#THEY MAKE ME SO ILLLL

[azurem00n]

do you ever think about how any form of physical intimacy between these two is only associated with death

[icyfox17]

@jtownraindancer

[sparcarons]

[connorconsumestrousers]

when the house . when md when

extra doodles & closeups under the cut ✌️

not my usual . post but!! these guys are in my brain and altering it's chemistry 😁

look at them pls I put so much texture into them

extra doodles ✌️ character study

also . pose reference ✌️

[i-ran-into-a-lampost]

Hi, this is your friendy reminder that canonically all of Mebius' known friends except Hikari are dead

[grave-the-demon]

okay sorry my dear mutuals for this out of left field post but i have a burning NEED to talk about how utterly insane the first three episodes of our flag means death season two have left me...

and look i enjoy gentlebeard/blackbonnet as much as the next gal but you knOOOWWWWW ed and izzy are the ones that make me start clawing at the walls, pacing my enclosure, chewing apart the furniture

the absolute insanity of israel basilica hands saying "What are we?" followed by "I have... love for you, Edward." LIKE??? absolutely insane insane insane. he HAS love. like its a disease. like its a virus that he can't get rid of.

and then ed has a dream that izzy killed him and he treats it like a revelation, like a fantasy. izzy does everything he asks, surely he'll do this. but this is the one thing izzy can't do. but ed leaves the gun with him because he knows izzy can't live with him like this anymore.

and then ed's "I loved you. Best I could." and he really thinks izzy's dead. and if he finally pushed izzy away enough, then there's no one else that loves him anymore. cause ed believes he's unlovable sure, but how can he when izzy is there everyday, letting him do whatever he wants to him. and he never says its too much. but then hes dead. and then ed finds the courage to do something about it. and then izzy isn't dead, but he is shooting him and standing by while someone kills him and "Finally." finally he's pushed everyone away. even his first mate, who HAS love for him, like it's something he can't part from.

and izzy loves edward so much. he loves him so much he can't stand it (haha get it, cause of his leg...) and he tries preserving ed's image for stede, a man he hated, because ed loved him and oeugh oeugh oeugh

oooooooooooohhhhhhhhhh you CANNOT talk about blackbonnet without taking into account the Izzy™ of it all....

ANYWAYYYYY

[fideidefenswhore]

[benetnvsch]

thinking abt that ghost wan chapter again,,,,

[fukase-stan]

OK LISTEN

I NEED TO RANT ABOUT THIS SOMEWHERE .

I AM CURRENTLY REWATCHING 3RD LIFE BUT FROM SCOTTS POV AND HOLY SHIT???? JIMMY AND SCOTT??? THEY MAKE ME SO ILLLLL HOLY SHITTTT

ADHJDBDBDHDBE I NEED TO DRAW THE FLOWER HUSBANDS

THEY MAKE ME SO UPSET I POVE YHEM. SAHSBSBDBDBBS

THEY MEAKE ME SO ILLLL

[conceptofjoy]

ok i think i understand your hal thoughts now. she's a clone of dirk but her experiences have differed so much that she's basically her own person. if someone met them for the first time and knew that one of them was a clone of the other but didn't know who was who (and she didn't have obvious robot features) they'd prob choose dirk. fascinating.

they should fuck nasty

THEY MAKE ME ILLLL. they're defined by eachother but they're different people, and it would take being in separate bodies to confront that. even then they would STILL have issues especially because paradox space keeps their souls bound to each other. and then that would translate into them falling into their manipulative coping mechanisms and taking their stress out on each other hatred and war on earth c.

also the choosing dirk as the one being the clone i think it would shake him to his CORE LMFAOO

[zombiifyd]

there's just something so pure about jay and gillion and their whole relationship. like literally i tear up every time i think about them. THEYRE SO FUCKING HEJBDNDB IT MAKES ME ILLLL!!!!!!

them sharing tender moments, like that one time she confided in him after the whole escapade on edison. AND i am still not over episode #53 (im currently on ep 54, i havent touched this podcast in a week bc i was fucked up) where he was FIGHTING for jay. to not let her go with her father. "just tell me what you want and i'll fight for it."

i can write so much words about them but half of them will be unintelligible babbles bc i love them so much.

[absurdumsid]

prev teehee ive been on my puter this whole time

I think I once saw something about a unused dusttale ending where dust sans meets and befriends fell sans I’m can’t remember where I saw it so I’m not sure if it was real or not but it’s pretty cool to think about

answering these together heres what i think that would be like (i have not read it im going insane from just the concept)

anyway good morning ?? silly creature how dare you torture me with this

Murder! Sans belongs to ask-dusttale Fell! Sans belongs to Fella/Vic

[rorylow]

Juanaflippa's little existence makes me so fucking ILLLL SHE WAS JUST A LITTLE GIRL!!! she was alive for TEN DAYS and DIED HORRIFICALLY and now SOME INHUMAN MOTHERFUCKER is practically wearing her dead body around to manipulate her father WHO DOESN'T KNOW MUCH BETTER because he didn't get much time with his daughter (TEN DAYS!!!!!!!) and alll this time he's been waiting and hoping and praying that she'll come back. MONTHS. i'm never going to be okay again

[tojisun]

I have sm to say I HAVE SO MANY WORDS TO SAY !!

I’m literally in love w the way you write; the imagery and the subtle little details like Simon washing his hands before climbing into bed (period cramp fic) and the initials along the gloves. The little squeezes and making sure everything is perfect when w him. Like what if I licherally died of a heart attack rn bc of you?!?!

BUT ITS NOT ONLY THAT: I can’t even begin to explain how obsessed I am w soft, sweet Simon - and the way you write him has me going WILD. ITS NOT FAIR. You capture how I imagine him so well it’s not even funny. Even in the first meeting fic he was so sweet like my man is a GOOD MAN. me when I find more people writing sweet and tender Simon: 💍

this was literally a rant bc your writing makes me feel all warm and fuzzy, like eating a bowl of warm soup on a cold day, esp w the way you capture feelings and describe them so well !! - I’m probably (definitely) gonna be re-reading everything bc I love it. You have a piece of my heart now - lovedove heart.

I LOVE IT, I LOVE SIMON, AND ILY <3🕊️

OH MY LOVE YOU HAVE MY ABSOLUTE HEART!! this is too heartwarming, im actually giggling n kicking my legs!! im so sorry for how late im replying :(( but

thank you so, so much

i crave a love that is so tender that i write about it. so im glad, truly truly glad, that u (guys) love it 🥹

it’s just, the way he cares yk? it makes me feel illll. to be at the receiving end of something so tender and so gentle and so soft? ahhhhhhhh

and pls heres also a ring 💍 from me to you because i love u so much!! its just, the way ur words made me feel so full w giddiness and love, and the way i feel so touched about how u (guys) love my works, and the assurance that simon isnt too ooc, and its such a kind validation. im so so thankful my sweet love

ALSO! im glad and super thankful that my works can be such a comfort ^v^ i will do my best to do more!! thank you again my sweet starlight <333

I LOVE U BACK MWAH!!

[azhdarchidae]

Life is good lately :) a few problems but there always is

ex reached out to exchange our stuff so i dont have to decide when to do that bc i dont know. The norms there. Oups.

Having fun w boytoy the issue there is im kind of too attached and been texting him a lottt i think its cuz of the breakup. Im endeavoring to talk to other friends too and take breaks. But its a good problem that theres someone i like talking to too much LMAO

One of my friends who stopped going to class, texting me etc has recovered from her mental health moment and shes going to class and i get to see her again!!

I think i have a great shot at this remote job which has a self paced kinda schedule. Waiting to hear back on my application

Even if that dont work out im feeling a bit more confident in my skills for an irl job

>:/ school board hasnt gotten in touch w me about my stupid classes i need to bother them

Need this document from my school and im kinda busy this week

Im falling illll i think, its not as bad as my usual colds but its so annoying cuz the last one wasnt even 2 months ago. And im an obligate stoner so it hurts 2 smoke. I just wanna hang out w my friends and suck face like this is not fair

Ive been getting more and more physically active. I had to force myself out for walks at first but now i crave it regularly!! Ill just be sittin there and get the feeling that i need to move and do things :) i put a step tracker on my phone cuz curious and all the stuff i did yesterday didnt feel crazy, maybe a bit of an annoying amount of walking. But that was over 15,000 steps 😵‍💫 when 10k/day is supposed to be a good goal for health. So im fitter than i thought i was!!

Ive been struggling w my body, feeling pretty and embodied. I really want to do strength training bc i think itll help a lot, just need to be able to afford gym. Also martial artsss doing bjj or boxing or smth will make me super happy. And like looking more muscular will make me feel better gender wise i think. I cant really achieve curvy woman w my genetics but i can achieve Strong Woman through hard work n perseverance and that might make me happier quite honestly. Plus i can manually give myself an ass and thats my main insecurity my flat little butt

Struggling w body hair. Waxing means i have to wait a long time for everything to grow back but shaving is not an option bc its sensory bad. Waxing also takes so long it took me 2 days to do both my legs the first time. Maybe ill get faster w practice but UGGGGH i hate spending loads of time on my appearance and being all finicky and shit. Maybe its worth it to pay someone to do it for me >_<

[arellas]

thanks for answering my dynamic question!

if you ever wanna rant about dick and/or bruce with damian, go on ahead lol. they make me illll /pos

i think the dynamics and parallels that exist between the bruce-dick-damian trifecta are sooo compelling. and tbh it feels so lovely to me that dick and damian’s relationship is so openly trusting, considering how closed off and emotionally repressed the two of them tend to be normally. we actually have a lot of sweet moments for them even after flashpoint (dick visiting his grave, their reunion post-resurrection, damian’s various appearances in nightwing rebirth over multiple arcs, and dick’s appearance in damian’s solo) and it’s such a huge contrast to what bruce shares with damian and dick, which is a dynamic that (even in the most generous view) has so much tension and unspoken resentment.

i will say though that i don’t much like the concept that fans (and also seeley in that one deathwing arc) push, about him being dick’s heir. i’ve posted about this before, but i think the mere concept of that is one which damian wouldn’t like. it’s not merely the “blood family” ideal he has to unlearn, he also has many mistaken notions regarding the expectations placed on him by his parents (i say mistaken because at their hearts i don’t think bruce and talia want anything more than his happiness, but damian, as a consequence of not knowing either of them during his childhood, idolises them and their work as vigilantes to an unhealthy extent). and having to take on the nightwing mantle is simply an extension of that, it undermines the connection dick and damian have by making it a matter of who gets to inherit what. and it also reinforces damian’s own identity being subsumed by his family.