#THEY MAKE ME SO ILLLL

[azurem00n]

do you ever think about how any form of physical intimacy between these two is only associated with death

[sparcarons]

[connorconsumestrousers]

when the house . when md when

extra doodles & closeups under the cut ✌️

not my usual . post but!! these guys are in my brain and altering it's chemistry 😁

look at them pls I put so much texture into them

extra doodles ✌️ character study

also . pose reference ✌️

[i-ran-into-a-lampost]

Hi, this is your friendy reminder that canonically all of Mebius' known friends except Hikari are dead

[grave-the-demon]

okay sorry my dear mutuals for this out of left field post but i have a burning NEED to talk about how utterly insane the first three episodes of our flag means death season two have left me...

and look i enjoy gentlebeard/blackbonnet as much as the next gal but you knOOOWWWWW ed and izzy are the ones that make me start clawing at the walls, pacing my enclosure, chewing apart the furniture

the absolute insanity of israel basilica hands saying "What are we?" followed by "I have... love for you, Edward." LIKE??? absolutely insane insane insane. he HAS love. like its a disease. like its a virus that he can't get rid of.

and then ed has a dream that izzy killed him and he treats it like a revelation, like a fantasy. izzy does everything he asks, surely he'll do this. but this is the one thing izzy can't do. but ed leaves the gun with him because he knows izzy can't live with him like this anymore.

and then ed's "I loved you. Best I could." and he really thinks izzy's dead. and if he finally pushed izzy away enough, then there's no one else that loves him anymore. cause ed believes he's unlovable sure, but how can he when izzy is there everyday, letting him do whatever he wants to him. and he never says its too much. but then hes dead. and then ed finds the courage to do something about it. and then izzy isn't dead, but he is shooting him and standing by while someone kills him and "Finally." finally he's pushed everyone away. even his first mate, who HAS love for him, like it's something he can't part from.

and izzy loves edward so much. he loves him so much he can't stand it (haha get it, cause of his leg...) and he tries preserving ed's image for stede, a man he hated, because ed loved him and oeugh oeugh oeugh

oooooooooooohhhhhhhhhh you CANNOT talk about blackbonnet without taking into account the Izzy™ of it all....

ANYWAYYYYY

[fideidefenswhore]

[benetnvsch]

thinking abt that ghost wan chapter again,,,,

[kitty-thinks-stuff]

post irminsul scaramouche makes me so ILLLL, the thought of everyone forgetting him? the shogun? Ei? CHILDE????

i like to curl in a little ball and convince myself that maybe childe remembers him bc hes all fucked up from the abyss.

thinking about that is wild though because imagine the emotion behind scara finding out that childe never forgot him. that they're the same as before, even though there is something new and different.

at the same time, think about childe forgetting. meeting scaramouche all over again. falling in love for a second time. soulmates in every universe.

anyways

[idiot-swanwich]

OK LISTEN

I NEED TO RANT ABOUT THIS SOMEWHERE .

I AM CURRENTLY REWATCHING 3RD LIFE BUT FROM SCOTTS POV AND HOLY SHIT???? JIMMY AND SCOTT??? THEY MAKE ME SO ILLLLL HOLY SHITTTT

ADHJDBDBDHDBE I NEED TO DRAW THE FLOWER HUSBANDS

THEY MAKE ME SO UPSET I POVE YHEM. SAHSBSBDBDBBS

THEY MEAKE ME SO ILLLL

[conceptofjoy]

ok i think i understand your hal thoughts now. she's a clone of dirk but her experiences have differed so much that she's basically her own person. if someone met them for the first time and knew that one of them was a clone of the other but didn't know who was who (and she didn't have obvious robot features) they'd prob choose dirk. fascinating.

they should fuck nasty

THEY MAKE ME ILLLL. they're defined by eachother but they're different people, and it would take being in separate bodies to confront that. even then they would STILL have issues especially because paradox space keeps their souls bound to each other. and then that would translate into them falling into their manipulative coping mechanisms and taking their stress out on each other hatred and war on earth c.

also the choosing dirk as the one being the clone i think it would shake him to his CORE LMFAOO

[rorylow]

Juanaflippa's little existence makes me so fucking ILLLL SHE WAS JUST A LITTLE GIRL!!! she was alive for TEN DAYS and DIED HORRIFICALLY and now SOME INHUMAN MOTHERFUCKER is practically wearing her dead body around to manipulate her father WHO DOESN'T KNOW MUCH BETTER because he didn't get much time with his daughter (TEN DAYS!!!!!!!) and alll this time he's been waiting and hoping and praying that she'll come back. MONTHS. i'm never going to be okay again

[zombiifyd]

there's just something so pure about jay and gillion and their whole relationship. like literally i tear up every time i think about them. THEYRE SO FUCKING HEJBDNDB IT MAKES ME ILLLL!!!!!!

them sharing tender moments, like that one time she confided in him after the whole escapade on edison. AND i am still not over episode #53 (im currently on ep 54, i havent touched this podcast in a week bc i was fucked up) where he was FIGHTING for jay. to not let her go with her father. "just tell me what you want and i'll fight for it."

i can write so much words about them but half of them will be unintelligible babbles bc i love them so much.

[tojisun]

I have sm to say I HAVE SO MANY WORDS TO SAY !!

I’m literally in love w the way you write; the imagery and the subtle little details like Simon washing his hands before climbing into bed (period cramp fic) and the initials along the gloves. The little squeezes and making sure everything is perfect when w him. Like what if I licherally died of a heart attack rn bc of you?!?!

BUT ITS NOT ONLY THAT: I can’t even begin to explain how obsessed I am w soft, sweet Simon - and the way you write him has me going WILD. ITS NOT FAIR. You capture how I imagine him so well it’s not even funny. Even in the first meeting fic he was so sweet like my man is a GOOD MAN. me when I find more people writing sweet and tender Simon: 💍

this was literally a rant bc your writing makes me feel all warm and fuzzy, like eating a bowl of warm soup on a cold day, esp w the way you capture feelings and describe them so well !! - I’m probably (definitely) gonna be re-reading everything bc I love it. You have a piece of my heart now - lovedove heart.

I LOVE IT, I LOVE SIMON, AND ILY <3🕊️

OH MY LOVE YOU HAVE MY ABSOLUTE HEART!! this is too heartwarming, im actually giggling n kicking my legs!! im so sorry for how late im replying :(( but

thank you so, so much

i crave a love that is so tender that i write about it. so im glad, truly truly glad, that u (guys) love it 🥹

it’s just, the way he cares yk? it makes me feel illll. to be at the receiving end of something so tender and so gentle and so soft? ahhhhhhhh

and pls heres also a ring 💍 from me to you because i love u so much!! its just, the way ur words made me feel so full w giddiness and love, and the way i feel so touched about how u (guys) love my works, and the assurance that simon isnt too ooc, and its such a kind validation. im so so thankful my sweet love

ALSO! im glad and super thankful that my works can be such a comfort ^v^ i will do my best to do more!! thank you again my sweet starlight <333

I LOVE U BACK MWAH!!

[girlburnsalive]

Life is good lately :) a few problems but there always is

ex reached out to exchange our stuff so i dont have to decide when to do that bc i dont know. The norms there. Oups.

Having fun w boytoy the issue there is im kind of too attached and been texting him a lottt i think its cuz of the breakup. Im endeavoring to talk to other friends too and take breaks. But its a good problem that theres someone i like talking to too much LMAO

One of my friends who stopped going to class, texting me etc has recovered from her mental health moment and shes going to class and i get to see her again!!

I think i have a great shot at this remote job which has a self paced kinda schedule. Waiting to hear back on my application

Even if that dont work out im feeling a bit more confident in my skills for an irl job

>:/ school board hasnt gotten in touch w me about my stupid classes i need to bother them

Need this document from my school and im kinda busy this week

Im falling illll i think, its not as bad as my usual colds but its so annoying cuz the last one wasnt even 2 months ago. And im an obligate stoner so it hurts 2 smoke. I just wanna hang out w my friends and suck face like this is not fair

Ive been getting more and more physically active. I had to force myself out for walks at first but now i crave it regularly!! Ill just be sittin there and get the feeling that i need to move and do things :) i put a step tracker on my phone cuz curious and all the stuff i did yesterday didnt feel crazy, maybe a bit of an annoying amount of walking. But that was over 15,000 steps 😵‍💫 when 10k/day is supposed to be a good goal for health. So im fitter than i thought i was!!

Ive been struggling w my body, feeling pretty and embodied. I really want to do strength training bc i think itll help a lot, just need to be able to afford gym. Also martial artsss doing bjj or boxing or smth will make me super happy. And like looking more muscular will make me feel better gender wise i think. I cant really achieve curvy woman w my genetics but i can achieve Strong Woman through hard work n perseverance and that might make me happier quite honestly. Plus i can manually give myself an ass and thats my main insecurity my flat little butt

Struggling w body hair. Waxing means i have to wait a long time for everything to grow back but shaving is not an option bc its sensory bad. Waxing also takes so long it took me 2 days to do both my legs the first time. Maybe ill get faster w practice but UGGGGH i hate spending loads of time on my appearance and being all finicky and shit. Maybe its worth it to pay someone to do it for me >_<

[chronocherry]

shirachuu make me so ILLLL UGHHHRHHHHHH THE WAY CHUUYA STILLXID EVERYTHING TO PROTECT SHIRASE NO MATTER WHAY EVEN AFTER HIS BETRAY LLIKE OUGGGHHHHHGGGGHHHGHHH

[enlighten3d]

LIMEY UHM ANOTHER OC AND HEATHERS SOUNDTRACK RELATED ASK.

Seventeen is the o!au with josh and adele in highschool do you see my vision,,,(veronica is josh, jd is adele) i’m going to tear my eyes out these guys are driving me insane helpdhdkdhsjgdsjhsk

(Also Dead Girl Walking the reprise is very much jadele anyways-)

aorry just rmemebered abt this one

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OH THWTS WILD THATS INSANE HOLY SHITTTTTTT

youure so correct???? whqt???????? no.....mm dhhdbcndhfd josh as veronica makes me ILLLL holy shit shdndndn

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