#THESE IDEAS PLAGUE ME FOR SO LONG
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SCREAMING BECAUSE YOUVE GOT NINJAGO X ROTTMNT AND ATLA X ROTTMNT AND THEYRE ALL IN MY BRAIN GOING BUZZ BUZZ ASDAHFAUFGAWLGYAWKFKAFGAYDAKIDGYAWGDAUGDAKDAGDAIUGDAYDAYKGDAKUYGDAYIUGDFUYAKGDAMHDFAJKGFAWKUDYWAGDKAWYTDGAKWYGAKWDAWKUYDGAWUKDYFGAWUKDYAFWKDUAYGDWKYUAFDAUY
#HEIHDHDKDHCDKCHKXCKJC#SKJDKSJFLDJCKDJVLDSJLVSLVKJLKVM#SKCJVLKSCJVSLCJLSJCLSKDLKSDLKSLD#THESE IDEAS PLAGUE ME FOR SO LONG#I JUST NEED TIME#JUST MORE TIME#staticsounds
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back sorry i dissapeared for a min i was. Learning how to draw ANYWAY
WIP/DOODLE COMPILATION BELOW WOAH‼️‼️ because oh my god i am so bad at posting what I draw (and also actually. finishing drawings aha)
^ These two are meant to be like. Steven's family, the only people included here though are who I headcanon to be his older sister in the picture and his mentioned niece (depicted at different ages teehee. Probably gonna change her design though...) (they plague my thoughts.)
^ STEVEN HAS A MASTERS IN FINE ARTS BY THE WAY sorry just felt like reminding ppl of that. 👁️👁️ This is him uhhh on campus or something maybe he's about act in a play tmr 🫶
^ he loves food, we should draw him w food more often 🥪
^ OKAY SO. A LOT IM NOT GONNA EXPLAIN HERE BUT I HAVE AN AU WHERE HE GETS THE BRAIN REMOVED VIA SURGERY FROM TUBING long story short he doesn't exactly remember everything he did as Two Brains yet, and this is a depiction of him like, agonizing over newspapers just seeing everything he did while he was gonehahaha (also a tv behind him) (god I gave him so much lore)
^ UM OKAY. SO SAME AU PREMISE, BUT DIFFERENT TIMELINE. This is an alternate timeline where instead of healing and successfully reintegrating into society, stuff goes VERY wrong and he actually just becomes a rogue villain againLMAO (there's a lot more to it than that, but uh it's a lot and I wouldn't wanna keep ya too long. if I posted lore would y'all read it??)
^ ANOTHER ONE AAAA this one was an earlier concept, his designs' changed slightly since then ahhsaj (not depicted: the scars on his arms from experimenting on himself oOOoOoo but that's for. A different post <3 AGAIN LMK IF YALL WOULD B INTERESTED RAAH)
#wordgirl#steven boxleitner#dr two brains#wordgirl fanart#dr. two brains#pastrami sandwiches#GUYS IM IM SORRY IVE BEEN GONE SO LONG I HAVE NO EXPLAINATION SJDHJA SCHOOL?? IG?? DW CHRISTMAS BREAK WILL SAVE ME (hopefully💥)#art#THEY PLAGUE MY MIND ALL OF THEM#lady redundant woman#almost forgot#I CALL THE AU POST SURGERY AU BTW (THEN THERE'S POST SURGERY VILLAIN AU OR WHATEVER)#wordgirl au#wordgirl aus#au#OH HEY NEW TAG IDEA#post surgery steven#OK BYE AGAIN gets blasted by goop ray
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random hc but. crowley being a plague doctor in the 16th/17th century bc he's supposedly "tempting people into death" but he can never, ever bring himself to actually do that so he ends up soothing their pain as best as he can and comforting them in their last moments. one night, after he held a little girl's hand as she passed away, he sits down at the banks of the river thames, with his plague mask discarded on the dirt, and he starts out over the water with tears in his eyes, wondering what the fuck is actually the point? it's not the first time he's asked himself the question nor the first plague he witnessed but, here, now after personally witnessing hundreds of deaths every day, he really wonders what actually is the point of him? why does he exist and why should he keep existing. why does he get to live when so many others don't? how is that fair? how is any of it fair? that's how aziraphale finds him, as he just got back from an assignment somewhere or other and hears crowley is in town, so he discreetly looks for him and finds him there, sitting in the dirt, now with his head in his hands, his shoulders silently shaking and is obviously immediately worried but doesn't know how to comfort him or what's allowed so he just sits beside crowley and watches him try to pull himself together. aziraphale's heart breaks, he put what happened together from the mask and the robes and he obviously knows about the bubonic plague but was convinced it was hell's doing and couldn't have even imagined crowley was out there everyday, helping people under the guise of hurting them. is he surprised? no, of course not but it still hurts to see crowley like this. but he's afraid to cross their unspoken rules so he quietly waits crowley out. he watches the water and doesn't dare look at crowley as he lifts his head and takes a few shaky breaths in. after a few minutes of breathing, crowley croaks out "her name was mary" and nothing else, and aziraphale understands, god he understands. it's one of the things they never speak about after it happens but aziraphale can't forget the night he sat with crowley for hours, till the sun came up, as he cried about a death of one little girl. he holds it close to his chest and never, ever forgets.
#neither does crowley. he should've been cast out the second he put that mask on cause he'd never be able to do what they wanted him to but#aziraphale would never ever say a word about this and crowley didn't even have to ask him. crowley remembers how just for a few moments#aziraphale let himself brush crowley's hair out of his eyes tenderly and yearns for smth he will never have#ugh the longing the yearning. 's too much#this came to me at like 2:33 am as i was tryna fall asleep with my little azicrow fantasies and i had this idea for a painting of this scen#and i sketched it in my notes app then was like fuck it and went to sketch it on paper and now here we are#idk if this is coherent and idk if i care#also this was kinda inspired 'and in the waking world we wait and we want' which is a dreamling fic BUT hob was a plague doctor for a while#there and anyway i think about that fic once a day so i randomly steal ideas from that like bro the historical knowledge that fic has???#INSANE. the history nerd in me goes crazy every time i reread it it's so so so good#anyway i went off track there ill leave whatever this is here#good omens#good omens headcanons#crowley#aziraphale#good omens 2#azicrow#also i dont claim im a writer in any way shape or form im just slightly insane so ignore how awkward this is
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How do you think about Frepper? I'm neutral about this ship, but the fans Frepper attitude towards confuses me, Ivy and Freckle have only been dating for a week and know each other superficially, but everyone already thinks that by the end of the comic they will get married, I think differently, I think that in the end they will break up with each other because they are too different personalities, I literally can't imagine that both of them will be happy with each other in marriage, Ivy is assertive and active, on the other hand Freckle is passive and just agrees with Ivy, this is not a guarantee of a healthy relationship where a partner completely dominates the other, plus to all that, I will not forget how their relationship started, Ivy just decided that they were dating, and without asking Freckle's permission, she just KISSED him, again without his permission, Frepper fans think that it's cute, but when I saw it, I thought "what the hell did I just see?", in general, it's strange for me that Frepper fans are okay with such things, of course later Freckle shows attraction to Ivy, showing that he likes her in some way too, but I still won't forget how their relationship started and how Freckle used to try to escape from Ivy when she squeezed his hand tightly and forced him to her …
I'm not against Frepper, but I don't understand his fans who don't see these issues and who treat other points of view on their relationship (like mine) as … um, as nonconformity? Fans from reddit are just obsessed with Frepper, I don't know about other networks but that's how it is on reddit, I think there are people who have my opinion but are afraid to say it because of fans, of course, I met Frepper fans there who normally accept such an opinion, but still there is a feeling that such a opinion cannot be told
Simply put, Ivy and Freckle are a couple that will eventually break up with each other unless there's an event between them in the comic that changes my opinion of this couple, but that's how I feel about Freckle for now. I didn't plan to express my opinion, but it happened that way, I hope you don't mind it
first and foremost, i don’t mind seeing someone express their opinion in my inbox! you and anyone else are free to do so, even if i may disagree. this blog’s entire existence was made for me to share my opinions ( and love! ) for lackadaisy, as well as engaging with other fans, because what else is the point of a fandom blog? and as far as i’m aware, this is unpopular opinion central! most of my thoughts aren’t exactly the ones with the most voice behind them i’ve found, so i welcome all manner of different views. every fan is entitled to their own perspectives and opinions, and should be allowed to share them as they please! but with that disclaimer out of the way, i’m more than willing to discuss frepper in its entirety.
for me, there’s little confusion i carry where it concerns this ship’s popularity amongst the fandom. freckle and ivy, if we are to strip them down to their bare essentials, are a rather stereotypically ‘cute’ relationship : people enjoy opposites ( see zibwick or vikdecai for example ) and there’s an endearing quality found in puppy love dynamics. seeing ivy wear the pants and drag a shy freckle around by his ankle makes for quality content in a way! think the ‘excuse me, but he asked for no pickles!’ meme … ivy and freckle very much fit that sort of mold, and it helps that most fans are too scared to ship them with other characters in the cast too, due to what they perceive to be a lack of options. thus, frepper is an extremely ‘safe’ ship! you cannot get in trouble for enjoying something that is not only canon, but is relatively adorable ; and so i don’t believe a lot of the fans are actually thinking too deeply about the likely endgame of it all. most don’t! it’s fun to ship, and that’s all they really need i think. it’s also very easy to dismiss ivy’s forwardness as a quirk of being a young girl who’s of her temperament, recklessly boycrazy although still carrying sweet intent. this behavior is easier to hand wave when neither ivy or freckle are experienced at the dating scene as well … freckle due to his extremely religious upbringing and hermit nature, and ivy because of viktor’s constant meddling, which would hold her back more than you’d think. with that said, i don’t think any of this is excessively complicated. some shippers are rather simple minded and do not care for details and characterization all too deeply. enjoying dynamics is, at its core, supposed to be fun -- which makes simple ships like frepper prime targets for a very vocal and tight knit fanbase. there are other things i could speculate about why these two may hit so pleasantly for others, like how there’s an underlying queer theme to it ( what with ivy being the pursuer and freckle the shy, blushing flower ) or that it’s tropey enough to hit the right spots for others … though it all boils back to mere speculation. perhaps they still have time to escape this gangster lifestyle and live happily ever after? and that appeals to the lackadaisy fans who still want some sort of happy ending? it’s all a combination of frepper being easy, i think, and containing two young cats who still haven’t done anything particularly ‘unforgivable’ yet action wise. this is a ship you can root for without an ounce of worry in your heart, and so on and so forth.
but although i understand why others are so vocal about them, i don’t exactly agree with fanon’s views either! while i heavily enjoy frepper, i enjoy them as they are, and that includes their looming flaws and inevitable tragedy. they are bound to break each other’s hearts a lot on their current path ; even if they were entirely perfect for one another, this lifestyle isn’t kind to anyone, meaning if they don’t separate, they could always be forced apart via bullets and such anyway. they are young and woefully inexperienced in a manner of things, the last thing they need is the stress of a rumrunner life driving their every action, you know? i know people see them getting out together, and that is likely on the table! i do see that in many ways, but i’m also of the opinion that ivy and freckle will diverge onto different paths at some point and temporarily call it quits. from where the comic currently stands and given my view on ivy’s arc, i see her growing disillusioned with where she is and the honor and fun she saw within it as a royal spectator will fade ; she will become wary, fearful, and her resilience will die … meanwhile freckle will embrace it, similar to his cousin, fully understanding what it is and what he’s getting into ( like rocky, again ) but being unable to leave his refuge. i know lots of people think freckle will leave the lackadaisy first, but given his old concepts and former title as one of mitzi’s ‘trouble boys’, i think he will become lost in the sauce for a myriad of reasons. frankly i enjoy that twist on their relationship! since i believe ivy’s character development will revolve around maturing, changing as time stretches forward, because her character is ever growing, what with her entire schtick being the fact she’s everything a 1920s girl was during those times. she embodies that unladylike youth and manipulative sweetness, so i’d imagine a lot of her path is falling from such naive thrill seeking and stumbling upon a harsh reality. she will mature, and the very thing that should make their relationship stronger will be what divides them indefinitely. everything they have is founded on this bloody, varnished soaked ground after all … they are young adults who are experiencing what closeness feels like outside of family or platonic friends for the first time, so naturally they will overindulge in their own amateur games ; find respite in the boogie and kiss like couples do on the silver screen, laugh about it, talk about everything and nothing at all … relish in each other’s warmth and stupidly loyal protection. i’m sure frepper will grow closer before any falling out, because as it stands, it’s one of the few things they have in such a scary situation that feels comforting and kind. they will impact each other in the fundamental ways first relationships do and, to move towards your biggest gripe, do things they’ll regret or allow things to happen to them that they’re not entirely okay with.
ivy is very forceful with freckle initially, albeit in her typical saturated way ; and i can see why that would be hard to parse! especially when freckle spends a majority of their first scenes together squirming away and hiding, trying to duck her affections and bolt for it. there is a lot of boundary crossing between them! but not in a necessarily malicious way … like most things with frepper, this circles back to their mutual inexperience and how, in a lot of ways, this is their first ‘serious’ romantic relationship ever. and it’s rather common for such firsts to involve gray areas, since neither party is entirely sure of what their own boundaries are just yet! while freckle did appear frightened by ivy at first, it’s important to note that tracy’s mentioned him having a flight response whenever girls flirt with him … he is prone to run away instinctively, which if you consider his extremely religious upbringing, isn’t exactly a surprise. nina would no doubt look down upon freckle engaging with girls his age due to what most girls his age are currently doing in the roaring 20s they’re living in. sneaking out and engaging in illegal activities, dancing in a way that would disgust most of the more traditional and older generation, casually engaging in any manner of sexual activity before marriage, etc etc. and this isn’t even listing freckle’s cagey nature due to an incident we know was bad enough to send rocky packing for years, and fundamentally changed freckle himself at such a young and impressionable age. he is … very troubled! and rather scared of himself and the world around him … at this stage in life, freckle is perpetually unable to make any progress towards anything he may want, and so i have little problem myself with ivy mostly taking the lead. when left to his own devices and allowed to choose outside of influence, freckle did in fact sneak out of his mother’s house to go to the lackadaisy, surely well aware that ivy’s intention had been romantically inclined. so, to me, he has always liked her ; perhaps found her cute, in a shallow way, saw her eccentric behavior as endearing and frightening in equal measure, and while he’s still wading into this whirlwind pool unsteady and shaken, he -- wouldn’t mind it if ivy pushed a little more, or moved him around to her ( and what she perceives to be, their ) liking. perhaps this dynamic is familiar enough to him that it becomes comforting, since rocky was very much the same way in their adolescence. tugging freckle around and pulling his tail for whatever rocky wanted them to do, with little care for whatever his baby cousin desired at the time, ignoring his protests and chasing him ; nobody’s at fault here either, kids are extremely self absorbed and this is a flaw they’ll usually mature past, and while ivy and freckle are adults during the comic, i don’t think ivy’s outgrown this linear view on things just yet. she is extremely entitled! she is used to being the apple of everyone’s eye at the speakeasy due to her jazz baby status as atlas may’s goddaughter, and this gangster connection excites and awes the ladies she attends classes with at her university too. ivy pepper is used to getting her way and this has only fueled her determined attitude, her ‘pull it up by the bootstraps’ mindset, and in many ways, this is something of a flaw for her. it’s not bad to be confident and headstrong, although when you add that into a dangerous mix of rumrunning and gunslinging, it may become a problem rather quickly. but i digress! point is, ivy and freckle are hardly at fault for the awkward way they handled the start of their relationship, when it’s so new and fresh to them both.
neither of them have boundaries at this moment, as they either have no clue what those are or simply haven’t realized they should set them. so, in turn, there are things that the other may do that could cause their partner discomfort … and it’s mostly done out of obliviousness and good intentions and your classic dose of intense affection. doesn’t mean it isn’t messed up to a degree, but i think it’s rather realistic, and is a hard truth that comes with many first relationships of that sort. sometimes you don’t know how to say ‘no,’ or you agree and regret agreeing later, or perhaps you simply don’t understand there’s certain things you aren’t ready for or genuinely just don’t like. again, it’s a very muddied area, and the two of them are vaguely navigating what is mostly foreign to them. they’re bound to mess up! so i ivy some slack here, and applaud tracy on the realistic writing more than anything usually. young love also happens to be a great device to use for inexperienced characters finding themselves, through the good and bad of their relationship, and frepper is all about that. maybe freckle will inevitably bring up how he feels like he would’ve preferred it had ivy asked him out properly, or gave him time to court her in a traditional fashion … and she will be surprised ( and a little wounded ) by this, since she had never considered it before … too used to her way of things to realize there’s another path they could take. i think this aspect of the relationship is important, and i can understand wishing that more frepper shippers would view it as such, or comment on it's morally gray nature without just calling it ‘cute’ and leaving it at that.
tldr : they will most certainly break up at some point, maybe even multiple times! tracy has said before that they both have some serious maturing to do if their relationship is to be long lasting, and i doubt that maturing will happen to them both at once … since they have different things to work on emotionally. but they will probably strongarm some major personal development within each other, as well as love one another with a fierceless abandon that most kids do. i could see them getting married, i could see them not, but i agree that if they were to be wed happily, they’d have significant hurdles to overcome. but personally, frepper is something i adore mostly due to the impact they’re bound to cause each other, and even if they are to separate and find someone new and more fitting, they’ll always remember one another -- perhaps fondly, and sadly, and with some anger. a time they’d like to forget, but a person they’d like to remember … which is my cup of tea overall! they much more interest me as they presently are anyway, where i can fiddle around with their budding romance and friendship bonding. and as lackadaisy grows in popularity, i do hope there’s more frepper fans who see their complexity and flaws and explore them with all of it in mind.
anyway! i hope this was coherent, and that it was obvious that i agreed with you for the most part. i haven’t really talked about frepper before with anyone so many of these thoughts sort of burst out of me! and i feel like i have more to elaborate upon, but for the sake of simplicity i kept this short. oh well! surely this is enjoyable and informative regardless.
#my asks.#lackadaisy analysis.#lackadaisy#freckle mcmurray#ivy pepper#as always frepper fans who just like them for their cute potential is SO valid#ship what you want how you want yada yada! i support you!!#but i’m here for discussing the good the bad and the ugly … so i was very happy to recieve this ask! thank you so much!!#i also understand what its like to share what you or others perceive to be the ‘wrong’ opinion about a ship or a character or something#so you have my sympathies and i hope you find better spaces to express yourself lackadaisy wise!!#anyway. yeah. i do think people are prone to view ivy as extremely experienced due to her many boyfriends!!#but given the fact she doesn’t date them LONG is. well it’s not an accurate assessment.#viktor ( bless his well intentioned heart ) has drastically thwarted that brand of maturity on ivy’s end#and has likely caused a sort of insecurity … by maiming her boyfriends and having them leave her. acting as if she has the plague!#that would hurt any girl’s feelings — if they didn’t know why. and i think these short lived flames have caused ivy to like …#speedrun her relationships? she is very quick to jump in and stay … because she fears the time limit perhaps. which adds to her forwardness#again! she had no idea it was viktor until the comic’s current events where she’s already WITH freckle. which is important to me#she is inexperienced in her own ways … freckle’s inexperience just happens to be more obvious due to the simplicity of it#god this was so fun to answer <3 thank you! again! hope my thoughts on the matter were decent enough#i’ll hush now with my over analyzing ass ( <- is it obvious my fave thing ever is characterization yet? lol )#( also cannot state enough freckle and ivy are Adults To Me. not five year olds!#but saying ‘young’ and ‘kid’ was easier than being like … emotionally immature and stunted adults every five seconds. so!#that is what i went with. for simplicity’s sake. but that are adults!! that is important! just very inexperienced ones )
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lwh drabble ideas
⛧ ⌒ ⛦ ⌒ ⛧ ⌒ ⛦ ⌒ ⛧ ⌒ ⛦ ⌒ ⛧⌒ ⛦
• first time
• nabi's first word ✓
• pregnancy scare
• oc & nabi girls day <3
• moving in together
• nabi's first birthday
• preggy oc
• first date
• pouty oc wanting jk's attention ✓
• vacation w nabi
• valentine's day ✓
• oc matching outfits w nabi
• telling oc's parents about them
• jelly jaykay
• adopting bam
• first day of pre-school
• proposal
• celebrating father's/mother's day
• nabi learning how to walk
• nabi drawing on jk's tattoos
• insecure oc/sora resurfacing
#here's a little overview of what's in store for the lwh couple <3#thanks to everyone who sent an ask <3#i've had an idea for the jelly jk drabble for a few months now 🫣#it keeps plaguing me but it also contains angst </3 so i'll spare us that drabble for a while 🫡#will update this post w more ideas !!#fic: long way home
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so um. i made a thing
#fear and hunger termina#fear and hunger#im so sorry but this idea has plagued me for very long#hopefully this hasn't been done before
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sheith (voltron) - francesca by hozier
#sheith#not entirely happy with the way this turned out but itll have to do bc my computer is dying (literally)#(im waiting on parts right now. it stopped downloading clips for me so i had to rework like five ideas)#might redo this amv in a while but for now#here is the thing thats been plaguing my mind for way too long#flashing#mine
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i think i have to kill someone.
#WHAT.WHAT . WHAT. WHAT .#why would you bring something up from so long ago and then blame the (then) five year old . what . WHAT . HUH. weird. weiirrdddd.#so you knew? you knew? and instead of being like wow that's Not Normal you demonise the toddler that's probably...... idk.#kids don't Do That what a weird fucking thing to bring up out of NOWHERE just to immediately brush off#i think i have to kill you. i think i have to actually kill you now.#speechless. flabbergasted. i cant even talk about it its so WEIRD. CRAZY. CRAZY THING TO BRING UP#oh my god. if a child was being Like That i would assume the worst and insist someone look into thing and make sure the kid is SAFE????????#jesus. damn. what thebhhell. HUH. if its about what i think its about. it wasnt their fault? at all?#stuff Like This is complicated but jesus. JEEESSSUUUUUSSSS. dont even bring it up this late#if you KNEW. oh my god. IF YOU KNEW??????????#rant#oh my god. extremely vague do NOT ask About It i cant even. jesus. why would you keep something like that to yourself#or use it as 'gossip' or . whatever the FUCK she was doing???#idc if you have your own shit to work through. GROWN ASS WOMAN. you should've approached it with kindness and understanding? and figure out#if help was needed? its not my life its not my anything but that kid is my friend who i had to take care of instead of you FUCKING ASSHOLE#if i KNEW i wouldve at least tried to help. to understand. i hope you die a slow painful death in an empty room cause you cut everyone off#and then turned around to be WORSE . i'd tell you to killyourself but any possible method would avoid you like the damn plague#WOW. that was a lot my bad. pissed the hell off#you say shit about the kid that I!!! had to basically raise cause you were too busy being a judgmental piece of shit. ugh. grrr.#''wow thats so weird where did they even get the idea for that behaviour'' man idk but wasn't it supposed to be your job???? TO FIGURE IT OU#fuming whatever. whatever. none of this is news to me she's always been insufferable#rant .#vent#WHATEVER.#it was so long ago it just.#no reason to bring it up#but if you knew than you should've tried to do something#but you didn't. cause you're cruel and egotistical#and everyone you know hates you. and if they don't you take advantage of them.#what a woman. thanks for teaching me to go through the world with so much hate
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I know I know that I’m never gonna make a damn. Fighting game or whatever because I don’t have the skill or patience for that lol BUT these fucking guys in my head...... have been brewing for 5 years
#random post#well like the IDEA has been brewing for that long#the like. character ideas themselves have been an on and off thing#I listened to seraphim on the ring and my adhd ass went ‘MAKE MORE GUYS RIGHT NOW!!!!!!’#oouuggghh fighting game where the fighters are each based around different art styles and genres 😫#the thought has been plagueing me for years. I have never once drawn any of it out#it is currently. only in my head#OUGH I wanna draw it out so baddddd. but if I do then the vision in my head will be forever warped by what my hand creates#andddd uhmm. ‘:) haha scawy...
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old art part 3: that time i tried SO hard to turn an excerpt of A Plague on Necromancy into a comic. but 1) my art style changed/improved like a third of the way through so i hated NEARLY EVERYTHING I'D DONE UP UNTIL THEN and also 2) So Much Shit Happened. like Ao3 author levels of Shit. yike!!
these panels tho???? these are good. i still like these ones.
*all from roughly 2019 -> 2021
#a plague on necromancy#cackle draws#i was so ambitious..... i had such CONFIDENCE....#i was gonna draw ANOTHER WELL for the THIRD TIME IN MY LIFE. im never doing it again FOR REAL THIS TIME. NO WELLS.#also. man. it took me Too Long to realize that James is trans.#''how long'' like. halfway through the book.#if you've never read the book: im sorry but i cannot accurately convey the Level of Obliviousness here. read it if only to laugh at me#if you've read the book: 'Wrong Shape'.#...anyways i'm tempted to see how james looks in my current style!!! adds idea to the pile#edit: wait i changed my mind there's one more cool part
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being julieta is s u f f e r i n g (derogatory; /srs; no /j)
#used an image from the [redacted] anime to emphasise on the suffering™️#pl s lemme sleep i need to be up at 6 in the am c r i e s#i’ve been tryinggngnfngngngn to sleep for the past 2 and half hours but cursed lxl ideas plague my mind instead of sleep and i auauaudufujxh#g o a w a y lxl pls come back when i’m more well rested thanks (<-says this despite usually being even grumpier with sufficient sleep)#i keep tryinggngnfng to sleeeep but i always somehow end up on the lxl side of pixiv and auauauu it’s a vicious cycle fr#a c tu al l y in tears rn pls claim me sleep i love sleep i wanna sleep 25/8 i’d marry sleep if i could so p l s. lemme sleeeeeeep#though. i did try to chase lxl away with minami and amended my kareshikaku tl a little so it reads a little better now at parts.. i think.#but that didn’t help in the long run auuauauauaaaaaa i wanna sleep so bad but i can’tttttt#c. considering the thought of taking some chlorpheniramine for the drowziness side effect tbh#b u t then i’d prolly oversleep and miss work and that’d be troublesome as heck…#nvm i usually end up crashing the moment i resolve to stay up for the entire night anyway so. i’ll. hope for the best.#go d. im gonna. regret posting this in the morning aren’t i. <-master of regretful posts#wa it if i can’t think straight atm i should just… tHINK BEE!!!!! THINKING BEE!!! THINKINGNFNFNFNF BEEEEEEEEEEEER
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I have finished the first draft of a fic that can be best described as word crimes
#I've had this idea plague me since July so I'm glad I FINALLY got it out. I just needed the roughest idea for an outline and I did it#Im gonna see if I can add some more words to it if possible and edit more afterwards (and see if my one friend can beta it)#but I'm just glad I wrote something close to 1000 words again#If you've followed me long enough you might have an idea what fic wip I'm alluding to here#I know im in this fandom deep because I have a word crime crossover crack fic in the works#linky posts
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[id: tweet from Lydia Sigwarth, @LibraryLydia: when you were 11 did you hand-write 3 chapters lf the first book of a planned trilogy and then completely forget about it until you discovered the notebook as an adult and were horrified or were you normal. End id]
#no but i did basically the worldbuilding wquovalent of that#i wrote like 6 handwritten back to back pages about a fantasy world(s) going into extreme detail about dwarves and elves and dragons#the dragons were really interesting. a lot of them were kinda based really deeply into their elements and were not based in research but#had very specific advantages/disadvantages much like real life animals#i left my notebook at the place i live but im visiting home rn but lemme try to remember#it was stuff like certain dragons being able to hear within certain ranges and how their cultures would develop around that#water dragons i think were deaf but had sensitivities to water currents so a their language was based around movement/gestures in the water#earth dragons were blind but sensitive to noise and could hear higher pitches compared to other dragons#a lot of my elves/dwarves were traditional#dwarves lived underground elves in trees#but dwarves to me had a very big respect/interest in medicine because living in close cramped limited airway spaces would really impact#health/hygiene#plagues and such would be devastating in that environment. not to mention rockslides/cave collpases#elves were long lives but their craftmanship impressive because it had to last a long time. lifetime guarantee from an elven craftsman like#thats amazing if you think about it#also i say world(s) because my ultimate goal was to make a medieval fantasy scifi. somehow#theres also a lot of. deeply misguided stuff in that journal. some very interesting ideas though#i enjoy rereading it#sadly i never got around to thinking about a vampire world 😔 it was ln the list tho
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Tonight was fucking weird.
#like its fine nothing bad happened#but it took me my whole 6hr shift to do prep since they changed the way theyre wanting it done#which is like. also fine because im not going to complain about getting to spend my whole shift in the kitchen with tunes#but like theyre also expecting and calculating prep to take only 2hrs#which just. isnt realistic to the standard which theyre also expecting it done by#especially since now i have to prep before dinner service but also have enough for the morning breakfast service#and its all just. idk its fucking weird.#and honestly the only super annoying part about them (they in this context being the company i work for rn) expecting prep to be done#so quickly is that theyre not accounting for the fact i have to clean up after the morning and afternoon bakers before i even start#even when i was starting prep at 5#either way it wouldnt bother me so much to take so long to do prep if they werent expecting it done in a third of the amount of time#that im getting it done like yes i can probably get faster if they pick a lane#but there is still no realistic way that anything is getting done well in two hours and two hours only#especially not when the kitchen is left a fucking disaster every night#but it genuinely does not bother me to have to clean up after morning and afternoon shift#i just wish theyd be more realistic with their times and expectations as a whole#like the morning shift has absolutely no idea how busy it gets in the evenings even if theyre communicating between managers#they probably arent taking it seriously because no morning shift anywhere has ever taken their evening and night staff seriously#and its something that plagues every workplace everywhere where unless youve experienced the other shify#** shift#youre straight up not going to know#which wouldnt be a bad thing if communications were accepted as truth instead of blowing them off as exaggerated because#'how busy could they really be at night at a coffee shop?'#when the coffee shop in question has a lunch and dinner menu thats available 24/7
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i just want you to know i think about the concept of your bad future time traveler ritsu au all the time. it's such a cool idea and the art you did haunts me
i spent a whole hour today daydreaming about a little way i could fuck him up even more :) last week i reconsidered his design and decided he didn't look miserable and pathetic enough and i should do something about that :)))
#as soon as i'm done with the wdyg sequel you can bet your ass i'm immediately ripping into this miserable wet cat of a man#it's what he gets for plaguing me for so long when he was only supposed to exist for a one off whumptober prompt which is now entirely non-#non-canon to whatever is actually going to happen#i have! only the barest idea! of a few plot threads! i have no idea where this story is going to go!#but i like to think that at the end of it all. it's going to be about hope
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gonna be SO annoying in 26 days time
#tbf! one of the characters has been living in my head rent-free for the past MONTH and she’s possibly one of my fav characters of all medias#so obsessed with her but I can’t freaking TALK about her. which makes sense ofc but. HHRGJHGYTJDJTRD#I’m kinda ehh about my design for her so i’m excited to see other people’s ideas#mine doesn’t really fit her aesthetic in a way that I am happy with :/ but I do like my design for her head#ALSO THE FUCKING [song] i must reiterate how ANNOYING i am going to be#not apologizing for it at ALL though. i have been plagued by the blorbo thoughts for TOO LONG to even remotely care about other people’s#perception of me
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