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A "unit?" I thought he was actually quite slender, huh (joke)
in response to...
* WELL WOULDN'T YOU LIKE TO KNOW, WEATHER BOY?
Darling, with this being a form of many ... you ain't seen nothin' yet!
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JJK OLYMPICS OHHH YOURE A GENIUS
head spinning w sooooooo many athlete aus rn…..
satoru honestly isn’t half as cocky as the media makes him out to be but he could be because you bring up world champion men’s freestyle swim times and it’s his name on the scoreboard ten times before someone else shows up. he’s faster than himself by fifteen seconds all around, he’s earned a bit of cockiness. mentioned in the last post that whenever he’s at a competition and he finishes a race, he looks at the camera and signs a little infinity sign and then blows a kiss to you. some bitter old coach always calls him out on it, and gets him fined for unsportsmanlike conduct, and he’s happy to pay the fees if it means getting a message home to you, but eventually you two come up with a new code; and at his next race, he places gold, turns to the camera, crosses his middle finger over his pointer finger and smiles. when he’s in his post-race interview, he makes sure to explain that he does it for you with the widest smile on his face.
megumi nepotism baby but not in the same sport. toji was a multi gold medalist back in his heyday for shooting, so it’s not really a surprise to anybody that megumi has scary good aim, but he takes to archery instead of shooting. actually the idea of megumi being an emo little kid and throwing rocks at a tree when his dad pissed him off his hilarious, and even funnier is toji watching him, slightly amused and a little scared because megumi is maybe six and hitting the exact same spot every single time. he grows to be very blase about it—it’s more of a release/hobby for him that he happens to be really good at, and well, now good enough to earn a few olympic medals. megumi is not a fan of having his dad ruffle his hair on international television after he’s won, but he supposes it can’t be helped.
i don’t know where to put yuuta…. tennis…. tempting….. him in his little white shorts…. little grunts after he serves…. cries….. a complete 180 in his personality when he’s playing vs doing anything else. so charming and sweet and kinda shy when he’s being interviewed, and the second he steps on the court his eyes are so cold it’s scary…. need him… extremely nerdy about his rackets, and shoes, and clothes, and rambles to you about aerodynamics and posture and torque whenever you ask him to teach you, and you always have to shutup him up with a kiss and remind him that yeah you sort of want to learn to play tennis for him, but mostly you came bc he looks hot doing it. once he got asked in an interview if he ever thinks about you while he’s playing and his response was very concise, “no, never. it would be a big distraction,” and did not realize the implications of his heavily televised words.
also…. not to make this post 40% yuuta but we could pull from canon a bit and make his sport fencing. he doesn’t excel because he’s the strongest, it’s because he’s learned to treat the sword as an extension of himself and a good strategist… also because i like the image of him pulling the helmet/mask off and shaking his hair out………..
don’t even know where to put yuuji…. volleyball? basketball? track and field??? the irony of him easily being the most athletic but canonically does not want to play sports 😭 but i can see him playing a sport because someone scouts him and it turns out to be a way to make steady money to support himself and his grandpa :( by the time he’s qualified and made it to the olympics, wasuke is doing much better (thanks to yuuji having landed some preemptive sponsorships and being able to afford better medical care), but not so well enough that he can travel across the world to watch yuuji play. wasuke tells you that you should travel and be with yuuji, but yuuji is so touched by the idea that you would stay with his grandpa and be by his side when he’s away :(( he wins gold, of course, and he doesn’t even wait until the closing ceremony—which, he’d mentioned in all of his interviews, so nobody can be too upset. he’s on record saying, “i’m excited to play, but i’m even happier to be going home. my girlfriend and my grandpa are watching me and i miss them!” several times— he’s on the first flight home with flowers, and tears in his eyes. puts his gold medal on his grandpa’s neck as a thank you, and spends probably thirty minutes straight hugging you and kissing you and honestly don’t put it past him to propose now that he’s got nike ambassador money
nanami started judo as a way to relieve the stress of his overbearing job, and someone at the gym/training center notices he seems to be a natural despite being a beginner. he starts to draw a crowd, which annoys him at first because the point of judo was discipline and release from having to deal with too many people at his office job, but nanami supposes he can’t be too mad when you introduce yourself as a talent scout and offer him professional training. there’s irony in him accepting your offer, because it was definitely not based in professionalism at all… quitting his job as a salaryman to become a professional athlete in his mid-twenties was not on his bingo chart, but if it means he will have met you, then so be it. you’re with him all the way, through his training, competitions, world championships, qualifiers, all the way until he’s on the podium. you’re the first to congratulate him, but he interjects by telling you he’s quitting. you ask him why—he just won at the olympics for crying out loud, but nanami just shakes his head, puts down his flowers and his medal so his hands are free to hold your face and tell you, “it would be unethical to kiss my manager, so i am quitting.” (later, when everything is said and done, and you two are cuddling, you mention to him that he could just hire a new manager, and not quit his new career, to which he blushes because yeah… that’s probably more rational, but rational was not in his train of thought at the time)
#anonymous#nanami kento.......................................... god#also yuuji :((((( just a kid who wanted to do something nice for his grandpa I will CRY#immediate proposal when he gets home to you who does he think he is? yuuta?#speaking of yuuta he's like the best player his age and he's always asked to attend events or parties or whatever#and he's always like ah no thank you I am going home to my girlfriend#every fucking interview it's like yeah I love tennis but I love my girlfriend more for supporting and encouraging me#my girlfriend my girlfriend my girlfriend#one day he actually seems Excited to be doing his press conference and a journalist picks up on it to which yuuta happily raises his hand#and lets everyone know that he's now engaged. and very very grateful for his wife#he does the same shit a few years later like randomly during a press conference he's like#'I am kinda nervous. my baby didn't sleep well last night so I was up with him pretty late' and everyone's like BABY?#and yuutas like yeah! he's almost 14 months now do u wanna see him!#let me stop bringing kids into this bc w/ satoru and kento I could go on for hours....#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen fluff#jujutsu kaisen smut#gojo x reader#gojo smut#yuuta x reader#yuuji x reader#megumi x reader#nanami kento x reader#once u asked megumi what he thinks about when he's practicing and he's so deadpan as he reloads and arrow#and right before he lets it go he's like 'ur ex boyfriend' and then hits the target dead in the center LMFAO#olympics au
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One of Shadow Milk’s many prop replicas of himself, left behind. Even though the eyes are forever staring straight into the distance… Oddly enough, you still feel like you’re being watched.
But surely, though, it won’t hurt to take it home and touch up the colours, right? :)
#oh. my god chat. do i have a lot to say now#IM LOVE HIM#oh my god#fhis is the only time ur gonna see me say i love shadow milk directly and not his art HAHAHA#FUCCKKKKK#this one rlly has me messed up#ive been sitting on this concept for a long while!!! i just cant rlly nail the vibes that i want for it… but mroe than anything i want to#show him to you guys.. so issok if yall see the flopfail before i learn how to better capture my mental image#oh it’s so possessed. btw. like not even a second of thought has to be put into it#LMAO#physical vessel for the shreds of his essence that managed to avoid being sealed up. it’s not enough of him to do anything crazy…#but just enough to put you on edge :)#golden freddy pose shadow milk (i will be drawing this some day)#his ability to move is really sporadic#sometimes he’ll be right in the middle of attempting to make a gesture and then he’ll collapse mid movement… darn#(kicks him) fuck you#i think he’s….. cute.#haha.#okay#shadow milk cookie#cookie run kingdom#mystuff#cookie run#crk#crk fanart#cookie run fanart#fave#is it egotistical to put a fave tag on MY OWN ART yeah probably BUT U GUYS DONT. GE T. HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS VARIANT#doodled an oc x canon w this concept in class 2day n realized too late someone wuz watching me draw…………… man.#IM AT TAG LIMIT????? FUCK MY LIFEEE I DIDNT EVEN KNOW THAT WAS A THING. BYE LOL!!!!!
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todays is an agathario wip (IM SORRY I HAVE SCHOOL OKAY)
ALSO THERES A TIMELAPSE OPTION????
#agatha all along#agatha harkness#rio vidal#agathario#agatha x rio#vidarkness#aaa#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#candychallenge25#day 9#why do i always post these so late lmao#I WILL CONTINUE WITH THE CAT#i alr finished the neil but i wont post it#and… yeah#forget about that lilia#not gonna happen#THIS ONE IM CERTAINLY FINISHING THO OKAY#also if ure wondering why rio was colored like poison ivy#well#youre asking the right question#*wink wink*
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everyone gets a turn in the ridiculous skintight edmondsuit. or at least, .everyone SHOULD
#a pre-sleep rarity... THERE ARE HUMANS IN MY BRAIN THIS TIME#idk i just missed them. there's something soothing about the fire water earth trio#been spending more time with the final trio (blade dante rei) lately and they bring lovable chaos#whereas the starter trio are tea parties and gentle smiles#edmond's outfit is iconic honestly it made me laugh for several minutes when i first saw it and i've never forgotten the feeling#imagine edmond going out to fetch some oats or smth#and when he comes out of the market he sees the entire clan cosplaying as him#it's not like the other soldiers have this uniform right? so it's an edmond exclusive?#maybe only ed gets the sash and badge#but everyone else gets those thigh high boots and capelet that ends just above their butts#in the universe where they must wrangle with dangling dicks ruining the flow of their outfit#ed and oli know how to tuck. they do it marvelously#yaku can either be slit-blessed (no need to alter his bits for the silhoeutte)#or CURSED with massive external dick. which is funnier bc then it's IMPOSSIBLE to walk around in an outfit like that#it's like the grey sweatpants meme. ur just tryna exist but all these jezebels keep staring at your dick outline#(jezebels is eiden)#nu carnival edmond#nu carnival olivine#nu carnival yakumo
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#That 21 one questions meme#I don’t know if I should feel sorry yet.#Maybe there are several reasons why the people tried to discourage me to play this-#Have I ruined the thing for you ?#If so ; I’m moderately sorry ; also it’s never too late to unfollow -you know that right ?#I have forgotten many many things. But a few - probably meaningless or barely relevant - things seem a little clearer to me.#I hope this year will go ok. I don’t want to completely lose my mind. That’s my single wish right now.#these tags make less and less sense.#Don’t you find it easier to organise ur thoughts this way tho ? Little entries of words.#disco elysium#I need to say; I’m only day2 but if something ANYTHING happens to Kim ..#I’ll gun everyone down in this hellhole
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bro some of the aftg police gotta calm down and just let the characters (neil josten) be cunts.
#like they're not meant to measure up to our well-adjusted standards of morality#they're not meant to be entirely unproblematic#every time someone says “neil was so wrong for this!” well yeah that's the fucking point sherlock#jfc i need people to stop hating neil josten THIS IS LITERALLY THE NEIL JOSTEN SHOW™#idk i've just been seeing sm neil criticism lately#like ok sorry i'm different i support neil's rights but most importantly i support neil's wrongs.#fuck off oh my god#like with all due respect this is the neil josten show™ so if u don't like him ur not in the right place#i jest#for legal reasons this is a joke#but like#i'm being so fr rn#aftg#all for the game#neil josten#zoe yaps
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being a genderqueer & growing up in a “yes ma’am/sir” household as an older sibling and just wanting to be told “aye captain” or “yes/oui chef” instead
#suggest more if u want#give me anything but maam PLEASE#something quick and the right mix of respectful & casual#like if ur gonna adhere to the parents rules call me captain#i dont even like the yes maam/sir shit i simply adjust#trans shit#genderqueer#gender queer#gender questioning#genderfluid#pangender#genderflux#agender#nonbinary#non biney#its late so idc tag ur own gender in there
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happy new year earth gamers!! ⭐🌈
watch it with those fireworks, okay? careful you don't blow yourselves up! (that's torgue's job)
#borderlands#borderlands 2#borderlands oc#D43M0N.OUTPUT#[ 2hrs late bcus i could NOT figure out how to put those dumb glasses on a loader so. neon sign instead. ]#[ ALSO. had a go at doing an image description. no idea if i did it right. critique welcome on that. ]#[ anyway. here's to another year of drawing my fav robot 1/4 turned to the left ]#[ on a personal note. thanks to every one of my followers who tag nice comments on my art ur all gr8. but ESPECIALLY jack. u the goat 🫡🫡 ]
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So i remember you asked me to tell you about the story i created so here i am 😆
So, my story takes place in a version of Hyrule where the old legends about heroes are basically forgotten, like no one believes in them anymore.(People tell them to kids as bedtime stories)
Zelda (nickname:crown), a runaway princess driven by prophetic dreams of a hero, and Link (nickname:jewel), a treasure hunter making a living off fake jewels and occasional real finds.(don't worry he will eventually become good at it, that is finding treasures)
Zelda has escaped her overprotective father, who tried to force her into marriage, and is searching for the hero from her visions to stop a growing darkness threatening Hyrule.
Link, an orphan from a neighboring kingdom, is just trying to survive after being exiled for conning a powerful leader.
They meet by chance in a bustling market, where their clash causes chaos—and from there, their fates are tangled. Together, they travel through various lands, seeking the hero (who, ironically, is Link himself, though they don't know it yet).
Zelda uses basic magic and also a spear and Link uses a small dagger at the beginning but he will have to find another weapon for the adventure
I'm still looking for the rest of the story lol
I don't know yet about the title and placement in the timeline.
Here are their designs:
also I wanted to tell you that I love all your drawings, they are so beautiful and I really like how so many people share their ideas with you or just talk to you. You have such a lovely community!
have a nice day/afternoon/night😆😊
OOOUGGHHHH I LOVE THEM SO MUCH???!?!?!?!
Both of them looking for the hero without knowing the hero is jewel all along is hilarious I LOVE IT SO MUCH LMAO
Also a con artist + treasure hunter link is honestly PEAK !!!!!!!!
Also your zelda....so beautiful... I love her final outfit so much!!!!! I love crown, I'm her fan 🥹💖‼️
What you have so far is SO GOOD I can't wait to see more of them!!! 👀💖✨️
Link being from another kingdom and not knowing much about hyrule's legends is so good, like peak context!
Thank you so much for sharing them with me, I love them ?????
And awww, you're so sweet!! 🥹💖✨️ I hope you had a great week, and happy holidays!!!!
#miry's ask box#sorry for the late reply!!!!#i love ur guys so much oough#also i thought i already followed you?? 😭😭😭 I'm following u right now ur art is SO GOOD i love it!!!
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im so crazy over the tragedy of everything q!bbh does being under a demon pretense even though he's a fallen angel.
do u think he just accepts the demon label because it's easier. do u think he believes it too, and catches himself in his thoughts with "oh, right. im not exactly that". and maybe he believes that he did this to himself? do u think what he did was to protect himself or someone? no matter the fall, he still has so much kindness to give and his brain just isn't wired the way a natural-born demon would be, he can't hold back instincts when time demands it, maybe that's why he fell in the first place.
and when he's finally bad, not good, it's treated like the end of the world, without empathy on why he would act out. do you think this keeps happening? the same scenario, multiple times, every timeline? he has to be used to it. so he has to take it in stride. he's good until he lashes out under extreme pressure, and suddenly he's called demon. and once again he's what heaven made him out to be. what he made himself to be, his brain would ruthlessly provide...
i don't think he wants to be that, though he hides secrets behind secrets of which neither identity is a home... but i don't think he wants to have to change, either. and i don't think that's wrong of him.
...you collapse atlantis ONE TIME and all of a sudden YOU'RE the bad guy and SURE it was FUN but REALLY now,--
#lots of expansion on this in tags beware#this is a draft from 2:40AM the day before i just felt something within me and i needed to write about fallen angel q!bbh angst NOW#this post is brought to you by q!bbh in purgatory and post-purgatory i will never forgive you purgatory 1#no one can bear to have a healthy conversation about q!bbh's behaviors let alone TO q!bbh. BUT IF Q!BAGHERA WASN'T STUCK ON THE ISLAND...#i miss u bbh + baghera interactions let me see u soon pls#he isn't impossible to communicate with ur just not jiving with his autism right u can get through to him i swear BUT TOO LATE he DIED#now he doesn't remember!!! (unless that part of the library is recovered) u lost ur shot!!! (ur issues with him will rise again)#now every time bagi goes “'cause he's a demon” with bbh i go OH MAN SHE DOESN'T KNOW IT'S MORE... it hurts how flippant it is sometimes#because WE KNOW OH MAN WE KNOW IT'S MORE and this concept of him being fallen adds SO MUCH CONNOTATION to EVERYTHING he does#it isn't just DEMON THINGS it's GOD MADE ME THIS THINGS and i just can't wait to know WHY what did you DO!!!#your instincts are to be nice though cautiously detached when your life restarts so WHAT DID YOU DO IF YOU ARE NOT INHERENTLY BAD???#goopert talks qsmp#qsmp#qsmp badboyhalo
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it’s 5:20am i cannot sleep i am consumed with thoughts and yearning for keigo takami i need to be euthanized
#literally these days all i do is Lay Awake and Wither Away#the nightmares have been exponentially worse lately#fun fact ur local fanfic author has Problems.#idk man there’s just something haunting about having reoccurring nightmares about your ex and every time u close ur eyes it’s throwing u#right back into the pit of hell that was that relationship#it’s fine it’s fine it’s fine i just no Longer Trust People#anyways this is a vent post and it is so cringe and lame#i just have never Hated an ex before so there’s a lot i’m coming to terms with especially considering how Fake he is#idek man IDEK!!!!!1!!1!1!#i rlly sacrificed so much to love and live with him and he said ‘mmmmmm now i have u in my grip’#whatever it’s fine he’s stinky and honestly the fact honey (the blog intern and my cat) doesn’t miss him AT ALL says so much#seriously she is so nonplussed by his absence it’s wild#eating fine sleeping fine shitting fine#SAYS A LOT. SAAAAYS A LOT. whatever whatever whatever#i would hit that emotionally immature man with my car if given the chance and yknow what. nick if ur reading this you’re one of the#most.#emotionally immature people ive ever had the misfortune of knowing.#what a shame you lost me#the best thing and healthiest thing that ever happened to you#because of your own actions and your own inability to take accountability for your mental health and actions#tell your mom i say hi#and tell your exes im sorry i ever doubted any of them x_x#WEEEEE what a vent#listen to big sister birbs when she says don’t date men who have something horrific to say about each of their exes
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nearly fucking lost my mind when i saw that i had a d- in english. but she told me my essay was great and that she just didn't grade it
#I was genuinely about to throw up what the fuckkkkkk#its crazy cuz she pulls me aside and is like “ur taking ap lit next year right?”#and i was weirded out by it but i was like “is signed up for it but i'm probably doing pseo”#and then she deadass goes “thats the path for you” and walks away nodding like WHY WOULD YOU MAKE ME SO SCARED THEN#but tbf its not her fault I kind of did turn it it late#but goddddd i was physically ill for a minute there it was terrible#nadia studies
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STUDENTS OF NRC:
WHATEVER YOU DO, DO NOT LISTEN TO HER MELODY. SHE IS TRYING TO LURE YOU TO HER. DO NOT GIVE INTO TEMPTATION.
SHIELD YOUR EARS. GUARD YOUR MINDS. SHE IS NOT HERSELF.
AVOID ANY INDIVIDUALS WITH A HYPNOTIZED GAZE, AND ESPECIALLY AVOID AREAS WHERE HER SONG IS HIGH IN VOLUME.
DO NOT LET HER CATCH YOU, SHE HAS NOT BEEN MERCIFUL THUS FAR.
GOOD LUCK, AND BE SAFE, STUDENTS.
"E-eh..? What- what's happening..? Ah-! Okay okay- 'shielding' my ears..."
Kiyuu had been walking down the halls, but had paused to cover their ears as soon as the announcement was made, not leaving anything up to chance by hesitating. Looking left and right, there were many people around who'd failed to react in time, with glazed over eyes, moving in one direction as if on autopilot. Hypnotized, no doubt.
' I have to get out of here. Covering my ears isn't doing enough to filter out the beautiful melody. '
Turning in the opposite direction, they began to move. They didn't know where exactly the song was coming from, but no matter where they went, it didn't seem to get any quieter. They pushed harder down over their ears, refusing to fall to the hypnosis. Then, they heard a voice call out to them, laced with urgency.
"--yuu- Kiyuu! Kiki! Over here!"
They heard Crimson shout out faintly through their blocked ears. They practically ran towards him, heaving breaths through their lungs, both out of tiredness, and a hidden layer of anxiety.
"Crimson! Are you alright?! Do- do you know what all of this is about?"
Crimson grimaced, and Kiyuu's heart sunk in return.
' I have a really bad feeling about this... Something about what's happening is making me feel really uneasy... '
"Don't worry Kiki, I'm alright. It's... It's another overblot. From the shouts I've deciphered, the victim seems to be someone called Calypso, I believe."
' ...Oh. That's what it was. '
"C-Calypso?! Oh- oh god... s-seven's- i mean...!"
They managed to stutter out, barely able to hear themselves over their hammering heartbeat and short breaths. Hearing that the victim was Calypso out of everyone made their heart stop.
' Overblots are a rare phenomenon. They can cost lives. Most commonly, cost lives.
Calypso could die. There's a chance that I'll never see Calypso ever again. '
"Oh- Oh. Is- she a friend of yours, then..?"
"She- she's- oh god I can't- Crimson- I have to- I have to help her. I have to see her again-!"
"Shh, dear- calm down. Breathe with me, slowly now. The announcement says that the goal of the hypnosis is to lure people to her. To go willingly is... Well, without a plan, it's dangerous. Are you sure you want to..?"
Kiyuu took a few moments of silence to level out their breathing, in an attempt to calm down. They knew they could refuse, guarantee their own safety and peace by running away right now. But they couldn't do that. They were buzzing with nervous energy, a burning desire to chase after Calypso, to help her, to save her.
They ignored the voice in their head telling them how useless they were, telling them that there was no point even trying without magic.
' No. I will see Calypso again. Alive. '
"I- I know it's dangerous- but- I- I don't care. I don't. I- I have to see her. I- I have to at least try to help her- And I- I'll figure out a plan if- if I have to- I just- I- If- if she dies then- then- I-"
"...Hey- hey! You don't have to defend yourself, Kiki. It's okay. Everything will be okay, alright? I- I won't stop you. However- I- must request to accompany you. I'll be too worried about you otherwise. ...Please let me come with you."
Kiyuu's mouth snapped shut, and they took a breath, readjusting their hands over their ears as they hesitated, before nodding quickly.
"Okay. Alright. Thank you, Kiki. Just- follow my lead. Right, now... the source should be..."
Crimson trailed off, before beginning to wander in a certain direction, glancing back to make sure Kiyuu was following, then continuing down the hall.
' I refuse to let my lack of magic stop me from doing anything I can to help save Calypso. I've done this before. I- I can do it again.
I can. '
- Kiyuu & Crimson <3
[ @bubblin-trouble ud probably find this anyway but tagging just in case !!! hope u dont mindd :33 as u can tell im :33 very excited :33 for a lot of reasons :33 ]
#{ - ooc // i dont know wth posessed me to write this much but um. here it is! hopefully i can keep up the detail for future interactions :3#for now it's mainly in kiyuu's pov and might stay similarly due to her being friends with calypso#but i might surprise and change it to crimson's if the circumstances call for it :3 evil grin activated :3#um if ur wondering how they're fluently talking even though their ears are blocked... um... i guess they're lip reading?? that works right?#lso mb for being so late w this ive been tweaking things over and over and staring at it for way too long HELPPP#- }#aue's asteryn#asteryn kiyuu#asteryn crimson#{ current event — the siren’s tempest }#twst oc#oc rp#oc rp blog#twst oc rp#twst ocs#twst rp#disney twisted wonderland#twst yuusona#yuusona#twst yuu oc#yuu oc#twst yuu#twst mc#twst#twisted wonderland
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I am going to shoot myself in the head
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#I feel so helpless and clueless rn I feel like I’m going to fail my entire academic journey#Nothing bad has happened this week (besides my sis and mom getting rlly sick) but I just feel like I know nothing anymore#Am I a dumb stupid fuck#I have yet another exam tomorrow and I thought I loved the subject but suddenly I realize I didn’t understand anything#Trying to take down notes but I have literally no material to work with only my book in which I’ve made over 50 errors#I don’t count them I just know it’s over that number#I haven’t showered I’m trying to do homework I’m trying to take down notes and I’m also trying to take care of my sis bc she’s very sick#I bear a cross far too big for my size I feel like I can’t handle anything at all#Jesus christtttt where is old me when I need her I would’ve tanked this shit so easily but now I’m just crying and whining#i need to stop thinking about how I was so much better before but I can’t stop#I really was so much more than a spineless piece of shit what the fuck#Ghhhh mitski you were so right#I was so young when I behaved 25 yet now I find I’ve grown into a tall child is so very real mitski#Lately I’ve been crying like a tall child yeah keep it up mitski sing ur shit I will jump off of this ledge I’m on yeah#Clawing my skin offffff I wish I could tell someone irl#I still haven’t written to my friends parents so they could help me#but I don’t have the time to make a word doc ab everything I go thru and how I feel#And they might not help me#I just want to crawl a hole in the ground and wait to become a sprout to become a pretty flower I don’t wanna be living this shit no more#Vent#vent post
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they didn’t need to go this hard in the stage play i fear like the director said “take five” and these two heard “ruin lives”
“you big into exploring the effect that oda’s limitless friendship had on dazai and how it shaped him as a person?”
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#but they rly tapped into the emotional turmoil dazai experienced here which gets me so 🫵‼️#oda likening him to a child crying in the dark and here he was. actually crying in the dark over the body of his friend#the way he’s cradling the hand that has his blood on it i’m not ok im actually ???!?!?????!!!!#i could talk about this scene in all three contexts - being the novel the anime and the stage play#and how each time. it fucking ruins me#dark era doesn’t have a manga yet and when it does i’ll be equally as fucking depressed about it#the trope of being just that little bit too late#is too much for me to bear ….#and the conversation mori and dazai had right before this. “is there any reason why you should go to him?” “because he’s my friend”#i’m going to eat spoonfuls of dirt#sorry to everyone this afternoon i’m just on a mad one#don’t reread dark era on ur lunch break future me#⸌ ⋆ ooc.
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