#THE DRAMA OF IT ALL. I want you to know I'm thriving rn. living my best life. they're not. but I am.

[unitleada]

So that's why you stopped coming home. The words rung in her ears long after she'd slammed her phone onto the table and sat down, head in her hands. 'Does Moira know Kate? No, it's alright. I'll tell her. One of us is just a wee bit more trustworthy when it comes to these things.' She should've seen it coming. She should've prepared for it. Stupidly idiotic not to have. Who'd been the one to break the news she wondered. Because apparently, they'd seen fit to put their own spin on it. There were a half a dozen names she could think of who would have loved to cause this, each a more crass, gossip mongering little... The knock at the door jolted her to her senses, hurriedly dropping her hands away. The door opened. Her heart sank as she saw him standing there. She had to tell him. No way around it. Hullo darling. I know you prefer the quiet life but I've caused a bit of a mess... nasty rumours and the like. ❝ She knows. ❞ Kate swallowed thickly, realising she'd said too much and not enough in the same breath. A small, bitter smile, gesturing for him to sit. God please do sit down. ❝ Sorry, I'm not making any sense. ... it's. it's Siobhan. She knows. About us. Well, not exactly. There's more... ❞

@strtravels

[pagodazz]

Any Vinnie hcs? Like any? Making a very lore focused edit for him rn and I just really like your takes on his character

OMGGG lore edit for Vinnie... it's so rare that people even care about the lore in this fandom.. let alone vinniee,,, OFC I HAVE HCS FOR YOU!!!!!! THIS MAKES ME SO HAPPY FR. IM SO GLAD PPL LIKE MY TAKES.

Vinnie is my #1, he's quite literally everything to me and I've gone out of my way to go frame by frame for shit just for him man. like I can notice the smallest thing about him and it's a MASSIVE deal to me.

So starting off, Vinnie is GOTH. majorly goth. If he had the money or confidence, he'd be going all out with the goth look.

Although I think Vinnie does have a makeup kit in his room, one he keeps really hidden from the guys. He basically taught himself how to do all his own makeup, and sometimes if he'll feel confident enough, he'll go out to a goth club, if he's up for partying.

PRINCETON VINNIE DEFINITELY WENT TO GOTH CLUBS. He was probably out partying more than he ever needed to be. He was on any kind of drug he could get his hands on and I can just see him absolutely thriving in there, finally feeling like he has a place he belongs, even though he truly never actually fits in.

emh Vinnie will definitely paint his nails black and he'll listen to goth music. (ofc it's not the only genre he listens to, he listens to about anything)

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Vinnie is a massive stoner, probably to the point where he smokes 24/7, and he just can barely manage to function without it. He doesn't exactly want to be this way but it's difficult with all the stress he's going through all the time, and Including the fact that Vinnie is aware of EVERYTHING ALWAYS, Like he's the voyeur guys,,, he sees everything all the time.

He knew how everything was going to end before it ended, he's alot more aware of things than people think he is, and that just means you fell for all his lies. Vinnie has up this front they he doesn't know anything, but in reality he's haunted by the constant memories of all the lives he's lived before and he only wishes to escape that constant loop of feelings fear.

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I said this in my vinvan hcs but I'll say it again here too, I hc Vinnie as. trans guy, (trans girl if I'm feeling a little silly), he either has 0 surgeries or just top surgery, (bonus points if it's habit that gave him top surgery. like when he gave him the piercing and cutting Vinnie's hair he was just like oh lol yeah !! these can go too)

I think he's rather closeted about that, he just feels like he needs to hide himself, he doesn't want to have to deal with the drama it causes when he corrects people on his pronouns and shit, if anything Evan will be the one who gets pissed off FOR him.

Vinnie knows how to defend himself it's not like he needs Evans help, but he appreciates it nonetheless.

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I also hc that Vinnie always wanted to be a movie director or an author, he did seem to think about taking psychology too in college (canon btw, along w him being in film) And I think he just genuinely wanted to do story telling. So when he stumbled across the opportunity to actually film his own tragic life, his own movie where he himself is the main character (even though you all think it's Evan 😞) he TOOK that opportunity and RAN with it.

HIS chance with the spotlight, HIS chance to be loved. His chance to be seen.

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TYTYTY SO MUCH ANON I LOVE WRITING HCS THIS MEANS SO MUCH THAT PEOPLE CSRE ABOUT WHAT I HAVE TO SAYY

[thelovelybitten]

Vera’s first watch of south park — season two (part 1)

Y’all know what it is, let’s get on w it (stupid fucking character limit)

EPISODE 1:

Lol skipping this one bc i don’t like Terrance and Philip hope i didn’t miss anything important

EPISODE 2:

KENNY APPEARING OUT OF THIN AIR FNVNDKJD

Oh shit he’s dead…

Note: stan has a fear of hospitals

Omg cartman LMAO come sail AWAY A SERVE

UHM. LIANE WTF ARE U TRYING TO KILL CARTMAN SO HE CAN’T KNOW HIS FATHER WTF

Liane feeling she’s not a fit mom when she’s the best mother so far :O

Lol stan being sick abt the operation good to know

Omg this is so gory i can’t i’mma vomit

NO OMG NOT THE KIDS BEING DOCTORS

Liane sleeping with anybody is so funny

Kenny drafted to be team b how dare u

Kenny dying for the team iconic

Lmao liane wanting an adoption instead HAHA

EPISODE 3:

Barbrady is dyslexic interesting

Kenny and whoever the girl is is questioning everything rn

Cartman and his tricycle i live

“You will respect my authorITAH”.

Honestly this one was weird

EPISODE 4:

MR MACKEY <3

Stan, Kyle and Cartman ate the m’kays

SIR NOT THE WEED PASSING VNDFNFNJ

Give mr Mackey his job back pls

Odds Kenny has the weed

Kyle flexing his smartass brain

WE GOTTA STOP IKE’S BRIS OMG

But also it’s their religion so y’all do what ya gotta do

Kyle is TRAUMATIZED

And so are the boys lol

Kyle & Ike are so cute— fave lil sibbies

Kick THE BABY !!!!1!1!!1

No bc i was adopted poor Ike :(

Hm… very interesting

Kyle and Ike stay the best siblings i said what i said

EPISODE 5:

SHIT CLYDE GOT WRECKED

Kyle main slayer at dodgeball

Kyle also getting destroyed

Yo WHAT????? FETUS ON THE HEAD??? WHACK

Kyle’s mom scaring the kids

STAN IS ON CRACKK SOS

Bebe robbed

This dinner is v awks

Pip kinda ate down

God pls don’t kill my sons in dodgeball

EPISODE 6:

this is BORINGGG

oh gee this abt to be fucked up ain't it

the goriness of it all makes me very sick (weak stomach issues)

jesus being like :| so funny

"old ladies are fat, and you are too >:(" so authentic and real

THE SECOND VIDEO THEY TAPED YO WHY KENNY GOTTA MOON US ALL DSBFKJSDBGKKSD HE'S UNHINGED UR HONOUR

cartman calling dibs on throwing the chair

STANLEY MARSH YOU TAKE THAT BACK THIS INSTANT U KNOW BETTER >:(

cartman actually throwing the chair.... W

fight breaks out... cartman loves the drama fr

HC cartman starts shit for absolutely no reason and thrives off of it

oh wait... he does that already

IT'S CARTMAN BEING THROWN FOR ME HE HAS NO SHAME FBSDKBDSBGKS

STAN EATING WBK

EPISODE 7:

yo share the chocolate cake cartman

not this dude rizzing miss crabtree

STENDY KISS STENDY KISS STENDY KISS I'M WINNING DSBKJBKDSBKJDSBKGSDBKJ THEY ARE SO CUTE OMG DIE DEAD DIED

no bc the unhealthy obsession I have with stendy is almost disgusting. almost.

i love memory lane on this bus it's good content

might make a stendy drabble on it

SECOND STENDY KISS ???? FEEDING ME FR

the way I am LIVING for stendy content

kenny reminds them of when death almost killed them he's so cute

I like when the bus is abt to tip that kenny is still shown on the bus after being killed

stan's dad singing and stan is just :|

^^ also kyle

^^^ and everyone else

oh it was all a dream within a dream I see

honestly my fave episode so far out of the two seasons I've watched

[alexzalben]

What are your thoughts on the whole streaming situation rn, the bubble has got to burst, while I'm happy we have more shows and even more happy we have more opportunities for diversity I have a lot of issues with the way things have been going the last couple of years. The number of episodes/ seasons is a big problem I've been watching tv religiously since I was a kid and I 've always thought the 22 eps was too much (for dramas) comedies though thrive on it like the best comedies of all time have that number of episodes ( I'm so glad we have Abbott elementary and ghosts now but we need a lot more like streaming annihilated the episode comedy genre) but for dramas we need so much more I'm not talking about true crime shows that were supposed to be movies but became shows bc this is the thing now I'm talking about shows that are built on relationships and character development that need a lot of episodes over the years to build things, with the way things are going there will only be a handful of shows that go past 3 seasons of 8 episodes every 3 years and that's not tv let alone good tv. I'm talking about shows with a mythology that needs time to develop slowly. Some shows need 8 eps some need 13 some need 16 or even 20. It's so weird to me bc i see things like NCIS and law and order and new girl etc having huge numbers on Netflix bc they're so long and I'm not saying streamers should do shows like that but creators should be allowed to tell the stories they want without having to shove everything into 6 episodes and get cancelled on S2. Also what is it with executives and romance, Bridgerton was such a big hit you'd think every streamer would be greenlighting at least one big romantic historical or otherwise book adaptation but it's been crickets, not to mention romance is the biggest book industry by faaar so why are we not hearing anything, is it just the inherent belief that despite the numbers proving otherwise in everyway catering to women and things they inherently might enjoy is a waste or a non starter, also maybe they should spend less money on big name movie actors ( it's so funny to me bc tv actors are truly some of the most talented actors ever and they spend years living and breathing a character and more money paying their writers and staff and giving them more episodes ) . Also cancelling things after a month if they don't do really well is just do baffling to me, how about you let shows find their audiences first Idk I wanted to ask your thoughts since you know a lot more than me and I'm feeling very weirded out by the entire thing considering tv is such a dear medium to me and I have spent so many hours of my life consuming it and talking about it but lately it feels like a lot the entire thing is in a state of absolute mess.

Well, this is a lot to address, but let me see if I can get to the core of what you're wondering about, which is this: TV, as a medium, is experiencing severe growing pains right now. You've got broadcast, cable, streaming (free and paid), as well as multiple companies that are going through mergers or splits, or are on the brink of shutting down. Add in that the movie business is also going through growing pains, and forgive my language but: nobody knows what the fuck they're doing.

I don't mean that to be dismissive, but it's an extremely murky time in terms of what the future of entertainment is, and there's no clear path to where things will or should go. Streaming seemed to be the clear future, but it's going through hiccups. Some companies are doubling down on it. Others are panicking and retreating. That's why you're getting things happening all over the place with no discernible pattern. Eventually, something will break through - it always does - with a clear path forward. But right now we're in the weird times where everything is happening at the same time in wildly different directions.

My two cents? I, as I always do, wish they would be thinking about the consumer experience first and foremost. What is best for people watching their shows and movies, not their bottom line? Because ultimately if you make a good experience for the people who are consuming the thing you're making, you will get the money you need to keep your company going. Right now, the suits in charge are getting a lot of conflicting info, and that's what is leading to the wild, weird, frustrating and terrifying state of TV at the moment.

Hope that begins to answer a little bit of your question(s).

[debunkingtaytaysbeard]

Well 90% of gaylor and kaylor blogs I follow ARE talking about BLM and the stuff happening in the US rn. In fact, the only people I'M seeing turn this thing into bs fandom drama abt the taylor's tweet is TTB and YOU. So maybe you should ask yourself why you're spending more energy on shaming TTB then on genuinely discussing the issues themselves. Cause from where I'm standing you are doing basically the same thing, making this about taylor when it's not.

First, if that’s what you’re seeing on your feed. That makes me incredibly happy and I’m glad to hear that. From what I’ve been seeing from my old Kaylor blog (who I still follow new Kaylors on to keep up with things) & my sisters Kaylor blog, it’s not being discussed outside of its connections to Kaylor and Taylor herself. As I stated before checking every Kaylor account is not my main concern nor focus right now, so I was asked to kindly be corrected. I’m not going to sit her and wag my finger at you say “No, no, no.”

Secondly, I have addressed the issue at hand, I have taken a break from her, I have reblogged as much as I can when I am on here. As I’ve stated before my baby cousin is black. Everyday I sit with the idea in my heart and mind that this is the world is has to grow up in. So excuse me if addressing how wrong it is to tie something back to a made up narrative that plays upon the privileges of two wealthy white women, born into privileged lives is being seen as the same thing as the people doing the former.

Thirdly, I have made this about Taylor by addressing that she should be doing more and address the true value of her voice. Look at GiGi Hadid, that girl has not stopped posting, helping advocating. Her following and reach maybe smaller than Taylor’s, but it’s still bigger than others, and she’s hasn’t stopped speaking. Her voice isn’t valued any less because she’s making more posts. It’s teaching more and more people. To brush off the amount that Taylor could be doing is conforming to the idea that most Taylor Swift fans have, and that is, oh she did this once, that’s enough. I know she’s donating money too, she may not show it, but I know Taylor’s action from the past, and I don’t need to see it. I would love to see her advocating for more black voices, restaurants, businesses, etc. those things are important at this time. Moreover, for people to say, that she doesn’t want to allinate her fan base by speak up more.....how can you be okay with that? This isn’t about allinating, it’s about ADVOCATING. By not speak out more in order to not allinate her non BIPOC, then she’s allinate the other half that’s currently suffering right now. Is that okay with you? It’s not with me. So don’t accuse me of making it a Taylor thing, because when you have a fan base that pays into your wealth & you don’t stand up for them more, it is a Taylor thing.

Finally,

I don’t stand. I will never stand. With a fandom that is built around the speculation about someone’s sexuality, trying to force someone out of the closet with their long letters on how they’ve “had enough”, who know that someone is in the closet yet still comments on their socials to come out and that they are gay, who speculates on someone’s sexuality based on their mannerisms, characteristics, and self expression, who thrive on the tearing down of people because you chose to make them the villain of your story, who go against the LGBTQ+ community’s efforts to breakdown the stigma and stereotypes around their sexuality. I also will not stand by a group of people calling others homophobic for believe the words that are coming out of Taylor’s mouth.

I’m sorry that being queer is lonely. I’m sorry you feel desperate. Yet, putting yourself in Taylor’s shoes, according to your narrative, if you weren’t ready, weren’t able to, weren’t coming out soon, would you be okay with a fandom trying to push you out? Getting upset at you for not doing so. If you put yourself in Karlie’s shoes, would you liked to be painted as a liar, an insulter of a religion who doesn’t care enough about it that’s she’s willing to fake a conversion. Put yourself in the shoes of any closeted person who isn’t ready to come out. Do you think you would like to carry around a fear that one day someone is going to out you because all these people keep saying you are gay/lesbian/bi, etc. put yourself in a man’s shoes, who’s masculinity is being questioned. Imagine being told you’re not manly enough, or too soft so that makes you gay. What good does doing any of these things bring?

I’m an advocate. I always speak up and out. It’s who I am. I call things wrong as I see them. I call out rasicsm, homophobia, classism etc. that’s who I am. Sure it’s just Kaylor and honestly it’s not that serious, but you all are playing with people’s life’s. You are throw out ideas that young readers will inherit and not all of them are okay. Also don’t take that as me saying two women being together is not okay because that’s not what I mean. I’m talking about everything I stated in the paragraph above.

This probably has a shit ton of grammar and typos & I don’t care. It is what it is.

[staysuki]

Alrighty so the theories which the other anons submitted were interesting but here's my take:

Felix- I do not trust this boy one bit. He seems to be genuinely delighted by the downfall of others and I feel like him slinking off during the weed fiasco was foreshadowing him slinking off when his friends expect him to stay and support them at some other point but I don't know. He definitely doesn't show any strong signs of loyalty to his friends and seems to be there because he thrives off of the drama which the rest of them stir up. If his character does pull some absolutely shitty, downright disgusting behaviour, I wouldn't be shocked and if he ever wants my approval or forgiveness, Ash I swear you'll have to pull one hell of a redemption arc because what he is doing rn will not cut it in any scenario.

Hyunjin- Hyunjin is an asshole, doesn't seem to show much remorse for what he did to y/n but I just feel like his character has a very strong sense of immaturity and he could redeem himself easily if he just stopped being a douche bag for even just a few days but your boy doesn't seem to want to back down do screw him honestly, y/n should be able to live her life.

Wonpil and bibi- the conversation with Wonpil and Bibi actually is extremely interesting for quite a few reasons, them being Bibi doesn't really show affection much, so her going "wonpil O P P A" in spam format gives the impression of her being comfortable with Wonpil. if it was something illegal, Wonpil would shut that shit down and Bibi would probably be a little more strung up (I guess?) about it so I don't think it's something like that. So my assumption is that she looks at Wonpil as a sneaky link and they have done it before but I feel like Wonpil has taken it a bit more emotionally than she has or atleast accepts she has because, as he states, there are risks like her brother or him being fired, so he wouldn't take the risk if it wasn't for a strong emotional attachment. It isn't too out of character for him to do so.

Also, as individuals, I think that Bibi is well justified in her decision to avoid Jae and partially y/n too, as the middle child I can understand what it's like to be overshadowed by your elder sibling and being overtaken by your younger sibling, atleast in the opinion of others. With Jae getting into a prestigious college and him earning so much, paired with some mysterious conversation he had with her which obviously ended sourly, and the clear statement of the fact that she hated being in his shadow, makes it clear that not only does she want to avoid him, but she also wants to make her own name and receive proper validation for her efforts which aren't tainted with any connection to Jae or y/n. This leads me to believe that she wouldn't engage in illegal activities, because she seems to be focused on her achievements and all the "problem child" behaviour is mainly aggression and not extremely harmful activities like substance abuse.

Wonpil needs some peace man #seungmingivehimabreak #teachersworkhard #siblingnotgoals #ididntraiseyoulikethis

Jake and Jisung- suspicious. Very suspicious. Both of them. Why? Because you, my dear Ash, stated that you originally didn't plan Jisung into this and you were gonna have Jake fulfill his role instead. They're too perfect. Too nice, too sweet, too good to be true. Either one of them or maybe both of them will do some assholery and I know it. If I'm completely off the mark, maybe they're just characters who bring the humanity and peacefulness to the scene but I don't trust that. Atleast one of them has to be a scummy mucky piece of work. Eh, we'll see.

I don't really have much to say about the other characters, they're relatively upfront and clear so there's no reading between the lines. Felix lives between the lines though, there's literally not a single thing you can possibly figure out about him without scouring for hints. But yeah, that's all I have to say

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HSHWJSHSHS someone who doesn’t fall for the felix charm eh~ 😏🚩🚩🚩🚩 understandable. if committing art theft doesn’t do it still, ig i’ll have to up his ante 🤧. i wonder if felix even looks at the guys as “friends” now that you bring up his non-existent loyalty.

hyunjinnie our baby. he seems so tame in comparison to his friends now eh? kinda cool how everyone started with hating him but now getting cast off to the side with the new chapter 12 revelation with felix.

i like the stance on wonpil and bibi’s situation. specifically on bibi as a person. it’s been mentioned that she’s academically outstanding and given the way she treats y/n, she seems to still have some compassion despite outward appearances— but when something’s too good to be true, it usually is, eh? 🤔.

JSHWJSHS #JusticeForWonpilHyung, though i still find it interesting how people are quick to dismiss him as innocent even though there have been a few insinuations of him having hidden secrets (i.e. somehow saving seungmin and hyunjin from getting jailtime—nobody seems to be questioning how he was able to pull that off, escaping the law). inchresting.

did i really give you guys trust issues 💀 jisung and jake really out here just trynna get closer some gals and ya’ll are like “🤔🤔 hmmm sus 😡😡”. i get it though 😌 never trust the sweethearts. is this why everyone seems to be drawn towards seungmin??? he’s scummy but has morals~

though as for the jisung and jake situation, it was because i noticed that people didn’t see jake as a potential “love threat” (probably too little brother-like) when i first introduced his character. and then in the cafeteria, i needed someone to offset hyunjin’s shitty behavior. jake was supposed to be there and help y/n but i realized that i set it up in a way that he would’ve been with seungmin and wonpil at home so i was like “OK JISUNG TIME TO SHINE 😀”—it was all poorly connected narratives on my end honestly 💀💀💀 (idk if this is a spoiler but i felt like i had to point it out cuz i feel bad~).

following a lead with felix is a dead end, nobody’s getting anything from that guy 💀

[punkscowardschampions]

Buster & Rio

Buster: Can you come over? I don't care if it has to be late Rio: What's wrong? Are you okay? Buster: No. And I don't wanna be alone here, with this shit, that'll make it worse Rio: Coming as soon as I can Rio: What has she said? Done? Buster: She's threatening to tell everyone about us and stop me seeing Jay if I don't dump you and get back with her Buster: It's fucking stupid and mostly not happening but Christ, I'm so tired Buster: And sick of her Rio: You know she can't stop you Rio: but if you have to then do Rio: Leave me, I mean, not the bit where you bow to her every whim and marry her at once Rio: if it makes it easier to keep seeing Jay, then I get it Rio: I don't know what I'll do but Buster: Fuck off. I won't. I love you Buster: I love Jay too, obviously, but like you said, she can't stop me seeing her Buster: I'll go to court, I don't care Rio: You know I love you too Rio: but I don't want to make your life any more difficult than it is already with her in it Buster: You're the only thing keeping me sane and you know it Buster: I can't lose you Rio: Okay Rio: You're sure? Rio: If you are, then I'll stand by you and support you 1000% Rio: Of course, I will Buster: 'Course I am. I know it felt a bit, I don't know how to even describe it, going from where we were to like bracelets and 'I love you's ' or whatever but it's been a long time coming, yeah? Buster: And I swear I mean it. I'm so sure Rio: Yeah Rio: Me too Rio: I just wish the rest wasn't such a fucking mess Rio: How are we going to face all the people we have to face Buster: I have no fucking clue, honestly, but I know I'll support you in whatever you wanna do or say Buster: We'll handle it together. Somehow Rio: I'm trying to think faster than she can post Rio: We have to get it out there before she does, right? Rio: At least it'll be the truth, I can own that better than whatever story she's concocting rn Buster: Yeah Buster: And it'll be better coming from us, I reckon, still a shock but Buster: They'll see where we're coming from instead of her POV Buster: Though maybe it's better for everyone to think we're just fucking and we can stop? I don't know Buster: That's what she believes Rio: But when we don't Rio: They're just going to think...Fuck knows Rio: I don't think it'll be good but Rio: I just don't know, I can't predict what anyone is going to think or say Rio: Do Buster: We could always let her post it and leave until some of the backlash dies down. Not what a mature dad would do like Buster: But Buster: She doesn't think I am anyway so whatever, yeah? Rio: Where are we going to go? Rio: We can't stay away forever Buster: This is such a headfuck Buster: There's no time Buster: Thriving under pressure is one thing, but she's proper ambushed us Rio: I know, I feel sick Rio: Stalking her feeds like its love Buster: I can't even bring myself to have anything open on my phone other than this convo Buster: How are we even gonna get everyone together to tell them? There's so many of the fuckers Rio: I don't know, mass group chat seems a little blasé Rio: Maybe, we tell the most important ones, and fast Rio: and then let them tell who they need to etc Rio: Let word of mouth do the rest Buster: Fucking hell, Nance is in NYC, I can't be like excuse the time difference but I've gotta just ruin your life again potentially really quick Rio: Oh, fuck Rio: I wish I didn't love you like I do Rio: would be so much simpler, wouldn't it Buster: I know, but don't say that again, okay? Buster: I told Chlo I don't regret you and I meant it Buster: Even if I have to let mum and dad tell Nance and let her think that's how little I care about her Rio: I'm sorry, I don't want it in any other way, and I only want it that way for your benefit Rio: I don't want to hurt you, ever Rio: Run to NYC? Buster: Good Buster: I would if I thought she'd have me. But I've got no right to ask her for that Rio: What if I ask? Rio: Obviously we'd need a place to stay when the shit hits the fan but at least you can do it in person Buster: Yeah Buster: She deserves that much after me being such a shit brother, as Chlo was quick to remind me Rio: You've had your moments but she still loves you, Buster Buster: Maybe she shouldn't Buster: Maybe I should just stay away from her Rio: Why? Buster: She's finally landed on her feet with uni like, she doesn't need me ruining everything for her again Buster: She's close to you and I've taken the piss so much already, she might not understand why I'm doing this Rio: I know but Chlo isn't going to help her understand, is she? Rio: If we're doing this Rio: if its worth it, we have to go in Rio: we're going to hurt people, and its gonna be fucking horrible Rio: but, it'll hurt me to have to leave you, and that's the only alternative we have left Buster: You're right. Making a habit of being, yeah? Buster: Looks like I'm getting on another flight then Buster: If I pass uni myself at this point nobody can say shit about my ego Rio: You know you can, you will Rio: Obviously you have to tell her alone Rio: but do you want me to come? Rio: I have the funds Buster: I want nothing more but what about your family? Besides Billie they are all here Buster: If you want to tell your parents first I can't blame you Rio: Maybe I'm being a coward, but I'm not convinced Chlo will actually do anything, she would've just done it, surely? I think if you can keep her talking, even if its arguing, it gives us time...like its all she has over you Rio: She'd be a moron (more than she is) to just let go of it that easy Buster: I reckon you're onto something, babe Buster: Or you just really want a holiday like Rio: How did you guess? Rio: Gonna have time and desire to see all the sights, like Rio: I just think...I don't know, she might wanna hear my side too, maybe, and it might help if she does Buster: Yeah Buster: I wish we could take Jay. I hate the thought of leaving her with Chlo right now Buster: And she can work any room, 'course Buster: No chance of staying mad with that face around Rio: Yeah Rio: I don't trust her as a Mum, I wouldn't say that just 'cos I'm the petty new woman, you know that Rio: I seriously don't Rio: but you said her 'rents are decent and do most of the work Rio: Sure they still will be, they'll look after her, even if Chlo won't Buster: Same. It's what scares me about her. More than anything she's ever threatened Buster: Thank Christ she still lives at home Buster: And Jay's too young to believe any shit she says against me Rio: She's going to know who you are, and what a good Dad you are Rio: You'd never let Chlo get away with that, and Jay wouldn't believe her over you Rio: who's put in the actual work, after-all Rio: just another thing she'll lament about, wah wah no one loves me Buster: I need to believe that or I'll properly crack up like Rio: Its the truth Rio: I promise you Buster: You're the best Buster: I know it shouldn't be a competition of who I fucked over more or whatever but you or Erin would never do this Rio: Most wouldn't Rio: Unlucky for you, you found one who will go above and beyond to fuck up your life Buster: Yeah Buster: How soon could you leave for NYC? Rio: As soon as you can Rio: Not ideal for either of us but Rio: Gotta be done Buster: I'm emailing my professors to get extensions and shit as we speak, not that a family emergency anywhere near covers it Buster: Fuck's sake Rio: No shorthand for this situation Rio: Though I'm sure they'd all love to know the drama Buster: Oh fuck, all my old friends are gonna lap this up Buster: Been waiting on my fall from grace Rio: Do you care? Rio: Most of them were cunts, has to be said Buster: Only thinking of you, babe. Not to late for you to hit up James again and choose him instead Rio: Please Rio: He was good for a warm bed and nothing else, you fool Rio: Try to forget that ever happened, like Buster: Good. Me too Rio: I already wanted you then Buster: I know Buster: And you know I did too, yeah? Rio: I knew for definite after Rio: Got no poker face and the jealousy was palpable, babe Buster: Fuck off Buster: Not my fault you're proper desirable Rio: Just write that on a postcard and be done with it, I reckon Rio: They'll all understand Buster: You just saved us a trip. Well done Rio: Always thinking, me Rio: Now we can hide forever just you and me Buster: I'm thinking my ma's poker face skipped a generation and my daughter got it all Buster: Yeah. I'm looking at flights there and not back, casually Rio: I reckon you might be right Rio: she certainly knows how to wrap you around her little finger already Buster: You being giving her sly lessons? I know her mother can't teach her anything about that Rio: What can I say? Make the most of my time Rio: Nah, just a girl after my own heart, like Buster: Take your word on that like Buster: We might need that hustle you've got if my parents disown me so can't complain Rio: They won't will they? Mine either Rio: Oh God Buster: I don't see how mine can after how they got together Buster: Basically brother and sister depending who you ask Buster: But who knows Rio: And everyone knows about Joe and Ronnie but they still talk to them Rio: am I just being stupid and naive thinking it might end up okay? Rio: not just wishful thinking is it Buster: True. I forgot about them, which shows how many fucks I give Buster: We can do this Buster: It ain't illegal, even if Chlo reckons otherwise. I could marry you if I wanted like Rio: Yeah, it'll just be adjusting to it Rio: like we had to Rio: all we can do is give everyone time Rio: but they can't make us not Buster: Let them be mad if they gotta but I ain't Buster: I love you too much Rio: I love you Rio: I have to be with you Rio: I don't know where I'd be if you hadn't have been there for me throughout all the bad shit Buster: I know you'd have made it, but I'm still glad I was there anyway Buster: If only 'cause I'm a selfish cunt Rio: I don't know Rio: I just know I don't just need you, I want you too Rio: That's all Buster: I feel the same, trust me Buster: I know it's stupid but I can't help wondering what Edie would make of this Rio: Probably thank me for taking the heat off her... Rio: I think she'd get it, she got most things, even the shit other people didn't want to touch Buster: Yeah Buster: We can get a flight tomorrow if I throw enough cash at it. Can you handle that? Rio: Yes Rio: Let's do this Buster: Make sure you tell Indie at least Buster: We can worry about Nance at the last possible moment Rio: Will do, at least she can cover for me if needs Buster: My mum and dad probably won't notice I've gone unless Chlo goes through with her threat and the shit hits the fan Rio: She's not got the bottle Rio: We'll be back to tell them as soon as we can Buster: Actually want you to be a know-it-all Buster: What's the world come to? Rio: Fuck knows, babe Rio: It ain't coming to an end though, not like she wants Buster: Come over tonight and I'll take you home to get packed in the AM Buster: Not leaving your side Rio: Of course Rio: I'm going to take care of you Buster: You can prove that to me later Buster: There's nothing I want more Rio: I'm going to Rio: Gonna show you why I'm worth this Buster: I already know Buster: But I'm always ready for you to tell me again Rio: You deserve it Buster: So do you, babe Rio: I love you so fucking much Buster: I love you too Buster: No matter what Rio: We're gonna have it all, remember? Buster: I won't forget Buster: I'm packing and I swear any drawer I pull out either has something of Jay's in or something that doesn't belong there which she's helpfully put there Buster: It doesn't feel like she was here long enough to do all that Buster: And it's gonna kill me if I can't see her again sometime soon Rio: You will Rio: That's why we're sorting this now, and not running Rio: For her, yeah? Buster: Us too though. 'Cause it has to be better in the long run Buster: We've done our share of lying and not saying what we mean Rio: Yeah Rio: We would've always had to have done this Rio: or stop Rio: she's forced our hand but Rio: I'm so tired of the lies anyway Buster: Agreed. Tempting as it'd be to wait until Jay's in college herself, I can't either Buster: She's done us a favor really, which she'll love Rio: Yeah, let that fuel you Rio: She's going to get nothing from this, she's only gonna fuck herself up Buster: Exactly. I tried to warn her as much Rio: She can't be told anything Rio: Fuck her Buster: Not again, cheers Rio: I'd be jealous but even my brain can't make that scenario believable Buster: Thank Christ 'cause if it could I'd have to reckon you don't know me like I thought you did Rio: No one's that self-destructive Rio: Not even you Buster: No arguments here Rio: Good Buster: Bad enough I did it the once Rio: Thank God for Jay Rio: otherwise that'd be nothing but an awkward regret forreal Buster: Any other mother if I could though, honestly Buster: I'd rather it was Indie even Rio: Um, I wouldn't Rio: She is all you though, sure you could've got her from someone else like Buster: Yeah? You reckon Buster: I wonder what the next one will be like when she's born Rio: Same Rio: Exciting Buster: We've been throwing some names around and none of them have made me cringe like Chlo's choice of middle name for Jay so that's a start Rio: That's a start Rio: All I know is she'll be dead cute too Buster: I'm sure Erin will be well happy you feel that way about her like Buster: But seriously, you're too much and I can't get enough of you still Rio: Shut up, she might not legit try and murder me like Chlo but I still don't think I should try my luck, like Buster: You'd be within your rights to murder Chlo yourself, some of the shit she said Rio: Yeah? Rio: Can't say I'm surprised Buster: I wasn't either Buster: Shut her up anyway though Rio: 'Course you did, so chivalrous forever Rio: My hero Buster: What can I say? I know what you like Buster: She tried to talk shit about Nancy too Rio: Cunt Rio: Nance is 10 times the person she'll ever be Buster: Yeah Buster: She proved it by bringing her up, as if she hadn't done enough already Buster: Trying to call her a freak 'cause in her mind it compares, the monsters she reckons we are and Nance being gay Rio: Shown herself up there Rio: Think what you like about us but get with the times on the gay thing, babe Buster: And she thinks she's the one fit to raise my daughter while I ain't Buster: Jay could be gay for all we know Rio: I don't think she even thinks that, she just chats shit for her own benefit Rio: She can't possibly think she's doing good Rio: Don't know if she cares Buster: Pretty sure she doesn't Buster: She basically said she only wanted Jay so she could play happy families with me Buster: Like there was no point to being a parent if she couldn't have that Rio: What the fuck Rio: She's so Rio: You had no say, she did Rio: she should've really wanted her Rio: So horrible Buster: I wish I could take Jay off her but there's no way Rio: Yeah that'd be near impossible Rio: She's not that level of awful Rio: When you're finished with Uni, set up, she'll have to custody share properly Rio: Get that sorted Buster: Yeah Buster: Maybe she'll get better over time, once the new baby is here and me and you are still going strong, giving her no choice but to accept things even if she doesn't want to see sense Rio: Can but hope, babe Buster: Fuck it I'm coming there. I need a drink. Buster: And seeing you wouldn't hurt either Rio: Yeah? Rio: I won't be mad about that either Buster: I'll stay until you're done. Keep you company like you've done for me Rio: I'll get to pouring Buster: Good Buster: Be there soon

[heartofheir]

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1,2 3 and 10 are done! :D

4: Do you find it easy to trust others?not really lmao

5: What were you doing at 11PM last night?knitting and listening to the off topic podcast

6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you?my dogs and @themysteriousballetanon 7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?lie down on the floor, cry and than kick their ass8: Are you close with your dad?kinda, we are both have the same kind of humour and personality which is p cool 

9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right?ye i smooch my doggos when i got bk from work last night

11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it?coffee, its got some water in it so ill be fine

12: Do you like hickeys?ye

13: What time do you go to bed?5:30am oops

14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down?ya

15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both?nah im quicker with both hands ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

16: Do you always answer your texts?yea unless i forget or fall asleep 

17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for?Y U P

18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?yesterday; we all went to the beach it was top notch

19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?my dogs and my siblings even though they are all little shits

20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?probs something about being tired af

21: Is anyone else in the room with you?i hope not….

22: Do you believe what goes around comes around?i guess?

23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now?nope

24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?i think so

25: In the past week, have you cried?yea

26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing?maroon

27: Do people ever call you by your last name?yea a variation of it that i cant say cause i dont wanna give my last name out to the interwebs lmao

28: Is anyone ignoring you right now?possibly 

29: Do you have a best friend?yea kinda

30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?nope

31: Who was your last call/text message from?my manager telling me what time i start work tomorrow 

32: Are you mad at anyone?i dont get mad i just get tired™

33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you?yea

34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?21

35: How many more days until your birthday?im not doing math go away

36: Do you have any summer plans yet?nope just working alot r.i.p me

37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex?ye! :D

38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?yup one of them doesnt even know im gay lmao

39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone?ye

40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?kinda?

41: Do you think age matters in relationships?if theres a giant age gap than yea it does

42: Are you available?nope! :D

43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended?no idea my dude

44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?so many!! i wanna get an industrial, another helix ring, maybe my tongue, nipples lol, belly button and my second lot of normal ear piercings plus alot more ear ones

45: Do you believe exes can be friends?it can be awkward af but yea

46: Do you regret anything?lots of things lmao

47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?im running out of mango ice tea :(

48: Did you ever lose a best friend?yea 

49: Was your last kiss a mistake?yes and no?

50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like?she already said yes! (miraculously) 

51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?yep

52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed?he was an ass to me last time we spoke so no

53: What was the last thing you ate?i got one of the chefs at work to make me gnocchi it was delicious 

54: Did you get any compliments today?nope but one of my new coworkers last night said i was really good at my job!! :O

55: Where are you going on your next vacation?no where so far, but one of my friends wants to go to rottnest at some point though

56: Do you own anything from other countries?ye! my auntie went to france and brought me bk a really pretty kitty mask not a furry lol

57: Are most of your friend guys or girls?i guess its even but more so guys

58: Where have you lived most of your life?i use to travel around when i was younger but now ive been in the same spot for 10 years I NEED TO L E A V E

59: When was the last time you took a long drive?i wasnt the one driving but it was when i was a babby and we drove from my hometown to perth took us 5 hours

60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?nope

61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house?nah but our house was tomatoed once

62: Who do you text the most?it changes all the time

63: What was the last movie you saw?moana! i loved it!!

64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex? i dont actually know

65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2011?none

66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you?nope

67: Do you curse around your parents?not on purpose it just slips out

68: Are you happy with where you live?nope

69: Picture of yourself?

70: Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships?im a jealous hoe so just monogamous

71: Have you ever been dumped?no

72: What do you most like about making out?i dont think a guy being like a mcfucking vacumn cleaner counts as making out so i wouldnt know

73: Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with?yes but again i dont think it counts as making out

74: When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other?i just go ‘fuck it' and do it (but only if i know they cool with it)

75: What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive?hands and backs, also necks

76: Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?a friend i use to go to school with

77: Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour?nah

78: Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name?nope

79: What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face?pickup lines im a sucker for them

80: Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already?ye! i loves kids

81: Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you?yea

82: Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush?nope 

83: Do you miss your last sweetie?fuck no

84: Last time you slow danced with someone?MCFUCKING YR 9 there was this guy who liked me since yr 7 and me and him were both in dance class at school and OF COURSE the dance teacher put us together for the slow dance performance i left dance and moved to drama cause it just got way too uncomfortable 

85: Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met?ye! im dating a furry from the internet

86: How can I win your heart?you already have ;0

87: What is your astrological sign?cancer! karkat

88: What were you doing last night at 12 AM?the same thing i was doing at 11pm

89: Do you cook?ye but i tend to set things on fire

90: Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication?ye

91: If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship?i dont have to wish :D

92: Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly?id prefer a monogamous relationship

93: What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest?not a clue my dude

94: Name four things that you wish you had!more garlic bread from work (we make the BEST gb), mango ice tea, unlimited wifi and a phone that can actually work

95: Are you a player?of games, yes; of people, no

96: Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day?nope

97: Are you a tease?ive been told i am but i dont mean to lmao

98: Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr?i saw @miss--kiwi yesterday at work and than she was mean 2 me even after i gave her gb :

99: Have you ever been deeply in love with someone?what even is love

100: Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with?id date the FUCK outta @themysteriousballetanon 

101: Hugs or Kisses?both! oxox

102: Are you too shy to ask someone out?normally yes but sometimes ill have a rare moment of bravery lmao

103: The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?height

104: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?may or may not be a kink for me LMAO

105: If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it?fuck no

106: Do you flirt a lot?i have no idea how so sometimes ppl think im flirting when im being friendly, or think im being friendly when im flirting

107: Your last kiss?sometime in September in the back of a car with a VACUUM APPARENTLY 

108: Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012?nope

109: Have you kissed anyone in the past month?only my doggos cause they deserve all the kisses

110: If you could kiss anyone who would it be?my girlfriend even though im not into kissing furries :3c

111: Do you know who you’ll kiss next?my dogs and hopefully teanii

112: Does someone like you currently?i would hope my gf does 

113: Do you currently have feelings for anyone?ye!! :D

114: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?flings really arent that great

115: Ever made out with just a friend?ye

116: Are you happier single or in a relationship?i thrive off affection so id prefer a relationship

117. you didnt give me a question to answer and ur asleep rn so imma use this spot to say ur a gotdamn cutie