#THEMEMM

[artheresy]

I was just rereading HCQ lore and thinking about Yingxing and Blade and I had a sudden inkling that you might need to yell again. Would you like an Emotional Indigo to go along with that?

(Careful, it’s very bitter.)

RAAAHH I always need to yell about them honestly,,, thinking about them drives me insane

Ty for the Emotional Indigo, I’ll sip so I don’t choke while crying 😭😭

I don’t think enough people acknowledge how important resentment is to Blade AND Yingxing’s characters and lore. Whether it’s in the form of erasing Blade’s resentment and how it ties to his obsessions or removing the complexities within that resentment and turning it into flat hatred.

Yingxing’s entire legacy is shaped by his hatred of the Abominations of Abundance, though he found true passion in his craft as well. He started on that path because he lost e v e r y t h i n g, because they took everything from him. I’m willing to bet that likely in those early years especially as he was being mistreated by the other celestial masters on the Zhuming, that that hatred might have been the only thing keeping him going to y’know keep living on. Additionally, we see Yingxing grew into a bit of a resentment against the long life species of the Xianzhou Luofu, potentially when the whole of the Alliance, given the mistreatment he endured and continued to endure throughout his life for being a short life species. (Still haven’t recovered from learning that the CN description of the Discarded Ingenium Parts makes it clear that they maliciously sabotaged him by giving him that trash and discarded parts…) so this tendency to hate, to form these grudges, is rather apparent in Yingxing, he wasn’t some bubbly, happy go luck, bright character prior to everything. He was bitter himself, even if he was much more playful and expressive.

Moving over to Blade, we see this tendency for resentment stay. That hatred carries over and it transforms. He still hates the abominations of abundance just as Yingxing did, but now it has changed and become a form of self loathing as well as he now too is an abomination of abundance, just look at how he talks about his body “a despicable shell.” And of course, we can’t talk about resentment in Blade without bringing up Jingliu and Dan Feng/Dan Heng. It was explicitly stated by one of the voice actors for Blade (can’t remember if it was JP or CN) that his hatred for Dan Heng is like one of the only things keeping him going, if not the only thing keeping him going. But again, it’s not just flat hatred. Blade’s resentment is all built on the foundation of Yingxing’s feelings towards Dan Feng, the care and love and fondness he felt and the sheer betrayal he felt twisting those emotions. On top of this, it must be stated Jingliu’s influence in this hatred forming at all. You can pinpoint an aspect of Blade’s character and his motives and tie a lot of them right back to Jingliu and what she did to him. That desire for revenge, the feeling of needing to repay their sin, the hatred he feels bitter and twisted by her, his own self loathing, even his desire for death can be directly tied to her. So that adds some complexity to the feeling of resentment towards Dan Heng, as well as all that the bracer of the Passerby relic set reveals. For Jingliu, I think his hatred might be even more apparent and a little less complex in how they’ve displayed it, but it still takes an interesting form. He hates Jingliu, she tortured him so no wonder, but… he still yields to her. He still believes her brainwashing unquestionably, he doesn’t fight against any of the mindsets she instilled in him, there seem to be lingering feelings of strong melancholy in his view of her looking at the moment when he died. It’s a very strange and sad dynamic, one made even sadder I feel by the sheer lack of remorse Jingliu shows towards him and what she did to him. It makes me so sad

I would rant more but my head hurts and I need to eat so maybe I’ll scream later! Ty for the drink and the opportunity 😌😌

[silvr-skreen]

joeyposting. :) *grabby hands*

[lonestarss]

sniffles MIDARRRRR

[sh4tt3rg1rl]

YES YES YES YES YES OH MY GOD YES LISTEN TO THEIR MUSIC THEY ARE SO GOOD IM AAHHHHHHHHHH

""SONG"" IS PROBABLY MY FAV

[rozugold]

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ouhhgghsjd :((

[demon-of-side-quest-hell]

I think I'M gonna start hjaving war glfashbacks FUCK.

I made funni arttt to show my feelings but there's a person I've bengn scarredddd to talk to on tubmrlr thereee and denny and andy and I vcant let myself be seen so by thememm oike tyhis

[satorisoup]

NEW THEMEMME??? AHH I CANT WIATRT TO SEE

EEEEEP YES NEW THEME !! JSJEJEJD COMING SOON SHHHH DONT LOOK IT’S UNDER CONSTRUCTION T^T

[airovell]

UGHHHH I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM LOOK AT THEM OH MY GOD THIS DRAWING GAVE ME SO MUCH JOY RN IM BURSTING WITH JOY I JUST COMBUSTED OH MY GOD LOOK AT THEMEMM

[mynameiskanade]

I HATE THEM BOTHHH I HATE THEMEMM /r /pos PLEASE IM SO DEAD FOR SELFSHIPPINV WITHT HEM BOTH

[oh-theatre]

Lex: that’s a pretty rock Ethan

Ethan: thanks! Hannah gave it to me

Hannah: I threw it at you

Ethan: shes very sweet

[milktea-grn]

I LOVE THEMEMM

[karda]

theres this guy who’s name is danny and i got him at a cracker barrel some amount of years ago probably when we were driving cross country but i cant remember but i love him

AND THIS GUY who ive had since i was like. 4. i used to have a baby stroller that i put him in and would cart him around. hes the dinosaur from meet the robinsons!! and his name is ‘little yellow dinosaur with the hat’ because i am and always will be absolute garbage at names. but i love him and hes tiny

AHHHHHH I LOVE THEMEMM

[salsdemise]

THIS IS WHAT I MEAN WHEN I SAY HORROR MOVIES AND BARBIE I LOBE THEMEMME

reference sheet of my ghostface barbie :] big thank you to user vision-of-hope for commissioning me!!

[itstonyowo]

UGHHHNGNGN OH NO WHAT HAPPEND TO GH THEMEMME :((((((

[morshiberna]

THE WAYAYA I WOILD DIE FOR THEMEMME I

[aberrantanomaly03]

Immmm not suuppeerrrr into theemmm bu T I doo lik e thememm nd I knwo s o m w of theememm

if you liked creepypasta as a 12-15 year old you either stay with it, grow out of it, or you turn gay and switch to scps