is being pushed to the absolute last minute#not by us but by the folks in control of the software we're moving to#so we're not going to have any safety margins with the old software#it's going to be GONE and dead and unlicensed while we're trying to learn the new shit#and i'm going to have to deal with the other branch cataloger trying to do everything for us which Won't Help#and i need!!!!!! a break!!!!!!!!!! from everything!!!!!#i need the world to stop and i need to go sit in the desert for like 6 months#instead best i can do is go buy the new taz gn for a little crumb of escape. maybe a little coffee drink while i'm there#even though i've been hitting sugar hard lately and really do not have the funds to buy more clothes if i gain a few more lbs#and can't afford a walking pad/treadmill and don't want to go outside bc it is a billion degrees all day every day rn#uuuuuuuuuuuugggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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why is tumblr so fucked up on my chromebook-
#rambearling#i mean i know it has to be either stylus or new xkit but idk which-#need a new laptop....... this bitch old-#can't get updates anymore. the screen's fucked. it's slow#my desktop's also getting on in age even with firefox it's pretty slow (though faster than when i was using chrome)-#firefox is better in like every way i think . i like how it has themes they look nice there's a teddie persona 4 one heehee :3#teddie persona 4 my beloved........ the most character ever..........#i wish i had a debit card so i could buy the teddie plush myself i don't wanna have to wait for christmassssssss#i need to squish and cuddle and throw myself-#i feel like all my posts here lately end up being derailed into me talking about persona 4. can you tell it's my favorite video game-#i need......... persona 4 remake......... please atlus please please pelase please pealse pelase pelasde#let yosuke actually be bisexual this time klsdfjfsdjfsdkjsdf-#<- i say that as if he isn't low-key still bisexual. i'm still convinced they didn't change any of his dialogue#except for removing his actual confession. he still sounds so fucking gay-#what do you MEAN yu is good with his hands yosuke please elaborate-#in one of his weekend hangout invites he literally says he's inviting someone else so people don't think you're dating??? like????????#they're not even my favorite ship (teddie and rise my beloveds..........) but yosuke's so funny to me-
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second night of not being able to fall asleep since the new semester started. now im remembering why i stopped taking my adhd meds
#look im a fan of staying up late when it's done voluntarily but this is NOT voluntary#i need to get actual sleep bc i need to actually use my brain for school shit tomorrow and i only got like 2 hours of sleep last night#does my body care about that tho? noooo absolutely not no sleep for you for the rest of your life#even the benadryl isn't working anymore and I've already had 150mg#i need one of those chloroform soaked rags they use in movies when knocking someone out to kidnap them#just. im not fucking doing anything. this would be a much better use of my time if i used it to actually do shit like homework#but nooo i was too tired and wanted to go to sleep early but the sleep never came and the task is firmly stuck in tomorrow mode#and i don't even wanna do the tasks bc i never wanna do anything ever except when i take my adhd meds#but when i do take the meds i can't fall asleep. fucking fantastic#in the words of laura jane grace: i need a week long cocaine binge#wait that would probably make my sleeplessness worse tho nevermind#just. i thought this shit was supposed to be addictive. i just keep not wanting to take them#like the opposite of compulsive redosing or something#ugh ykw maybe i should just try fighting fire with fire#just keep going with the meds to see how long it takes until the lack of sleep is enough to overpower the insomnia#maybe i just need to be harder on myself. stop thinking about what i do or don't want#bc i keep getting stuck in this cycle where i try to find a way to convince myself why i should do a task#but end up only thinking of how i absolutely do not want to do the task#and decide to try being more constructive by asking myself what i do want#only to find that the one single thing i want is just to Not#and coming to the inevitable conclusion that i really just need to kill myself#except that's also a task i need to do that takes energy and i don't rlly wanna do that either so that's one bright side ig#ugh i hate this i hate complaining like if you don't like something abt the situation then fucking do something about it or suck it up#and here i am. doing neither.#i swear i need to be put down like a dog. where's that post abt getting into puppy play so you can be euthanized#welp. i guess it's a good thing i got a therapist before the semester started. he's gonna be in for a shock#mine#vent
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i love how i come back to twst post about how much i hate idia for a few days and then leave again it's such a cycle
#auburn's rambles <3#i think about that time when people were shipping me w him a lot#and i don't think i ever really addressed how bad it made me feel#like i told people to stop yeah but now whenever i see idia i think about how upset and frustrated i was#like it keeps coming BACK i can't get it out of my HEAD#THIS GOT KINDA VENTISH WAIT#idk man it's late i should be asleep but Fuck i cannot stop thinking about how that got so out of hand#my poor lab partner had to deal w me that day LMAO i like. cried in front of her#and i don't know why my brain keeps coming back to it because nobody makes jokes like that anymore#and everyone who did sent me apologies which was so sweet#anyways hello ygys i think i just needed to get this off my chest goodnight#FOR CLARIFICATION I AM OK!!!! i think im just emotional rn and i did not expect to dump a whole ass essay here#muah muah love ygys thank u for being on my side i hope all of your pillows are cold and you have sweet dreams
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the pipeline from I've scrolled through your ig :) to is that guy with the long hair your brother to I can tell you are a taurus person to I feel like you really are wasting your potential in here is a bit wild to me, but leave it to my coworkers to make it happen
#j. talks#and ofc I nearly cried after that because I have been on the edge anyway my shoulders hurt so much that I don't know how I am supposed to#push through to late shifts this weekend. I have been feeling ugh anyway and I don't like being here either but why on earth would you tell#me this. shortly after we had to evacuate the whole center and people kept running in like the insane customers that they are. then the sam#coworker while we were waiting in the rain outside told me how fast I was when I started working there and that I slowed down. okay??#I can't do this anymore. physically and mentally shouting down
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8 Reactions to The Immortal Thor #2
My sleep-deprived, burnt-out, anxiety-addled self didn't immediately burst into tears when I read this. Absolutely not. I have no idea what you're talking about.
I was like "I know it's probably gonna be like Jane or something [don't @ me if she's dead or something in the comics, I don't follow Thor comics mostly], but I want it to be Loki." And then I turned the page and had to put the book down so I could pump my fists in the air and cheer. Have I mentioned lately that Al Ewing is the fucking best?
Listen, I know they're probably planning something that's going to make me upset with them. But the sound I made reading this line was not human.
This isn't really related, but I just realized that by the end of both their debut tenure with The Defenders, both Cloud and Loki end up pretty exclusively using they/them pronouns. It's a pretty interesting progression in Ewing's portrayal of Loki from a storytelling standpoint, and progression of Loki's genderfluid identity from an in-universe character standpoint.
They're so sparkly! Move over, AOA Loki in the void pre-ego death saying 'I have a brother whom I love,' sparkly!, gender-envy!IT Loki asking if I'll trust them as my enemy is my new phone background.
HOHO WHAT??? HELLO, DARLING!!! I spoke too soon-- this is my new phone background.
I...What's happening. I don't know this Loki. Should I know this Loki?
I've decided to be a fool and say this is Loki's convoluted way of protecting Thor. And possibly make him stronger in order to defeat Toranos eventually.
#loki#loki comics#the immortal thor spoilers#the immortal thor#the immortal thor 2#immortal thor spoilers#marvel comics spoilers#al ewing#al ewing comics#i love this comic i can't wait a month for issue 3#i'm sorry this post is so late#i've been writing data analysis for the last seven hours#i cannot see straight anymore so if there are spelling/grammar issues i'm sorry
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just realized 3 people I was mutuals with have unfollowed me and I'm trying not to overthink it lol
#WHAT DID I DO WHAT DID I DO WHAT DID I DOOOOOOOO😭#tbh I know at least one of my other mutuals lately has had issues with tumblr like. force unfollowing them from me lol#so I'd kind of. assume maybe it's that maybe it's accidental? but. 3 of them?#and the selection in question hardly makes it look coincidental....#is there a screenshot of me in the gc? be honest#and like it's fine its not even that bad I didn't even really talk to 2 of them maybe they just got bored of me we hardly interacted#but I'd talked to the 3rd one frequently through asks at least#they answered one of mine just earlier this last week in a really friendly manner LIKE. I THOUGHT WE WERE COOL#HOW LONG HAS THIS EVEN BE GOING ON#I suspect one of them probably unfollowed me in july... I sent them a 💌 for that mutual ask game and they never answered#which would make sense if we weren't mutuals anymore#oh wait oh my god was that about the goddamn “henry creel stans are crazy” post drama. that would be weird. there's no way#but it happened around the same time...#I literally can't live like this would it be insane to send asks to these people and figure out what I did
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DEATH UNTO DAWN ON SPOTIFY 🥹🫶🏼
#🌙.rambles#[ ffxiv. ]#pls. listen. it has the tea ost n the nier collab n sorrow of werlyt n eden.#it has so many osts dear to me uwahh i've been waiting. so long 😭😭#looking at the album properly now that i'm back home from feeding the cats. help one of them even followed me from the#lower ground lvl to. 2nd floor HFLAKSJFLKSD. those cats. r very dear to me :<#back to ffxiv though. not only w ^^ but there's also hearthward.. ishgard my home. oh my god#n then. danshig naadam iirc? the 'a __ air __' around the start. my fav frontlines map hehe. i miss frontlines honestly#oh my god the scions & sinners stuff too 🥺#spotify wrapped w to the edge at the top fr. OH MY GOD THIS MONTH#W KH FINALLY. YK ON SPOTIFY 😭 riku n dearly beloved those osts mean so much to me hehe n then#FFXIV NOW TOO 🥹#so weird listening to these on spotify. this means i can remove a lot of my mp3s now that i downloaded from yt hdkfajsdkfl#i remember yk? IM GNA CRY SO BADLY I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY ANYMORE#I MISS. EDEN SO BAD IT HURTS. i miss raiding w my friends i miss laughing w them i miss calling n then. clearing. together.#i miss meeting new ppl. n. oh that one silly friend i still rmb those compliments man he made me attached for a bit i can't deny that but#IT'S JUST. FOND FOR ME TO LOOK BACK ON NOW.#n then. with this is just. endless small reminders of what i love in life so much. yk these memories these people these emotions n thoughts#all these stories. fuck. i feel like. a kid again n it's. smth i've missed lately. it soothes me so much n comforts my heart n soul n mind#sweet serenity oh how i missed you. yk that. that certain peace even though the world around me may be. yeah#even if the apocalypse wld come to test us all or smth i know that. the love i just have for. life wld. yk always return.#i'll always keep it close no matter how much it'll fucking hurt.#i love ffxiv so much i really do it just. yeah for the past few years has become one of my homes fr. always gives me comfort#always makes me remember myself again yk? hdflasdjflkd.. i miss emet-selch can you tell one reason why he's. rlly special to me#like bro he's. i mean. i find him. oh god how to put this i find him attractive fuck it but uh. his uhm. form as solus is.. he's#ffxiv shb grandpa simulator jokes for a reason 💀 but my bro i loved you ever since i knew you EMET-SELCH HE'S JUST. SO#SO ANNOYING. FUCK. PROMISES TO KEEP RN JUST MAKES ME EMOTIONAL ALL THE TIME. THE ORCHESTRA MAN#i want to write so much but. my mind is such a mess rn. but it. i feel better. i remember again. it. hdlfajsfkdjf :^) 😭#i. have sm to write. but i just wna cry i'm overwhelmed again but it's bcs i love. ffxiv sm 😭😭 imy n ilysm not just ffxiv but. everything
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I'M GETTING MY APPOINTMENTS
#/pos#doctor agreed that the clinic appointment being in july was bs late and we couldn't wait#so she's trying to get me an extra appointment somewhere else sooner#+ she listened to my thoughts about pots and is trying to get me an urgent appointment with a cardiologue#now if only we didn't keep getting roadblocks...#the clinic said that i had to ask my doc to do 100% santé to get reimbursed. and the doc was confused because she literally can't do that#until we have the diagnosis. diagnosis which is exactly what we're trying to get reimbursed#also apparently her note on the paper that the cardiologist is urgent isn't enough. and she needs to call the center for us so i can get it#before march. so now we're waiting for her to get the time to call them. so they can call us. so we can come back with the paper to finally#get the appointment#uuuuuUUGHHHHH#so tired#plus the pots help center I'm gonna visit this week. plus the pots specialist appointment in February. plus i can't even remember and keep#up with anymore. plus the fact that my mother is even thinking of dropping school and getting interned in a hospital for the year to rest#and heal because of how much i can't keep up with taking care of myself anymore. and manage to attend a few hours of class once every three#weeks. + all my work from this year and last year getting deleted from their pcs malfunctioning. meaning that i need to redo everything i#crawled through and manage to do since the beginning of the year. and all my examples from last year being gone for my portfolio#yeah i don't think i can keep up until the end. AND manage to pass this year...#vent#HB rambles#fought against the nurse again during the blood test. and now my arms and back hurts even more#aaaaaaAAAAAA I'M TIRED#wanna finally play mario galaxy again after a whole year of trying and failing to#but it's definitely gonna be another fail today because I'm going back to bed#too exhausted#manage to eat three boiled eggs and a bunch of grapes tho! and drank water! woooo!!
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y'ever feel nostalgic for objectively worse times. why does that happen
#wishtalks#another vent in the tags post yippee#been feeling not amazing lately#what's new! lol#been feeling really sad in a familiar way#like im in 2016 again and im a sad and lost teenager#except im a grown ass adult and its 2024#i wonder if i'll always be doomed to just feel this way#to feel so disconnected by people that say that they care for me#maybe its the anxious attachment talking but I genuinely feel like I can't believe that anything they do is genuine#why is it so much easier to just convince myself that they hate me than it not being personal#the urge to try to communicate and talk about it but I know i'll just make things worse#at least I feel like more comfortable being away from home#mostly because I know when I finish school what's waiting is worse than the isolation i'm experiencing here#what's even the point if home wont even feel like “home” anymore#whats the point if my friends don't care about me when i'm going to be overseas for 80% of the year#i'm literally ventposting on tumblr because I know that nobody ik irl follows me here or at least doesn't check my posts#so ummmm if you know me irl. you dont#anyways i'll be okay. been really busy with school
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I can finally go to bedddddd I've almost finished all my laundry, just got one more load in the dryer. Idec, it can stay there overnight, I'm so tired I feel like I could cry
#idk what has been up w me but it has been impossible for me to stay awake til midnight lately#I'm always out by 11:45#I hate it. I miss being a night owl.#But god I don't care anymore I don't wanna fight it I'm so ready to be under a blanket#just gonna go check on that last load. make sure it's got enough time to fully dry. and I'm gonna be out like a light#omggggg I can't wait
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