#WHAT DID I DO WHAT DID I DO WHAT DID I DOOOOOOOO😭

[rotisseries]

just realized 3 people I was mutuals with have unfollowed me and I'm trying not to overthink it lol

[izukuer]

i hate discord servers bro im about to fucking kill myself 😭😭

[solar-wing]

y'all, we gotta problem 😬

so... to keep a long story short,

THE STORY'S TOO LONG 😭

I was putting the final edits in the tumblr post and literally got a red flag that said I've reached the 1,000 content block limit💀

guys, the story is like just under 40k words (you lucky bastards) and I don't know what to do. I know I could just insert a document or link to where you can read it, but I want people to be able to read it on Tumblr. And I thought about splitting it into two parts, but I don't want it to divide like that and then people read the second part before they read the first part and I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DOOOOOOOO...

you all did this to me...

but no seriously, like what should I do?

[nrc-confessions]

I do not have a kill list BUT I DO HAVE A PUNCH IN THE FACE LIST

1. Jamil

2. Jamil again

3. Rook

4. Crowley

5. Trein

6. Vargas

7. Crowley again

8. Jamil again

9. Jamil again

10. Paw anon

11. 🐍♥️ anon

12. Jamil AGAIN

13. Ace Trappola

-🕷️

Thank you for your confession!

WHAT DID TREIN DOOOOOOOO 😭😭😭

Also me personally I would put 🐍♥️ at the top 😗😗😗 but that’s just me 😇😇😇

[ghostaddictgremlin]

Kamen Rider Gaim

Ep 06

"Strength is the power to take what you want." Ok? And you just wanted to take a beating or...

Why are they walking so gay when wounded??? Kaito, the hell was that

ALSO DOES NO ONE FUCKING MISS YUUYA?!?!

I hate that he answers his phone with "It's me." like no shit Sherlock*

Oh, that's why he didn't look important enough to have one

*idk if it's a Japanese phrase but it sounds stupid nonetheless and I like to bully melon man

Ep 07

Kaito is fucking dead

I do think Kouta kinda looks stupid with his transformation movements

Is that a fucking melon tank?

What in the actual hap is fuckening? Why did he turn into a bionicle?

Am I the only one concerned about Yuuya???????? He just fuckn died or something and no one cares??

Ep 08

Oh well I am not the only one thinking about Yuuya

Omg Kaito, you're such a fuxking tsundere

Lmaoo Kouta, the landing😂😭 I can't believe this is humour targeted at 10 year olds and its working on me😭

I am more annoyed by Mai than anything. I can't explain why

Ok... but the mango suit is so cool😭

Kouta had the same gay stare as me

Kaito, you're so tsundere, it hurts me physically

Ep 09

Kaito, if you throw that card deck on the floor one more time I'm gonna grap you through the screen and throttle you in a very unerotic way

Ok, that was actually really cool

MICCHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

I love the fake fruits so much, you have no idea*

Micchi is so cute I can't do this

I see, Micchi has the braincell

Do you know the Melon Man? Oh do you know the Melon Man? Oh doooooooo you knooow the Meeeeeeelon Man? The melon man, the melon man, that lives in Micchi's house?*²

They're burning that shit down like 4m away from you. Do you maybe wanna fuckn move?

He's giving Dr. Stylish

* For some reason I was very obsessed with the obviously plastic fake fruits in Bandou's bar. I skipped the notes about them before

*² the muffin man song by Adam Lambert may be my biggest vocal stim and uhhh things happened

Ep 10

This is the most stupid and simplest plan AND I CAN'T BELIEVE IT WORKED ON KAITO

Kaito, you don't have to manspread while you're standing

Kaito frustrates me on a level that makes me want to run into a wall

Why are those two boys so gay btw? What's their deal?

[rillils]

RILLLSSSSSSS OH MY GOD IM GOING FUCKING INSANE 😭 THIS IS GONNA BE LONG OH MY GOD 😭😭

OK SO MY SCHOOL HAS THESE FIELD TRIPS EVERY YEAR AND GOT CANCELED BC OF COVID (this is our first time back face to face, so weve had online classese for almost 3 years now) AND THEY STILL HAVENT BROUGHT IT BACK

SO HIM BEING PART OF THE STUDENT COUNCIL AND ALL, I ASKED HIM TO ASK THE PRINCIPAL IF THEY COULD BRING BACK FIELD TRIPS AND WERE STILL WAITING FOR THEIR REPLY AND OH MY GOD

FOR THE PAST 4 HOURS WE HAVE BEEN FANTASIZING ABT GOING ON AN AMUSEMENT PARK DATE

and rillssssss 😭😭😭

im gonna go insane oh my god 💞💞💞💞

SO HERES HOW WE THOUGHT ITLL GO:

-we meet at school bc thats where all the busses are to go to the amusement park (keep in mind that we dont even know if this idea will get accepted) and this time there wont be any supervisors with us just teachers (bc yay im a highschool student now 😗) anyways

-and wed sit at the back of the bus (each class has their own bus, so hed ask if he could stay at my bus instead, if they dont allow it then wed both go to the bus for the people who are late)

-wed watch movies and share earphones and id lean my head on his shoulder and hed cover me with his jacket (HE SAID THAT ID GET TO KEEP IT OH MY GOD 🥹🥹🥹) if i get cold because i said that ill wear a dress that looked similar but way shorter than the one i was wearing in that picture i sent him (when he called me an angel when i was wearing a wedding gown i wore for my aunt's wedding)

-wed hold hands the whole time and id pull him around to go ride all the rides (nobody knows abt us dating just that one friend, we dont care who'll see anymore, nows are only chance to go on an amusement park date, well if it gets accepted that is)

-and hed hug me from the back (weve never hugged yet nor have we held hands) while we wait in line for the ride

-HE SAID HED GIVE ME PRINCESS TREATMENT RILLSSSSS

LIKE FULL ON PRINCESS TREATMENT, THIS WAS WHAT HE SAID TO ME EXACTLY THIS AND RILLSSSSSSS YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I LOVE PRINCESS TREATMENT OH MY GOD 💞💞💞💞

-he said hed follow me around everywhere

-he said hed tie my shoes if my shoelaces got untied

-he said hed carry my bag while he waits for me outside the bathroom

-and he said and insisted that he wants to pay for everything (except the ticket since the school would be paying for that) because he wanted to give me the full on princes treatment and im fucking melting rilllsssssss 😭😭😭😭😭

-and he has a polaroid camera and he said hes getting a lot of films for it and were gonna take two pictures each so we each have a piece

AND GUES WHAT HE FUCKING SAID RILLS

GUES WHAT HE SAID

HE SAID THAT HE LOVES ME AND OH MY GODDDDDDD 😭😭😭

HE SAID THAT IM PERFECT, THAT I MADE HIS WHOLE LIFE BETTER, THAT HES SO LUCKY TO HAVE ME, THAT HES OBSSESED WITH ME, THAT IM A VERY SPECIAL PERSON IN HIS LIFE, THAT IM BEAUTIFUL, THAT HE WANTS TO MARRY ME, HE SAID THAT HE COULDNT EVEN COMPREHEND WHATS HES FEELING RN AND RILLLLSSSSSS IM GONNA MELT 😭😭😭

ACTUALLY NO, I ALREADY DID 😭

rilllsssssss i love him oh my godddddddddd 😭😭😭💞💞💞

he just said that he wants to treat me like a fucking queen oh my godddd what do i doooooooo 😭😭😭

OMG ANGDKABFKGKFNSKHFK 💕💖💕💖💕💖💕💖💕💖💕💖💕💖 Holy shit bby!!!!! All right, so first things first, I really do hope with all my heart that you guys get to have a field trip again soon, even with all the necessary measures for your safety and health 💕💕💕🙏🙏💛💛💛 Second, OMG 😍😍😍 The date you lovebirds planned sounds absolutely perfect, and Lover Boy really really sounds like the sweetest boyfriend out there, it's all so so romantic 💕💕💕 Damn right he wants to treat you like a princess, you deserve nothing less than that 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 But wait wait wait, he actually said The Words????? HE DID???!!!!!! HONEYYYYYYYYY OMG THAT MUST HAVE FELT AMAZING, I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOUUUUUUUU!!!!!! 😍😍😍😍💕💕💕💕💕 HE LOVES YOU AND YOU LOVE HIM AND IT'S ALL SO PRECIOUS I'M GONNA FLY TO MARS AND BACK OUT OF SHEER HAPPINESS ALONE 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕 It really sounds like you're living your own personal fairytale and I absolutely freaking LOVE this for you 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 Ahhhhhh I'm sending you all the hugs in the world!!!!!!!!

[s-tillmonster]

OKAY IM HERE IT'S HERE HELLOOOOOOOOOO !!!

the exposition at the start is SOOOOOO engaging like beyond, literally from the first paragraph i was so excited and curious to see where this fic would go and see what pining might look like in this dynamic and environment and OHHHH MY GODDDDDDDD im so so happy i read this and got to fall for the characters as they navigated falling for each other and honestly the friend group as a whole was so good i love all of them <333 

yn always coming through for her boys and being so patient to put up with it all is so sweet and her and heeseung in the taxi home.. her tending to his cuts.. her cuddling with him even though he’s stinky.. TOO SWEET SO CUTIE I CAN’T BELIEVE IT

Heeseung’s lips tugged upwards. He whispered, “Thanks for the offer. I accept. We’re having dinner at the Bar Tales this weekend. Your treat.” 

“I wasn’t offering—”

“Zzzz,” he pretended to snore. “I’m asleep. I do not hear you.”

THIS PART 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SWEEEEEET .. sigh.

THE CONFESSION SAGE I CANT BELIEVE IT I CANNOT BELIEVE IT .. my jaw genuinely fell to the floor.. i read it then reread it and had triple check that she actually said that.. AND THEN THE RACE ??? ARE YOU KKIDDING ME .. i was like holding my breath reading that part bc i was scared something was going to happen to him omds 😭 god i could see it all so clearly i felt like i was there.. HOW DID YOU DO THAT you’re too good !!! and the kiss !!! the !!! kiss !!! too good im in shock even now.. i can’t believe how well you wrote her thoughts and emotions in that scene like everything just flowed so well and so naturally <333 

literally every single line from start to finish was so well written i genuinely can’t believe it, you are such an amazing writer, sage and i really really really hope you know that.. everything you write just comes to life off the page and it just doesn’t feel like reading at all .. or it feels like what reading should be like all the time, everything is so clear to picture i really do not know how you do it but im so so happy u doooooooo <333

always been you

PAIRING(S) | lee heeseung x fem!reader

GENRE(S) | fluff, angst, crack, suggestive, slowburn, pining, (childhood) best friends to lovers, college au, badboy au

WORD COUNT | 16569

WARNING(S) | profanity, illegal racing, mentions of death, drugs, blood, injuries, sex and food, mentions of self hatred and sexual assault (the latter is just a small sentence that does not relate to the plot nor to any of the characters but is just a tidbit of information provided), daddy issues, making out (towards the end), heeseung is a bad boy but he’s a complete softie with the reader

PLAYLIST | click here!

TAGLIST | at the bottom!

AUTHOR’S NOTE | hello! i’m very excited to be posting this fic again :”) it was the first long fic i wrote and holds a special place in my heart. i hope you guys like it <33 and to those who are re-reading, i hope you enjoy it again LOL feedback is appreciated! 

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Lee Heeseung was the kind of teenager everyone’s parents warned them to stay away from.

Notoriously known all over campus for drug dealing, gang fighting, participating in illegal street races and getting involved with the local police at least once a month, he was the poster boy for the term bad influence.

No one dared to mess with him.

His gang members—though ‘brothers’ would have been a better word to explain their bond—had his back at all times. Teamwork makes the dream work, they say. Well, in this case, teamwork made everything work. Together, they had everyone in the palms of their hands.

Jay, Jake and Sunghoon were the other three people nobody ever tried to mess with. They were equally dangerous and equally unpredictable. One minute, they’d be talking to you like a civil person, and the next, they’d be beating the crap out of you.

Dealing at parties, betting on races, getting betted on during races and being modern-day mercenaries (without the killing part because they weren’t that bad) were few of the widely known methods regarding how they earned their money and reputation. Having filthy rich families was just an added bonus.

Speaking of loaded parents, all four of them shared the same sob story. That was why they had connected with each other so easily. It was the typical father-loves-his-business-empire-more-than-his-son-and-often-forgets-he-has-one-so-the-son-gets-into-trouble-to-gain-his-father’s-attention bullshit.

The strategy worked for a while, but its unoriginality reduced its effectiveness remarkably over time. All their fathers stopped giving a shit after realising the plan their children had devised, and instead of personally dealing with whatever problem had been created by their attention-seeking offsprings, they began sending in people working under them to deal with it.

Too bad the four of them had already begun enjoying what had initially started as a game.

The odds of meeting not one, not two, but three people with such similar backgrounds at the same time were close to none—Jake had calculated, to everyone’s surprise, when they were hanging out with each other one day.

Fate, Heeseung had declared immediately after. It was fate that had led them to each other. To their brothers.

Based on these widely known facts about the quartet, one would come to the conclusion that they were a tight-knit group of nineteen-year-olds who cared about no one outside of themselves.

This conclusion, however, was only partly true.

Based on a lesser-known fact, all of them—Heeseung, most of all—cared about one other person. Rumour suggested Heeseung had once said he would tear the world apart with his bare hands if this person were harmed.

The only question: who?

Why, no one other than you, of course.

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