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being a newcomer within the supernatural fandom is a whole trip cuz I’ll randomly see obscene lore like what do you mean jensen pulled his pants down on stage during a panel

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Until I Met You - Clerith & New Beginnings

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when sam, dean and garth had to get drunk to be able to see a ghost and sam asked dean if he can even get drunk anymore cuz it must be like drinking a vitamin for him and I was like oh! well that’s not good!

Spn writers after dropping the most heartbreaking, gut wrenching, tragic tidbit of Dean’s past for laughs in the middle of a low- stakes silly goofy episode and never mentioning it again

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imma say yes

some practice on drawing different poses and clothing ✏️

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I watched A Different Man, and I really liked it!

It had really clever writing that makes something disturbingly sad on the surface to be both comedic and intensely despondent at the same time. The journey that one’s empathy and pity goes on within the entirety of the film was a lot. 

Sebastian perfectly plays the gradual descent of a sullen morose man to an angry hysterical man while keeping a consistent underlying trait of suppressed feeling and dark ironic humor to the performance. I’ve always found him an underrated actor, and he was one of the nicest celebrities that I’ve met, so I’m glad to see he’s finally getting recognition, though I wish other aspects of the film were getting recognition too.

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this got an insane amount of attention that i did not expect whatsoever, again im so sorry yall, i'll draw dean winchester 80 times to make up for it ok

y’all I am so sorry for years I assumed that gay ship in supernatural was just a delusion that people overanalyzed and claimed queerbait for no reason cuz I’ve seen that happen a million times but now that I’m actually watching the show they really were gay as fuck LMAOOOO

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So sorry to anyone replying to my posts, I would love to respond but tumblr won't let me, it gives me an error message every time and I haven't been able to find out how to fix it

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my bridgerton drawing of kanthony 🙌

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saw an absolutely hilarious animal crossing theory that i now 100% accept and it’s that in the animal crossing world, humans are going extinct, and so all the animals have locked you in an elaborate zoo enclosure and are trying to give you enrichment. and that’s why they give you infinite pointless tasks, hide money in trees and rocks, invented debt that doesnt matter etc. it’s why they always act so happy to see you even after you raze the entire island, relocate their houses twice, and always act so pleased about your choices no matter what. it’s all to keep their little endangered human healthy and enriched. and thinking of it this way has genuinely improved my experience of the game

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I started listening to jensen ackles’ music out of curiousity and I can’t be normal about it because he sounds so good and even if I can’t see him I just know he looks sexy doing it

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This was me, I thought castiel was in it since the beginning cuz from what I’d seen of the show as an outsider he seemed like a third lead, then I start the show and he’s not there til season 4 and has long spans of time when he’s not there LMAO

i've never watched spn ever in my life and i never will but

WHAT DO YOU MEAN Y'ALL DIDN'T KNOW CASTIEL EXISTED UNTIL SEASON 4??

you're telling me this ship i've seen all over tumblr didn't even have one of its members until season 4??

who even the fuck is castiel? how is he related in any way to dean and sam? how did they meet? y'all, if anyone is willing to give me a full deep dive into this universe so i don't have to subject myself to *searches* FIFTEEN SEASONS!! (y'all are insane) you are welcome to.

OR, recommend me a video on this series, that would be cool too, bc wtf?

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some practice on drawing different poses and clothing ✏️

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it’s the way Cas legitimately always says exactly what Dean needs to hear. Literally sees through his shit and clocks it, Dean looked like he was about to cry saying he’s failed people so many times and who’s fault was it if not his, and Cas is dropping lines like:

“everything isn’t your responsibility”

“It’s not about fault, it’s about will”

“you can’t save everyone my friend, though you try”

Like no wonder Dean refused to leave purgatory without him and fought tooth and nail to get him to that portal, that’s his emotional support angel

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Ok let’s break it down shall we:

In season 4-5 I could already see the shipping potential with the concept of an angel pulling a faithless man out of hell, and said angel who is a robotic soldier who always follows orders suddenly starts to feel emotion after interacting more and more with said man.

Insane foundation already but I did think of how castiel seemed to already have a fascination with humanity after I saw his chat with uriel at the park where he tells uriel not to speak down on humans, and also where he tells dean that not only does he think all humans are works of art but that he already has doubts in heaven and in his absent father. Dean IS the one to inspire him to ultimately rebel and discover free will but I could excuse it as mainly a personal journey that you could certainly just say is a budding friendship. Setting aside the fact that they would constantly look at each other for long moments in a really charged way (for castiel I could say he’s a cosmic being that is unfamiliar with social norms or human emotion so staring intensely can be a byproduct of that but I don’t have an excuse for dean’s enamored reactions to it.

It wasn’t until season 6 and the episode The Man Who Would Be King that the “oh they’re so gay” hit me.

You’re telling me that this angel has been around for eons, witnessed the creation of everything on earth and observed it’s many big events, but did not start to feel emotion or act out until he met dean?? And he champions dean’s mission of free will even when he doesn’t fully understand it himself when the other angels ask him. I can say this is still apart of his personal journey but at this point I cannot deny that dean is the one that really spearheaded it forward. He starts a whole war in heaven so that he can maintain dean’s mission and so that his sacrifice (his brother) was not for nothing. The fact that cas’ bad decisions were all based on the fact that he just didn’t want Dean to be involved because he was finally retired and at peace so he had no one else to turn to except crowley. He really cares about dean’s happiness THAT much, that is a mighty intense feeling to have for someone to me.

Then they emphasize the fact that dean is the one who feels the most betrayed by cas after struggling to even accept it in the first place. There’s a lot of intensity within the dialogue in the scene they confront him about it, and they’re sure to give me a close up on only dean to make sure I know how he feels about it. The eye contact in that scene really goes crazy because there was so much there on a deeper level, It was like you could see how they both realized the betrayal was breaking the trust between them but they were still wanting to hang on to that connection because it was something they both cherished, the way dean looked back before leaving? Insane.

That episode was the main hit for me, but it was largely mainly on castiel’s end. The main hit from dean’s end for me was when I saw the purgatory flashbacks in season 8.

In season 7 it seemed to me that dean was very effected by cas’ death and handled it in the classic dean winchester way of internalizing it all, but we get lines here and there about how bothered he is by it whenever his concerning behavior is somewhat addressed. Before Cas even had a chance to redeem himself after what he did, Dean seems to have already forgiven him, defending him once cas re-gains his lost memory and says he deserved to die. This showed me that the connection they had meant as much to dean as it did to cas.

And he really shows how much it means to him with how he fights tooth and nail to get cas out of purgatory. Cas literally disappeared once they got there, making it look like he abandoned dean, and then actively ran away from dean because he thought he belonged there. Yet dean was so insane that he hunted down cas’ location, caught up with him and dragged him to that portal. He literally had a way out that he chose to ignore until he found castiel, and was willing to die to get him out. Dean very desperately wants cas to be around when he gets out, he did not like how it felt when he previously wasn’t. Again, that is a mighty intense feeling to have for someone to me. Especially with how his memory literally changed what happened because he couldn’t handle that cas was left behind??

I do think a big part of this storyline is showing how dean thinks everything and everyone is his responsibility because of the way he was raised by his father as a hunter and protector. But we’ve seen this in dean since the beginning, while it hadn’t been fully addressed until now, it’s still not new, so the fact that they used castiel to further show this side of him is very insane. Leaving Cas in purgatory would effect nobody on the outside except apparently Dean, Dean made it his personal mission to get that angel out even after everything he had done, and that level of intensity was another major hit on the Destiel train for me. That and the gay ass reaction dean had when cas walked out of the bathroom when he got back from purgatory???

anyway, I’m only on episode 8 of season 8 rn so that’s all I’ve seen so far.

y’all I am so sorry for years I assumed that gay ship in supernatural was just a delusion that people overanalyzed and claimed queerbait for no reason cuz I’ve seen that happen a million times but now that I’m actually watching the show they really were gay as fuck LMAOOOO

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when I had to draw dean in his business man ken fit

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when I did the color wheel character art challenge with iconic female movie characters 🙌

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y’all I am so sorry for years I assumed that gay ship in supernatural was just a delusion that people overanalyzed and claimed queerbait for no reason cuz I’ve seen that happen a million times but now that I’m actually watching the show they really were gay as fuck LMAOOOO