#THEY’RE SO FCKING HANDSOME

[nattaphum]

Apo Nattawin and Mile Phakphum x Dior x Vogue Thailand in Mumbai ✨

[akkivee]

read a tweet that pointed out that jyushi usually talks of blood and tears in songs, but in shinjiru chikara, not only does he not mention tears, he’s also lowkey dissing blood bonds (y’know like the bb bond) and jyushi’s the one out for blood in this song y’all LOL

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

@catchuuu @staryukis @dollsuguru

blue is my fav color to draw in 🌊

[cinnaminsvga]

“its also just the idea that theyre real people and not just pixels on my screen is what killed me in that moment” not the same anon but GIRL that’s exactly how I felt seeing them from up close during soundcheck at their concert in my country. Sometimes I even forget the Kim Taehyung actually made eye contact with me. Like my brain short circuited so hard djhfdjskd they’re real and so fcking handsome and so unlike anyone I’ve ever seen in my life haha

i think seeing bangtan irl is its own spiritual experience,,, the cognitive dissonance of realizing "oh shit, these guys are real and they breathe and eat and love and move and cry and laugh the same way that i do" but then circumstances happened and BOOM theyre actually super famous and talented people who are loved and admired on a global scale!!!!!!

i know this is kinda weird to say but the bangtan that exist in my mind come in two forms: one is the "real" bangtan where i acknowledge that i do not know them and they are strangers who just so happen to share some moments of their lives with us and the other is the bangtan who are my bffs4lyf who fight the monsters under my bed and make life a little bit brighter

sometimes those two bangtans are the same people, sometimes they are separate. regardless, its strange being reminded of the humanness of bangtan... whether that reminder be through eye contact or seeing a damn mold of their damn hands. on god!!!!

[galaxymagick]

Im annoyed at myself because I’ve been slacking on learning korean, slacking on exercise… though I have been eating better I also added a unflavoured collagen protein powder to my diet, and I’ve been adding that to my scrambled egg or warm drinks like coffee or hot oat milk, continuing to have my D3 vitamin, finally added iron, b12 and vitamin C, my muscles, sciatic nerve, ligaments, bones (my broken foot ached doesn’t ache as much) have improved A LOT!! when ppl tell you it’s just age related don’t fcking listen it has absolutely nothing to do with your body aching, it’s literally lack of nutrients!!

But anyway … I keep getting this dread of it’s never gonna happen (the things I want to happen) but I need to do something to get it happening because I don’t wanna be that old lady who wishes she had done this this and this on her death bed .. that’s kinda dramatic but even thinking well typing that I feel teary like bitch it’s okay to cry but pull yourself together😭 so yeah also years just keep passing by too quickly because I’m doing the same things day in day out and I’m getting memory blurring.. if it wasn’t for vixx I wouldn’t know what year it was 😭

I’m just urghhhhhh also my birthday is in 4 months again like wtf didn’t I just have one?? Like I’m not bothered about aging .. cause it is what it is but

funny story I’ve literally got id’d for red bull like 3 times at the same place which in some ways is stupid but also funny cause wtf I don’t look that young we have a challenge 25 for alcohol but I don’t think they’re on it these ppl just aren’t looking at me properly.. tho a 18year old at work says it’s cause I don’t have wrinkles LMAO.. like i apologise???

I hope I get my bubble birthday message from taek though cause I didn’t get one this year and I saw ppl showing they did 🥺

so yeah I’m fed up of just existing when I could be doing but then I also want a friend to share memories with .. and honestly I don’t have any, I did but I’ve never really had a best friend, and the friends I had we just grew apart..

anyway… I need to do things I say it all the time but I never do the bigger things I need to do and spent money on stupid thiiingsss OMFG I spent so much this comeback on silly pieces of paper with a sexy handsome gorgeous man on them .. who am I 😭

[seohyunpoint]

THEQOO | NA INWOO SING'S SNSD'S "HIMNAE/WAY TO GO" IN FRONT OF SEOHYUN

No but Seohyun is so pretty

Seohyun is a princess

They’re both cute ㅋㅋㅋ

I was so happy when I saw this my lips touched my ears ㅋ

They’re cute and suit each other

Seohyun is so fcking beautiful I can see why she won a best couple award ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

A complete prince and princess, they look good together 

Na Inwoo is cute and the two are so fcking pretty and handsome ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Good people are the best ㅠㅠㅠ

ㅋㅋㅋㅋ Na Inwoo is really hardworking and cute

(They’re) Pangyo couple ㅋㅋㅋ

Their physical impressions (“drawing style”) match so damn well, visuals out of romance novels wow

These two have great chemistry but their best couple award feels even prettier because they feel like good people 

They’re both so cute, pretty, and cool

He didn’t sing it out of nowhere but had no choice but to bring up the courage because Jun Hyunmoo suddenly made him…I think looking at just the title might cause misunderstanding ^^

Na Inwoo and Seohyun both have similar vibes so I’m happy looking at them

The two have similar impressions and match really well, I really like them because they’re good people. Happy new year!

They’re both so cute ㅠㅠㅠ

SOURCE

[consumedkings-archive]

gen, sex + misc for honeyseed xx

stella....... u pure angel of love and light.......... ftr everyone stella sent me “all remaining sections” originally and that was ALL OF THEM so she blessedly sent me a revised version. : ‘ ) ily honey!

ultimate otp meme

gen:

rate the ship -   awful | ew | no pics pls | i’m not comfortable | alright | i like it! | got pics? | let’s do it! | why is this not getting more attention?! | the otp to rule all other otps | as you can tell i have a lot of feelings about these dumpster fire people

how long will they last? - elliot will say “until john dies and i have all of his money, and i can marry a handsome young suitor” but she really means until the cold, black end--it just takes a little for them to get there, you know, lots of making up and breaking up. nothing good is ever free etc and so on

how quickly did/will they fall in love? - john says immediately, elliot says she’s not so easily won over. she’s not, but john pretty much immediately went “mine” as soon as he realized what was going on and elliot’s never been wanted like that before, so it was pretty instant. so instant that she almost never says “i love you” because it just goes unspoken.

how was their first kiss? - i did laugh out loud at this. BAD. or like i guess good, by some standards, but it came on the heels of elliot basically telling john to go fuck himself (could it have come any other way? jury says no).

sex:

who is on top? - i want to say 60% ell and 40% john. elliot struggles relinquishing any kind of control and john likes when she takes the reins anyway, so most of the time it’s elliot telling him what to do and john going heart eyes over it.

who is the one to instigate things? - definitely john. elliot likes to mind her fcking business most of the time, but on occasion, if she’s in a mood, she’ll start things. almost always john, though.

how healthy is their sex life? - barely touch themselves let alone each other | 2 | 3 | 4 | once a couple weeks, nothing overboard | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | they are humping each other on the couch right now | john wishes it was that last option, but it’s pretty fucking close. once they’re together, anyway. the tenuous start of their relationship leaves much to be desired for elliot, but once she feels like john’s serious about her, my poor touch-starved girl can’t get enough of him.

how kinky are they? - straight missionary with the lights off | 2 | 3 | 4 | might try some butt stuff and toys | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | don’t go into the sex dungeon without a horse’s head | pls i will not comment

how long do they normally last? - at first, not very long, because sex is one of those things that elliot usually wishes is over almost immediately. as she gets more and more comfortable with john though it definitely gets quite comfy in their room once they get going.

do they make sure each person gets an equal amount of orgasms? - if someone were to make a comment on the ratio (john) they would gladly say that there is an inequality concerning how many times elliot finishes (the most) vs how many times he does. elliot will not disregard this truth.

how rough are they in bed? - softer than a butterfly on the back of a bunny | 2 | 3 | 4 | The bed’s shaking and squeaking every time | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | their dirty talk is so vulgar it’d make dwayne johnson blush. also, the wall’s so weak it could collapse the next time they do it. | don’t @ me

how much cuddling/snuggling do they do? - no touching after sex | 2 | 3 | 4 | a little spooning at night, or on the couch, but not in public | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | they snuggle and kiss more often than a teen couple on their fifth date to a pillow factory | elliot’s body temperature fluctuates so much that she is constantly sticking her cold hands under john’s shirt but also complaining that he can’t spoon her because his body is a furnace. this doesn’t stop him from trying, of course, but greatly impedes the amount of time they spend cuddling.

misc:

who takes the longer showers/baths? - definitely elliot. and john isn’t allowed to complain about it either. anytime he goes “what do you need to take a 3 hour soak for?” she says “my agonies”.

who takes the dog out for a walk? - also elliot. boomer would never behave for john like he behaves for elliot, and john is 10000000% accepting of this fact and it definitely does not bruise his ego a single bit.

how often do they decorate the room/house for the holidays? - they really only decorate for christmas, because scarlet would have a brain aneurysm if they didn’t (once the kids are around, anyway). elliot will still decorate for other holidays but they go all out for christmas.

what are their goals for the relationship? - you mean aside from learning how to shut the fuck up? john wants kids. man oh man he wants kids. elliot has a crippling fear of being a mother because she just doesn’t think she has the resources to do it well, but pretty soon she comes around on the idea. beyond that, it’s mostly about loving each other--they both have wretched, awful parts about them that they want to worship in each other.

who is most likely to sleep till noon? - elliot. there is an 80% chance she will throw a punch if someone fucks with her sleep. john wakes up at like, normal people hours (thanks to working with isolde for so long, he now has an internal clock that had to run on her schedule for so many years) so he gets up at like, 7 or 8.

who plays the most pranks? - john, even though he fucking SHOULDN’T the man’s got a goddamn deathwish. elliot tends to give as good as she gets but her pranks just aren’t at the same level as john’s. 

[rosekim]

CRASH LANDING ON YOU • Review

AAAH. Korean dramas never failed me with their plots, mind-fcking twist, and lovable characters. W: Two Worlds used to be the number one Korean drama for me- but then, CLOY came. I was actually pretty hesitant to watch it at first, thinking it was just overhyped. But, boy, I was wrong. 

CLOY is the type of drama that will keep you wondering how it will end happily (or if it even will) or how the ef would Yoon Se-ri and Captain Ri be together when they’re from two different worlds. I was truly amazed at how things ended! If it didn’t end happily, I will never watch any drama again! Goodness, they’re chemistry is too much to handle. 

Their Switzerland scenes were everything. I am really waiting for every end of the episodes to see the scenes there. I love how it conveys the message that love will be the one to find you, and you won’t know, you might have seen your soulmate ten years ago already. How fate eventually leads them back to each other is fantastic. I love it so much. 

This drama proves that sometimes, mishaps can lead us to beautiful things like how Se-ri, unfortunately, landed in North Korea, not knowing it will lead her to the man who will love her truly. 

Moving to the characters, need I say more? Ri Jeong Hyeok is definitely the man of my dreams; elite, handsome, protective, understanding, caring, loving, and, of course, impossible to find. And, fck it, I have never watched a drama where the lead guy looked at her lover like how Jeong Hyeok looks at Se-ri; which leads me to the question, are they secretly dating? I mean, if Binnie and I can’t be together, fine, just let him be with Ye-jin, jebal! Sorry! Just can’t help it, who won’t swoon with those weakening stares? LMAO.

Of course, if we have a very brave captain, no doubt that his comrades were amazing as well. I would never forget Pyo Chi Soo and his annoying mouth; Park Kwang Beom’s handsome face; the North Korean K-Drama addict, Kim Joo Muk; and the baby boy Keum Eun Dong; and, of course, we wouldn’t forget the Rat who also played a major part! Their sacrifices just to bring Captain Ri back to NoKor is really touching. I was even teary-eyed with the scene where Eun Dong forgot his shoes and cried while they were sitting on the bench. Huhu. Poor baby boy. The way he hugs Captain Ri after seeing him is iconic!

Se-ri’s tough and brave character is also commendable. Although I had watched characters like hers from other dramas,  I had reflected so many things from the things that she did. Although, I was a bit disappointed in how she trusted Seung-jun easily when he knew the issue about him and her brother. On the other hand, it might be just because she’s desperate to escape already. Overall, Yoon Se-ri’s character development throughout the story was amazingly executed. Hands down, Son Ye-jin! I was really happy seeing how her relationship with her mom turned out in the end. 

Speaking of Seung-jun, I still can’t imagine him dead haha. I indeed hated Seo Dan at first, but I really rooted for their relationship. I just hope things didn’t end that way. Poor lovers. They could have had a better ending.

And before I even forget, can anyone slap Se-hyeon’s evil wife that looked like the girl villain in PowerPuff Girls? I am literally itching to slap her poker face. Please. 

Lastly, I want to thank and kill Cho Cheol Gang. Wae? Well, he’s the reason why Captain Ri was caught and shot, why Yoon Se-ri was also shot, why Mu-Hyeok was killed. However, all thanks to him, the lovers were able to spend more time together. Captain Ri went to Seoul to protect Se-ri, meaning, more time for the two together! BUT, still, I won’t forgive him. I would say that he was really an effective villain. 

Episodes 15 and 16 are hell for me. I am literally crying from the start of Episode 15 till the middle part of Episode 16. Damn. Especially after seeing how Ri Jeong Hyeok waited for Yoon Se-ri to wake up– AND WHAT THE HECK HE AVOIDED WHEN SHE COULD SEE HIM ALREADY! Damn. My tears were endless. And the fcking scene in the boundary. I can’t even digest properly what they were saying because of my blurred eyesight! Oh no, mommy. My heart aches. I don’t want to remember that nightmare again, please. I’ve never cried this much in dramas. After watching those scenes, I felt like I’ve been in a break up with my eyes completely sore :) Thank goodness I watched it alone. 

And, that’s the end of my review for this amazing drama. Some screenshots and memorable lines to reminisce my love for Crash Landing On You below. Don’t hesitate to tell me your thoughts, I know I’m not the only one rooting for another drama with the two again (please, a happier ending this time)!

Rating: 11/10

This review is transfered from my writeblr account: lumierezi. i would be posting my reviews and kdrama things here from now.

Here are some more ! ♡

[mingying]

Ep 11 Spoilers!!

Omg I'm so happy that Ep11 of Crash Landing is finally out. As usual here is my weekly episode commentary just bc I need to spazz it all out. Things that I still remember now after finishing the ep that I loved:

1) When Seri told Jeonghyuk that she doesn't like this dream because she will wake up feeling sad, and then he tells her it isn't a dream T____T

2) Jeonghyuk really crawled through a cave for 20 hours just to get to South omg a MAN

3) I laughed so hard when Seri said if it's so easy to get to South why was she stuck in North for so long HAHAHHAHAAH like the writers really wrote this in knowing all of us had the same thoughts after ep 10

4) omg soldier boys thinking the food/drink in the sauna were free so they ended up spending 100k+ won LMAAAOOO

5) When Seri took Jeonghyuk shopping and had literal heart eyes at him wearing those suits (as did I omg Hyun Bin's visuals seriously-) and then got super jealous bc the sales lady was all over him akzkaksk

6) But then got so happy after sales lady said her husband was handsome and she asked if they looked like a married couple PLEASE YOU TWO!!!!!!

7) Okay when Seri's brother came by with his wife and said all those hurtful things and Jeonghyuk was THIS close to just rushing out of his hiding place to punch him WHEWWW

8) When Seri told him not to say anything bc she felt embarrassed and he said he wouldn't, but instead hugged her - mY FCKING HEART YALL

9) Seo Dan's model walk holy shit literal heart eyes

10) Seo Dan flexing Seung Jun to the rest of her friends wkdksks

11) I loved how supportive Seo Dan's mom is, as long as her daughter is happy and in love shes fine...and then she said 'as long as he isn't a thief or conman' I DIED AJZKAK

12) KIM SOOK'S CAMEO HAHAHAHHA

13) When Seri knocked her car hood and then got sad bc every time she does that she will think of Jeonghyuk T___T but thankfully bc of this method she managed to spot Cheolgang hiding in her car omg

14) Seri yelling out at the car park for Jeonghyuk to run...pls...I love that they're constantly protecting each other sobs my feels-

15) Seo Dan learned the lingo from Seri in Switzerland omg I love this plssss

16) Seungjun wondering if Dan saw his missed call and then couldn't sleep the entire night waiting for her to call him back omg I LOVE THEMMMM!!!!

Okay thankfully the next episode isn't so far away. I'm so excited!!!

[scaredofchange]

11 questions: NCTzen version

Thanks for tagging me @hwasasgoblin!

1. Name

Catherine, but you can call me Cath or Cat! ✨

2. Country/State

Canada 🇨🇦

3. Which NCT boy is closest in age to you?

Ten! His birthday is the 27th of February 1996 and mine is May 8th 1996.

4. Who did you first notice in NCT and why?

Either Johnny or Jaehyun, I can’t remember. Both because they’re soooo handsome! And great performers!

5. Favorite laugh in NCT?

Taeyongie’s 🥺

6. You can put two members in your pocket, which two do you choose?

Taeyong and Mark, they’re both the cutest babies ever, and I would love to have my sunshine Mark with me everywhere!

7. First NCT song you ever heard?

Probably Love Talk or Kick It.

8. Best underrated NCT song?

NonStop by 127, tHaT GodFOrSaKEn SoNG

9. Who is the member that gives you a lot of trouble?

Taeyong because of that fcking DUALITY, like what?

10. Give us a good pic of your bias

these two assholes and this cutie

11. Something you’re happy about this week

I’m getting to spend some time with my family, so that’s great! Also, I ate good food, the boys would be proud of me 😂. Tomorrow I’m seeing my best friend that I’ve missed very much, so that’ll definitely be the highlight of my week!

Tagging : @bacon-notbaekhyun-jaehyun-mingyu @wabisaba @godlyjoonie (if you’re up for it baby)

[artistkoo]

His Hotsome Twin Brother (jinkook x reader drabble!♡)

just sum excuse to write a lil filthy jinkook smut. Jealous kook! and voyeurist Jin lmao. ft. hoe y/n

"How did you even choose between them?" Your friend says, as you sat on the couch in the living room of Jungkook's house. He said it would be just a small get together so Jin would allow him, but obviously it was more than that, it was quite a party. Though, they didn't allow everyone to come inside as their parents might kill them. They had a big pool in the backyard, so they told the guests the party was gonna be there.

"What do you mean?" you asked looking at her confused. "Between the Jeon twins duh? they're both so sexy, but don't you think Jin is handsomer?" Oh. So she's talking about your boyfriend and his older twin bro.

"You're right, Jin is quite handsome. But Jungkook's my boyfriend, and I wouldn't cheat on him. Especially with his brother wtf." You replied. "But what if Jungkook wasn't your boyfriend? Jin's so damn gorgeous I bet you'd fck him."

"Fine. Maybe- maybe I would." You blushed a bit and stuttered. Unknown to you, someone was eavesdropping on the convo you and your friend had, and he wasn't happy in the slightest bit about it. You went to the kitchen to get some coke in the fridge and you were startled by someone kissing your neck.

"Jungkook? wth- I almost had a heart attack."

"Why babe? did you think I was someone else? someone hotter?" He said to you, and you could tell he was a bit drunk already. "What are you saying Kook? you look drunk, maybe you should drink some water-"

"I said did you think I was Jin? my brother. He's hotter than me right?" He said sarcastically and he was glaring at you. You couldn't respond at first shocked that he might've heard the convo you had with your friend. "Didn't you say you'd fck him if I wasn't your boyfriend?" So he did hear it.

"Kook look- I didn't mean it. I just felt pressured to answer."

"No you did. But you know what? that's okay. Actually, I think I should reward you for your honesty. Come with me-" He said as he pulled your arm and dragged you into his room, you were surprised to see that Jin was there. "Y/N? What are you doing here? Why did you call me here Jungkook?" The handsome guy said.

"Oh my handsomer hyung, would you love to know? y/n should be the one telling you though." Jungkook said, expecting you to speak and answer for him. "I don't know what he's talking about Jin- he's drunk so maybe he just-"

"Stop fcking lying babe. You know what the hell I'm talking about. Tell him or are you gonna tell him after we break up?" he challenged. "What? What do you mean break up? Stop messing around Kook. It isn't funny anymore."

"What isn't funny is that you like my twin brother y/n. I can't believe you even denied it when i heard the whole thing." He scoffed.

"Y/N is that true? What's he talking about?" Jin asked. "No- Jin...I was just-" You tried to deny it but you couldn't find the right words, but it was half-true you did like Jin he was cute. But you liked Jungkook more he was your boyfriend, albeit sometimes you just can't help but appreciate Jeon Seokjin's beauty.

"But it doesn't matter hyung, I'll just remind her why she likes me more. come here, babygirl." he asked you to come closer cos you were kinda backing up in the corner of the room. "On your knees. Now." he commanded.

"Jungkook-" You tried to ask him what he was planning to do, but he ignored and cut you off. "Don't be shy or scared now, I'm gonna stuff your pretty mouth with my cock. While my beautiful brother watches of course, I bet you both would like that."

You were embarrassed at the thought of sucking Jungkook's dick infront of Jin, but in a weird way it excited you too. You were still gonna do it anyway, since you didn't wanna disobey him. Jungkook pulled his pants and underwear off but not bothering to remove it completely, only enough so his thick dick could come out. He was sporting a semi- did he get turned on by humiliating you in front of Jin? anyway you had a job to do and it was your favorite one too. Only, you have Jin as your audience.

Jin seemed to be appalled by the thought of seeing your intimate moment with Jungkook, but he couldn't bring himself to get out of the room. He thought it was a little fucked up, but maybe he wanted to see you suck his brother's dick. He was getting hard just by the thought of it, though he didn't want to. Jungkook held your hair and positioned your face ready to fuck it- you tried to tease him first but he was having none of it and decided to shove his whole dick in your mouth in one go.

You gagged on it since you weren't prepared but he didn't stop stuffing your mouth with his cock. Jin touched himself through his pants too, he couldn't resist anymore when he was watching you suck Jungkook's dick so well. When your boyfriend finally came- he asked you to swallow his cum and you did like the obedient slut you are.

He kissed you roughly after and bit your neck. He left marks to remind everyone you were his and only his. "You see hyung? she's such a pretty cockslut for me. Do you want to fuck her mouth too?" Jungkook suddenly spoke after leaving marks on you.

Jin couldn't even formulate a coherent sentence since he was approaching his high, but he managed to say "I...Would you want me to?"

"Of course I'd want you to, If she wasn't my girlfriend-" Jungkook said imitating what you said before. "But she is, so better luck next time hyung. Maybe you should wait til we break up- Though that's never gonna happen. I won't let her leave me- not for someone like my own brother or anyone else." Jungkook looked at Jin and then at you, and you couldn't help but cower a bit under his gaze.

And Jin could only watch as his brother fucked you hard and senseless right in front of his eyes, he couldn't touch anything but his beautiful dick.

thanks for reading my shtpost!♡ pls don't repost anywhere ty :)

[yiqiie]

IDOL PRODUCER S2: E2 THOUGHTS

every week, i’ll sit down and watch the newest episode of Idol Producer Season 2 《青春有你》and write down all my thoughts. nothing get’s left out so get ready for a bunch of memes, shit posts and rants as we get through another season of our fave survival show 

feel free to send me any questions to my inbox and i’ll answer them asap!

a/n: sorry this is late! i forgot the episode was released yesterday welp but tbh saturday night is probably gonna be my upload day anyway 

start time: 10:42 am 

my internet is experiencing problems woooooo so this will be interesting 

so many goddamn ads 

wait who’s the team who were playing like instruments and shit??? they sounded AWESOME

oh damn recap of zyx being pissed off 

MILK ADS 

that chewing gum is actually pretty good ngl 

also the theme song is getting catchier so don’t be surprised if i start liking it 

i still feel so bad for the kids who are sitting out IN THE COLD 

[break while my internet decides if it wants to continue being an asshole]

MC JIN YOU’RE HILARIOUS I LOVE YOU 

‘if you’re a rapper, PLEASE LEAVE’ i’m dead 

zhang pd is sighing lmao 

chen si jian leggo 

IT’S A RAPPER I’M CRYING AHAHAHHAHAAH 

*awkward silence* 

he’s shaking omfg poor baby 

also minghao is really cute ily i never said it before 

HE WROTE THAT?? oof you got talent boy 

he got a zyx serious nod 

wtf he was so quiet??? and now he’s just rapping the shit out of this song 

HE CAN SING YES YOU GO BABE 

oh damn those lyrics 

is it an A? i saw in the description there might be an A today 

IT’S A B YOU GO SWEETHEART 

IT’S THE SMILER FROM LAST EPISODE 

i love their suits 

LI ZHENNING BABE YOUR SMILE 

black pearl i’m crying his skin is GORGEOUS 

HIS POUT 

ALL OF THEIR SMILES ARE SO BEAUTIFUL 

zyx and mc jin talking about shi mingze being similar to kris wu 

LOOK AT ZYX’S FACE MY EXO FEELS 

he looks like my uncle I SPIT MY WATER OUT LMFAO 

jia yi’s CLAPPING I AM IN LOVE 

THAT ENTRANCE 

HIP WIGGLING I LOVE IT 

the song was damn good 

mc jin lmfao HIS SOUNDS 

even the trainees know that their bets on other trainees’ grades are probably gonna be wrong lol 

YOU’VE SCARED THEM ZHANG PD 

jia yi why are you so fcking cute 

NO ONE IN C EITHER 

well their prediction wasn’t wrong they said all of them would be D together 

but :( i really liked their perf 

HE WANTS TO GO ON STAGE JUST TO SEE ZHANG PD 

what a precious bub i shall protect 

stretchy bendy boi

xu long han uwu 

WAIT 

HE WAS THE ONE WHO CALLED ZYX A DIMPLE LIAR 

AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH 

[pls excuse as my wifi loads again]

LI RONGHAO NOT UNDERSTANDING THE JOKE 

i actually love him 

oh jesus this song brings back the memories lmfao 

THIS KID IS FCKING HILARIOUS I LOVE HIM 

stretchy bendy boi again woooooo 

I’M CRYING HE’S SO FUNNY I LOVE HIM MUM 

we already knew he was F but still ;; 

YOU MADE A GOOD IMPRESSION THOUGH GORGEOUS ILY 

YAO MINGMING ILY HE’S SO CUTE 

LOOK AT HOW ADORABLE ALSKDJALSD

6 years as a trainee damn boi 

oh shit 

how is being this good at dancing fair holy goddamn 

THEY CAN SING TOO WTF THIS IS NOT FAIR 

[wifi cut off again so guess what i GET TO WATCH THE PERF AGAIN] 

zyx has his serious face on 

wait they just got up from that position WITHOUT THEIR HANDS 

HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE

uh oh they ain’t getting As or Bs 

A C AND A D NOOOO 

okay i agree with his comments but c’mon they were nervous 

don’t worry babes you have plenty of time to improve! ;;; 

zhou shi yuan oh god i need to remember names 

HE DOES BIOMEDICINE?? DAMN BOI 

deep voice holy shit damn 

VOCALS VOCALS VOCALS 

omg so many vocals today 

BROMANCING ALREADY SHARING MILK 

okay that sounds weird 

THE BOY HE CHEERS AT EVERYONE WHO IS HE 

others: :| 

this boi: :O

omfg he’s a fcking meme too 

[paused while my mother makes me watch a David Attenborough documentary on bamboo] 

MAVERICKS LET’S GO 

MR X’S SONG WHOOP WHOOO 

IDOL PROD S1 FEELS LEGGO 

IT’S ACAPELLA HOLY SHIT LET’S GO 

vocals damn holy shit 

okay the dancing may not be as on point because there was a bit where they weren’t doing anything 

BUT I STILL LIKE THEIR VOCALS 

YAO CHI WHAT THE 

WE HAVE A B BABES 

GUAN YUE FINALLY 

MY BEAUTIFUL SMILING BABY BOY I’VE MISSED YOU 

even yixing is in love with his smile i can tell 

those sharp dance moves though 

I LOVE GUAN YUE GUYS 

honestly that was my favourite performance i don’t care what other people say 

it’s probably gonna be a B 

even though i want him to get an A 

LIAN HUAI WEI MY FAVOURITE BUB 

li wenhan holy shit you are fcking adorable 

YUEHUA LET’S GOOOOO

he forgot to bow WHAT A CUTIE 

LI WENHAN BEING A LEADER I LOVE 

babe don’t say you don’t want an F because zyx can sense fear and he’s gonna give you one 

i’M PRAYING FOR YOU ALREADY 

wenhan is such a soft boy omg 

JIAYOU BABES I’M ROOTING FOR YOU 

oh goddamn these slow mo shots are killing me 

OOF WENHAN GAVE ME A LOOK 

picking up the rose petals I AM DEAD 

guys i still really love jolin she smiled at me and i just forgot about my love for all the others 

jks li wenhan is singing at me now 

i want him to get an A but my bet is on a B 

NO Fs OR Ds WE DOING GOOD 

hu chun yang is really cute just saying 

told y’all so 

even though i wanted him to get an A

YES IT’S THE BAND HOLY SHIT 

THIS WAS SUPER GOOD IN THE PREVIEW 

oof i love it i love it i love it 

probs not gonna get the results i want them to get but WHO CARES I’M STANNING 

all Cs i can deal with that 

LIKE MY DAD POOR LI RONGHAO

i really like this guy’s suit 

wait i forgot his name 

i’ll wait till zyx says it again lmfao 

ZHANG PD SAYS HE’S HANDSOME 

chen you wei THAT’S HIS NAME 

HE GOT AN F WHAT 

oh here we go gramarie

okay i gotta say gramarie is really good at picking songs 

like last year it was a really good song too 

when are we getting an A 

the accents are so cute AHAHAHAHA 

zyx is losing his shit 

i missed their names though and their company 

there aren’t any left????

are there seriously no As?

oh damn 

i just noticed that the new trainee clothes are from new balance 

I AM CRYING FROM LAUGHTER 

such a good reference to ‘balance’ 

they’re really not going to give zyx a break lmfao 

theme song practice leggo

IT’S THE SM PRACTICE ROOM 

MY SM FAMILY FEELS 

i really do love the new uniforms 

THE DORMS 

WE’VE MISSED YOU 

bruh the gifts are better than last year 

wenhan you’re adorable omg i’ve said this so many times 

SOMEONE HAS A YODA AHAHAHHA

XU MINGHAO YOU’RE A GORGEOUS BOI 

and you’re a cutie too 

he speaks so softly too ugh ily 

lmfao their hands look like jellyfish ngl 

but damn xu minghao you’re a good teacher 

wang jiayi ;;; working when everyone left already 

ngl i’m not feeling the broship like last season where people would go out of their way to help each other 

he’s literally by himself and it’s nearly 6am 

jesus this boy is hard working 

LMAO once one person comes in everyone comes in ahahhahha

okay okay previews here we come 

wait removing the centre decision 

TO WHAT

oh damn future stages what a look 

I LIKE 

sidenote: i took a ss of this beautiful boy but forgot where i was going to put it so i’m gonna leave it here anyways. enjoy :)

finish time: 9:47 pm 

that’s all folks; tune in next week for another episode of mai’s shitposting whilst we suffer through another survival show together!

[gaburuuu]

Yoonmin - festival + confession!

- They like each other but they’re just friends, Yoongi is afraid of falling in love and make Jimin suffer

- They’re at a japanese festival, just chllin’

- Yoongi is distracted cuz he is falling harder for Jimin and Jiminnie looks SO FCKING CUTE!!!!

- They went to see their lucky, Yoongi got “medium lucky - you have to learn that life’s more sweeter than you think”, while Jiminnie got “very lucky - trust your feelings and be grateful for those who had helped you.”

- Yoongi is more distracted than before, the lucky paper is saying that he could fall in love for his friend and give a chance to these selfish feelings?

- He glances at Jimin, that is more beautiful than ever, “Shit, why is he so fucking handsome today?”

- Yoongi tries to look away from him and Jimin noticed that. “Here. Ahhhh~” Jimin grabs Yoongi’s hand and gives him a bite of his crepe.

- “... wai-”

- “Isn’t delicious?” Jiminnie gives a sweet smile, hoping that the sweet taste could bring up Yoongi’s mood.

- “Yeah... It’s very... sweet, almost too much.”

- “Of course it’s sweet!” Jiminnie chuckles “It’s a strawberry crepe, after all. What did you expected?”

- “... nothing, nevermind.”

- They continued walking through the festival, it was really crowed and they didn’t even noticed that they were still holding hands.

- They went to buy some takoyaki and when Yoongi had to pay, they noticed they were still holding hands.

- “Oh my god, I didn’t even noticed that I held your hand for so long, sorry!” Jimin says, blushing hard. He just wanted to hold hands with Yoongi so hard? For god’s sake!

- “Nevermind, Jiminnie.” Yoongi was also blushing, he hated physical interaction and yet, he liked holding hands so much that he didn’t even noticed until now.

- After eating takoyaki, they were heading towards the famous tradicional dance presentation but, it was so crowed that some guys bumped into Jiminnie.

- “Gosh, are you ok, Jiminnie?” Yoongi held Jimin close before he could fall into the ground. “Those assholes, they don’t even apologize!”

- “That’s ok, Yoongi, thank you. I’m ok.” he answered, letting go of Yoongi’s hand, he didn’t want to be so obviously in love again.

- “Come on, let’s go, I’ll protect you. Wanna grab something else to eat?

- “Yeah, nikuman would be good”.

- And then, they decided to just sit a little far from the crowd, eat and wait. A little moments later, the sky was full of fireworks. Dancing in the sky, while the two of them were laid down on the grass, wondering if that moment could last forever, just this time.

____________________________________________

- The festival was over and they were walking to their houses in silence. And sooner than they wanted, they were in front of Jimin’s house.

- “Uh, thank you for invinting me, it was really fun.” Jimin started to talk.

- “That’s no big deal, we can go together next year again”.

- “Next... year?”

- “Yeah, er, well, if you want, of course”.

- “Ah, I want to. Really!”

- “Okay, it's settled then, see ya”.

- “... see ya”.

- Yoongi was heading to his house, none of them made a move, maybe it’s better this way. He would try to express his feelings for Jimin again next year, for sure.

- “W-wait!” Jimin ran and grabbed Yoongi’s hand.

- “You forgot somethi-”

- He couldn’t even finish the setence, Jimin took all his breath with a kiss. Yoongi could swear that the kiss was tasting just like the strawberry crepe they shared together. They break apart, both speechless.

- “It’s... I just wanted to thank you... for saving me that time”. They both knew that the only reason they kissed that way was because they were completely in love, and now, Yoongi couldn’t deny any longer.

- “Well...” Yoongi chuckles “I guess I should save you more then”.

- “Gosh, shut up, Yoongi”. 

[cyanpeacock]

SO wow okay about my absence without leave and also Mark

i have been have ONE HUGE MANIC EPISODE with a Whole Bunch of like... screaming-in-the-street psychoses. i am “getting better” as in, not SO manic, and not actively psychotic, but uh, yeah, in the words of that cunt morrisey, i’m Still Ill. 

mark is a recurring voice/face? he has DEFINITELY been around before, since like, god, since i was in secondary school. earlier probably. used to be called marcell but like, he prefers mark now. “marcell is some pretentious french shit.” he isn’t even french! he sounds, like, american, sort of? like he learned to /speak/ english from the anglo-american side of the internet. how does that work? i don’t know. and the fucker HIDES! he hides for AGES. i thought he was fcking gone but this is the SAME guy. SAME guy. how does he do that??! where did the bastard GO for all that time. still in the process of accepting uh, okay, wow, yes, i HAVE seen you before, weirdly handsome but very rude man. i have seen you before. fucker.

but like shit I’ve tried to draw the guy but just like a living person I can never get his damn face right! and uh, internal conversations are happening, internally? i’m struggling to believe it but this is mark. thiiiis is that guy with the strange name. that’s marcell. that’s marc. that is mark. he’s Back. fucker!!! how complicated. god. i’d dance to jamiroquai with that man. i refuse to call him a gentleman. fucking aeiou!!!! fucking Aeiou!!!!!!! 

THIS IS LIKE... okay, i guess it means i’m integrating traumas? confusing process. i’m trying not to think about it too hard? all the facets/splinters/kind-of-mes are coming together more the further away in time and space I get from the people that really fucking wounded me, and mark is, well... still mark, when he’s around, just WAY calmer. if i ask him about talking to other people and systems he’s like “maybe later,” meaning, there are a couple of people he is Likely to pop up to again, infrequently, when he is Good and Ready. and yeah he says (paraphrased) that’s enough now. 

the grant and asher thing was. not part of the dissociative stuff. that was the onset of a fucking HILARIOUS psychosis. picture the camerata in grant’s bathroom. royce is lying down in the tub off his top surgery on ketamine. asher is on the bathroom floor smoking cigarettes through his nose. sybil is perched on the window-shelf huffing deodorant, specifically Right Guard. grant is crouched on the bathmat on 0 drugs making sure none of them die. i was in my apartment doing All the voices for this scenario. it was bonkers. @supergiant games: im sorry. never hire me.

so yhhhhhh i’m not Better(tm) but i’m doing better? up in like, a temporary room in halls the uni is paying for, and they’re helpin me buy food, and they’re also arranging a case review for me bc the NHS have done very little but fuck me about and keep me barely surviving for the last four years.

i am pretty goddamn sure my mood fuckery qualifies as bipolar disorder because, uh, well. mania (with mixed features) and psychosis from cannabis withdrawal? i cannot find ANY papers or serious medical literature referring to that, only to mania/psychosis from active use, and a handful of like, reddit posts from people who either used heavily for over a decade or had an existing family history of bipolar. 

i can also only find a single report of mania associated with withdrawal from the antidepressant TWO emergency psychs agreed to take me off with no taper - and the AD i was on is a relatively safe one! better safety profile than the SSRIs CAMHS gave me. those things sent me straight up like a fucking arrow then back down like it flipped in the air and shot the archer in the eye. i refused to take them any more pretty quickly. like, is this not shaping up to be a fairly classic misdiagnosed bipolar presentation? four different ADs all with the WRONG effects on my depression?

this is such a fucking joke man. i was saying “i think i have bipolar?” when i was like 16. been saying “i think i need to try a mood stabilizer” since like, 17 or 18. all i fucking want is to try lithium!!! i’ll stay out of the sun!!! i’ll drink water!!!! whatever you say!!!! just let me try a REAL mood stabiliser!!!!!!!!

ok it is midnight and i DO still need sleep and blue screens DO keep me awake. im going for cigs and then im going to fucking sleep. and there will be NO screaming kids or endless film reels of frightening places and faces in my head tonight. thanks!!!! goodnight!!!!!!!

[dailydoseofblcrack]

ok so...i have a lot of feels for today’s update

guan shan is so bright like really fcking sunny bright with his orangey long sleeves shirt and i love the fact that he tian is also wearing the same thing (i swear to god they look so pure when the boys wear white)

why do i find guan shan’s accusing finger poking he tian’s chest cute anyways they’re dorks

zheng xi looking cool and handsome as ever, especially with that sweater on

he tian is the captain of zhanyi shippers and jian yi is the captain of tianshan shippers

tianshan in their clumsy version of kabedon never gets old eyy, didn’t thought i’d be thanking jian yi for kicking he tian, he’s tired of your “slow burn but not really slow burn just some sexual tension” sht

he tian tailing little mo and eyefcking his dck lol bc he has mo guan shan radar but srsly though this could be connected with family stuff which may have taken a toll on he tian’s academic performance, he wanted to be alone but he always goes straight to/seek guan shan for comfort

also...waiting for the possibility (hopefully) of:

- tianshan study session with he tian tutoring guan shan while making advances towards little mo bc that’s just him

- tianshan backhug scene so that he tian finally gets to have his hug, though based on the illustration it could be set in the future so maybe it’s a bit too early for that idk

- tianshan kissu bonus illustration/chapter(?), could it be part of this year’s christmas special? hope so

bonus:

THE FLOOR IS GUAN SHAN LAVA

he tian:

ʜᴇ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʟɪᴛᴇʀᴀʟʟʏ ᴅɪᴠᴇ ɪɴ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴀ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ

[spacetravels]

talk abt your top 3 favorite ships !!

OH MAN ok... ok keeping 2 like pb universe ships..... debating with myself...... i was gonna talk abt non-mc ships too but those r few and far between and most of them i’m pretty neutral about haha (i tend to ship everything so i don’t rly fight non-mc ships becuz i think everything’s cute... love romance)

1. chris winters/mc genuinely takes the fcking cake because i wasn’t gonna romance chris but i think an anon planted the idea in my head all those years ago and then i like.. fell in love with chris winters that stupid handsome perfect lumberjack man........ i kno he says he’s married and has a baby in rcd but see that’s delicious fuel for #chriley and i tear up at the thought

2. noah/mc because we can’t have it and frankly that hurts all 3 of my feelings so it’s fun 2 ship cuz i know i’m not the only fool w hurt feelings

3. becca/mc.... that’s all i have 2 say...... i’m a sucker for enemies to friends to lovers trope and i love how becca & mc’s relationship evolves throughout the series and they’re genuinely rly good to each other and i love that (and i wish SO MUCH that becca & mc get to talk abt mc’s parents separating since becca literally went thru the same thing a few books ago; like i just want becca and mc to have that conversation whether ur romancing becca or not. it’d be so good. pb it’d be so good. i’ll write it for you if u want)

for bonus i gotta say perfect match mc x all the lis... the polly amory route is rly fun and i LOVE how the pm writers include little scenes and dialogue when you’re dating all the LIs... it’s sooo cute and i love my pm mc having 3 gfs and 2 bfs who like her very mucho