#THEY DESERVE HUGSSSS

[bluelolblue]

AAAAH THIS ONE I LOVE IT IT BROKE ME BUT HEALED ME 😭❤️‍🩹

QUOTES:

Santino, baby, please listen to John 😭🙏

"Stop and think for half a second. You have to go to the gas station, right now? You're addicted, Santino. I want to hear you say it."

First of all, I really love how this was described like IT'S REALLY GOOD IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN. Second, AAHHH Santino snapped 😭

A terrified looked flashed through Santino's eyes. He looked like he was about to break down, so John took a step forward. Too late, he realized that could make Santino feel even more cornered. Before he knew it, all of that nervous energy went straight into Santino's arm and he slapped him across the face.

Santino's react broke me because he stepped back and was expecting John to return the slap 💔

"Fanculo. Cosa ho fatto... [Fuck. What did I do...]" Santino backed away from him in horror like he expected to receive the same thing back tenfold.

Holy shit, John was struggling. The trauma this guy has 😞

"I'm not mad at you, l'm - l'm having a visceral reaction. Give me a second." He shut his eyes and breathed. Not this from Santino...there were so few places he felt safe. So few people he felt safe with... He felt himself going into fighting mode. Everything shutting down. Danger everywhere.

OMG GRABBED EACH OTHER BY THROAT 😭

It barely even stung, and they'd fought hand to hand before, grabbed each other by the throat.

AAHGGH MY HEARTTTTT THIS WAS SO SAD 😭💔

For an instant, he felt terribly alone, as if Santino didn't care for him in return. He was willing to hold himself back, but Santino couldn't do the same for him, never learned how.

OKAY HEART HEALED ❤️‍🩹 SOFT KISS ON THE CHEEK IM GONNA CRY

There was something against his cheek. Flutteringly light, like a butterfly. He opened his eyes and realized Santino was kissing him, right over the spot that he'd struck. John sighed and put a hand on his shoulder. They looked at each other, both terribly sad and not fully knowing what to do.

"You can slap me back if you want to." BRB IM GONNA CRY INTO MY PILLOW 😭 THIS WHOLE PART

"Please say something, John. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to do that. How do I make this right? You can slap me back if you want."

"No. I don't," he said firmly, and pulled Santino into his arms.

"Then what do I do?" His head was buried in John's chest. All the anger of their fight was burned away and he started sobbing

"Hey, it's okay. You saw what I did there? I took a minute? Do that next time. I'Il show you. We'll work on it."

"But what about this time? I wish I could take it back."

AAAAH MY HUSBANDS LET'S ALL CRY TOGETHER 😭😭😭😭 and Santino saying that he doesn't deserve him... that he is violent... baby 😞

"Well...that's what happens when you hurt someone. You can't undo it." John knew that better than anybody. "But I forgive you." He sighed deeply through the heaviness in his lungs and rubbed Santino's back, waiting for him to grow calm again.

"I don't deserve you. l'm violent, John. You were just trying to help me..."

"I was," John said. "I'm still going to."

He clung to John, with his fists closed on the back of his shirt. "Okay. I won't go to the gas station. And.and I'1I do what you say next time I get angry. I don't ever want to hurt you again."

Santino is a small guy who sometimes can't control his anger and snaps, he literally can't hurt John 😭

"You couldn't hurt me, love. Even if you tried." Santino laughed too, a little bitterly. It was true - at the end of the day, John could take him in a fight. "But...hank you. It means a lot to me that you don't want to. I know that's not who you want to be."

I'm just gonna quote everything at this point but AAAAH Santino's stubbornness put to good use :3 💙

He pulled back to look John in the eyes, despite the mess that his face had become. It's not who I want to be. And I won't be, I absolutely refuse." There was his stubbornness, put to good use for once. John took in the sight with deep fondness.

NAUIU THIS MADE WANNA CRY AGAIN 😭 "my little saint" omgggg I'm not crying YOU ARE

"You're a good person, Santino."

He just shook his head. "If l'm a good person, you're a saint."

"And you're my little saint, getting better every day." John kissed the top of his head. "I'll guard you. Even from yourself."

The last part really hit the spots, that was so sad but in a good, you know what I mean 😭

Every time someone calls Santino "my little saint" I WANNA CRY BECAUSE HE IS A LITTLE SAINT C'MON 😭 IT'S SO WHOLESOME

I love this one so much, and this one actually made me feel everything (I mean like all of them, but this one is really on an emotional level) THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WRITING THIS 💙🖤💙🖤💙🖤💙🖤

HIIIIIIII

This randomly showed up in my head yesterday, perfect for the hurt/comfort hyperfixation that I've been feeling lately :P

Santino and John having an argument about idk what, but it got too much for Santino and when John got closer to him just because he actually wanted to calm him down because he realized how much upset Santino got, Santino slapped him.

And Santino immediately regrets it and starts crying and apologizing how he didn't mean to do that and wants to kiss John's burning cheek. And John hugs him and rubs his back, murmuring to him that it's okay, he is not mad or anything and lets him cry into his shoulder.

Brb crying 😭

Oh wow, this one is so sad 😭 I took it a little bit darker I think (as I usually do, hahaaa) because I think a slap like that would trigger John. He's been in too many fights, and Santino is normally one of the few people he can feel safe with, so it would actually be really upsetting for him and Santino has to comfort him too.

♥♥ A Slap From a Saint ♥♥

Disclaimer: Do not try this at home!! This is an abusive scenario. If someone puts hands on you in the heat of an argument, even just a slap, my advice would be to LEAVE. Don’t come back until they’ve had a lot of therapy, if at all.

TW: argument, slap, discussion of smoking and addiction

“Stop throwing out my fucking cigarettes! I TOLD you – “

“No. I’m not gonna let you smoke yourself to death.” Santino was rifling through his desk looking for any more, but he wasn’t going to find any. John had gotten to those too. The argument had started when Santino noticed them missing from the nightstand. Then he checked the bathroom cabinet and they were gone from there as well. If John had done his job well (and he thought he had), then Santino wouldn’t find any in the whole house. Granted, he would just buy more. But having to do that so urgently might at least force him to face the problem.

John just watched him while he slammed drawers shut. He looked tired. Worked up. He was frowning, with deep bags under his eyes. It had been a long day, John knew, and he was expecting a smoke when he got home. John felt really bad for him.

“You know, you have no right! It’s my business if I smoke or not. I can do what I want with my own health. You always fucking act like you know what’s best and I’m sick of it.”

“I’m trying to protect you,” John growled.

He glared, and grabbed his keys. “I’m going to the gas station.”

John stepped in his path. “Stop and think for half a second. You have to go to the gas station, right now? You’re addicted, Santino. I want to hear you say it.”

A terrified looked flashed through Santino’s eyes. He looked like he was about to break down, so John took a step forward. Too late, he realized that could make Santino feel even more cornered. Before he knew it, all of that nervous energy went straight into Santino’s arm and he slapped him across the face.

The room was suddenly very quiet.

“Fanculo. Cosa ho fatto… [Fuck. What did I do…]” Santino backed away from him in horror like he expected to receive the same thing back tenfold. Maybe because of the inadvertent, instinctual rage that had just hardened John’s features. “…I’m so sorry.”

“I’m not mad at you, I’m – I’m having a visceral reaction. Give me a second.” He shut his eyes and breathed. Not this from Santino…there were so few places he felt safe. So few people he felt safe with… He felt himself going into fighting mode. Everything shutting down. Danger everywhere. And just wave after wave of anger, physical anger. It demanded to be channeled into something so he channeled it into holding perfectly still, his muscles so frozen that they ached.

This was absurd. It’s just a slap. He didn’t even hit you. Don’t make this a whole thing. It barely even stung, and they’d fought hand to hand before, grabbed each other by the throat. But this was different. This wasn’t because they were enemies, or rivals over a contract. It was because Santino couldn’t see past his own rage long enough to hold back. To hold back like John was doing now, for his sake. For an instant, he felt terribly alone, as if Santino didn’t care for him in return. He was willing to hold himself back, but Santino couldn’t do the same for him, never learned how.

Never learned how. Never learned. Be patient with him.

There was something against his cheek. Flutteringly light, like a butterfly. He opened his eyes and realized Santino was kissing him, right over the spot that he’d struck. John sighed and put a hand on his shoulder. They looked at each other, both terribly sad and not fully knowing what to do.

“Please say something, John. I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to do that. How do I make this right? You can slap me back if you want.”

“No. I don’t,” he said firmly, and pulled Santino into his arms.

“Then what do I do?” His head was buried in John’s chest. All the anger of their fight was burned away and he started sobbing.

“Hey, it’s okay. You saw what I did there? I took a minute? Do that next time. I’ll show you. We’ll work on it.”

“But what about this time? I wish I could take it back.”

“Well…that’s what happens when you hurt someone. You can’t undo it.” John knew that better than anybody. “But I forgive you.” He sighed deeply through the heaviness in his lungs and rubbed Santino’s back, waiting for him to grow calm again.

“I don’t deserve you. I’m violent, John. You were just trying to help me…”

“I was,” John said. “I’m still going to.”

He clung to John, with his fists closed on the back of his shirt. “Okay. I won’t go to the gas station. And…and I’ll do what you say next time I get angry. I don’t ever want to hurt you again.”

He almost laughed at that. “You couldn’t hurt me, love. Even if you tried.” Santino laughed too, a little bitterly. It was true – at the end of the day, John could take him in a fight. “But…thank you. It means a lot to me that you don’t want to. I know that’s not who you want to be.”

He pulled back to look John in the eyes, despite the mess that his face had become. “It’s not who I want to be. And I won’t be, I absolutely refuse.” There was his stubbornness, put to good use for once. John took in the sight with deep fondness.

“You’re a good person, Santino.”

He just shook his head. “If I’m a good person, you’re a saint.”

“And you’re my little saint, getting better every day.” John kissed the top of his head. “I’ll guard you. Even from yourself.”

[grilledcheeseandguavajelly]

Hiiii :))))

Just wanted to pop in and check on you <3 hope everything is amazing in your life :))))

Sam and I moved in together!! And got a pupper, she looks like this!!

I miss you!!!

HOW DID I NOT SEE THIS UNTIL RIGHT NOW?!!!?!

CONGRATULATIONSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳

✨ I request to know the puppy’s name, please ✨

[fandomwe1rd0]

Tamaki appreciation post!

Had to make an appreciation post for our favorite blonde himbo on his birthday! Happy birthday Tamaki! We all love you so much and you're our precious best boy who's done nothing wrong in his life ever! We love youuuuuu <3

AWWWWWW LOOK AT HIS BLUSHESSSSS

He's so pathetic, I love him so much <3

Awwww he's trying his best, I love my egotisical little boy <3 (Even though he probably has an inferiority complex just shush-)

Get yourself a man who will look at you the way Tamaki looks at Haruhi! A kiss here would be good- BUT THE HUG IS SO SOFT IM DECEASED!

MORE APPRECATION FOR THEIR HUGSSSS TAMAKI WAS SO SWEET HERE HE LOVES HARUHI SO MUCH I SWEAR TO GOD

He's such a pathetic loser, but he's MY pathetic loser

Nah cause you can say whatever you want, but there was NOTHING STRAIGHT about holding Haruhi's hand and calling Haruhi "My little rookie" when he thought Haruhi WAS A GUY! He's a bicon!

He's so stupid I love him so much!

He's so baby- Ok that tears it- I'm officially adopting him, signing adoption papers, he's my son, nobody hurt him.

Awwww my adorable loser

Episode 1 was just Tamaki being a bi disaster if I'm being honest-

Thought I'd end this post on one of Tamaki's most wholesome and adorable moments! You're a precious cinnamon bun who is too good for this world and we love you so much our traumatized himbo! Happy birthday and you deserve the world best boy!

[ghosty-0w0]

after seeing your most recent post and seeing the "How dare they slapped you" I got worried and thought someone Irl slapped you- you bet your ass I was about to go on some rambling spree apologising for it and saying how you don't deserve being slapped :')

As you can tell I'm a worrywart lol

AHSH AWWWWW COOOKIEEEE 🥹🥹🫂🫂🫂🫂🫶🫶🥹🫶🫶

ILYYYYYY <<<333

HUG HUG HUG HUGSSSS U 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

[glitchyk]

I tackle you in a hug I tackle you in a hug I tackle you in a hug I tackle you in a hug I tackle you in a hug I tackle you in a hug I tackle you in a hug I tackle you in a hug I tackle you in a hug I tackle you in a hug I tackle you in a hug I tackle you in a hug I tackle you in a hug I tackle you in a hug I tackle you in a hug I tackle you in a hug I tackle you in a hug I tackle you in a hug I tackle you in a hug

NOOOOOO I DONT DESERVE THE HUGSSSS

[annoyingvoidzombie]

Heartstopper 2x01 Out:

The Pictures they took in the booth in the episode before! + The bday present

"Good morning Boyfriend ❤️" not crying not crying

Lift your head dude, there's so much more than sexting

Charlie is happy, truly happy so yayyy

Nick tells Charlie he came out, and "well done" kiss and omg so cuteee

Mmm Charlie's bedroom makeout and such great couple moments that all ends with them loving eachother

Bed scene, ohhh something getting steamy

The sparks the sparks

They're just sooo happyyyyyy

"I HAVE A BOYFRIEND" yes Charlie we know, the world knows

Tao X Elle just do something already, fighting over the apple juice isn't what we had in mind but sure ..

Imogen you're so fun and pretty

Some test plot

Oh shit, Ben Vs Nick, that won't end well for some

Mr. Farouk sure is loving his new power

Wow Nick is cold ass

Rugby? Again love? Didn't you learn ?

Nick teasing Charlie with love

Tara x Darcy are so adorable and Elle's relationship mummies

Tao hair cut, and Elle touching it, he must be freaked out

Chocolate is a present? Since when...

Okay, now we know that chocolate and Oreos are it their thing also it's Nick's favourite

Locker room kiss

"BUT KISSING SO FUN" oh Nick, you're head over heels

Eiffel tower kiss!! Me? Crying?

Tori spring is the biggest Narlie shipper, sipping on her drink and loving seeing them as happy

Knees touching, shoulders too is PG13 make out basically and now fingers too

Sleepovers, really?

Welcome to the group Imogen, beautiful thing, you deserve to have them in your life too

Nick trying to coming out to Imogen.. having his difficult time

"draw me like one of your french girls" okay Tao, okay.. your crush is showing

Why can't they kiss already??

I would have loved to have this kind of friends group growing up

Nick is such a big spoon to Charlie little spoon

Tao making some excuses

Thank goodness Imogen is so blunt, and now she sure knows how to act as "an ally" but Ben? Well.. I kinda saw it coming

Again with all the hugssss

They're kissing infront of everyone and they truly don't care

Charlie is happy, he truly is

Charlie didn't saw this one coming, no one did, "hanky panky" wow

"I can protect him" wow baby .. you truly love him and your sister loves you!

[loulooser]

HUGSSS!! hugs x28377 because you deserve it!! pretend hugs if you dont like hugs muahahahah

now you can share the hugs!! give ur moots some hugs because now you have the power to :D

HUGSSSS 🫂🫂

[starzzify]

hugs!! hugs x28377 because you deserve it. pretend hugs if you dont like hugs muahahahah

now you can share the hugs!! give ur moots some hugs because now you have the power to :D

TY FOR THE HUGSSSS!!!!

[dragonaqe]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIL!!!! u are literally the coolest ever and i hope you’re having the best day ever bc u deserve it!! i rly love being mutuals w u and seeing u on my dash bc u always brighten my day 🥹❤️ ILYYYYYYY HUGSSSS

oh my goodness MARS THIS IS SO LOVELYYY I love being mutuals with you too thank u so much for the kind words ILYYYY 🥹🥹🥹🥹

[mikasa-imadebiscults]

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you’re supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it’s sweet to know someone thinks you’re beautiful inside and out 💕💕💕

Aww this is really sweet, thank you Star 🥹. I’ll send this to some people.

You are beautiful on the inside too, you are a really caring and thoughtful person. You were there for me when I lost my best friend a day before my birthday, and I really appreciate all that you do.

*Virtual Hugssss*

[tatakaeeren]

Squeeeeeeeeeze!!! You've been given a hug! Send this to all the people who deserve a hug. See how many you get back :) Now let the hugging begin!🥰 😘💖💕💝💟 - kitsunemiya (thanks so much for the hugssss 💓💓)

AAAawwww!!! no no no Thank YOUuuuuu so much for all these wonderful hugs my dear friend ✨💖✨💖

[cathyun]

Squeeeeeeeeeze!!! You've been given a hug! Send this to all the people who deserve a hug. See how many you get back :) Now let the hugging begin!🥰 💓

thank u aein <3 ur so sweet!!! hugssss 🫂🫂

[a-drama-addict]

Squeeeeeeeeeze!!! You've been given a hug! Send this to all the people who you think deserve a hug. Let the hugging begin! ♥

(is squished like a bug)

gigihihihi thank you tho! hugssss

[lookitsjess]

Squeeeeeeeeeze!!! You've been given a hug! Send this to all the people who you think deserve a hug. Let the hugging continue! (if you want to) 🫶

(hug attack!!!)

I will take all the hugssss

[blackknight-100]

Squeeeeeeeeeze!!! You've been given a hug! Send this to all the people who you think deserve a hug. Let the hugging begin! 💕

Omgg HUGSSSS!! 🤗🤗

[rosecoloredknight]

happy birthday for yesterday!! wow, a whole new decade of OPPORTUNITY for so much love & light!!🤩 you seem like the SWEETEST soul & you deserve the very very best, so i hope you had the loveliest day! sending a ton of bday hugssss 🫶🏼🎈💖✨

Aghhh!!! thank you so much!! 🥰🥰🥳

And yes, I'm STAYING HOPEFUL, OPTIMISTIC, BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY, DETERMINED THIS DECADE!! I've actually been thinking a lot about something these last two months and I think I've come to a decision on it and I'm excited to share Tumblr peeps about it soon!!

Anyways, I side tracked, sorry. THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH ♥️