#THEY ALSO CAN’T STOP SMILING
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THEY CAN’T STOP STARING AT EACH OTHER OH. MY GOD
#THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I WANT TO SEE OH MY GOD#THANK GOD#IT IS SO ODD SEEING THEM SO HAPPY AT AN EVENT#TH#THEY ALSO CAN’T STOP SMILING#THAT LITTLE SHEEPISH GRIN AT THE END#AND THE KISS#bridgerton season two#fransesca bridgerton#bridgerton#kanthony#kathony#anthony bridgerton#kate x anthony#anthony x kate#kate sharma#kate bridgerton#bridgerton season 3
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started as pose practice, ended in 🥺🫶
#i just wanted to see if they posed well together and 🥺🥺🥺#ts4#ts4 screenshots#sim: raj#sim: blue#🍊#i am laying on the floor#i am overcome#i knew they both looked good but TOGETHER OH GOD#i am floored dhdhd#raj’s white dastar matching blue’s hair is making me ascenddd#they are the most friends to lovers slowburn i’ve ever written and its driving me up a wall djfhdh#i can’t stop staring at these dhsjfhs#the first pose is so Them its painful#blue is a shiny happy sunny outgoing hippie and raj is the quiet soft-smiling kind-eyed stoic listener#but also he won’t hesitate to let blue hang all over him fhdhf#kissing my own ass here but i love how singular they look and yet how good they look together wuhhh 🥺🫶#y’all boutta be SICK of these two ohoho
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Who are you harassing this time, team leader Shin?
#last week of Auditors tf…..#it’s so short#my ship is finally getting along and the show is ending???#they’re so old married couple tho they’ll continue bickering#DW will cont teasing and asking abt audit details in the elevator#and Chail will say it’s confidential and he’ll report it to him after the investigation is completed#and DW will warn him that he’ll get in trouble if he receives complains from ppl#and Chail will egg on and tell DW to summon him in office#they’re flirting at this point and DW can’t stop smiling and giggling bc he gay af#also random rant I just returned from my vacay hence why I’m lowkey mia and not responding or reacting to stuff#I WILL SLOWLY#the auditors#감사합니다#shin chail#hwang daewoong#fifi’s art#shhhsoftnwet
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Okay but Tommy drops out of high school — he told his father he was gay and he told him he could either be homeless or go to military school. He goes to military school and joins the army and he likes flying the helicopters because it means he doesn’t have to do any of the killing himself. And he makes some friends.
There's one guy who's like the squad leader who's a few years old and built like a Greek god and Tommy's young and a little bit in love. And they're friends maybe even family because this whole group of people spend every waking (and sleeping) moment together. And they all talk like a family and they all say they love each other and tease each other and it's nice. And one night it's just the two of them trading a flask of some sort of alcohol that Tommy doesn't know the name of and the man asks Tommy why he joined the army and where he wants to be in five years and Tommy trusts this man. He's half way in love with him so he doesn't even think twice before he tells the story about the time he came out to his family and his father nearly beat him to death before sending him here. And the conversation tapers off after that and he doesn’t register the change in the air but when he wakes up the next morning he’s being dishonourably discharged because he poses “unacceptable risk to the high standards of morale, good order and discipline, and unit cohesion that are the essence of military capability”. He knows what that means.
Tommy joins the fire department because he doesn’t know what else to do. He represses anything regarding his sexuality because he knows now that it’s wrong. He almost feels like he has a family again because his captain seems to like him and some of the guys are cool even if they say things he doesn’t agree with. And then he starts agreeing because maybe they’re right and he’s wrong and he’s just inherently wrong. So he follows their leads and is just straight racist because that’s how he can fit in.
And then a black lesbian woman joins and says she’s a black lesbian woman and Tommy doesn’t understand that either because you can’t be queer you just can’t be because it’s wrong.
But he nearly dies and and an Asian man saves his life and a black lesbian woman comes up with a better idea than any of them had and she tells them she’s no different and she is just as capable. So he improves himself he does and he tries to be better but he still can’t be who he is because the last 2 times he was honest about that he was betrayed.
Tommy leaves the 118 and “don’t ask, don’t tell” is lifted and he meets this guy he likes who likes him back and the 217 don’t seem to have a problem with the gender neutral pronouns and he slowly but surely lets himself open up again and be who he is and when the thing with that guy doesn’t work out because he’s moving to New York and Tommy’s not sure he’s ready to leave, it’s okay because his crew is there and they support him and he can still be himself.
#years later he flies a helicopter into a hurricane for the same people who stopped him from going too deep#into something he didn’t even believe in#and there’s this guy with a birthmark above his left eye and the widest smile there is#and he’s saying absolute nonsense and Tommy can’t help but smile#and there’s this other man too also gorgeous but not his type#who has all the same interests as him and he thinks if anything he’s made a new friend#and then the cute dorky guy calls the next day stumbling over his words saying his name is evan - from the rescue mission#and he asks for a tour of the 217 and Tommy agrees because how could he say no#and then he’s asking to go out but he already has plans but rain check? because there’s something about this guy that maybe…#and Tommy thinks that’s it but then evan turns up everywhere#and then things get a bit funny and Tommy feels like it’s his fault and he has to apologise#so he goes to Evan’s house not expecting anything just to say sorry#and Evans there looking absolutely amazing as always and he’s saying things that Tommy can’t help but read into#and he’s getting closer and closer and Tommy can’t help it#he kisses him and keeps his eyes shut just a moment longer just in case#he doesn’t want to open his eyes and see a disgusted look across Evan’s face so he stays closed just a little longer#but evan just looks like his brain has restarted and he’s nodding and joking when Tommy asks if that was okay#and they’re going on a date#and it hurts when evan says those worlds because tommy has spent long enough in a closet being someone he’s not and hurting people#and he can’t go back there he just can’t and he doesn’t want to be the one to force evan into anything so he leaves#and then he gets a call a stuttered invitation to meet at a cafe and of course Tommy says yes#he doesn’t know what he expects but it’s not this#Evans beaming at him with the brightest smile asking him to be his date to his sisters wedding#how can he say no when he looks like that (as long as he never buys coffee again)#and evan holds his hand even though everyone is around and ok that’s good#he’s late to the wedding and practically dead on his feet but he said he’d be there so he comes and the moment evan sees him#hes kissing him and he’s ok that’s great he could get used to this#bucktommy#911 abc#tommy kinard
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So much touching
#Tag yourself I’m Etel#Also Bojan’s lingering hand everywhere on Jere’s face and body#Also Jere’s smile#Also their eye contact#And Bojan’s go to move aka hand in jere’s hair#Also the way the can’t stop touching each other#And how fast this interaction is#I should be sleeping but I’m in the middle of some breakdown#käärijä#bojan cvjetićanin
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personal headcanon that armin can’t hear for 6~ ish hours after coming out of his titan since his colossal doesn’t have ears
and the 104th all learn sign language together to communicate w him (and after the battle of heaven and earth will still sometimes speak in sign language to piss reiner off. annie learns it to support her bf and to communicate nonverbally and pieck simply does not gaf)
#armin arlert#aot#aot headcanons#aruani#reiner braun#104th learns sign language because they love armin!!! and he loves them!!#i also feel like annie would fuck HEAVY with sign language#and also as her dad gets older he loses his hearing and so she and armin can communicate w him too#i don’t think they have hearing aids in the aot world yet#connie is like “guys you WONT believe what i saw someone do at the ambassador meeting today#then he signs something#jean is GAGGED and armin can’t stop laughing and even annie cracks a smile#and reiner is sitting there like what connie. what did u see. what is so fuckin funny
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it mentslly hurts me to talk about certain characters I just loovrve them sissosoo much and I care for them and I can’t stop doodling them and I can’t stop talking about them I could go on for hours and hours and hours but it hurts too because I’m like “ i looovoeee them !! “ then remember like their backstory or character motivations and I immediately die out of love and devastation .
#I’m talking about Aiden the most rn .#ALSO KOKICHI#I LOOOVEEE KOKICHI SO MUCH BUT I REMEMBER HE DIES AND IT MAKES ME SO SAD#WHY DO I LIKE THE OVERATED CHARACTERS#I know Aiden especially is sodsosoo overrated the others deserve a ton of attention too but he’s just#He’s something .#I LOOVEVEVE TAYLOR THO TOO#THEY SLL NEED S HUG !!!#Ashlyn deserves a nice yummy fruit tart#I like fruit tarts#Kokichi annoys me so much I love him and I can’t stop#WHY DO I KEEP LIKIN F THESE CHARCTERS#It’s always the ones with the silly smiles and silly personalities and silly issues#ALSO KOU KOU KOUUU#I LOVE KOU SODOOSOS MUCH !!!!#HES KY SILLY BILLY#they are all my pookie shmookie bears#I’m not THAT weird I promise#Cross my heart and hope to fly stick a cupcake in my eye#school bus graveyard#sbg#sbg (webtoon)#school bus graveyard webtoon#aiden clark#toilet bound hanako kun#tbhk#tbhk manga#kou minamoto#drv3 kokichi#kokichi ouma
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Febuwhump Day 3 - "Bite Down on This"
For @smilesrobotlover and her wonderful King of the Gerudo blorbos!
Things hadn't exactly gone according to plan.
The monster horde near Fort Hateno had needed to be addressed quickly. Although the soldiers had held it at bay fairly well, Link wanted to defend his home and had rushed to its aid. Mipha had joined him.
Everything had been fine until the blood moon had come in the middle of the fight.
Link supposed it wasn't a complete disaster - they'd still won, after all. But goddess above, at what cost?
Mipha whimpered a bit as she tried to sit up a little more. Link gently put pressure on her shoulders to get her to relax.
"Please," he nearly begged. "You've done enough, Mipha. Just let me help."
His beloved wilted a little at his tone, her love for him fighting against her worry for the other soldiers. Link adored her for her compassion, but by Hylia she could be stubborn.
Well. He could be too, he supposed. Both their parents had commented that if they could have children they would be the most hardheaded beings on the planet.
The current dilemma, though, was due to Mipha's stubbornness, and his own would win out in this fight. Mipha had gotten an arrow to her leg, and it had impaled all the way through. The scream she'd let out was still ringing in Link's ears, making his skin crawl. Ever since he'd almost lost her to the Calamity, any injury she received was like being thrown back to that awful day. His heart was still racing just thinking about it.
The injury itself was painful to look at it, but Link knew Mipha's healing skills were more than enough to take care of it. The issue was that she'd spent her energy healing the Hylian soldiers all around her instead, and at this point she was too exhausted.
"Why do you do this to yourself?" he murmured, not really expecting an answer as he traced his finger around the wound.
"I have to help," Mipha answered quietly, a little browbeaten.
Link felt bad for making her guilty over such a gift, for such tender and considerate love for all. He sighed, cupping her cheeks with his hands. "I know. But... you can't help others if you wear yourself out. You worry me."
Mipha sighed, leaning into his touch and closing her eyes. "I'm sorry, Link."
Link tapped her face with his thumb, making her look at him. He didn't say anything more, but he leaned in for a quick kiss before leaning back and letting her go. He sifted through his bag a little before finding a spare belt. He felt his insides grow a little cold as he pulled it out. He'd used this item time and again when handling his own wounds, but...
Goddess, he really wished they didn't have to keep fighting like this. Hyrule had known peace for so long.
He couldn't imagine a better partner in battle, though.
"Bite down on this," he ordered as he offered the belt to her. Mipha took it and complied without argument, knowing what was coming.
Link found himself wishing desperately that he had even an ounce of Mipha's healing magic. He seemed the least magically inclined person by his own observations - Zelda, Mipha, Urbosa, Daruk... even Revali to a degree had some kind of magical ability to their name. He supposed his magic was his fighting prowess.
It absolutely paled in comparison.
What good was such magic in the face of the others? The only closest equivalent was Urbosa, whose abilities were really only utilized for violence such as his. Link had never been ashamed of his gifts before, but in this moment he wished so desperately that his hands could heal more so than hurt.
It's not hurting. It's defending. And that's equally important, he reminded himself.
And then he glanced again at Mipha, who could both heal and defend. His heart swelled, a smile pulling at his lips. Goddess, he loved her.
Mipha gave him a bewildered look for a moment before softening and returning the smile. But then she grimaced as she moved her leg a little, and Link focused on the moment again, warmth forgotten.
Positioning her leg a little better, Link visualized both sides of the arrow where it pierced all the way through. In her state, Mipha wasn't likely to be able to heal the wound for at least a few hours, so he'd have to stop the bleeding in the best way he knew how. He prayed she could heal herself sooner rather than later as... well...
Tourniquets hurt. But the risk for further injury and bleeding and infection were too high to sit on this.
He glanced at Mipha, silently asking if she was ready. She nodded, face determined, though her nervous wringing of her hands belayed her anxiety.
Link pushed the shaft with a fast, fluid motion. He wasn't sure if the whimper that escaped his beloved was better or worse than a scream. His hands went back to her face quickly, leaning his forehead against hers in comfort before he eased the belt out of her clenched jaw and tied it around her thigh. Mipha gasped in pain as he tightened it, watching the bleeding slow and then stop entirely.
Mipha leaned against the wall, sighing, her eyes closed tightly. Link shuffled to sit beside her and pulled her to him.
"I'm sorry," he mumbled. I'm sorry I can't heal like you can.
"Don't--ah!--don't be," Mipha said shakily, huddling closer to him. "You h-helped me. Thank you."
Link sighed heavily. Mipha just couldn't help being nice. One of these days he was going to kidnap her to some beautiful place where she didn't have to lead, worry, heal, or do anything for at least a week and he could just take care of her.
"I'll be able to heal it soon, I think," Mipha noted.
Link nodded, pulling away before scooping her into his arms. She yelped in surprise, making him smile.
"Well, in the meantime, I'll take care of you."
#writing#miphlink#lovely smiles#and her lovely story ideas#king of the gerudo#mipha#this girl is too stubborn for her own good#but then again so is link#who can out-duty the other#the healer who has to take care of everyone and also protect her people#or the hero of destiny who has to protect all of hyrule and the princess#the world may never know but by heaven these two will try to win this competition#febuwhump#Also Link doesn’t know this but tourniquet info:#When putting on a tourniquet you tighten it until that limb loses a pulse - NOT until the bleeding stops#This is because there might still be bleeding you can’t see#So you tighten that sucker down until there’s NO way blood is circulating#Hence why you don’t want to keep a tourniquet on for ages - no blood flow!#But we’ve learned from combat medicine that you can wear one for a few hours#Skye time travels through the queque
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hey can we talk abt how in the latest zombiecleo hermitcraft eps keralis says and i quote “show me your bushes!!” and Looks Down At Cleo’s …..Yaknow
#because frankly i can’t STOP thinking abt it.Sorryy <3#definitely gonna .draw something later abt it smiles so sweetly#also i think it’s insane how a pg minecraft server can do shit like this.Like HUH??? anyways .#zombie cleo#zombiecleo#hermitcraft
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happy birthday Sawyer!! yippee!!! video games are so fun i sure hope nothing bad happens to ur bf!!
#take a doodle#idk if i’ll finish it but there they are!!! the sillies!!#almost forgor about his birthday i should probably but all my character’s birthdays in my calendar or something#Anton’s birthday is may 22 that’s next month i’m going insane guys#HIS BIRTHDAY…. MEANS SOMETJING…. IMPORTANT…..#ANTON….#this post is literally Not about him why am i talking about him#i can’t be stopped#my art#tllr art#sawyer oc#dew oc#dew smiling and happy?? that’s illegal#also hahahahehehehehe this could so easily just be Dew’s clone in this drawing if i decided it was. what if. what if it was huh#(also dew and sawyer aren’t dating yet i just thought the caption was funny)
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Looking into it it’s apparently clarified which criminals are under the command of which wardens. Pattadol has Otta and Fleki while Mithrun has Cithis and Lycion. What’s interesting about that is Fleki and Lycion not being a package deal for one- but also was Lycion, as a werewolf, assigned to Mithrun due to that rarity and strength? and is Pattadol in charge of simpler strengths (terraforming and familiars respectively) since this is her first mission, since she’s so new? Cithis and Lycion were both arrested and became part of the canaries due to the magics they were involved with beforehand. So they just continued to specialize in their respective areas. Where Otta and Fleki were arrested for non magic reasons (human trafficking and other illegal sales) It’s likely Otta and Fleki were ordered to specialize in particular magic fields for the benefit of the canaries
Fleki on magic types (in daydream hour 5);
im just imagining Flamela like "here captain mithrun, I've assigned you some of our most gifted convicts. This is cithis, she will be taking care of you during missions by use of charm spells. This is lycion, he is one of our werewolves who will act as your guard dog if need be." and then "oh, pattadol, right. Uh. Here's a terraformer we arrested last week, and here's Fleki. They're just one of our many familiar mages, they tend to be stoned while off duty too though so keep an eye on them"
#dungeon meshi#yeah I’m they/theming the weed elf#you can’t stop me.#also on Otta and human trafficking;#I always interpreted that as her being a kobold trader since it’s implied that’s pretty common#but I can’t read Japanese so idk if human is the best translation or if it said demihuman#even so what defines someone as a demihuman is rather loose#I’m not excusing that crime#also I think it’s cool that Mithrun is the designated warden of Lycion#it adds to their ship dynamic 4 me. smiles#I’m not bothering to tag all the characters mentioned here#if this post needs to be found. then it will be found#send her out cortana#also this post was p much entirely pulled word for word from#bullshit I said on discord#I figured I may as well take it here too
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LANDO NORRIS WINS THE DUTCH GRAND PRIX!!! I’M SO PROUD AND HAPPY OHMYGOSH
#lando norris#f1#formula 1#also the fact his parents are both there to see him win this time😭😭#so proud omg#his second career win!!#this is insane#i can’t stop smiling
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Neka link: https://www.neka.cc/composer/13578
#gin tonic#a man ordering a drink for another man sends very clear signals and gently knows it#gently knows what he’s doing#also the bartender knows everything and smiles#gently is holding back from laughing#john’s reactions are priceless#the other customer thinks that gently has good taste and he's got a point#I can’t stop laughing#undercover time#inspector george gently#john bacchus#george gently#gently x bacchus#my edits#my screenshots#my collages#neka.cc#gay ships#underrated gay ships#bacchusly
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Oh em gee :,( ari :,( thank you for yapping at me…………. My brain juices started flowing…….. I knew all I needed was some of your ideas…,,, and the little hamsters in my brain started running around again!!!!!!!!!!! Ik u said don’t feel bad for sending asks but…. I feel a little guilty sending another one….. but the brain hamsters started working and I can’t deprive them of spreading their little hamster ideas 😔😔 BUT ALSO??? I NEED TO TALK ABT HOW U REPLIED TO MY PREV ASK. THEM TALKING WHEN UR SLEEPING??? AND MAYBE?? YOU SECRETLY HEARING??? IM GOING INSANEEEEEEE IM LITERALLY DISINTEGRATING AS WE SPEAK :((( satoru wanting to confess bc he doesn’t want u sad over ur ex……… sugu convincing him they shouldn’t rush u…….. :( sobs… they r so special to me. imagine what would happen if u just sat up in the middle of them talking like “🤨🤨I heard all of that btw.” but like. What do you think they’d do if your ex did try getting back together with you? Either that or just trying to get back into contact ……. Just an idea :3 giggles…. N E WAYS I HOPE UR HAVING A WONDERFUL DAY SLASH NIGHT!!! MWUA MWUA TAKE CARE AND DRINK UR WATER !!!! ^_^ — stsg anon 💐 < with bouquet. For u!!! :3
STSG ANON !!!!!! i’m telling you our brains are synced…… every time ur brain juices flow mine do too……… i’m so happy your little brain hamsters r running around 🐹🐹🐹
okok first of all ….. NEVERRRRR feel guilty for sending me asks 🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫 never ever ever!!!! i love them so much!!!!! even if i’m slow at replying sometimes i promise i read them instantly and they always feed me so good!!!!!!! i should literally be paying you for these that’s how much i love them. if i catch u feeling guilty again there Will be consequences so watch out …. (ominous)…..
BUTTTT ok :3 YES . THE STSG IDEAS. i’m so happy you liked my little brainworms phdkdjj i just!!!! think it’s a tasty concept!!!!!! and PLSSS reader just sitting up and calling them out 😭😭 i KNOW they’d scream . even sugu does a little squeak bc he was so convinced you were asleep…… but goddd i think they’d actually be a little flustered <//3 our babies. once they recover satoru would be so smug tho. bc now you finally know!!! he doesn’t have to wait!!!!! and sugu is obv very happy too….
but… gahhh…… STSG ANON ………. if your ex tried getting back with you………….. ohhhh gosh. they’d be very offended . on your behalf . in a ”can you believe the audacity” way ….. but ofc they’d also be very furious and protective . like. maybe you tell them that your ex texted you wanting to meet up and they’re both INSTANTLY on guard…. ideally you’d block them ofc but if you insist on meeting them just for the sake of closure then they’re immediately convincing you to let them go with you!!!!! for scary dog priviliege . i’ll be honest i don’t think there’s much your ex could do 😭😭 bc stsg WILL be glaring at them. behind you. and if they even try to lovebomb you or blame you in any way they’re . Stopping Them . in one way or another. i think they get very very scary LMAO sugu stops smiling entirely and satoru smiles in a distinctly furious way 😭😭 ..
but ohhhh ……. if . you were the one who wanted to get back with them ….. then i think stsg would feel so helpless :’3 bc like . they can’t control you. they don’t want to. but i also think they’d rather die than have to watch you be with someone so undeserving…… so i feel like That’s when they’d confess. bc they’re so desperate . and let’s be honest who would choose a cheating ex over stsg????? no one <33333 problem solved. they’d be really terrified though…..
MWAHHHH one big kiss for you my lovely little stsg anon <33333 i’m putting the bouquet in a big beautiful vase <33333333 here r some handpicked flowers just for you :33 🌷🪻🌻🌷🪻🌻 i hope you’re taking good care of yourself too!!!! eating and drinking and sleeping lots . it’s what me and stsg want for you!!!!!! thank you as always for the food i hope u know how much i adore you <333
#protective stsg my beloveds#they both go full wolf mode i can’t lie#sugu is exploding your ex w his mind and satoru is. no thoughts head empty only scary smile :))))))#and ohhhh their desperate confession scene…… it’s stuck in my mind now stsg anon T_T it’s all your fault…. sniffle…….#it’d just be the most dramatic most tender thing ever……#reader who is so confused n frustrated…. hissing ”why do you care so much????” as they’re on their way to meet their ex :////#and stsg both just shout . ”because we love you!” at the exact same time phdodjdk I NEED THEMMMMM#also stsg anon not to feed our brain hamsters too much but… this train of thought has me thinking of . reader having trust issues…..#bc of their ex…..#and the way that spills into their relationship w stsg too :’3 bc they’re just!!! traumatized.#and stsg would be soooo understanding#sugu especially ….. toru would be a tiny bit offended i think . not at all in an assholey way he’s just sad that you’d think that of them#i think sugu is more likely to understand that it’s a direct consequence of your experiences + smth they shouldn’t take personally#satoru is very emotionally intelligent too obv i just feel like he’d feel hurt in the moment!!! bc trust is such a big deal to him :((((#anyway i’m stopping myself before i get too carried away LMAO#ily stsg anon <333#ask tag ✩#stsg anon !! ✩
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I’ve started riding Fjara to help my dad with her tripping (read: he likes to ride with a long loose rein and Fjara ends up tipping forward).
The first two times we were still getting used to one another, she’s still trying to gauge why the heck I’m asking her for turns and to do a few steps backwards and walk sideways a little.
Today I decided to take a different path around the farm and Fjara was particularly high in her energy, so when we turned to go back her back curled a little and her tempo went up…
And I’m sitting on her all impressed at the energy but also please don’t do a happy buck, I’m still getting used to how different you are from my regular horse 😅
#she’s a fun one!#I know that from like…the ground#now I’m learning it in the saddle#really gotta find my ‘grip’ so to say bc where Lilja is short and slight Fjara is tall and broad#I can’t even get on her without a step 😅#Lilja? no problem. I’m still convincing her that steps aren’t evil so I can get on better but y know#if there’s a problem and I need to get off I know I can also climb back on sort of gracefully#Fjara is a damn mountain! and broad!#and her saddle gives a lot less grip so to say#you can do a happy buck after a few more rides miss missy#but she is very sensitive and polite. she might want to return to Lilja buuuut she’ll still listen to my directions#has a good stop#loves praise for doing a good job#my dad doesn’t utilise that enough#yet#and her tölt and walk are asdfghjkl right now but I can get that back to some decent gaits#some groundwork and some more time under the saddle and a bit more help for my dad and she’ll be a-okay 👌👌👌#*myhorses#Fjara frá Skjálg#oh! and I rode Lilja bitless#she seems to love it and I love that#just gotta find the middle bit where she doesn’t just go lalala when she wants to go fast and I don’t#it’s not out of control but more like … well….lalala can’t hear you wheeeer#it’s a test for us to see if it helps her with tension#Lilja shows her teeth when in a faster gait and I’ve tried many bits and different things with my hands#I still get a ‘smile’#I’m also going to see if I can find a soft bit#and ask a bitfitter for advice#if anything just to rule out any discomfort in her mouth#there’s no bruising or anything that I can find
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dear body: when I complained about being So Very Tired for no reason, what I meant was that I wanted to wake feeling rested after a long night’s sleep, not that I wanted you to wake me up at 2:30 am and keep me awake.
#lemony overshares#ah yes there it is the work anxiety - the surety that I am gonna fuck this all up#I wonder how many times I have smiled when I wanted to sink my teeth into a forearm#Hey news flash - not everything requires an hour-long zoom#Some stuff can just be an email!#I hate the bureaucracy of capitalism! I hate knowing I am gonna screw this up!#and also the anxiety about this space - about not being wanted#I was looking forward to sharing some darker stuff and then chickened out. For what?#No one here has an expectation of me. There is no brand to tarnish no fan base to let down (lol the absurdity)#Instead I bailed on the back third of a fic because I knew it wouldn’t be under my name so who cares - got sad but it was my choice???#Even when I try something new I can’t quite hit the right notes#Blah I am too old & tired for the same middle school bs yet here I am at 3:26am lamenting my fanfic 💀#Hopefully yeeting these thoughts into the tumblr void will stop them repeating like broken vinyl in my brain so I can sleep#Here’s hoping 🤞🏻#thanks for coming to my tag talk
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