#THIS CAN BE MY THESIS 😭
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Okay, my brain refuses to think about anything other than Murderbot, so I looked at every use of the word "friend[s]" in TMBD and... created some pie charts. Normal human activities.
Some Thoughts™ I had while putting this together (under the cut):
In All Systems Red, Murderbot notes that the PresAux crew are all close friends (twice! and goes on to explain their internal relationships which I think is very cute). This is pretty much the only use of 'friends' in ASR, except for when Murderbot says that SecUnits can't be friends with each other.
It seems that this may be one of the first times Murderbot has ever really been around a group of friends before? Murderbot notes that this is not the norm for its contracts and admits that the fact that they are all friends and the way they interact with each other make it actually enjoy that contract (before!!!! the hostile attack, so it already enjoys this contract before they start seeing it as a person etc ghghhhh). [Inference: Friendship seems enjoyable.]
The first character that calls Murderbot its friend is ART in Artificial Condition. Murderbot immediately refutes this (and then goes on to call ART its friend to its clients for the rest of the book). [Inference: Maybe ART is Murderbot's friend. And maybe that is... agreeable]
Rogue Protocol has more than twice as many instances of the word 'friend' as any of the other novellas. Why? Miki. Friendship and its implications for non-humans are a central theme because Miki is friends with everyone. Murderbot initially scoffs at the notion that Miki and Miki's humans are friends. At the end of the book, after witnessing how desperately Don Abene tried to stop Miki from trying to save them, and her grief after its death, Murderbot has to admit that she had in fact been Miki's friend. [Inference: Humans can be friends with bots and can sincerely care about them]
In Exit Strategy, Murderbot tentatively uses the word "friends" for its humans for the first time (several times actually). It questions whether it can actually call them its friends or not and later realizes that it had been afraid what admitting that the humans are its friends would do to it. At the end of the book, Mensah tells Murderbot the PresAux crew are its friends, which is the first time a human has directly said that to it (at least on-page). [Inference: Humans can and want to be Murderbot's friends]
In Network Effect, Murderbot seems to be more habituated to the word 'friend', confidently calling ART and Ratthi its friends, like it is no longer just trying the concept on unsure if it fits. There are many instances in which other characters refer to MB as ART's friend or the other way around and Murderbot's humans refer to Murderbot as their friend several times. Generally, there seems to be less hesitancy, because yes, all of them are Murderbot's friends, why wouldn't they be. [Inference: SecUnits can have friends. This SecUnit has friends. They care about it a lot.]
Conclusion: The Murderbot Diaries tell the story of a construct that does not seem to consider the possibility of friendship for itself and is fine with that - until it accidentally starts caring a little too much and suddenly more and more people annex it as a friend (ew) to the point where it can no longer deny that this is happening and has to begrudgingly admit that yes, it has friends now and maybe that is actually not a bad thing.
#the murderbot diaries#murderbot#𓄿#hi i'm READY to write a thesis about murderbot i am having way too much fun with this#i created a pretty excel spreadsheet and everything#i don't know why i did this but now i can look at them while i think about this more! so i figured i'd share them haha#i didn't count uses of 'friendly' but special shoutout to when MB is all alone in its cold cubicle missing 20% of its body mass#and starts putting on a show because 'the friendly noise would keep it company' 😭😭#i feel sick thinking about murderbot all alone on its own not knowing what its like to have friends watching media for 'the friendly noise'#also YES okay i wanted to make a point about miki there but i just#couldn't bring myself to talk about that more so... yeah#also uhhh this data is very subjective#i didn't count particularly ironic uses of 'friend' and generally did not count every instance of friend and sometimes it was a hard call#also i probably shouldn't have counted the times murderbot refered to drones or secsystems as its friends (often after hacking them)#but murderbot does seem to care about them and shows kindness and respect and sometimes points out that a system is friendly#so while i don't think MB means “friend” in the same way referring to them as when it refers to ART for instance#i still think its CUTE and also kinda funny how many times that happened so i decided to keep those!!!#but yeah take my data with a grain of salt lol
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My thesis supervisor: I've been thinking about something you said last week - that you aren't sure if you're going to do a master's degree. I believe you mean you're considering moving to another city?
Me: ...no. I'm not sure if I'm going to do a master's at all.
Him: why not?
Me: I worry it'll be too hard for me.
Him: [gives me a long look] Do you hear yourself?
#ajsidksnsksksjd#i only went there to ask if i can skip next thesis lab and to show him the spectra i worked on over the weekend#how did we end up talking about [gestures vaguely] this#he said he never forces students to do anything but he already has a msc thesis topic for me 😭#i was like im going through a hard time rn#and he said not to take any decisions then bc it's a bad idea and to wait for it to pass instead#bc then hopefully ill 'realize what im saying now' snjhsks#he also called me meticulous and of great intellectual potential and i was just like :')))#he doesn't give compliments away on a daily basis okay#he said im just not brave enough yet and that a chemist has to be a little crazy lol#phew my goodness did i need to hear something like this#txt#op#thesis tag
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so this is very embarrassing but i tanked my laptop yesterday (a week before submitting my thesis. everything is going great can you tell), my bike got messed with so i gotta go get it fixed, and this time next week i gotta print my thesis and have it bound three times. all of this will land me at several hundred €€€. i can get my bike fixed in spring or live without a laptop and study for my finals in some other way technically, but if anyone would like to chip in, that’d be super appreciated 🥺🫶
here’s my ko-fi. anything helps! 🤍🌷
#ne coming down one morning to find my bike without springs or brakes and the saddle on the floor: …honestly might as well 🤧#re: laptop — i’m in my clumsy girl era what can i say 😭😭#and the thesis well welcome to germany ig can you believe it’s that expensive 😭😭 it’s not even good like poor paper it’s being printed on#mutual aid#it’s not like super urgent but urgh i don’t have a casual thousand euros to spend 🫥
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GUESS WHO HAS TWO DEGREES IN CREATIVE WRITING AND MEDIA WITH DISTINCTIONS I AM AN UNSTOPPABLE FORCE
#no longer a random little guy with opinions#I am now a random little guy with two degrees AND opinions#dousing my blorbo blog with the heavenly waters of media literacy#I know what I’m talking about !!! wowzers !!!#now to write my thesis… 😭💥💥💥#this is so funny I can now bring this up every time I’m arguing about analysis with someone 🤭 I’m gonna be so annoying#ghost speaks
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So since starting work on my thesis + new work, I actually feel like a human again. I can do the things I like again without stressing about how I should be studying instead. I've been playing sims for the first time in YEARS and I am really liking it. Building my dream house, enjoying life. It's nice! I can breathe again!
#thesis + work is very much just like a full time job and not insane like studying for courses#although now i have dysphoria with my own cc 😭😭😭#I HATE IT#no some of it is fine#but ugh no#i can do better#and I will#nonsims#but still kinda sims#sims 4
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anyone want to see my long hat
Graphing calculator for scale, plague doctor mask for anonymity





#it's a little loose I didn't check the gauge properly first 😭 you can see that I tried to tighten it and now it looks kind of bad#also I did the bottom part as 3 color knitting NEVER AGAIN#knitting#knitblr#fiber arts#craftblr#why am I doing this instead of working on my thesis
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Loxley grab bag
#mapple blog#my ocs#loxley#[Student’s name]#Knight SitCom#or potentially#a dragons comedy#three entirely different doodles melded harmoniously into the comic#no planning and I went ahead and added it to the canon#I may have enough skill to do some tentative story boarding#but I need more script first#my purpose statement for Knight SitCom:#I am creating the most rude arrogant POS just so he can be humbled so bad#that’s my TikTok character genre thesis statement#thinking it’s structure is gonna be sitcom problem of the week with over arching plot#so original I know#but I feel fresh strong and nearly competent#dangerous even😎#bgs were my roadblock#when I don’t color Loxley in he looks too much like Varrè😭#authors poorly disguised visual predilections
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Just finished "flying machine 2.0" mission..... Just bc of that I have decided in my HC Ezio hates that stupid fckn thing
#It took me way too long to realize my Hrz was 180 and that was the problem#but that thing controls so bad😭#ugh#aka why no art today#now that thesis is over I can finish it#by it i mean ezio trilogy
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{ ooc. man it's graduation day tomorrow and I'm so excitedddd (and nervous) 💃💃
The final step in my phd..... the last last thing.... }
#❀⊱⦃ ⏤ {ooc.} ⦄⊰❀#{i cannot WAIT to wear my funky little wizard robe and bonnet}#{you already know i'm going to cry afterwards too but hopefully i can hold off until after photos}#{it's going to be so tough walking across the stage and holding the plaque while they read my thesis title ���}
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Lost 4.10 | Something Nice Back Home
#lost#lostedit#tvedit#lost spoilers#kate austen#jack shephard#nikolatexla#so... they ended up together huh?#but i was shipping kate and sawyer 😭#i'm good with jack and kate anyways#although i certainly knew jack was skeptical from the very beginning#bc he literally blamed his father for sleeping with his wife lol#there are so many scenes i forgot to gif#bc i have my finals next week and a thesis to finish#i'm finally graduating so i can gif more lol
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[shaking and biting] but what does it MEAN. what does it SAY what is the THEME
#akkdlflf i watched this long lecture video abt austrian national identity and the researcher said 'the austrians are quite adept at#selling the austro hungarian monarchy back to tourists incl ones from former parts of the empire... but even in the imperial nostalgia they#don't want back multilingualism or multiculturalism or any of what it actually was'#(it was a lot abt the way in which austria deals with orban's hungary in and after the 2015 refugee crisis)#ajskgldo and that just made me think about... how pointless some things feel. both in fiction and in academic research#you CAN say meaningful things about almost any topic and with almost any argument! but in some strands of history trying to 'uncover events'#with no exploration of the context and what it all MEANS and what the things we think about it mean#is the most prevalent and popular type of research :/ like there's a reason i overrely on hamann's bio of rudolf because her central thesis#is that he wasnt a crazy murderer but someone with a forward-thinking political vision that went as far as suggesting a sort of 'proto-EU'#among other things#so like. she is looking at what it all MEANS!!!#and like. my favourite todolf fanfics are also like that 😂😭 perhaps not abt politics but about suffering and power dynamics and guilt#same for original fiction. i'm never happy if a book i'm reading isnt saying something#or then again - this is more personal pickiness but. they should also be saying something NEW AND INTERESTING#a lot of the time. sometimes if you have a fave trope you can just enjoy it over and over#but idk even tropey stuff can say things#ajlsldkfkf i'm just so tired of kitsch in all its forms and also of bad science
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ive lasted. checks watch. 3 days
#at uni in the house i am Not safe in#3 days before crashing out a bit#which i cannot afford to do because i've got to do my whole thesis in less than a month#and study for 2 exams#and a STUPID group project#i knew this would be rough but didn't expect the bleak hopelessness to hit me so soon#and now i'm very scared#to be honest#because what if it gets worse. again. and i have to postpone exams#again#this is such bullshit i should never have done a degree#and to make it worse. wednesday is the only day i can safely stay in the house#(if that person still has their same shift at work)#so i need to do some emg measuring on myself and start writing my algorithm#for torque estimation using that emg data#which sounds like it's going to frustrate me to the point of crying so can't wait for that#unrelated but the rsd is kicking off too. have i done something wrong 😔✊️#how do i ask 😭😭#without sounding like an overthinking freak 😔🥲#holy shit i need a break#and its been THREE DAYS#help me. genuinely . i wont survive a month#<- /dramatic dw i won't off myself#i have tobias f/orge to meet in an hmv jddnjdnd
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IT'S OFFICIAL. I'M DOING MY THESIS ON VIDEO GAMES
#idk if I can say exactly what video game I'm talking about in case the list of thesis papers is ever public & someone can find me that way#but erm I just got off the phone with T. I'm pretty happy about that. I'm so glad I get to do this. she said this is the first#dissertation about video games that she's ever supervised. I said it's an honour :o)#ALSOOOOOOOO SHE THANKED ME FOR THE PHOTOS I SENT FROM MY TRIP AND SHE SAID I'M GLAD YOU'RE BACK SAFE 😭😭😭
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the urge to make silly little mood boards for me and my silly little characters who I love sm

#selfship ━ 🏹#everyone’s are so pretty ����#gnawing rn#maybe I can treat myself since I finished another subsection of my thesis#chat am I cringe rn
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@lesharl-eclair here is the vettonso timeline I mentioned at some point!! I was gonna make a more refined version but ah, the original is fine so I'm posting it for you <3

Its written so its as if their careers began at the same time. There's obviously some parts where they deviate from each other(I blame Fernando), but they're pretty similar, no??
Here's some notes I have:
They both started at technically the same team(if you ignore that Seb raced one race for Sauber): Minardi/STR. And they spent 3 seasons either racing for that team or testing(Fernando for Renault, Seb for BMW teams), before being promoted to the team where they won their respective WDCS.
They both spent six seasons with their WDC team. And both won their WDCs using Renault engines. Both were pretty much the golden boys of their teams, beloved by their team principal and team in general. Unfortunately both aren't consecutive because Fernando tried out McLaren lol.
They spent a similar amount of years at Ferrari(five and six respectively.) Neither could win a WDC with Ferrai(😔) And both joined Ferrari in a very similar way. When Fernando joined, he ousted Kimi and it was very uncertain where Kimi was going. I think the commentators in 2009 predicted McLaren? (But he ended up taking a sabbatical obv.) But pretty messy, right? The literal same exact thing happened with Fernando and Seb in 2014-2015. They finally announced at the end of the season, even though it was pretty obvious, that Seb would be replacing Fernando. And where did Fernando go? McLaren! The history book on the shelf is always repeating itself. I guess I find it funny that Fernando replaced his former rival under somewhat messy circumstances, only for his other rival to do the exact same thing to him years later.
Okay McHonda and Alpine blah blah blah. Anyways they're probably going to have both end up competing their careers after two years with Aston Martin. This honestly is my favorite parallel. Because it's very sweet to me that Seb replaced Fernando, in an aforementioned messy way, only for Fernando to take Seb's seat in a very peaceful, almost "passing the torch" type exchange 🥰
#blah blah blah theyre mirrors do you get it 🥺#i was gonna make one where i took our mclaren and alpine bcs they pretty much match up perfectly#but ig it feels a bit weird to just rip them out of his timeline yknow#i think they still match up regardless of that though#and im sure Fernando prob wouldnt mind too much removing both from his history 😭#i love how kimi is just there as well for both the ferrari replacements#like he was there to be the pawn in fernando's and then there to be the unaffected teammate during the second one 😭#see actually this is why we never got them as teammates#it wouldnt make sense for the mirror theory okay 🙄#cause they have the same career but just a little bit offset#so you can look at it and go wow! and then cry yourself to sleep bcs you then realize you'll never get them as teammates#haha i just bought some merch and they're both in aston racesuits so at least *I'll* have vettonso teammates on a personal level#but i think if i ever draw more of that timeswap au +#i wanna draw them together when they were each at the respective parts of their career#ex. minardi nando x str seb. renault nando x rbr seb. sf nando x sf seb. amr nando x amr seb. YKNOW!?#<- ive already thought of some silly dialog for two of them lmao#anyways this is my thesis thanks. hope you enjoy and agree <3#catie.rambling.txt#vettonso#normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion
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Been working on the Portfolio(tm) AGAIN and I have so much work to do AGAIN... and that'll be on top of having to git gud at doing solo presentations for my other class 🥴🥴🥴
#personal#girl help!!!!#and then having to figure out projects for my other class#so this is a smorgasbord of important classes none of which I can really let fall by the wayside#not that I was really doing that before but like stakes are all pretty high this last semester#AND I JUST REMEMBERED I HAVE TO LIKE TABLE AT A RECRUITER SESSION IN LIKE MARCH/APRIL TOO#AND my portfolio presentation thesis too!!!!#TRULY GIRL HELP 😭😭😭
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