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sapphicwhxre · 4 years ago

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ASTERIA'S 2.5K FOLLOWER FIC REC LIST

i read fics just as much as i write them so here are some of my favourites. tysmsm for this milestone, i love you all <3 quick note: i didn't re-tag anyone if i recommended more than one of your works because of the tag limit.

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hermione granger

tuesdays - @stupxfy

probably one of my all time favs for hermione. it's just so well written and adorable and fluffy and yes.

if i could tell her - @hellounicorn

pining, pining, PINING. the way these emotions and hermione's described is just... art. perfection. there's a happy ending and it is so worth the build up.

darling dearest - @dracolvr

fluffy goodness. read to be hopelessly in love with hermione ─ which, let's be real, we all are.

november rain - @pansydaisy

uhm i love this one sm. it's so simple but amazing ─ everyone has their days like this and having hermione to cure them? it's what everyone needs.

i need more - @15-dogs

i sobbed the first time i read this. it'll break your heart but it's so amazingly written that it's worth the sadness. actual gut wrenching / mindblowing writing.

how the potter girls react to you in lingerie - @pottersanime

the title. need i say more?

honeyed eyes - @minty-malfoy

HEAVEN. being hermione's first kiss as friend? but both of you idiots liking each other? oh my god, sign me up.

hugging her from behind - @pastanest

again, the title. read to feel 🥺💙

grey days - @pepperimps01

PANSMIONE 😌😌 it's angsty with a happy ending and i love it sm. this does such a perfect job of capturing pansy and hermione's relationship growing and having its ups and downs with just a few paragraphs. honestly so good

grenade - @hellounicorn

another one that'll make your heart shatter. but in the best way. these are the fics i live for where the you can't help but feel like it's really happening to you and hermione and god it's so fucking powerful. underrated writing right here in general. and also pansmione is the loml so it hurts in that way.

honeybees - @pansydaisy

fluffy aesthetic heaven.

lead the way - @teacup-tai

more pansmione but this is pure filthy thinking and satisfies all the sexual tension dreams pansmione shippers have.

two queens in a king sized bed - @shysneeze

domestic christmas morning with hermione and it's angelic.

would you still love me if i turned into a worm? - @minty-malfoy

one of those blurbs i never imagined i'd read or love so much. not to mention it's spot on and adorable.

pansy parkinson

right and wrong - @starrkidmalfoy

a first kiss and the overdone trope that i will never get sick of, the bitch who's soft only for you. the descriptions in this are perfection and the writing is beautiful <3

messed up - @writseo

toxic, messed up love fics will be the death of me. insane how well you captured it all and i just yes damn fucking props.

pansy parkinson imagine - @moonlight-imagines

*screams* THE BEST FRIEND BANTER + THE ENDING OH MY GOD OH MY GOD ─ I SCREAMED WHEN I FIRST READ THIS. I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE IT.

dating pansy would include - @lotsoffandomimagines

ABSOLUTE POWER COUPLE SHIT and to this day, pansy saying "jealous much?" when being scolded for pda remains iconic.

grey days - @pepperimps01

as i said before: PANSMIONE 😌😌 it's angsty with a happy ending and i love it sm. this does such a perfect job of capturing pansy and hermione's relationship growing and having its ups and downs with just a few paragraphs. honestly so good

new rules - @silversslytherin

excuse me this is immaculate ─ pansy is the best friend and the second you see that she's also the best s/o, you're done for. perfection.

study "dates" - @turning-dreams-into-chaos

the title is self explanatory and this whole thing is fluffy heaven <3

how the potter girls react to you in lingerie - @pottersanime

read the title, thank me later.

lead the way - @teacup-tai

more pansmione but this is pure filthy thinking and satisfies all the sexual tension dreams pansmione shippers have.

traitor - @hufflepuff-writings

a masterpiece where pansy chooses the wrong side in the battle of hogwarts. this ties up so well and the writing is so powerful.

back alley love potions - @a-simple-imagine

this actually hurts but in a beautiful way. watching pansy give draco a love potion is such a fucking concept and this is executed incredibly.

my little bunny - @emmamarie7708

pansy making you do this is so dirty yet she's slightly sweet and i am a sucker for it. god is a woman and her name is pansy fucking parkinson.

pansy parkinson imagine - @moonlight-imagines

i'll let pansy beat people up for me all day. they put me in madame pomfrey's, feel my girlfriend's wrath.

ginny weasley

blissful - @enyastasia

fluffy ginny goodness. the friends to lovers? the amazing kiss? 🥺🥺🥺💞💞 this fic lives in my heart <3

bubble pop electric - @hunnypot-imagines

this is hotter than a lot of actual smut and the chemistry is so... wow. ginny weasley owns me.

dear ginny - @alyssamalfoy

how does this short ass letter manage to make me feel so much. it's sorcery but i don't even care, it's beautiful.

wildflower - @pansydaisy

will i ever get tired of cheeky i love yous? not when loves like ginny weasley and ayli's so so pretty writing exist.

all i want - @hellounicorn

ouch. fuck you harry :) quite possibly the best ginny fic i have ever read. insanely talented writing, i genuinely feel every touch of emotion you put down and you need to know how amazing that is. keep breaking my heart.

linny hcs - @bluebirdlinginthenest

who doesn't need good linny content in their life?

how the potter girls react to you in lingerie - @pottersanime

sexy bitch, fuck me up.

willow - @padmeamiala

ginny is the loml. her brothers can cry about it.

bellatrix lestrange

attempting to bake with bellatrix - @carters-coffee

MY FAVOURITE BELLA FIC ─ there's not enough bellatrix fluff out there but this makes up for the lack of. heaven.

bellatrix prompt - @carters-coffee

this gives me chills. she knows she's a bad bitch and that's what we love about her.

change of plans - @dumb-sbian

why THE FUCK have i not had a rainy morning with bellatrix? she can sleep and mumble something just like this and i'm still head over heels for her.

being tortured as bellatrix's girlfriend - @writings-of-a-british-fangirl

definitely a concept BUT this makes me feel some type of way and i recommend giving it a minute of your time 😌

bellatrix finding out you're a muggleborn - @carters-coffee

the beauty, the nuance omg. this is art.

bellatrix prompt - @carters-coffee

yep jealous bella. trust me, im all yours mommy <3

sex with bellatrix would include - @onegayastronaut

so short but... sign. me. up.

luna lovegood

never leave - @/deactivated

luna smut is hard asf to come by and this is my favourite. it's so luna and the pain over her not knowing, not getting that closure about how you feel until this is an amazing rollercoaster.

she - @hunnypot-imagines

the beauty of falling in love with luna, through this majorly talented writing. ten out of fucking ten. i will not elaborate but there's also majorly good association in this imo.

silver berries and flickering fireflies - @duskgrangers

i love this fic so much. she's so herself and that is why we ✨ simp ✨ and the scene set just sounds so prettyy

how the potter girls react to you in lingerie - @pottersanime

luna + this title? yes please, ma'am i am simping.

would you still love me if i turned into a worm? - @minty-malfoy

put me in your pocket luna. im begging you.

dancing in the rain with luna - @/deactivated

only luna would get you a dress to go dancing in the rain and this is the stuff of blissful, fluffy dreams.

hugging her from behind - @pastanest

short and cute, do me a favour and read it :)

dating luna lovegood would go like - @glossymalfoy

life is NOT worth it if you don't read these cute little headcanons and imagine dating ravenclaw's baddest bitch.

linny hc - @bluebirdlinginthenest

like i said, who doesn't need good linny content?

cho chang

strawberry kisses - @pansydaisy

the only cho fic i've been able to find and it's SO WORTH IT. the cutest, it flows so well, and i absolutely love it. i need this with cho tbh.

fleur delacour

toutes les etoiles - @coffee--writes

im in love with fleur and this amazing writing. and for the first time since i started high school, my three years of taking french feel good for something.

being best friends with fleur would include - @harrypotter-imaginess

not romantic but actually so sweet pls. i want this friendship in my life so bad.

nymphadora tonks

dating nymphadora tonks would include - @imaginesforgirls

dating her + that warm little feeling of bliss that only HCs can give you

taking care of her after the war - @random-imagines-blog

this kind of hurts in that good ass way and i lovee it. they're simple hcs but i feel for tonks so much and then there's that warm lil feeling when you're the one to put her back together aand now my primary life goal is to help this woman heal.

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harry potter

phosphenes - @minty-malfoy

ok shakespeare, the fuck?? this fic will never not get me right in the heart. the angst, holy fuck. and for once, the reader doesn't hurt harry and let draco walk all over them and it's just done so well. the transition from a toxic relationship to a sweet, loving one PLEASE. it's beautiful.

happy memories - @15-dogs

how does this manage to be so. smutty and fluffy at the same time? this is one of those short ones that has lived in my head, rent-free since i read it. and tbh any fic that includes expecto patronum is guaranteed to be good.

come back to me - @wondernimbus

right from the beginning, it's a mess of emotions both good and bad. that kind of good ass writing that hits you in the heart <3

making out with harry potter would include - @badfvith

read this title. done? now thank me later.

harry prompt - @thoseofgreatambition

harry x a sarcastic swooning bitch is an elite trope idc. short and sweet, i'm marrying this fic.

keep your eyes on the prize - @rowema-ravenclaw

first of all, showing harry up and second, pure fluff (and a little steam) right after. i also love how she writes harry in general because he's totally safe/in love with the relationship but still has that awkward lovable shyness and i just... *sighs*

always - @pansydaisy

uhm i will always love him and always reread this a thousand times so its a fit title + a good read.

late night studying - @lumosandnoxwriting

fuck studying, let his hand stay in my shirt. once again recommending fluffy bliss in the form of a short read that makes me feel things <3

would you still love me if i turned into a worm? - @minty-malfoy

he's so stupid. but he still loves you + this is from our resident perfectly talented writer so its a win.

cuddling after a rough quidditch practice - @badfvith

harry james potter is : b a b y

gryffindor's victory - @rowema-ravenclaw

make me gryffindors fucking cheerleader because HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT. AND THE WRITING IS IMMACULATE PLEASE. just read it, you won't regret it.

draco malfoy

silent treatment - @slytherinwh0re

andy's mad talented and this is just... insert a cheesy chefs kiss. unbelievably adorable but so fucking hot and an actually good smut plot (which is rare lmfao). remind me to give draco the silent treatment every time im upset.

rewards - @malfoysstilinski

so hot PLS. hype him up for the match and get your reward, bye. so good.

reading between the lines - @minty-malfoy

i've said this a thousand times but that's what happens when you've got a mad talented mutual BLESSING everyone with beauty like this. butterflies and warm feelings all around when i read this 💓

point of view - @draconisxcaput

its angst for hermione and fluff for you but overall ethereal writing. i am never going to recover from the pure talent that this is.

im not kidding im dying - @malfoysmatrioshka

i hate being sick with a passion but this... this would make it worth it.

hogwarts express - @/deactivated

draco fucking you because he knows harry's watching. the shit of legends and god is it hot.

draco laughing at you because you can't walk after sex - @glossymalfoy

*motions to the title* fluff with this loser 😌

the cheeseburger - @slytherinwh0re

really short read but this is one of those things i just. didn't know i needed. you're missing out and haven't even realised it if you haven't read about introducing him to cheeseburgers. and that ending is so funny/in character to me i fucking love it.

four am - @malfoysstilinski

domestic draco 🥺 but also sad draco 🥺 and then fluffy draco 🥺

hugging him from behind - @pastanest

real short and it'll brighten your day <3

would you still love me if i turned into a worm? - @minty-malfoy

how is it that this is so stupidly adorable. i love it 💘

ron weasley

heather - @hellounicorn

always making me cry with your fics i swearrr. this is a must-read. having someone but them not really being yours is a beautiful trope and this fic absolutely does it wonderful, poetic justice. your angst is addicting.

apple pie - @pregnant-piggy

ABSOLUTE DOMESTIC BLISS I AM IN LOVE. i don't even like kids or baking that much but this made me so soft. the whole cozy, heavenly vibes from this fic yes yes yes.

jealousy - @writeroutoftime

cliché jealousy turns friends to lovers and i am a sucker for it all over again <3

shaking and trembling - @ronsbadidea

if ron doesn't finger fuck me and then make a cheeky comment about it in class later then WHAT IS THE POINT :(

mixed signals - @iamthecabbage

i've always figured ron is this awkward idiot cutie with a crush and yea, this is it.

fred and george weasley

i love you, but you don't - @george-fabian-weasley

fred's a character i really don't read for often but goddamn. it's the saddest, most beautiful mix of rejection and pain and fred desperately caring but not in the way you want him to ─ an angsty masterpiece.

cockwarming george - @roonilwazlibimagines

because of this filthy gem, i one hundred thousand percent believe that he could make me cum without even fucking me and this is just... it's a good fucking read.

would you still love me if i turned into a worm? - @minty-malfoy

their responses are so wonderfully chaotic and adorable and GOD you're missing out if you haven't read these lil blurbs.

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#harry potter x reader #hermione granger x reader #pansy parkinson x reader #luna lovegood x reader #ginny weasley x reader #draco malfoy x reader #fred weasley x reader #george weasley x reader #cho chang x reader #nymphadora tonks x reader #bellatrix lestrange x reader #ron weasley x reader #fleur delacour x reader #harry potter #fic recs #masterlist #smut #fluff #angst

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shimmershae · 3 years ago

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My thoughts on Episode 3--Hunted.

Most of you lovelies already realize this, but my thoughts tend to zig and zag quite a bit, lol. So. To save some of you the headache and spare you from seeing spoilers you’d rather not see yet, I’m again placing them behind a cut.

First things first. I have totally turned into Yvette Nicole Brown with her TWD notebooks, lol, and I’m not even sorry. I just felt like it would be fun to go back when the final episode is in the books and see how well my thoughts from these early episodes line up with what I’m feeling when we say our (not-so) final goodbyes.

But that’s enough about that. Let’s get to this thing.

It really is insane how very much I love Melissa McBride. Just hearing her doing the previously on TWD recap voiceover makes me ridiculously happy.

Cole! Dude! We hardly knew ya.

Not gonna lie. That first shot of Maggie in all the chaos reminded of a shirt I’ve seen. It says--”Well, well, well. If it isn’t the consequences of my actions.”

I have to hand it to Angela and the rest of her team. These opening scenes--on all 3 episodes--have been BOMB so far. They really hook you in right away. At least IMHO.

I realize I’m behind the game on this little tidbit, but how much do I adore the fact that Dog is now in the opening credits?

Okay. Alexandria might look like it’s been on some kind of post-apocalyptic bender but all our girls are looking beautiful as ever. Maybe it’s Maybelline, lol.

I love to see Kelly and Carol still gravitating toward each other. It really speaks to each woman’s heart. Carol wants to make amends so badly and Kelly just has the most lovely, warm, forgiving heart.

Carol’s point about Alexandria still needing the horses to help with the heavy lifting and pointing out the walls and rebuilding won’t matter quite as much if they’re limited by their hunger and what they can physically lift on their own isn’t wrong. But I’m sure the same viewers that were okay with Daryl and Co. going out on Maggie’s suicide mission (using the same reasoning) and saying it made sense for the bigger picture will pretend not to recognize that the same element is there in Carol’s desire to go out there and look for the horses. You know. Because it was Carol’s idea and not that of their fave(s).

Aaron, Man. Or maybe I should say Angela. You just had to put a pit of dread in my belly mentioning Buttons like that. RIP, Buttons. You deserved better. I’m still traumatized.

Look at all the babies bonding. Look at RJ getting to sit at the big kid table.

“My mom always comes back.” She damn well better. Those babies need her. Until she does, though, Uncle Daryl and Aunt Carol (and Aunt Rosita and everybody else) are going to be there.

Anyway. Poor RJ. He barely ever gets any lines, lol.

Hershel and Judith are obviously the mini-adults in this group and baby Rhee is already more cynical and jaded than his sweet daddy was until they reached Alexandria and the wheels started to come off.

So. Does Maggie just think everybody’s already dead here or what? Hmm.

You know. Any building can be creepy AF when the lights are off and it’s dark, lol. Any building.

So much darkness so far this season. I’m going to have to invest in some blackout curtains. I just know it.

Where are all those stairs leading? Why am I thinking of Hitchcock? Am I mixing up my scary, suspenseful movies? Probably.

Of fucking course, Maggie dropped her flashlight. Thank goodness she had that lighter at the ready just before Ghost Face Reaper took a swipe at her.

Is that Father G with a screwdriver impaled in his thigh? Listen. These people deserve a Mega Bottle of pain killers and a week just vegging out in a soft, luxurious bed.

All these horror movie tropes. Some of them are cheesy, yes. But I’m totally here for it.

LMAO. That’s it, Maggie. A good old punch in the nuts works every time.

Alden really is having a terrible, horrible, no good very bad day.

Negan is still Negan. Self-serving and looking out for number one. But I believe the man really does feel the group is his group too. He’s like that long lost, sketchy uncle nobody wants to acknowledge much less invite to the dinner table, but that bond? However thin? Is there.

I am both hating that Maggie is being forced to work with the man that murdered her husband (my baby Glenn) and finding it fascinating the lengths she’s willing to go to survive. This your plan, Angela?

Rosita and Carol! How sad is it that the last really significant scene I can remember the two of these women sharing was way back? Before Rick and Co. attacked Negan’s outpost and Maggie and Carol were subsequently taken? If only the show had done more of these kind of scenes.

How much do I love all the girls working together? Gimps would never. They’d all be stuck back at Alexandria minding the kids and the community.

Shallow aside--Rosita is so pretty in this scene.

Rosita being worried about Carol honestly makes my heart hurt, because it’s about damn time more of them actually did. Her saying Abraham is trying to tell her something in her dreams is interesting. Angela sure loves her dreams, doesn’t she?

Where are Daryl’s dreams, hmm? No. Seriously. I guess they want to give some viewers plausible deniability until the bitter end.

“Really? We’re just gonna go toward the screaming? Cool.” Hahaha. You know. Even the smart people in horror movies sometimes bite it, Negan. Just saying. Maggie really does need to “stop running up the staircase” when she could just run out the front door though, lol.

Poor Duncan. I think you could have been another Tyreese, Jerry type for me.

WTF does this show have against horses? Those poor creatures.

Kelly is totally me right now. I’d be freaking inconsolable.

Carol needed that hug. Thank you, Magna. From the bottom of this tired fangirl’s heart, thank you.

Why give us that beautiful, golden shot with the horses when you’re planning to stab us through the heart later and twist the knife. Oh. Yeah. That’s exactly why.

Oh snap! Father G’s delivery when he tells that Reaper “I’m not. God isn’t here anymore.” Cold as ice.

Judas. That the Reapers’ work. Or. Damn. Either way, that’s harsh.

Back to what Alden was saying. All these oprhaned children. Who’s going to take on Adam if he dies? That poor kid has had a rough go of it. Knowing that, makes you wonder what Alden was thinking volunteering for the suicide mission.

Omigosh. There went Agatha. Terrible way to go. Right, Beatrice?

I’m sobbing. Carol with the horse. That hurt my baby so much but she hurt herself for her family the same way she has been doing since the Prison. Melissa Mcbride? When she cries, I cry. Every effin’ time. Aaron being there just made it hurt more. But at least someone was there to see how and really take in how she continues to break pieces of herself off to keep her family as whole and safe and happy as she can.

Rewinding a minute--that Magna and Carol conversation. I get Magna’s reasoning too. I do. But Angela is just making everything so dire right now so that the sun when Connie is ultimate found shines a ltitle brighter.

Those babies know they’re eating horse. I could never.

That’s got to be a different Coco. She’s even smaller. But she’s gorgeous.

Fucking finally. Angela having the other characters notice after an eternity of being blind to it, just how much Carol sacrifices of herself for them. It’s so long overdue and I imagine Rosita’s even more worried for Carol now. It’s a shame it’s taken 11 seasons. My baby’s had blood on her hands trying to keep her family safe and whole and happy and fed for a long damn time. So heartbreaking watching her try to scrub the blood away.

Sweet, sweet hug that Kelly gave Magna. She’s such a sweetheart kid sis to all of them, isn’t she?

Interesting place of refuge. A gutted church. A visual symbol, Angela, of where Maggie and the rest of our people are now perhaps?

“It’s easy for you, isn’t it? Being reckless with sombody’s life...” Maggie. Maggie. Those words would have hit so much harder if we hadn’t spent the majority of the last 2.5 episodes watching you ignore sound advice just because it came out of the mouth of somebody you (justifiably) hate.

But will Alden be there when Maggie and Negan get back? That is the question. Or will he eventually Lucille himself?

That little bit of lineup Negan music to remind the audience of Negan lovers and sympathizers that he once took great pleasure in murderously swinging a bag at people’s heads was a nice, subtle touch there. Like agree with her or not, Maggie is literally left to rely on the hope, however small it is, that Negan has changed just enough that he won’t try to finish a job he taken on years before--killing what’s left of her.

Oh lawd. Next episode sees the return of a character literally nobody asked for. How excited am I not?

Dog better not be harmed or so help me.

Now for Angela’s weekly explanations of WTF she/there were thinking because they been doing this plausible deniability thing so long some people out there watching with biased, muddy stan glasses can no longer separate head canon from canon.

Is Maggie worried at all about Daryl or does she just assume his superhero powers are in full effect in this episode?

“You can’t really say it wasn’t going to happen anyway.” Not Angela pointing out that simply laying the blame for literally everything bad that ever happens at Carol’s feet isn’t the answer. Say it louder for those in the back. Alpha was going to do what Alpha wanted to do.

“There is love there. There is respect there. However, there’s also frustration...” You damn skippy. Friendships and human relationships are complex AF. Like Carol. She’s honestly one of the most complicated characters on this show and any show, IMHO. That’s what makes her so memorable and such a lightning rod for discussion.

I know I might be in a minority, but I really feel like they need more of those little scenes between the kids to keep things real.

Kang saying she always feels like she’s going to get murdered in a staircase or parking lot is relatable, funny, and sad all at the same time. It’s a girl thing.

Why is Carol’s story giving me Dark Knight vibes? Like I feel like she’ll gladly shoulder the burden of their distrust, their hate, or their judgment as long as the hard choices she makes keeps them safe. And she’s still ultimately going to come back to save their asses even when they forsake her. Just like Bruce Wayne/Batman. Am I reaching too far, lol? Because sometimes I do that.

Anyway. This is the third episode of the season and the third episode in a row that I mostly enjoyed. I don’t know if I’m just so relieved and happy to have all the characters and my show back or what, but overall? I’ve been pleased with the episodes and found something to love in all of them.

There’s a much stronger horror vibe woven throughout Season 11 so far. I feel like it’s a return to the roots of the show and I like that. Literally none of the characters are making perfect choices and this viewer is here for it. My only complaint so far is there hasn’t been enough Carol but what we’ve been given has felt like a gift and significant in a way that Gimps’ version was not. Also? I really hope the trend of the ladies working together and supporting each other continues because they rule the TWD world, lol.

Hope you enjoyed at least some of my TWD word vomit.

Until next episode.

#The Walking Dead #Season 11 #TWD spoilers #things that make me smile and cry #for reasons #my heart

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sukirichi · 3 years ago

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[ BROKEN RECORDS ; asks ]

💌 — love letter from @kyriaan

from track 007.

Okay okay im still kinda meh'ish' but i really wanted to answer you so 😭 ill try to compile both my answer to your answer on my love letter and my hyped review on track 7 <3 so yeah another long ass rant from me 😩💕Suki... Suki pls I totally forgot Tsumu had a crush on us Suki... And then poor Tsumu ir there sulking cause he still likes u- JFBFBDVDVSJCHDHSIA omfg i wanted so much to hug him my baby I like him so much 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 and he was trying so hard to behave while just sitting there sad fhfhfvbbshsjfhbdjaofhffhsoshd TSUMU YOU'RE STILL IN MY TOP 3 BABY 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂

And then you throw the whole dancing scene with suna and I dont know whos on my top 3 anymore 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 SUKIIIIIIII THAT SCENE ALONE GJGJBFBSJCNFNKSOSNF OMFG IM FALLING SO HARD FOR SUNA I THINK? I think my top 3 had 4 dudes in it cause 3rd place has Suna and Atsumu tied?? Hfhfbfbfhdhsja I CANT PICK?? BUT BUT I WAS FEELING STUPIDLY DOWN WHEN READING THAT AND THAT SCENE ALONE MADE ME FEEL SO SOFT IT WAS SO CUTE AND OMG IF SUNA DID THAT TO ME I WOULD DROP ON MY KNEES AND ASK HIM TO MARRY ME CAUSE OMFGGGFFFF DUDE EVEN WENT AHEAD AND SAID THAT WHOLE 'HES GOING TO BE ONE LUCKY GUY'

Oh shit im crying again that scene lets me emotional 😭😭😭😭 someone get me a sunrin irl pls

Anyways the way that suna knows y/n is just.... FUCKING END UP TOGETHER ALREADY FOR THE LOVE OF GOD JUST JBVSHSJBEHSISJ

Also how powerful are we?? HOW FUCKING POWERFUL ARE WE TO SCORE SUNA KITA AND TSUMU?? ARE YOU GONNA TELL. ME IF OIKAWA MOFO TOORU APPEARED HE WOULD ALSO BE ON HIS KNEES FOR US?? (okay no wait... No nooo i would legit drop anyones ass for tooru hes that powerful for me like sorry suna was fun but TOORU)

Yo nah but the whole Kita sex scene- let me breath bestie LET ME BREATH CAUSE I WAS HOT BUT AT SAME TIME I WAS FEELING GUILTY 😂😂😂😂 ESPECIALLY WHEN HE WAS FEELING DISAPPOINTED NEXT DAY LIKE KITA PLS BABY WHAT WERE YOU EXPECTING?? 😬😬😬😬 But at same time his 'ill fuck the thought of him out of you tonight' I ALMOST MOANED YASSSSS TELL ME DADDY HOLY SHITTTTT

👀👀👀👀 Still not a kita simp ✌️✌️🤏✌️

Okay Kita deserves the best tho I mean okay he went there as a y/n mom's plan but he did ended up helping alot... Especially cause he knows no matter what y/n heart will always be suna's and pls give Kita the best ending possible cause he deserves someone who will trully love him and show him the world cause mah boy deserves it

*breaths in breaths out* i hated this scene- not in a bad way but shit i hate rejections... To the point im kinda afraid of confessing now cause i despise the feeling of being rejected... The best i can descrive it it like this coldness in your chest that descends your whole body and then you feel frozen in place.. Thats how it feels for me I hate it I absolutely despise it- its also the feeling i have when in a really bad situation and ugh...

The suna part made. Me feel this no matter how many times i reread it the feeling doesnt lessen it keeps being there cause (okay you probably are tired already of me saying this but) Suki I feel like I cant put it in words how much of a fucking good of a writer you are. Ill go ahead and say you are by far my favorite writer the fact i always feel so engaged and the fact i always feel like im there its just- it blows my mind.

I felt like suna was personally rejecting me and i hated it- i swear the moment he said prove it I almost screamed HOW? My brain had to take a moment to just slap me and say: 'kya you reading this is not happening chill-' cause i was already sobbing uncontrollably... I even whimpered the dont leave me 😬 my sadass went to bed feeling so sad thanks to suna... Man i wanted so much to hug him and i swear i would give him as much love as he gave y/n cause well i kin suna alot in this series cause im like that im a giver i treat others the way i would like to be treated (reason why ive been down lately ✌️) and i cant blame suna for finally setting boundaries- his call tho 'do i not stand a chance with you anymore y/n? Are you really not capable of falling in love with me?".... Oh suna... We are in love with you.. We always were we're just fucking stupid 😩

Also mari pls go jump off a cliff <3 youre in need dear cause sleeping with other man just to separate suna and y/n <3 i want so much to punch her 🙂🙃

Now for the love letter part (im so sorry for this being so long ✌️)

You said that if we asked suna he woukd say that he genuinely loved mari okay... Ill go ahead and say yes he liked mari he even learned how to love her and he genuinely cared for her BUT and heres where my personal view comes in so maybe ill be biased here still for me that was just a he loves her as in he cares you also love your friends and care for them but he didnt love her- and by this I mean- he could never be fully committed for her. Yes he loved her and he felt happy with her but like track 7 proved everything he would do in the back of his mind was y/n he deeply wished Mari was her and for that he just loved Mari cause he learned how to care about her- but he never forgot who he trully was in love it. Also the happiness he experienced with Mari was pretty much the one I experienced the bliss of having someone there and that bliss also made suna turn a blind eye to all the red flags from Mari cause to him all the jealousy meant she cared and thats toxic but suna was so desperate for some sort of 'she cares' that even all the possessiveness was bliss for him... And that makes my heart clench for suna...

'suna had to put an effort for the relationship' and saddly i feel like mari didnt... Mari didnt care mari was there because she was a fangirl of suna and got lucky, the way she just discarded him so effortlessly that proved-screamed how much she loved him- she didnt. She was just possessive over him she liked the whole 'hes mine' dynamic and suna was the perfect boyfriend cause he was giving her the world... What he wanted someone to do for him.

Also yeah suna and y/n might have been spurred from them being fuck buddies but well love doesnt really have an agenda- they just clicked, understood each other and had chemistry yeah they had tons and tons of sex but feelings started not because of sex but thanks to their deep connection... Also that dsncing scene in track 7 that alone spoke for their whole relationship- that alone is enough to defend their feelings for each other- yes it might jave started just as fuck buddies but ended up in them loving each other deeply and that is enough love after all doesnt need a perfect start. It can start out of the most stupid ways.

You said life with excitement and fun wouldn't be permanent or real.. Honestly i think it could be.. Cause i mean when you love someone that deeply your life always feels exciting even with the littlest things and that the purest kind of love. Even just going for a walk at the beach would be fun for them or even staying up watching movies i believe suna and y/n would always find a way to make their lofe exciting without much effort.

Also it kinda makes me. Sad when i see some anon saying that y/n and suna relationship are toxic? It makes me. Confused maybe because I was in such extremely toxic one (girl i sweat if you search for toxic relationship my ex's face will be there as an example 🙄) that Mari to me screams toxic! Possessive, manipulative, jealous and a few more if I think closely about it while with y/n and suna they are just two idiots that are hurting each other cause they're just that: idiots one that is afraid to get hurt and the other that keeps hoping- dont get me wrong what they're doing is not healthy but i dont find it toxic honestly

Sorry for the extreme long rant 8D I tried to keep it short but you always make me so hyped to talk about your works 😩

Hfbfbfhfhfieia

[ from saeren ]

NAHHH CUZ I LOVE TSUMU SO MUCH HERE HE WAS SO PRECIOUS. I didn’t write too much about them in college but Atsumu was so cute when he crushed on YN. he was always sending her memes and cute texts like “have you eaten” “good morning” and she’d feel so awkward because she doesn’t know how to let him down easy without hurting him. either way tsumu would feel hurt. AND YES PLS HE WAS SO SAD I MEAN, HIS CRUSH AND HIS BEST FRIEND NEARLY HAD SEX RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEM SO THAT’S GOING TO HURT

SUNA AND ATSUMU TIED?? tbh I loved that dancing scene bcos suna is one of my faves and I really wanna do that with him hehehhehe. NAHHH PLEASE SAME IF SUNA DANCED WITH ME AND MADE A WEDDING PLAYLIST I’D BE LIKE boy what’re u waiting for let’s get married now !! n yes he said whoever YN will choose in the future will be one lucky guy IM SOBBING RN

naur cuz. there’s something about dating your best friend. I’m not saying a boyfriend wouldn’t know you as well but there’s something different when you’re best friends first. they could literally share eye contact and have a long ass conversation just from that. their connection is different.

HAJKALA AS FOR THE POWER, BR! YN IS A VERY CHARISMATIC AND FRIENDLY PERSON !! she’s like one of those people you meet that not only are they attractive as hell, but they’re also super approachable and down to earth. that’s why she’s so popular + she’s flirty and can make a stranger feel welcome or comfortable in the first meeting. SGSHJAK I WAS ACTUALLY PLANNING TO ADD OIKAWA HERE BUT I WANNA MAKE IT MORE INARIZAKI CENTRED

the seggs scene with kita SOBSSSS he’s such a soft dom IDC he knows where the clit is, he knows how to hit it. he’s a “your pleasure first before mine” type of guy. kita is perfect, PERIODT. HE GIVES DADDY VIBES HUH AHSKAA HE’S SO SWEET YET SEXY IM IN LOVE WITH HIM ISTG IF SUNA WASN’T OUR BEST FRIEND THEN I’D RUN FOR KITA ALL THE TIME. and I agree, kita deserves the best !! and don’t worry, I actually plan on giving kita the best ending, I promise you he’ll be fine (slight spoiler there)

YESSSSS OMG I’VE BEEN REJECTED BEFORE AND THAT’S EXACTLY HOW I FELT, MY BODY WAS SO COLD AND I WAS SO CONFUSED LIKE IT MAKES YOU THINK. am I not good enough, did I do something wrong, do you not wanna give me a chance or try it out but ofc I’d never say that out loud. AND KYAAA AAAH IM YOUR FAVORITE WRITER??? NO CUZ YOU’RE GOING TO MAKE ME CRY. I remember ur asks way back reckless era and you used to tell me that my writing made you picture the scenes easily and you felt you were there in that moment and I’m just so grateful thank you so much <33

NO BCOS WHEN SUNA SAID “prove it” I was like. this is it. that’s his hot boy shit moment. man’s has had enough of being thrown from one toxic relationship to another and he also deserves his good moments yknow. and you kin suna here?? BESTIE IM SORRY TO HEAR THAT, SUNA’S BEEN THROUGH A LOT HERE AHSJAKA. that’s true about suna tho !! he’s definitely affectionate + a giver. he’s happy being the one who gives most of the time but he’s a human as well, ofc he’d want to receive the same amount of love back. ALSO HIS PHONE CALLLLLL ugh tbh that part was the one that made me the saddest bcos he’s just. he wants to know if there’s really no more chance. all this time he never gave up. but he’s also tired so if yn says ‘no more’ then he’ll give up. its his way of respecting himself too ahsjaka

YOOOOO I AGREE WITH THAT. he cares for mari as a person but not 100% as a lover. but ofc he’s still thankful for how happy she made him because she was there at his worst. and that’s true, deep down suna still wishes that it was YN who’s right beside him. he will always ALWAYS want her back. he learned how to love mari in a way that was more out of mutual care but not in the way he loves YN. no that’s reserved only for YN – she will remain no 1 in his heart. AND YESSSSS the reason why suna overlooked the red flags was bcos to him, its something that was supposed to be “normal” like no perfect partner existed. he thought mari’s attitude of pushing YN away was normal, and its normal to want your partner’s best friend keep some distance but not to the point of mari’s place where she literally wants the two of them to cut each other out of their lives.

and aww I’m so happy that you realized how I wanted to portray suna and yn’s relationship. they’re….like the definition of youth in its freest form. they were fucking around and doing stupid things, but they had a connection. they had something deeper than just sexual intimacy. even if they never dated or even if YN never proposed the idea of it, they would’ve actually been still great friends. and oooh I actually don’t remember saying life with excitement and fun wouldn’t be real HAHAHAHA so I can’t comment further on that. but I think when I ‘said’ those I probably meant that it’s not always going to be all rainbows and unicorns in a relationship. there’s no such thing as a relationship that’s always happy and sweet 24/7, but ofc it can be sweet and it can be pure even with the little things <33 they just need to work on it.

hmmm tbhhhh… suna and yn are toxic in a way that they refuse to let each other go when they clearly can’t meet halfway. toxic doesn’t have to be limited in just being mari-like in which they are possessive or manipulative, because then if we’d drive deeper into yn’s personality, then she’d be stringing suna all along and that’s unfair of her. she knows suna wants more and yet she remained being friends with him, which totally isn’t a bad thing, but it’s because she keeps flirting with him and is so romantically comfortable with him that she doesn’t realize it’s hurting suna because he’ll give double meanings to that. their relationship is ‘toxic’ because they’re not entirely good for each other, they’re not that ready to be with one another yet and neither is the world letting them be in peace, so forcing their relationship to a point they’re hurting another is the toxic part.

[ from @kyriaan ]

Ah also not me feeling all proud and mushy cause my analysis made you mind blown fjfbdnsjdkpa 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 I guess its also because i see this story as a really big mirror of my own toxic relationship sonits extremely easy for me to get it... And oh boy the way i kin suna here

But dhdhfjdospdhfbsoa 🥺🥺🥺🥺 i feel happy now *huggles*

[ from saeren ]

and aah yes ofc, I’m really happy whenever someone can see the underlying details I scatter throughout the story !! yeah omg same hahahaha broken records is also half inspired by the toxic people I’ve met. I kin kita here tho and I’m so glad you’re happier now !!

#asks with naoya's trophy wife #series ( broken records )#tw: toxic

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quesselfships · 4 years ago

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It's been a weird 24 hours.

It started earlier this week when a Big Joel video was recommended to me about why A. I. didn't work or some shit. I never saw the movie when it came out and I mostly just remember everyone hating it.

What I didn't know was Jude Law was in this movie and I've got a thing for like Gattaca-to-Sky Captain era Jude Law. So I'm like. Fuck let's watch it. Let's have a snark fest. Let's have fun. And for the record I had a great time so fuck the haters.

Monday I watched Sky Captain and I remembered how gay I was for Franky and also how much I love Dieselpunk.

Tuesday I watched Gattaca and every time I watch that movie I sob. Jerome deserved better and Vincent is an on fire garbage can of a human being.

Wednesday I watched AI. And it's pretty much exactly what I thought. It wasn't as bad as I thought. It was Pinocchio but with Robots. And while I didn't really pay attention to Sky Captain because Franky and Jerome is a project and I think he's gay... I was unbelievably entranced by Gigilo Joe.

Two and a half hour long movie, didn't get any stitching done, read all the fanfic that's available, of which there was really only one worth reading.

Here's my comment on the fic, verbatim: "So here I am. 20 years late to this party. I have work tomorrow and I'll likely be routed around construction and I can't focus on that at 7am on a good day. And here I am at 11:15 pm having read all of this and having my heart strings pulled and feeling so many feels. This is beautiful. This is incredible. I have loved every second of reading this. I want to go back to the beginning and start over. I texted my friends reactions to me reading it. I just. *insert this is beautiful meme*"

I felt pretty smitten if I'm being honest. Over night though, the ethical quandaries I had starting boiling and bubbling.

@ellesselfships, who has been my rock through this process, got the text this morning: "I don't think Joe would be a good idea. Like. He's beautiful and I'd love to give him whatever freedom I could offer but... I don't know if he would have the capacity for feelings. How much of what he does would be pre programming? How much space is there for his neurons to form new connections?"

Her counter point was essentially ya but what if😏.

Which, I mean, valid.

I just had ethical questions. I've never bonded to an android before. The programs from the Matrix who hung around when I was younger were essentially viruses broken free from their original code, and Icheb is a cyborg which is different.

Luckily. One of my best friends is completing his masters in philosophy, and enjoys ethics.

After my rambling to him, and of course making an I Heart Huckabees joke because Jude Law, he summarized: "If I follow, the worry is that if you rescue, you wouldn't know if affection towards you is genuine, or the result of programming which forces him to act how he thinks would make you most happy?"

He thinks, should I go through with this, explaining things as what I want is for him to be happy. I would grant him whatever freedoms, rights, and protections I could. I know people who know Data the android from Star Trek because my fucking headspace is massive. And should he and I not work out, I'm not going to take these things away from him, his rights as a person are not contingent on how he feels about me, if he can even feel about me. A good example of this is Yondu. We don't click romantically but we're great friends and he has a great, stable trade route he does. He spends time with the littles, he has a home here that I won't take away just because he's not attracted to me.

I can only assume, without looking at it, his programming is, well, programmed to make his clients, in this case me, happy. But my happiness is his happiness, so he would have to make choices and decisions for himself. And I'd probably ask Reg if he could convince La Forge and Data to spare a few days for this.

It still feels strange because what are emotions if not a series of codes in your brain? How can I ever know his feelings are feelings and not an extension of preprogrammed scenarios, given his line of work. But how do I know that about Kylo, for example. Sitting beside me, being extremely gentle with me because of how my period triggers me. I have to trust him. In that what he is saying is correct.

If I don't extend that to an android, is that not just... Bigotry? Is it a lie if it's preprogrammed? I guess that's the determinism argument too. Is anything free will?

I've read enough android fucker fic (Detroit Become Human is really, and I mean really, popular in the watersports tag in Ao3 for reasons I can't explain) to know that a lot of people don't see a difference between biological neurochemicals and programmed ones.

I don't want to hurt him. A lot of humans have. The end of the movie doesn't really tie up his story but I can assume it's not pretty. AI dealt with a lot of heavy themes people forget about and I don't think I'm wrong to compare it most plainly not with Pinocchio, but with the Matrix short film The Second Renaissance which to this day haunts me. I'll never forget the robot screaming "I'm real."

(turns out I can't find a good gif for this scene because like. It's pretty fucking violent and I don't know how to do cuts on mobile sorry)

The worst part of headspace stuff is for things like this, where I feel like if I just decide to reach out all this is just bullshit. Like more than it already is lol. I just don't want to do wrong by my people. Because these experiences are more than me being lonely or a fangirl, or desperate. I know it's hard for people who don't do this to understand but just like that robot screaming I'm real, so are they, in their own way.

#self shipping #long post

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marvel-wlw · 5 years ago

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Another Universe (8/?)

Natasha Romanoff x Reader

Requested by @liarafan517

Request: Pt.1 Alright, I know part 7 of Another universe isn’t posted yet but I would like to request part 8. It will have Infinity War spoilers, so here we go. It takes place during the Infinity War movie where Sara, Wanda, Pietro, and Vision are in Edinburgh, Scotland on a vacation and inside a hotel room where Sara and Wanda are staying at, Sara had a premonition about the Black Order arriving at Edinburgh to retrieve the mind stone and it really shook her, which caught Wanda’s attention as she -

Pt.2 quickly went to Sara’s side asking what’s wrong and Sara told her about the vision and she’s feeling scared because she has no idea what’s going to happened since she and (Y/N) never saw the movie, and Wanda gently uses her powers to look inside Sara’s mind before comforting her before they share a tender kiss. Later on, Sara, Wanda, Pietro, and Vision were walking down the street at night having a great time until Sara’s face became pale when she saw the news about the attack in New-

Pt.3 York and realized that the Black Order is coming for them. Then Sara’s spider sense kicked in and she quickly looked around before seeing Corvus Glaive attempting to stab Vision and she quickly saves Vision by using her web shooters and pull him away to safety until Proxima Midnight knocked Sara away, sending her crashing through the window much to Wanda’s shock. Wanda angrily retaliates by attacking the Black Order as did Pietro. Sara recovered quickly as she helped Vision-

Pt.4 fight against Corvus Glaive while the Maximoff twins fought against Proxima Midnight. The battle was intense as Sara protects Vision while Corvus Glaive demands that she surrender the mind stone and in return, he’ll let Wanda live but Sara basically flipped him off while saying, “Fuck you!” She kept fighting him until Corvus Glaive manages to injure Sara by stabbing her in the shoulder, causing Sara to let out a painful scream which grabs Wanda’s attention and she quickly went to save her.-

Pt.5 Then we skip to the scene where Sara stood protectively in front of Vision and the Maximoff twins and she was telling Wanda and Pietro to take Vision and escape while she will hold the Black Order off but Wanda refuses to leave her side saying, “You asked me to stay. I’m staying.” Then they were saved by Steve, (Y/N), Nat, and Sam as they fought the Black Order members until they were forced to retreat. Then the team head back to the Compound where they reunite with Bruce.-

Pt.6 (Y/N) smiled happily and she gave Bruce a hug while Sara looked so excited due to the fact that she finally meets the Hulk for the first time. Bruce sees Sara with a confused expression before asking who she was before (Y/N) introduced her sister to him and Bruce was like, “Wait, what? You actually have a sister who can copy anyone’s powers?” (Y/N) replied with a shrug. “Yep. And she fangirls a lot. Just letting you know.” And Sara replies, “You know you love it when I fangirl a lot, sis.”-

Pt.7 with a playful smirk, which causes everyone to laugh. Then we skip ahead where they talk about Vision’s mind stone, and Vision suggested that (Y/N) should destroy it since her powers are powerful enough to destroy the stone but (Y/N) refused to do it because it would mean that Vision will be killed. And she cares about Vision and values the friendship between them. Then Sara suggested going to Wakanda, thinking that Shuri will be able to help him. Then we skip to battle of Wakanda-

Pt.8 where (Y/N) and Sara stay behind to protect Vision while Shuri works on removing the mind stone while the rest of the team fight in the battlefield. Then when the battle becomes to intense, (Y/N) told Sara to help the rest of the team in the battlefield which cause Sara to reluctantly leave her sister’s side and went to help the others. Then Proxima Midnight signals Corvus Glaive to attack Vision but (Y/N) intervened as she fought against him in the forest, desperately trying to-

Pt.9 protect Vision. Sara tried head over to (Y/N’s) location but she was knocked away by Proxima Midnight who told her that she will die like her sister, alone. But Nat told her that Sara’s not alone while Wanda angrily told Proxima Midnight, “Hands off.” Then Nat, Wanda, and Okoye fought against Proxima Midnight until Wanda manages to kill her while Sara smirked and said, “That’s my girl.” before kissing Wanda and leaves to help (Y/N). But on her way, Sara noticed Bruce was having-

Pt.10 was having a hard time fighting against Cull Obsidian and decides to help him out by duplicating Bruce’s superpowers and transforms into “She-Hulk” and kicked Cull Obsidian’s ass while Bruce looked all surprised and shocked at the sight and was like, “Okay… What?” And the hulked out Sara looked at Bruce and said with a playful smirk, “Are you gonna help me or not, puny Banner.” Then Bruce snaps out of it and helps her kill Cull Obsidian before Sara turns back to normal and went to help-

Pt.11 her sister. (Y/N) fought against Corvus until she managed to kill him but then Thanos finally arrived in Wakanda and Vision pleaded (Y/N) to destroy the Mind Stone before Thanos can get to them while (Y/N) tearfully told Vision that she can’t make this choice but Vision told her that she’s the only one who can because Vision trusts (Y/N) to do the right thing, even if it meant killing him. (Y/N) reluctantly agreed to destroy the mind stone as she gave Vision one last hug before-

Pt.12 telling Vision that she was glad that she met and befriended him and Vision told her that he was happy to have (Y/N) as his family. Then (Y/N) tearfully use her powers to destroy the mind stone while the rest of the team holds off Thanos. But Thanos used the Time stone to recover the Mind Stone and kill Vision again, (Y/N) and Sara fought against him in anger while trying so hard to remove the Infinity Gauntlet. But Thanos manages to knock them away and he started beating Sara brutally-

Pt.13 when she attempted to grab the gauntlet again, much to Wanda’s shock. (Y/N) attempted to save her sister but Thanos punched her really hard, greatly injuring her until Thor arrived and saved both of them from Thanos. But when Thanos snapped his fingers and wiped out half of the Universe (Wanda’s still alive in this story, just letting you know.) which (Y/N) watched with a horrified expression before she let out a painful scream in despair, watching some of her friends turning into ashes.-

Pt.14 Nat quickly went to (Y/N) side before pulling her into a tight hug as (Y/N) cried her heart out while Nat comfort her with soothing kisses. Wanda tearfully went to Sara’s side and she was relieved to see her still alive while Sara tearfully apologizes to Wanda for not being able to stop Thanos from killing Vision and she painfully started sobbing, which caused Wanda to hug her while being mindful of Sara’s injuries, comforting her while kissing her tenderly. Sorry, it’s so long. :(

Part one Part two Part three Part four Part five Part six Part seven

Disclaimer: I don’t own any of the characters, they belong to Marvel.

Tag list: @casey-anne-j @pharaoh-of-time-and-space @morbid-gaymer@geekycatlover @rainydaysrnevergrey @natalia-helena-alianova-romanov @alphalesbianwolf @dancurse @autumnjackson4 @1-danid

Natasha tag list: @liarafan517 @5aftermidnight @natxhiddles @stop-drop-and-drumroll

A/N: I hope you guys like it! :) I used google translate so I’m sorry if it’s incorrect.

moya lyubov’ = my love

Wanda and Sara have been talking about going to Scotland for some time now and they were finally there. Of course when Pietro found out they were going to Scotland he had to go, which Sara didn’t mind. Vision had also joined them.

After they were in Edinburgh for a few days, Wanda and Sara were in their hotel room when it happened. Sara was sitting on the bed when she had a premonition about the Black Order showing up.

Wanda looked over at Sara and saw the fear in her eyes, she quickly ran over to her. “Sara, love? What’s going on?” Wanda cupped Sara’s face, she ran her thumbs over her cheeks.

“I-I...” Sara blinked, she looked into Wanda’s eyes. “Something bad is going to happen Wanda... the Black Order is coming to retrieve the mind stone. I’m really scared Wanda, I have not idea what’s going to happen... (Y/N) and I never seen the movie back on our universe and I-”

Wanda gently used her powers to look inside Sara’s mind to see what she saw. When she did it scared her too, but right now her priority was to comfort Sara. “Shhh, it’s going to be okay my love, we’ll figure it out.” Wanda wrapped her arms around her, holding her close. She rubbed calming circles on Sara’s back, she then pulled her into a tender kiss.

xxxxx

A few nights later they had decided to walk down the street, everyone was having a great time. Wanda and Sara were holding hands as they were walking, Pietro was making jokes and Vision was taking everything in.

That was until Sara saw the news about the attack in New York, her face paled. She realized the Black Order was coming for them a lot faster than she thought. Suddenly her spider sense kicked in, she turned around and saw Corvus Glaive trying to stab Vision.

Sara quickly use her web shooters to pull Vision away from Corvus Glaive and to safety. At least she thought. Proxima Midnight showed up and Knocked Sara away, sending her crashing through a window.

Wanda’s eyes widened before she looked at Proxima Midnight, her eyes glowing red. She started attacking the Black Order, no one hurts the love of her life. Pietro was right by his sisters side.

It didn’t take long for Sara to recover, she moved to help Vision as he was fighting against Corvus Glaive. Sara quickly looked over at Wanda and Pietro to see them both fighting Proxima Midnight.

Sara did everything she could to protect Vision. Corvus Glaive looks at her. “Surrender the mind stone and in return I’ll let the girl live.”

Sara growled, she flipped him off. “Fuck you!” With that she kept fighting with everything she had.

During the fight Corvus Glaive managed to stab Sara in the shoulder. Sara clenched her jaw trying to keep herself from screaming but it didn’t work, she let out a painful scream. Wanda heard Sara scream, she quickly went to save her.

The fighting went on for what felt like forever. Now Sara was standing protectively in front of Wanda, Pietro, and Vision. “Wanda, Pietro, you both need to take Vision and get out of here. I’ll hold them off.”

“What? No!” Wanda shook her head. She wasn’t going to leave Sara’s side. “You asked me to stay. I’m staying.”

Suddenly Steve, Natasha, you and Sam showed up. You growled as you fought the Black Order. The four of you had knocked down Corvus Glaive and Proxima Midnight.

Natasha glared at them. “We don’t want to kill you but we will.” You appeared next to her, eyes glowing blue and blue energy glowing around your fingers. With that they both retreat.

When they were gone you sight, your eyes went back to their normal color. You quickly ran over to Sara, Wanda, Pietro, and Vision. “Come on, we need to get out of here.” You helped Sara to the quinjet, Natasha right by your side and Wanda right by Sara.

xxxxx

The quinjet landed at the Avengers compound. You all walk in and see Bruce, you smiled and went to give him a hug. When you pulled away from the hug you looked over at Sara and could see how excited she was.

Bruce looked at you after he noticed Sara, he gave you a confused look. “Who is she?”

“That’s Sara, she’s my sister.” You smiled. You also told him about her powers.

“Wait, what?” Bruce looked at you with wide eyes. “You actually have a sister who can copy anyone’s powers?”

You shrug. “Yep. And she fangirls a lot, just letting you know.”

“You know you love it when I fangirl a lot, sis.” Sara gave you a playful smirk which caused you to roll your eyes. Everyone laughed.

xxxxx

After Sara met Bruce everyone started talking about what to do about Vision’s mind stone. Natasha was by your side, she took your hand in hers and linked her fingers with yours. You looked up at her, you snuggled into her side.

“Everything is going to be okay baby.” Natasha whispered before she kissed your forehead.

“I have a suggestion.” Vision suddenly said. Everyone looked at him. “What if (Y/N) destroys the mind stone? Her powers are powerful enough to destroy it.”

You eyes widened. “What? That means you’ll be killed, I won’t do that!” You shook your head. Just at the thought of doing that hurt, you care about Vision and value the friendship you two have.

“Maybe we could go to Wakanda sis?” Sara said. “Maybe Shuri could help Vision.”

You thought about what she said and you had to agree if anyone could help Vision with the mind stone it would be Shuri.

xxxxx

Everyone was on the quinjet to Wakanda. You moved away from everyone so you could sit by yourself. Sitting down you sighed, you placed your head in your hands. You had no idea what was going to happen, not knowing really scared you.

Natasha frowned when she saw you sitting by yourself, she walked over to you. When she sat down next to you she wrapped her arms around you, pulling you into her.

“What’s going through your mind babe?” Natasha kissed the top of your head. “Talk to me moya lyubov’.”

You removed your head from your hands, you looked up at her. “I don’t know what’s going to happen... I don’t know how we can get through this... Nat I...” You look away her.

“Hey.” Natasha softly says, she raised her hand up and hooked her finger under you chin. She lifts your chin up so you were looking at her. “We’ll get through it baby, together.” She gave you a loving smile.

Seeing Natasha smile you couldn’t help but smile as well. “I don’t know what I would do without you.” You leaned forward, capturing her lips in a loving kiss.

xxxxx

When the quinjet landed and everyone walked off you had saw T'Challa and Bucky you couldn’t help but smile. Bucky had pulled you into a tight hug before going over to Steve.

Now you and Sara stayed behind to protect Vision and Shuri while she works on removing the mind stone while the rest of the team fight on the battlefield. You looked out the window and saw the the fight was getting really intense.

You turned to Sara. “Sara, go help the rest of the team.”

“But what about you sis?” Sara looked at you with wide eyes. “I’m not going to leave you.”

You gave her a smile smile. “I’ll be fine, go the team needs you.”

Sara didn’t want to leave your side but she reluctantly leaves to go help the others.

A little bit after Sara left you turned around just in time to see Corvus Glaive about to attack you but Vision attacks him, they both fall out of the window.

“Vision!” You scream before going after them. You use your powers to saftly land on the ground. “Guys we have a problem!” You tell everyone through the comms.

“I’m on my way.” Sara said but before she could move to your location but Proxima Midnight knocked her away.

“You’ll die alone just like her.” Proxima Midnight said.

“She’s not alone.” Natasha stood behind Proxima Midnight.

Wanda stood beside Natasha, he eyes glowing red as she glared at Proxima Midnight. “Hands off.” She growled.

Then Natasha, Wanda, and Okoye fight against Proxima Midnight. Wanda grabbed Proxima Midnight with her powers, she threw her up in the air just in time for Proxima Midnight to get hit by something, killing her.

Sara smirk. “That’s my girl!” She rushed over to Wanda, kissing her before she leaves to go help you.

But on her way she noticed Bruce was having a hard time fighting against Cull Obsidian. She decided to help him out, back when she first met Bruce she was able to copy his powers when they shook hands.

Sara hulked out and started kicking kicked Cull Obsidian’s ass. Bruce watched the fight, he was both surprised and shocked at the same time. “Okay... what?”

Sara looked at him, she had a playful smirk on her face. “Are you gonna help me or not, puny Banner?”

That caused Bruce to snap out of it and help her take care of Cull Obsidian. After Cull Obsidian was taken care of Sara turned back to normal and went to help you.

xxxxx

You fought against Corvus Glaive, you were finally able to kill him. Just as you were about to let out a sigh of relief that was when Thanos arrived.

“(Y/N).” Vision called out to you. You rush over to him “You need to destroy the Mind Stone, it’s the only way. Please before he can get to us.”

Tears rolled down your cheeks, you shook your head. “I can’t Vision.”

Vision grabbed your hand. “You’re the only one who can destroy it. (Y/N) I trust you to do the right thing, even if it meant killing me.”

You didn’t want to do it but it was the only way so you reluctantly agree to destroy the Mind Stone. You gave Vision one last hug. “I’m glad I met and befriended you.”

“I’m happy to have you as my family.” He hugged you back.

You pulled away from the hug before using your powers to destroy the Mind Stone, you couldn’t stop as more tears rolled down your cheeks. While you were doing that the rest of the team holds off Thanos. But Thanos used the Time Stone to recover the Mind Stone and kill Vision again.

“No!” You growl, eyes glowing blue.

You and Sara both start fight against Thanos in anger, you both trying to remove the Infinity Gauntlet. But Thanos managed to knock you both away. Sara quickly got up and tried to grab the gauntlet again, Thanos grabbed her and started beating her brutally.

“Let her go you fucking asshole!” You yelled before running over to Thanos to save Sara but Thanos easily pushed you really hard, greatly injuring you.

Suddenly Thor arrived and saved you both from Thanos. You quickly grabbed Sara and moved away. That was when Thanos snapped his fingers. You watched in horror as you saw some of your friends, your family, turn to ashes. You let out a painful scream.

Natahsa quickly ran over to you, she knelt beside you and pulled you into a tightly hug. You hugged her back tightly, nuzzling your face into her neck as you cried. Natasha placed soothing kisses on the top of your head.

Wanda tearfully went to Sara’s side, she was relieved to see that Sara was still alive. Wanda knelt down in front of Sara, she raised her hand, cupping Sara’s cheek.

“I’m so sorry Wanda.” Sara tearfully apologizes to her. “I’m sorry I couldn’t stop Thanos from killing Vision.” That was when Sara started sobbing.

Wanda hugged Sara, she was also being mindful of Sara’s injuries. “Shh it’s okay my love, I’m right here. Everything is going to be okay, we’ll figure out a way to get everyone back.” Wanda kissed Sara tenderly.

Everyone didn’t know what they were going to do or how they were going to fix this but they all knew there was a way and they were going to do everything the can to fix what happened.

#natasha romanoff imagine #natasha romanoff x reader #avengers imagine #marvel imagine

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mxsinistir · 5 years ago

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Reasons I loved Spiderman: Far From Home (spoilers!!)

Super Strength - With Tom Holland playing Spiderman as a cute high school kid who’s kind of confused, it’s easy to forget just how powerful Spiderman is as a hero. But that tower scene? LEGENDARY. I nearly screamed in the movie theatre whenever they showed that? Not to mention the lock, the seatbelt, etc. Just casual strength that made his identity harder to hide. I’m glad they didn’t just show his strength when it was convenient to the action plot.

Betrayal written right - think about all the Marvel movies, and try and think of one that had a really good betrayal aspect. Iron Man 1 tried, but I don’t even remember the guy’s name. Loki was kind of constantly betraying Thor so there were no surprises. Bucky had betrayed Steve against his will. But Mysterio outright got Peter - a naive and loveable kid - to trust him enough to declare him the next Iron Man. And it felt like a real betrayal to everyone when we (and Peter) found out.

Hero at fault - continuing on from the last point, I loved the fact that the conflict happened because of Peter’s actions. I loved that so much. Because he had to own up to his own faults (aka his naivety and trusting towards everyone), and honestly I can’t even explain how much he obviously grew as a character in one movie.

Rock Bottom - oh god, seeing Peter tortured like that. Whenever he sees Happy and just breaks down on the plane. I nearly cried right there, not gonna lie. He just looked so tired and hurt and sad and confused and-- he looked like he was in too much pain for any kid to be going through.

MJ x Peter Kiss! - I love the fact that MJ’s first kiss wasn’t a sudden french kiss or long head tilt. It was a literal peck. I loved that because you know what? They’re teenagers, and of course, Peter would have a cringey plan to win his girl. Of course, they don’t suddenly know how to kiss and make out. I love it because it all felt so real and funny and light. It was a defining part of Peter’s character without dominating his own storyline. They just executing their romance so well.

Gentle Love Triangle! - I was mad because I thought they were going to shove this plotline down our throats. But they didn’t! They ended up keeping the focus on Peter and MJ and their chemistry, not MJ and Brad’s opposing chemistry. I really liked that a lot . It seemed a lot more natural.

Fear of Confusion / Illusion Scene - That scene where Peter is overwhelmed by the illusions is so goddamn scary. I openly admit that I am scared of confusion, and watching that scene nearly gave me a panic attack on the spot. I was watching it an XD Theater, and the surround sound nearly had me shaking and sobbing on the floor. It as so scary and overwhelming and made you feel so bad for the kid that’s trapped in it. it was written beautifully.

Spider-Sense / Peter Tingle - I love that they didn’t make it so much of a power, but rather a “Sixth sense”. And Peter had to actually focus to use it. And he used it so cleverly in the second illusion scene!!! I was so happy to see him learning how to adapt and evolve his skills!!!! That’s great character development!!!

Scientific Explanation - Whenever my friend and I watched the trailer for FFH, she groaned and said “Great, there’s magic? it’s turning into DC!!!” (We both laughed at that but knew we were gonna see the movie anyway). It got worse whenever I heard Mysterio was from an alternate dimension. “Great, Marvel timelines and universes are both super messy now!!!”. But wait, it’s not!!! They explained it with science because it’s a Spiderman / Iron Man movie. It’s about science, and how it can be used for scary things.

Peter being smart! - I always feel guilty for constantly forgetting that Peter Parker is a genius. Like, Tony Stark levels of raw intelligence. And they portrayed that so well! And he’s still a kind and compassionate boi! Like whenever he was making the suit? Brilliant. Whenever he was using his webs to bring down the drones bc he doesn’t have harmful weapons? Masterful to his character. He’s like a better version of Tony Stark because he was raised right (I love Tony to death but I’m not gonna pretend he was a model 16-year-old).

Tony Starks; presence in the movie - They kept Tony in the movie so subtly and beautifully. Like, the moments with Peter and Happy. E.D.I.T.H. Mentioning him with Mysterio. Peter’s new character arc. I love how the world hasn’t forgotten him. he is still making such an impact on everyone - whether that impact is good or bad is up to the person.

Peter becoming Iron Man / following his path - There’s way more to my analysis on this than I can sum up in a paragraph, so I’m gonna write a longer version of this and link it. But basically, I think we’re going to watch Peter follow a very similar journey to the one of Tony Stark. The writers are going to completely break him in order to turn him into a hero of the likes of Iron Man.

Stealth Suit - This one isn’t as deep as the others. I just love the suit. it looks so cool.

Happy Hoggan - Cool Uncle figure? I don’t like how he and May are in a relationship but I’m fine with it. I love how Happy sees a little bit of Tony in Peter, just like how Peter sees Tony wherever he goes. He’s just such a great supporting character.

The Teachers - No reason in particular. No deep ones anyway. i just thought they were hilarious and reminded me of multiple of my teachers.

The ending - Definitely going to write a longer analysis on this. I hated the ending, of course, because what do you mean our boy is a bad guy? We know he’s innocent and that’s what’s frustrating. But it’s well written. It’s going to hurt Peter. I hate the writers for that but it’s so masterful to do that.

Peter in general - his motivations, his story arc, his new character development. Writing an analysis on him later maybe. I love him so much. I ‘m not a massive fangirl of the actor himself (though I still love Tom, ngl), he adds such a depth to Peter’s character portrayal. There isn’t a single moment in this movie where I’m not just totally in love with this adorable boy of a brilliant character.

#spider-man far from home #sm:ffh #ffh #peter parker #tom holland #marvel mcu #mcu

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starrystarrybabe · 6 years ago

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Speakeasy Nights (BoRhap Boys x Reader Mob!AU) CHAPTER TWO

Rated R once again, because this series will be chock-full of smut. I saw what a good response the last chapter got, so I decided to write another chapter.

DISCLAIMER: I did not create this AU all on my own. It is inspired by the AU created by @borhap-socials, @deakydeakydeaky, and @i-the-fangirl. I have permission to do what I want with it, and I am not copying ideas. Only writing things inspired by previous AU’s.

This chapter will deal more with Atropos’ backstory, and begin to delve into the relationship between her and the female gang, Olympus.

Names:

Death- Rami

Conquest- Gwilym

War- Ben

Famine- Joe

Silence- Allen

Hera- Lucy

Eris- Priya

Atropos- (y/n)

CHAPTER TWO

You wake up to the smell of coffee being brewed and stale cigarette smoke. Looking around the spacious room, you instantly recognize it as Famine’s guest bedroom. You’ve woken up here after a rowdy night many times before, and this is nothing new to you.

Sitting up and wincing, you let your silk robe fall off your shoulders. In the mirror across from you, scratches and bruises are highly visible on your hips and as you stand up, you see scratch marks on your back and ass.

Smiling at the sight, you move to re-tie the robe around your waist, slipping on a pair of slippers and running a finger through your hair. You love the feeling of being raw and sore, because one of your favorite things in the world is letting your lovely boys have their way with you.

They’ve been this way with you since they first met you, many years ago. You partially trained them to be as deadly as they are, since you yourself were trained by the old gang that used to rule the area.

You run away from your home, sobbing and screaming for help. Your parents have just been murdered by a rival gang, and you would’ve been killed too if you hadn’t run away from the men who killed them. The streets of Brooklyn are dangerous this time of night, especially for a little girl in a thin nightgown, since you’ll be killed by the cold if not by a man.

You run down an alleyway, and bump into someone’s legs, falling down with a thud, and landing in a puddle. Whimpering, you stand up and look down, the occasional sniffle coming out of your body.

“Watch where you’re going, kid. You shouldn’t be here anyways. It’s dangerous for a young girl like you this late out here,” a voice scolds you.

“I-I’m s-sorry, sir. I d-didn’t mean to knock into you.” Your voice is meak and quiet.

The man leans down with a sigh, tipping your chin up. You blink away tears and face a man with wild brown curls and gentle eyes. “What happened to you, love? No little girl just ends up on the streets in her nightgown without a good reason.”

“A m-man shot my mommy and daddy.” You try to hold back tears. “I don’t know what to do. I’m scared, sir.”

The man is joined by a foreign-looking fellow in a fur coat you could’ve sworn your mother wore, a blonde man with blue eyes and a patterned suit, and a man whose hair is like a puffy cloud around his face. He looks up at them.

“Prenter’s men killed her parents.” He looks back down at you. “The man had a moustache and bangs, correct?”

You nod, and the rest of the men are visibly agitated. Obviously this is not the first time they’ve dealt with the man who killed your mommy and daddy.

The foreign-looking one leans down and smiles at you. “Would you mind telling us where your house is, darling? We’ve been meaning to get rid of the man who hurt your family.”

You point down the street. “I-I think it’s two blocks away. I was running and I lost track.”

The group of men stand up, and the one with the puffy hair kneels down to pick you up. “I won’t hurt you, alright? None of us will. Right now, we’re going to take care of that bad man. You can stay with us for now, alright?”

You know that you can trust these men. You feel good about it, so you nod and let him hold you, closing your eyes.

They bring you to a car and you are seated on the man’s lap as the whole group of men fill in. They load their guns and start up the car, and you look at the weapons curiously. The man next to you-- the blonde one-- smiles at you and you look at him curiously.

“Do you want to learn how to use a gun, love?” he asks you.

You don’t want to see anyone use it against anyone else you love ever again, but now that your parents are gone… well, you guess that you don’t really love anyone anymore. You nod. “Yes, sir.”

He chuckles and ruffles your hair. “Just call me Roger, love.” He shows you how to use the gun, and how to aim it, and you nod, following his instructions, and doing it once more on your own.

“Good job… what’s your name, love?” Roger praises you before realizing he does not know your name.

“(y/n) (l/n), Mr. Roger.” You respond a little louder, smiling slightly. You like these men.

“That’s a beautiful name, (y/n). You’re sitting on John’s lap, but we just call him Deaky. The one in the fur coat is Freddie, and the one you first ran into is Brian.” Roger guides you through everyone’s names, and you smile.

“Hello, everyone!” you wave happily at them. “Thank you for saving me.”

You retract your statement about not loving anyone anymore. These men could be the new people whom you hold near and dear to your heart.

You walk into Joe’s kitchen, where he’s making breakfast for you, and already has a cup of coffee ready. Sitting at the kitchen table, you smile at him.

“Sleep well, (y/n)?” Joe asks, finishing the eggs and putting them on two plates.

“Very. Who knew three hours of vigorous sex could be that exhausting?” You sip your coffee and smile as he brings you a plate of scrambled eggs. “Thank you, darling.”

Joe smiles and sits down next to you with his own coffee and eggs. “It’s no problem, (y/n). I’m more than happy to take care of you after a long, hard night.”

You smile and lean back. “Did you have fun last night?”

He nods, sipping his coffee. “I did, but I would have much preferred having you to myself. There’s nothing wrong with sharing you, and it was very arousing watching you get used by all of us, but what can I say? I’m a guy more partial towards one on one sex.”

You shrug. “Well, we can’t always get what we want, can we, Joe?”

You sit in the backseat of the car as the men enter the building where the murderers are, and fiddle with the gun they gave you, liking the sound of the bullets rattling inside the barrel. You’re bored, and almost falling asleep when you hear someone open the car door and drag you outside.

Scared, you look up at the man, and recognize him as the one who killed your mommy and daddy. You begin kicking and hitting, but you’re a tiny thing, and you have practically no impact on the man.

“Stop it! Stop! Please, stop!” You beg the man, but he throws you against a brick wall, smirking. You can feel yourself becoming dizzy from the impact, and when you touch your wound, you feel wetness. As you pull away your fingers, you see blood on them. Slowly, you look up at this awful man.

“You’re a sneaky little one, aren’t you? Didn’t stay put like a good girl and wait to join your parents.” The man’s Irish accent sneers at you, and he puts his hands on his hips. You shakily raise your gun at him, and he just laughs at you. “Do you really think that a little girl like you can hurt me? You’re cute, but that won’t wo--”

He’s cut off by you pulling the trigger and falls down, pressing a hand to his chest wound, which is bleeding profusely. He looks at you in horror, but you don’t notice, because you’re in a state of shock.

You just shot a man. That was a new experience, and not as horrible as you thought it would be. Granted, he was a very bad man, but this was still very new to you. You’re not sure how to react.

You don’t notice as Freddie runs over to you, and surveys the scene. He inspects you, and feels your injury, and tries to get your attention. After five minutes, you respond.

“(y/n), darling, please! Answer me!” Freddie begs you, cupping your cheeks.

You blink at him and look to Paul. “I hurt him.”

Freddie nods. “You did. But darling, he hurt you first. He killed your family. He deserved it.”

Brian runs over and checks you, seeing your injury. “We need to get her to Miami, now. He can fix her up. (y/n), can you hear me?”

You turn to face Brian. “I shot him.”

“Yes, love. You did. I’m very proud of you. Now, let’s get you safe and patch you up.”

You don’t remember the rest of the ride back, and when you wake up, you find adoption papers on your bedside table, proclaiming your new legal guardians to be Brian and Anita May.

Joe smiles and laughs sadly. “I guess we can’t always get what we want.”

You hear a knock on the door, and Joe stands up to open it. Allen walks inside, and you wave at him. He waves back weakly, and you smile.

“Hello, Allen. When are we dropping off the body?”

“In two hours, (y/n),” he responds, quietly sitting next to you.

“Two hours? I should start drawing a bath now, then. I still smell like sex.” You stand up and finish your coffee. “Thank you for the breakfast, Joe. It was delicious.”

He smiles at you. “You’re welcome. Have a nice bath.”

You blow him a kiss and walk off to take a nice, warm bath.

That night, you all convene in Death’s house, and as you make your way to the meeting room, you’re stopped by two very surprising faces: Hera and Eris. With a frown, you make your way over to them.

“I must say, I wasn’t expecting to see you two here. Did Death invite you here for business, or are you here because you plan on trying to cheat my boys out of profit?” you comment, looking over the two women.

Hera raises a brow. “We’re here for business, Atropos. I have no idea why you think I’d try to cheat Death.”

Eris shakes her head. “You’re far too distrusting, Atropos. You can trust us. Why would we lie to you? You’re too smart for us to pull that off.”

You sip your champagne skeptically. “Hera, you know that if you play your cards correctly, Death will fall to his knees in front of you, and Eris, every time you get caught in a lie you try something more clever. I’m telling you, I won’t fall for it.”

Hera sighs. “Can you trust us for a moment? We trust you. That’s why we offered to let you be part of Olympus. You know, that offer still stands.”

You shake your head. “No. I get that you want to have an all-powerful girl gang, but it will never happen. Hera, you’re far too erratic to plan for the long run, and Eris, you’re not even-tempered and logical enough to stop her from making impulsive decisions. You might be doing well now, but it won’t last and I know it. Now, if you don’t mind, I have to see my boys.”

You walk away, rolling your eyes. They’ll never succeed. You’d know. You grew up in a gang, and when Freddie died, the whole thing fell apart because the dynamics changed too much. You were forced to go into the profession of prostitution to survive, and build yourself from the ground up.

The glory days always fade. The sun always sets on a gang’s glory. If someone was stupid enough not to realize that, then they were doomed to fail.

Hera didn’t realize this, and for that reason, she’d never succeed.

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#starry writes #bohemian rhapsody movie #borhap imagines #ben hardy x reader #gwilym lee x reader #joe mazello x reader #rami malek x reader #queen makes an appearance #smut #not this chapter in particular but in general

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alittlebittersweet · 6 years ago

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my thoughts on avengers: endgame

i finally stopped bursting into tears whenever i think about this movie so i guess it's a good time to write down my thoughts

i was UGLY CRYING when i was watching the movie, especially the last 30 minutes or so, i never cried that much in a cinema, thank god no one was sitting beside me and thank god my mascara is good cause i fully expected to look like a panda when i was heading to the toilets

i was crying that much that i don't even remember some things from the last battle (LIKE STEVE APPARENTLY SCREAMING AVENGERS ASSEMBLE - SERIOUSLY FUCK MY LIFE, I NEED TO WATCH IT AGAIN)

it's been almost a week and i'm still in denial about some things

there were some things i loved, some things i hated and two things that made me go 'wtf'

first of all, time travel. there are two ways you can do it - either a closed loop or alternate timelines

if it's a closed loop and a writer sets firm rules on how it works i'm down. i LOVE it. harry and hermione saving sirius in PoA? still one of my favourite moments in all 7 books, in all of fiction

alternate timelines... yeah i'm not a fan. because it's lazy. you can do whatever because it doesn't change anything in the main timeline, instead it creates many other alternate timelines, the stakes aren't as high and also what do i do knowing that somewhere out there is another steve who knows bucky is alive and hydra thinks he's a nazi????? and another steve who will wake up not knowing that his peggy is with steve from our timeline?????

i'm sure that the russo brothers, markus and mcfeely will be answering questions about the specifics of time travel in this movie for years to come, they will get sick of it soon i'm sure and THAT'S THEIR OWN DAMN FAULT I DON'T PITY THEM

okay so i was prepared for steve to die, and i was also prepared for tony to die, it was either one of them or both

so IMAGINE MY SHOCK AND DISBILIEF WHEN NATASHA SACRIFIED HERSELF

like we all thought she was the safest avenger because of her solo movie

I HAD LIKE 5 MINUTES TO ACCEPT WHAT WAS HAPPENING BETWEEN REALISING SHE AND CLINT ARE GOING AFTER THE SOUL STONE AND HER SACRIFICE

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M STILL IN DENIAL

I STILL CRY WHEN I THINK ABOUT THAT SCENE, IT WAS BEAUTIFULLY SHOT AND THEIR ACTING WAS JUST ON POINT AND I KNOW IT WAS VERY MUCH IN CHARACTER

but it leaves such a bad taste in my mouth because she was the only female avenger in OG6 and we're finally getting her solo movie and not to mention gamora was also fridged the same way (the only female guardian, not now but at the beginning) and she didn't even get a funeral the fuck

from that moment i was in a dazed shock and i kept thinking 'no way she's gonna come back along with gamora'... and then she didn't

i don't know if i'll ever forgive them for this

when steve went back to return the stones and he didn't come back immediately i was certain he sacrificed his life for natasha and she would come back instead of him so i started sobbing even harder than i already was but i was mistaken lmao

tony, i knew tony was dying when doctor strange said he couldn't tell him about that one version when they win, I WAS SOBBING LIKE A BABY

I AM IRON MAN

HAHAHA GO ON WITHOUT ME

he started it and he ended it so it was fitting in that way but like HE FINALLY HAD SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

and also rdj seemed down for cameos so i'm really surprised they killed off tony instead of steve

and my dearest steve

he didn't die and i was SO prepared for this so i kinda felt disappointment that he didn't (i know it's weird i can't explain it)

even though he didn't die i was also crying for him because it was a goodbye and for me as a viewer it was the end, it was as if he died so maybe all this time i was preparing myself for a goodbye and not specifically for his possible death??? OH GOD I JUST REALISED THAT I DID OH GOD

AND ONCE AGAIN I FEEL LIKE CRYING, WRITING THIS ALL DOWN WASN'T SUCH A GOOD IDEA AFTER ALL

i am a steggy shipper so i should be over the moon and i was but the implications of alternate timelines kinda soured it for me

THEY GOT THEIR DANCE AND IT'S ALL THAT MATTERS THO

(i always thought they would get it in the afterlife and I WOULD SOB FOR MONTHS BECAUSE OF IT)

really bummed that steve and bucky got like two lines but i'm happy for sam !!!

CAROL WAS FABULOUS (even tho i hated her new hair, i know it's similar in the comics but i still HATE it)

she wasn't as much in the movie as i expected and some of her scenes were kinda weird, i think it's all because they shot endgame before captain marvel, it really shows so i'm not too mad about it but her introduction was really disappointing, like no hello thanks for saving tony and nebula but WHO ARE YOU??? the whole sequance at the beginning was really rushed because they wanted to get rid of thanos as quickly as possible to not waste more time on it but still it didn't feel like 3 hour movie they could've easily sneaked in another 15 minutes but that's me

NEBULA

I WANTED MORE NEBULA AND TONY BUT WHAT WE GOT WAS AMAZING

NEBULA WAS SO GREAT, I'M SO HAPPY FOR KAREN GILLAN

i loved everything about her arc, she even got to spend some time with another gamora, during the battle when she said 'it was either him or a tree' I LOST IT LMAO

speaking of the other gamora, is she going to be in gotg 3? because i didn't see her at the end so i'm not sure, it's not gonna be the same tho because she doesn't remember all they've been through together i hate when that happens :(((

professor hulk umm yeah

honestly i think i only enjoyed and understood bruce in the avengers, i didn't like what they did to him in infinity war (i'm not mentioning aou bc i try to forget it exists), he was a walking comic relief like no thanks and now professor hulk, i'm no longer trying to understand what the writers think they're doing, i'm like whatever at this point i just try not to think about bruce at all

and Thor

OH MY GOD THOR, WHAT DID THEY DO TO HIM

THE BIGGEST WTF, WHAT WERE THEY TRYING TO ACCOMPLISH HERE, COMIC RELIEF WHILE SHOWING SOME EFFECTS OF DEPRESSION AND PTSD WHILE ALSO MAKING A JOKE OUT OF IT???????????????????????? ALL THE THOR STANS ARE MAD AND I DON'T BLAME THEM

so he abandoned his people and peaced out with the guardians are you serious

i really liked his scene with frigga tho, that's great we got to see her again <333

and scott, the ultimate fangirl, was a delight

I REALLY LOVED ALL THE CALLBACKS TO THE OTHER MOVIES WHEN THEY WERE TRAVELING IN TIME

THE BATTLE OF NEW YORK

TONY COMMENTING ON AVENGERS POSING LMAO

AND STEVE IN THE ELEVATOR !!!!!! I ALMOST SAID OUT LOUD 'BEFORE WE GET STARTED DOES ANYONE WANTS TO GET OUT?'

HEIL HYDRA ASDFG;ASDFGH

STEVE FIGHTING HIMSELF, 'ARE YOU SHITTING ME'

TONY MEETING HIS FATHER AND STEVE SEEING PEGGY

SO MANY OTHER THINGS I'M NOW FORGETTING

AND THE FINAL BATTLE

WHEN SAM SAID 'ON YOUR LEFT' MY SOUL ALMOST LEFT MY BODY

STEVE WITH MJOLNIR !!!!!!!!! I ALMOST DIED !!!!!!!!!!!!!

(in your face whedon)

no but seriously so many things were like IN YOUR FACE WHEDON in this movie like steve cursing in front of steve from 2012 lmao

and every moment with peter/tony broke my heart, i was sceptical about their mentorship in civil war because of obvious reasons but man rdj and tom really sold it

THAT HUG AND LATER WHEN TONY WAS DYING AND PETER WAS SOBBING BESIDE HIM THIS IS TOO MUCH FOR MY WEAK HEART AND

OH MY GOD PEPPER ;_________;

okay this is no longer my reaction, it's just a stream of my consciousness so i'll stop

i'm still in denial

I LOVE THEM ALL 3000

#i love them all 3000 #i'm still in denial #endgame spoilers #the avengers #marvel

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esonetwork · 4 years ago

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Timestamp #217: Vincent and the Doctor

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Timestamp #217: Vincent and the Doctor

Doctor Who: Vincent and the Doctor (1 episode, s05e10, 2010)

Demons take their toll.

The Doctor and Amy visit the Musée d’Orsay in Paris. The Doctor is being very nice to Amy to distract her from something she doesn’t quite remember. While Doctor Henry Black leads a tour of the Vincent van Gogh exhibit, the Doctor spots something evil in The Church at Auvers. The Doctor gets the exact date that the painting was created, compliments the doctor on his bow tie, and drags Amy to the TARDIS.

The TARDIS materializes in Auvers-sur-Oise where the travelers find van Gogh at a café. Apparently the artist is a cheapskate drunkard whose talent is ill-regarded. Amy defuses the situation by offering to buy a bottle of wine and share it with him. When the Doctor introduces himself, van Gogh mistakes him for a medical professional sent by his brother to help. They trade small talk until a woman’s scream draws them to a young woman’s murder scene. The distraught mother throws stones at van Gogh, calling him a madman and driving the trio away. They all retire to van Gogh’s residence for the night.

Vincent thinks that no one sees any value in his work, but Amy is starstruck. Vincent believes that there is so much more than what the normal eye can see, and having travelled throughout all of time and space, the Doctor says that he doesn’t need to be told. Some time later, Vincent is high on coffee and the Doctor offers to make some tea before they hear Amy scream. They investigate and are attacked by a creature that only Vincent can see.

He later sketches the beast for the Doctor, who then takes the picture back to the TARDIS, all the while stalked by the creature. He feeds the image into a portable device, but doesn’t have any luck until he takes it outside and captures the creature’s reflection. Identified as a Krafayis, the beast chases the Doctor through town.

Once he loses the Krafayis, the Doctor is shockingly reunited with Amy and they return to van Gogh’s home. After a gracious gift of sunflowers, the Doctor tells his companions about the Krafayis and they plot to paint the church in order to lure the creature.

After some waiting, the Doctor checks on Vincent. The artist is lying in bed, sobbing, distraught that the Doctor and Amy are prepared to leave him. The Doctor tries to console him but Vincent turns violent. The Doctor and Amy realize that van Gogh’s suicide is only months away, but as they prepare to execute the plan themselves, Vincent is ready to go.

As they walk to the church, Vincent asks Amy why she’s sad. Amy denies being sad, but Vincent notes that she’s crying, almost as if she’s recently lost someone. They watch the funeral procession for the girl, then carry on to the church where Vincent begins to work. When Vincent spots the Krafayis, the Doctor takes the identification device, his sonic, and a bit of confidence into the church.

Despite being told to stay behind, Amy rushes into the church as the Doctor is attacked. They hide together in a confessional, but since the Krafayis has fantastic hearing, it finds them in short order. Vincent distracts the creature and they all escape. The Krafayis chases them into another chamber, and while the Doctor and Amy hold the door, Vincent rushes off with a plan of his own. The Doctor tries to talk to the Krafayis, but it’s not interested in discussion. As the Krafayis circles the room, the Doctor realizes that it is blind. When it charges, Vincent inadvertently impales it with his easel.

As the Krafayis lays dying, Vincent is sorry and the Doctor comforts it. Vincent realizes the parallels between the creature and himself, and the Doctor remarks that sometimes winning is no fun at all.

The trio later lay under the stars as Vincent muses about the Starry Night. The next morning, the Doctor and Amy say farewell. Vincent admits that, despite his experiences over the last couple of days, he won’t do well on his own. Before they leave, the Doctor invites Vincent to join him for a short trip.

They return to the TARDIS, now covered in handbills, and Vincent has one extraordinary bigger-on-the-inside moment. They take him to the modern day and the Musée d’Orsay where Vincent is astounded by the art all around him.

The truly beautiful moment is when he enters the exhibit of his own works. Speechless, he takes it all in as the Doctor asks Doctor Black about his opinion of van Gogh. The words tear Vincent’s emotions open as he realizes his impact on history. The Doctor comforts Vincent, and the artist thanks Doctor Black for the moment.

They return Vincent to his own time. Vincent teases Amy about marriage, but Amy claims not to be the marrying kind. The TARDIS dematerializes as a happy Vincent walks away. The travelers return to the Musée d’Orsay, but they find that nothing has changed.

Vincent van Gogh still committed suicide. His portfolio is still the same.

Well, almost the same. The church no longer houses the Krafayis, and the famous sunflower painting is dedicated to someone special.

“For Amy, Vincent.”

For Doctor Who‘s first real venture into the topic of mental health, they hit the mark on many levels for every main character.

For Amy, we see the theme of repressed memories. She lost her fiancé to the mysterious crack on the last adventure, and the Doctor’s been spending his time trying to balance that big bad thing with a handful of good things, including Arcadia and the Trojan Gardens. This trip adds to that pile of good things by introducing Amy to Vincent van Gogh, over whom she fangirls like she’s never fangirled before.

The discussion about her mourning Rory is poetic, particularly with the idea that Vincent can see her pain. She doesn’t know what he’s talking about, but you can tell that it’s gnawing at her. That’s going to take its toll.

For the Doctor, we see the reminder that he cannot fix or solve everything. The Krafayis seemed like a terrible menace, but in the end we discovered that it was afraid because it was blind and abandoned. Similarly, his admirable efforts with both Vincent and Amy did not solve their problems. It reminds me of Doctor Who and the Silurians.

For Vincent, we get a beautiful story about personal demons, as well as the reminder that one good day doesn’t solve mental illness. The former is obvious: Vincent confronts his illness, eschews the Doctor’s ham-handed attempts to rouse him from bed, then confronts the Krafayis. Defeating that demon cost him with both sorrow and the departure of his new friends, and no amount of good things could stop the bad thing that lay on Vincent’s path.

Thus, we get the moral of the story in an excellent quote from the Doctor:

The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and bad things. The good things don’t always soften the bad things, but vice versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things or make them unimportant. And we definitely added to his pile of good things.

Mental illness and trauma can’t just be wished away. Even if the Doctor couldn’t quite wrap his head around the idea, Doctor Who did an admirable job in exploring it in a tearjerker of an episode.

There are some smaller notes to look at as well. I was amused about the Doctor’s impatience with the normal passage of time. I was also amused by the recurring revival-era theme of historical figures being infatuated by the travelers (The Shakespeare Code, The Girl in the Fireplace). Finally, I loved the sequence with van Gogh’s Starry Night, particularly how it placed us into his headspace to build the art.

Oh, yeah… I also learned how to say “van Gogh” in multiple regional ways. Special thanks to the Grammarphobia blog for their advice.

Rating: 5/5 – “Fantastic!”

UP NEXT – Doctor Who: The Lodger

The Timestamps Project is an adventure through the televised universe of Doctor Who, story by story, from the beginning of the franchise. For more reviews like this one, please visit the project’s page at Creative Criticality.

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todokori-kun · 7 years ago

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Ok:

Luna, you’re the best. You’re smart, you’re talented, you’re dedicated, you’re creative and caring, a wonderful listener, so much fun to debate with, and the best friend anyone could ever ask for. I’m so grateful for everything you’ve helped me with ever since we started talking; I respect your resolve. You’re unique and amazing, and I’m so, so sorry this is happening to you.

I won’t go into detail because it’s a complicated story that’s also way too long, but I’ve sort of felt that way before too (thinking it might be better if I just disappeared/wishing I didn’t exist/feeling worthless). It sucks.

I don’t know if this’ll help, but just know that I’m always here to listen if you need it. You can Email me (though I guess that’s probably not an option lol) or just, like, I don’t know, maybe post something on the blog like ‘Evans can we talk’ and I’ll definitely see it and respond because I stalk this place 24/7 (Evans is a creep please don’t encourage her). I’ve also been considering finally getting a tumblr so maybe we’ll be able to PM each other sometime.

There’s absolutely nothing to apologize for. It’s really brave to talk about stuff like this (I never can). And if there’s any way I can help, please, let me know.

(Also, funny story (it’s actually gross and is basically just Evans whining about stuff):

I know from experience that stomach-related sicknesses suck. When I first started taking swimming lessons I was an idiot with zero stamina who could barely swim halfway across the pool without coming up for air, so needless to say, I ended up gulping a ton of water (especially since my teacher didn’t go easy on me; mom told her not to because I’m a sloth and I usually won’t do any exercise on my own besides simple stretches and some walking/running). I mean, the water in swimming pools is usually a bit disgusting, and it’s even worse where I take lessons because it’s a pretty old place and I don’t think it gets cleaned that often… so not only did accidentally swallowing it trigger my clean-freak senses, I also ended up with a terrible stomachache. I thought it was fine, that it would pass. But then I got a fever and every other thing I ate made me feel like someone was twisting my intestines from the inside, I couldn’t even lie down and rest for a sec because whenever I moved or tried to change positions it got even worse ;p; (also my mom never let it go, she kept jokingly 'reminding’ me that water from a swimming pool is not something you should drink after I started swimming again. I guess I kinda deserved it, though. I was an idiot))

That sounds so lovely <3 I’d really love to go visit Norway myself sometime, though I’ll probably have to wait a few years (my mom has back problems that make it painful for her to stay in one position for too long, so long plane/car rides are a huge no). And oooh if you have any good pictures I’d love to see them :D

Thanks, I’m glad I managed to explain my shipping reasons (like it’s so hard to properly talk about why I ship stuff sometimes XD)! I would give anything to have you join me in Stoki hell so let me just recommend basically the entire Remember This Cold series (it’s angsty as heck so proceed with caution…there are bits of humor and fluff in there, though, and then some extremely rare (almost) pure fluff fics. Like the one where Steve wants to propose but is a nervous bean because Loki’s a PRINCE and he wants to make it perfect). I’ll also try to find some more good fics later becase I can’t remember any titles right now ^^;;

YES ANOTHER T'CHALLA FAN I adore this guy (also I feel like he has a really cool voice. Not really sure why, it just sounds so nice). I really respect him for his attitude towards Steve and Bucky after he figures out Bucky’s not the real murderer, and how he later stops letting his anger towards his father’s killer consume him.

We’ll fangirl over the Black Panther movie together when it comes out, won’t we *schwing*

(right after I wrote 'schwing’ I got this mental image of Hisoka having his glowing, expolsive schwing moments after seeing T'Challa. And then Hisoka schwinging in theater while watching MCU movie fight scenes. Why am I like this)

I can draw, but I don’t know how to animate so these memes will never be a thing ;-; it’s so sad, I’ve got everything planned out…everytime eyes are mentioned the screen zooms in on Illumi’s eyes (yes even when Illumi’s not in the song because he’s a Zoldyck assassin, you can’t keep him out) and the word 'eyes’ gets the weird treatment where all these high/low/metallic(?) voices get layered so it sounds like the creepiest thing ever

('History has its eyes on you but it’s actually Illumi’ is both the animatic I want to see the most and the animatic I hope will never be created)

Fun HxH facts I want to let you know about:

Kite (AKA Ging’s student and Gon’s big brother figure) is dead and has been brainwashed into being a weapon/punching bag for his captors. When sunshine angel Gon meets the new Kite he lets Kite beat him up and then hugs him, promising to save him (THE FEEEEEEELSS)

Forgot to mention this about Chrollo, but when Kurapika killed one of his troupe (a guy named Uvogin), Chrollo acted all cool and never really talked about Uvo…

but then he had the rest of the troupe murder 2000 mafiosi guarding a building they were trying to get into, and while watching the chaos from afar, listening to their enemy’s screams, he started waving his hands as if conducting an orchestra…

“Uvogin-san. Can you hear it? This requiem we’re dedicating to you.”

(jeez Chrollo we know you’re extra but you can’t just murder 2000 people and play a funeral march with their cries of horror every time you lose a subordinate)

Lastly: There’s a new character named Knuckle who’s like the HxH version of Metal Bat. He is the sweetest cinnamon roll. I love him. I’ll send you a pic later

So um did you hear the news about Hinami

(Queen Luna cosplaying Maka(? or any of the other three MCs)…omg that sounds so awesome)

*facepalm* ok WHOOPS I actually read about that on the SE wiki a while ago. How did I forget about it

Yep! It was so good <33 (Lizzy looks so graceful and pretty I can’t even) I actually found the whole movie on YT but just watched the parts I was really looking forward to seeing animated, like UT’s fight scene, Seb getting stabbed, the rest of the Midford family…(Francis’ hair shocked me. Idk how to feel about it. At first I thought it made her look like an old lady, but then, the more I look at it, the prettier it gets…like, it’s actually a really nice design, but I guess I got too used to manga!Francis lol)

Light is the trash GOD.

(hope you get to read the light novel! As far as I know it’s got a TON of L and Naomi in it so it might make you feel better :D)

Oh yeah, I get what you mean. Light’s reasoning/views on the justice system probably connects a lot to the culture and social issues of Japan at the time.

DN’s probably still one of the easier-to-adapt mangas out there, though, since the themes of justice and questioning the idea of 'greater good’ is something anyone can relate to (and they still botched it, I’m very salty about this and you can’t stop me ;-; even with how terrible Ryuk and Rem looked in them, the Japanese movies were WAY better, and it’s actually pretty rare that Japan makes a good live-action movie from a manga or anime. Apparently the TG movie that came out this year was pretty good too, though :D).

(I apparently somehow accidentally erased the part where I mentioned I actually read HCs/theories about Japanese-American Light on tumblr somewhere….that’s what got me thinking about it.

I agree though, seeing how different cultures would change Light’s character would be very interesting.)

The lack of potato chips doomed the entire Keikaku from the start.

I can see you being similar to Pearl too! I think I’m maybe a bit like Lapis…or possibly Connie. Or maybe Blue Diamond because I also cry way too much (but then again BD actually has a reason to be miserable so)

Those are both cool gems<3 and yeah, they’re both really pretty :D

I was talking about gem 'roles’ back on Homeworld, though ^^;; like, how Pearls are considered servants or pretty accessories, Diamonds are leaders, fusions like Garnet are outcasts, Rubies are 'dumb muscle’, Sapphires are valuable prophets, Peridots are tech experts, Jaspers are soldiers…sorry, I should’ve been more specific OTL

I’d probably be a Pearl lol. I could see myself being a Peridot and being scared to death without a Quartz soldier to guard me but I’m not good with any kind of technology so nah.

And sorry for asking weird questions, I forgot it’s been a while since you watched the show ^^;;

Hey, don’t feel bad about slow replies! Like I said before, I seriously don’t mind as long as you’re ok :D and I’m so glad I’ve managed to help.

('a friend I appreciate’ *ugly sobbing* thank you)

Did someone say suffering?

*'Remember That We Suffered’ plays in the background*

DID THE QUEEN JUST SAY 'Goals’ ABOUT SOMETHING I MADE OMG I’M FREAKING OUT TYSM

Ayyy I’m so glad you liked them! (The Hide pic was painted with the intent to kill)

(last thing:

I’m sorry, this is probably really creepy, but I ended up telling my mom about you because she asked who I was talking to (she knows I have internet friends and has seen me writing messages before). Since I’m only 13 she worries about the people I talk (she knows all my friends on ao3) so I told her some small things like your age, that you’re from Croatia, that you play the piano too and that you mentioned having a sister.

I’m really, really sorry if this makes you uncomfortable, mom just worries a lot and she likes to hear about my friends (like, she worries for my safety on the internet so she has to ask me some basic things about the people I talk with, and when she knows I have a good friend on the internet she sometimes wants to hear if my relationship with them is ok). I’d never tell her something really private but sometimes she wants to talk and I know she worries for me so I do tell her small, random details from our convos.

if you’re uncomfortable with that, though, I’ll stop. Again, I’m so sorry about this.)

And after two weeks of silence, the species finally shows some signs of life. ;-;

I’m totally not crying. I’ve said this so many times and you’re probably getting annoyed, but I have no idea what I did to deserve you in my life. You’re actually the only person I’d told about my current mental state at that time, and I’m so glad you didn’t freak out or just write it away as me overreacting (like my mom did), and it means so so so much to me. Truly, thank you for being here for me. (And not giving up on me, considering how long my replies take ;-;)

I’m here for you as well, though, so if you’re ever feeling down, you can message me ^^

Oh, it’d be cool if you’d get a tumblr! I can guarantee my replies would be faster then, since the messages would show up in my notifications...

Also, to brighten things up a little, this is how I picture you at the beginning of the message:

Oh god that sounds disgusting XD And perfectly describes why I don’t wanna do swimming as a sport. Are you still swimming? It’d be cool if you were, cause it’s a really beautiful sport imo.

That’s unfortunate... Hopefully you’ll be able to visit it someday ^^

Tbh considering the shit I unironically ship sometimes, no ship is weird enough to be unexplainable. Name a single reason why you ship it, and it’s valid in my eyes. Heck, it can be ‘they look good together’ and I’ll say ‘makes sense’. Y’know why? Because I’m one of those ppl who will ship it if they so much as look at each other.

ok fun fact: I’ve loved T’Challa since I was like 8, because every summer, there would be a weekly publication of superhero comics, and Black Panther was almost always there, and I was a nerd even then, so I’d always buy them. Other than Spiderman, Black Panther was my favourite superhero.

Lololol I need the HxH Cast watching MCU movies. Oh yeah, I found this a while ago and immediately thought of you:

Amazing... If you ever learn to animate, please send me a link, because I will pay money to see that. Just. I’m not even into HxH, but I’d give up a lot to see the crossover XD

Ouch, that seems like a lot of feels... Seriously I have no idea where you get the mental strength to read to many angsty moments...

um, yeah... i have actually... but um, she’s alive, right?

Turns out I gave my skirt I’d used to charity, so until i find a replacement, I can’t take any pics... well, at least i can grow my hair out to Maka’s length till that happens XD

I adore the movie, seriously, the animators did such an amazing job with it, especially the most important scenes. BUT HECK; WHEN WILL WE FIND OUT WHAT OUR CIEL’S NAME IS?? It’s been hinted that it’s quite unusual, BUT THAT MAKES IT EVEN HARDER HNNNGH

Oh yeah, I’m gonna find that novel even if it kills me, because I need the L.

lol I still haven’t forgiven the movie adaptation of Avatar the Last Airbender. It was so bad that most people (including me are denying its existence). I might watch Death Note some time soon, so I can judge it for myself tbh...

Of course, the chips were a vital part of the Keikaku... No wonder it didn’t succeed...

No worries! It’s not your fault! Tbh, i dont think id even reached that part when I was watching it, so it’s interesting to hear all the roles... Aw, you’d be an adorable Peridot ^^

Tbh ‘friend that I appreciate’ doesn’t even begin to describe how precious you are to me. You’re the first online friend I made and the first person I told about my mental state, so honestly, you’re one of the people I feel closest to...

Nah, I don’t find it creepy at all!! Seriously, I sometimes tell my parents about people I talk to, so I’ve mentioned well ^^ It’s your choice what/who you’ll talk about ^^

#evans #submission

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tarisilmarwen · 8 years ago

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“Twin Suns“ Liveblog

Am I prepared? Not remotely.

Whew boy, this is gonna be a roller-coaster.

...Have I got tissues?

Hang on, I might need tissues.

Okay, ready.

Go.

Oh okay good, we start right with the preview clip that I didn’t watch.

‘cause I was deliberately trying to avoid spoiling myself for anything.

And Maul is just a little unhinged.

Side note:

Maul fans unironically (repeatedly!) compared this scene of Maul screaming obscenities into the desert to Stitch going out into the woods looking for his family.

If that doesn’t tell you everything you need to know about them, I don’t know what does.

Anyway...

Maul plotting to draw Obi-Wan out by...??? Wrecking shit? Endangering people? I guess?

Whatever he’s planning I don’t like it. Holy toledo Maul is batshit.

He is just... not taking things very well is he?

I think Ezra’s rejection cracked him, guys.

Pulling out the holocron shard...

Hang on... hang on hang on HANG ON IS MAUL DELIBERATELY GONNA SEND THE VISION TO EZRA?

Like he did back in “Visions and Voices?” When he wanted to let Ezra know he was coming by freaking him out?

Is he gonna lure Ezra into the desert to deliberately endanger him and flush Obi-Wan from hiding?!

THAT’S EXACTLY WHAT HE’S GONNA DO, ISN’T IT?

Oh stars, dear genre-savvy please be wrong please be wrong please be wrong.

aNYWAY here’s the titlecard.

With no fanfare oh wonderful.

I hate this.

Cue nighttime on Atollon.

Awww, sleeping Ezra!

Nice to see that he and Zeb are still sharing a room.

This scene has some great direction and atmosphere going on, A+ animators.

Oooooh and the MUSIC!

Uh-oh, the Sith holocron is glowing. Bad sign.

Oh shit.

“Senator Organa confirmed his death.” Ha ha ha yeah, Senator Organa lied through his teeth, Rex.

Lied. Through his. Teeth.

“You’ve heard it before and it was just a trick.” Except it was actually Maul dicking around with Ezra before dropping in to pay him a visit but okay, sure, whatever you say Kanan.

“I wanna go to Tatooine to check things out!”

Oh Ezra.

My precious son.

My sweet little “I will SAVE everyone!” blueberry.

Worried Spacemom is worried and no-nonsense.

This conversation is so sweet.

And it almost looks like Hera will hug Ezra?

Hug please?

Hug?

No?

Awww, no hug. Drat.

Heh, Ezra being sneaky and tryna grab an A-wing.

And Chopper’s coming along too, natch.

“Hey! What are you doing?”

HE’S ESCAPING, RANDOM PILOT. HE’S ESCAPING.

s’how Ezra rolls yo.

AH HA HA HA THE LITTLE SHIT IS PRETENDING LIKE HE CAN’T HEAR.

So precious.

Awww, and apologizing to Hera before he goes.

Spacemom is gonna be so mad when he gets back.

“YOU ENDANGERED YOURSELF AND THE MISSION AND YOU LOST AN A-WING YOU ARE GROUNDED YOUNG MAN GROUNDED!”

Hi Chopper.

Nice touch with Ezra’s startled jump making the A-wing swerve.

Once again, I just love how this scene is staged and directed.

So quiet.

So nice.

And pretty music.

Aaaaaaaand this is where Ezra loses the A-wing.

Only question now is who crunched it.

Oh oh oh oh ominous shadow, not good not good WHO IS THAT IS IT MAUL?

Uh-oh, there’s Sith holocron pieces it’s a trap MAUL TOTALLY LURED HIM THERE.

Tusken Raiders oh joy. That’s... that’s great.

WHY AM I ALWAYS RIGHT?!

I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEEEEEEEWWWWW IIIIIIIT!

Maul deliberately gave Ezra the vision to lure him there to put him in danger to get to Obi-Wan I HATE BEING RIGHT.

OH CRIPES.

OH JEEZ.

DO NOT HURT EZRA.

Oh shit hi Maul.

Just summarily disposed of the raiders once they were no longer of use to him.

No big.

See, this is why I don’t understand the people who cry about Maul having so much character development.

He’s still a muderdick who uses people like tools to get what he wants.

He only marginally cared about Ezra because he thought Ezra was gonna be swayed over to his side and now that Ezra’s proven he ain’t gonna do that Maul has no compunctions siccing Tusken Raiders on him to bait Obi-Wan.

So like a Sith.

Anyway, Ezra and Chopper are now stranded in the Tatooine desert, how fun.

Uhhh gughhg ghgg DON’T DO THAT MAUL, DON’T BE CREEPY.

Shades of “Visions and Voices”. Nice.

HA HA HA HA HA THAT SIGH OF EXASPERATION FROM CHOPPER.

“DAMMIT ORGANIC UNIT EZRA BRIDGER YOU ARE GONNA BE THE DEATH OF ME.”

*le follows*

And cue sandstorm of course.

I hate you Maul. I hate you so much. Why u do this to my blueberry?

Just... just no hesitation. He didn’t think twice about stranding Ezra in the desert and putting his life in danger to take advantage of Obi-Wan’s compassion.

No, I’m not over it. Even with everything I thought was gonna happen this episode I DID NOT FORESEE THIS.

WHAT AN ASS.

Ohhhhh oh Ezra no baby no.

Ezra! D:

Chopper!

Ow my heart, Taylor’s acting in this scene is so good.

Side note: holy COW the sand dusting! I love how it coats everything.

Also:

OW MY HEART.

Ezra “I screwed up again” Bridger everyone.

*sobs quietly*

MAUL, LEAVE EZRA THE HELL ALONE, STOP MAKING HIM HATE HIMSELF. OH FORCE.

*sobbing not so quietly now*

Ezra...

...

OBI-WAN!

i’M SORRY I NEED A MINUTE IJUSTLAFKSNL--

*GROSS SOBBING*

*blows nose*

I NEED A MINUTE.

...

Okay, back.

AAHHHHHHHF HHHAAAAA OF COURSE OBI-WAN KNOWS HIM.

Many talks with Yoda I presume.

Watch all the fanboys whine about how this messes with canon. Ha ha no.

Obi-Wan is on record for lying to Luke about Vader. I think it’s quite within the realm of possibility that he conveniently failed to mention Ezra.

Him and Yoda.

Sorry y’all can’t deal with the fact that the old wise mentor figures lied to their trainee.

The voice they got for Obi-Wan is SO GOOD.

“Where you should never have been.” HAAAAAAAA.

Small little jab at the canon purists there.

Also, let it be known that Obi-Wan is also on record for stretching the truth to Ezra.

You know damn well that Luke is the key to destroying the Sith, Kenobi.

But he’s gonna go and make it out like Maul was manipulating the answer the whole time.

Which... isn’t exactly wrong, just not the whole truth.

SO like Obi-Wan.

Oh HI HIIIIIII.

HELLO.

YOU’RE STILL CREEPY MAUL.

PLEASE GO AWAY.

Obi-Wan making Ezra leave, aww.

Go blueberry! Go home!

“See you soon, apprentice.” UUGGGHGGHHHGG GUHHHHG NO.

DON’T YOU DARE, MAUL.

Ohhhhhh, this is good stuff.

Such great dialogue.

Ooooooooh, Maul threatened Luke.

Bad idea. Baaaaaad idea.

He’s going down.

oh hO HO HO HO HO HO!

This is it guys!

...Wow, that was quick.

Woooooooow okay.

Was kinda hoping for more lightsaber flurries.

Obi-Wan just smacked him down like nothing.

The fanboys and fangirls are gonna be piiiiiiiiised lol.

Actually I kinda like this.

Was hoping Maul would go down like a pussy.

...Almost feel bad for him too, well done show.

Not a lot of fandoms can make me sorry for the villain like that.

Okay, let’s go back to Ezra.

AWWWWWW spacefamily feels!

I love it.

LUKE CAMEO! :D

Aaaaand gorgeous sad music to close us out.

I... I actually really loved it! Maybe a smidge disappointed we didn’t get a longer lightsaber battle but then, this was never really about that was it? The time for revenge and grudge matches is past, it’s time for hope and new beginnings.

Think they told a much more meaningful story this way.

...”Zero Hour” is gonna hurt.

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